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rintoki · 2 years

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literally coming on here after 2039 years to say how upset i am over alhaithams nerfs ……..

#literally why……#he wasn’t even game breaking before #none of the new 5 stars have been interesting at all #i didn’t realise this but people are pointing out that there are hyv is allergic to making good male dps #and it rlly does fucking seem so huh….#like … are they purposely making dps’s that isn’t technically bad #but u just need more investment and time to make them good ???#like is that what it is??#it’s fucking stupid #i’m so upset i was so excited for him #i was gonna get him and his weapon for my birthday #700% to 150%………#they literally nerfed every part of his kit #not even his weapon was spared #ppl saying that the numbers are the same as nahida but don’t realise that nahida is a support/sub dps #+ utility and dendro application #alhaitham being an on field dps doing the same numbers as an off field support / sub dps???#apparently cn is very upset but hyv listens to international fans more

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unluckyprime · 1 year

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nicks like . fine. he’s fucking it up in hell as a torso rn <3

#hermie watching ted lasso is something that can be so personal #VERY upset he’s been forgotten so much that he’s angry about it in character #it’s worrying but like I’m excited for hermie angry arc #also genuinely I think nick is fine #lincoln killed this episode I LOVE this pissboy #also normal having c grades but also still catching up on homework . I love him #aND IM WORRIED ABT HIM GOD #digital art #dndads #dungeons and daddies #normal oak #hermie the unworthy #lincoln li wilson #scary marlowe #taylor swift dndads #Nicholas foster #sorry this is late :((((( I was having a bad time and also midterms

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grimmweepers · 2 days

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life comes at you so fast

#tw personal #tw death #tw cancer #not my usual silly goofy post but it’s hard to remain that way when there’s a lot weighing on your mind #cancer sucks #and it’s unfair how quickly it can take people from us #one moment they seem fine and the next they’re in the icu with a week left to live #he passed two nights ago #i wasn’t planning to post about it but i have the tendency to disassociate from my grief #so here i am instead of wherever the hell!#it’s heartbreaking because he and his wife weren’t just my mum’s bosses - they were long-time friends #i have clear childhood memories of playing at their house with their son #his youngest child is only 3 years old #as soon as he found out he started giving his final messages to his staff #obviously nobody wants to die in that situation #but you could feel how much he *wanted to live*#when i was told about his death it was in the morning and it didn’t feel real #every time i had seen him in the last year he always had a smile on his face #it’s always been hard for me to deal with the prospect of death #and understand how fragile life is #how REAL mortality is #it hits even harder when it happens to someone who was so FULL of life #sighs #life comes at you fast #sometimes in all directions and in every possible and testing way imaginable #i’ve been trying to write and feel any sense of normalcy this evening but for a multitude of reasons i have a sinking feeling in my stomach #sometimes when i’m upset i try recycle the feeling into excitement or happiness over something else #yeah … i can’t really do that tonight #apologies if my energy is bleh. hold your loved ones close. now i return you to my regular scheduled programming

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im-no-jedi · 8 months

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so people have been meeting DBB at a convention this weekend and asking him about TBB season 3. he obviously isn’t saying much about it, but he seems very positive about it. giving implications that it’ll be very emotional, but not necessarily in a bad way. also, he told someone that Hunter fans are gonna be very happy with this season. so yeah. my hopefulness has increased tenfold \o/

#I just keep seeing things on Twitter #several people are reporting their experiences #and I honestly trust Dee more than anyone else involved in the show #so if he’s acting positive about it then I’m not gonna worry #cause he’s been pretty vocal about things that upset him (*coughFIVEScough*)#I’m just gonna keep the Hunter comment rotating in my head for the next few weeks haha #I am SO excited #\o/#star warz

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mysicksecrets · 5 months

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i love my lab job but my god my manager is so mean for no reason 😭😭😭

#🎀 - mello talks too much #he will like give me these random pop quizzes #on super specific microbiology questions from last semester #and then gets like passive aggressively upset when i don’t know it #or when i ask a question for a lab he acts like im genuinely the stupidest person alive #he treats my other coworker way worste tho so i can’t complain too much 🥲🥲#i work alone for most of my shift but whenever he walks in i’m always so tense bc i don’t want him to get upset at me over something 🥲🥲#hate to say it but i’m kinda excited for this job to end (i only have it for the semester)#just bc he stresses me out #LOL #then i’ll hopefully get a new lab job!! hopefully in a hospital this time

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cicadasides · 2 months

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so. my sister and her boyfriend weren’t going to move in after all….but now they’re moving in for two weeks :))))

#rambles #i’m sooo excited this won’t be awkward at all 🙄#i don’t want to interact with him at all #he’s a piece of shit. i’m so upset that she decided to stay with him

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always-a-slut-4-ghouls · 7 months

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Me, opening up a packet of the stuff the vet gave me: “I hope this probiotic powder doesn’t put my cat off his food. Can’t really help with his digestion issues if he doesn’t eat it”

I spill some because my hands can have problems with stability

My cat: *licks the stuff up like a kid who just discovered what powdered sugar was*

Me: “is this flavored?”

My cat: begs me for more powder and momentarily forgets his food

Me: “this has to be flavored”

#emma posts #sometimes him getting excited about new flavors for kitties is good #but other times his love of flavor exploration will lead him to eating a food he’s allergic to #and I can’t figure out what he’s reacting to right away because he just keeps eating the thing that makes his tummy hurt #at least I stop using things I realize cause allergic reactions #you’d think a little guy who doesn’t even know what allergies are would be even more off put by them #he’s so finicky about so many random things! but he loves new foods. especially more expensive ones. and that food was more expensive #this time he is getting a food for upset hairball tummies and has been enjoying it more than his old stuff too #I just hope that him traveling back and forth between his old food at my parents house and new food here causes problems #his old man tummy is getting more sensitive than it used to be and he’s getting a different food now… hopefully. and vitamins while he gets #these probiotics to hopefully make the change easier. I don’t want to jinx it but so far it seems to be really helpful #he hasn’t even gotten one hairball since starting the hairball food! and he loves his new vitamin treats #hopefully he’ll keep doing well with the old kitty vitamin treats #I want him to get his old man vitamins #even if he’s super healthy for his age. it’s good not to get worse!#i would know. as someone who dealt with not eating enough from medication side effects #I’m better now though! I switched meds and take more vitamins just in case #anyway. eating food is important for humans and kitties if you can get it it’s important!#and if your cat doesn’t get or absorb enough food they could get permanent damage to their bodies. never let your cat go more than three #days without food! try to make sure that they eat at least every 12 hours #they might not need as much food as you. but they can get a lot sicker a lot faster than humans usually do #I can ramble on and on about cat health though 😅 I just love my little guy so much #combo of better food formulated for hairballs and not giving him an allergic reaction with the probiotics too seems to be helping a lot #i knew cheap food wasn’t usually quite as good as the slightly more expensive stuff but holy shit. since moving out and now switching food #it’s been going so well for him! maybe I should ask my family to change the other cats food. I just hope that an extra 9$ a bag isn’t #off putting for them. i feel like fewer hairballs should be a great selling point

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crystallllines · 4 months

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my god churro is the lone woman performing amid a bunch of men saturday night

what a brave girl! ugh i’m so proud of her and also fuckin terrified that i’ll hate the set. it’s supposed to be edgy humor, so i’ll just brace myself to expect what i hear from josh on the regular, i guess. but churro also said she was doing a couple jokes about our grandfather (the bad one), and frankly THAT makes me worried about how i’ll respond to someone making jokes about… about what? what he did? the trial? my god, charity was just a little baby when all of that happened.

i want tomorrow night to be about her, though, not about how i feel about someone making light of an ordeal that tore our family apart and hurt so many people i love— including churro— you know? so, like, while i was definitely encouraged to only ever look upon that issue with the utmost seriousness (you have to be serious if you’re testifying in a criminal trial, uh, helloooo), i will do my best to have a sense of humor about it

#i’m not a brittle baby i can take it #it was traumatic in a bunch of ways but you know one way to deal with trauma is humor #and that was never encouraged until well i guess this weekend #i’m a cool supportive big sister gdi #but also! the thing about how what he did tore our family apart:#we just splintered. not entirely. most everyone else stuck together but my dad getting his dad arrested and pushing for a trial made him #the black sheep among his family #if there was a black sheep before him they no longer need to worry about that being their role #but what this meant is that suddenly we stopped seeing everyone #our holidays changed entirely!#and it breaks my heart to know that my siblings were too young to ever really know what they missed out on!#so i don’t think it upsets them as deeply because they can’t miss what they never had #but they deserved the excitement and joy that was being surrounded by cousins around your age #alex and amber were close in age to noah and ham #and ham was just beginning this beautiful friendship with amber when the trial happened #that suddenly had to stop #they would have had such pleasant holidays filled with love #and dark twisted family secrets and vague warnings not to ever be alone with grampa yes #but the cousin dynamic was so golden. it was so important to my growth as a person and got me through so much #having cousins like nicole and jackie and tori to count on #not so much tori because she was very young and we didn’t wanna like corrupt her

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mymelodyisme · 4 months

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My sister’s graduation day 😤 let’s go 👏🏽

#gosh it’s gonna be a long day and I’m running on two hours of sleep again #i only get the chance to work at night because I don’t have ✨privacy✨#and I’ve been going to bed late and waking up even more tired than usual and my mom’s been scolding me for it #and now I’ve had to tell her what I’m doing and I feel like I just gave another piece of me away again #everything I am everything I do has to be for other people #im so tired when will I give my last piece away 🥹#this was to make ME proud of ME I was doing it for myself and now I feel like it’s for her #and then she’s going to tell my dad and now it’s for him too #also I can’t even cry about it because she HAS to know why I’m upset #she keeps glancing up at me and talking to me in bits #all I have left is my emotions 🥹#anyhow sorry to start the day off so gloomy and depressing I have literally nothing to be sad about I’m very privileged #sorry you guys see me being a baby constantly 🥺 I really do have a good life and shouldn’t be complaining #here’s to a better day for us all #melifails #now i feel like a jerk subjecting you all to this😭 sorry sorry let’s move on #im gonna be a busy bee hopefully I can squeeze in a time for a nap #😭 I don’t waaaaaannnnnaaa sit for hours in the California heat MAYBE with the sun hitting us in the face #our football field is NOT kind in this way #hopefully my sister gets the shady side but even then the sun will hit us in the face eventually just not as long #im !!! excited!!!! I bought ice cream for today 👏🏽 I originally bought choco chip and minto moose tracks?? my sister loves mint flavor #so I bought mint Oreos too so she can eat them with her ice cream 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽#i assume we’re getting take out of some sort so that; ice cream; and uuuuuuu I don’t remember anything else I bought; my best friend did #bring us snacks yesterday!!! pretzels and cookies!!! so that!!!#okay brain no work no more I gotta get dressed love you muah muah muah

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tvrningout · 8 months

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i dunno if it’s happening today bc i am so low on energy i could fade into the ether, but expect my muse list to be edited soon as well as certain muses to be revamped! it really just needs to be done uvu

#get ready to ramble | ooc #it’s probably not gonna come as a surprise but we’re fr dropping kny muses except maybe kaigaku bc i put so much thought into him #maybe i’ll try to give him verses?#bc the thing is i just am not feeling kny atm #so it’s not fair to have my canons on the roster — same for spiderverse #love miguel and pav but i don’t ever get to write them much less chiyo’s atsv au or yuzu #and i hope that doesn’t come off upset? bc i’m not i’m just kinda like #there’s no point having certain muses on my roster if i have no muse/can’t use them #i’d rather clear the way for other muses like delwyn and arata #and i do appreciate the people who let me write these muses 💜 it’s just time for a change #especially bc i wanna revamp hyouka satsuki and yubari!!#hyouka and satsuki are getting properly thrown into jjk and yubari babyyyy #he’s finally getting his modern deity storyline #i’ve rambled enough so i won’t get into it here but i’m very excited for him!!#anyway i hope y’all are having a good monday 💜#i’m just relaxing for now but maybe i’ll get online properly later!

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inkykeiji · 1 year

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bought myself a new lil dabi plush as both a reward and a comfort after visiting my dad :)

#but also to continue adding to my dabi plush collection #i just realized i MISSED ONE and while i’m not like super upset over it because he wasn’t *that* cute i’m still pretty :((((#fomo is one helluva drug LMAO #i hate it >.<#ah well #anyway he’s super cute #he’s just one of those lil keychain plushies but i’m gonna put him in my itabag!!!!!!!!!#might be making a shig itabag this year i’m rly excited hehe c:#anyway i probably won’t be online much today!!!!!! just a heads up! <3 #have a wonderful monday my friends i love u all so much #clari chatters

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milo-is-rambling · 1 year

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I forget how much I hate the taste of vodka but the whipped cream vodka is so much better my god

#make a drink sweet enough that you can’t taste it when it’s in ur mouth and then all u get is the whipped cream vodka in the burn #makes drinks more tolerable #also this is the fastest I think I’ve ever chugged an alcoholic drink #we are gonna get fucked up tonight bc we have daddy issues and fought with our mom this morning slayyy #smoked a cigarette at the lake now getting fucked up in my room while home alone #life is so good and it’s all bullshit forever #literally we could all die and it doesn’t matter and life is weird and crazy and I am happy it sucks and I am so fucking thrilled to be aliv #at all #life is good regardless of death but I wish death would just like wait patiently for my family #dad I miss u I hope you had a good four twenty where ever you ended up. im sorry moms acting like this. I hope my brothers okay at school.#I hope he’s having a good time and isn’t completely overwhelmed with everything. I was right and apparently he’s gonna come home after grad #uation and im excited to have him home again but my mothers all upset. I know it sucks that you’re dead but it’s nice knowing in a weird way #that you’re the reason me and hunter got close again. so thanks I guess for that. and smoking made me and mom grow closer. idk. you’ve done #a lot for us and most of it had to do with weed. today hurt worse than my birthday. or the six month anniversary. today sucked. and no one #else seemed to be torn apart by it and it made me feel like I was going crazy and no one could even tell #you would’ve noticed if I was acting different. I love you. wherever you are I still love you. and I’m sorry. I’m sorry I was such a bitch.#and I wish I took better care of you. but you were my father I wasn’t supposed to take care of you. you should’ve been there for me. we shou #have been there for mom and hunter and your parents and I’ve been thinking a lot about grammie actually. I don’t know how I feel. thinking #about her makes me cry now. I don’t have the heart to make her cry talking about my childhood but I miss her. and I miss being young. I miss #you coming to my Father’s Day dance recitals and coming back from bike week in Laconia and bringing me flowers always wearing your grey #Harley Davidson jacket and you’d have flowers in your arms and you’d be bored but so proud and you’d hug me and you’d smell like weed and #your beard was always scratchy when you’d hug me and I just miss you a lot. I miss you and I fucking hate you for it fuck.#note to self. don’t be pmsing and then get drinking and smoking and thinking of your dead father. you will cry

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billiejams · 2 years

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Just finished watching a 10 hour play through of Detroit Become Human just to come on tumblr and see a bunch of freaks shipping Connor with his dad :/ not cool

#hank is my fav and I feel kinda sick after seeing art of him kissing Connor like wtf guys #I love gay rep so much but please guys stop shipping every two guys that are friends #Connor is so totally ace too and I was hoping others would see that but all I see is freaks :’/#I’m just a bit upset rn sorry #I was really excited and I liked Hank and connors father son relationship but now I’m just sad

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variuss-petals · 2 years

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✨️ Let people enjoy things in peace ✨️

#had a bad experience last night that opened up some childhood & teenhood memories #basically i showed someone a song and artist that I am really excited about and yes i am indeed talking about Cha Cha Cha #because i got so happy that he won and this song is so fun and i just associate it now with feeling happy and feeling good #and i like käärijä’s performance so much and i can’t wait to see him at eurovision #but #the response was a visible dislike for it that was bordering on disgust and after the song ended #all they said was that they think they are going to have nightmares #and it just reminded me of every single time that i have been made fun of or made to feel like an idiot #just for liking certain types of music or certain artists #it just makes me feel so awful #i’m never sharing my music with my family ever again especially when it means something to me because it just feels too upsetting #completely ruined my evening #and the day before had been such a perfect day where i felt good all day #vent #rant #music #mypost #my post

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zyn-is-a-bean · 4 months

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My dad left my graduation because they didn’t say my dead name…

#How am I supposed to feel #I was so happy and excited and once I left I got a text saying they all left because my dad was upset they didn’t say my deadname #Everyone I know is pissed at him now #He left my little sister with my older sister and as they were leaving said to drive her home now #I didn’t get to see any of them till I got home and now my dad is giving me the silent treatment and I’m leaving for Florida today #I can’t even get my graduation present to myself which was a piercing because I need my birth certificate and they’re not talking to me!

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raeathnos · 4 months

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#hello hi I am so fucking burnt out 🫠 pls forgive me if I’m inactive for a bit or real fucking weird if I am here #I was supposed to have a 3 day weekend but an hour before I was done it got turned into another 6 day week soooooo 🙃#we had terrible storms yesterday and I worked with no power and then came home to no power (it didn’t come back till 8:40pm hELP)#cat had a vet appointment which ended up being super emotionally draining and upsetting #his heart disease has worsened and he’s on more medication #and though none of these things are ever set in stone it’s looking more and more likely that he won’t live as long as a typical cat #I uh thought I was okay and then just kind of completely broke down sobbing last night #and I can’t really think too hard about it without bursting right back into tears #he’s only 6 and a half and the sweetest cat and it’s not fair #trying to stay positive but I feel so bad for him #gonna love him as much as I can for as long as he’s here which is hopefully still for a long while #it’s not a dire situation it’s just the disease progressing but like it’s still hard #dealing with too much rn #we were expecting the vet bill to be about $400 but then opted to do a few extra things and it pushed it to $750 so ouch #we’re fine we had it saved but you know how it is #he expensive but he’s worth every penny <3 #I also injured my knee so that’s fun- tore something in it I think #it’s not as bad as it was but it’s still painful and swollen and hard to bend #my dumbass is going hiking tomorrow despite this because it’s the first weekend that isn’t supposed to rain since like March #so as soon as I get out of work tomorrow I’m fucking off into the woods for a few hours to go be feral #probably bad for the knee but it’ll be good for the mental health #works only a half shiift tomorrow too and I’ll be done in the am so it should still feel like a long weekend #kinda bummed about it still tho #pls stop depending on me to pick up everyone’s slack kthnxbye #I’m so fucking tired 🫠#on the bright side I have next weekend requested off and it’s only gonna be a 4 day work week because of the holiday #there’s a rock and mineral show here next weekend and I am very excited #gonna buy some neat rocks hopefully 👍🏻#and assuming the weather is good next weekend and my knee doesn’t worsen I’m gonna fuck off into the woods again afterwards to be feral #gotta go rot in the woods for a bit to fix the soul; yall know how it is

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