#bc the thing is i just am not feeling kny atm

[tvrningout]

i dunno if it’s happening today bc i am so low on energy i could fade into the ether, but expect my muse list to be edited soon as well as certain muses to be revamped! it really just needs to be done uvu

[weird-dere-writes]

Okay so your demon slayer oc/self insert. A hashira? Civilian? Have you made posts already, would you link them? Would you share the lore with me? New lore. Old lore. Repeated lore. I'll take all the lore. And I'll take anything about your kny s/o too. Tell me does giyuu treat you well? What do you like most about him? What are your nighttime routines together look like? I MUST KNOW.

Hi my precious Nemo!!! :DDDDDDD

I have made exactly one ☝🏾 post on my kny self insert, linked here~

She is indeed a hashira mhm mhm 🙂‍↕️. Cloud hashira ☁️🤍.

Some new lore about her:

She grew up at the tippy top of a mountain, very close to the clouds. Sometimes her home would be inshrouded in them if they were particularly low.

Not only that but bc she was high up, she also had unfiltered access to the stars in the sky every night. Could see the milky way up in there type beat. Could tie into her nebula ability mentioned in the link <3.

She would always dream about cloud creatures coming to visit her during the warmer months as a child. Dragons, puppy like creatures, rams, little living flowers, etc. During the colder months, people made of stars (what she would later learn were her ancestors) are who would come to visit her dreams.

Also thinking she didn't travel down the mountain for the first time until she was like 12. It took a lot of adjusting, and to this day she still sometimes has a few problems with social skills or doesn't understand how things function in farmable and shoppable spaces. Like the way Inosuke's brain exploded at the entertainment district? That would be her the first time she just sees a train.

Aaahhhh and as for my lovely Giyuu 💙

I do love him dearly <33333. He treats me well. I feel like he and I understand each other like no other hashira or possibly anybody else due to our somewhat lack of social skills tbh lmao.

We kinda advocate for each other too. Like I am a lot more expressive and happy seeming than he is, but the very moment I am uncomfortable or I desire to exit a situation he snaps into action and does something about it by interfering with whatever is causing my displeasure. Other times he will be himself and say something that pisses the other hashira off with no explanation, and I am immediately explaining what he ACTUALLY means (cus i just know somehow), sometimes throwing whatever energy they are giving him atm back at them.

Sometimes without even thinking, I will accidentally just read him to filth (no malice) and expose all his deeper feelings in front of all the hashira. Not that what I said is anything he explicitly told me, I just get a vibe and I say I what I feel fr.

He will look down after, face still completely neutral but with the tips of his ears tinging red. It is probably a little embarrassing for him, but also it does help the other hashira understand him better. Mitsuri starts calling me the Water Whisperer LMAO.

What I like most about him is how considerate he is. Like yes he is a little stoic, but in his heart he holds a lot of feelings. The story of his haori and why he is the way he is now, shows me how deeply he loves and cares. And him singlehandedly turning Tanjiro's life around after disaster? Being the only one to believe in him and even stake his life on it? AUGH. The way even the littlest gifts touch him 🥺🥺🥺 (thinking about this post with his favorite food).

As for our evening/nightly routine 🩵

Normally I will cook dinner. He does too, but I do more often. (He normally cooks breakfast cus he is always up before me.)

After dinner, we will spend some time together sitting outside. Maybe a few murmurs here and there, but mostly silent as we just mindfully experience nature. We let our food register and we take the time to enjoy peace for just a short while (with the grand scheme of demon hunting, y'know, being rather heavy.)

After our time outside, we dress down a bit and do some stretching/yoga together inside.

If he's just getting back from a mission recently, I will normally have made him a little treat when I made dinner that I give him now (after stretching) with a kiss on the cheek.

After that we bathe, and the rest of the night is spent doing whatever we please, together or parallel with one another.

Closer to bed time we have a cuddle session. Sometimes we talk, sometimes we simply feel one another, sometimes we seek comfort, sometimes we are just content and relaxing. Whatever the case, we are being intentional with our physical affection.

When it comes to actually falling asleep, we are no longer cuddling. We always end up separate, but facing the other; looking at one another and touching our hands together in some way. At the first sign of the other drifting off, one of us always starts smiling while watching.

Sometimes, we do share dreams. Not that we actually lucidly meet one another in them. But like in the morning I will tell him what I dreamed about and more times than not, he will tell me he dreamed of something similar, or something different that happened in a similar way. Or there are times where like our positions in dreams are one to one, but the dreams are still completely different somehow. Like I will dream I am holding him as he hangs off a cliff, and he will dream he is dangling off a cliff and I'm trying to save him but everything else about our two dreams are different. When we have dreams like that that are scary and one to one, I get a little paranoid for a while and wanna stay close to him in general for the next few days 👁👁.

Anyways, the next morning he gently wakes me and kisses me on my face somewhere and then we have the breakfast he cooked <3.

Thank u for this ask beloved, thinking about this was so lovely <33333

🥰😘💋💋💋💋💋

[redcallisto]

🖋!!! :DD

Am I gonna gush about Sumire at 5am? you bet ur ass i am. this is long.

HOW THE HELL did this random kny oc I made who i thought i was gonna forget abt become one of my main ocs??  simply. i like kny and i like making characters. anyway this has spoilers of my fic if. if thats something anyone cares about LMAO

this is p much only a few of the reasons why sumi is my main lol anyway anyway, once upon a time in 2019 my friends egged me on to write a oneshot involving her since I guess i was in the mood to write?

that oneshot ended up being 20-ish pages, but i went insane and wrote another 500 pages. it just be like that sometimes yknow? There’s a lot of unintentional greatness with her story and character which came mostly as a surprise to me while I was still writing the fic! 

Writing Bittersweet Melancholy rlly helped me delve into writing as a hobby, and i couldn’t be more happier! 

Back to unintentional greatness, some examples would be the hidden purple accents in her overall character design that tied in with her theme of balance, the sun and the moon (red+blue yknow), the irony that was her perfecting her physical balance but mental balance being WACK, how she ties in some of the other charas like Inosuke, Kanao and Douma. most of that was unintentional and came while i proofread the fic, so i went back to work them more into her story! At most, I’m really happy with her connections to Inosuke and Douma when it comes to emotions. ugh. im rlly happy w/ that. also the oc deaths being symbolic was intentional but it still felt big brain. this fic felt big brain. dshgvfdhgv

One other thing i’m proud of was the portrayal of humanity thru demons etc. My demon ocs, douma, saki, sayuri, and sumire herself. The fact that sumi’s scars resemble a failed decapitation, sayuri’s humanity returning as she died, and how in my au douma caused his own death by explaining blossoms of nightfall (the hidden breath form) when saki wouldn’t. Also, sumi’s mental struggle from guilt and viewing herself as a demon. The symbolism thats the design in her eyes resembling a lotus, a flower that comes thru from murky waters to bloom, and how the climax of her story is. also lol saki having to deal w/ stalker douma bc the nature breathing philosophy was *chefs kiss* to the man. 

“Through their experiences, hopes and strengths - pushing back the balance into their lives, the three who sobbed their hearts out learned how to be human again. “ is like one of my fave narrator lines from bittersweet i will scream aa.

OH YEAH NATURE BREATHING. i’m rlly happy with how it turned out. the forms being based on seasons was just to tie it in w/ nature, but it also meant the passage of time tied in w/ sumire wallowing despite it having been 4 years since Sayuri. blossoms of nightfall having two requirements, acceptance of life/death and to be mentally balanced w/ emotions, otherwise oop ur killed by ur own breath technique since you couldn’t accept nature lolol mother nature said fuck you.

I initially didnt ship inosuke w/ sumire (she was meant to be standalone) but my best friend liked the idea of the ship and i went with it. it turned out to be a perfect fit (oops). Inosuke is my comfort chara too so i loved writing him and diving deeper into how he is as a character when it comes to emotions, and him helping sumire who knows way too much abt how she feels to the point of lying abt it, vs Inosuke who’s got no damn clue what emotions are lol

I actually lowkey ship Sumire with Kanao too bc!! its cute too!! they have some cute moments in my fic and have a somewhat similar issue with different stories, and at certain points help each other out in a significant way. we stan.

i may simp for douma but he did play a major serious fitting role in the story and helped me connect sumi to an UM. Sumire getting beat up by douma in their first fight and getting spared intentionally mirroring what she does to herself mentally. denying him meaning she couldnt accept the nature philosophy. Accepting him at the end of the second battle was like unbinding her own chains after years of ptsd that took months to lessen, i was satisfied af with that conclusion u dont even know. feral blossoms of nightfall sumire badass too its what she deserves so lets take a moment to thank the stupid rainbow eye demon (he doesnt deserve it)

sumi @/ muzan abt douma rlly be like

Anyway. now that im done screaming into the void that didn’t scream back :( here’s some songs that relate to sumi

Song of Impurity - Hanyuu Maigo (hehe i made an animatic w/ that one) PERFECT MACHINE - STARSET FAULTLINE - STARSET (HEHEH CHECK OUT MY ANIMATIC 2...) Monster - STARSET Everglow - STARSET

speaking of animatics why does this oc one of mine have 27k views atm wha tht efuck

and a lot more starset songs actually can u tell i like starset?

[jackrrabbit]

I just discovered your blog today and read through your entire masterlist. Your writing is wonderful ♥️ I feel so privileged to have the opportunity to read your writing. Keep doing what you’re doing since you have a real knack for writing!

holy shit my WHOLE masterlist? That’s wild, thank you anon!!!! I’m so in love with you, you don’t even know

imma answer a bunch of asks real quick!!! Doing it in one post so as not to spam followers 🥰 also I been thinking I want to do this more often so...y’all could sign your anon asks with an emoji if u want! And I’ll tag it like “🦋 anon” or whatever so you can find it. I feel like that would be kinda cute idk 🥺����👈

ask answering

I’m praying 4 a speedy recovery 😏 and thanks! I thought it was time for a change and I found the gif and was like 👀 lowkey kinda hot perhaps? something about the spanking and the glitter ;///;

hhhhhhhh STOP my heart can’t take this

1k followers legit feels like so much tho, I’ve never had 1k on anything (except like LinkedIn and FB? if that counts). I’m thinking about 1k people and...that’s like a whole ass lecture hall. which gets me thinking that when i post smut I’m presenting it 1000 people like whattttt 1000 people are looking at my sex fantasies that’s a lot of pressure but I hope I’m up 2 the task haha

😛😛😛 that’s fucking awesome, as a smut writer that’s basically the goal 😋 I’m honored to be a part of your go-to porn stash hehe

Thank you!! I finished my last final for this semester on Friday, so I’m officially done with my junior year of college 💅 I’m a double major in psychology and law & justice theory. I’m keeping reqs closed for now so I can finish up some things I’m already working on but I can’t wait to reopen them!

@fictionalcat i love you too!!!! 🐱

😍 so glad to have converted more people to yandere Tendou...he’s such a good (bad?) yandere. god what a creep, I love him. Shoutout to @vermiliren who got me on the yandere Tendou train with their fic finally which made me a dirty Tendou simp 🤬 those long fingers smh

Part 2 to Unprofessional should be posted on May 20th (this coming Wednesday) as a nice birthday present for Tendou 🎁 I hope no one is expecting more plot because it’s literally just smut, which is what the OG request asked for. Part 2 to Fanatic is kinda up in the air...gotta wait for inspiration to hit but I’m working on it!

Yo thank you........💝 I love Fanatic but I always feel the tiniest bit weird abt it because it’s more extreme than most of my other stuff...someone commented on the post saying it made them want to cry and I was like oh shit that was kinda the point but I’m still v v sorry 😥 anyway it’s really great to get positive feedback for it!!! strong degradation kink might be niche but the people who like it REALLY like it and I am very grateful

wow thank you! I’m glad it felt in-character for him 💓 I think keeping characters true to canon is one of the hardest parts of writing, especially with smut. I think it’s harder to write smut because you have a conscious endgame that you’re pushing the characters toward—I don’t ‘plan’ my writing so usually I just try to think about “what would this character do in this situation? how would they react?” and then let the story play itself out from there. can’t do that so much with sex tho because you’re actively trying to get them into bed lol 🙈 so it feels really good to know I captured Tanjiro well, thanks!!!!!

A couple others have asked for a part 2 to Sleepless, so I’ve been thinking about it, but atm I have no plans to write another part. As much as I liked the end product, Sleepless gave me a lot of trouble when I was writing it—most of my other fics I wrote in 1–2 sittings; Sleepless took at least 5 rip. HOWEVER I’ll keep thinking on it and possibly write another part some time in the future, and I’ll def write more KNY 💜

@villain-hotline HOW are you going to put me under arrest when you’re already in jail under suspicion of being too perfect & gorgeous for this world HMMMM

omg i’m crying........the hard work, time, and effort thing got me 😭😭😭😭💞 stop playin and marry me already 💍

and also I just wanted to say, to everyone who replies to my fics or puts comments in the tags, I love you and I would die for you <3 I can’t respond to replies bc this is a sideblog, but your comments/additions make my day and give me so much inspiration it should be illegal.

THANK YOU!!!!

[lemongogo]

okay previous kny anon here i'm sorry if this is weird but i'm going down your tag and i seethose posts about you wanting to talk abt kny and i just RELATE SO MUCH NOW like it's 4:30 AM, my sleep schedule is fucked, but my brain is just "KNY !!!" I just love all of them so much and i want them to be okay :(( also do some people have said that nezuko's arrival will bring a twist/other arc i really wish but i don't think so what do you think ?

AAAA !! AAAAAA!! dont be sry kny is like.. a rly big interest of mine so i am always excited to talk about it more !! its honestly one of those things where.if i think about it for too long i get restless until i can tell someone about it ahah

i love them so much too !! kny getting the bat before delivering a super emotional backstory:

but AH !! yeah ! i’m not too familiar with the theories / kny talk as i am with bnha so i’m not sure if there are elements that im missing, but it seems like this is the final battle / conclusion. at this point in time i don’t see a way for nezuko to fit into the fight given her new state BUT ! (199 spoilers) muzan hasn’t .. completely disintegrated yet and i feel like there was a lot of build up to her return, so i feel like there has to be some sort of catch there.

unless muzan really is dead as of chapter 200 and we just dive into his backstory. but given how tanjiro and nezuko’s plot has been interwoven since the beginning of the manga, i feel like something has to happen for it to conclude nicely. aka, action / increased focus on her behalf. maybe that comes in the form of a secondary arc but i’m not too sure how it would happen if she’s no longer demon (unless she still has some remaining qualities that we just cant see atm)

but i kinda do hope that there is something planned bc i cant cope w the idea that kny is nearing its finale .i think there was confirmation a while back that we’re in endgame, but hopefully gotouge has plans yet !!! 

im really really excited to see how she’ll fit into it. i feel so bad for not really thinking much of her character beforehand, but now im hoping something sweet happens !!