#i’m so tired of playing this game
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If you know someone who is in the job search market, give them a hug.
It’s so hard right now.
You can have the experience, education, proper resume and still either get ghosted, rejected, or led on.
It’s all a game right now.
#I had an interview today where I was told I’d have to go through 4 additional stages of interviews#my next interview is going to be an hour and 45 minutes where I have to basically work for free#you don’t hear back from 99.9% of jobs and when you do you get fucked around and then told no weeks later#I’m so tired of playing this game#I’ve been going through this shit for 6 months. I don’t know how much longer I can take this shit.#starting in Sept im moving to part time work due to my contract ending and when im not worried about that im having to do my job and then#apply for other jobs so that I can find a full time job again#while also trying to learn new skills to be in this competitive job market#and then put all the other shit of life on it#dbsjsjdbdbdjeiwowkabfbfjfjrjr
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Finally got this outfit and he looks so good. (Tho he always does.) 😳
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#emmrich volkarin#my art#been playing most of the day outside of handling my shop and such#just finished house of the dead and the non committed romance so far#and ahhhh#I have more I wanna doodle#but I’m just so tired from gaming lol#eventually hehe#for now just scribbles and such#oh Emmy
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My brain is buzzed and buzzing.
HW Zelda spent a good portion of her time with Link disguised as Sheik. She decided to keep her identity a secret from even Impa, which means she probably had to change her personality a little to make it convincing. So this entire time, Sheik and Link work together and fight together, and Link got to know this different persona. So when she revealed herself as Zelda, I wonder how that changed their relationship and dynamic?
Imagine Zelda is falling for Link but Link is falling for someone who doesn’t exist. Imagine Link’s agency and consent are so ambiguous because destiny determines that Link and Zelda are always together, that they have to be together, at least according to Lana and Cia.
I don’t know, I just have a lot of thoughts about HW Zelink. Not all of them are great. But I suppose if people write it well I can like it.
#Hyrule warriors#idk y’all#like I think it can work#But that line about them always having to be together really bugs me#Anyway it does make for an interesting dynamic at least#When the game decides it’s a giant fanfiction anyway and does all the fan service#It makes it different because they’re so self aware about the Hero and the Princess#Like BotW kind of has that too but they… idk I just like how they did it better#I probably shouldn’t be babbling about this or the zelink shippers will come after me XD#Whatever#I’m tired#Legend of zelda#hyrule warriors zelda#hw zelda#I haven’t played the game maybe I’m just reading too much into it#Golden mercy
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So, despite some faults, I really enjoyed totk, and on its anniversary I want to say something about it. Other people have said similar things before but it’s really important to me and actually a big part of why the story of totk was meaningful to me, so I want to also say it:
Zelda needed to come back from draconification. The story needed that. It wasn’t lazy and just ignoring “consequences” because (imo) that was the *point*
The point is to feel like there are going to be terrible consequences and then say actually, no. You can come back from this, with the help of other people.
To me at least, that was the theme of the whole story.
If botw was about how the world goes on past loss and grief and starts to heal (how flowers grow in the ruins and the world can be beautiful again, be worth saving, even if it has changed)…then totk was about a more personal kind of healing.
The weight of the world should not be on your shoulders alone…you, alone, should not have to fix everything…you should not have to sacrifice yourself, but when you do, someone will be there to save you from it.
This turned into a really long ramble so:
You (Link) gained so much and now it’s gone. It feels like you’re back to where you started and yet you know you have to do it all again…you were weak and you failed and you’re weaker now…but
You go down to the surface. Monsters swarm across it once again. Other people are fighting them too though. You help, but it’s not just you…
You go to the Rito, the Gorons, the Zora, the Gerudo…just like with the divine beasts, there are friends who help you save each region. But this time, part of them comes along with you when you leave. It’s nice, you realize, the first time one of them protects you from a monster you weren’t prepared for. You’re still weaker than you were before, but someone has your back…
When you go up to the sky you see a strange new dragon there. There’s something about them that feels familiar. You try not to think about it.
You go down to the depths too. It’s terrifying at first. You hate it. You only want to get what you came for and get out of the dark….but slowly, the light grows. You get stronger. The dark feels like a challenge you can face (and someone has your back).
There are spirits down there. You don’t know when they’re from, but some part of you wonders…are these all the people you let die in the Calamity? (You help them find rest from their wandering. The weight on your shoulders feels a little less heavy).
There’s so much gloom. The first few times the sky turns red and hands chase you (a reminder of what you’ve lost, how you failed) you just run. Eventually though, you have to fight. It feels like the (second) worst day of your life again. But you manage to get free of the grasping gloom and stand and fight, as wild and desperate as it is. Beneath the manifestation of your worst fears, there’s another thing to fight, but this time it has a face (a voice in the back of your head says…you know this isn’t all on you and your failure…it’s really Ganon’s fault right?). You get through it.
At every turn in your travels, it seems like something reminds you of Zelda. Her passion, her curiosity, her kindness. You miss her.
At first, the tears you find reassure you. She may be in the past, but she’s safe. She’ll come back somehow…but then you hear the word draconification for the first time. You want to believe she wouldn’t do it but you know her and the fear sits cold inside you. (Zelda is a lot of things. She’s been allowed to be more of them, since she was freed from her hundred year battle, without her father holding her back. But deep down inside her, there’s a vein of self-sacrifice that still runs strong. It’s what saved the world before, after all).
She did it. She really did it. She’s gone from you (from Hyrule) forever, and it’s all your fault. If only you hadn’t failed so utterly in the battle (you can hardly even call it that) under the castle. If only you’d caught her. If only you hadn’t let the sword break. You should have protected her you should have been better it’s all your fault and now she has to live with the consequences, forever. Everything really is on you, you should have been better.
(Zelda POV: you couldn’t call upon Hylia’s power in time, you were too content to let it wither and fade away from you, ready to be free of it. You shouldn’t have. He got hurt, the sword got hurt, it’s your fault…Sonia and Rauru help you channel it again, Sonia helps you learn how to turn back time…but you don’t save her. She dies because you couldn’t save her. Rauru dies not long after. There is no one left to guide you, once again. You could spend years trying to figure it out on your own. But you did that last time. It didn’t work. Self-sacrifice, stepping in front of someone you love, that worked. (You do what you can, to call upon the sages, to help Link in the future, first). And then you swallow the stone. You’ve come a long way, in the past five years, allowing yourself to exist. But in the end, self-sacrifice worked last time. It’ll work this time too.)
You (Link) go down beneath the castle. You were supposed to bring the sages but you didn’t. It’s nice, for someone to have your back. But no one else should get hurt to fix your mistakes.
They follow you anyway. They fight with you, against the hordes, against the greatest enemies you defeated together, along the way. They’ll have your back, even if you don’t think you deserve it.
You fight Ganondorf, and then the demon king, in the hardest battle of your life. You think it’s over and then the demon king decides it’s better to lose himself completely than let you win. You’re exhausted and afraid of yet another battle, but up there in the sky, when you’re falling, the Light Dragon catches you (you wonder why she changed her path to catch you, you wonder if there’s still something of Zelda left in there to save). With her help, you win.
And then you’re in some other realm. The spirits of Sonia and Rauru are there. You remember how the two of them and Zelda channeled such incredible power together. You think about Recall. Turning something back to the memory of what it was before, like Sonia said. You stand with them and you allow yourself to hope. Maybe the Light Dragon can remember the form she took so long ago, the person that she was.
And then you’re falling, and Zelda is falling, but this time you catch her. You catch her. She’s back home with you, finally, finally.
And maybe, one mistake doesn’t have to be the end of the world. You don’t have to be perfect. Sometimes, someone else can stand with you, and it’ll all turn out alright. (You can put the weight of the world on your shoulders, you can sacrifice yourself, but someone will be there to catch you, someone will be there to pull you back to yourself, when all is said and done).
#loz#tears of the kingdom#Link#Zelda#I will say also that I think part of the reason totk is special to me is very personal#like when it came out I was still struggling with the worst burnout of my life#I had had a few months of exhaustion between January and March and in May that exhaustion was still sticking to me#it was hard to get out of bed hard to do anything I felt so tired that I almost felt sick but I wasn’t sick#and the thing is Zelda games are my biggest special interest#and having a new one to play like genuinely I’m not joking it gave me bsck so much energy#I was doing really badly but when totk came out I played it for an entire weekend straight basically#and like my mom came to visit me and help me out with basic life stuff#and like sit with me while I played just like enjoying being together#and that was really nice#over that summer and the fall after I started getting to know someone I work with better#largely over conversations about totk at first#and they’ve become a good friend#(and become someone that I feel safe to be fully myself around)#and so I just have this really strong personal connection to totk#like I will not claim to be impartial about it#there are definitely criticisms that I can acknowledge#in particular I don’t like that they un-amputeed Link let Link be disabled#and also ganondorf’s characterization was shallow and one dimensional#and I’m sure there’s other things I could think of#but the overall narrative#including Zelda becoming the light dragon and then turning back in the end#I really like that#it felt like a narrative of healing to me#and playing it at the time that I did felt really healing to me too
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I really wanted to draw the background of this one so it’s kinda messy because I wasn’t going for finished piece 🤷♀️
Mythos is also like waaayyyy big but she still looks cool lol
#star wars#the mandalorian#fanart#mythosaur#my art#mythos#mythos oc#sw#mando#mythosaur oc#I’m almost to midterms and I’m tired#yes it’s also middle of the night and I’m up drawing#needed a break of the three panel comic to just doodle#I’m playing Starwars last Jedi games and the worlds have me frothing at the mouth#Starwars planets are always so cool
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“masculine energy” this, “feminine energy” that, how about expressing your GENUINE energy
#I’m so fkn sick and tired of these ppl fr#stop playing games!!!!!! stop limiting urselves and confining yourselves to roles that YOU created this is not what god intended#also like how can energy be masculine or feminine…hm
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the trend of the mean girl ruining everything MC touches in games lately needs to stop, why are you, the developers, setting up our characters to be bullied for the plot every single episode. drama doesn’t always equal good writing
#you want people to keep playing your game? STOP IT#like i get it. i love drama. i am a drama girlie for life but this is a joke now. it’s the quickest way to get people to quit#yes this is about selling sunset and emily in paris#but love island the game too to an extent#litg#love island the game#netflix games#selling sunset#selling sunset game#emily in paris#emily in paris game#i’m SO TIRED and sick of it honestly
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Bandit the people ask for more amongus prime defenders
Oh the people ask for more, do they? Do they really!!WHO
Why .do you want this
Why are you doing this
I keep laughing at this; the asks, the drawings, the notifications, everything, and I feel more shame than ever before
Among us anon, you are the bane of my existence but oh how I love you
#bandit's doodles#bandit’s words#bandit’s visiting hours#jrwi prime defenders#william wisp#dakota cole#vyncent sol#I can’t even make them super accurate or in depth because again-I’ve never played this wretched game#this can’t become a thing#I won’t let it#I’m so tired
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watching tlou season 2 would be great if there wasn’t an annoying little rat in my ear telling me bella’s not ellie.
#saw this meme format and wanted to do my spin on it#you all irritate the fuck out of me and i’m TIRED#stop coming for my bae 💔#they’re ellie and they’re gonna rock it#tlou#the last of us#ellie tlou#tlou hbo#tlou2#tlou part 2#tlou game#ellie williams#ellie the last of us#bella ramsey#i’m in love with bella ramsey and am so excited for them to play older ellie!!
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Guy who’s only played Symphony of the Night picking up Harmony of Dissonance: getting a lot of Symphony of the Night vibes from this
#castlevania#harmony of dissonance#cheapest comparison ever I’m so tired of it#leaving out that juste and Alucard play completely differently from each other#it’s the Simon’s quest tribute game#it’s Simon Belmont forever#come on now
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fasting usually doesn’t do me in like this so I’m blaming the missing organ for being affected this badly this year 😭 sorry for the inactivity LOL
#ewbie.txt#literally so tired… and working full time… it’s so exhausting….#once Iftar hits I’m like normal but during the day I’m genuinely a zombie this isn’t like me 😭😭😭😭#not that anything crazy is going on I’m just playing video games and writing like usual hahaha#almost done with my investigations 1 replay ….
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random doodles cause i made a fun brush :D

#my fringe will be a little long and it looks like i’m the main murderer or a horror fiction#but boom 2 inches off and i’m :DDDDDDDDDDDDD#very silly i must admit#sorry for not posting much i’m been very stressed and a lil tired#quite tired actually wswbshbwsb#might make fanart for this new game i played though !!!#it’s called astronought it’s so good and silly#ouuu atom my beloved#i would NOT reccomend playing if you do not like worms#though they are drawn worms. that look like black silly string but still !!#anywho waaaaaaaaaaaa
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oh save me lucanis dellamorte save me
#katie.txt#i’m not feeling very well tonight and earlier i stumbled upon a few hate posts about veilguard which put me in an even worse mood#but then i got all cosy in bed and played lucanis’ bloodbath quest…. and gosh i truly do love this game with my whole heart#it can be disheartening and tiring constantly seeing negativity surrounding something i love so dearly…#but i simply refuse to let it ruin my love for this game… the amount of joy and happiness it brings me is all that matters
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Idk if this is a hot take but why is it always “Kai slaved away and worked his ass off to raise his sister” and never the other way round or them working hard together?
Like, I know he’s older but in the show, does he really… act older? Like if you think about Kai and Nya’s dynamic yknow? Because from my understanding:
When Kai and Nya are introduced we see Kai fail at making a sword and Nya being the one to chide him for it. Kai makes an overconfident statement about wanting to be a better blacksmith than his father. This suggests that one, Kai is rather rash as well as inexperienced (something that lines up with the rest of his character arc in the pots and also generally), with Nya being the more mature figure in contrast
Also just a note but in the shorts: “I can handle it!” “No you can’t, stupid”
Kai frequently being very good at neglecting people or things: leaving Lloyd at an arcade whilst being focused on finding samurai x, not even knowing samurai x was Nya or that she only did it because she felt left out by him, completely abandoning both Nya and Lloyd in s3 (and Ik he was going through it at the time, but in line with the fandom’s characterisation of him)
Kai in season 5: “After I lost my dad, I lost my way. But I was lucky to have my sister watch over me”
Generally, their dynamic isn’t one where Kai really provides for Nya at all. In fact, judging by the fact that Nya can make entire mechs and Kai struggled to make a sword, Nya was probably busting her ass to provide for Kai. And judging by the s5 quote, that’s probably true. I’m not saying Nya raised Kai, it just rubs me the wrong way when she’s treated like a decorative flourish to a narrative that paints Kai as a burnt out child who was forced to grow up too soon especially since that is such a mischaracterisation of him in the first place.
#all I’m saying is that it’s weird we undersell all of the sister’s capabilities just so we can present the brother as tormented and burdened#ignoring the fact that he spent all his days in the gap between the pilots and s1 playing video games#like I’m sorry kai is a pathetic baby girl in the show and I LOVE HIM THE WAY HE IS#okay yeah I snapped a little#I’m just tired of everyone mischaracterising him yknow#like I’m sorry bestie he’s not that capable he’s a loser man and I am ready to love loser men#i just think that it’s an incredibly stereotypical dynamic to have one male character who everyone completely#over exaggerates their struggles to the point of making it seem that everyone else in the story either doesn’t suffer or is an asshole for#not noticing the suffering of this one hot guy#this happens in many fandoms and I think this is what’s happening here#hhhhh#I’m sorry if Kai is ur favourite and this opinion upsets you I don’t mean to be bitch#I’m just really not into this interpretation of him#again this isn’t a dog at his character I just thing people don’t get him a lot of the time#and you know what Nya is also super undersold as a character#like where’s the fucking Nya Lloyd sibling content?#she mentored Lloyd too? she taught him how to ride dragons she stayed with him on the bounty she and Lloyd only had eachother in s9#what about them??#Kai gets too woobified and Nya doesn’t get woobified enough that’s my opinion#alright I’m done sorry#Ninjago#rant#ig this is a#ninjago analysis#i won’t tag characters cuz I don’t want to make anyone upset#and again I’m sorry if I do
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I hope when I die and go to the afterlife irl, I’m greeted by a big hot fish man saying “you didn’t get far enough in to meet me, it seems.”
#sebastian solace#sebastian pressure#GUYS IM JUST STARTING TO PLAY THE GAME SO I DONT KNOW WHAT THE ACTUAL QUOTE IS BUT YOU GET WHAT I MEAN!#This fish man makes me gay which seems impossible because I’m lesbian but also don’t ask questions#I’m so ungodly tired right now#I’m gonna look at this in three hours and facepalm at my own insanity
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It’s been a week now, whyyy does recovering take so long-
So. A question for whoever wants to answer because I’m curious. Who’s your favorite member of La Squadra and why?
#thus spoke Mrs Zeppeli#la Squadra#curious about any of them but especially Illuso…any Illuso fans??#my fave is Ghiaccio because he’s Cool (heh)#and requests are open I’m losing my mind in recovery mode since I’m otherwise too tired to do much else beyond play video games and write-#for reference I had a minor surgery and even the small ones take so long to get over ugh but hopefully I’ll feel ok soon
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