#i’m so deeply sorry for this
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Note
tell me about your hmsonas please?
OH……. OH MY GOODNESS….. GLADLY!!!
so, i rlly rlly like chonnys idea of a being consisting of three parts, the heart, the mind, and the soul. and i have felt like i have my separate identities for soooo long so i made hmsonas of my skrunkles!!! i have very very rough designs that i made awhile ago, so excuse the style. i’m warning you, its going to be lots of info, so ill make a cut for people’s sake 😢 everything under here!! 🎆🌠🌅 ⬇️

this is my heart!!! aka, callisto!! she represents the moon, more importantly jupiter’s moon callisto, “the dead moon”. she is my emotion, love, and passion. she is very very bubbly and crazy, and basically has zero self-control… sometimes she can be a problem. she’s very loving of her sisters, especially jupiter (soul). as you can see, her eyes are dark, this is bc she is partially blind! yet instead of seeing the world in a shaded tone, she sees it in a rose-tinted hue! (little metaphor for always seeing the positive/being too hopeful) (it gets her in rough situations, harming her deeply). when she feels emotion, she feels is HARD. mind often claims she’s dramatic, but mind couldn’t possibly understand hearts ever-changing nature, think of it like the moon in a way! also, she is a doll made by soul, at first she is made out of porcelain and string, which as you can imagine, she breaks very easily when pushed.

this is my mind, aka “io”, she represents the stars! she is my logic, reasoning, and control. and boy does she know control! she is very stern, blunt, yet wise and very philosophical. she is harsh because she cares, but she would rather let heart take over whole instead of tell anyone. if she doesn’t feel secure/in control, she can get forceful, which doesn’t end up anywhere good nor beneficial. she is a robot, also made by soul! she is a lot more stable than heart physically, rarely breaking. but she is known to get viruses and glitches, which she can’t control, they’ve had a past for making her violent. she has star antenna and a cord tail! lil robot things. she ISNT afraid to express her disappointment in heart, even if it causes heart to spiral. but in the end, mind couldn’t be more protective of her sister.

then lastly, we have my soul, aka jupiter!!! (love her sm) she represents the sun, and also jupiter in a way?? she’s kind of like that quote: “jupiter was supposed to be a star but failed”. she is very laidback, silly, happy, and calm. yet her moods can flip when her ids are being difficult, she goes completely numb, loosing her bright glow, burning out completely, like she never had the light inside her to begin with. she is the main one in control of whole (me), being reasonable and mature. she is made of pure energy, not being “created”. her main purpose is to create, art runs through her system, bringing her back to life, she runs on inspiration and passion. she’s well aware of the loops, even having a trident of her own, which she sometimes has to use to restart if a loop gets insolvably bad. she has access to all her pasts loops, like portals in a way, often reflecting on them and plotting on how she can be better the next. also!! you might’ve noticed that like cccc soul, one side of her is shadowed. this represents my ego, which soul has to control to support whole. the ego does help soul make better decisions for wholes path, yet gets in the way of making new decisions and embracing change. and yes she loves her ids more than anything, always appreciating their presence no matter what.
THANK YOY FOR READING THIS SILLY BIG THING!!! im never not thinking of them when making a decision, picturing them deciding and making different points for me. 🩷🩷
#i’m so deeply sorry for this#don’t read all of this for your sanity#IVE BEEN WAITING FOR MOMENTS LIKE THIS!!#chonny jash#hmsonas
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
bi 4 bi percabeth,,,,, 👉👈
#this is so deeply unserious i’m sorry#been cooking this up in my head for weeks now#based on a conversation i had with a friend who’s also a bi 4 bi percabeth truther#for some reason the post button isn’t working on my phone so i’m typing these tags out on my ipad like a loser#not sure i like the colors but that seems to be me with all the stuff i make rn lol#my art#fan art#artists on tumblr#percy jackson#pjo#percabeth#annabeth chase#riordanverse#hoo#heroes of olympus#bisexual#bi 4 bi percabeth#percabeth fanart
20K notes
·
View notes
Text
a bit of a personal ramble because fuck it, i’m posting whatever i want on here:
the past couple years have been some of the most difficult of my life. my mom being unexpectedly hospitalized twice, the worst creative burnout of my career, the grief of reading the news about palestine every day, deep rooted anxieties about not being good enough resurfacing at an all time high, and realizing i was unhappy around people i thought i’d love forever. without getting too dark, i’d never felt more hopeless.
but even through all of that, even with the state of the world right now and the impending doom of waking up each day, i think this might be the most fearless i’ve felt in a very long time.
i just want to be alive and create and build community and share a space where we all still feel hope for our world. and that’s what i’m going to do, through the fear, through all the shit of life, i’ll be here.
#tldr#i’m getting my personality back#i know i don’t owe anyone an explanation#but if you’ve been wondering why i’ve been so absent from youtube this is why#it’s been a very bad time#but i truly do feel so much better now#and i miss you all so much#and i’m so grateful to have our community#and i never want to take it for granted#i’m excited to try new things#share new projects with you!!#sorry i’m getting really sappy#but i love you all deeply#and it feels so good to feel alive again#a clockwork ramble#that’s gonna be my new tag
369 notes
·
View notes
Text
idk if this is accurate but i’ve felt like in previous seasons riz & gorgug have been one of the inter-bad kids dynamics we’ve seen the least of & this season has been so great in that aspect. gorgug having helped make some of riz’s magic gear. riz helping gorgug with his studies. the shared birthday party. gorgug’s gift to riz being something he himself made to protect riz. riz’s gift to gorgug being something he illegally grabbed to protect gorgug. gorgug who utilizes rage to put his body on the line for his friends & riz who will take deep levels of mental stress for his friends. even though it was within the context of a joke, riz calling gorgug an “absolute sweetie.” like yea they might not be in a band together or both part of a presidential campaign team or owlbears teammates, but they’d go to war for each other, because they’re best friends.
#riz gukgak#gorgug thistlespring#fantasy high#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#these kids are all so self-sacrificing but i do think riz gorgug are the most clear (& juxtaposed) self-sacrificers#riz will mentally tear himself to pieces and get lost in cases and take on ungodly levels of stress for those he loves#gorgug will use himself as a human shield. he will take hit after hit if it means his friends are okay.#and they’d both do the other thing too. riz would let himself get hit for gorgug. gorgug would pull all nighters & take stress for riz.#even if mechanically they can’t or it wouldn’t make sense. they would if they could.#also#the starstruck barry mechanic of being a guard is so gorgug. it’s soooo gorgug like that’s literally him#anyways love this tall green guy & this short green guy so much#especially because gorgug is tall & considered intimidating but protective in a deeply kind way#while riz is short & underestimated but protective in a deeply vicious way (affectionate)#i hope this makes sense but i think riz is primarily ‘i would kill for you’ & gorgug is primarily ‘i would die for you’ maybe#this does not mean gorgug would not kill for riz or riz would not die for gorgug. they both would.#but those are the primary ways their love manifests due to the nature of their strengths/personalities. To Me#idk this is all just me saying stuff when i should be sleeping 😭#sorry if i missed a riz gorgug moment in the main post btw i’m tired
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
now. prefacing this with that the destiny comics are some relatively nebulous canon. however. i enjoy this characterisation in the first osiris comic



that his first reaction to being misunderstood is to go ‘no. but if i write it good then i cannot possibly be misinterpreted.’ hilariously naive that he believes putting something in careful writing makes it less likely to be misread; more true to his intentions, but something i can totally see him (especially this younger him) believing. local warlock thinks if he just publishes his work and cites his sources it’ll fix everything.
also. related. this is the character who writes his lover poetry. just something i like to think about
#destiny#destiny 2#osiris destiny#the gag of him desperately trying to outsmart his own cult is so funny. sorry that happened man#also#ive played world of warcraft for like 16 years i’m deeply familiar with contradictory supplimentary material#and the concept of ‘canon heirachies’. inaccurate comic book is small potatoes to me#my post
218 notes
·
View notes
Text
Stiles coming to the realization that he’s in love with Derek and just resigning himself to it. He knows that this love is different than the way he loved Lydia. It’s deeper and built on devotion and protection. But he’s still not enough,
Derek who is good and persistent, could never love stiles. Stiles knows he loves with people who are always just out of reach for him. He knew this when he fell in love with Lydia in the third grade. He felt it when told his mother that he loved her for the last time. He came to terms with it when he begged his dad to stop drinking, to rest, to eat better. And he resigned himself to it as he watches Derek hale smile. He is in love and knows that Derek will never love him back.
He just can’t imagine a world were Derek hale loves him back in the same way. So Stiles will love him, quietly but fiercely. Derek will never have to worry about anything with Stiles by his side. And Stiles will remain by his side for as long as he can. And maybe one day he’ll be able to watch Derek fall in love with someone else without it feeling like he’s dying but deep down he’s know that will never happen.
#sterek#stiles stilinski#sorry yall im sad about them so im making it everyone’s problem#derek hale#stiles x derek#stiles has mommy issues that’s why he’s the way he is#derek x stiles#Derek is actually deeply obsessed with stiles#stiles is just insecure#I’m obsessed with these two you don’t understand
474 notes
·
View notes
Text
butch priest who’ll do anything to make a believer out of you x skeptic femme who sees god when they’re being turned out in the confessional booth
#[ daddy speaks ]#hi the blasphemy kink is back sorry!#i’m not catholic thank god lol haha but the phrase forgive me father for i have sinned is so deeply important to me actually#lesbian#lesbian nsft
156 notes
·
View notes
Text
I desperately want Akilah to be the 8th survivor, but like. She’s somehow completely fine. They track her down, they’re all panicked and grieving Nat; Tai and Van are pretending they’re not in permanently-devastating love with one another; Shauna’s doing a “bring your daughter to cult” road trip. and Akilah’s just
Chilling? Has a family she DOESN’T cheat on or otherwise traumatize? Goes to therapy properly, instead of just talking to herself in a locked room? Has found peace and joy in her career without, y’know, damaging others in the process?
Everyone else: how the FUCK are you so well-adjusted????
Akilah: whatlikeitshard.gif
#yellowjackets#yj spoilers#yj theories#akilah yellowjackets#I know it’s deeply unlikely but I SEE you ‘teen akilah’ sign#and PLEASE it would be so funny#akilah: RIP to all of you but I am different#akilah: because I IMMEDIATELY went into therapy#akilah: and just. in general have been working on my trauma SO hard for 25 years#everyone else: I’m sorry your what? I can’t hear you. working on…??#akilah: okay go home
262 notes
·
View notes
Text

so glad i was reminded of this scene so i could be insufferable about it
#something deeply poetic about lucien being the one to help tamlin kill amarantha#they were literally one entity in book 1 im ill#the nickname tam is so so important to me#like so important#like we’re fighting for our lives and you’re calling him tam#ok!!!!#and if i say this is more husband behavior then what 🧌#acotar#a court of thorns and roses#lucien vanserra#pro tamlin#tamcien#i’d apologize for all the tamcien posts lately but they’re the only thing that matter to me#so no i’m not sorry
204 notes
·
View notes
Text
“gambler” “doctor” just kiss already istg
Ngl one of my favorite things about Aventurine and Ratio’s relationship is the fact that they don’t ever call one another by their real name’s to faces, hell, Ratio doesn’t even call Aventurine “Aventurine” to him and Aventurine only seems to call him Ratio when he wants to tease him
The “gambler” “doctor” thing they have going on is one of the most endearing things ever and I wish people talked about it more because it’s a dynamic that’s unique to them in hsr, I don’t think any other characters refer to each other in such a manner, which makes it feel really special imo
Moreover; they don’t act like this with other people either, Ratio will refer to people by their names or by their jobs/titles, or with a “you”, something rarely reserved for Aventurine. Meanwhile Aventurine tends to use nicknames, but they are far more descriptive and impersonal, like “the emanator” for Acheron, or “my trailblazing friends,” as if he’s putting distance between them.
However, he doesn’t treat “doctor” like this, switching it up by calling him doc or using it three million times in a row or tossing in the occasional “professor” which is used in the name teasing manner, as if it is Ratio’s actual name.
And speak of the devil; he also uses “gambler” in a unique way as Ratio utilizes it no matter what his mood is. Passive, embarrassed like in Avens kit demo, angry like when he’s feigning offense during the 2.0 scene. Even in different contexts Ratio will pretty much only ever refer to him like this when they are together. He also attaches “damned” and “dear” (although I think this is EN only) onto the nickname, and he repeated the “damned” a lot, almost making “damned gamber” another nickname in itself. What’s interesting is that when they are apart he actually calls Aventurine “Aventurine”, or “that man/our man” which seems to be reserved for Ratio’s more affectionate moments for him, even if they are buried by layers of tsundere (like his voiceline for Aventurine).
Either way, I guess what I’m trying get at is that they refer to one another in a really unique manner and I love it and it’s lowkey really homoerotic because what do you mean you have established exlusive nicknames for one another 🤨
#hsr#honkai star rail#dr ratio#aventurine#aventio#We don’t talk about them having established nicknames for one another enough#ratiorine#raturine#LIKE WHO COOKED HERE THANK YOU#It actually makes me feral tho bc like#Imagine how others in universe see it#“Damned gambler-“ “hey you’re not much better doc”#‘Oh they are fucking aren’t they’- innocent? bystander#Like I’m sorry but it’s so deeply personal it makes me CRAZY RAAA
356 notes
·
View notes
Text
ALSO can we talk about Hetty’s reaction after Flower tells her “You’re a good friend”???
Think about where she was at this point last year—having also just revealed a massive secret, one that almost irrevocably ruined one of her oldest friendships. She’d admitted in Ghost Court that friends were not something she’d ever had in life—something she hasalso just reiterated moments ago to Sam and Isaac, that one of the reasons she felt so trapped and alone and without options at the end of her life was because she had no friends.
Think about how far we’ve seen her come; in season one, it’s huge growth for her that after Jay’s possession, she admits to the other ghosts that she missed them. Or season two, how in a very un-Hetty move she’s willing to swallow her pride and apologize to Nigel (even though she’s sure she isn’t in the wrong!) for the sake of saving her friendship with Isaac. Or even earlier this season, how closely she’s clinging to Alberta in so many of the episodes, because she’s so grateful she got her friend back after being so close to losing her that she doesn’t even want to be physically separated from her.
And then now, she’s just once again revealed a secret she’s kept for well over a hundred years, in order to save Flower. She’s kept this part of herself from everyone for so long, and the very second she sees that Flower is securely out of the hole, she turns her back to everyone to gather herself and then bolts.
Isaac and Sam make her see that, yes objectively she has people here for her now like she never had in life, but Flower coming in and thanking her is when she actually gets to see and experience the reality of how different her existence is now. “You’re a good friend,” she says, and it might be the first time someone has ever said that to her. And Hetty just looks up at Flower so surprised in that moment, and so heartbreakingly hopeful, because I genuinely think that until right then, she really hadn’t considered it like that before; she just knew that Flower was in trouble and that she had to help her whatever the personal cost, because not saving her wasn’t even an option.
So much of the ghosts’ relationships, especially early on, were transactional, and, especially in Hetty’s case, built around enforcing particular power dynamics: accruing a wealth of back rubs, extorting Pete’s TV time before signing Elias’s contract, or any of the countless occasions she brought up her status as ‘lady of the house’. So the fact that she makes this sacrifice that feels like a loss of power to her is in and of itself big; but Flower acknowledging that, and making sure Hetty herself sees it too, by calling her a good friend—it’s a whole different level of meaningful.
She doesn’t just thank Hetty. She makes sure that she sees what her actions mean to her. And Hetty is so taken aback by it, because Flower saying this to her and meaning it is a gift she was absolutely unprepared for; a “good friend” is not something Hetty has ever known herself to be, up until now. But she very badly wants for it to be true.
#cbs ghosts#hetty woodstone#yeah clearly I’m not feeling any emotions about this#idk if this is really even coherent but can’t stop thinking about Hetty’s face after Flower says it#and needed to try to form something tangible out of all that mental fixation#sorry for all the analysis posts on this episode but I mean. also not#this show does so much work on long term character arcs like nothing I’ve seen before#and I hope the writers know how much of it we notice and deeply appreciate#cbs ghosts spoilers#holes are bad#it speaks#honestly at this point I think I need a tag just for my ghosts analysis posts
206 notes
·
View notes
Text
murph knocking it out of the PARK this episode both as riz (badass lil creature, fiercely dedicated to his friends, so deeply loving to his mom & reassuring her that he sees her + appreciates all she does for him) and just as murph (“the beans are due,” laughing at ally’s lack of written saving throws, reaction to the trap door bit, “so tactical, so late”)
#fantasy high#dimension 20#fhjy spoilers#fhjy#riz gukgak#brian murphy#murph#also just. post-trap door bit being kristen’s turn & beardsley having clear tears in their eyes was SOOOO 😭#wait ALSO ALSO riz getting called a punk bitch by duggan earlier sent me so bad my god#so much happened in this fucking episode fr & it was both wonderful and deeply terrifying at once so i’m just focusing on the fun parts rn#wait also also also (sorry i keep remembering things) riz ordering pancakes waffles AND french toast @ the diner was so lil creature of him#idk i’m obsessed
424 notes
·
View notes
Text
reason 523 why Rex is Not Your Lawyer should’ve happened: what even IS this scene??
#I’m sorry I was on the floor laughing through this whole scene#What is this 😭#Why is it so ridiculous? Deeply unserious pilot#If I was a producer I’d order 5 series of this stat#rex is not your lawyer#david tennant
65 notes
·
View notes
Text




EVERMORE by taylor swift (feat. bon iver) — “and i was catching my breath, floors of a cabin creaking under my step. and i couldn’t be sure, i had a feeling so peculiar, this pain wouldn’t be forevermore.”
my #swiftiegiftexchange2024 for @lovesickallovermybed!!!! 🫶🏽🫶🏽
#HIII HII HII how are you <3333 SO sorry for being slightly to the party but HII#i saw that you are currently recovering from surgery and i‘m wishing you all the best and =a faster recovery 💗💗 i hope you’re okay and#are feeling and getting much better every day 💗💗💗#i’m your anon swiftie and it was really nice to get to know you!! 🫶🏽 you’re super super talented and your gifs are so so STUNNING#it was such an honor to be your anon for this event and i had such a fun time making this !#i was SO excited when i saw that some of your favorite ts songs are evermore and idsb. really really sorry i didn’t have the time to make#something for both because my laptop went dead for sometime and i ended up only having the time to make this 😭#evermore the song is something i hold and cherish deeply in my heart too and it was something that has seen some of the worst of my days#and so i decided to do this song for your gift instead!#i can’t really gif much and couldn’t even try#because my laptop in which i had installed ps in went rip so i decided to make you this#(slightly messy sorryy) scrapbook of my view of the song! i tried to incorporate some of the descriptive lyrics and the objects mentioned i#the song and i hope you like it 😁!#and because i think evermore is also something that IS meant to be incredibly personal to the people that listen to it#i decided to include some photos (+added highlights on every lyric that has ever touched me which is almost everything as you can see 😭)#of some of my journal pages on which i rewrote the entire lyrics (except bon iver’s addition 😅) in ‘21 when the song meant to me the most!#i hope you're having a great dayy love 🫶🏽🫶🏽#SwiftieGiftExchange2024#taylor swift#tswiftedit#evermore#*my edits#nadine.mp3
203 notes
·
View notes
Text
ally being a stabilizing force at the table rather than a supreme agent of chaos is truly wild to watch
#never stop blowing up#dimension 20#i try to keep myself in check w this stuff and not be weird w respect to public figures#but i’m sorry i am so parasocial about ally beardsley i just am#i’m deeply invested in this absolute stranger#and am so chuffed to see how they’ve evolved as a player and how they’re establishing their role within this new adventuring party#ally beardsley ur good at your job what can i say
119 notes
·
View notes
Text
BOKUTO IS SO SCARRYYYY WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKK
yes, you want him, but he wants you more and he’s convinced himself that you already belong to him. the way he gets jealous when you’re not even dating him yet…. the glint he gets in his eye when his certainty of your infatuation with him is in doubt. CHILLS.
#RUN!!!#oh fuck i’m… i FEEL SOMETHING#he just really is so convinced that you belong to him#he’s deeply possessive#in a way that actually is a little scary or would be if he didn’t genuinely care about you so much#HES SO SCARY ABOUT IT IM SORRY#the expression he wears when you give him reason to believe you’re entertaining other options#HE HASNT EVEN ASKED YOU OUT YET#STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT!!!#tw.jealousy#tw.possessiveness#does this need a yandere tw? i’m gonna tag it that way JUST in case but i don’t think it goes that far#tw.yandere#ish
86 notes
·
View notes