#i’m scaredddd

[too-damn-good-for-growing-old]

Reporting live from the Outsiders Tour auditions!

It is very crowded and I’m on the non-equity list but not gonna lie it feels good to be in the room where it happens! No idea if I’ll get seen but if I do I’ll call it a win no matter what happens ❤️

It’s very funny because you can definitely tell which characters people are auditioning for based on their outfits; I love it.

Wish me luck friends!!

(Also if anyone wants to send me asks to distract me while I wait….I would not hate that)

[the-green-dot]

they’re counting votes now!

[papayafiles]

ohhh i feel sick

[lucreziaces]

surprise song o’clock is nEXT

[malewife-cas]

finally gonna watch the first three episodes,, wish me luck

[dragonsareawesome123]

Me watching NLMG Ep 11: Okay, well, that wasn’t too emotionally damaging

The NLMG finale promo:

Me: Oop, never mind. The anxiety’s back 😭😭😭

[phrynea]

i get to be in one of my closest and longest friend’s wedding next year but i have to wear light yellow 😭

[exhaustme]

about to test out my new vibe🫣y’all wish me luck

[totallypaulmccartney]

Do you think it’s gonna come back n kill me?

JOHN JOHN HELP THERES S HUGE SPIDER JN MY LIVING ROOM

HELP HELP HELP HELP IM VERY SCAREDDDD

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH *takes off shoe and holds it in hand, ready to strike* STAY BACK! OH GOD THAT’S A HUGE ONE

[bloos-bloo]

Hi Mariiii

Your rb reminded me that i, too, have wilt as both my discord and tumblr pfp

Therefore this is currently usHDSHSNSJDNFN

NSBSKBDKSBS LOOK AT THEM!! THEYRE GONNA FIGHT!! THE SPIDERS ARE GONNA FIGHT!! SOMEONE GET THE RING OPEN- /silly

NEBIDBDJDBDJDB- IM EATING THIS AWWWWW MY BABYYYYY 😭😭 LOOK AT SHAMURAAAA- WILTTTT AAAAAAA- I LOVE THIS SO MUCH IM GONNA DIEEEE- NSBDKDBJDBX- TYSM KAT THIS IS SO CUTE SHSHSJBSJSBSKSBS- THE EXPRESSION- IM DYING- I AM DEAD!!

[intofolkloreee13]

The sunshine court is still not available in my country on Amazon soo I’m anxiously waiting for it to be released on Apple Books…

Everyone who has read it, how much does it hurt on a scale from one to ten?

[zentriii]

why is my irl sending me a msg hidden by spoilers n a gif i am going to cry

[priestfrommidnightmass]

finally submitting the completed treatment, screenplay and shotlist to the film festival you’re going to be entering: 🙏😄🥳

realizing this means actual people are going to be reading what you’ve written and judging it and offering criticism and possibly not even approving it:

[whumpy-wyrms]

🌹🌹🌹

ROSES BE UPON YOU FOR YOUR AMAZING WORK 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

@vidawhump

THANK U!!!! :D

here’s a part from tllr chapter 15 :)

Anton knelt down beside the bed, lifting up the blanket to peak underneath. Sure enough, his test subject was hiding from him again, timid and afraid. When he noticed the scientist staring, Dew shuffled deeper under the bed, trying to create as much space between them as possible.

from this ask game

[theswizzle16]

guess who has a viewing of the most perfect flat to ever exist tomorrow that I want desperately but if I’ll get it will be dependent on luck and nothing else

[dazais-guardian-angel]

posting this at 1:30 in the fuckng morning before the finale, because I am nothing if not a procrastinator, for no other reason than to have it on my blog for posterity before the episode comes out.

My theory for Fukuchi’s (and thus the DoA as a whole) goal I’ve ultimately settled on is that he wants to use the page to write abilities out of history, and relive his life all the way back from when he and Fukuzawa first met, because he believes that if abilities had never forced him to go to war (or at least make the war change him) and indirectly caused Fukuzawa to have to play the role that he had to play as an assassin, that they could have lived out a simple and peaceful life together. It just makes sense that he’s doing everything for Fukuzawa, with how much heavy emphasis is being placed on the fact that Fukuchi had to have been in love with him… and it would explain why he’d be willing to kill him, if that death isn’t going to matter in the end if he can rewrite their history like he plans to. It would also explain why he’s working with Fyodor despite them seeing like they’d be completely incompatible with each other, because we already know that Fyodor wants to get rid of abilities, although we don’t know why, and so if Fukuchi has the same goal it would only make sense for Fyodor to go along with it.

I also think this would perfectly explain why Atsushi is so conflicted about whether or not the DoA’s plan should actually be stopped. If Fukuchi is doing this all out of love for Fukuzawa, and wanting him to have a better life… I can see why Atsushi would hesitate about preventing that, since he’s so kind. Additionally, as much as Atsushi has grown, he still struggles with his self-worth, and the tiger is so emblematic of all the reasons why he was told he never should have been born….. I don’t at all doubt that he would feel like a world without abilities, and thus himself, would be a better world. And of course, this would explain why he’d want to ask Fukuzawa for advice, of all people: not just because Fukuzawa is his boss and he trusts his wisdom, but because this whole thing is about Fukuzawa, and so his opinion is the one that matters most.

We don’t know how old FukuFuku were exactly when they first met, but 36 years ago would put them around age 9, which looks about right for their ages in their first flashback. And lastly….. If Fukuchi can’t succeed in his plan, he may be expecting and wanting for Fukuzawa to kill him, ala Gide vs Oda. The sword isn’t an ability, and Fukuzawa doesn’t have Fukuchi’s ability, so it wouldn’t exactly be an ability singularity situation again, but there’s still time shenanigans abound, and Fukuzawa is a very skilled swordsman…. so I wouldn’t be surprised if it really is very similar to an Oda vs Gide, with Fukuzawa finding and exploiting some sort of loophole with the sword, and them killing each other at the exact same time.