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wishmcker · 1 month ago

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taking a short hiatus. we’ve had another death in the family and my dad is going in for surgery. nothing serious this time, thankfully, but he’ll need help to recover. i’m sorry. thank you for being understanding.

#∘ ◦ ✩ NATURALLY i’m just a bit of a dumbass. | kai (ooc.)#death mention cw #medical mention cw #i’m not even recovered yet #i hate october :(

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alexturner2005 · 6 months ago

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i saw royal blood on friday and it was wild…within two minutes there was a mosh pit, ben was in the audience, and i was covered in someone’s beer. i lost hearing in one ear even tho i was wearing ear plugs, got bruises all over my arms, pulled every muscle, and made way too much eye contact with mike kerr. then i maybe almost got kidnapped by my uber driver 😬

#it was a very weird situation and i’m still 50/50 on if i was genuinely about to be kidnapped or not #i’m fine i’m not gonna get into it right now #ANYWAY #royal blood are very fun live i’ve never seen them even tho i’ve been a fan since before the first album #they’re LOUD tho my god i can’t imagine how loud it was w/o earplugs #worried about my ear it hasn’t fully recovered yet 😬#i was only 15 min early but miraculously got barricade in front of ben and directly in front of a speaker lmao #it was very fun tho aside from the injuries…and the uber thing…#why can’t i go to concerts without consequences 😭#last time i got covid this time i almost got kidnapped #maybe. still not sure #leaning towards not actually but?? it was very weird

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acourtofquestions · 21 days ago

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Chapter 89

I just finished Chapter 89

#I just finished Chapter 89… I don’t know what else to say… I have a lot to say… but… like… no. Just no.#Kingdom of Ash spoilers in tag and I guess kinda post but not really #90s only gonna hurt more with Abraxos & Narene & I hate reading reactions & Dorian’s not there & Manon my love like what do we do now what #first read #reading reacts #live updates #read with me #cry with me die with me idk cause why with me all I have now is bad rhymes cause my brain has been evaporated too (too soon?)#read along #Chapter 89 #Kingdom of Ash #Sarah Jessica Maas why did you do this to me #I miss ACOTAR where no one dies #I mean it’s well written #and I’m fangirl heartbroken #but also real world crying #cathartic read world grief Maasverse moments and love and loving and hope and destruction and despair and fangirling and feels and agh #this better have a happy ending #I can’t keep calm but I guess I’ll read on #I don’t know the last time a book made me actually cry this much and broke my heart so deeply… I miss you already Asterin… Vesta… Sorrel… 13 #stupid tag letter count cut off stopping me from listing them all but my loves … always … until the darkness claims us… and even then…#I am not okay #I am dead inside #I will never recover #KoA actually stands for Killed Off All of my soul that’s what the KOA part means #SARAH WHAT DID YOU DO #I wish I could hug fictional characters #haven’t finished the book yet just the chapter that finished me #once 13 always 13 #I prefered live Fenrys since it ACTUALLY INVOLVED LIVING

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deepseawave · 4 months ago

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obsessed w the tags on ur last reblog

Omgg, thank you haha, it was a quality post so I just had to appreciate it in full force 😂❤️

Can‘t believe someone would actually enjoy my yapping :,D

#guys help is it time for a rebranding?? am I just gonna post about f1 now??#I still can’t believe this has all started because bestie and I were watching Ted Lasso (because I’ve been obsessed with that show for a #while now too) and I paused the episode to talk about how I really like the way Jamie interacts with kids (I’m sorry people being good with #and nice to kids is one of my weaknesses I work with kids now and have been invested in treating kids well forever)#so me saying that apparently reminded her of max and she showed me a video of him with p and yeah it was very effective in making me like #him and then we left the episode on pause and she told me a lot about f1 and max specifically cause I was interested now lmao (funny thing #is that she also got roped into it by our other friends I swear it’s speeding lmao #she also compared him to Jamie from Ted lasso (if you know you know) and showed me some heart wrenching Taylor swift edits (i haven’t #emotionally recovered yet) and yeah that’s how I started consuming way too much f1 content on YouTube and got into this whole mess lmao #oh yeah our friends also made me and another friend make a Tier list for all the drivers based on vibes alone (cause I only knew a bit about #max at that time and the other one knew nothing really) which was very funny too #especially looking back at it (we did some of them so dirty lmao 😂)#I’ve also come to the conclusion that tumblr is still one of the least annoying platforms to engage with other people (still)#YouTube is full of hate comments about drivers and stuff it’s so annoying actually #not to mention Twitter but I don’t go there and probably never will 😂#I personally don’t enjoy fics and scenarios and shipping of real people cause it makes me a bit uncomfy (not judging people who do #you do you as long as it doesn’t negatively affect anyone #but yeah I’d much rather just scroll by those here than have to look away from all the mindless hate and which driver is better discussions #everywhere else like I’m not one to engage with stuff like that but it does upset me to some #degree so yeah tumblr making memes and being rather positive about their drivers (most of what I’ve seen here of course there are gonna be #annoying people everywhere) is much more tolerable and a lot more enjoyable for me #whoops this post got away from me again oh dear #I’ve had the idea for a meme stuck in my head for days now: Max verstappen but make it if you don’t love me at my *swearing on team radio #giving spicy replies and attitude to the media maxplaining and complaining going for risky overtakes* you don’t deserve me at my *precious #interactions with p talking about his cats being a goofball with other drivers and especially danny defending other drivers driving #beautifully in the rain* it’s a package deal you can’t just pick and choose and personally I don’t even get why people complain about some #of the other stuff I appreciate someone who’s passionate and honest and genuinely kind where it matters 🤷🏻‍♀️#I think I’ve seen someone else say that but the more people complain about and criticize max the more I feel the need to defend him #god forbid women have hobbies for real (can’t believe I’ve yapped so much I can’t put more tags 💀)#also shoutout to Oscar Piastri and Danny Ric (I was so happy Oscar won even tho McLaren where being very silly in a not so funny way)

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cerealxperimentslain · 9 days ago

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shit might suck right now for me health and mentally wise BUT at least my doctor said that i should get vaccinated for the rona and flu so i get to do that for free now forever so at least that’s something

#i still haven’t recovered from the sickness my siblings inflicted on me #i’ll be better for a day or two and then i don’t get so much sleep one night #because i haven’t gotten my sleeping pill prescription refilled yet #and then i wake up feeling like shit and full of phlegm #i know it’s the same one because it’s not like i’m out here getting reinfected by anyone #and then my sleep shit snowballs from how late i wake up and how much longer everything takes when im sick #and the only thing that reminded me consistently to take my evening meds is broken #and i have to contact the provider that lent it to me and also i have to contact like seven others for various things #and some of them are easy to get ahold of and some are a nightmare and all is too much #needless to say i’m ‘going through’ ‘it’ as the kids say #AND school on top of that???#i feel bad for being so offline because i feel like im letting people down with the fundraiser stuff #but you can see why i’m like.#i’ll be back when i have my shit together enough that i won’t lose my disability benefits next year #because that’s another fucking sword of damocles i’m oscillating between trying not to think about and having debilitating anxiety over #and i have to apply but i need an updated study plan for that but the guy who is in charge of those #cancelled our appointment so i had to book another one which is a few days before a school related deadline #and i’m probably going to be broke as hell beginning of next year anyway because the benefits renewal process takes on average 6 months ime #and it comes with backpay but i have a old ass senior dog. so that’s going to be fun juggling vet bills 🙃#normally i’d sprinkle this stuff a little here or there but i haven’t been online to do that do you get it all at once

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designernishiki · 1 year ago

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it’s just sorta hitting me that we know like almost nothing about what the fuck majima was doing in 5 when he was supposed to be dead??? like???? he was in on katsuya/mirei’s plan and caught onto what was going on really early and whatnot but. what the hell was he DOING for all that time. he just shows up at kurosawa’s at some point with zero explanation how or under what pretext or anything. how did he fake his death in the first place? how did he get it announced on the radio and put in the news despite there being no body or anything to prove that he died?? I have so many questions about his side of the story it’s insane how much was brushed off bdhffdjdjdjsjdnd

#I could go on #especially about his and saejima’s last fight/argument(?) because I’m still REALLY unsure how much of that was true and how much majima #(and saejima but mostly majima) was lying/acting for kurosawa and his men to buy time. because majima’s way smarter than people give him #credit for and quickwitted as hell- I seriously doubt he didn’t have a plan and some of the shit he said was too absurd to be true imo (him #having written the expulsion letter. calling saejima weak based on the batting cage fight. etc)#and I think he was trusting that saejima knows him well enough to know how absurd some of that was and pick up on the act he’s going for and #play along. I mean it worked out didn’t it? bought them enough time for shinada and co. to fight baba and keep haruka safe and all that #anywho that’s the only thing that makes sense to me but. would’ve been nice for them to have made that clear and given majima and saejima #a more genuine heartfelt reunion #and don’t even get me started on kazumaji not getting a damn reunion. that’s a topic for another post #majima was just sorta neglected at least considering his importance in the plot and all. he should’ve talked to haruka too imo. and katsuya #and. you get it.#yet again he was left to clean up the tojo clan’s mess and just expected to deal with it while his two closest companions go to prison #(AGAIN) and daigo’s recovering from a bad wound (AGAIN) and so on. this guy does not get enough goddamn credit #rambling #y5 #yakuza 5 spoilers

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dawnscraft · 1 year ago

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Every time Scar takes damage in New Life I get flashbacks to the vanilla life series.

And Grian isn’t there to scream Scar No!!!! So I’ve been doing that myself.

#I’ve paused the video at least three times to recover from the flashbacks #and I’m not even a third of the way through yet!#new life smp #gtws #goodtimeswithscar #newlife smp

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teabookgremlin · 9 months ago

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I WANNA BE HAPPT IM READY TO WALK INTO MY ROOM WITHOUT LOOKING FOR YOU GO IP TO THE TOP OF MY BUILDINF AND REMEMBER MY DOG WHEN I SEE THE FULL MOON

#really sad tonight #i miss justice and iris and king #something is hitting me really hard about not having a dog rn #i think it’s that this weekend we’re visiting our parent org and the last i was there was to drop off king #and also im planning on starting to clear his stuff out of my room #i haven’t been able to bring myself to do it yet #and i know all three of my pups are doing awesome #but one of them any of them should still me with me rn #also i’m stressed that the president of the puppy raising club will fuck me over for getting an 8 week old this summer #bc i’m living in a student apartment so dog stuff goes through the student accessibility services #and we’re not sure if they will ok an 8 week old but i don’t think they actually need to know the age of the dog #so we can simply not tell them that it’s a baby bc i doubt it’ll cause any big issues #and i have to pay a pet fee anyway for my apartment so like #but i’m concerned her rule following will somehow fuck it over for me #even tho she’s graduating before i’d even be getting the dog #and if she fucks it over and i have to wait even longer for a dog i’m gonna end up in a shit place mentally #bc rn im just taking time to recover from the hard time i’ve hard raising so far #but by this summer i think i’ll be ready and start hitting a point where not having a dog will be worse mentally than having one #anyway rant over #but yeah this bit of the song is hitting #bc yeah i walk into my room and see the dog kennel #and king should be in it #but he’s not bc he flunked out #and i just am constantly thinking about him or justice or iris #i just feel like shit rn #i also ate too many cadbury mini eggs so my stomach hurts #i think i’m mostly past the point of blaming myself for my dogs’ issues tho so #that’s progress

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bravevolunteer · 10 months ago

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the amount that i don't want to go to class

#have not been since wednesday and now im mentally throwing a fit about it DFGHJDSF #i don't want to lock in again my break was so short. it wasn't even a real break!!!#and its not gonna be AS bad as it was the past week yet but i can't keep putting tasks off with the excuse of recovering lmao #DONT WANT TO THOUGH.#⁂ ･ﾟ: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc

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pierregaslays · 1 year ago

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the premier league really starts again in two weeks 🫠

#i haven’t even recovered from last season yet— keep it away from me i’m so serious #like. do we really need to go through another season #(jokes on me i acc miss it)

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goldensunset · 11 months ago

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as an underclassman early morning classes and boring classes were what i detested and feared most of all. now it’s difficult classes and evening classes. my evening class last semester actively made me want to become the joker with how disruptive it was to my schedule. i sure would have never wanted to switch into a 9am yawnnnn history lecture class but at this point that sounds like a dream compared to all the tons of active work outside of class with every single professor trying to scare us to death on the first day. i would rather wake up early every day than suffer the hell that i’m currently slated for. last semester brutalized me so badly it’s not even funny i can’t do the same workload again yet worse i need a relative mental break. i do not have that dog in me. i will be going to my advisor screaming and crying tomorrow asking her to make some changes

#like i will take almost anything i can get into at this point #if it fits into my schedule contributes to my actual credit requirements and does not actively make me upset #sounds perfect #and like i am a night owl. it is known i am a night owl #but i can suffer the pain of waking up early for the greater good #i cannot suffer the pain of multiple classes at once in which the professor acts like we don’t have other work to do #like genuinely the workload hasn’t even started yet this semester we’ve had one day of each class so far #and i am like already in absolute dread and depression. just from how they’re making me feel right off the bat #i need out #i need to fix this i thought it would be ok back in november but i don’t know if the pain of last semester really sunk in until afterwards #during winter break i was like oh yay break :]#now that i’m back at school i’m like Huh. so there’s something i never actually recovered from i guess #like now that i’m here i’m like you’re telling me .. i have to do it again. even worse.#and like i was off for 3.5 weeks. but now i understand no amount of time would have ever been enough to prepare me for this #i don’t care if it means i have more work later i’m ahead on credits #this course i wanna drop isn’t strictly required anyway so like.#why kill myself. especially now of all times #sounds like a problem for a future me who isn’t having a mental episode #peach rambles

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drasticemotions · 1 year ago

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tiktok is actually testing me with these angsty ass dastiel edits like let me live!!!! let me be happy!??

#dastiel #supernatural #AND ITS ALWAYS TO SAD TAYLOR SWIFT #haven’t even finished the show yet I’m too scared #narrowly avoided basically everything I just know I will never recover #dean winchester #castiel #I remember the state of tumblr when the finale came out and I didn’t use the app that week #jay’s thoughts (and prayers)

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randompajamaalt · 1 year ago

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aaaa I’m still alive I promise I’m not dead here have eyes (tw for BRIGHT COLORS, HARD CONTRAST, EYESTRAIN)

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cantofworms · 10 months ago

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finished adventure time for the first time and made it everyone on privtwt and this random tinder guys problem

#and my irl snap gc #and now u guys on here.#I can’t even think about watching the distant lands yet I’m gonna need a full fucking week to recover #greatest cartoon of all fucking time oh my god

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manichewitz · 1 year ago

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i’m hardly the first person to say this but man are covid vaccines amazing. i was a young, healthy person with no pre-existing conditions when i got covid and i was still recovering from breathing issues for nearly six months. i’m 100% sure if i hadn’t been vaccinated i would’ve died

#and i hadn’t even gotten my booster yet #i would argue that i *still* haven’t fully recovered #but i’m definitely a lot better than i was #there were weeks where i’d be on the verge of passing out bc i *literally couldn’t breathe*#and i’ve always been an incredibly active & athletic person!!#this shit is crazy #alex talks #covid 19 #vaccines #anti vaxxers #long covid

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boomerang109 · 2 years ago

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one week one week one week

#do Not reblog #tw covid #tw negativity #boom’s bad days #god I just #i feel so helpless in this house #i want to try to do SOMETHING for my dads health before i leave because he’s doing soo badly but like i can barely keep myself afloat #but god he still has a cough from the covid I gave him six months ago and I just. i feel so fucking bad. he never would’ve gotten sick if I #hadnt been commuting to work. and it wasn’t just one short recover period. he’s still coughing #hes also acting like this one singular thing in six months (which should be really good) is gonna solve EVERYTHING #and it’s like. no. it’s gonna be good. maybe even great. but life is a body. mind. situation. experience. so just one singular thing cant #fix everything. and I’m tired of trying to be the adult and say things like that. but someone has to #he’s also an adult. he’s just having a really hard time and that forces me to be an adult. and I just wanna be a kid. I’m not even 21 yet #Im so tired

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