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OH MY FUCKING GOD
letters unsent
Ty, Ty, Ty.
Your name looks strange written out like that. Like an abbreviation. But Tiberius would be so formal. I never think of you that way. Or, I suppose I should say, I never thought of you that way. Tenses matter in these situations, I guess.
It’s late, past midnight, and I’m sitting on the windowsill in my bedroom at Cirenworth....
#what the actual fuck#leave it to cassie to do this to me on a random thursday#i’m losing my fucking mind oh my god#kitty and the unsent letters trope is gonna be the death of me#snippet from a character letter#kickstarter#the wicked powers#the shadowhunter chronicles#kit herondale#ty blackthorn#kit and ty#cassandra clare#kit x ty
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i need him in ways that are concerning to humanity i fear
#insane#in fucking sane#oh god i’m losing my mind#hes the finest fucking man alive no shit#i need him to breed me#HOW DOES HE LOOK SO GOOD#LIKE#FUCK YOU JAY IM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU
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did you expect this au to blast off?
I didn’t even expect this au to exist ??
#I’m losing my mind over here#all those sleepless nights are worth it#wait it was just two nights#I feel like I was drawing this thing for the whole week or something but it was just two fucking nights#oh my god ahahaa
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AND ON HALLOWEEN TOO
#i’m so fine i’m so fine i’m SO fine#i’m not having conflicting feelings at all i have no idea how to think about this without losing my mind#how the FUCK are they gonna pull this off????#maybe my idea of a trip to the death realms wasn’t so wrong after all????????#why THE FUCK would anyone release morro specifically what is up with that. unless they know he can be useful.#is *he* gonna be possessed this time in some shape or form??#oh my fucking god i am SO FNIE SO SO OKASY#ninjago leaks#cable’s txts#ninjago spoilers
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Oh OKAY Zoro’s ACTUALLY the “I would die for you” guy. Homie’s deadass going to do the homoromantic deed of giving up your life to save the person you love. What the actual fuck is happening rn
#WHAT THE FU ISKGMSKKD I DIDN’T SIGN UP FOR THIS. GET ME OUT OF HERE#HE’S ACTUALLY GOING TO DIE FOR LUFFY. ZORO. OH MY GOD#DON’T. Fucking talk to me rn I’m losing my MIND#Zolu#One Piece#Shima speaks
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HEY SO WHO ELSE IS DOING COMPLETELY FINE AND OKAY ANF GREAT RIGHT NOW
#i’m going to lose my fucking mind i’m not kidding this is my last straw#oh my god THIS POSCAST THIS FUCKING PODCthis is fine#tmagp 22#tmagp#the magnus protocol#tmagp spoilers#mag 174#tmagp 7#jaspers rambles
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framk blast~🎃
#fuck he’s so pretty#i’m going to physically see him on sunday#granted on stage#twice#but oh my god#he’s gonna be right there#and anthony#and gerard#AND RAY#AND MIKEY#AND TUCKER#AND TRAVIS AND TIM#so yeah i’m just losing my goddamn mind it’s fine#frnkiebby#frank iero#mcr#my chemical romance#mcrmy#my chem#frnkiero#frnkie#ls dunes#anthony green#gerard way#ray toro#travis stever#tim payne#mikey way#tucker rule
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guys…
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I think you made me start shipping Marchil
Your posts got me thinking about their dynamic then I wrote a fic that was supposed to be platonic but midway through I realized it could actually be interpreted as romantic too and now I'm just sad about how little time they'll have together
First of all, you have a lovely icon, second, I’m so honored… I finally read Not a bad way to go and it was soo so good like. My god!!! Pre-canon is underused and you did so many interesting things with it.
It sounded like a cruel joke, that the one who needed her concern the most was also the one least interested in it.
^^^ go read it go read it
Chilchuck was drunk enough that he needed to hold onto the walls not to fall, but apparently still sober enough to remember emotional vulnerability was his worst enemy, as he made sure to avert her eyes and said: “Namari made me come talk to you ” to make it clear he wasn't being nice voluntarily.
Yeah.
“Of course I'm scared of dying.” He scoffed. Did she really think so little of him? “But if I could choose, I would want to die doing something I love, like drinking. Or maybe fucking,”
Maybe you wish you didn’t know but my new favorite HC because of this is that Chil dies yes prematurely not of liver failure though but during coitus. Especially if marchil, the thought of him busting a nut and his heart giving out makes me laugh so hard. My god. Lmao. Oh god. Lmfao. Worst day of her life
Marcille knew Chilchuck wasn't a kid, but she often struggled to take him seriously as an adult because he was just so adorable and small. In this moment, however, she saw them exactly for what they were, even if it was just a glimpse. A sheltered, naive little girl trying to tell a tired, much more experienced man how to live the rest of his life.
Standing ovation
She tried to find an explanation to give him, but she couldn't even find one for herself. Why would she miss him? He was just Chilchuck, her coworker, Chilchuck who was cold, aloof, sometimes crass, evasive, and even outright mean. He who was level headed, reliable, trustworthy, perceptive and clever. He who had the least time left, even in a best case scenario. “I guess that despite your best efforts, there's still a lot to like about you.”
This fic goes so hard, standing ovation pt 2
“I just think it's better if we don't get too close. Don't you agree?” “I… maybe” she said, uncertain as he didn't know how to feel about that. Caring about people would only hurt her in the wrong run, she knew that, but unfortunately she couldn't help it.
I looove how they can be read to be similar on this aspect. My hand clenching around my phone as I rear up to rant about Marcille and the way she does keep people at an arm’s length subconsciously again my god my goood. Obsessed with this obsessed with this, underused for marchil. Terrified of loss through death vs rejection duo I love youuu
Brilliant ending I’m in shambles. I’m not gonna spoil it
You get marchil so much you truly do. The way they mesh, the way their views on mortality clash and both soothe & bruise… He doesn’t have much time left even in best case scenario (which Mr I won’t eat well I’ll drink and smoke a lot I’ll stress all day every day is determined to not make happen) which makes it all the more meaningful for Marcille’s arc when she learns from him to finally enjoy the present moments… It’ll only be a fraction of her life, but to him he’s giving her the rest of his life. What are some decades of love worth? Worth it, surely, if nothing else
#My only nitpick is that canonically they rarely hang out after work and you wrote that they did it often but that’s lit the only thing#Chilchuck tims#dunmeshi memes#ask#I have friends big fans of the timeline where Chil is one of those who miraculously live to 70#Marcille is always bracing herself year after year to lose him and it just becomes anticlimatic#Chilchuck the old fart grumpy husband who REFUSES to die#I wanna write pre-canon marchil as well eventually…#Anyways i hope u don’t mind me putting ur fic on blast!! I liked it a lot and again i couldn’t be happier i made you like the ship#Or even write fic like omg… i hope you make more!! You got them down real well#Thank you for the ask and thank you for the content!!! Made my day. Bith when u sent it and when i rea the fic i was having a bad day#Like his dad WOULD say that. ‘I heard you crying what the fuck’ aughh they’re so so compelling pre canon oh my god#I looove ‘platonic or romantic you choose’ fics and tackling alcoholic Chil is an instant like. The 1 flirty line was a nice treat#Marchil union is brainstorming Coraline AUs btw they all go so hard I’m looking forward to that wave#Tried to keep this a lil more composed than the ao3 comments I make lmaoo but yeah know that i’d do rabid keysmashes about it#‘You’re easy to love despite it all/even if you try to make it hard to’ is such a core of marchil
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oh my fucking god.
#the crane wives#the crane wife#emilee petersmark#kate pillsbury#i’m actually gonna die#i’m actually dead#oh my god#oh my fucking goooood#THEM.#emilee petersmark kate pillsbury the women that you are…..#i’m losing my mind#new homescreen alert#Zohehebeieiebbe#anNjaiwh#AHHHHH#life series#i cant crane wives post without the life series tag
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Good luck with crit!! If nothing you've got a bunch of unqualified Tumblr people who love your comics, but I'm sure you'll do great :)
guys i was stressed for literally no reason she looked me dead in the eyes and told me that the comic i turned in was better than some published books and that i should be sending it to publishers. i almost cried
#i was like this is what i want to do for the rest of my life and she was like good. i’m shaking so hard rn oh my fucking god#art school imposter syndrome defeated forever and ever i am going to lose my absolute mind#help me#personal
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Chat I rewatched The Secretary and I fear I’ve lost my mind. I’m quite literally going insane. IM GOING INSANE !!! Someone put me down I’m going feral.
man it’s such a good movie. 🧍🏾♀️
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HOW DID I NOT KNOW CAPTAIN AMERICA 4 IS COMING OUT NEXT VALENTINES DAY EITHER SAMBUCKY IS REAL OR THIS IS A VERY CRUEL JOKE EITHER WAY IM GOING TO EXPLODE INTO A THOUSAND BILLION PIECES
#sambucky#winterfalcon#losing my mind they know wtf they’re doing#I’m just getting queerbaited again I know but like I also don’t give a fuck??? because oh my god????#marvel#mcu#marvel cinematic universe#tfatws#the falcon and the winter soldier#sam wilson#bucky barnes#captain america brave new world
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So I was reading articles about John Hurt (as I do when I procrastinate on life in general lol) and I saw a still shot of a movie I’ve never seen still shots of before; so I looked it up. It’s a play. I was worried I wouldn’t find it in full online; but I did, so here it is in all its glory:
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He’s just… ugh I want to gently hold his face in my hands he’s just so sad and lonely with his weepy voice and eye bags. I couldn’t process half of what he said but I think this is a warning about always speed-running through life to get to the next good thing. We should appreciate the moment; because in the end, we’ll have nothing at all but our memories. If we rush through life, we won’t have any memories to keep us warm at night when the chill of death creeps up on us in our old age.
Also, spool, spooooooooooollll…….
spoooooooooooooooooooooolllllll [cackles in mentally unstable]
@kaleidoscopr @theindo @possessedbydevils @randomtwospirit
#The fucking banana. I was talking to him through the screen like#“…a banana??? You keep bananas in…. there? You good man? A—are you okay?#What the hell are y—” [cracks up but quickly stops laughing] “Oh— oh honey… you’re not right are you?#No you’re not right. Uh…. Why don’t you sit down; your breathing sounds awful. You sound like you’re gonna die…#OH GOD [loses my shit laughing/cringing ] “Oh— oh ouch. No no no— I’m not laughing at you I just— I like your actor…#a lot… too much probably#and he’s just good at what he does and the timing of it all… this is exactly how I act when I’m home alone#I swear I’m not laughing at you… I just— PUT THAT BANANA BACK YOU’RE GOING TO KILL YOURSELF”#John Hurt#stage acting#Krapp’s Last Tape (2001)#Samuel Beckett#Yeah… funky stage play. Very moving and dreamlike#[This is me gently holding Mr. Krapp and rotating him in my mind like a bowl of ramen in a microwave]#Screaming crying throwing up beating the walls#I am unwell#Ough ough ough#It’s not difficult for me to watch per se#but I’m very much the kind of person who HAS to help when someone’s having a hard time doing something#— especially if they’re old or otherwise infirm — or I’ll feel like a piece of shit for weeks… and this fucking man#this fucking man is so good at being frail and pitiful that I feel genuinely agitated that I can’t reach into the screen and help him#It’s like the torture scene in 1984 all over again where he just barely manages to wrench himself upright on the table#then immediately falls off onto the concrete floor with the most tragic sickening bone-grinding splat you’ve ever heard#AND HAS TO HOIST HIMSELF UP ONTO HIS FEET ALL BY HIMSELF WHEN HE’S MALNOURISHED AND EXHAUSTED#Like ughhhhhh let me pick him up and wrap him in a blanket and carry him somewhere warm and safe and make him an omelette#And I know I write whump and I shouldn’t be this sensitive#but JESUS FUCKING CHRIST MR. HURT YOU ARE KILLING ME#Youtube
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this episode fucking hurt oh my god BUT THE FUCKING ENDING. LOKI SAYS ITS NOT ABOUT WHEN WHERE OR WHY AND THEN LOOKS AT MOBIUS AND THEN AWAY AND THEN ITS ABOUT WHO AND THEN AND THEN HE LOOKS AT SLYVIE AND SAYS HE CAN FIX IT
#I’m losing my mind#that was yet another key scene#I’m sorry I’m clowning so fucking hard rn#it’s probably just gonna be about friendship and happiness#BUT THE WAY THAT SCENE WAS SHOT#just like the one where Loki picks Mobius and it looks on the surface like he’s picking Slyvie but#like oh my god#that’s right there in front of our eyes#loki spoilers#loki s2 spoilers#lokius
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this frimage is 100% already on my blog but it’s one that needs to be at least twice bc holy christ i just fucking can’t~🎃
#his arms pls#i am losing my goddamn mind#oh my god#and his chest#beefy frank era#current frank era#both#i’m just dying#this whole ass buffet of a man#and i am fucking starving#jesus. fucking. christ.#someone pls#i need assistance#frnkiebby#frank iero#mcr#mcrmy#my chemical romance#frnkiero#frnkie#my chem#mcr5#ilhsm
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