#i’m literally so stressed rn
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that moment when it’s 12am and your getting ready to sleep and then you realize that you procrastinated reading and annotating 65 pages of a book (the adventures of huckleberry finn) and you have to do it by tomorrow morning or your teacher will not be too happy if it’s not done so you decide to post on tumblr about it rather then just getting it over with
#just me???#studyblr#i’m literally so stressed rn#not very slay#the adventures of huckleberry finn#booklr#i’m supposed to be sleeping#i have to wake up in 5 hours#adhd problems#adhd studyblr#autism#mark twain#all nighter
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My friend just made me download Airbuds how do I explain me listening to the entire Hamilton track
#I hate this app already#music is literally supposed to be my private time#this doesn’t feel so private#I feel so vulnerable rn#I hate it sm#like you don’t understand#I thought the question ‘who’s your favorite artist?’ was bad this is actually ten times worse#I’m actually going to freak out over this#does anyone know a way around this#urgently#help a girl out#but like actually#seriously#I’m not joking if you know please tell me#this is stressing me out so much wtf#I feel so restricted#tw anxiety#music#airbuds#who invented this app holy shit I’m gonna come for you#pjo#kotlc#yes I’m tagging that I need this to reach people urgently#i need to calm down#and touch some grass maybe#but in a minute#music is therapy#therapy is confidential#THERAPY IS CONFIDENTIAL LEAVE ME ALONE#Hamilton
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paid a $130 application fee for the house i wanted to rent just for the owner to turn around and say “ooooops never mind, i don’t want to rent it anymore” then took it off the market. meanwhile, the agent was like “oh well he might put it back on the market in a few weeks” …….and that helps me how??????
i’m so fucking glad you all have time to screw around and play with other peoples lives like we’re your fucking barbies but i don’t have the capacity or the patience for your bullshit. i’m so fucking done with landlords, i swear on my life they’re not human
#like literally what the fuck#2 weeks of them being like ‘oh yeah you’re the only one seriously interested so there should be no setbacks’#WASTED MY TIME#precious fucking time because i have to get out of this house bro like?????#oct 31 is my move out date and while people WITHOUT ANXIETY might think that’s fine#it ain’t fucking fine for me ajsjajjs it’s literally SO goddamn stressful#omfg i’m actually so mad like fuck everyone rn#especially the fucker who’s selling the house i’m in now you’re actually ruining my life#so THANKS#apple babble 🍎#non fandom#fffffffffffff#sorry yall i’m just straight up not having a good time lmao
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I’ve been religiously watching love island for the past 2 days and I can literally feel my brain turning into mush.
#i’ve never been more invested in anything in my life#me doing anything but writing who want me#love island usa#i’m at the casa episodes and i am STRESSED#i hate aaron so much rn he’s making me sooo mad#kaylor literally sobbing over aaron while he’s getting it on with some other chick like WHAT#men ain’t shit
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truly cannot wait for the day where i do not have to stress about money or food or paying rent or bills
#the way the world is rn is just. impossible and depressing and i’m tryingggggg to make it work but#everything is so expensive and no one is getting paid more#im so so so stressed out#you know that feeling when you look at your fridge and pantry and there’s fucking NOTHING?#LOVE IT!!!!!!! i love being literally poverty line. this is soooo great
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Eating lunch rn and I’m thinking about Finney,
What if I made a reverse au where instead of Robin getting kidnapped it’s Finn, and Finn can actually help him because Finn defy’s the rules of the world. He can talk to regular people through the phone, making it to where everyone can hear him. Because in the film it said the phone rang for each of the boys but Finney was the only one who could hear it, so instead Finney can make others hear him through the phone.
Idk if this sounds stupid I’m kinda hungry rn so this might just be a silly goofy idea. :P
#pippi speaks#the black phone#the black phone fandom#finney blake#I’m gonna let you all know Finn will be the shining star in each of my au’s because he’s literally my son#but yeah ghost finney who’s not like other ghosts because his gifts only work when he died.#still making finney crafty and resourceful in this#because that’s literally his character. idk why I put that previous tag#but my silly little rambles are coming to fruition#btw the necromancer finney au will continue soon. I’m just really stressed from school rn so it’s taking a while.#:D
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:) the unit above me pipes burst so my apt is flooded :) it’s a great day
#i’m so disconnected i literally can’t feel upset rn#also i went on a stress walk and slipped and fell in the mud and :)#i’m being brave and strong#i’m waiting for the third bad thing to happen#i told my boss so i at least don’t have to work rn#but :)#i’m going to go insane the second my brain comes back to reality#rn im chilling and thinking about literally nothing#head empty#BUT THE APT IS FUCKED#i’m in the leasing office waiting to talk bc like the ceiling fan is leaking too and there’s water in the light fixtures and i’m scared to#sleep there tonight like??? can we get a new unit this shit is baddddddd#anyway ☺️☺️☺️ can’t think head empty!!!! please be empty !!!#noodle posting
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#deity dialogue#what if i killed myself (i have to stress that i don’t mean this literally im not super suicidal rn im just really fucking annoyed)#am I ever going to actually get sleep?#I’m staying at my friends house because we work together blah blah and their room situation is a mess rn so it’s me and my roommate sleeping#in the livingroom and their dad is sleeping on the couch which would be fine EXCEPT THIS BITCH SNORES SO FUCKING LOUD I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE#TO FUCKING SLEEP STOP SNORING#I have so much work to do tomorrow I’m going to kill.#I’m going to rip off his nose I don’t even know I’m so aggravated#I have not been able to sleep because it’s either my roommates little sister screaming her head off for unknown reasons instead of sleeping#or the snoring#I have no peace#I hate it here#I’m debating going back on my high school sleeping pill habits and taking a fuck ton of Benadryl#I’ve already taken four (two earlier and then I’m still awake so I took two more but I’m a good noodle and won’t exceed that amount)#I have work tomorrow. I don’t want to work I want to cry
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I don’t want to make everything abt myself, but my family deciding that the week before I have 3 a level exams was the best time to start redecorating my sisters room (aka lots of using power tools) is like another level of unaware what.
#moss mumbles#I’m out here like ‘hi sorry I’m so stressed that I’ve literally felt sick with nerves since last Monday’#and so far the response has been ‘aw have a hug. okay we’re going back to sanding down the skirting board now ^_^ ‘#PLEASE I DESPERATELY NEED TO GET SOMETHING DONE#okay sm1 tell me if this is me being selfish but Yh I’m getting veryyyyy stressed out by it#oh another bit of context btw my brother is also in the middle of exams rn
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#I am having such a bad time at work today it’s unreal#I fucking crashed on Friday afternoon and it’s been ebbs and flows of just trying to manage my stress and disappointment#and layer it with having fun#I do not think the emotional vulnerability I gave into this weekend helped lol#I’m not a crier but I’m literally tearing up at my desk rn bc somebody reacted poorly to a mistake I made that was really stupid#it’s not even life or death it was just dumb and embarrassing#I want to say I feel stuck or hopeless or anything but I mostly just want this to be over#I want to not have this job and I feel so up against a wall with wanting to search for a new one#this sucks so bad
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sometimes I forget that I have creative freedom over my projects and I can put tiny little references to my favorite stories in there
#I started texturing a boat I modeled and I want to put a name on the hull#and I’m extremely bad at naming stuff but then I realized that it literally doesn’t matter and I can name the boat either A5158 or A258#because no one will know I named it after the ginger mafia guy from the author fanfic manga#also putting a mackerel into my scene so my chuuya boat can have a matching Dazai fish <3#I love seeing little references to other media in games because you can always see a bit of the devs personalities in there#the longer I’m studying the more I have forgotten to put a bit of that part of my personality in my projects too#also I don’t have too much time left on my project so these past weeks and next few weeks have been/will be super stressful…#I’m doing great time wise but I want to do a lot of additional stuff and getting everything done and polished will be a close call u_u#but I wanna do fanart so bad rn I have two wips and dozens of other ideas#<- a good drawing session could fix me#watching the new episode without drawing fanart will be hard :( but only 3 1/2 more weeks until I have free time again#but at the same time only 3 1/2 weeks left until I’m done with my project u_u and my degree u_u#sina’s rambling#uni tag
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everybody after years of wanting to play and 8 months of baldur’s gate 3 gameplay, im finally gonna play my first dnd campaign next week :)
#IM SO EXCITED!!!!!!#it’s all beginners too which literally alleviated so much stress i’m so happyyyyy#if you have any beginner tips you wanna share please feel free!!!!#EEEEEPPPP MY LITTLE HEART IS FLUTTERING IM SO EXCITED#i helped my friend build a character tn cause she’s a BEGINNER beginner and it was so fun#we were sitting on my bedroom floor and giggling and going through everything together#literally felt like childhood again i’m sooooo overjoyed rn#talk time
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Mannnn it’s that time of the year where I gotta start doing adult stuff again >:( I got a new job I need to watch training videos for, I’m moving on Thursday, and college classes start next week. But like bro I wanna draw CC/Evan/Unnamed Child Afton as a teenager NOWWWWW
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#Ngl having a rough time of it lately#I’m sad and stressed and scared#Pr*ject 2025 has me really really scared#I’ve always known there were people who#hate the things I am#(queer kinky and sex-positive to name a few)#but now it feels like those might actually be#recriminalized in my lifetime#I’m terrified of the thought#of suddenly living under leadership#that is literally calling for people like me#to be labeled as perverts and criminals and jailed#or worse#Will I be safe?#Will I have to hide and cut away pieces of myself#that I’ve fought so hard to claim?#Fuck man I’m just scared and feeling#kinda helpless rn
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The number of people who have proposed marriage to me in the notes of my art is more than one. Which is interesting
#I should draw more <- literally getting mauled by his family rn#I need to fall into a coma for a week to recover#y’all cannot be doing this to me right before a weeklong family vacation#I can’t remember the last time I had a day to myself. I also can’t even remember Wednesday so that’s not saying much#so stressed I’m experiencing memory loss. again
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i feel like i’m wasting my time on schoolwork that i ultimately don’t care about when i could be taking pictures of bugs and drawing yaoi and discussing what kind of lingerie light yagami would like based on his sense of fashion and personality
#like idgaf abt any of this shit rn. i was academia brained for like 16 years give me a fucking break#ik i’m planning to start my masters right after i graduate but honestly i need a break i want to yaoi for some time#unforch that cannot happen bc i am on an invisible timer that says if i don’t speedrun everything in life i will die which i have always#felt since i was young#this could be the result of untreated anxiety tbh but who cares#anyway i went outside to see the fireflies and i was like i’m going to cry i never get to go outside bc i’m busy w school and if i do#go outside to have fun i know i’ll be more stressed bc now i have less time to do school idk man. it’s making me sick i’m so stressed#w school and home and my family and needing to do things and not being built for living under capitalism and shit and it sucks#and i just want to take pictures and talk abt things i like and not have to worry abt shit but life sucks so whatever#i just feel like i’m wasting time doing things i don’t care abt when i could be doing literally anything else#like i already spent so so many fucking years of my life depressed or socially isolated and it fucked me up and is still fucking me up#like i haven’t talked to anyone outside of my immediate family in months and my ocd makes life so hard and my family makes it harder#and i feel like i’m just stuck here and will never be truly happy and that i’ve wasted so much of my life being miserable and that i’m#running out of time and spending it all doing shit i don’t even care about and for what reason#idk. i’m tired so i’m probs not making sense but i’m just. not happy with how my life is and idk if i will be for a long time or if i’ll#ever make it far enough to be happy u know
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