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He’s just a lil guy
#Second doctor#doctor who#Nerua doodles#It’s 3am idek what I’m doing I just wanted to try to draw him quickly#classic who
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no one asked but my headcanon of the day is that fear toxin in high enough doses absolutely makes you shit your pants. and piss yourself. sometimes both if you’re truly unlucky.
#fear can loosen the sphincter#it stands to reason that a full heavy dose of fear toxin#directly to the face?#yeah your bowels are just loose all of a sudden#there’s not enough people shitting themselves in batfamily fics is what I’m trying to say#thoughts#tw….idek what to tag this as#bruce wayne#batman#dc#batfamily#Gotham#fear toxin
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No, every interpretation is not valid in a piece of media unless the creator has explicitly said somewhere that they have left their work open to interpretation. If you wanna “choose your own adventure” your way through a story, Minecraft exists, The Sims 4 was made free, a blank Word/Google document is a few clicks away, a pen and paper are easily found in the supplies section of most stores. A story for adults with a plot, characters, and conclusion is not your build-a-bear. You are looking for fanfics.
Someone else took the time to make a thing and share it with you so that you could understand the thing they are trying to communicate to you. If an author writes, “The sky is purple,” you don’t get to go, “Well, in the world that I live in, the sky is blue, so the sky in the story must be blue, too. Let’s discuss!” and treat that as “valid interpretation” that should be discussed with equal weight as the people discussing “ok, what’s the significance of the sky being purple? 🤔” I don’t give a singular fuck about whether you are familiar with the "cultural context" of the story or whether you can understand the original language it was written in or whether or not you know the creator on a person level. None of that shit matters, because nobody consumes media for the express purpose of finding out whether or not it conformed to the bank of knowledge Rando Number User #24,232 has learned in life. No person engaged in real critique ever has to take you seriously if your attempts at "analysis" begin and end at "I don't know the author irl to know what their intentions were, so anything goes!" That is a lazy copout, nothing "critical" to be found. Not everything in a general fandom space has to be canon-exclusive, no, but every claim to canon has to align with what is in the actual source material. There’s nothing wrong with either of those statements.
So no, you don’t get to waltz into a canon space going “Jiang Cheng is a great brother and uncle, let’s discuss” and then get upset when told “In this book, Jiang Cheng is an abusive uncle and childhood friend, and round these parts, we discuss the book.” Don’t wanna discuss Jiang Cheng's canon characteristics? The main tags never went anywhere. Get from round these parts.
#mdzs#jiang cheng#canon jiang cheng#actually idek why I’m writing these except to give myself something to do#cause the stans trying to ‘reclaim the tag’ are doing so to be bullies#and the people watching them do so while watching from the sidelines and complaining about ‘drama’#also do not care about not tolerating horrible fandom behavior#because they're also sympathetic to fanon!jc and don't wanna lose that content#or get turned on by their fav content creators that they are fully aware are bullies#which is why i had to step in to begin with#so at this point I’m just talking to talk#which is fine lmao
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God I hope I don’t regret hopping into this topic, but as an ofmd lurker that enjoys settling in for a good long meta, I’ve been seeing a lot of strong hate for Izzy and it’s really confusing me.
To preface, I’m autistic so maybe this is just a very ME thing. But I don’t see fictional characters as People. They are written by someone intentionally. Sometimes I feel like the hate I see for Izzy is as though he’s a People and should be rightfully judged for his very abusive and often violent actions. I see him as a facet of a concept (homophobia, toxic masculinity, however you interpret it), a way to practice what someone like that would do when you inject Stede into the situation. It’s very fascinating to watch. Sometimes painful or uncomfortable, but imo good media should make you confront difficult topics. I personally prefer and seek out challenging media because I like to better understand myself. So from my perspective, I loved Izzy as a character BECAUSE he was challenging. It’s more interesting for me to watch his arc because it makes me examine my own values and boundaries and, most of all, capacity for empathy. Complex characters like that always catch my eye. What he does in the show is AWFUL. I don’t love his actions. But he’s a story thread and he works with the broader narrative and drives the conflict.
And of course, I do understand and validate anyone that was triggered by Izzy because they weren’t expecting some of those things to be brought to our fun gay pirate show or maybe it uncovered an undetected trauma. Totally get that, media has done that to me before (for me, it’s the game Spiritfarer). But sometimes the way Izzy is talked about is so intense. Like very “fuck that monster, don’t even mention him.”
I would get it if you just thought he was poorly written or poorly acted. But some of the things I’ve read make it seem like the person feels the need to dissociate from Izzy like you would a YouTuber that got exposed for doing something terrible. It feels more personal. Is it just that? It’s personal for them? Am I just not recognizing it as that? I’m genuinely coming at this from a psychological perspective not a fandom “go touch grass” perspective. Would love to hear anyone else’s thoughts on the matter.
#ofmd#ofmd meta#izzy hands#is this a dumb question?#idek anymore but I’ve been thinking about it for a WHILE and am feeling froggy so I’m curious what others think#I’m genuinely not trying to discourse here I am actually just trying to understand
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Remembering how devastating triage was when it hit peak angst and suddenly getting very scared for where 4 minutes could be headed
#SAMMON CAN WRITE ANGST GUYS THAT SHIT HURT SO BAD💔💔💔💔#when TRIAGE SPOILERS AHEAD when tin got shot and died. and sing kept trying to save him and had his hands in his body begging him to tell#toi that he’s okay even though he was already gone. that was SO FUCKED UPPPPPPP#I keep getting triage vibes from 4 min too ofc bc it’s the same writer blah blah but like it’s little things. and Time is important in both#these stories. like tol kept dying at 10:55 until finally it was tin who died instead. so. is Tyme in danger of 11:04 too???#if Great flatlines by 11:04… what happens to Tyme…. idek. I’m just scared bc I know what sammon is capable of#4 minutes#triage#b.txt
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Do machines cry too?
#03art#ultrakill#v1#v1 ultrakill#i have like 5 other versions cuz I couldn’t decide#and by versions it’s literally just me trying a bunch of filters out when they probably all look the same#anyways v1 crying but machine u know?#does v1 ever feel sad anyways?#lmao I’m so bad at atmosphere#idk maybe v1 is freaky or something#idek what I’m saying anymore bye.
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What if just this once, things worked out?
#I thought the English looked kinda stupid and it’s a Korean game so whatever#I know the anti-ai overlays prob don’t even work but I really like how they look sooooo#gonna keep doing it#fighting for my life with the lighting. I was trying to make sea fairy look kinda translucent bc she’s. made of water.#but I think it just makes her look weird + white#btw took some creative liberties with moonlight’s dress idek if it looks good but whatever#you will NEVER catch me drawing moonlight with her canon jaundiced ass banana yellow skin tone#if I post her with her canon skin file a police report because that’s not me I’ve been replaced#anyway happy independence day I’m not celebrating because I hate this country but it is a holiday#crk#teethart#cookie run kingdom#fanart#artists on tumblr#my art#seamoon#crk fanart#sea fairy x moonlight#sea fairy cookie#sea fairy crk#moonlight cookie#moonlight crk#crob
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Cool. So I guess this really was my hero academia or whatever the fuck ever
#bnha spoilers#bnha manga spoilers#trying to be normal and sane about one of my fav mangas being ruined in 5 literal chapters it’s fine#wkwksjskjsskjsks like oh my god#that shit w the new character and the old lady who ignored tenko???????????#like in what world. is that like#truly have never been so angry abt something actually like lmao fuck u#SORRY JUST LIKE WHAT?????? WHAT ARE WE DOING???????#‘a world where heroes have more free time’ and hero society is exactly the same and kei has maybe possibly the most busy job of all now#(and also the job of the people who literally groomed him)#but it’s fine because ?????? idek actually?????#when they had endeavor sit beside dabi’s death bed until he inevitably dies with no regard to what he wants I thought#it can’t get any worse right:)#hA.#okay anyways. I’m stealing these characters#tenko I would have done tons of cocaine with u and kept u alive forever#lmao sorry#ghost thoughts
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Tried to take nudes, they looked awful, I gave up 😭
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goes to show how much of an echo chamber cesspit english mcyt is because gia dgaf like i’m sure she’s seen everything and maybe even spoken to them about stuff but she was just never gonna rush to put her opinion out there in the heat of the moment for everyone to analyse. because why would she. that’s her friend. idk.
#love when people recognise Hey thats my friend i know that guy i think i’ll at least hear them out#like i know gia is probably so grateful to dteamies like they all became friends so fast and they let her stay at their LA house as well as#their florida home#and its just nice to know not every cc will just try snd erase all the good to fit a narrative#idek if i’m making any sense#but gia is like the opposite of punz and thats the best thing
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U kno I had to grind so Alex could defend her gf 😡
The little details we know about merulas parents.. like we know they were bad people but at least it seems like merulas mom actually loved her 🥺 and I’ve noticed we never hear about what her dad was like
Also verucca obviously does not like her niece. Which we knew already lmao but she also doesn’t seem to have viewed her sister/sister-in-law(?) in the best way either.
It makes me wonder if that dislike of her mother is the reason verucca takes it out on merula? Not that verucca needs a reason she seems terrible and cold and prob just hates kids lmao
#the snowflake spell and the singing all already showed her mom did care about her but this shows her mom was constantly defending her 🥺#I’d rly like to meet merulas parents now lmao I’m so curious about what they’re like#and which one is veruccas sibling#I’m thinking maybe merulas mom is either veruccas sister in law she never approved of for her brother#or a younger sister she would just try to control and manipulate but eventually merulas mom wasn’t having it? idek#ugh THE LORE…. I wanna know about the snydes jc#mella speaks#liveblogging#screenshots
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Can I have a hug
#side effect of slowly getting better is I now have to work out how to have a life after when it feels like I ruined everything#I know I didn’t and my illness would’ve done this eventually but it feels like it cause my degree is worthless now#can’t do any of the jobs that I was going to do anymore#can’t do most entry jobs#can’t do retail or food service or most peoples first jobs#don’t really have irl friends anymore#I’m just. ugh.#my parents said they’d pay for me to go to college again so I can get a degree that works for remote jobs with higher pay than my original#field. which isn’t hard bc that pay was gonna be 20k a year for like six years lmao#and I did stumble across some resources for which doctors can treat my illnesses in Europe so I could try to use it as a way to finally#fucking leave this country but idek how I’d go about getting accepted to a university anywhere if I already have a degree that just doesn’t#work for me anymore#and I’m sad that I can’t do the career I poured my soul into for so long#and I miss my friends and feeling confident#I’m glad I’m getting healthier enough to think about after but I’m terrified and exhausted just thinking about working out how to find what#comes next and what’s possible#and I’m just really really sad#and I’m scared of getting too hopeful about anything#I really miss Austria and people have said I’d really like Germany and I’d love to move but I’m scared I’ll research and find nothing
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SPOILERS!!
Comic book Game
#guys idek what to call Ted so just slug ig#i’m hyperfixating#plus I wanna try out the poll jsjsjna#i’m already drawing more AM at this moment#i have no mouth and i must scream#ihnmaims#ihnmaims ted
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Man I just give up.
#dora daily#if only there was a way to just stop everything#idk if I want to die but I want everything to stop#like so many times I go out or smth and something bad happens#or I get triggered in public and I try so hard not to lose myself and start drama in public but I just can’t#every time I show any emotion people start laughing#I can’t even try to stop myself from bawling in the middle of the store without someone#just being so insensitive and rude and diminishing how I feel#you know I say I’m never mad and that is true bc I may seem mad a lot online but I’m not like this irl#but for the first time I actually got mad at someone irl and I was literally gonna beat him#I was genuinely seething so bad it’s not fair and things keep getting worse and worse#I was so close to just throwing this stupid phone and shattering it and ripping up those dumbass#birthday cards they sell in the store#and that stupid bitch of a sister I have is so fucking stupid#she sees someone anxious and incredibly upset and she acts like that ? fuck her#like bro idek how I have lived for this long and idek why I don’t go and just overdose on SOMETHING right now because#logically speaking I should just give up#but I don’t know why I can’t#like please my life is literal shit okay is replying on time so hard for you to fucking do so I don’t go even more insane fuck all of youuuu#UGHHHDJSOS#I SWEAR TO GOD I am so sick of this just you all wait#none of you deserve normal treatment all you deserve is something even worse than ghosting#just you wait let this stupid semester end and I’ll deactivate my socials go speak to the fucking wall you morons#you think I’m gonna wait around what are you paying me to be here ? if anything IM paying with my sanity#like if this was related to a spouse who was a billionaire but he was treating me as shittily as you guys treat me then I’ll say fine#at least I’m getting something out of this transaction who gives a fuck#but im not getting paid#im not receiving support#I’m getting laughed at and ignored#and used only at YOUR CONVENIENCE !!! what the FUCK ! I don’t exist for anyone and certainly not yall even if I did.
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the only way I can think to explain it is she has three thingamobbers and they undergo elemental conversion based on the characters in ur party and the element converted is the element that gets res shred
Yes see this on its own makes sense but there’s so many rules of how many of what elements can be in your party and then how the night soul thing converts the three things for the res shred and it’s like. Okay. Why is she so complicated for this res shred kazuha is such an easy flex spot why is she not the same
#my asks#calliiiisx#ig what irritates me is if 2 party members have to be non geo dendro and anemo#then I can’t use her for Kinich with nahida or alhaitham with nahida#so what is the pointtttt of doing that to her kit#I wanted to try and use her as a healer and support#and see if alhaitham yae nahida and xilonen#or Kinich xiangling nahida and xilonen#would be 2 suitable teams for dendro#bc then I’d have nahida on deepwood for 30% dendro res shred#and then dendro resonance would give 40 em and nahidas burst gives a ton of em#and on top of that xilo would res shred AND be a healer so I don’t have to worry about surviving too much#would that not have been such a broken team??????#but no.#that doesn’t work bc her kit specifically needs TWO hydro electro pyro or cryo characters#I’m just really irritated so#like I’m understanding this correctly right??#or am I not#idek anymore
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trying to make a future for yourself career-wise when you genuinely don’t have any interests or care about any specific field or job is so ☹️ like I need to get into something but idek what that would be…seeing sm other people know what they wanna do feels so bad like good for them but I’ll never have that. Like how do I choose and decide…I really need to get back into school but idk if I’d even get into a college bc I don’t have any references + my SAT score was only 1010 which is not great. Maybe I can go to a community college for something then get into a good school where I can make connections and get into whatever it is I’m gonna get into but rn it’s just so hard to think about my future bc like wtf am I even gonna do. Idk. And my parents don’t care so it’s not like I can even talk to them about it I gotta figure it out on my own.
#if anyone could idk. tell me anything I’d be so grateful 😭 I’ve tried going back in the past but#I either couldn’t afford it or couldn’t due to no references on my application.#this is a rant…bc what am I doing. I’ll be 24 this month and what do I have to show for it……………#I’m too stressed to even look into anything but I’ll try looking at that community college tomorrow bc they do accept everyone but I’m just#sad I can’t move away but I don’t have the money for that anyway. ☹️ I’m thinking maybe 2 years in community then I can go to a big college.#but it sucks I can’t go to a big college now unless I can idk but idek where I’d go bc I sucked in hs and I can’t afford to move v far…I’d#have to drive there and get mad loans prob.#t
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