#i’m just so goddamn MAD
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Hate being a fan of The Boys, and everything on tumblr being about Homelander. I want to see The Boys content, but I filter out Homelander and…?????? Nothing?????? What about Hughie? Frenchie? Kimiko? M.M? Butcher gets recognition, yes, because he’s awesome, but if I want Frenchie content on tumblr I need to be starved of it? Can I see The Boys posts that aren’t simping for Homelander or Soldier Boy? I’m sorry I’m an alien if I don’t want to kiss literally Donald Trump but PLEASE GUYS
all the characters are amazing and well thought out and deserve love!!!!
if you see anything about my boys Frenchie or Hughie or you just like them a lot please please please lemme know I need more than a single fic in the middle of Homelander stuff or a single piece of fan art
Homelander and Soldier Boy HATERS unite (I’d like to punch them in the face)
#the boys#the boys tv#hughie campbell#frenchie the boys#kimiko the boys#guys literally please#Somebody help#angry rant#i’m sorry#i’m just so goddamn MAD
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Trying to listen to podcast to calm down to sleep -> loud as fuck ad. Trying to check something quick from a youtube tutorial -> first gotta watch 2x 30 second unskippable ads. Trying to go to a website -> 2 popups and an ad video automatically start to play. Trying to listen to the radio while driving -> 7 minutes of uninterrupted ad time. Every single free app with those shitty game ads with the stupid annoying ass king. I’m tired !!! I never wanna buy anything ever again !!!!!!!
#watched youtube and skipped the ’’this video is sponsores by’’ only to get hit with 2 30sec unskippable ads and I just deleted the youtube#app from my phone with pure rage I’m fucking tired of ads everywhere all the good goddamn time#nYx PLuMpIng GLoss pLumP yOurSeLf Up BabY go fucking die#(also im tired so im unreasonably mad at every minor thing rn but like this has been the sentiment for months)#(should’ve gone for that walk I was thinking abt would’ve been much calmer)#(bc now rage deleted all the ''fun''' apps from my phone it's now just the essentials in there (tho did keep podcasts & Spotify bc those I#refuse to give up) like idk this better stick I want phone screen time of 1-2h per day)#april 2024#2024
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rewatching supernatural i get so intensely angry whenever dean makes a reference to how he’s “supposed” to die, how he’s “meant” to go. especially as the show goes on because in the earlier seasons he talks about going out blaze-of-glory style as if it’s a badge of honour because he actually believes in it. his conditioning and his upbringing shaped his self worth in such a way that the ideal out for him would be on the job—saving people, hunting things. but as the show goes on, every time it comes up there’s an increasing sense of resignation, so especially by the end you know that he doesn’t actually want to go out that way. he wants to make it to the other side, he’s just too afraid to verbalize that because of how easily any hope for escape could be taken away from him, and so what do the writers do? when that hope is more present than ever—he can see the light at the end of the tunnel—they suddenly and brutally take it away from him, his worst fears confirmed in the final moments of his life, dooming him to the narrative he finally accepted he didn’t want to be stuck in. and i know we’ve talked about his ending a lot so i won’t get into it too much, but i just can’t stop thinking about every time he says to sam or cas or another hunter that he’s “supposed” to die a certain way, because what more proof do we need that his story never should have ended like that? fuck’s sake, he deserved better.
#i’ll never not be angry about the stupid goddamn finale#not just on dean’s behalf either but for all of them#they did all my best friends so dirty#but yeah dean’s death in particular gets me so mad as i’m sure we all experience#even when they talk about the ending they planned pre-covid like they were still going to kill him#why was everyone in the writers room pretending they’ve never heard of a good character arc#anyways i’m mad again oops#dean winchester#spn#supernatural#em saying things
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The Acolyte finally got cancelled and I hope all you bitches who whined and whined about how it destroyed canon or ruined Anakin all step on thumbtacks and never have a warm shower again in your life
First good live action since Andor and you all just said “Fuck anything new. If it’s not stacked with same half dozen characters I’m going to call it boring. If it executes on any CANONICAL concepts I’m just unfamiliar with I’m going to say it breaks the lore. And if it’s got any female or POC or queer characters I’m going to call it woke pandering.”
I hope your alarms all fail to go off and none of your damn cars start you deeply boring fucking losers.
Can’t have any fun in this fuckin fandom. I’m going back to my high republic books. Kick rocks.
#I knew this cancellation was coming but I’m still mad#I’m so sick of remakes and franchises and I know this was still Star Wars but it was trying to do something new something unique#incel fanboys just threw a goddamn fit bc it was Star Wars made by women and for women#like there was genuine criticism to be had but it was buried under all the bullshit fanboy dog piling#star wars#the acolyte#disney#fandom rant#star wars fandom#high republic#stars wars rant
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Dabi was literally so iconic wtf like his only crime was being mean to shouto everything else I was like understandable carry on king
#only half joking#he’s your honor he DID commit those crimes but he looked good doing it so I shall ignore it#I however cannot condone him trying to murder his baby brother. or worse: making him cry#I’m not mad. just disappointed (sad face)#anyway.#it’s almost the 4 year anniversary of thee moment of all time#so I’m thinking about him (all of them tbh) a lot#election season? no it’s fucking todoroki season have some goddamn respect#dabi sweep#dabi#shouto#cc#.txt#Bnha
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you ever see someone complain about something in a game that makes you think they just don’t like the game itself because why are you complaining about that. that's universally loved and your complaint is that it 'could do more'. where is your whimsy
#this is because I saw someone genuinely pissed off at the addition of amethyst in minecraft like a year ago and I have#not stopped thinking about it because what#'how did mojang expect us to react to this' WITH JOY BECAUSE THEYRE INCREDIBLE??#complaining that amethyst only has two uses like those uses aren't also universally appreciated#'uh you can just use mods to add a zoom-' CAN YOU PLEASE CONSIDER BEDROCK USERS FOR ONCE#I don't even use bedrock but holy fuck dude#also spyglasses are fucking cool are you kidding#I use mods all the time and there is nothing like the joyous whimsy I get when I look at a parrot and get an achievement#also tell me you’ve never built anything in minecraft without telling me#all the blocks in an amethyst are so fucking useful like what are you even talking about#are you mad about new wood types too#dude just play a different game at this point if FREE ANNUAL ADDITIONS to a game you only have to buy ONCE is something you’re mad about#I am a sims 4 player and I will never shut up about how lucky we are to have no dlcs#every single update after alpha could have been locked behind a paywall but it WASNT#we are so lucky dude I cannot express how much goddamn money I have spent on the sims fucking 4#just to play in non-american based worlds#everyone complains about the mob vote and i’m just happy we don’t have to pay for everything okay#wren wrambles#minecraft
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paid a $130 application fee for the house i wanted to rent just for the owner to turn around and say “ooooops never mind, i don’t want to rent it anymore” then took it off the market. meanwhile, the agent was like “oh well he might put it back on the market in a few weeks” …….and that helps me how??????
i’m so fucking glad you all have time to screw around and play with other peoples lives like we’re your fucking barbies but i don’t have the capacity or the patience for your bullshit. i’m so fucking done with landlords, i swear on my life they’re not human
#like literally what the fuck#2 weeks of them being like ‘oh yeah you’re the only one seriously interested so there should be no setbacks’#WASTED MY TIME#precious fucking time because i have to get out of this house bro like?????#oct 31 is my move out date and while people WITHOUT ANXIETY might think that’s fine#it ain’t fucking fine for me ajsjajjs it’s literally SO goddamn stressful#omfg i’m actually so mad like fuck everyone rn#especially the fucker who’s selling the house i’m in now you’re actually ruining my life#so THANKS#apple babble 🍎#non fandom#fffffffffffff#sorry yall i’m just straight up not having a good time lmao
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I’d been thinking of starting watching Doctor Who to continue my David Tennant media run after watching Takin’ Over the Asylum (and Good Omens of course) but needed the mental push to start something new.
I had a particularly horrible evening with my disability thanks to people being Absolute Freaks and Weirdos towards me, which kinda sent me spiraling about living with a very visible disability and man sometimes it really just fucking sucks and I can’t do anything about it. Etc.
So even though David doesn’t come on as the Doctor until season two, i decided to start there since I needed a comfort character, and then I’d go back to season 1 later.
Well halfway into s2ep1 David goes on his spiel about all the people who were born sick and who deserve better than to be used as “flesh” for finding cures for humans. I mean, they eventually get healed, but as someone who has spent their entire life wrapped into the medical model of disability, the poster child for finding a cure for my condition, my fucking god did that scene make me cry.
Because David, the way he is, even as an actor, apparently serendipitously always has the right thing to say.
#David Tennant#doctor who#tenth doctor#disability#disabled#actually disabled#I’m still pissed off and raging and mad at my body but this was a brief respite#I think it makes more sense in my head but my point still stands#it’s late and I’m tired#but to hear that I am more than just a body made to help find a cure?#goddamn.#you’re so right#leave disabled people alone you absolute freaks#also for cassandra to take over his body right after that so he’s immediately playing another genderfucked character#yes PLEASE and thank you
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AAAH I have a mutual who’s 18 and he sorta kinda is flirting with this one guy who is a minor as a joke of course ( to which a concerned anon said that it’s weird ) but I can’t help but flashback to er*s
#granted the er*s situation was thoroughly complex and the reason she did those things was her copism with not being able to pull ( LLLLLLL )#and ik that guy doesn’t mean any harm etc etc he’s not messed up like some ppl#BUT I DUNNO STILL#sobbing#they’re pretty sweet so#hes*#OH AND HES IRAQI TOO I LEGIT COULDNT BELIEVE THAT#dora daily#lowkey kinda sorta sad that a whole anon was more concerned than ppl i knew and who knew my age#and freely saw it happen so readily#and everyone else on that blog#genuinely and utterly disappointed#it’s always protect minors until the minors need protecting goddamn#this is especially directed at rhy yeah I’m not censoring that#🤷♀️#too busy simping over minor characters who don’t have a time skip in canon and aging them up then complaining about it when ppl call out#the brain deadery of that behaviour#girl pls#you did not care about minors from the beginning literally bye#e[redacted] literally ruined my brain chemistry to say the least I will never go into how what she did absolutely muddled my brain never#told anyone and I don’t think I can ever tell someone ever#not to mention practically hyperventilating being unable to breath literally going into madness and ppl think that I’m overreacting and#telling me to shut up about it and blaming me for the situation as if I wanted any of this#lmaolmaolmao#all that and I was expected to do uni girl byeeee I need a good century to recover at least ☠️#the only thing I DID want is friends but clearly that was a hard ask when ppl can get friends just by existing on this god forsaken app#atp I don’t even know what to say literally just wth#yall say mdni with your dumbass banners and decorate it like something special when yall are the ones to keep from minors you disgusting#wastes of clean oxygen 😭 mdni my foot gross ass adults should’ve never trusted them#the way I’d give them therapy to their complex traumas ☠️ imagine relying on a minor for therapy
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Hi mild bitching
Like…I get being disappointed that certain content hasn’t been translated, and I’m not gonna say I’ve never been annoyed or complained about it, but like…there’s a difference between expressing that frustration privately amongst a few friends, or even just offhandedly going “man it’s kinda disappointing I’d like to see more tls of xyz”, and posting [lightly paraphrased I think] “is there some unspoken ban on [character] card tls on the wiki” IN EVERY TAG YOU CAN THINK OF FOR THE FANDOM??????????
Like bro. No one’s getting paid for this. The fans who translate stuff for this fandom do it for fun, because they love it and want to share that love with others, and of course they’re going to have characters they specialize in or lean towards because they’re! Fans! They don’t have a responsibility to translate everything; hell, they don’t even have to translate ANYTHING, it’s purely a choice. Respectfully, no one owes you a translation, and while, again, I get the disappointment, it comes across as REALLY entitled.
Not to be like “just learn Japanese lmao” but like, if you’re upset about the lack of tls for a certain character then either pay someone to translate it for you or learn to do it yourself,,,machine tls are more about getting the gist of something but if you have the card or know someone with the card you can use that. Seriously.
(It’s also not even unique to that character!!!! There are PLENTY of cards that don’t have tls on there!!!!!!)
#the person I’m vagueing isn’t going to see this because I got so mad I blocked them#but like. man.#like goddamn they have enough on their plates with ppl being gross abt the way people translate kasumi (and ibuki eventually I’m sure)#to just the general Discourse ™️ around translation lately#can you not be a dick?
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Y’all have no idea how much I love ancient history, prehistory and natural history like hhhhghhh
You also have no idea how much I loathe ancient alien theories and young earth creationist theories it’s the stupidest ass shit ever
#I’m watching a lotta stuff right now and it’s real good#I love researching so goddamn much#but MAN I have had to learn how to get good at finding reliable sources because there’s a lotta dumbass armchair archeologists out there#HUMANS ARE A CRAFTY AND INNOVATIVE SPECIES#stop trying to explain amazing human innovations as the work of alien intervention it makes me so mad#it’s also high key racist at its roots#it grinds my gears so much y’all#humans are neatto and cool and complex#anyways conspiracy history videos may seem intriguing and all but most of them are absolute uneducated bullshit#anyways rant over I just wanted to scream about how jazzed I get about ancient dead humans
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i might be autistic tbh bc whenever someone comes at me with a nasty attitude instead of getting offended or angry i am just Shocked. like speechless. flabbergasted. not even in a “how could you be mean to me, i am just a wittel forest creture i cannot change this 🥺” way but in a “how in the actual fuck am i meant to respond to that’ type of way
#yes i just had a negative encounter with someone#she was so passive aggressive and nasty lmao you would have thought i spit on her mother#basically i refused to go behind the counter when an old man tried to make me search for her. the bakery associate. when she was on break#like she wasn’t back there anyway#so she was already mad and then she thought i was stupid or something looking for an order#and i said no. you’re right nothing is late. but this one doesn’t have a label please print it#and then she threw it back at me and told me that yes i COULD go back there bc i was over 18 and an associate at the store#that wasn’t the issue you miserable bitch. also fuck you#i didn’t have time to put on a hairnet and look for your ass and you KNOW that#like i pissed off the old man and then he pissed her off and then she threw all that negativity back at me like a softball#i was already stressed out and that had me on the verge of tears over how nasty she was over NOTHING#how tf is it so hard to just complain to someone else if someone/something annoyed you goddamn#anyway. i’m not going over there again for the rest of the day and if a manager asks i’ll happily tell them why
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whitehank scug hours
#madness combat#rain world#white hank#sorry for posting so many madness scugs it Will happen again#i’m rotating this crossover in my head so much. help#also fun fact wank is a goddamn nightmare to design for (both visuals and gameplay)because there really isn’t much separating her from hank#i’m literally just focusing REALLY HARD on the uh#fact that they keep Not Dying even when they really should be dead by this point. because. Yeah#the scav rep thing is a vague reference to the fact that he seems to have a much larger network of allies#seen in paradigmadness + the actual whitehank series#i might fuck around with the concept of her being able to escape lizard bites (after being bitten mind you) if she’s quick enough as well#on the theme of ‘survives stuff they really shouldn’t survive’#maybe his campaign is like enot’s#given how utterly fucking psychedelic and nonsensical the actual series is lmao. probably not but it’d be funny
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some people will really see friends being nice to eachother or just generally affectionate and go
“ROMANCE/DATING” or like any other partnered/attraction type equivalent
In the SAME WAY the homophobic kids scream gay and then they think it’s like better? Because they just took the homophobia out of it so it’s ok now this couldn’t possibly still be a uncomfortable thing to accuse anyone of
I don’t know I feel like there’s this weird nasty pattern with people making insulting things not insulting to queer or black people or like any minority or slur but then still saying the insult like the concept is still a insult you’re just taking a portion of the bigotry out of it like they sort of sanitize the insult washing of their fist before they punch you like don’t get me wrong it’s good you’re not being homophobic or racist now but uh you’re still being a prick like you’re still threatening/insulting/talking down to someone and making them uncomfortable and then turning around and going like “oh but it’s just a joke bro” dude you’re making people uncomfortable this is still bigotry it’s still hurting people making assumptions about someone’s sexuality is never going to be a good thing bullying someone talking down to them never a good thing just because you use idiot instead of the r word doesn’t make this ok it’s still feeding into like the idea that being smarter or faster makes you better or a more valuable person it’s that kind of concept you’re still making fun of them
it’s like sanitized bullying that’s really it man
#I’m so tired of this shit#If you get the urge to defend it and be like WELL ACTUALLY dude just like take a second and ask yourself why dig into that for a moment#If you’re poking fun at the system of power and the words used to put you down and THATS the butt of the joke AND it’s not making anyone#Uncomfortable and you know for a fact the people who hear this know what you mean and aren’t being bothered by this(BECAZUE you CHECKED IN#WITH THEM PRIOR and made sure sarcasm making fun of the system is ok for them to hear and you explained that’s what you’re doing)#then we’re chill#But goddamn so many times that’s not what’s going down and people make up all these excuses and shit dude make sure you’re not fighting#Bigotry with more bigotry#Learn the differences between dehumanizing and defending its really important ok?#I know you’re mad but this is going to fuck somebody up and not just who you’re targeting not that it makes it better
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#vent#vent post#cw negative#Seven’s Public Diary#wish i wasn’t so fucking worthless and useless and stupid and selfish and mean#i am just so goddamn sick of my own bullshit. but i never change#i’m so tired of being weighed down by my 56492 mental illnesses. i don’t like being like this#my sleep schedule is so fucked up again and im tired of this constant cycle#this constant fight and endless effort to stay on a goddamn routine#all i want for christmas is a goddamn consistent sleep schedule#i hate sleeping through the day and being up all night but it’s like my body was fucking built for that or something#i don’t like it!! i want to be an early bird who goes to bed at 8pm and wakes up before the sun rises!!! but im the exact opposite!!!!!!!#i wish i just didn’t need to sleep at all. that would be the ideal. so many problems would be solved.#no i Really wish i just had the ability to fall asleep and wake up whenever i actually Want To instead of my body calling the shots#fell asleep at 9 this morning and im so mad that i didn’t get up when i was woken up at 11#a 2hr nap would’ve been fine and i would’ve made it through the rest of the day and been able to fucking sleep again tonight#but noOOooOoOo i had to give in to the allure of my warm cozy bed and fall back asleep for 9 more goddamn hours#now once again im too awake and rested to be able to go back to sleep. but once morning rolls around im gonna be exhausted again#and i’ll either give in and attempt to take a ‘nap’ and it’ll turn into a 12hr sleep again#or i’ll have to like. walk laps around the fucking house just to keep myself awake through the day#and i’ll be super irritable as a result and make everyone around me miserable too#but everyone is already beyond fed up with my issues and behavior. rightly so i guess. so i lose either way#god there was so much stuff i was gonna/supposed to do today#i don’t know how much longer they’re gonna put up with me being such a deadbeat#you think that’d like. motivate me to get my shit together or something but no. i’m addicted to being unconscious i guess#sleep feels so fucking good. until i wake up. which is funny bc it’s all nightmares and stress dreams anyway. why do i even enjoy sleeping#i guess bc for the first few hours after waking up i experience some modicum of relief from my other mental illnesses’ symptoms#like a soft reset.#and it’s the Only thing that gets rid of my migraines so god forbid i get one of those bc then i Have to sleep regardless of the time of day#anyways! :) that’s enough whining for one vent post. time to go do something productive
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One of the main reasons why I silently freak out so much after talking to people in a group setting is because I listen to them (or at least try to act like I’m listening to them) but the very instant I open my mouth to speak, they start talking to someone else, or someone else talks right fucking over me even though they know I‘m trying to speak. Every. Single. Time.
And it’s not just so-called “neurotypical” people. Oh no. It’s neurodivergent people too. And the neurodivergent people I understand; but they also have to understand that not all of us are fast talkers and some of us need people to be patient or we will never get our information out. My brain-to-mouth processing speeds are extremely extremely slow and I cannot talk quickly to save my life unless I am reciting something I already have memorized. If someone cuts me off in any way before I am finished, my brain gets stuck in a buffering mode for three seconds at the very least, and more if they continue to cut me off when I’m trying to communicate “No that’s not the end of what I’m saying and that’s not what I even meant by that. Stop making hasty generalizations about a point you haven’t even heard through yet.”
But no matter who I am talking to, right before I am able to finish my extremely well-thought-out point that I’ve been formulating in my head for months or years prior in the mirror, I always, without fail get cut off because everyone gets impatient with my long pauses and doesn’t even want to attempt to listen to what I have to say because they think what they’re about to say in reaction is more important. And it’s not like I’m taking over the conversation or talking more than I listen; I’m just taking more time than they are comfortable with to say a typical amount of words.
And then those same people always tell me, in a somewhat patronizing tone, “You’re so quiet! You’re such a good listener!” Yes because that’s what you’ve made me. Why should I talk to you if you won’t fucking listen to me for three seconds. And no, after a certain point I stopped listening to you because why should I listen to you if you don’t ever listen to me?
Everyone’s nice to me and says they want me there at their social functions but they still subtly exclude me. God damn.
I suppose they want to look at me, or perhaps inhale my aroma. Like I’m a house plant.
#Not to bitch but I’ve been cut off my whole life but never quite as blatantly as today#And I’m not even mad at the person for doing it because I understand why they’re doing it#I’m just like them. I’d love to talk people’s ears clean off and make their eyes glaze over from talking too much and too fast#that is precisely the kind of personality that I have#but my brain works in blue whale time and theirs works in fruit fly time#So I’m no match for their speed#Again: I’m not mad at THEM. I’m just bitter and tired from everyone always misinterpreting me#and this specific incident (to no fault of my conversational partner) just sent me over the edge#because I’m trying my hardest to keep up with everyone’s speed and it never works#And now to have what always happens to me happen at about twenty times the intensity it usually does#Like holy shit#So if you ever find yourself wondering why I’m so obnoxiously verbose here on Tumblr… reference this post#I’m like if Data from Star Trek had the processing speed of a Dell laptop from 2002#I want to talk that much. I can talk that much… IF YOU WAIT TWO GODDAMN SECONDS
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