#i’m just so goddamn MAD
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Hate being a fan of The Boys, and everything on tumblr being about Homelander. I want to see The Boys content, but I filter out Homelander and…?????? Nothing?????? What about Hughie? Frenchie? Kimiko? M.M? Butcher gets recognition, yes, because he’s awesome, but if I want Frenchie content on tumblr I need to be starved of it? Can I see The Boys posts that aren’t simping for Homelander or Soldier Boy? I’m sorry I’m an alien if I don’t want to kiss literally Donald Trump but PLEASE GUYS
all the characters are amazing and well thought out and deserve love!!!!
if you see anything about my boys Frenchie or Hughie or you just like them a lot please please please lemme know I need more than a single fic in the middle of Homelander stuff or a single piece of fan art
Homelander and Soldier Boy HATERS unite (I’d like to punch them in the face)
#the boys#the boys tv#hughie campbell#frenchie the boys#kimiko the boys#guys literally please#Somebody help#angry rant#i’m sorry#i’m just so goddamn MAD
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Trying to listen to podcast to calm down to sleep -> loud as fuck ad. Trying to check something quick from a youtube tutorial -> first gotta watch 2x 30 second unskippable ads. Trying to go to a website -> 2 popups and an ad video automatically start to play. Trying to listen to the radio while driving -> 7 minutes of uninterrupted ad time. Every single free app with those shitty game ads with the stupid annoying ass king. I’m tired !!! I never wanna buy anything ever again !!!!!!!
#watched youtube and skipped the ’’this video is sponsores by’’ only to get hit with 2 30sec unskippable ads and I just deleted the youtube#app from my phone with pure rage I’m fucking tired of ads everywhere all the good goddamn time#nYx PLuMpIng GLoss pLumP yOurSeLf Up BabY go fucking die#(also im tired so im unreasonably mad at every minor thing rn but like this has been the sentiment for months)#(should’ve gone for that walk I was thinking abt would’ve been much calmer)#(bc now rage deleted all the ''fun''' apps from my phone it's now just the essentials in there (tho did keep podcasts & Spotify bc those I#refuse to give up) like idk this better stick I want phone screen time of 1-2h per day)#april 2024#2024
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rewatching supernatural i get so intensely angry whenever dean makes a reference to how he’s “supposed” to die, how he’s “meant” to go. especially as the show goes on because in the earlier seasons he talks about going out blaze-of-glory style as if it’s a badge of honour because he actually believes in it. his conditioning and his upbringing shaped his self worth in such a way that the ideal out for him would be on the job—saving people, hunting things. but as the show goes on, every time it comes up there’s an increasing sense of resignation, so especially by the end you know that he doesn’t actually want to go out that way. he wants to make it to the other side, he’s just too afraid to verbalize that because of how easily any hope for escape could be taken away from him, and so what do the writers do? when that hope is more present than ever—he can see the light at the end of the tunnel—they suddenly and brutally take it away from him, his worst fears confirmed in the final moments of his life, dooming him to the narrative he finally accepted he didn’t want to be stuck in. and i know we’ve talked about his ending a lot so i won’t get into it too much, but i just can’t stop thinking about every time he says to sam or cas or another hunter that he’s “supposed” to die a certain way, because what more proof do we need that his story never should have ended like that? fuck’s sake, he deserved better.
#i’ll never not be angry about the stupid goddamn finale#not just on dean’s behalf either but for all of them#they did all my best friends so dirty#but yeah dean’s death in particular gets me so mad as i’m sure we all experience#even when they talk about the ending they planned pre-covid like they were still going to kill him#why was everyone in the writers room pretending they’ve never heard of a good character arc#anyways i’m mad again oops#dean winchester#spn#supernatural#em saying things
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The Acolyte finally got cancelled and I hope all you bitches who whined and whined about how it destroyed canon or ruined Anakin all step on thumbtacks and never have a warm shower again in your life
First good live action since Andor and you all just said “Fuck anything new. If it’s not stacked with same half dozen characters I’m going to call it boring. If it executes on any CANONICAL concepts I’m just unfamiliar with I’m going to say it breaks the lore. And if it’s got any female or POC or queer characters I’m going to call it woke pandering.”
I hope your alarms all fail to go off and none of your damn cars start you deeply boring fucking losers.
Can’t have any fun in this fuckin fandom. I’m going back to my high republic books. Kick rocks.
#I knew this cancellation was coming but I’m still mad#I’m so sick of remakes and franchises and I know this was still Star Wars but it was trying to do something new something unique#incel fanboys just threw a goddamn fit bc it was Star Wars made by women and for women#like there was genuine criticism to be had but it was buried under all the bullshit fanboy dog piling#star wars#the acolyte#disney#fandom rant#star wars fandom#high republic#stars wars rant
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I saw Wicked yesterday and it was pretty cute, I’d have liked it more if I were normal about The Wizard of Oz, but I am not. So, it was cute.
I like the strange little poly thing they have goin on, tho it feels close enough to the ol love triangle trope that I was a little irritated, but it was fine
It was very well produced, and as far as modern major Hollywood movies go, it was very good
#wicked the movie#I was really skeptical at first when I heard it was like “a wizard of oz backstory’#but i thought#hey let’s keep an open mind#it’s a very popular musical and has been for a long time#so the musical numbers will probably be fire and that’s the most important part#tragically most of those songs were not my style#I like maybe 3 songs and thats a maybe cause it may have been 2#maybe I’d have enjoyed it more if it were marketed to me as a wizard of oz alternate universe#since so much of it is just#wrong#ik ik that kinda thing is just part of art#but like I said#I’m not normal about the wizard of oz#I was really hoping I’d love it#and I was willing to overlook a lot#but there’s only so much I can overlook#like how Oz in the movie basically is a wizard#he doesn’t master in illusions and magic tricks#he’s one of the best goddamn mechanics out there#some steampunk level skill#and the emerald city is ACTUALLY green#missing the point they were missing the point#that’s not all but that’s the main thing I will not be getting over#unless they completely obliterate the emerald city and have to rebuild#and the wizard gets a lobotomy#but I mean half the point of the wizard of oz is that its all a dream so#that’s fine alternate universe whatever you can add depth to characters that shouldn’t have it#as a means to use them as a vehicle to tell a story you want to tell through characters people recognize I get it#but the Oz part makes me so mad cause it would have fit into the theme perfectly and they changed it cause why???
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//Boundaries are boundaries even if they piss you off and you can kiss my ass about it. If I don’t want to talk to someone leave me the hell alone about it. It’s not fucking “ageism” to not want to talk to kids twelve and below online, in fact I firmly believe kids can have mature conversations, my exes little brother was the smartest fucking kid I knew. If you have a problem with my boundaries, then maybe you shouldn’t talk to me at ALL. Thanks
#I’m so fucking pissed off dude#I had such a good day and now I’m being treated like a piece of shit??#What the fuck dude I’m just minding my own goddamn business I’m so fucking MAD.
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Dabi was literally so iconic wtf like his only crime was being mean to shouto everything else I was like understandable carry on king
#only half joking#he’s your honor he DID commit those crimes but he looked good doing it so I shall ignore it#I however cannot condone him trying to murder his baby brother. or worse: making him cry#I’m not mad. just disappointed (sad face)#anyway.#it’s almost the 4 year anniversary of thee moment of all time#so I’m thinking about him (all of them tbh) a lot#election season? no it’s fucking todoroki season have some goddamn respect#dabi sweep#dabi#shouto#cc#.txt#Bnha
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paid a $130 application fee for the house i wanted to rent just for the owner to turn around and say “ooooops never mind, i don’t want to rent it anymore” then took it off the market. meanwhile, the agent was like “oh well he might put it back on the market in a few weeks” …….and that helps me how??????
i’m so fucking glad you all have time to screw around and play with other peoples lives like we’re your fucking barbies but i don’t have the capacity or the patience for your bullshit. i’m so fucking done with landlords, i swear on my life they’re not human
#like literally what the fuck#2 weeks of them being like ‘oh yeah you’re the only one seriously interested so there should be no setbacks’#WASTED MY TIME#precious fucking time because i have to get out of this house bro like?????#oct 31 is my move out date and while people WITHOUT ANXIETY might think that’s fine#it ain’t fucking fine for me ajsjajjs it’s literally SO goddamn stressful#omfg i’m actually so mad like fuck everyone rn#especially the fucker who’s selling the house i’m in now you’re actually ruining my life#so THANKS#apple babble 🍎#non fandom#fffffffffffff#sorry yall i’m just straight up not having a good time lmao
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I’d been thinking of starting watching Doctor Who to continue my David Tennant media run after watching Takin’ Over the Asylum (and Good Omens of course) but needed the mental push to start something new.
I had a particularly horrible evening with my disability thanks to people being Absolute Freaks and Weirdos towards me, which kinda sent me spiraling about living with a very visible disability and man sometimes it really just fucking sucks and I can’t do anything about it. Etc.
So even though David doesn’t come on as the Doctor until season two, i decided to start there since I needed a comfort character, and then I’d go back to season 1 later.
Well halfway into s2ep1 David goes on his spiel about all the people who were born sick and who deserve better than to be used as “flesh” for finding cures for humans. I mean, they eventually get healed, but as someone who has spent their entire life wrapped into the medical model of disability, the poster child for finding a cure for my condition, my fucking god did that scene make me cry.
Because David, the way he is, even as an actor, apparently serendipitously always has the right thing to say.
#David Tennant#doctor who#tenth doctor#disability#disabled#actually disabled#I’m still pissed off and raging and mad at my body but this was a brief respite#I think it makes more sense in my head but my point still stands#it’s late and I’m tired#but to hear that I am more than just a body made to help find a cure?#goddamn.#you’re so right#leave disabled people alone you absolute freaks#also for cassandra to take over his body right after that so he’s immediately playing another genderfucked character#yes PLEASE and thank you
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AAAH I have a mutual who’s 18 and he sorta kinda is flirting with this one guy who is a minor as a joke of course ( to which a concerned anon said that it’s weird ) but I can’t help but flashback to er*s
#granted the er*s situation was thoroughly complex and the reason she did those things was her copism with not being able to pull ( LLLLLLL )#and ik that guy doesn’t mean any harm etc etc he’s not messed up like some ppl#BUT I DUNNO STILL#sobbing#they’re pretty sweet so#hes*#OH AND HES IRAQI TOO I LEGIT COULDNT BELIEVE THAT#dora daily#lowkey kinda sorta sad that a whole anon was more concerned than ppl i knew and who knew my age#and freely saw it happen so readily#and everyone else on that blog#genuinely and utterly disappointed#it’s always protect minors until the minors need protecting goddamn#this is especially directed at rhy yeah I’m not censoring that#🤷♀️#too busy simping over minor characters who don’t have a time skip in canon and aging them up then complaining about it when ppl call out#the brain deadery of that behaviour#girl pls#you did not care about minors from the beginning literally bye#e[redacted] literally ruined my brain chemistry to say the least I will never go into how what she did absolutely muddled my brain never#told anyone and I don’t think I can ever tell someone ever#not to mention practically hyperventilating being unable to breath literally going into madness and ppl think that I’m overreacting and#telling me to shut up about it and blaming me for the situation as if I wanted any of this#lmaolmaolmao#all that and I was expected to do uni girl byeeee I need a good century to recover at least ☠️#the only thing I DID want is friends but clearly that was a hard ask when ppl can get friends just by existing on this god forsaken app#atp I don’t even know what to say literally just wth#yall say mdni with your dumbass banners and decorate it like something special when yall are the ones to keep from minors you disgusting#wastes of clean oxygen 😭 mdni my foot gross ass adults should’ve never trusted them#the way I’d give them therapy to their complex traumas ☠️ imagine relying on a minor for therapy
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Hi mild bitching
Like…I get being disappointed that certain content hasn’t been translated, and I’m not gonna say I’ve never been annoyed or complained about it, but like…there’s a difference between expressing that frustration privately amongst a few friends, or even just offhandedly going “man it’s kinda disappointing I’d like to see more tls of xyz”, and posting [lightly paraphrased I think] “is there some unspoken ban on [character] card tls on the wiki” IN EVERY TAG YOU CAN THINK OF FOR THE FANDOM??????????
Like bro. No one’s getting paid for this. The fans who translate stuff for this fandom do it for fun, because they love it and want to share that love with others, and of course they’re going to have characters they specialize in or lean towards because they’re! Fans! They don’t have a responsibility to translate everything; hell, they don’t even have to translate ANYTHING, it’s purely a choice. Respectfully, no one owes you a translation, and while, again, I get the disappointment, it comes across as REALLY entitled.
Not to be like “just learn Japanese lmao” but like, if you’re upset about the lack of tls for a certain character then either pay someone to translate it for you or learn to do it yourself,,,machine tls are more about getting the gist of something but if you have the card or know someone with the card you can use that. Seriously.
(It’s also not even unique to that character!!!! There are PLENTY of cards that don’t have tls on there!!!!!!)
#the person I’m vagueing isn’t going to see this because I got so mad I blocked them#but like. man.#like goddamn they have enough on their plates with ppl being gross abt the way people translate kasumi (and ibuki eventually I’m sure)#to just the general Discourse ™️ around translation lately#can you not be a dick?
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Y’all have no idea how much I love ancient history, prehistory and natural history like hhhhghhh
You also have no idea how much I loathe ancient alien theories and young earth creationist theories it’s the stupidest ass shit ever
#I’m watching a lotta stuff right now and it’s real good#I love researching so goddamn much#but MAN I have had to learn how to get good at finding reliable sources because there’s a lotta dumbass armchair archeologists out there#HUMANS ARE A CRAFTY AND INNOVATIVE SPECIES#stop trying to explain amazing human innovations as the work of alien intervention it makes me so mad#it’s also high key racist at its roots#it grinds my gears so much y’all#humans are neatto and cool and complex#anyways conspiracy history videos may seem intriguing and all but most of them are absolute uneducated bullshit#anyways rant over I just wanted to scream about how jazzed I get about ancient dead humans
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i might be autistic tbh bc whenever someone comes at me with a nasty attitude instead of getting offended or angry i am just Shocked. like speechless. flabbergasted. not even in a “how could you be mean to me, i am just a wittel forest creture i cannot change this 🥺” way but in a “how in the actual fuck am i meant to respond to that’ type of way
#yes i just had a negative encounter with someone#she was so passive aggressive and nasty lmao you would have thought i spit on her mother#basically i refused to go behind the counter when an old man tried to make me search for her. the bakery associate. when she was on break#like she wasn’t back there anyway#so she was already mad and then she thought i was stupid or something looking for an order#and i said no. you’re right nothing is late. but this one doesn’t have a label please print it#and then she threw it back at me and told me that yes i COULD go back there bc i was over 18 and an associate at the store#that wasn’t the issue you miserable bitch. also fuck you#i didn’t have time to put on a hairnet and look for your ass and you KNOW that#like i pissed off the old man and then he pissed her off and then she threw all that negativity back at me like a softball#i was already stressed out and that had me on the verge of tears over how nasty she was over NOTHING#how tf is it so hard to just complain to someone else if someone/something annoyed you goddamn#anyway. i’m not going over there again for the rest of the day and if a manager asks i’ll happily tell them why
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whitehank scug hours
#madness combat#rain world#white hank#sorry for posting so many madness scugs it Will happen again#i’m rotating this crossover in my head so much. help#also fun fact wank is a goddamn nightmare to design for (both visuals and gameplay)because there really isn’t much separating her from hank#i’m literally just focusing REALLY HARD on the uh#fact that they keep Not Dying even when they really should be dead by this point. because. Yeah#the scav rep thing is a vague reference to the fact that he seems to have a much larger network of allies#seen in paradigmadness + the actual whitehank series#i might fuck around with the concept of her being able to escape lizard bites (after being bitten mind you) if she’s quick enough as well#on the theme of ‘survives stuff they really shouldn’t survive’#maybe his campaign is like enot’s#given how utterly fucking psychedelic and nonsensical the actual series is lmao. probably not but it’d be funny
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“hey so we’re gonna need you to focus up and pay attention and not talk for 3 hours straight. and no you can’t look at your phone or ask brief questions or think out loud and 98% of what will be said won’t apply to you.”
“also i know you have adhd and that you said your adderall wore off but so do i. you just have to learn.”
do you seriously think i am capable of that. what if i blew you up with a cool wizard beam attack? what if the beam was purple.
#this is NOT a threat aimed at anyone specifically AT ALL#i will not commit violence NOR WILL I CONDONE IT#but honestly i’m so fucking TIRED of being told to ‘just pay attention’ and ‘work harder on focusing’#i have a fucking DISORDER WHERE MY BRAIN DOES NOT FUCKING WORK CORRECTLY#well i have adhd too. everyone does.#okay? what type then? you on adderall? how many jobs did you lose because of it?#how many times have you almost had to deal with legal issues because of it? how many times did you almost fail college because of it?#i’m tired of ableism by people that ‘have adhd too’#you know good and goddamn well we aren’t all the same and severity and symptoms differ from person to person#honestly this is about a hobby that i love doing that i’m now considering quitting#i’m not the only victim to the overall ableism BUT#refusal to accommodate and demanding compliance in a space that’s supposed to be accepting#yeah no. i can’t sit for 4 fucking hours off adderal and do nothing#and it’s like i do do something for a cumulative 1 hour of that time#i am seriously considering quitting and it breaks my heart#adhd#ableism#i don’t want to but i also don’t want to deal with ableism everything i do something non neurotypical that people have decided is#‘distracting’#i’m making quiet comments under my breath not to anyone next to or near me#and i’m not really willing to go through the process of trying to explain this shit to ableists who claim having the same disorder makes#our experiences and disability levels the same#i’ve had to fight this shit my whole life. i do this hobby because it’s fun#it’s not fun if you’re gonna tell me to sit and do nothing for 4 hours and get mad when i stop paying attention#or if i ask questions or talk to myself.#i’m so fucking tired of this shit.#my grown adult ass is now at the point where i do whatever the fuck i want forever#and sitting around for 3 cumulative hours is not what i fucking want to do
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#vent#vent post#cw negative#Seven’s Public Diary#wish i wasn’t so fucking worthless and useless and stupid and selfish and mean#i am just so goddamn sick of my own bullshit. but i never change#i’m so tired of being weighed down by my 56492 mental illnesses. i don’t like being like this#my sleep schedule is so fucked up again and im tired of this constant cycle#this constant fight and endless effort to stay on a goddamn routine#all i want for christmas is a goddamn consistent sleep schedule#i hate sleeping through the day and being up all night but it’s like my body was fucking built for that or something#i don’t like it!! i want to be an early bird who goes to bed at 8pm and wakes up before the sun rises!!! but im the exact opposite!!!!!!!#i wish i just didn’t need to sleep at all. that would be the ideal. so many problems would be solved.#no i Really wish i just had the ability to fall asleep and wake up whenever i actually Want To instead of my body calling the shots#fell asleep at 9 this morning and im so mad that i didn’t get up when i was woken up at 11#a 2hr nap would’ve been fine and i would’ve made it through the rest of the day and been able to fucking sleep again tonight#but noOOooOoOo i had to give in to the allure of my warm cozy bed and fall back asleep for 9 more goddamn hours#now once again im too awake and rested to be able to go back to sleep. but once morning rolls around im gonna be exhausted again#and i’ll either give in and attempt to take a ‘nap’ and it’ll turn into a 12hr sleep again#or i’ll have to like. walk laps around the fucking house just to keep myself awake through the day#and i’ll be super irritable as a result and make everyone around me miserable too#but everyone is already beyond fed up with my issues and behavior. rightly so i guess. so i lose either way#god there was so much stuff i was gonna/supposed to do today#i don’t know how much longer they’re gonna put up with me being such a deadbeat#you think that’d like. motivate me to get my shit together or something but no. i’m addicted to being unconscious i guess#sleep feels so fucking good. until i wake up. which is funny bc it’s all nightmares and stress dreams anyway. why do i even enjoy sleeping#i guess bc for the first few hours after waking up i experience some modicum of relief from my other mental illnesses’ symptoms#like a soft reset.#and it’s the Only thing that gets rid of my migraines so god forbid i get one of those bc then i Have to sleep regardless of the time of day#anyways! :) that’s enough whining for one vent post. time to go do something productive
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