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icelogged · 11 months ago

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mom’s old shoes (2023)

#evidence of life #dark art #dark aesthetic #artists on tumblr #collage #if it was 2013 someone would delete my caption and put were all mad here 🤪 like no tf yall actually see a mad person and piss your pants #i’m just really tried….#spilt milk

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remxedmoon · 3 months ago

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see?

everything’s fine.

(greyscale + extras below!!)

so! this was SUPPOSED to be a bonnie drawing. but for some reason i just Can’t draw bonnie to save my life today. and i needed to draw something simple to make myself less frustrated!! and by simple i mean this took me almost 3 hours and i had to redraw it because i didn’t like how the lineart turned out the first time!! oops!! at least it turned out cute🩶. and i got to play around with my textured brush!

also as a bonus, my terrible first attempt + the sketch!! that i apparently accidentally deleted at some point? so this is a screenshot from the timelapse. i dont know what happened to it…

#marshdoodles #isat #in stars and time #ahhhhhhh ik people might say that the first attempt wasn’t that bad but hhhh i Don’t Like That Thang!!!#i tried to force myself back into my old art process and it felt Awkward and Weird #i’m glad i decided to start over!!!#<- also this is like. lighthearted. idk if i need to clarify but just in cass #anyways! ough i had a lot of fun redrawing the bg here #especially the lights(?)#really fun and easy to draw!!! i like em. they’re Soothing

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goblins-riddles-or-frocks · 1 year ago

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forever obsessed with dynamics between vampires, specifically that of a maker and fledgling, as a way to explore abuse. the creation of a vampire itself can so easily be a literalization of the lasting impacts of trauma and also much more simply the ways a perpetrator might shape their victim’s very identity. the extremes of isolation in the way that the new vampire, in most narratives, must cut all ties to their mortal life, or else go through an elaborate charade to maintain the facade of humanity, while forever still being removed from it. and the sheer dependence and vulnerability of being in an entirely new state of being, wholly uncertain of what it entails, and relying on another person to define… everything.

#or just the moral dilemmas #rewatching amc interview is kind of making me insane #that moment in episode two when louis is looking for a sort of assurance in the fact that lestat may actually have some good in him #look at how he cares about music look at the simple wondrous things that can bring him joy #and then the immediate dread when the opera performance turns out to be imperfect because he knows how lestat will react to *that*#I think there’s also something really interesting in the highlighting of lestat upbraids the less skilled singer before killing him #(slowly)#but also I will wait to watch more before I articulate my thoughts #vampires #interview with the vampire #amc interview with the vampire #i ramble sometimes #I do still find the lestat and claudia film and novel dynamic by far the most compelling for how she tries to usurp him but almost to be him #but I’m enjoying this #I’m very curious if I will like show claudia more on rewatch #the movie always resonated most with me (sue me lol) because there seemed to be more simultaneous fondness and attachment even at the end

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the-strawberryfarmer · 1 year ago

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the fantastic four 😀❤️

#spider man across the spider verse #atsv #fanart #Spider-Man #miles morales #Gwen Stacy #Hobie brown #pavitr prabhakar #Peter Parker #miguel o'hara #yeah this took me forever but I’m really proud of it!!#I tried to shade them in the art style of their universe but kinda gave up 💀#it’s ok tho #I don’t know what year it is in miles world #so let’s just say it’s 2023 🤩#spider band

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milolunde · 7 months ago

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Remember that time they confirmed Sonic has emotions and experiences burnout ?

I do. I remember

#best advice comes from experience by the way #nobody can be endlessly positive and go through the complicated shit Sonic does and not burn out sometimes by the way #I say this because I AM Sonic.#slash j. I just really try to be positive and life really tries to crush me for it I’m not sonic. Sonic is me #sonic the hedgehog #sth #sonic

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itsnotmourn · 6 months ago

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OH MY GOD ITS CARMEN AND RICHARD

#spooky month #spooky month carmen #spooky month richard #they’re so silly I LOVE THEM I LOVE COUPLES WHO KNOW WHAT THEY WANT #every time pelo posts them; it’s because i’m sending the brain waves trust me #one day the carmen richard enjoyers will be hit with the family angst #and i specifically won’t know peace ever again /JOKE #i’ll live !!! it just means i can use sad love songs now #yknow…. for pmv’s /evil #i mean i do have some angst ideas but it feels awkward posting them lol #anyways a bunch of nothing tags to hide these two tags ->#[ the art of mourning ]#spooky month fanart #not like i really tried to replicate the style i just went “good enough” and posted it LOL #carmen x richard

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jellydragons · 3 days ago

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been watching a lot of hermitcraft recently and am happy to report that i am hopelessly endeared by these little goobers 💕 they’re like bugs to me

close ups under the cut!

gonna be real this was absolutely just me taking the opportunity to get my grubby lil mitts all up in their character designs lol i heart interpreting mc skins

#my post #my art #hermitcraft #hermitcraft fanart #oh boy here we go #zedaph #tangotek #bdoubleo100 #bdubs #rendog #falsesymmetry #stressmonster101 #iskall85 #cubfan135 #goodtimeswithscar #WHY are there so MANYYY (<- is the one who drew that many)#anyways i love them they’re so…………#also just for the record i have Peaked with that lil ouppy rendog just LOOK AT HIMMM #i will never draw anything better than that he’s literally perfect #don’t. don’t worry about how long it took to draw one tiny thing it definitely wasn’t embarrassingly long struggling with dog legs #i’m also really proud of horsegirl bdubs giving his horf a big ol ‘MWAH!’ but that’s just because that one’s real cute :)#but yeah this was just a lil somethin somethin i poked at whenever i was in a Mood and needed something to draw forrr however many months #i tried challenging myself to draw hermits i probably wouldn’t much otherwise :)#it was fun i love designing my interpretations of various skins #it was really funny tho how i was fighting for my LIFE drawing zed and meanwhile ren and stress turned out perfect first try #was that purely on me for giving him wool and a terrible angle to draw a face at?#……..yeah probably but STILL #but i’m really pleased with how he turned out so 100% worth it babyyy #anyways posting this so i’ll stop poking at it i’ve gone ‘okay it’s Officially Done’ like 5 times now lol i need to leave it alone #POSTING THIS AGAIN BECAUSE I FORGOT TO TURN ON A LAYER AND DIDN’T NOTICEEE IF YOU SAW THE OG POST NO YOU DIDN’T

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otaku553 · 1 year ago

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I have an agenda.

Long hair teenage sabo.

#one piece #sabo #you cannot convince me that he did not have a long hair phase #like if he grew out his hair to hide his scar he has to have tried more to hide it more thoroughly #I found a fic recently that followed sabo’s growing up in the revolutionary army and it was really really good #I want to see more amnesiac teenage sabo acting awkward around his peers because even back on dawn he had only two friends #more of kids being insensitive and asking about his scar which even he has no idea how he got #and koala and him being antagonistic towards each other #and them slowly becoming friends #anyways I’m so. I tried going onto YouTube to see if there were any good video analyses of sabo #and like yeah I can see why sabo would be a divisive character #but I also completely forgot that there are one piece readers who have not an ounce of media literacy #or respect for female characters #something something ‘sabo is like an oc insert because he exists so distant from everything and just in time to replace ace’ SHUT UP #or ‘favoritism towards sabo because he has a hot girl following him around and more hot girls in the revolutionaries’ I AM GOING TO GO INSA #KOALA IS HER OWN CHARACTER AND AN EXTREMELY INTERESTING ONE THAT DOES NOT EXIST JUST TO BE EYE CANDY OFF OF SABO’ ARM #SABO IS AN AMAZING CHARACTER IN LINE WITH THE THEMES OF ONE PIECE AROUND FREEDOM AND EQUALITY

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haliaiii · 4 months ago

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I know I was supposed to finish persona 5 but I got addicted to persona 2 lmao 😭😭 (+ persona 1 doodles cause I played that for a bit)

#I wanted to play persona 2 first but I heard it continues off of persona 1 so I tried that out first #I didn’t get too far on that unfortunately cause I couldn’t get into the gameplay …#lowkey gave me motion sickness 😭#so once I finished the sebec building I just read the manga lmao #then moved onto p2 innocent sin #I’m loving it so far actually #I love the characters sm 😭😭#I did enjoy my time with persona 1 tho I liked the story a lot #naoya might be my favorite protagonist so far ngl #I also really liked brown he lowkey carried me early game #loving persona 2 so far it’s so 90s #rlly wanna draw maya next #persona 1 #naoya toudou #maki sonomura #hidehiko uesugi #persona 2 #persona 2 innocent sin #eikichi mishina #michel #lisa silverman #ginko #my art #art #digital art #fanart #illustration #sketch #procreate #haliai art

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adhdandcomics · 1 month ago

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perhaps the most important question i’ve ever asked:

does anyone have tips for people trying to stop being chronically late to everything in the world that aren’t weirdly judgmental and aggressive or flat out lies

#when i tell you every single resource i’ve ever found or tried to get through or anyone i’ve ever asked #has been just so. mean about it #not even intentionally #not always at least #but there’s so much inherent shame tied to being late to things or being a person who used to be late to things #that i don’t think people can untie that from their ‘helpful tips’#it’s all ‘i used to also be a lazy uncaring piece of shit! you don’t have to be a horrible wretched loser anymore!’ and it’s like. okay.#you see how that’s not helping. right.#making me feel worse about it is NEVER helpful. i promise you i already have tortured myself over it FARRR more than any ‘on time’ person #ever had #this has been a comic i’ve been stewing on for ages as well but. well there’s of course the shame #idk it’s something that people are always despicably mean about bc fundamentally people who have never struggled with it #see it as a personal choice to be late #and as something one needs to just ‘try harder’ to fix. and that if you don’t #you inherently don’t care about other people’s time or even other people in general #and that feels horrible! it feels really bad!!#i mean i’ve got it from EVERYONE. disability allies. other adhd folks. disability resource offices #it’s something that nobody ever cares to acknowledge or try to accommodate for #bc time blindness and exec dysfunction are NEVER taken seriously as disabilities. they’re always always viewed as a personal failing #and i’m sick and tired of it. bc all this does is make people struggling with this Hate themselves #and worry endlessly that maybe they Are selfish and actually Don’t care about anyone else #there’s a bit too much here to keep in the tags i should really do the comic for adhd awareness month

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cable-salamdr · 3 months ago

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Mad that they removed seemingly every trace of Misako do you know how badly I want to see her interact with Arin so they can bond over being spinjitsu-doers without elemental powers. Off to make five billion hcs now goodbye

#i hadn’t even noticed it at first #but yeah they even removed montgomery from lloyd’s full name #anytime he says the full thing it’s only ‘’lloyd garmadon’’#what did they do to her :(#(i guess i’ve tried to ‘’console’’ myself that the reason they’re not looking for her is because.. she’s dead? idk #i don’t want her to be dead really but it’s the only way i can say that they would not look for her because they know she’s gone #(sorry for the random angsty ass hc i’m sad again now))#ninjago #lego ninjago #dragons rising #ninjago dragons rising #ninjago arin #arin ninjago #misako ninjago #ninjago misako #i’ve made my peace with her and now i just want her back :/#ninjago hcs #cable hcs #< ig? in the tags i suppose

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scrimblyscrorblo · 5 months ago

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Some Edgar Allen Poe (BSD) Headcanons:

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remxedmoon · 2 months ago

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black hole.

(full version below! also, tap to see the full effect!)

aaaaa i saw this trend on twitter and had to hop on the bandwagon!! and of course i had to play around with transparency again. it’s enrichment for me. also!! shoutout to this drawing for giving me actual wrist pain. not from actually drawing or anything but from having to resize the pieces 20 times because discord wouldn’t display them properly. but hey it turned out cool and that’s all that matters heart emoji

anyways!! here’s the full version + the version without the star! because for Some Reason i fully rendered the coin knowing it would get covered up. miseries!

#marshdoodles #isat #in stars and time #despite what my instincts tell me i’m pretty sure this is actually spoiler free?#which is surprising!#ok looking at the tags. spoiler tagging just in case.#isat spoilers #i tried to make the star silhouette resemble a black hole and i think i actually got it to work this time!!#not really much else to say about this drawing so!!! please enjoy teehee

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frownyalfred · 5 months ago

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all of the anons who told me, entirely unprompted, that I was a horrible fucking racist and I should kill myself because I’d never written a fic with Duke Thomas as the main character have been MIGHTY quiet since eye in the sky got published. just saying.

(this is your reminder that what people like to read/write doesn’t make them bad people irl. and just because someone hasn’t written a certain character does NOT mean they hate that character’s background or identity. I can’t believe I have to say that on here again, but here we are)

#me: I haven’t read a lot of stuff with Duke so I haven’t really tried writing him yet because I don’t want him to be ooc #anons: clearly she’s a fucking racist #anon #anon hate #myfic #theresurrectionist #eye in the sky #I’m mentioning this because I keep seeing this line of purity culture and thinking popping up here #everyone needs to take a breath #I didn’t need to write this fic to prove anything but #the fact that I’ve finally gotten to it and no anon has apologized?#hmmmmmm #writing #just writing things #Duke Thomas

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nixthelapin · 5 months ago

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The irony of Émilie leaving her rich, restrictive family to explore the world only to also restrict her kid to the house and a social group that’s just an extension of her own

#the show likes to focus on Gabriel being the one who kept Adrien home and denied school #but Emilie only died a little less than a year before the show started #and Gabriel was never portrayed as a controlling husband just a controlling father #so Émilie definitely helped on deciding to homeschool him #or at least didn’t do much to stop it #miraculous #mlb #miraculous ladybug #adrien agreste #emilie agreste #gabriel agreste #bad parenting #bad parent gabriel agreste #bad parent emilie agreste #I’m sure she was nice and loved Adrien #and I don’t really think this control came from the same place as Gabriel’s #but I do think how many times she failed to have a kid made her scared to lose this one too #and thus she tries to ‘protect’ him by putting him in a cage #but just bc I understand it doesn’t make it ok

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zombvibes · 2 years ago

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these guys…

#zombfied art 🪦#deltarune #deltarune fanart #deltarune kris #kris deltarune #kris dreemurr #deltarune susie #susie deltarune #tried to actually SHADE this time #might try another way since i don’t really like the way i did it here #it’s nice though :-)#(plus i’m just…not that good at shading)#(yet….one day…….)#i guess if you want you could tag this as ship…#(it was originally gonna me a ship thing anything—)

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