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autoneurotic · 2 years

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i gotta make art today

#pumpkin i’m going to start ur commish xoxo #i’m going to michael’s tomorrow. and i’m applying for WEEKENDS ONLY #i’m picking up white oil paint #i’m coming home and Painting….#man if i work at michael’s and get a discount bro?? cheap art supplies??#and then i just get to fuck off in march or so and we MOVE out of this apartment??#i love love loving and organizing and setting rooms up #that’s like my shit #i do have one million books and ten billion paintings however #moving not loving lol #i do love loving tho

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mmmairon · 1 year

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Home was the only place left.

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#something about diluc coming home after 4 years just beyond exhausted everything no longer in his control severely wounded #trodding on his horse through his cecilia garden during the wee hours of the morning. adelinde will surely get a scare. oh well.#bending canon that he had his vision. anyway. wanted to make a piece that had some vague storytelling behind #it for the viewer to come up with their own assumptions #is the blood on his arm his or an enemy’s??? it’s up to you #i started this painting august 18th of 2022 lawllll i hated every moment of it but godbless it’s done #diluc #my art #genshin impact #diluc ragnvindr #diluc fanart #shoutout to my right arm for referencing the awkward angle of holding the sword #nice thing that i’m muscled ❤️❤️❤️

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lightblueminecraftorchid · 3 months

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mini rant under cut, warning for cursing.

how many more times does someone close to me have to traumatize me before it stops. how many more times. I am sick of this shit.

#blue chatter #I’m fine nothing happened today #just. got to deal with my apparently incredibly queerphobic brothers this weekend #on top of my quietly queerphobic mom #why is my dad who went to priest school the only one here being kind about this #I’m so tired #I hate having new things to tell my therapist every time I come home #and I wish I could put my foot down and be like ‘I’m not going home until this stops’#but every time I actually talk to my parents my resolve crumbles like a Cheeto under someone’s heel #I hate being scared all the time #and having to hide how hurt I feel in case I get called volatile again #because heaven forbid I feel angry #when my brother tells me to my face that he hates everyone like me and that they’re sinning against God #without a trace of irony. and them my mom is like ‘I think you can talk this out’#NO!!! I cannot!!!!!! I can barely talk this out with you bc you think this is a phase!!!!#I hate dreading to go to my parents’ house every time #my therapy is helping but half the time I feel like it makes me feel worse #anyway. angrypost done. I’m gonna paint a little.#and then go to bed.#goodnight y’all

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rainingdandelion · 1 year

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WHAT IF THIS WAS MY THIRTEENTH REASON?!

I will never fall in love again-

#I tried to gloss him but then the paint started coming off #i’m gonna fucking cry #i’m at my limit #welcome home #welcome home wally #wally darling #wally darling x reader #welcome home fanart #wally darling fanart #ahhhhhhhh

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therichantsim · 6 months

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I am going to be really sad if TikyToky goes away. Like, the way I have a sims community here on Tumblr I have an artist community over there. We paint live together or sometimes I paint live by myself and just talk to people in the chat. These two platforms are my online communities for my specific niche and interest, but I make money painting live on TikTok because people who wouldn’t normally see my art have come across my work and commission a painting and I have met a few gallery owners. If I’m not here I’m over there and vice versa. I hate Meta but I do post to Instagram because for some reason it’s where most of my collectors are.

I’m just venting…

#Ain’t no one home so y’all get to read my thoughts #I might go live today #if you like watching artists paint live and listen to music come hang out I’m TheRichAntArt over there #Also these boops are fun and cute

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kavehater · 5 months

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I don’t think the weird anxiety/panic will ever leave my tumblr experience🧍‍♀️

#idk like I feel like I’m in the worst place imaginable rn #dora daily #there are no words to appropriately explain how unimportant I feel on this site 🧎‍♀️not because of anything but like #bad things keep getting worse and I just don’t get it. im just so in shock like I don’t think I have it in me to be shocked anymore #this is my life forever #🧎‍♀️#actually im a liar when i said not because of anything #I mean it’s because of some things #specific things #that make me spiral #then those things make me think about existing things and I have no idea if im being reasonable or not but #it makes me doubt the legitimacy of literally everything else #I’ve had this level of anxiety for academics because it’s the only thing that truly ever mattered to me but not my social life becoming a #source of panic too 🧎‍♀️#I say this soooo much and im sick of saying it but idk why im always ignored or it feels that way most of the time #bla bla bla #I make so many mistakes when I feel that way like what if something else happens and we turn that 3 into a 4 #🥳🥳🥳#whenever I leave the house then I come home I have the most existential dread because I hate it here #I hate being on dumblr but as mitski said it best “you have so much to do and I have nothing ahead of me”#I’d just watch paint dry atp

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acourtofquestions · 4 months

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The Lost Princesses

aka a list of Aelin & Rapunzel paralells:

Literally the “lost Princess” titles

Kidnapped as children by villains (Arobynn & Mother Gothel; lol now there’s a comparison) who then tried to take the place of/become their parent; & never allowed them to go back home (both were locked up in a tower at one point as well: Celaena in TAB & Rapunzel well… always)

Super powers that take form in the color gold, & carry elements of healing magic

Could kill a man with nothing more than a frying pan & good follow up quip

Golden hair with beautifully striking eyes

Has a dramatic haircut moment in the middle of a fight scene to signify character growth / a new era & also rocks a braid

18 at the beginning of the story

Musically inclined; Aelin/Celaena & the piano, Rapunzel & well… the entire musical

LOVES books!!! & tries to read them all

Wishes to see the world; looks up to the stars & speaks of her dreams to them

Beautiful dance scene; because all she wants is to be free, normal, & for a moment happy

Animal sidekick (that has a quite literal side kick); Fleetfoot & Pascal / Maximus

Friends with a group of rebellious hooligans

Enemies to lovers… if you can call it that? lol (but come on Rowan & Flynn!)

The similarities in kingdom flags between the stag horn circlet of Terrasen & the sun of Corona

Reclaims her title & crown like the queen/princess she is & stands up to evil crone (Maeve you are too much like Mother Gothel & I’m looking at you)

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imidori-ya · 6 months

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Fourth Wing by Rebecca Yarros is literal hot garbage and I will die on this hill.

#like it’s literally one of the worst constructed/written books I have ever encountered #how on earth could Yarros be married to a 20+ year military vet and yet still not even understand the most basic military concepts #it’s honestly astounding how brain dead her characters are #the way she writes makes it abundantly obvious that she thinks her readers are a bunch of idiots #who need every single story theme and element hand fed to them #the introduction of Varrish was just utter bullshit #she could have painted ‘VILLAIN’ on his forehead and it would’ve been less obvious #please tell us again how smart your main character is while she proceeds to do the dumbest shit I’ve ever seen #‘oh why won’t xaden trust me with rebellion secrets even though I basically announce my suspicions of the empire at every turn?’#idk violet maybe it’s bc you won’t do the mind training they’ve been telling you to do #so you’re constantly vulnerable to the mindreader YOU KNOW PERSONALLY #maybe that’s why no one tells you anything???#also holy shit her being like ‘I have to be careful and not let the empire know I’m questioning my duties’#and then immediately crashing into a scribe meeting to request more red flag reading??#like??? was she kicked in the head???#also the dragons stating multiple times that humans are basically like ants to them and they don’t care if they live or die #but simultaneously having to somehow be subserveant to the military????#bitch why weren’t you all enslaved by the dragons #this is such nonsense #also her prose is ass #come back when you can tell the difference between parse and parcel Rebecca #yeah a lot of my complaints are iron flame related #but that’s just bc it really hit home how bad this all is with the second book #net zero improvement #way to fail downwards Rebecca #ALSO!! what evil empire would conscript their enemies children into the one branch of their military where they get DRAGONS and SUPERPOWERS #like what??!!#in what world #what military would be so afraid of a new rebellion that they conscript the people with deep emotional ties to the old rebellion???#if real militaries worked this way there would be no more war bc we’d all be dead

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rosicheeks · 10 months

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i am a little worried about you Princess. are you ok?

#I’m doing….. okay??????#I love my new job so that’s great #I get to be with puppies all day #have to do a lot of cleaning but they are worth it 🫶#but my depression and anxiety have been baaaaaaad lately #I have a few ideas why my depression has been rough lately #but that doesn’t make it any easier #I want to work and be with dogs all day every day but I can’t work thaaaat much (only part time)#also it doesn’t pay amazingly unfortunately so I’ll probably have to find another job on top of it #especially with my 26th birthday coming A LOT faster than I’d like #I’ve had to do a lot of cleaning and packing which is completely fair since my parents want to have people over for the holidays #totally totally fair #but it’s also sad cause I have to box up a lot of my stuff/hobbies #like I boxed up practically all of my painting stuff since idk when I’ll be able to do that again #my room is jam packed with shit so I’ve only been home to sleep #spend the rest of the time in the car but it’s not really mine so I can’t smoke in here so half of the time I fall asleep #idk idk idk I just feel like I’m complaining all the damn time so I’m trying to shut up and keep it to myself a bit #it’s just the same thing over and over again and nothing is gonna change unless I move #and that’s incredibly unrealistic right now #also I’m worried about my dad more and more each day so that doesn’t help #I want to do something with him or for him but our relationship hasn’t been the best and idk how to fix it #and I’m terrified something is going to happen and I won’t be able to #oooofda that was a lot #and that was only a little bit of what’s going on #but at least I have a job now so that’s cool haha #sometime I’ll have to show you guys some puppy pics I have so many now haha #thanks for checking in lovely #I hope you’ve been doing ok 🫶#ask

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illumiiiz · 1 year

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BTWWWW HAPPY FRIDAY THE 13TH YALLLL

#I’m gonna go to BED then I’m gonna get UP and do my EYELINER and paint my NAILS and go to SPIRIT HALLOWEEN #and then come home and pirate horror movies #YUHHH #eve's thoughts

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shekeepsmeworms · 1 year

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I wish baymax from that Disney movie was real like this big cuddly robot could just scan you and tell you what’s wrong and why you feel bad instead of you just laying in bed feeling crappy and wondering if it’s a cold, stress, or just too long without eating vegetables. This is to say that I’m tired and taking a nap and want a baymax

#also just had to make the choice today of if I want anything from my great grandmas home before estate ppl come in :(#I’m hopefully getting some of her paintings but it’s just #idk she passed a few months ago but it’s only been hitting me the last few days that she’s really gone and I miss her #like she was 101 this was not sudden we had time to say goodbye in person a year ago #but idk. we’re doing the funeral/celebration of life next weekend and that’ll make it real #I cried the other day bc I realized she’ll never see me get married or graduate college and I just. idk I’m just sad

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madigoround · 1 year

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#okay so here’s the thing is that a hardware store near me is having a big sale this weekend and there’s a few things that I had been eyeing #and researching for my home that are on sale like my living room / kitchen have really tall ceilings and I’d need an extra tall ladder to #get up there to change lightbulbs check the fire alarm and paint and they have one on sale from like 160 to 120 tomorrow that seems like a #good choice and I need a random orbital sander for some projects like sanding the wood planks that we are going to use to replace my porch #and I’ve been working on sanding my kitchen table I got used to get the paint off and stain instead and similar with my coffee table and #that’s on sale from like 50 to 20 dollars plus the sanding pads are on sale a few bucks off as well #and I think there’s one or two smaller things plus I need to get groceries tomorrow and I got a coupon in the mail for free fries with a #purchase at a burger place and I was thinking of taking myself out to lunch tomorrow before I saw about the sale and started making #decisions about potentially spending a lot of money and I have anxiety spending money and I’ve been working on it but it’s still something #that I will probably struggle with somewhat for the rest of my life it’s about managing in healthy #ways instead blah blah blah but sometimes when I talk to my aunt about this she gets frustrated with me because she thinks if I need those #things and have the money I should just buy it and not cause a scene about it and I don’t want to be dramatic but it’s like a #piercing adrenaline fear of not having the money to survive or get what I need in the future and anyways this isn’t what I meant to talk #about what I meant to talk about was that I’m thinking of spending a lot of money tomorrow and technically I have the money and the stuff is #on sale at least the hardware stuff not the groceries so despite it feeling like I’m spending a lot of money at once it will be more cost #efficient to buy them tomorrow than if I waited a few months and there wasn’t a sale going on #so I should purchase them and get groceries and maybe MAYBE even take myself out to lunch as a celebration of how much effort I’ve been #putting into fixing up my home that I love so much and just getting through this period of so much change as best I can #and not have a panic attack about it because it’s going to be okay and I have the money and I have a job with money coming in and I need #those items anyway and will need to buy them at some point and they will likely be more expensive in the future so it is okay for me to #spend the money on it now and it’s not the end of the world everything is going to be okay *right*?#I don’t know I’m just talking to myself mostly #this was a way to get my thoughts out about it without being advised to just get over it #also my tummy hurts and I’m being so brave about it #sort of lol

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lemondropletters · 1 year

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I know I’m making a joke but you really don’t understand how angry I am at the recent news.

[Video Captions: “Why are you the way that you are? / Honestly, every time I try to do something fun or exciting, you make it not that way. / I hate so much about the things that you choose to be.”]

#just when I finally accepted the fact we won’t get a season three #and I convinced myself everything would be okay because atleast I can rewatch it whenever I want #what does Disney do?#I really just…they are so unbelievable…#just so they don’t have to write it on their taxes?? come on man!#and now they’re going to raise prices?#‘confident that we’re on the right path for streaming’s long-term profitability’#literally what are you talking about??#Not only do you cancel shows that don’t make you immediate money—#now your removing them since they are supposedly taking money out of your billion dollar corporation wallet #and then you proceed to renew the most médiocre passionless projects #your literally sabotaging yourself??#cause guess what if you don’t make the people giving you money happy they’re going to leave and find someone else that can #i even had to cancel plans and stay home because of how mentally and physically draining this news has made me feel #I’m not even trying to be dramatic…just stuff like this hits me hard for some reason #I know I can find the show online somewhere but still.#the people who worked on this must feel terrible…I feel so bad #my sister: it’s like if Van Gogh painted something and tried to give it to the museum and they just tell him #‘no we don’t want any more of your art. and also we’re going to destroy every single painting you’ve made. have a nice day!’ :)#i might talk more about this later but for now I’ll stop…sorry if I made you upset I just needed to get this off my chest #mysterious benedict society #the mysterious benedict society #tmbs

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punk-raphaelite · 2 years

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I hate being misinterpreted 🫠

#my post #m #scheduled a second studio meeting with my prof and he told me I don’t work hard enough and I shouldn’t wait for a big idea #that is literally the opposite of who I am and how my practise works but alright #if you had spent more than 45 minutes collectively talking to me about my art practice since the start of the semester you’d know that #god I’m upset #I’m a process and research based artist! my ideas come from research it’s what I’ve been doing!#I may not be the first to arrive but I am definitely the last to leave!!#like all I’ve been doing is research and execution of that research #I haven’t seen friends in weeks I work through my lunches I get home around 10 #I do school work at my job I read theory walking to and on the bus! what more do you want #If I watch a movie it’s in the background of me painting or sketching #I’m stopping in the middle of conversations and getting out of bed to write down concepts for my work #almost every waking hour is spent on my practise what more do you want from me #I’ve made; stretched and gessoed five large canvases this week; be approved to paint a mural on campus and submitted my work to a show #that was only in the last 2 days #fuck

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sharkieboi · 2 years

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i’m simultaneously riding such an emotional high and being extremely depressed in that there’s so much in my life going well right now but also all i do when i get home is drink and go to bed

#shhh sharkie #like i’ve got so many creative projects going right now #i’m sewing im painting im playing dnd im making bracelets #but also i can’t bring myself to draw for october art challenges im just so art blocked there #and work was getting to a point that i was legit weighing whether to stick it out or jump ship #but a lot of things have clicked into place in literally the past week that im like no i actively want to stay and see this shit through #and i’m finally gonna be able to bring this bird home!!! i’ve been prepping my house and her house very extensively and i’m so excited!#i think having a lil creature in my house that i have to take care of but also is social and wants to hang with me is gonna be so good #and also also consistently being on T again has been making me feel so much better #but also like i feel like i’m just. not utilizing my time or connections?#i don’t hang out with my friends until they contact me first usually #i had a sorta date but it turns out she has a boyfriend but also they’re open but also she’s looking to be with women more now #but also i’m maybe an exception? idk??? and i haven’t texted her back and that’s literally my worst trait is im terrible at texting #so it’s on me but also idk what the vibes were???#i should just ask outright shouldn’t i.#either way. i feel like im fucking everything up but also im at my peak and i vacillate between those two emotions every twenty minutes.#someone just come smack me or smth

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dreamerwriternstargazer · 26 days

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How it started:

How it’s going:

#star speaks #the space above my bed is empty to make room for my art #Insha’Allah #stupid of me to do this the night before I go back to work I know but #felt like I should #I still have a monet print to put up and the rest of the natural history postcards #I accidentally squished the whale skeleton one sadly but I guess it looks more aged now?#wrinkled a bit #fits the aesthetic?#need batteries for the shell lights also #I’m disappointed I couldn’t finish it all tonight I really wanted a cosy haven to come home to after work #that was the motivation behind it anyway #but I’ve got to finish sorting out the rest of the postcards from Natural History Museum #and the monet painting #and I need to clean out my cloud rain lamp so I can turn it on again #*sighs* at least I made a start?#I feel confused as to whether it was a good exchange doing this instead of painting and watching Dr Slump #but I’m *waves hands* messy right now and I’m struggling to have a handle on things #maybe sleep will help the organising did sort of keep my mind busy

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