#just. got to deal with my apparently incredibly queerphobic brothers this weekend
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mini rant under cut, warning for cursing.
how many more times does someone close to me have to traumatize me before it stops. how many more times. I am sick of this shit.
#blue chatter#I’m fine nothing happened today#just. got to deal with my apparently incredibly queerphobic brothers this weekend#on top of my quietly queerphobic mom#why is my dad who went to priest school the only one here being kind about this#I’m so tired#I hate having new things to tell my therapist every time I come home#and I wish I could put my foot down and be like ‘I’m not going home until this stops’#but every time I actually talk to my parents my resolve crumbles like a Cheeto under someone’s heel#I hate being scared all the time#and having to hide how hurt I feel in case I get called volatile again#because heaven forbid I feel angry#when my brother tells me to my face that he hates everyone like me and that they’re sinning against God#without a trace of irony. and them my mom is like ‘I think you can talk this out’#NO!!! I cannot!!!!!! I can barely talk this out with you bc you think this is a phase!!!!#I hate dreading to go to my parents’ house every time#my therapy is helping but half the time I feel like it makes me feel worse#anyway. angrypost done. I’m gonna paint a little.#and then go to bed.#goodnight y’all
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