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GET HIS ASS
#Jean is about to break a pillow over Harry lmao…#god I love and miss them.#disco elysium#harry du bois#kim kitsuragi#jean vicquemare#I have a ref for this I just can’t find it…#I’m sure if I typed in ‘pillow fight meme’ it would pop right up#but alas I am so tired…going back to bed for a moment lmao..
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One night, Lamb and Narinder are sat outside gazing at the stars, it’s before they’re in a romantic relationship (perhaps pining at this stage) so they’re just friends at this moment.
Lamb asks the question “If you had a normal life, what would you have wanted to do?”
Narinder is confused by this, “what brought this on?” He’d ask, turning to look at them.
Lamb shrugged, still gazing up at the starlit sky. “Just somethin’ I remembered thinking about a lot before.. well, you know.” They gestured down the hill, where the temple of their cult stood along with the many follower huts and other stations. “The whole cult thing.”
Narinder hummed as he turned back to gazing at the stars, “… I do not know. It was never a thought that crossed my mind as I couldn’t imagine my self as anything else other than a God.”
There was a long pause after this, the silence was then broken by Narinder.
“I assume you had something in mind for your self?”
“I wanted a family.” Lamb replied.
Narinder was taken slightly aback by this, brows furrowed into a look of confusion. “A family? That’s it?”
Lamb nodded, pushing their arms out that were propping their self up to fully lay back on the grass, their gaze still transfixed upon the night sky. “Yep, I wanted to get married and have kids. Settle down, have a house, grow our own food. Live a small, simple life.”
“How… mundane.” Narinder replied as he slumped back into the grass. “… Why?”
Now it was the Lamb’s turn to be confused as they turned to face Narinder. “Really? Thought it was obvious.”
“Enlighten me.”
Lamb rolled their eyes and sighed at this. “I spent my entire life on the move because of the hunts. I never got to call anywhere ‘home’.”
“Why a family though?”
“Well-“ Lamb turned onto their side so they were facing Narinder fully, which he recuperated by doing the same, the two now being face to face as the Lamb continued. “- I never thought I’d be able to have kids, let alone a partner. The herds were dwindling, so it was obvious that I was part of the last generation of sheep.” The Lamb’s gaze drifted, not focusing on anything particular. “It would have also been cruel to bring a child into the world that only wanted them dead.”
“So I used to just daydream about a life I wanted.”
It was quiet for a moment between the two, but the Lamb felt a sense of awkwardness rush over them as they quickly tried to fill the silence. “But uh, yeah. It’s a silly mundane thing to want I guess, especially now.”
Narinder’s expression hadn’t changed, but after a moment he closed his eyes as he in a softer tone than the lamb expected.
“I suppose the mundane wouldn’t be so bad.”
The Lamb’s ears perked up at this, surprised by Narinder’s response. “Is… that something you would have done?”
“Perhaps.” He replied
Silence fell once again between the two, but it was comfortable. The stars had been forgotten as the Lamb gazed at Narinder’s face at rest. It would be a couple hours until the sun would start to peak over the horizon, so the Lamb indulged in the serene moment by closing their eyes, drifting away to one of the most comfortable sleeps they’ve had in a long time.
#did I just fucking write a little ficlet#I was gonna write about my headcanon with Lamb but then it evolved into a mini fic#well I’m going to bed now I clearly need sleep if I’m writing fics suddenly LMAO#Don’t read this too hard I have zero writing skills this was highly indulgent#donutfloats fic#cult of the lamb#cotl#Pushing Daisies au#ficlet
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Okay so it is 1:20am and I should be going to bed but instead I’m gonna contribute to the endless conversation about how fucking fantastic the representation in hades is
Like as a queer person of colour I just get this massive wave of joy when I see my favourite characters look like me. Like I often forget how underrepresented people like me are in the media until I actually see it and it changes me fundamentally lol
Orpheus and eurydice have afros LIKE ME! Athena, ares, zeus and patroclus are black LIKE ME! Dusa is asexual and trans LIKE ME! Chaos is nonbinary LIKE ME! There’s also east/south asian representation via hermes and dionysus. And it’s all portrayed so casually, it’s not there to tick off a diversity box. Supergiant actually put thought and care into these designs and stories and that’s just so amazing to see especially within the gaming industry
To quote the creative director of supergiant from this article (which you should DEFINITELY check out)
“As we discussed and researched the Olympians from canon sources, something stood out that in retrospect was obvious: They’re called the Greek gods because they were worshiped in ancient Greece, not because they themselves are ethnically Greek.”
“Zeus rules all the heavens, not just the airspace over Greece, Poseidon rules all the sea and land. They sprang from the Titans, who sprang from primordial Chaos, the source of all creation. So it stands to reason that the gods represent all the people of the world, at least indirectly.”
Not only is it great to see sexuality represented but it’s represented well. Like everyone just knows zag is bi, there’s no coming out story and there’s no threat of discrimination. It’s just like yeah this is zagreus he likes men and women and pissing off his dad. When zag asks dusa about her body and she declines to talk about it he apologizes saying that he didn’t know any better. Everything is treated with so much respect it’s just so great
Again, my heart feels so full when I see portrayals like this. I looked in the mirror the other day and made a joke about how my hair looked like orpheus’ and that honestly made me so happy and giddy it was a little embarrassing lol
Anyways, I think I had more to say but I’m tired and my brain is foggy but I needed to rant about this because otherwise I might’ve exploded lmao
I just love this game so much
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hey 🙇🏻♀️
#forced myself to get out of bed since i couldnt sleep so now its not even 7am and i’m high as hell about to go grocery shopping lmao#idk how i feel about these so i’m posting them from a q#pictures with my glasses are so :/ but i literally always have them on#selfie#bisexual
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Sorry I’ve been kinda quiet btw 😭 I’ve been super art blocked so I haven’t really been able to sit down and draw much…
I’m really active on Bluesky tho, I try to post older art at least once a day over there lol
#Shameless self plug you should go follow me there. Tee hee.#Shima speaks#But YEAH idk why I just. Haven’t been up to arting lately…#I’ve been very tired like. Consistently. I think it might be my meds?#I recently upped the dosage and I’m tired on a near constant level#So I might. Need to talk to my doctor about that.#I get plenty of sleep! So idk what else it could be!#I want to go to bed right now but it’s only 6:30 here. Lmao. I’m turning into my mom she goes to bed at like 7 PM every night#Trying my best…but I’m in the trenches out here lads…
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idkidk it’s hard for me to sufficiently emphasise just how deeply plagiarism has affected me and the way I post. I think for anyone who has dealt with plagiarism or had their ideas lifted, there is a bit of a bruise that never really goes away? it can totally sap the joy out of not only writing but engaging in the community—having similar concepts is not a crime and can be a great way to connect with others. now it just makes me extremely wary and stirs up a lot of unpleasant feelings. I know it’s nice to have two cakes and you’ll all eat it happily but if the other person has used the exact same recipe I’m going to feel a bit shit. hell the other person might feel shit about it too idk 💀 this is poorly articulated ksksks
#obviously it’s clear when it’s actual plagiarism#but some people do and will still use ‘coincidence’ to excuse it#it makes you feel like you’re insane for even considering it#it isn’t that I have no confidence in my writing. I know my writing will be different. I know my cake tastes brilliant on its own#and of course it’s not always nicked. but the fact that the other cake is there at all is going to bother me for eternity#I guess I’m kinda like a hit dog except with fanfic LMAO#btw I’m talking very specific similarities. you and another person both doing the ‘shared a bed’ trope is not what I’m talking about#turning reblogs off because this is mostly a vent and not worded right and I’m sure someone will try come for my neck anyway#please don’t wilfully misunderstand what I’m saying#I know what plagiarism is believe me. as mentioned I am speaking on my own personal and specific experience#however you feel about it and how you handle it is valid and fine
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bruh
#system of a down#daron malakian#shavo odadjian#john dolmayan#serj tankian#I fucking love this#I didn’t post this on Reddit though#he’s giving ozzy vibes#I feel like he did his time in the spotlight and can now enjoy just being normal?#like out of the spotlight?#not to get too deep about a joke but#like we were never really told how bad his social anxiety is#as far as I’m aware#but I bet it’s a relief to just be at home#this is coming from someone who cried in a store at 14? because I lost sight of my mom and got overwhelmed#that’s just general mental illness though#anyway#I tested positive for not going to bed on time#again#dreading the email I know that’s awaiting me tomorrow lmao
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alright. y’all just might get chapter 12 of ncty tomorrow.
#technically today cause it’s 2 am but we’re gonna freaking see!#i was gonna go to sleep and i was about to pass out but i got hit with a wave of sadness and now im wide awake#also i’m def awake now cause i just farted and burped in bed and woke up live in ex and pissed her off cause i was too loud LMAO#(yes we still sleep in the same bed)#anyway…#stayed tuned and fingers crossed#belle speaks
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You just don't think antis are a problem because they're not in your fandoms. Once they start making posts with thousands of likes accusing you of being a pedophile and threatening to find out where you live and work so they can report your pedophilic tendencies because you ship teenagers (shounen characters), you'll start caring very quickly. Not in favour of that happening to you? Cool, you're a proshipper.
The fuck
#just woke up to get a glass of water#checked my phone and saw this#took me a whole minute to figure out what was going on lmao#it’s way too early to argue and also I don’t care enough at five in the morning#I just want to ask since when the fuck does teen wolf not have antis#holy shit the amount of antis in this fandom even years after the dumb show is over#but anyway I think you’re missing the point#there shouldn’t be proshippers or antis cuz it’s so pointless#pretty sure that’s what op meant#and nobody should care so much about it that they’re attacking ppl over it like you said#cuz don’t like don’t read is like basic decency and common sense#and most ppl have a lot more real life problems to deal with#than caring about what someone else thinks about character A going down on character B or whatever the problem is#but literally nobody is saying antis aren't a problem#we're actually saying antis are ridiculous for making such a big deal about sth that really doesn't matter in the greater scheme of things#that’s my 5am contribution I’m going back to bed
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thinkign of making an ask blog
#johnny/vio rambles#this is a terrible idea for multiple reasons#the main one being that I would probably get bored or forget about it within 1-2 months#but. I could be character#If I did actually end up doing it I would want to be one of the art ones#tgeres another problem with that though cause I am notoriously bad at drawing things consistently#eughhhh#the struggles 😔#I should definitely go to bed#ignore this lmao#unless you wanna add your thoughts#idk I’m going to sleep goodnight yall
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the track obviously had nothing to do with kuukou and i can’t help myself lmao but honobono showed up in the mtc track to quite literally cause chaos only and it kept making me think about that verse kuukou has about anarchy
#this is vee speaking#speed posting gomen i have thoughts but i also need to go to bed soon 😭😭😭😭😭#i wonder what kuukou’s reformed world looks like lol#like his call for anarchy is one of those things that contradicts what he does so what is kuukou’s ideal world i wonder#but i think at it’s core it would be to live freely which is maaaaybe what is going on with honobono at her core#and i don’t really want to be thinking about kuukou honobono potentials when there’s an mtc track to think about lol#but still on the note of kuukou lmao my brain has been tweaking out over kuukou’s voice lately lmao#like that part where kuukou laughs at the end of his 2nd verse in batfs has been sending me into FITS lol#i’m probably going thru another peaking kuukou obsession phase lol
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It’s 5 in the morning I should be asleep but I’m trying to decide which editions of stormlight archive to get
#I have been aggressively bitching about trade paperbacks for a long time#particularly in the last few days because the one I’m reading is AWKWARD#normally I am a b size bitch#but they split them into halves and I don’t want that#so I was like well mass market it is#but there’s illustrations in them#which I would like to be able to see properly#so do I want the hardcovers??#not for 65 fucking dollars a book I don’t Jesus Christ#and they will also be awkward and heavy to actually read#in a perfect world I would be able to buy b size with the tor cover art with nothing split into parts#or at least be able to go to a bookshop and flick through the mass market and see if the illustrations are small and tucked into the spine#but no one has them physically#it’s not even like I’m getting them now I was always gonna wait until book five so this is dumb and I should go to bed#if you have the mass markets tho lemme know about the illustrations lmao#stormlight archive#brandon sanderson
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see I am very disjointed from a lot of nine/ten fandom discourse because I genuinely believe that in a different world where space boy was not to be seen, had an older Rose gone to the hospital and bumped into a certain Doctor Jones by a vending machine or as she was taking Rose’s vitals, she would have instantly hit it off with Martha. and probably flirted with her a little on accident and then on purpose when Martha flirted back
#I can see Martha raising an eyebrow as she catches Rose (who definitely snuck out despite being on bedrest) by the vending machine#Rose probably snuck out of bed because the girl in the bed next to her was crying and she wanted to make her feel better#because she doesn’t really like hospitals either#and when she tells Martha this she’s surprised when the Doctor (who seems quite strong and a little serious) suddenly smiles#and shows her a trick to get extra sweets and chocolate out of the machine#and then tells her to hurry because the check-in sweep of Rose’s ward is about to begin#you just KNOW Rose would be Martha’s most combative patient but in all the best ways#always asking what that machine does. what that incomprehensible doctor scrawl means. if there’s something she can do to help other patients#and Martha loves it. loves how much Rose cares just like her. they gossip and they chat about their daily lives. they get closer#everytime Martha has to scold Rose for sneaking out of bed or doing something she shouldn’t#(even though she secretly adores it. she’s never really mad she just wants Rose to take care of herself as well as other people)#she sighs and says (in her most firm but still fond tone) ‘Miss Tyler-’#only to be struck in the heart again with a cheeky grin and a ‘yes Doctor Jones?’#and also Rose loves that Martha is a doctor. that Martha cares. that she works overtime. that almost all Martha’s patients love her#and the ones that don’t just aren’t kind people anyway. that Martha doesn’t condescend. that Martha cares and cares and cares#that Martha likes all the things about Rose that other people think make her difficult and trouble and too much#she likes the things that other people don’t like in Martha either. thinks she’s magic.#Rose Tyler is always going to love her Doctor. and Martha Jones will always love somebody who thinks everybody matters#I’m like. obsessed with them?? move OVER space boy (actually nine can get involved in this. lmao ten stay away)#they’d have been so cuteeeee#rtd failed to see the lesbionic possibility but I am no such coward. no fighting over boys here#martha jones#rose tyler#dw#doctor who
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also towa offering to get rei off every time rei’s inconvenienced. my guy just say you want him.
#slow damage#ok he’s only asked like twice so far but still lol#rei could stub his toe and towa would be like ‘oof. you know what will make you feel better? a blow job’#also towa being artistically obsessed w rei always sketching him and shit#i was like uhmm?? paint him???#but apparently he’s tried before……very interesting 🤔#tho i don’t know the context of it yet i haven’t gotten that far#i’ve been completing the interrogation sequences on my first try without a guide!#when i succeeded in kirihara’s interrogation i was like Slay.#then i saw the following scene and i was like Not So Slay. lmao#ok i’m posting way too much about this game i gotta go to bed#once again another bl visual novel has a chokehold on my brain#michi yaps
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Okay but that scene in Titanic where Rose decides you know what no I’m NOT going to guarantee my safety by staying in this lifeboat and she jumps back onto the ship and she and Jack immediately start SPRINTING to try and get to each other and when they finally do Jack kisses her all frantically and calls her stupid…that’s true love baby
#Okay so apparently I’m not done talking about Titanic (1997). Sorry#Little me was obsessed with this scene and adult me is NO different.#One day I will find someone who will rush down a flight of stairs to embrace me tightly#kiss me all over my face. And call me stupid#Can’t wait for it actually#Anyway I could go on and on about this scene. In this essay I will fashion.#But I won’t bc I need to go to bed lmao.#This scene will always be playing rent free in my head tho#‘Why’d you do that huh?!! You’re so stupid Rose!’#Me forever bitter that they killed Jack: This is fine#This is really embarrassing I’m so sorry. I can’t help it I love this stupid fuckign movie#Shima speaks
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Happy Monday
I’m 🙂 grateful 🙂 all 🙂 the 🙂 fucking 🙂 time 🙂
#me#tbh I like the vibe of this album but I feel like I’m too old for it lol#this song is growing on me tho honestly might make it onto the menty b playlist#aaanyway was at the gym at 6:15 this morning and I’m exhausted#didn’t go to bed early enough for that shit#but I got my lifts done and finished w 1200 stairs by 7:30 so I feel pretty accomplished 😌#started a new program month w my trainer today - phase 5 bitches#who would have thought#he also asked me for my weight/inches lost so he could brag abt me to his other clients 🥹🥹🥹#he’s so proud and it was validating at just the right time#bc ur girl is tired and my brain is fighting me a bit#but I’m not fking stopping#wow talk about a tag rant lmao ily if you read all these#Spotify
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