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OKOK HEAR ME OUT
this Yaz with this 13
#heheh women#im crazy for women#yes I’m crazy for Mandip with curls#like im crazy for Mandip in every way but oh my god Mandip with CURLS ??? don’t talk to me I can’t make coherent words#and ohh Jodie during rehearsals like does she knows how many women she’s killing ???#anyway curly yaz x short hair 13#thank u for listening to my Ted talk I’ll cry about women now#don’t talk to me they’re so pretty so beautiful so gorgeous#doctor who#dr who#dw#13th doctor#thirteenth doctor#yazmin khan#yaz khan#yasmin khan#yaz x 13#yaz x thirteen#thasmin#mandip gill#jodie whittaker#the doctor
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started a sourdough starter!!! It’s not even that much abt bread; I just like the idea of having a pet and this is about the max amount of responsibility I’m looking for rn
#an emotional support living flour sludge if u will#altho the conditions aren’t ideal rn: it’s negative degrees so I don’t have a warm enough of a place probably so if (big if) it starts to#ferment it’ll take longer (which means u gotta be extra much on the lookout for mold)#could put it in the oven with just the light on but that freaks me out; I don’t wanna have the oven on for like days (even tho it wouldn’t#actually be on)#also I only have all-purpose flour & whole meal is the best one to induce fermentation#also the flour is past it’s best before date bc I haven’t rly been baking (also one of thr reasons I’m doing this bc like gotta use#up the flour somehow)#so u know we’ll see if anything comes out of this#if nothing else at least I’ll have a project for a couple days#also I’m not naming it yet; that’s for when it’s going strong bc I don’t need to be crying after getting emotionally attached to a#blob of flour & water when said blob dies tragically#march 2024#2024
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Ok I’m finally brave enough to post this,,, here’s one of my One Piece OCs!! Her name is Feli and she’s a half-koi fishman! She’s a giant woman who’s super strong and I love her very much!! She’s based on traditional Spanish attires 🫡 that’s all. she’s my little meow meow.
#chia draws#one piece#(under her breath) I am cringe but I am free I am cringe but I am free#fuck you don’t know how nervous I am about posting this#I come from ye olden times where OCs were cringe#it’s the first time I share them on public#one piece oc#original character#whatever!!! who cares!!! cringe is dead!!#if u wanna ask me questions about her I’ll literally cry btw#i love women#Red Fist Emi
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Gomzzzzz hello!!! I’ve been lurking in your blog for like, over a year now and I just wanted to say, your art is so freaking amazing and cute....the big cheeks!! I’ve always struggled with confidence in my own work, to the point where sharing anything felt almost impossible (stare at my stuff for hours only to delete them) But seeing you do your thing? I decided to try posting too. Okay it took a while but when I did I was fully expecting it to get like… 2 likes, max. But then YOU reblogged it, and my phone basically exploded. I’m not even kidding—my notifications were wild, and for the first time, I actually felt proud of something I made. It might sound silly and you probably don't know which art of mine you reblog but it really hyped me up and frankly...i found back the feel to draw again. I can't thank you enough for doing what you do, for making cod space a better and nicer place (your reblogs on others are always soooo positive and top tier)
Anyway, I’m keeping myself anonymous because, uhhh, social anxiety vibes and don’t want to overwhelm you;w; but I hope you know how much you’ve impacted people like me just by being yourself. I’m wishing you the absolute best for 2025!! zapping you with my beams to give you braincells for your school stuff
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CryING iN THE CLUB— (my room)
Shark anon, thank you for the sweetest words, I really needed this today…and I’m so proud of you for finding back the love to draw again. I hope 2025 will be a blast for you too man!! Remember to take rest and have a good year ahead
#im trying to guess who you are…#theres a few people in my head but I really cant be sure…i did text one of them to check but its unlikely#i feel like you’re right tho if u didnt remain anon i would’ve panic#LMAO#i know its weird and like hard to really like what you draw i feel ya#idk about me making the fandom space nicer im just being chaotic af tho NDJSJDJSJS BUT THANK YOU 😭#this year I’ve been digging thru the tags and trying to find more creators around and share it to everyone#give the lil boost cuz they can do so much#i started from zero its time i give some of those numbers to everyone else#bee is this u (bcuz of the face) if its u im smothering u with love gdi#urhhjjjhghhhh (rubs my face + deep breath) ok i think im good#(breathes out) nope im crying again (SOBS LOUDLY)#its the stress hsing this opportunity to release itself#ok but this is genuinely so nice of you i really cant#even word it properly without JFJSJDJS WITHOUT SCREAMING EEEEEHHHRGGGH#im gonna exPLODE#LOVE LETTER FOR ME BASICALLY#you guys are too nice 😭💛#boop#naur man this needs to be added to my pin post or somewhere so i can reread it#ask response#thanks for the ask <3#gomz having a melt down#sorry btw if this response is short my brain is still full of uni stuff i HRGH#didnt wanna make u wait either#<3#just know i’ll be thinkinf about this forever#njjrjjjnnnn *gomz melts*
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bestieesssss /platonic
(Xīn Yá belongs to me, Sailor belongs to @crow-cap)
#some of these are kind of out of context so I’ll explain a bit djshdhshs#Xīn Yá’s fruit are ‘oranges’ but this could also mean fruits like tangerines and clementines#their taste also changes depending on Xīn’s mood. it does taste like orange but it could be sweeter or sour. if you get them really mad it#could be spicy somehow.. however the fruits healing powers and taste only work if you’re within a certain range of Xīn Yá. if u try to leave#the island with a shit ton of her fruit you just have a bunch of regular oranges. so you can’t just grab a bunch and save em for later exp#expecting it to work. although crow told me Sailor would take some oranges with him fully knowing they would end up being regular oranges#once he leaves. the idea of him taking them as souvenirs makes me cry EVERYTIME#LIKE CMON.. XĪN IS SO USED TO BEING USED AS A TOOL TO HEAL PPL OR SERVE OTHERS SO JUST. ACCEPTING EVEN READILY TAKING THEM#WITH YOU KNOWING ITS NOT GONNA DO SHIT IT JUST REMINDS YOU OF HER.. OUGGHHFFFFHHHH#on that note since sailor is their first friend it’s very fun watching their interactions dhfhsh. Sailor has actually been around and#might even have a social life so Xīn is learning a lot of new things sjfjfs#bc of that Xīn is probably possessive of him and hates it when he leaves. sailor asking them to come with him would also be a good chance to#show them how to ride and sail a boat so they can come with him but their reclusiveness outweighs that. sorry sailor shfhfsg#I lov themb#myart#my art#doodles#Lego Monkie kid#lmk#Monkie kid#lmk ocs#lmk oc#Xīn Yá#Xin Ya#little sailor#friend oc#my oc
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don’t trust your brain after 7pm (winter mode) don’t trust your brain after 7pm (winter mode) don’t trust your brain after 7pm (winter mode)
#marzi speaks#hi i’m fine. no intrusive thoughts or anything like genuinely i’m ok#just thinking a bit too hard about a bit too much at once#i loveeeee anxiety rumination brain. can we GO TO SLEEP#i offered to drive my dad to his pharmacy tomorrow since i’m getting my pneumonia shot there as well#it is a perfectly safe drive and i know the route exactly. but i haven’t been at a traffic light in months#i’m nervous 👍 i’m most nervous about the parking#i’ll feel better once i do it. and now that i offered to i can’t back down unless it becomes a matter of safety#which it won’t because i know i can do it#but if i avoid doing it now it’ll just reinforce the fear. so i have to push myself a little#and i’m overthinking with that and everything else. as per usual i feel like i have no time. which is Freaky Scary !!#hooray for anxiety rumination brain. oh hey i basically already said that. my mind’s running in circles can u tell :3#i AM okay tho. i’ve had worse anxiety spells. think i just need to get to sleep. and maybe have a cry first we’ll see
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keep thinking abt hoshina and mina GOD.. (spoilers for manga and kn8 bside)
given what hoshina said about his previous division treating him like a burden/parasite just because he can’t handle firearms and specializes in his swords… how tiring must it have been to have to work with those people each mission despite having a common goal?
and how tiring must it have been to be constantly told off by his own father for wanting to continue his family’s tradition, or to be told to give up on being part of the jakdf by his own teacher -
before mina, a high ranking commander personally reached out to him, to recruit him into her team?
the fact that she didn’t see him during joint trainings and think: why bother with that? why bother with blades when bigger kaiju will appear? when she personally deals with bigger kaiju herself.
but she instead saw him and thought: he can help me, he can cover my weaknesses (mina not being able to handle a vegetable peeler is hilarious) and he’s someone i can trust
she sees potential in him, she sees how he can excel within her division, she saw hoshina and as captain - has probably heard everyone talk shit about him but she was still certain that he’d be one of her division’s greatest asset
(and even when platoon leader ebina refused to let hoshina help out, mina stood firm on her decision and her claim that hoshina would be useful. when she asked him if he could take down the big kaiju, and he could only promise saving the child within it - she believed him, took his word for it and waited until he carried out his promise.)
and now hoshina is the vice captain, putting faith in a new recruit whom most people wouldn’t have believed in… full fucking cycle..
tldr: it makes me rly fucking emotional to think about how hoshina was given a reason to continue improving with his swords after being told to give up all this time… and how mina had never once thought his abilities were useless 👍
also makes me crazy how protective he is of his position as vice captain, as the person who stands by captain ashiro’s side…
#egg boils#im crazyyyyyy#soshimina#thank you kn8 bside hoshina arc . II CANTTTTT#when we get to the next two episodes i will be seated and crying#the video rings in my head like 20 times i say “i won’t let you have my position next to captain ashiro okay do u want me to kms…?#long post#sorry.#/9446#kaiju no.8#i need to look at my brain rot#sorry#every time i post it’s just like NURSE they’re saying the same thing again yes im saying this for the third time but i truly adore the bond#and mutual respect and her faith in him okay. hoshina makes me sad.#sometimes u just need the one (1) person to believe in u AND vouch for u no matter who decides to say shit…#the way he looked at her the two times she asked#him to join her division ohhhhh im crazy . love at first sight babes#hoshimina#<- idk which tag to use bc hsmn makes the most sense given we hear hoshina be called that#but .#gweh#yeah hoshimina probably makes most sense i’ll change my tags or just add what i deleted#also ☝️ they’re js really fucking goofy together#i think it’d take a few years before mina warms up to him but u can see how close they are (physical touch - bonking him#leaning close to read smth she’s showing him#taking a pic of him feeling down#etc etc please give me more interactions yall im starving#also btw on the flip side i think it’s a bit. You Know to have mina openly ask or recruit a new member who specifically for the sake of#Helping Her#for the sake of having someone she can rely on . like she relies on the entire division obviously but . BUT!!!!! listen listen [waves hands
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I’ve been rewatching bnha and the amount of time it takes to get to Dabi is CRIMINAL
#like watching now I’m like damn I sped through these first eps cause#I remember being obsessed w him so immediately…..#but also I had like seen him and other characters before I actually started it u know#it was over before it began…..#anyways if I don’t see him tonight I’ll cry#ghost thoughts
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i know it’s a stupid thing to whine about and i’m sorry but the low engagement in my fics lately is super bumming me out, plus the wildfires means there’s no sunlight rn and that uh. is generally bad. for my brain. so i’m going to take a break for a bit?? for at least tonight. i need to sort my shit out and do some writing practice to figure out what i’m doing wrong. FRF is definitely still on and queued for tomorrow, and i haven’t decided about wip wednesday yet (not even sure if i’m continuing that bc so far that’s been a flop) so i’ll let y’all know :) be safe and stay healthy everyone i’ll be back soon
#i feel so bad guys i’m sorry#but lately every time i post i feel like i’m failing the peer review and since i am among the most sensitive it bitches you will ever meet#that is going unwell for me#u know that scene in inside. where bo is like yeah so my mental health is kind of at an atl#not atlanta#but all time low?#that’s me rn.#lol#anyways. i’m still going to be writing lots bc writing still makes me feel good#it’s just the posting that makes me want to cry#so.#anyways sorry this is cringe and embarrassing and emotional#i’ll be back either tomorrow or with further information tomorrow#depends on if my seasonal depressed ass sees the sun or not lol you’d be shocked at how fast i spiral#lmao#personal#announcement#?
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hey, for purely angst purposes, listen to the song "in the wind" by lord huron, imagine it as a song from zuko to (dead) sokka, and fucking suffer. obviously older zukka here but i love the suffering.
hey anon? yeah, FUCK you
I literally will never ever recover from this
“You are the purest soul I’ve ever known in my life.” Shut up shut up SHUT UP
“You know where you can find me again. I’ll be waiting here ‘til the stars fall out of the sky.” SCREAMING CRYING??? Imagining Sokka in the spirit world and Zuko knowing that he’s there but he can’t do anything about it because the connection to the spirit world was severed hundreds of thousands of years ago and he feels helpless because Sokka is RIGHT THERE-
“When you left I was far too young.” BC HE DIED YOUNG.
“To know you were worth more than the moon and the sun.” Do I even need to explain this one 😭😭
“You are still alive when I look to the sky in the night.” BC SOKKA SHOWED HIM THE SOUTHERN LIGHTS FUCK OFF
“I would wait for a thousand years, I would wait right here by the lake my dear.” Imagining Zuko sitting by the turtleduck pond, just staring at all the spots that Sokka and him used to sit. Sometimes he just stares at the water for hours, head empty but filled with grief. AGHHhH
“Years have gone but the pain is the same.” Don’t even want to imagine lok Zuko mourning him rn
“I have passed my days with the sound of your name.” Him rereading old letters, trying desperately to remember Sokka’s voice, always saying his name to himself so he’d never forget, even if he knows he won’t.
“Well they say that you’re gone and I should move on, I wonder: how do they know, baby?” All of his palace staff and friends and family knowing that even if Zuko acts like he’s moved on he hasn’t and they can’t do anything but stare at him with pity and he hates that they know
“Death is a wall but it can’t be the end.” HES IN THE SPIRIT WORLD WAITING FOR YOU 😭
“You are my protector and my best friend.” …..I need a 45 minute nap to recover from this line
Yeah so uh, this is the dead Sokka from Zuko song
Anon I demand a 200 word, fully formatted apology x
#atla#zukka#zuko x sokka#asks#my asks#AHHHHHHHHHHHHH IM FUCKING#CRYING????#NO I CANT I CANT DO RHIS RN#WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO MEEEEEEE#ITS SO THEM BUT IM#I CANT#YES I NEEDED TO DO A WHOLE ANALYSIS BC IM INSANE LIKE THAT#(anyway anon in all seriousness#thank u for hurting me and exposing me to this#bc I didn’t know I needed it until I needed it#like I’ll think about this forever#I’ll literally have to stop during my science exam tmr and think abt this#changed my brain chemistry changed the trajectory of my life#thank u)
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them having u drink a decent amount of any drink .and 30 min later tickling u rlly hard to make u piss urself😭😣
#ever since she said this to me i have not stopped thinking abt it.#like idk that’s so fucking embarrassing😭😭😭😭😭😵💫#me if fantasizing abt pissing myself from being ticked too much bc the humiliation is so fucking hot#but also knowing in reality when it happens im gonna be genuinely so fucking embarrassed i’ll probably cry 😭😭😭#i’m fucking insane .#and being treated like a dumb pathetic puppy who can’t control themself 😭😭😵💫#‘cmon u srsly can’t hold it?’ saying full well aware that they’re tickling u silly on ur worst spots#‘ur mama’s dumb little puppy aren’t u? can’t stop urself from having an accident? do i have to train u?’😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😭😭😭#i’m crazy#depraved ass omo shit idk
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crew writing - 1/29/2025
“I hope you are aware that it has been an hour since the intercom went off, General.” The sound of the typing that once filled the room came to a halt. “Please return to your assigned bedroom, we have work in the morning.” The typing then resumed, being accompanied by the beeping and buzzing of the surrounding machines. There was hardly any light on the 5th floor; it was cold and damp. Digiorno preferred to keep it this way because not only would it be easy for him to cool down but it would help the other machinery in here as well. Digiorno’s eyes are sensitive to bright lights, especially his more damaged and exposed one. So, he found it more comfortable to limit the lighting in here; the lamp he used whenever it came to paperwork was just right for him.
Tonight’s work was different and he really needed to get it done before morning hit. As much as he didn’t like to admit it, procrasinating was a problem for him, but he found his reasoning for it to be fair and understandable. The work he had to do simply just didn’t feel right to him. It was as if it was something he wasn’t made for. While he knew what it was that he had to do, it just wasn’t interesting to him at all. Sadly, Digiorno came to terms with the fact that this was something he was going to do forever. Minutes passed and Digiorno still hasn’t heard any movement from Cesare. Were they just standing there? Raising a brow and huffing, Digiorno turns his head completely around to check what exactly was happening behind him.
Oh, he was right; Cesare was just standing there. Digiorno squints, trying to register what exactly they were looking at. The General was wrapped in a blanket, trembling. Their “hair horns” weren’t present.
“Is there a problem, General?” Digiorno asked.
“I can’t sleep.”
Digiorno’s expression softened. Oh, so there is a problem. The robot hums, it’s body finally joins the direction his head was facing, the chair also turning with him. It kept it’s hands folded and on their lap, back straightened as it always was. Digiorno began to think, maybe he could provide some advice on what can help them fall asleep quicker? He could provide some melatonin, a warm drink, or maybe--
“Can I stay with you?” Cesare interrupted his thinking. He perks his head up and processed the question. Cesare wanted his company. Huh. Okay. Digiorno turns back to glance over to his work; he still had a lot to finish. Now scratching the back of their head, they sighed as they turn to face Cesare again. “I .. suppose you can. I hope you don’t mind the noise, and please watch your step; there are cables everywhere.” Digiorno watches Cesare grab a nearby chair and move it closer to his, now sitting down next to him. It fully turns right back around to face the screen again, going back to it’s previous task.
Cesare stares at the screen that was now in front of her. So many words. So many numbers.
Oh my god, this is fucking boring.
Apparently, it was so boring to the point Cesare started feeling drowsy. They hold onto their blanket just a little tighter as they lean against Digiorno. The robot felt this and glanced down at the other for just a moment. It felt warmth rise to it’s cheeks; his body almost immediately releasing steam. It wasn’t long until Cesare fell right asleep. They seemed somewhat comfortable in their current position and Digiorno noticed this. Was he bothered by it? No, no not really. However, this did mean he was gonna have some trouble moving without waking up the other.
..Whoops.
#the big man#dumb bitch cesare#pizza tower#pizza tower au#pizza crew#welcome to pizza crew#pizzaface#pizzaface pizza tower#digiorno pizzaface#pizza tower oc#cesare spaghetti#the pizza has a typewriter#ok. hi chat#i dont rlly write like this often but i am Trying#please be Nice to me or i will Cry#im trying to write little things everyday#i kinda wrote a little too much this time but this is like. the first one so whatever#i’ll probably try doing these earlier in the day too so i dont have to worry abt staying up writing these#i might not post these All The Time#idk ig that depends on what im writing#and how comfortable i feel#maybe i should do tags#for the vibe these have#maybe#[we are being nice today]#for this one#bc this one was mainly for comfort atp#idk. i dont feel like being mean rn im not in the right state for that either#please ask me questions though if u have any#i dont think the ppl who view this blog know a lot abt crew unless you’re like. a close friend of mine or we share a discord server
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I cry over everything now. I don’t deserve it
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he is so baby ohhhhhhhhh he’s making me CRY LOOK AT HIMMMMM
#katie.txt#inner demons quest my beloved!!!!!!!!!#i could talk about how much i love his personal quests all day especially this one like ohhhhhhh it makes me cry every time i replay it#the fact that you save him from the real prison and then now you save him again from the prison of his own making !!!!!!!#i know my blog is literally 85% all lucanis right now but…. did u know that i Love him?????????#do u know that i like him a normal amount??????????? because i do!!!!!!!#he is so special and so dear to me ohhhh i love him and i love his romance and i LOVE THIS GAME!!!!!#i’ll never stop talking about how much i love it!!!!!!! this game is everything to meeeeee#datv spoilers
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i think i did it i think i’m finally emotionally numb this is success
#on monday i absolutely lost my mind from anger and now i feel nothing i think that broke me#my family is even last minute imposing on us this weekend not giving us any solid plans#or if we have to pick them up from the airport etc etc and i don’t even care#and then to test it even further i’ve been listening to old money on repeat which i usually can’t do bc i’ll start crying#and i’m like oh wow what a beautiful song and that’s it. like it hurts me but i don’t feel it do u know what i mean#anyway success if i can keep this up i guess i can live the rest of my life#i feel like i’m a vampire diaries vampire and i turned off my humanity switch
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god bless mister radio head for giving us last flowers and motion picture soundtrack because I feel like a wounded dog.
Also I been crying about Anya from mouthwash oh my god my sweet summer angel i understand you and i love u . U don’t deserve any of this .
#crying for like 10 minutes my bros like I’m not having a good time and my ass knows I’ll be like oh my booey I’m okay let’s keep going then#I get sad again then it starts so much I fucking hate u jimmy from mouthwash u fuck up anya mouthwash#booey talks and shit
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