#i’ll be okay someday
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#i haven’t even seen or talked to this woman in more than a week and yet i’m still thinking about her#everything about her#her day-to-day#how i could make it easier#and it’s. well it feels wrong#because what i want is to fit into her life like a little puzzle piece#to love her and love her fiancé#sunglasses white man i never even met or spoke too LMAO#it’s like yeah what if they wanted me#what a joke#i’m a comedian#am i just so desperate to feel warm and safe that i project it into whoever#i’ll be okay someday
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bite size vocaloid (up to v5)
#wooo finished this. Sorry i stopped at v6 cuz i kinda dgaf about any of the new vocals#someday i’ll do a synthv version of this lolol#loneart#vocaloid#vocaloid2#vocaloid3#vocaloid4#vocaloid5#okay i’ll try tagging some of these#nekomura iroha#vocaloid lola#vocaloid miriam#vocaloid leon#luo tianyi#yuezheng ling#yanhe#vocaloid avanna#mo qingxian#yuezheng longya#zhiyu moke#mirai komachi#xingchen#cyber songman#meika hime#meika mikoto#ok i dont wanna. tag anymore. u get it#vsinger
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Did a little doodle of the twins on my lunchbreak, Nightmare is reading the story out for Dream c:
#UTDR#UTMV#I’m barely back from work and now I gotta sleep for it again tomorrow 😔#But have a lil pen scribble of the boys at least!#I love the idea of lil baby Nightmare excitedly telling Dream about this fantasy story#Because everyone assumes he chose a castle to be extra dramatic and brooding and intimidating#And yeah that’s part of it#But only Dream can still see the little kid sitting in an open field kicking his legs with excitement learning about castles#And maybe someday they’ll sit on the grass outside that castle and Nightmare will read a book aloud for him again#And everything will be okay#I also doodled my post from earlier about Nightmare getting so mad learning Cross’s past lol#But I’ll save that for another day#Goodnight guys!!! :D
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my collection grows
#randy cunningham#howard weinerman#rc9gn#randy cunningham 9th grade ninja#weinerham#fake tweets#I’ll come up w a better @ for Randy someday okay 😭#I have to make profiles for the other kids so I can do more creative stuff but for now . The Idiots
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he’s the only one I can draw atp it’s so depressing I hate this hoe (affectionate)
#do y’all fw with it#the outsiders#dallas winston#I’ll draw the rest of the gang someday I swear#i fucked up his hair so badly but its okay LMFAO
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i don’t really wanna live in a world where yosuke is less homophobic honestly. it’s interesting? i’d like to live in a world where persona the franchise is less extremely misogynistic (et al), but that’s actually different from yosuke the character exhibiting shitty biases. (are these things often presented similarly? sure, but they’re not at all inextricable. it’s pretty easy to not put teenage girls in skimpy outfits for sake of the camera while still having a character objectify them, as a purely hypothetical example). if you’re gonna rewrite a script to correct one of those things, yosuke being homophobic would not be my choice. it’s like not even his only issue. why not make him less misogynistic and mean and insecure and heteronormative and selfish while you’re at it? the various shittinesses are core yosuke characteristics, he’s a different guy if you get rid of them, even if it’s unpleasant. i think he’s interesting cause he sucks
#love and light to all the ppl who tell me abt the yosuke romance mod and how it makes him less homophobic#i appreciate the sentiment and you don’t gotta feel bad abt telling me a thing exists if i wanna avoid something uncomfortable#but i’m aware it exists and i’m not about that life !#someday i’ll get around to watching it and i’ll post about how it changes his character (for better or worse)#but it’s not something i’m interested in as my primary p4 experience#some people like yosuke in spite of his shittiness. i like him BECAUSE of his shittiness. we are not the same#and that’s okay! far be it from me to tell you how to enjoy things!#but while i sympathize with minimizing his unpleasantness it just doesn’t compel me#rambles#yosukeposting#man you know i’m in deep the way i post random takes apropos of nothing every now and again#despite being primarily into other things lol#i’ll get back to p4g eventually but rn i am playing ntwewyyyyy#yosuke’s not leaving my head anytime soon though. solemn nod
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Just tried to do a handstand again and got the wind knocked outta me
I hate gymnastics but I hate not being able to do them even more unfortunately
#personal stuff#rambling#my art#self portrait#someday I’ll do a solid handstand mark my fucking words#<-(i have never even pulled off a cartwheel I dunno why I’m so confident in this)#(I can front flip onto/off of things okay tho so I ain’t a complete lost cause)#cas’s newsprints
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I mean this with all the good intentions in the world but please stop calling Ashton a man. Please stop choosing one set of pronouns bc it’s “easier.”
Sincerely, a trans person who feels more and more dismissed each time it happens.
#ashton greymoore#critical role#Yes They are a fictional character#but the amnt of times someone decides to gender a nonbinary person bc it’s “easier” IRL tends to be a constant source of dysphoria for ppl#and to see it done in a fandom as queer as this is painful#maybe someday he’ll say they’re fine with it!!!! which is great!!! but until then don’t assume bc he’s masc that it’s okay#cr discourse ???? I don’t think it is but I’ll tag anyways#I’ve seen this SO MUCH esp in fanfic
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this is just a sketch cuz I ain’t gonna finish it in time for Vacker Weekend but… here’s Fitz and Biana?
@vackerweekend
#kotlc#(they’re judging you)#fitz vacker#biana vacker#I’ll probably finish it…. someday#Please don’t judge me for Fitz’s hair that’s just how I imagine it okay😭😭
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I think stolen century Magnus was like “omg Taako’s so cool and pretty and awesome and he’s my best friend and I think I’m in love with him a little bit” and Taako was like “he’s so FUCKING hot it makes me so FUCKING mad I hate him so FUCKING much. He is my best friend in the whole world.”
#icarus is talking#taagnus#this is mostly a goofy post but I do think Magnus was Taako’s first serious friend besides Lup.#he’d never been so close with someone who wasn’t her before#so he was very. hot and cold about their friendship. which Magnus was hurt by initially#but pretty soon he realized ohhhh okay that’s just how Taako is alright :) and tried to give him space when he needed it#i have a lot of thoughts. on their relationship. maybe I’ll write the fic someday.
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Today I fled a store bc a song I have a complicated history with came on.
and it wasn’t like. a famous song. I’ve dealt with pop songs coming on with painful connotations in public—recently in fact.
but today’s was a song written for a movie.
I’ve never heard it on the radio or in a store. it’s not really a popular song.
I used to love that song. And the movie it was written for. in some ways I still do.
but it was distressing to hear it out of the blue. especially bc I’d been reflecting on what the song reminds me of and how I’m in a better place before I went in. it was a cruel twist of irony that it came on.
I was holding clothes when the song started. I wanted to try them on but I felt trapped. I couldn’t fathom trying on clothes while that song played. I just put the clothes on the rack as fast as I could and hightailed it out of there before the first chorus finished.
all this to say: if you have the option to walk away from a distressing situation, even if it seems small and silly to make a big deal out of it, you can walk away. you don’t have to force yourself to be strong. you don’t have to endure. sometimes enduring is leaving and that’s ok.
#there’s stuff that I try really hard to avoid. I’ve taken great lengths to avoid it#to grow and be a better person and not dwell on my past#I struggle when I am exposed to those painful memories without warning#it’s happened a lot this year#but I handled it well today#I did not cry. I panicked a bit but I left the store and went somewhere else. I was okay. I’m getting better :)#but I swear if I hear this song in public again I’ll actually lose it dnsnsns#I was lucky#if this has happened in the grocery store when I had a basket full of groceries?????#y e e s h#well I mean I think that’s where I was when I heard the other song that haunts me :/#that one is way more famous tho so it isn’t as jarring#anyway#I love blocking tags I love leaving stores I love protecting my peace as best I can#cadence rambles#personal#someday I’ll reclaim that movie song for me bc it really is a lovely song#and I’ve already kinda reclaimed part of that movie for me?#but today was not the day haha
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Way to ruin my whole fuckin day you jackass
#stupid Timothée#why are you such a hypocritical bastard? I’m currently throwing things at you and kicking you in the shins#I hope your mother and sister are shaking you constantly bc I would be#I hope someday you look back in this in shame#I hope your mother and sister are shaming you constsntly bc I would be#‘have you dumped her yet or are you still being an asshole? still being an asshole? okay lmk once you’ve regained your brain cells and soul’#I’ll get over it the shock just fucks me up every time#shut up maggie#Timothée Chalamet#timothee chalamet#anti Kylie Jenner#kylie#kylie jenner#anti kylothée#anti kylothee
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wip wednesday: going thru my corny arc
#OKAY im back#sorry! working overtime pre paris airshow#i think I’m going to focus on this 80k of wips right now—just get them posted by the end of the summer#but u can keep sending in prompts if u want#and maybe someday I’ll actually be brave/creative enough to finish an AU#1. the frankly inevitable sickfic#2. this shit is so fucking corny but i literally can’t resist it anymore i just want them to say it all the time#3. have been slowly realizing lately that I’ve been slacking on how much the uranium mission probably fucked mav up#4. he is afraid of getting old & dying all over again#top gun#top gun maverick#pete maverick mitchell#tom iceman kazansky#icemav#top gun fanfiction#there’s so much thematic meat to be unpacked with ice’s cancer & eventual death#and I am sacrificing that thematic meat for my own mental health.#so you’re getting my analysis of mav’s death instead because i simply refuse to engage with an unhealthy ice#i know it’s wasted thematic potential & im sorry but i like 😭😭😭😭😭😭 cannot do it#we all have our little neuroses and ice’s death is mine#sorry I’m still in my ‘italicize dialogue to suggest surreality’ phase#i can literally track the very concrete ways my writing style has changed over the course of writing this series it RULES#progress!!!!!
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omfg did you have any content on that post you just posted? the one about leo never shutting up until hes in real pain? because you are very much Correct for that one holy hell it gets me every time
[ cw: violence mention / self sacrifice implied / ]
No content, just something I thought upon when thinking of the movie (something that is on my mind so very often.)
Just, thinking of Leo, when he’s separated from everyone and everything, being completely silent. Even being so horrifically beaten as he was, even being in a true nightmare scenario, he is silent in his suffering. Smiles through it, even.
At the moment where it would have been more than justified to make any noise, he stays silent.
#non au ask#violence mention /#self sacrifice /#I stg there are more instances of this in the actual series too but I can’t remember the actual details from the top of my head#I’ll have to do a rewatch someday#but yeah make no mistake he’s still that joking boy that’s legitimately who he is as a person#but silence meets him like an old friend the way only a Leo would know#side note but I also think the theme of him and silence kinda ties in to how-#he’s the best one at stealth plus the one who’s most likely to go off on his own#silence and isolation are two things that go hand in hand with his character#and what makes rise leo all the more interesting is how much he fights against that#his inclination toward talking and joking and his dependency on being with his brothers as a team works in tandem with his root nature#djjdjdj okay I’m getting pretentious now but I could write a lot about my personal interpretation of Leo as a character#(even though it 100% is prob me just looking too far into things lol but that’s the fun of fiction analysis huh)
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found these and was like ooooh Tihana would wear that 😆😆😆 some cursed dream ritual looking thingy. she would wear that
well okay she does!! for Toussaint ofc.
puppy man is confused
#cringe.#okay maybe someday I’ll finish this sketch but for now it’s uuhhh this.#amnesia game#frictional games#amnesia the bunker#amnesia rebirth#empress tihana#toussaint beaufoy
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arthurian adaptations fail the orkney brothers time and again. gawain is either virtuous or irredeemably sinful there’s never an in between which is where he belongs. he and agravaine are never the foils they should be and neither are nuanced characters at the same time. agravaine is given the murder of morgause which is missing the whole point of his character and that of gaheris. meanwhile…gaheris…exists. he should be gawain’s shadow and the most irritating person to agravaine in the universe. gareth is usually okay but his relationship with his brothers and lancelot needs to be strained to the breaking point, and I also think he should be on good terms with kay instead of framing him entirely antagonistic. mordred needs to be agravaine’s little buddy. it’s one of the best parts of the vulgate and some stories include it but they manipulate each other and that’s the wrong approach. they can’t know what they have is messed up, they don’t see it, they’re just hanging out and people die around them. none of the bros abuse their wives. i cannot stress this enough. non-negotiable. in fact their wives love them all dearly. an acquired taste. if you know you know. thank you.
#not accepting criticism#i’ve read many many adaptations#someday i will write out which books had the best of them#i liked Persia Woolley’s gawain he was balanced#lavinia collins has the best agravaine hands down no contest he’s perfect#i like gerald morris’s gaheris bc he pairs well with lynette which is hard to pull off#I liked cherith baldry’s gareth the best bc his relationship with lynors kay lancelot gawain all very deep#mordred…..haven’t found a mordred i super like tbh#he is okay in several things but none of them were great#aspects are good then he’ll do something i really hate & ruin it a little#some day i’ll find him…….#my post
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