#i can't sleep this au is making my heart hurt ;o;

[hyperdramas]

boyfriend shaped | lee seokmin

pairing: lee seokmin x reader

warnings: none, fluff, reader is implied to be female ('sweet girl', 'sweetheart'), non!idol au, mentions of dokyeom being a kindergarten teacher, dokyeom is boyfriend shaped in his newest ig post and i'm crying because of it

Dinner with your boyfriend was something you looked forward to.

Every Friday—since your boyfriend spent most of his week dealing with kindergarters who threw up on their sleeping mats and couldn't spell dog without adding an extra 'o'—promised to take you out to a nice fancy resturant and spend time with you afterwards.

The two of you were at a traditional Korean resturant this time around, and you couldn't help but stare at your attractive boyfriend from across the table, eyes runnig along his muscles and tanned skin.

After a few seconds of looking down at his menu, he catches your eyes, smiling as his sharp nose scrunches up in the cutest way.

"What?" He questions, obviously teasing. Seokmin knows better than anyone that you find yourself staring at him more often than not, and he loves teasing you for it (even if he does the same thing to you).

"You're so handsome and I love you." Sighing, you pull him by his hand, making him lean over the wooden table as you press your lemonade-tainted lips to his. He sighs under you, lips stretching into a gentle smile as he pecks your lips a few more times before pulling away.

His face is red, and his dark brown eyes are darting around the seating area as he pushes his horn rimmed glasses further upon his nose bridge.

"You're something else, you know that? I have to order for me and you in a minute, and you're over here complimenting me out of the blue and kissing me. How am I supposed to function with you kissing the thoughts out of me?" Seokmin sounds annoyed, but the smile on his face and the lovestruck look in his dark brown eyes makes you giggle.

"You don't mind it though, do you?" Sipping on your lemonade yet again, Seokmin chuckles, shaking his head as he closes the menu.

"No, I don't, but as I'd tell my kids—be patient, and good things will come to you." Seokmin's voice dropped an octave lower when he said the second half of that sentence, and you gasped, swatting his hand as he giggles cutely.

"You're absolutely diabolical, Seokmin." He chuckles at your choice of words, but doesn't deny it, smiling at you once more before the waiter appears at the side of the table.

After he finishes taking your orders, he grabs your menu for you and hands it to the waiter, thanking him for you as he directs his attention back to you.

"So, how was your day, sweet girl?" Seokmin locks his eyes on you, listening intently as you tell him all about your day.

You leave nothing out, mentioning everything from how you were about 20 minutes late to work due to a traffic jam, and the mediocre lunch you had on your break. Seokmin sits there patiently and listens, interjecting funny comments or comforting words when he can, and he encorages you as you begin to talk about the possibility of you quitting your stressful job.

"You really mean that?" You ask in disbelief, his sweet and tactful words making your eyes tear up as he nods, smiling at you as he pushes his nose to yours.

"Of course I mean it. I'll support you in whatever you want to do. Wherever you go, I follow. Whatever you do, I do." Seokmin's voice is so sweet and calming you can't argue with him any longer, and you lean in to kiss him again, smiling as he hums happily under you.

Seokmin wasn't usually this desperate for kisses, but it kept seeming as if he was making ways for you to kiss him. You thought it was cute, the way he was trying to be so nonchalant about it.

"Why are you so kissy today?" You question, and Seokmin pauses, eyes sparkling as he frowns slightly. "Why, do you not like it?" He sounds hurt, and it breaks your heart a little, seeing his dark brown widen like a kicked puppy.

"No, no, Min. I love it. I adore it, if I'm being honest," You smile, and Seokmin cheers up quickly, eyes darting down to your lips as he sighs.

"I love you, sweetheart." Seokmin said the phrase almost ever hour of every day, but times like this—where the mood was sweet and mellow—the three-word expression made you suddenly even more grateful for Seokmin's sweet heart and kind disposition.

"And I love you, Min." Grabbing his hands, you kiss each of his fingertips, smiling as Seokmin giggles, huffling cutely as you chuckle at his reaction.

[kamisama1kiss]

don’t mind me, just an anon dropping the idea of Descendants AU Lloyd Garmadon into your head so I’m not the only one suffering with the idea of it

...Wait, this is smart. Since we all know who his father is 🤭 that is so absolutely yummy! I saw this at about 5 am. And had a hard time falling asleep after wanting to see more of this AU. Whoever you are, you're an absolute genius

~~~

Lloyd Garmadon { Rotten to the core }

Platonic headcanons

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• I can definitely see him wear a lot of dark greens, black and gold details alongside some bone design along his outfit, taking insporation from when he was younger

• He is on the VK island. You can't change my mind

• Being one of the chosen ones to go alongside Mal, Evie, Jay, and Carlose to leave for Arudon (if we follow the storyline)

• It took him a lot longer to get used to all the none stealing, discovery of his new favourite food which would be sweets

• Mostly silent or scoffing at others with a nutural expression, but eventually, when getting closer to actually him considering you a friend som smaller hints of smile will be present

• Let only specific people touch him since he had little to nothing or not at all a good connection with his father and his mother, it made him feel weak which is a big no no

• A ton of stolen candy bars hidden under his pillow from the day

• Had naturally a mystery aura around him, being closest to the four other VK with a few others eventually around the school

• Would use his Oni aspect of him whenever anyone gets on his nerves to scare them off or just intimate the person

• Would constantly be on the move. He is everywhere yet nowhere at the same time

Romantic

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•Definitely the trope of you fell first he fell harder

• It took MONTHS for him to even know what the things he felt meant. After listening in on Evie and Mals' conversation, he would understand what he was infant having romantic feelings

•Definitely in denial, having never felt it before, which did scare him even more. Pushing you away at all cost

•The only reason why the relationship even started had to be because you asked/told him that you felt romantic twords him

• Still in denying it, but decided to try after thinking a few days in a row about it

"I suppose it can't hurt.. trying? Just be aware that it will not be a walk in the park."

"I understand that very well... even went through the thought many of time, I want this"

• The answer only made him feel more secure about his decision and felt safe to let you in, his heart having never gone this fast before, even from all the danger he has gone through

• He stole things for you just because it reminded him of you and thought you'd like it. Knowing it would make you smile made it worth getting in trouble

• No PDA whatsoever, but if lucky, maybe a little pinky finger holding in the start at least. It took months of resuring and convincing, but now, at least, he'd be willing to hold hand. Maybe even a hand on the small of their back

• If anyone says or looked at his s/o weirdly, he wouldn't hesitate to put the person in their place

• Prefers sitting in silence and just comfortably exist next to one another under the moon and stars

• Playing with his hair would simply put him to sleep within seconds. Any sort of touch from his s/o would immediately relax him. Being on guard and tense from being used to the island

I am tempted to make some sort of fanfiction of this AU 🤭🤭 if there are any suggestions, I'd happily write them of our very beloved evil oni boy.

I've been sat here for an hour, just giggling to myself

[sillyrandomwriter]

hello hello, gingerbread here, back with another angsty scenario that leads to guitarspear hurt/comfort!

let's say this is modern au, though it could work for hellaverse as well. i prefer this as a modern au hc though.

say this scenario takes place before adam and lute realize their feelings for each other. like, they're just friends with benefits, and lute's spending the night at the house like she usually does. the kids are with their other parents (lucifer, lilith, and eve). adam already knows he's in love with lute but he's too stubborn to actually do anything about it. and we've all agreed on the fact that adam has abandonment issues, right? right.

so, with that being said:

Adam has a nightmare about Lute leaving him and he wakes up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat. He checks the time---it's four o' clock in the morning. He's frantic and panicky, his heart is beating a mile a minute, and his breathing is unsteady. He knows he just woke up, but he feels like he's about to pass out. What is this? Why is he so anxious? Why won't his mind just slow down? Why is he like this?? It was just a stupid dream, why is he-- WHY THE FUCK IS HE CRYING?! Crying is weak, he's strong, he's a man, men don't cry, he can't cry, he can't be weak, he can't be vulnerable. Why is he still crying, why--- "Adam?" Lute says groggily. She's tired, why is Adam awake still..- She freezes. So does Adam. They stare at each other for a moment. "Adam..?" Lute says again, concerned. Is he crying?

Adam sniffs. "Uh.. haha.. oh! You're... still here. Right, I forgot. My bad if I woke you up. Go back to bed, nothing's wrong," he says in a tone that implies that something is definitely wrong.

Lute quickly but cautiously goes over to him and hops onto the bed. Adam is covering his face in embarrassment. He doesn't want Lute to see him like this.

"Adam, what's going on with you?" Lute asks. Her voice is soft but firm. It's kinda comforting, actually. Adam looks up from his hands at Lute. She's looking back at him worriedly. Adam notices how pretty she looks. She's so... fuck, she's so hot. Shit. Fuck. No, Adam, don't spiral, not in front of her, stop being like this you--

Lute hugs him. Adam is taken aback. But he's not complaining.

He hugs her back tight. They stay like this for a little while.

"Are you alright now?" Lute finally decides to ask. Adam nods, looking away. He's glad that it's too dark to see any actual colors, because his face must be tomato red. "Do you wanna tell me what caused this?" Lute inquires. Adam stays silent. Lute nods. "Fine by me. Good night, Adam," she says, getting up.

Before she can leave, she feels a light tug on her arm. Lute turns around.

"Uh.. stay," Adam says bluntly. He looks up. They make eye contact. "Please?"

Lute's heart skips a beat. They sleep together that night. Literally, not sexually.

...

sooooo what do we think of this? yay or nay?

i have read all of this but all i can say is that this is a certified yay. i now have the urge to write a oneshot on ao3 about this but its too early by the time im answering this

[icaruskey]

Once again, this is @pillowspace's AU that I'm kinda going AWOL with. I just want to make something a little more cheerful after leaving Y/N struggling to get home last night.

Clone AU is being a bit prickly, but I think that's mostly cause I want to draw for it rn and I'm still in the throes of color separations whenever I have a spare moment on my tablet. But that'll be done soonish I think? By the end of the week for sure because I need to start making my mylar sheets soon.

Time Loop whump fic will likely be pecked away at throughout the day to deal with school stress. This is just a quick palette cleanser since to me HD Y/N is a bit in the middle personality-wise.

TL is a lot more extraverted and kind, and Clone is the one most likely to cause the DCA to experience the first animatronic heart attack if they ever spoke because every other word would be fuck. HD is one of those people who recognizes the struggle they're in, but they can also find the good moments and appreciate them all the more while giving the bird to everything making life actively harder for them and their little brother.

"You sure you're fine." Gretchen sounds doubtful, but you smile and keep working.

"Positive. Look, nothing really happened in the grand scheme of things, right? I'm not hurt."

"Your hand is bruised, and you had to cancel your cards," Gretchen says, and to prove a point, she grabs your hand.

You flinch, pulling back. "I made it home in one piece and nothing really valuable got stolen," you reply archly, shoving the last of the books towards your friend. "Go put these away. I need to check the computer room to make sure no one needs help."

"This conversation isn't over," Gretchen warns, even as she pushes the cart away. The library is fairly quiet at this point in the day, early in the afternoon, before school is let out and you all get inundated with kids and teens looking to kill a couple hours before their parents get home. It's the perfect time to make sure everything is clean and ready for kids to play.

The computer room is actually pretty quiet, though there is one brightly colored splotch of a person in the corner. You can hear them tapping slowly at the keyboard as you check each computer, wiping things down and logging out of a couple accounts. Eventually, you've made it to the corner with the stranger, struck by just how tall they are.

"Is everything all right?" you ask brightly.

"O-oh!" The stranger is clearly startled, so you take an extra step back, just for safety. "Yes, sorry. I think we, I, signed up for an hour? Has time. passed that fast?"

"No, sorry. There's a timer in the corner, here." You tap at the monitor helpfully. "I didn't mean to confuse you. I just wanted to know if you needed any help."

The stranger doesn't reply, instead fidgeting with what you're guessing is a scarf around their face. "Is your hand okay?" They ask, and you quickly withdraw it, tucking it close to your chest. "I don't mean to pry. It just looks painful."

"Ah, well." You grimace, remembering that Gretchen is going to be on you the moment she's done with her returns. It's easier to hide in the computer room, and besides, what's the likelihood this stranger will talk to her? You decide to sit, still achey from last night and exhausted from a lack of sleep. "I was mugged last night."

"You were what?" The horror in their voice is less grating than it was with your friend, and when you smile, it just feels tired, not forced. "You can't possibly be okay after that!"

"I kind of have to be. It's making some of my duties today a little harder though. I can't exactly balance heavy boxes with this hand, and my coworkers are sweet, but if I don't do my work, I think they're going to send me home." You curl and uncurl your hand slowly, biting the inside of your cheek to keep from grimacing. "And I need the money, so. Here we are, you know?"

"Here we are," they agree, a bit distractedly. They pecked at the computer a little longer, apparently thinking as they suddenly turn back to you. "I can help you move those boxes. I-if you'd like I mean."

"Oh?" You pause, thinking. "Oh, uh. Sure! If you're sure that is. I --- yeah, it'd be really helpful, but you don't have to. You signed up for the computer and oh fuck, I've just started spilling my guts out to you."

They flinch when you curse, muttering something in the middle of your rambling before holding up one gloved (gloves indoors?) hand. "It's all right. We, I, like to help. Just point us in the right direction."

"Okay," you saw, drawing the word out until it's more a sound than a word. "You can help this time. But I'm going to have to do something in return."

"That's not really---"

"Nuh uh," you interrupt, wagging a finger (from the unbruised hand), in front of their face. "Fair's fair, and if you're helping me, I'm helping you. Consider this a rain check."

"Fine," they say, turning to log out of the computer. When they stand, you feel very, very small. "Lead the way, Mx. Librarian."

"That's Librarian Clerk to you," you say, a little teasingly. You do take point, walking through the library to where you and Gretchen had packed away the Halloween decorations. "And what do I call you?"

"Sun," they say, and they take the first of three boxes without so much as a grunt of exertion. Tall and strong. If you were a lesser person, you would be jealous. Maybe you are anyway.

"Sun," you repeat, and it's an unusual name for this unusual not-quite-a-stranger. You lead them towards the back, fiddling with your keys to find the one for the storage closet. "It's very nice to meet you."

"It's nice to meet you too."

[nicoline1998enilocin]

Can I request a very fluff one shot for your young tony au? First day/night with their newborn precious babies 😍 it's my dream raising babies with him

The First Night

PAIRING | Boyfriend!Young!Tony Stark x Girlfriend!Female!Reader

WORD COUNT | 2.8K

SUMMARY | After a difficult and prolonged labor and delivery, you're happy to finally spend time with your babies and boyfriend. The first night in the hospital and day at home is a lot, but with all the support around the four of you, you can get through it all.

WARNING(S) | This is your official trigger warning. Do not proceed if any of these topics upset you. Implied smut, mentions of breastfeeding, lots of hormones, and crying.

A/N | Thank you for this adorable request, Nonnie! This is one of the fluffiest pieces I have written to this day! I had a blast writing it, and I hope you will enjoy what I did with this 🖤

Likes, comments and reblogs will be very much appreciated 💚

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The birth of your twins hasn't been easy, and it had to be the most grueling 24 hours you've ever witnessed, but seeing both beautiful faces is worth every second of pain and tears.

Tony has been by your side for 24 hours, except for a few small breaks now and again, but he has the most loving and supporting boyfriend you could have asked for.

During your entire pregnancy, he doted on you every chance he got, getting you everything your heart desired and more. From lots of foot rubs when the twins got so big, your feet were hurting constantly to soothing every need you could have in the bedroom.

He has been there every step of the way, and you would not have it any other way. They may not have been planned, but Hudson and Orion are already a precious part of your family.

''Aren't they amazing? I still find it hard to believe I grew these two little Munchkins in my belly for the last 8.5 months,'' you say as you adjust Orion's little pink baby hat she's wearing, and she yawns before falling asleep again.

''You'd better believe it, I saw them come out of you,'' Tony jokes, and you chuckle, feeling extremely tired.

''Can you put her down for me? I need to sleep some more,'' you say directly, followed by a yawn of your own, and Tony can't help but laugh at the fact that Orion did the same thing less than a few minutes ago.

''Of course, Sunshine,'' he says as he puts Hudson in his little bed after adjusting his blue hat, and he keeps on sleeping as Tony picks up little Orion from your arms and puts her next to her brother.

Both his parents and your Mom have gone to a nearby hotel to be close to the four of you, but for now, you could rest up and let your body relax before going home tomorrow, your first day home with the little bundles of joy.

As soon as the twins are in their beds, a nurse comes to check up on them both, and they're still doing good, so you get the all-clear to sleep for a while, and they will wake you when it's feeding time.

''Did you want me to get you a bed as well for some sleep?'' the nurse asks Tony, and after confirming he'd like that, she's getting an extra bed. There's more than enough room for it, and he wants to be near his family the entire time.

''Get some more sleep, Sunshine; the nurse will wake you when it's time to feed them,'' Tony says as he sits on the edge of the bed, and you can't stop a few tears from escaping.

''Hey, what's wrong?'' he asks softly, which worsens it, thanks to the hormones raging through your body from the pregnancy and labor.

''N-nothing, it's s-stupid,'' you sob softly, though you're smiling through your tears. You're feeling happy, proud, and incredibly overwhelmed simultaneously, and the love Tony shows only makes it worse.

''Nothing's ever stupid if it has you crying, Sunshine. Can you tell me what's going on so I can make you feel better?'' he says as he grabs your face, rubbing your cheeks softly with his thumbs.

''I-I'm just o-overwhelmed,'' you hiccup. ''With t-the babies and a-all the l-love, it's a-a lot.''

You close your eyes and let the tears flow, feeling better now that you've told him what's on your mind.

''Oh, my sweet, sweet Sunshine. I know I can't even begin to comprehend what must be going through your mind and body after everything you've endured for the last 30 hours…'' Tony says as he places his forehead against yours.

''… But I need you to know that whatever's going on, I will never judge you for it because you're doing an amazing job as a Mom. You've kept them safe for 8.5 months; now it's our job to keep them safe. You're not going through this alone, and we also have the help of our parents, remember?'' he asks, and you nod.

''We can do this, Sunshine. And you deserve every ounce of love everyone gives you because you're the most amazing person I have ever met. Hudson and Orion have the best Mom they could have ever gotten, and I'm glad they chose you to be their Mommy,'' he says, and besides the tears that won't stop, you're sporting the biggest smile.

''I love you,'' you say as you capture Tony in a big hug, only interrupted by the nurse wheeling his bed into the room. It may not be as fancy or high-tech as your hospital bed, but Tony is okay with it as long as he's with all three of you.

After a few more soft kisses and reassurance, you've calmed down and fallen into a light slumber to replenish some of the energy drained out of your body for hours on end.

Tony is sitting on his bed reading his book as Orion wakes up and writhing a little beside her brother.

''Hey Babygirl,'' he coos at her as he's gotten up, holding her in his arms as she's waking up a little, probably hungry. This is the perfect timing because the nurse was just about to check on you to see if you're ready to feed them.

''Ms. Y/L/N?'' the nurse says as she softly wakes you up, and with a snort, you wake up, making Tony smile as you're trying to figure out where you are.

''I-I'm sorry,'' you say as you wipe your eyes, and you suddenly feel the urge to pee, so you tell the nurse, and she helps you get to the bathroom and change your post-labor padding. You're still bleeding, but the doctor assured you that's normal.

When you're done and seated on the bed, Tony hands you your daughter, and after cooing at her for a minute, she starts to get fussy, and the nurse explains she's most likely ravenous after a few hours of sleep.

''This will be your first time breastfeeding, so I'll be by your side every step of the way,'' she assures you, and the kind look in her eyes, and the reassuring smile make you feel at ease around her.

You open your gown, and Tony can't help but look at your breasts, which are much bigger than usual due to the milk stored in them, and he can never get enough of them.

''Stop staring, creep,'' you joke, and Tony quickly looks away as a deep crimson creeps over his entire face and down his neck, at which you can't help but laugh.

''S-sorry, I-I-I'll get... something,'' he says before rushing out of the room and leaving you to breastfeed in peace.

''I'm sorry for him; he just has a bit of a thing for my boobs,'' you sigh, and the nurse smiles.

''No worries, I've seen worse. And he's not the first Dad to react like this,'' she says, which makes you feel a little better, and before you know it, Orion has latched on and is drinking happily.

''So, how long have you two been together?'' the nurse asks as she supervises you to breastfeed your daughter, only adjusting your hold on her once since the rest comes naturally.

''We've been together for about a year and a half, actually; these two Munchkins were conceived during a night of drunk passion, so to speak,'' you sigh as you think back to that night.

''But in all honesty? I wouldn't have changed it for the world. Not only do I love my kids with all my heart, I love him too, and I can see myself growing old with him. Though our first order of business is graduating, since we're only a few weeks away from our college graduation,'' you tell the nurse, but what you don't know is that Tony is standing on the other side of the door, listening to you speaking about him and your life.

''Oh wow! What degree will you get?

''We're both getting our Bachelor's Degree in Dramatic Acting,'' you say with a big smile, even though you already know you're not using it.

''Tony is planning to put it to good use and become an actor, but as soon as I found out I was pregnant, I decided to go a different route after grad- Ouch!'' you exclaim suddenly when Orion is suckling too hard on your nipple.

''Someone's very hungry, apparently!'' the nurse says, but Orion immediately lets go again, and you sigh a sigh of relief when she does because they're very sensitive.

''As I said, I plan to take a different route after graduation and look for a stable job where I can still take care of the kids when Tony's away. I love acting with every fiber of my being, but these two will always come first,'' you tell the nurse, and she nods in understanding.

After this, Orion is full, and the nurse takes her from you to burp her so that you can relax a little again; during the next feeding, she'll let you burp them as well, but right now, you can enjoy the moment.

Tony was standing with his back against the wall outside the room, and he slowly slid down to have you two have your moment together. He didn't want to interrupt your heart-to-heart with the nurse, knowing you needed to talk to someone else for a change.

Next up is Hudson, who just woke up after Orion was put down, and it was the perfect moment, too, though he had a bit more difficulty latching on than his sister did.

After a few minutes, you let out a sigh of relief when he finally manages to find your nipple and latch on, eagerly drinking from your nipple.

You and the nurse kept talking for the entire duration of Hudson drinking and burping, and when he was in his bed again, Tony walked back in, greeting you with a small kiss on your lips that left you smiling like a lovesick idiot.

''I'll come back later, Y/N; you can rest some more, and when you need me, please don't hesitate to use the button on your right, okay?'' after you nod, you talk to Tony a bit before you both get some sleep, just like your babies, and every few hours the nurse wakes you for another feeding.

The following day could not come fast enough, and before you know it, you're discharged from the hospital with your two miracles. Tony's Dad, Howard, is picking the four of you up from the hospital while Maria and your Mom, Virginia, are getting the house ready.

You won't stay in your dorms for the first few weeks. Everything has already been moved from both of them, and you'll stay with his parents for a little while.

What you could not have known, however, is that Maria and Virginia are planning a small lunch for all seven of you. They have been working the entire morning to bake fresh bread, croissants, and other things, get the freshest fruits and spreads for the bread, and other items for brunch.

The table is beautifully decorated with a blue and pink tablecloth, and there's a small present for each of the babies, a blue and pink teddy bear for each of them, with their names stitched onto one of the paws.

When both Hudson and Orion are buckled into their carriers, you say one last thank you to all the nurses working, and after some previous goodbyes, you both take one of the babies with you as you follow Howard to the car.

The drive to Howard and Maria's house is pretty long, so you have to stop at a roadside diner to feed them - and yourselves - before finishing the ride home, which would be another two hours.

As soon as you've found a booth, you slide in with Orion, feeding her first, and as you drape a big towel over her to shield other customers from staring at you breastfeeding, a waitress walks over to all three of you.

''Welcome to The Family Diner! Can I get you started with some coffee on this wonderful morning?'' she asks in a cheery voice. Howard and Tony order a cup of coffee alongside an omelet, and you opt for a cup of tea and a cinnamon roll, something you've been craving for weeks.

Your order is with you very soon since it's relatively quiet in the diner, and the waitress takes some time to coo at Hudson, who's happily lying in his carrier right now.

''He's so gorgeous! And I bet his sibling is just as beautiful as he is,'' she says, and you nod with a big smile, and Tony shows her a picture of the two of them together.

''Ah, he has a little sister?! That's adorable! Well, I wish you all the best with your two wonderful babies,'' she says to you and Tony before walking off to take another customer's order.

Not long after, Orion is done, and she's quickly replaced with Hudson, who latches on effortlessly to your other nipple and who's about as hungry as his sister was not too long ago.

''God, it's a miracle how much these two can drink; I instantly feel 5 pounds lighter when they're done,'' you sigh as you sip your tea, followed by a much-needed bite of your cinnamon bun, with extra glaze on top.

When Hudson's finished, Tony and Howard are as well, and you give both your children a much-needed diaper change before heading back to the car and ending the drive.

About 30 minutes in, you've fallen asleep, just like the twins, and you're all getting some much-needed rest until you've arrived at Howard and Maria's house.

''Sunshine,'' Tony says as he nudges you awake, and you jolt forward, but you're stopped by the seatbelt cutting into your chest and neck as you do so, sitting back with a grimace.

''I'm sorry; I didn't mean to hurt you!'' Tony says as he unbuckles the seatbelt and helps you feel better with kisses, which always works. It's like he has some very magic kisses.

''Is okay, just don't do it again,'' you say before climbing out of the car. Howard already brought the twins inside, just like all of your stuff, and they're now being cared for by both your Moms.

''Are you ready to have some lunch?'' Tony asks as he guides you into the dining room, and the moment your eyes focus on the table, tears are threatening to spill again as you see all the blue and pink everywhere, but you haven't seen the bears yet.

''Please, take a seat, Sunshine,'' Tony says, and you gladly do, looking at the arrangement of bread, fruits, spreads, and other things on the table. The emotions are becoming too much, and you start sobbing loudly, Tony crouching beside you instantly to soothe you.

''What's wrong? Did we do too much, or not enough?'' he asks, worry visible on his face.

''No, i-it's perfect!'' you say as you wipe the tears from your face, taking everything in, and that's when you finally spot the teddy bears at the end of the table.

You guys didn't!'' you say before getting up and grabbing the bears, clutching them to your chest as you started sobbing uncontrollably, all the emotions that have been building up for days finally coming out.

''C'mere Sunshine, you're okay, you're doing perfectly right now. It's okay, let it all out,'' Tony says as he pulls you into his arms, his big hands rubbing soothing circles over your back as sobs wreak havoc in your body right now, tiring you completely.

When the sobs have died down, Tony slowly takes the bears from your hands and puts them on the table before grabbing your face and looking deep into your still-wet eyes.

''I think you need to lay down and properly rest for a few hours. Mom, Dad, and Virginia can take care of the twins for now, and you and I can cuddle for a while; how does that sound?'' he asks, and you nod.

''Alright, Sunshine, c'mon up,'' he says before picking you up bridal style, but you're too tired even to acknowledge it, and after a few understanding nods from the parents, he walks upstairs and to his bedroom.

He lays you down on the bed because you've already fallen asleep with complete exhaustion taking over, and he climbs in on his side of the bed, pulling you towards himself under the comforter, and the two of you take a well-deserved nap.

The rest of the day is spent either sleeping, feeding the babies, or taking things slow, and you're very thankful to have the help of all three of your parents right now because one thing is for sure: you would not have known what to do if it had just been the two of you.

[deatheatet]

Grace lived AU. Sort of a Trudy lived to AU.

Grace survived because Jake just got out, and in the link while it was in the mountains,Norm and Trudy got Grace there in time for Jake to show up as Toruk Makto. Since they got there faster,Grace was saved. But for this, AU Mo'at fixed her wound in her human body,and she was injured the whole three days and the battle day. Now, everyone is being healed and rounded up at the Tree of Souls. Both ally clans are still there as well. Story starts with Grace,Jake, and Norm talking at the lab, which was moved to the tree of souls area with Mo'at's permission. It's temporary, though.

"So your Ole'ektan now huh,Marine?"Grace grinned, teasing Jake, who rolled his eyes and scoffed playfully. Norm chuckled and rolled his eyes to

"Yeah, I can't figure it out myself. Why is this skxawn is Ole'ektan." Norm teased at Jake to. Jake didn't really mind because it was an understandably funny idea that he went from "Skxawn Sky person" to "Ole'ektan & Toruk Makto" in just three months. Eventually, it was getting dark, and they were all getting tired, but Inkeyni and her husband came over to them.

"Grace?" Inkeyni asked looking at her avatar. Grace,Jake and Norm all looked at each other and back.

"I'm Grace,honey. What is it?"Grace said

"My clans best warrior,Tey'ik,wants to see you. He is injured to as well."Inkeyni said. Jake and Norm watched Grace's eyes widen and looked at one another with a "This make any sense to you?" Look. Grace was quiet for a minute before she shook her head and said, "Uhm. Uh yeah. O-okay. I'll come." Grace started to leave with them when Jake called out."Hey, Grace? What's going on?" She flinched at him and said,"I'll tell y'all later, kid. Promise." And Grace walked away to the Taraygini clan tents. Later the decided to go find Grace since she hadn't come back yet.

Grace walked with Inkeyni to a tent where she was let in. Tey'ik was laying on a sleeping mat with a bandage on his torso,leg, and arm. Grace flinched.

"Well, he is asleep,but please wait till he awakens. He has been truly persistent in seeing you." Inkeyni said. Grace nodded, and she was left alone with her....."Old flame." For a moment, she just watched him,now a bit aged like her,but still very strong with muscles from swimming and climbing trees and cliffs. He was still handsome as ever, and even though his eyes were closed,she was willing to bet the gorgeous amber of his eyes hadn't changed either. She gently touched the side of his face,she couldn't help it,not when her favorite warrior, who was so mighty, was so vulnerable. Tey'ik's eyes opened and he smiled a little

"Grace."his still rough but strong and gentle voice rang out.

"How'd you know it was me?"She asked in a soft manner. In response,Tey'ik took her hand and held it up, gently touching her pinky finger. Grace smiled.

"Why did you want to see me,Tey'ik. I'm sure you have a powerful mate who's worried for you, " Grace said,even before she'd always known one day he'd leave her for a Na'vi woman.

"You're right." Tey'ik told her softly. "I do have a mate. A beautiful one,and she's sitting in front of me." Grace looked away."I'm not your mate Tey'ik,I never was." Tey'ik groaned softly and rubbed his eyes

"Eywa's sake,you're as stubborn as a sternbeast, woman," He told Grace. She flinched and said, "Just say it, Tey'ik. I'm not your mate."

"Grace" Tey'ik said taking her hand and holding over his chest,his heart "If I was not meant to love you and you not to be my love, Eywa would not have intertwined our fates this way." Grace went quiet and was crying a little. Tey'ik forced himself to sit up through the pain and wiped her tears with his hand. "Please do not cry,Yawne. It hurts me to see my lovely little demon cry. " Grace looked at him through her tears. She knew he wasn't lying and knew she'd deluded herself about believing she wasn't always going to be his, she whispered "Tey'ik...." Tey'ik gently cradled her face with his hand and leaned gently, kissing her. Grace kissed back,putting her hand over his on her cheek. They stayed like that for a moment before she pulled away. He smiled but winced and forced himself to lay down again. He smiled gently at Grace and murmured, "Go ahead and leave,Grace. Your body,both of them,need rest." Grace chuckled lightly and kissed him one more time before she moved herself out of the tent and to her own. Once there, she transferred back to her human body and grabbed a spare mask battery, and went back towards his tent. Jake and Norm stopped her, though. "Grace? What's going on, and what was that about earlier?"

[curiositeath]

curiositea mdzs/cql fic masterpost!

thanks for reading! <3

go to your bossom: knock there, and ask your heart what it doth know

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wwx wants tits and has some Gender about it

modern au, established relationship, recreational drug use, big tits (gender neutral), big tiddy goth bffs wq & wwx, gift fic

m/m, wangxian, 5.4k, not rated

more under the cut! ⬇️

rage is a quiet thing

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the bloodbath of nightless city, except jyl has her sword

cql canon divergence, ambiguous/open ending, mild gore, multipov, yunmeng trio feels, gift fic

gen, jyl & wwx & jc, 1.9k, not rated

remember (what?) today that you are loved

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wwx wakes alone. or, an anniversary

post-canon, grief/mourning, hurt/comfort, implied/referenced character death, happy ending, archived threadfic

m/m, wangxian, 1.2k, not rated

your bones don't rust - chapters 1/2

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ch 1: lwj has a bad day, wwx takes care of him

ch 2 (tbc): wwx has a bad day, lwj takes care of him

modern au, established relationship, fluff, anxiety, panic attacks, a love letter to yuer and to wangxian caring for each other, gift fic

m/m, wangxian, 1.9k, mature

I bruise you too

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a night hunt goes awry and jl finally gets to have a yellcry at his uncles

post-canon, hurt/comfort, angst with a happy ending, grief/mourning, yunmeng shuangjie feels, canon-typical violence, love as living not leaving, gift fic

gen, wwx & jc & jl, 2.7k, not rated

this quiet violence

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lwj is lost in his own mind. wwx & lqr use empathy to bring him back

post-canon, blood & injury, implied/referenced character death, canon-typical violence, established relationship, angst with a happy ending, empathy, threadfic archive

m/m, wangxian, wwx & lqr, 6k, explicit

many are the stars

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wwx finds clarity as he dies in lwj's arms

major character death, canon divergence, hurt/no comfort, angst, whumptober 2021

m/m, wangxian, 718w, not rated

lemon morning in a wash of rain

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lwj loves wwx, loses wwx, then gets him back

modern au with cultivation, grief/mourning, angst with a happy ending, anxiety, depression, time skips, slice of life but the life is sad until it isn't, explicit sexual content, dom/sub undertones

m/m + f/f, wangxian, 26.3k, explicit

painted in light - a lemon morning in a wash of rain side story

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lqr's meditation on lwj and lsz's grief

modern au with cultivation, hurt/comfort, grief/mourning, implied/referenced canonical character death, character study, gift fic

gen, lqr & lsz, 1.4k, general

if I don't make it back from where I'm going just know—

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lwj comes with wwx and the wens to the burial mounds. it changes everything

canon divergence, major character injury, angst with a happy ending, hurt/comfort, mutual pining, yllz!wwx typical horror imagery, mild gore, medical procedure (mild), implied golden core reveal, the real hero is communication, gift fic

m/m + f/f + f/m, wangxian, 6.9k, teen+

say I were to hold you in my hand

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the night lan zhan runs away with wei ying

modern au, childhood friends to lovers, good uncle lqr, fruit, hand-holding, thorough abuse of the lan sleep schedule but not in the way you think, gift fic

m/m, wangxian, 4.2k, teen+

everybody's bones are just hollow branches

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lwj plays inquiry for the ghosts of yiling, wwx dances with them

modern with cultivation au, empathy, hurt/comfort, ghosts, canon-typical violence, canon-typical explicit sexual content

m/m, wangxian, 6.4k, explicit

swim until you can't see land

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wwx falls into a river and realises he doesn't know how to swim anymore

post-canon, body dysphoria, dissociation, swimming, near-drowning, grief/mourning, yunmeng shuangjie feels, mentions of canon-typical violence, explicit sexual content

m/m, wangxian + wwx & jc, 7.4k, explicit

(open your hands)

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an (im)possible story of dreams, music, and physics

multiverse, modern au with no cultivation, modern au with cultivation, strangers to lovers, improper use of physics, happy ending, gift fic

m/m, wangxian, 14.7k, mature

felt it so strong (we don't even have to say goodbye)

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the wangxian speed run pretend husbands to fiancés meet-cute

modern au, strangers to lovers, single parent wwx, fake/pretend relationship to real relationship real fast, fluff and smut, gift fic

m/m, wangxian, 5.9k, explicit

nightingale of longing

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three times lwj almost proposes, two times wwx almost beats him to it, and the one time it finally happens

post-canon, fluff, hurt/comfort, idiots in love, minor injuries, established relationship

m/m, wangxian, 6.9k, teen+

what is holding is also being held

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wangxian are haunted by the powerful and lasting echoes of their past lives and maybe, just maybe, it’s fate

modern with cultivation au, soulmates, dream-sharing, reincarnation, childhood friends to lovers

m/m, wangxian, 5.4k, teen+

momentum deferred

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wwx dies in a car accident. or, maybe he doesn't

alternate universes, strangers to lovers, major character injury, angst with a happy ending

m/m, wangxian, 12.8k, teen+

[honeybeewhereartthee]

Crystal Hearts:

PART 01: A Distance Dream

»»-—Previous—-　➴CH1　—-Next —-««

This is Prequel of the crystal heart au. Long before the first Regression/ turn and the loops ever began.

When this alternative world is yet to enter the endless loop. Do you think everything is simple as it is?

»»————-　DATA #0000: MEETING　————-««

The moment the young light fae, Aira Shiratori come stumbling upon the sleeping fae inside the forbidden forest, being possess by another self and reaching out to help out. His memories and the dreaming doll somehow linked for a moment. But of course, not all is shared.

But as he held the cold hands you have, as the two of you hurried to leave the place that imprisoned you for how long. He was happy, he don't understand why, be don't understand why he felt he knew you before he did. He called you the name "MC" someone who's very important to him. Someone that suddenly disappear out of the blue.

Because of someone wish. But as he held your hand, he don't know you. But he swear he won't make the same mistakes as that phantom did. Because you now his friend, his your friend, your first friend too (finally his chance have come)

"MC~ your so cute as a little blob." Aira heard himself says as he hugged you, sharing his warmth to your cold form. You two stopped under the tree as the rain began to pour. "You almost get killed. Well at least you almost killed Aira Shiratori's body, your occupying." He heard you mumble, you acted way different from what age you look like, in his mind.

You and him should be the same age, yet when he heard you worry about him, he can't help but smile. "It's so nice to hear you worry about me. But I don't think I ever killed another me for occupying for a bit... " He mumble as he look at the rain outside.

"I'm more... Worried about mc situation... " In his mind a memory of a family person yet they don't seems the same, similar but different. They were smiling while holding someone with long purple hair as 'Aira' the doll could only smile as he watch from a far, but the image change the owner of the doll Aira only come home as soul, held by someone blue.

everyone was devastated. A feeling grow deep within a certain doll, it was there before but it takes root, he wonder... He wonder if it was him, would he too make the same mistake? Would his greed would make him wish for a world of what if.

The young light fae felt pain in his chest, it hurts so much but he can't scream. It felt like his only a voice in the back of his own body. Yet he can't do anything. He could only pain.

"Stop that. You should know. Faes are very sensitive about stuff. Especially the 'you' of this world. Each negative emotions you felt would be more painful for him... " You point out. " O-oh? S-sorry... Huhuhu... I'm sorry mc... I don't mean too .."

" It's 'my' fault. So it's fine." You reach out to wipe his tears away. That very moment the pain disappear. The young fae can finally breath. "Ah. Noir." You mumble as you reach out to his chest holding something he cannot see.

"It would be 'fine' since it's not 'you' totally. I will take away your noir heart... So if you wake up in 'your' 'reality' you won't be sad..." As you spoke those words the dreamer slowly waken up from his dream, leaving you two.

The light fae slowly gain control of his own body. Giving a soft kiss to his forehead, for him to not remember about the event that just occur to bother his days.

"Aira Shiratori." You called out his name. "That's your name right?" While holding a Crystalized heart on your hand. "H-huh.. y-YES?" He felt his cheeks warm up as he never have been this close distance with someone before.

"Ah... Sorry." You realize that his probably not use to the distance and was about to let go of him. "E-eh... Oh..." He seems sad to not be hugged anymore. "..." You saw it and hugged him, he squeak and blushes.

"I don't understand some stuff..." You mumble, not knowing what to do. "I... I don't anything either.. ahaha..." He felt embarrassed by that too but he hugs you back as the rain pour colder outside.

"Aira Shiratori... Why did you enter this place." You mumble while looking at the noir heart.

" I-i... " The young light fae suddenly remember about the bet. The fact he wasn't that brave and covered with fear, but he wanted to have friends once he prove it. " Wanted friends... " He mumble. He felt so devastated that no one wanted to befriend him, they think he look weird because he look like a foreigner and just because he come late and everyone already have their own group and won't accept a new kid.

"... Then I'll be your friend. Since I'm awake now, there's no point of going back to sleep." You pat his head. "REALLY? I-I... IM SO HAPPY!" He giggle and felt so warm despite the cold weather. Hearing his laughter, you finally smiled. " eHehe. Finally I have a friend..." His happiness can't be controlled, his smiled seems to be permanent on his face.

"Your the first one to be happy to meet me... To cry for me... I'm glad to be awaken by you." You mumble. 'well... They are both Aira Shiratori.' you thought.

Hearing what you say, remembering how you acted since earlier. "... I don't wanna be rude but your too adult like... I felt I'm the childish one..." He felt tears start to build up as he realize he might sound very rude for calling you out. "SORRY! PLS DONT GET MAD. I--" would you not be his friend anymore?' tears start to fall from his emerald eyes.

You look at him before you giggle. Your face brighten and your eyes show life.

"Ai ~ I won't ever get mad at you~ " you start to pet his head again to comfort him. "H-huh..

W-what... D-did you just..." He was so shook when you suddenly act different! "N-NO YOU DONT NEED TO CHANGE OR ANYTHING! HUHU... D-dont fake it.." he felt so bad.

You smile hopelessly as you wipe his tears away. "I only sound formal since I thought people don't want to be casually talk too." You honestly says. You watch the world through dreaming. Some people dislike being casually talk too, but if was you. You would act your favorite actor.

" N-no way. Nowayyouprobaly adjusting cause of meeee...."

" Ahhh.. don't cry! Don't cry! " You nervously wipe his tears away. " Ai~ pls don't cry! What if... What if I do a magic trick!" Even through your a fae, a magic trick would make one forget tears!

"M-magic trick...? *Hic."

"I will magically summon a bird!" You tried remembering what that certain amazing person do in your dream. "1... 2... 3.... AMAZING!" You held his hand and out over a huge leaf from beside you two as a fabric for magic.

When you removed the leaf, instead of a dove or bird. The two of you stared at the small fluffy creature with (color) eyes back at you two.

".... S-sorry." You felt shame that you cannot follow the trick the clown did. Your unable to meet aira eyes as you fidget.

"Uwahhh! A bunny!" Aira beam at the sight of the rabbit. You saw it and can't help but smile. " Ehehe. I'm the number fan of the worlds greatest actor. (◕દ◕)! I totally did not f-failed..." You look down as you said you last word.

"W-wait-- do you mean wataru hibiki? *GASP. H-HOW DID YOU KNOW HIM. IF YOUR SLEEPING ALL THIS TIME?" the light fae cannot believe this. He hugs the docile and huggable bunny who hide it's tail. And snuggle with him.

"Astral dreaming (◕દ◕) huehueh. I am his first fan!" You proudly says. " That attend spiritually... One day I'll watch him face to face. " Your now awake and you habe plans already. Be friends with aira for life and watch wataru hibiki performance!

»»————-　➴NOTE　————-««

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[cain-sawyer-son-of-the-saw]

I Lack Sleep, Here's Some OC Writing PART 1

Themes: Bubba Sawyer x Rosette (Cain's mother, my self-insert OC), Bubba and Rosette as parents, How Rosette met Bubba and fell in love, Cain and Anne-Marie Sawyer having adventures around the farm and involving other Sawyers

Tags/Warnings: S/O, male x female, fluff, 18+ (I'll separate the 18+ from the fluff), pregnancy, pregnancy kink, baby, babies, gore, cannibalism, stockholme syndrome, child, children, rough events (for example, abuse)

A BRIEF ABOUT MY OCs:

Rosette Sawyer, born Rosette Whitman in 1947, was born into a fairly rich, well-to-do family.

Having been kept fairly cooped up most of her life and being told what to do and what not to do in social situations by her parents really got on her nerves. She made it a point to make friends with people who were "weird" and "different" initially just to upset her family but soon realized that such people really made life more interesting.

Rosette would also frequently sneak out on road trips with her friends, against her parents' wishes. This is why she knows how to refill gas, replace oil and change a tire. Unfortunately, it is also why she knows how to wield seemingly everyday objects as weapons- she had to know how to defend herself if her friends ever temporarily had to leave her all alone.

Rosette was cursed by a Voodoo Priestess while on a trip with her friends to see an artifact museum located in New Orleans, Louisiana. For being in the wrong place at the wrong time, Rosette can now never bleed out and whatever is cut off will grow back. The only way to escape the curse is death- either by removal of or ceasing the functions of either the heart or the brain.

Rosette prefers to wear "country" themed outfits that show a lot of skin because it's often very hot down in the South. Quarter sleeves, rolled sleeves or no sleeves are for her and she does not mind showing her stomach either. She will wear pants but prefers shorts and skirts. Also, she is never without her cowgirl hat and boots.

Cain Sawyer, born some time in 1974, is the son and first born child of Rosette and Bubba Sawyer.

Cain is either very quiet or very verbal, depending on what view of him someone chooses to focus on.

Cain's mastery of the spoken English language is not very high-level. He has difficulty with matching words to the physical world around him, so if he does speak, the listener has to be very patient to hear him out correctly.

Cain much prefers to communicate via random, almost animalistic sounds and gestures, similarly to Bubba, because for the first few years of his life, Bubba had to spend the most time with him due to Drayton refusing to let Rosette officially join the family for so long.

Cain's best friend in my horror crossover AU (Texas Chainsaw x IT x Coraline) is Christopher Gray. Cain enjoys Chris' seemingly random, high-energy chaos and appreciates having someone around that can and will speak up for him.

Cain is very protective of his little sister, Anne-Marie Sawyer. He's a tall kid and he's not afraid to use that to his advantage to chase someone who has hurt her away.

Cain also loves to dress up just like his daddy but is afraid to let uncles Nubbins and Chop-Top catch him in drag so he usually waits for Anne to tell him she wants to play tea party and jumps at the chance.

Cain LOVES animals. Like, he doesn't even have the concept in his head that some of them can possibly kill him. He is a simple kid- he sees an animal, it is now his new best friend forever. Of course, this means Cain really loves chores around the farm that involve animals, too!

Cain is that kid who WOULD have been a mama's boy but since he didn't have a lot of time with his mama when he was small, he's 100% daddy's boy.

Cain's favorite comforts when he's small are climbing all over dad, grabbing handfuls of dad's hair and inhaling the smell and also sitting on his dad's shoulders. If he can't find his dad, he'll go find his mom and get her to hold him for a while. His comforts with his mom involve her either singing to him or reading him stories.

Cain is not a very good reader- he can probably only read basic baby board book words by himself- but he loves to look at picture books and have someone read them to him.

On weekends, Cain loves to get Uncle Chop-Top to turn on the radio or put on some records so they can jam out in the living room.

Cain's favorite pastime though is probably anything where he can use a hammer or a tenderizer. After an incident occurred where he learned he could throw a tenderizer hard enough to knock someone out in order to save himself and his dad from an attack, Bubba, Drayton, Nubbins and Chop-Top all realized he could be the next family butcher, just like his dad. So they started training him to use hammers/tenderizers fairly early on- Bubba and Nubbins would often try to show him better techniques and Drayton and Chop-Top would try to show him and teach him about different kinds of hammers and tenderizers and their "stats".

Cain also has knowledge of some things that most children should not. Namely: Firearms, arsony, larceny, defacement and a general understanding of terms and phrases that aren't meant for his age level. This is because Nubbins and Chop-Top make terrible babysitters and Christopher Gray, who looks 10 in human years but is actually 20 years old, has too much chaotic adult knowledge.

That said, Cain is generally well behaved and does what he's told but will fall to any one of those things if Chris eggs him on for any reason. In fact, Chris will HELP HIM light sticks of dynamite or paint the phrase "f*ck you" on the side of the barn in efforts to upset Drayton and mess up Pennywise.

Cain generally wears a semi-loose formal buttoned and collared work shirt, dark slacks, black boots and dark suspenders. He might occasionally add a tie to be like his dad.

Anne-Marie Sawyer, born in 1978, is the second child and first daughter of Rosette and Bubba Sawyer.

Anne's best friend is Christopher's twin sister, Jennifer Gray.

Rosette had recently been allowed to officially join the Sawyer household when Anne was born, so Anne never knew a day without her mom. She's 100% a mama's girl.

Anne-Marie is very much the "pampered princess" type. Lay one wrong finger on her and both her big brother and their dad will be on the scene in a heartbeat, weapons out.

Anne-Marie's style is also very "princess", as she loves to dress up a lot. Puffy sleeves and long, semi-decadent gowns, sometimes with glitter even and bows, are her favorite. If a princess dress isn't available, she's perfectly happy to settle for an old gingham gown as well. Anne will accept Mary Janes for footwear but largely prefers cowgirl boots, even with her princess dresses.

Anne loves to play "tea party" with her dolls and get dressed up and she's aware that Cain is into it too, so she will often talk him into playing with her- she will even help him get dressed up and do his makeup for him. She will also often get Bubba to join them and if he will let her, which he often does, she will do his makeup, too. In fact, Anne and Bubba will do each other's hair and makeup and if Cain wants, Bubba will fix him up, too.

Anne-Marie also loves to make things out of found objects. Especially bones. She will often sit down with Bubba or Nubbins and work on trinkets, carvings, jewelry, decor, you name it- out of bones and various body parts. Her favorite though is dolls and stuffed animals. Most of her dolls and stuffed animals were either made by her, Bubba or Nubbins or sometimes all together or in teams. Her favorite doll though was something she found already made by the side of the road- an old, discarded Raggedy Ann.

When Anne needs comfort from her parents, she's less a climber and more of a hugger. She loves to snuggle into her dad while he's holding her or into her mom's chest while being held. If parents aren't available, Cain will hold her and calm her down. Anne also likes to be sung or hummed to, which again, if parents aren't around to do it, Cain will try. She doesn't mind being read to either but really prefers stories a bit more when she's feeling better.

PART II COMING SOON

[quill-pen]

Miscellaneous Scrooge-related Ideas (For Fun!)

Idea list

Helena idea list

Name ideas

Brain revelations (My brain like to work on ideas in the background and spring them on me out of the blue.):

Scrooge has so much regret and it makes my heart hurt

How the Sullivans became Sullivans

Yeah, this is how Marley eats it

Hear me out: SEXY. VICTORIAN. LINGERIE. (Sorta)

Ebenezer teaches Bess to ice-skate

Make-up play in the bedroom for the Wolves

Bryant is just... an insane creep-o

My brain picks the most inopportune times to remind me of the soul-crushing things

The Urchins are kinda everybody's kids

Ebenezer signs his name on everything that belongs to him--EVERYTHING NSFW

KISSING IN THE RAIN?! SFW

Addie a journalist SFW

Sims AU: Not sundresses--moondresses SFW

Ebeness thoughts (Cute ideas with my OC and Scrooge):

The Big Bad Wolf SFW

Scrooge and first-time drunk reader/Bess SFW

Still Scrooge and drunk Bess SFW

Their names work so well together SFW

Bess is worthwhile as far as Eb is concerned SFW

Warmth pre-Bess and post-Bess SFW

Bess literally falling in love with Ebenezer SFW

Ebenezer playing the piano for Bess SFW

They admire each other in their sleep often SFW

She belongs with him SFW

So saucy! NSFW-ish

Just domestic sweetness SFW

Ebeness flower vibes SFW

Their love in a nutshell SFW

You're too precious SFW

Love and Moonlight SFW

Equal partnership SFW

Thoughts on fashion SFW ft. Oliver for comparison

The dichotomy of Bess SFW

Toddie thoughts (Cute ideas with my OC and Jenkins):

Toddie flower vibes SFW

Elnie thoughts (Cute ideas with my OC couple):

Nothing will part them SFW

Characters Quotes:

Bess ~ People can change

Bess ~ You're too charming

Ebenezer and Bess ~ Pity and sorrow

Ebenezer ~ My heart--forever yours

Bess ~ Where I belong

Ebeness ~ A forever kinda thing

Bess ~ So you wanna have more sons

Bess ~ Perpetually falling in love

Bess and Ebenezer ~ Not hard

Bess and Ebenezer ~ Dat ASS

Ebenezer ~ All moons have craters

Ebeness ~ All of you

Ebenezer ~ You don't have to earn it

Ebenezer ~ Moonlight

Character Conversations:

Lottie vs. Bess 1

Lottie vs. Bess 2

Lottie vs. Bess 3

Eb just can't stay annoyed with her

The grapevine never disappoints

Eb kisses Bess A LOT

Scrooge is late to the office A LOT

Ebenezer can't tell Bess 'no'--thus... ANIMALS

Immediate cuddles with wifey after a long day

Spontaneous affection

Drunk Bess

Mine--Yours

Puns

Move it or lose it

Late night conversations

You're not old

Timeless!Bess gets all prettied up and Connie knows what's up

Adonis indulges Bess' love of puns

A Timeless family game night

Character/Couple inspirations:

Ebeness inspirations

Toddie inspirations

[okietokiee]

Skwistok Copacabana AU where Rockso owns a nightclub called Coke-a-cabana and Toki is a popular dancer there and Skwisgaar is the bartender/occasionally plays the live music,,,,,,,,, Magnus is Rico,,,,, 

[chilumi-shipper]

Congrats on reaching 500 followers!!! I always like reading your works and they always make my day :DD

If I can still req, I'll just submit prompts and you can choose anyone you likee :> Like go wild with it :D

SFW: "We had a fight. It didn't mean I stopped caring." with a shy, gn s/o

NSFW: "Can my sweet baby eat Mommy's pussy, please?"

Yeahhh CONGRATULATIONSSS💃💃

I Still Care

Thoma x Shy!GN!Reader (Modern AU)

Summary: You and Thoma had an argument, it was hard to imagine, such a shy blob like you and a perfect guy like him, maybe it was about how he thinks you're too clingy because he was the only one who had actually befriended you, heck, he even started dating you. Either way, when you passed out and was brought to the hospital, you didn't even bother to call for him, did you think... that he stopped caring about you?

Prompt: "We had a fight. It didn't mean I stop caring."

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It was 2:11 am...

Ayaka, your only other friend, had walked into your hospital room, running to you immediately and wrapping her arms around you. "Oh, Y/N! Are you okay? I came as soon as I got your message." She had a worried voice as she hugs you, rubbing your back soothingly.

"I'm okay..." Your voice was a bit hoarse from staying up all night. "Just got a bit dizzy and fell over at the grocery store, but ok feeling better." The blue-haired girl pulled away from you, sitting beside your bed and looking at you in worry.

"I swear... I'm fine, in fact, Thoma doesn't even need to be here. I can be discharged and go home by--"

"Actually," Ayaka had cut your words off. "...I already called him. I couldn't just not tell him, I think he deserves to know that you're hospitalized." She gently grabbed your hand before playing with it.

"It wouldn't be fair for him to not know..." The girl beside you bit her lip, her gaze was apologetic.

You laughed a little to ease the tension. "You make it sound worse than it actually is."

You slumped on down onto the headrest, sighing heavily. "Maybe you can call him and tell him to not worry about coming here?" You almost sounded like you were begging.

"My world doesn't revolve around you! I can't always be there for all the insignificant things you do!" Thoma was yelling at you, you just suggested that maybe he should take a break from working all the time to hang out with you just a bit more.

"... I was just hoping that we could at least spend this day together?" You had tears in your eyes, but you held them in, it was just a bad day for him, he doesn't actually mean that he doesn't like spending time with you, that's what you tell yourself.

"Y/N, I'm home every night! But that's not enough for you, huh?" He forcefully shut his laptop, the sound it makes made you shudder.

Standing up from your shared bed, "You know what, I am so so tired. And an argument won't help me in anyway at all." Thoma was too blinded by frustration to see your glossy eyes and your hurt expression. He just walks passed you, "I'll sleep in the guest room tonight." He walked out of your room, leaving you there standing, desperately holding yourself together.

"Did you two... fought?" Ayaka was worried that it wasn't her place to ask, but she hates seeing her two best friends not seeing eye-to-eye.

You just wanted to get the argument, which was more so him yelling rather than an actual argument really, out of your head. But it was all you could ever think about.

"We're fine... It was just a petty fight."

Thoma walked through the door, walking up to you immediately. "What happened?!" He seemed more mad than he was worried, somehow, that pricks your heart a little.

Ayaka stepped back, giving room for Thoma to reach you.

"It's fine, I think it was just because I'm dehydrated." You told him, looking down on your hands as you feel his disapproving gaze on you.

"Your foot is in a cast. That's not because of dehydration." You looked at your bandaged foot, wiggling your toes.

"It's just a binding, not a cast."

"The nurse said that your foot might be sprained." Thoma sat down on where Ayaka previously was. The blond man looked at the girl behind him, and she immediately caught on.

"Maybe I'll just get some coffee, it's been a long night for you both."

A few minutes after Ayaka left, he spoke again. "You didn't call me." He stated coldly, but his voice seem pained. "So many things have happened, you got hurt, sent to the E.R, stayed here for five hours and nobody ever called me." His eyes were fixed on nothing but you, looking at you questioningly.

"Like I'm not your fucking boyfriend." You winced when Thoma cursed, he didn't do that a lot, now you know he's really mad. "We had a fight, Y/N. We ignored each other for days." You finally suck up the courage to look at him, but it was a mistake, the moment you looked at his watery eyes, you felt like you were about to break down. "But those few days, our argument... It didn't mean I stopped caring."

He sat up, gently putting his hands on your shoulder. "I really hope you know that. I hope you know that even if we have misunderstandings, I won't ever stop caring about you." It sounded like his voice was about to break.

"It's insignificant..."

"What?" Thoma's expression turned confused.

"Y-You said that you can't always be there for all the insignificant stuff. This is---" He slammed his hand onto the the bedside table, making you jump.

"Your safety isn't insignificant, Y/N. I... You know I didn't mean it like that!" You didn't like it when he yelled, you were always too shy, too quiet to ever pipe back. His hands fell on his face once an uncontrollable sob escapes your mouth.

You just melted back onto the bed, ready for his lecturing again. Seeing your figure job just look so tired and lonesome made Thoma bite back what he was about to say.

Ayaka walks back in, a tray of coffee cups in her hands. "I found a coffee shop! I've been walking around the cafeteria for twenty minutes, I just couldn't find it at first." She immediately shuts her mouth when she walked in, obviously sensing the awkward tension in the room. "I'll give you a few more minutes to talk." She closed the door immediately after that.

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After getting you on a wheelchair, drinking some coffee, and say goodbye to Ayaka after reassuring her five million times that you'll be okay, you were now in Thoma's car, ready to head home.

As he drove, the car was dead silent, your head resting on the wall beside you, whilst looking outside.

"Thoma! I never meant that you should only think about me. I just want us to be together more often." You reasoned with him, yet his face remained cold.

"Yeah, well thanks to you calling for me to go home, all my work is moved till next week. So I'll have to work my ass off for then." Your lover had laughed mockingly, clapping his hands at you. "So congratulations, Y/N! You got what you want, I'm home for the rest of the week and I'll be dying the next."

Your breathing starts to become heavy. "I-I didn't know! I'm sorry, okay. But can you please just listen to me."

"No! You listen to me. I am so sick and tired of your bullshit. Can you please just stop being so annoyingly clingy?!"

"I'm sorry." His ears perked up as he heard you words.

You feel your eyes beginning to water. "I'm sorry for being so clingy.... I'm s-sorry for making your work even harder." You start to stutter and your voice started to break. Your breathing was heavy once again.

"I just r-really love you, you're the first p-person to ever shower me with so much love." You were still looking outside the passenger window, your vision blurry from unshed tears. "I'm sorry you have to be with s-someone like me."

"I'm sorry that I make your life h-harder, that I always m-make a mess out of everything." Your throat desperately wanted to let out a few sobs, but you held on, you didn't want to look even more pathetic in front of him.

"I promise that... I'll never force you to h-hang out with me again. And I'll never be clingy, and I'll let you do w-whatever you want. And I won't ever c-complain again." Tears started to run down your face. You were scared, scared that how you acted before would drive him away, you were scared that the person you loved the most in this world would leave you.

Thoma parked the car in your garage, not having said anything throughout the whole ride. That scared you even more. Your body just felt so tired from the crying and frustration. He got out of the car, jogging to your side to carry you home.

As you were in his arms, you gently caressed his cheek. "I'm sorry, T-Thoma. I just really love you." That's what you said before you fell unconscious.

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Thoma couldn't stop his tears from falling, he was sat beside your sleeping form, your foot properly elevated to prevent any pain. He had your hand in his, kissing it again and again.

"Y/N... I'm sorry too, I... I didn't mean to hurt you." He whispered into the air, knowing full well that you couldn't hear him, yet he continues anyway. "I love being with you, I love it when you're clingy, I love hanging out with you, I love being with you." Thoma planted a soft kiss on your forehead. "I love you too..."

"Please, Y/N... don't ever promise me to stop being who you are..."

The next morning, everything was completely different, you woke up to the smell of a delicious aroma, you sat up, being careful with your foot.

The next minute, Thoma had entered your shared room, a tray with a plate of syrup covered pancakes and a glass of milkshake in his hands.

"Oh, you're awake. I made you breakfast... well, for lunch" He walked closer to you, sitting down and placing the tray on your lap after taking the milkshake so it doesn't spill. You're surprised, he's still there, he usually goes to work very early, and looking at the clock, it was 12:16 pm.

"You're... still here?" You had asked him, confused. He just chuckled at your question.

"Who else would take care of you?"

Last night, you did think about him leaving you all alone in the house with a sprained foot. If that happened, you would have just called Ayaka for help, she did say last night that if you ever need her, she'll be there.

For the entire day, Thoma had been with you, catering to your every need, even things you don't need. You know what all of that was about, but confronting him would just make you so tired all over again.

It was bed time, you were both in bed with only the moonlight giving light to the room.

"Y/N...?" Thoma was on his side, looking at your face.

You just hummed as a response, looking back at him.

"I love you..." You smiled as he said that, not even sure that he can see the curve of your lips.

You slowly inched closer to him, giving his lips a quick kiss. "I love you too."

"I don't want you to keep those promises." He stated, his hand holding onto yours yet again. You knew exactly what he was talking about.

"Are you sure...? I just don't want us to fight again..." You say, unsure of yourself.

"Y/N, I don't want you to ever feel like our relationship is some sort of prison, you have just as much say in this as I do."

"Is it okay to be clingy now?"

Thoma laughed slightly, "Of course, love." His body inches closer to you, carefully pulling you to his chest.

"Good, 'cause I was really missing your hugs." Your head nuzzled his chest.

"I'm pretty sure you'll be sick of them in a few days."

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So this is the prompt I chose and Thoma is the character I chose! I really hope you like it! And I'm really glad that my stories can make your day, you're so sweet.

As for the NSFW prompt you chose, I'll see what I can do, but I'll probably focus more on other requests too. Thank you!!!

[eternal-armin]

arcane characters taking care of you when you're sick.

slight modern au. characters include: jinx, vi, caitlyn, viktor, and sevika. (more will probably be added as time goes on, but i like these guys)

ₓₒ　jinx.　ₓₒ

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ if you get hurt/ill in any way she usually wants to kill whoever did it.

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ but when you're actually sick, like flu sick, she has no reason to hurt anyone. so instead resorts to literally never leaving you alone

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ if you need tylenol, a heating pad, more tissues, more blankets, she still won't leave you. sevika can get it. what would she do about it? protest?

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ literally doesn't give a single damn about her work, getting sick herself, or whatever else silco tries to push. you are her number one priority. number one as in #1-#100 on her priorities list

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ you want for nothing.

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ affection: she'll never let you go, she'll caress your hair and whisper to you (could be sweet things, could be innuendos, could be just like 'idc if you got sick because you forgot to take care of yourself, someone is still gonna die.)

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ she'll also just talk to you about anything and everything. when you speak she is heavily attentive.

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ food: gets you whatever you want. no matter how many coins she has to give up, it's worth it for you. even when you shouldn't eat, jinx has a hard time saying no to you. like

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ "i s'pose one thing won't do ya much harm, toots. waitwaitwait- no! you can't eat! i can't give you anything, alright?"

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ breaks her heart to tell you no so she just doesnt look at you when she says it. anyway

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ time alone: i mean jinx'll go somewhere you can't see her, but no matter what, her eyes are on you. (not that that's any different than normal). she'll be damned if something ever happens to you while she's away for just a few minutes.

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ watches over you while you sleep.

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ once again, some things just never change

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ but you look like an angel when you're asleep, how could she not???

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ you're always just like "jinx, i'm fine, i don't feel sick" but she can tell when something is up. you have no choice but to accept her heavenly hospitality

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ and for like at least three days after your temp comes back normal, she'll let you return to business as normal, but is constantly around you to be sure you don't get worse or get sick again. extra overprotective during those times, in all honestly.

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ if anyone even dares to get near you, they will receive the death glare of their life.

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ god forbid they touch you

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ and you will get the most amount of cuddles feckin' ever

ₓₒ　vi.　ₓₒ

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ scared to do anything at first, in all honesty

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ like, not only because she could get sick and doesn't want to get sick and need help, but it feels like any wrong move would make you get worse

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ usually consults someone before doing absolutely anything.

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ hhahh- i picture her texting/calling cait at 6 in the morning like 'hey uh my s/o is sick what do i do'

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ she just has to be sure!!

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ but once she's confident that whatever she's doing isn't also detrimental to your health, she's such a loving caretaker omg

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ she'll tell you jokes and stories, anything to get that cute smile back

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ speaking of cute, vi will constantly. constantly compliment you

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ whether it's literally directly flirting with you or slipping in a just "you know, cutie, i remember this..."

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ tries to stay awake with you, or read to you to help you sleep. usually ends up falling asleep on the chair beside you. sometimes you'll wake up to her slouched backward, sometimes to her bent over and snoozing on the bed beside you

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ and not wanting her to injure her back, you wake her up

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ (and maybe invite her into the bed so she can sleep properly)

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ once you start joking back with vi again, she knows you're getting better. something about your jokes is just a little different when you're ill, and so once you're back to your normal muses, she just gets so bubbly and happy

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ omg im gonna cry

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ and when you get really bad, like body aches and throwing up bad, your wish is her command. anything under the sun you could possibly want, is yours.

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ probably consulted a doctor the moment you started sneezing, but will do it as often as necessary to be sure her cupcake is okay

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ still endlessly cautious, but also still affectionate and loving

ₓₒ　caitlyn.　ₓₒ

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ encyclopedic knowledge of flus, colds, and other seasonal ills. also encyclopedic knowledge of how to care for someone with said ills

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ very no bullshit. "i'm sorry, darling, but you're sick. you can't. there's no two ways about it."

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ still apologizes with stories and affection, and eventually, food, once you're all better. makes up for what you couldn't eat, definitely

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ hums lullabies to help you fall asleep dont @ me

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ sometimes they're established lullabies, and sometimes she just makes them up as she goes along. you try to hum along and harmonize, but when your voice is hoarse, it's hard

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ she still absolutely treasures it, though

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ and you two share a laugh when you completely misread where the tune is going

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ strokes your hair gently and gives you butterfly kisses

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ tries to include you in the day-to-day even when you aren't doing your best. seeks your advice on things you know better, converses with you about the day's happenings, always tries to include you in things

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ has the most comfortable pajamas for you.

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ on that note, helps you get changed, helps you bathe, makes sure you keep up on your hygeine and will drag you to the bath if you try to resist

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ her touch is so gentle. like damn. like vi is just scared to hurt you more; cait knows she won't, but still handles you like you're made of glass

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ gets a little flustered when you thank her. i mean, she kind of expects it, but seeing you saying it so gratefully and almost sheepishly, she melts

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ sprinkles your face with kisses every hour when you're no longer contagious. not sorry

ₓₒ　viktor.　ₓₒ

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ gets sick pretty often and you're usually the one who takes care of him, so he gladly returns the favor

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ but you're what's known as "i work until i drop", so he has to bribe or drag you away from your desk to get you to sleep.

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ but once you're in that bed, you're not leaving until you're better. it sounds like a prison sentence, but with viktor, it's more like a pleasant hospital stay where the nurse is also your lover

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ sounds like a porno movie. Anyway

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ has the knowledge of when and what you should eat/drink, and like an alarm clock, he always gently knocks on the door and enters with some water or food

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ sits and talks with you a lot. lighthearted jokes, the occasional caress of your cheek and 'i love you's included. also reads to you, or lets you read something on your own

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ a little protective. probably doesn't let anyone see you, so that they won't get sick and so they don't have the chance to mess with your health. and if someone talks about you, saying anything other than 'i hope they're well' or something akin, he may or may not read them to hell.

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ im sorry ive just been incredibly gay recently

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ whenever you say something to insult yourself he immediately comes out with a dissertation on why you're the smartest, most attractive, most incredible person on each. this does not change, except he's a little gentler with it

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ and the way your voice trembles when you thank him, he hugs you and does not let you go.

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ you're usually more emotional when sick, but he is patient and loving all the same. this is not a surprise

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ more petnames than usual. probably because you're always in privacy

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ and once you're better, he surprises you with your favorite food or something small like that. always with the most cheerful grin and a cute "i got you something~"

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ "can i pay you back this time?"

"i'm your boyfriend, love. it's my job. i wouldn't give it up for the world."

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ makes fun of you for getting sick

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ nah but fr, a little bit teasing about it. like "you need some medicine baby?" in a condescending tone. and when you get flustered, she just laughs and ruffles your hair and apologizes

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ if you ever try and do something for yourself when you're super sick, she's just "oh no no no, you lay right back down, sweetheart. now what do you need, i'll get it for you."

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ just lowkey doesn't allow anybody to see you. you're physically weak, you're a little sensitive, she'll be damned if someone messes up your day when you're sick. possessive but she's sevika

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ diverse knowledge of healthy, hearty foods to help you get better faster. viktor has solyanka, sevika has kanji payar.

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ does not leave you alone until you eat and drink all you need. will stand by you, arms crossed, brow raised, when you refuse to eat until you start eating. a little impatient, but her impatience outweighs your stubbornness.

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ definitely softer when you're sick. of course, she's still sevika, but is more affectionate and kind and careful with you. she knows you're tough, but you're not at 100%, and that's okay

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ not the type to read aloud, but i feel like she's the type to be filled with campfire stories of all types. so she tells you tales, sometimes those of historic legends, sometimes spooky stuff (by your request, and she's always just like "babe are you sure"), sometimes heartwarming stuff (once again by your request, to which she responds "i don't even know how we're together")

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ you wake up a lot when you're sick. whether it's because you need the bathroom, water, or you just wake up randomly and get really annoyed, sevika is always close. sleeping in the room, in the room next door, wherever it may be.

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ and she is always happy to help you. may be a little annoyed you woke her up at 2:36 during a cold night, but for you, it's whatever

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ sometimes, when you wake her up, you both just stay awake. you're itching to move around, so you do some laps around the place- slowly and steadily- and neither of you rush to fill the comfortable silence.

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ then she lays you back down to sleep. usually falls asleep in the room.

-ˏˋ♥̩͙ you ask to pay her back and she responds cheekily. i will not write what she says because it is not appropriate for this blog

[phantomrose96]

oh don’t worry ABoT can definitely be a weekend read, i just read it start to chapter 39 from 2am to now (and still got a solid 8 hours of sleep somehow) ! couldn’t put it down honestly. amazing job at reconceptualizing the characters in this worst case scenario alternate universe in a way that feels believable and not contrived — not pulling any punches (ritsu and teru are … pretty awful, in particular) but not in a sensationalist dead-dove-dont-eat way at all which i really really appreciate. teru and ritsu are awful but ultimately sympathetic because they really do feel like natural extensions of their character arcs had canon played out differently. it would’ve been really easy to take this and make it into either an Everyone Is Evil I Am So Edgy story or a But They All Come Together Through The Power Of Friendship, so thank you for not doing that! while reigen is my favorite, i love ritsu & teru’s relationship — it’s so nuanced but well developed. cant wait to see what happens next!

(ABoT)

Oh you get it

Oh You Get It........

Hahahhahhhhhaaa.............................................

Literally when I saw the first ask before you sent the follow up, my first thought was like "!!!! you get it! gosh I wish that woulda applied to all those people from 2017-2018 who labeled ABoT torture p//or/n" but I wasn't gonna actually bring that up because like even talking about that time always feels like I'm putting myself on the defensive.

But.... god haha yeah..... I didn't write anything for almost 3 years after that. I thought about ABoT every damn day for that almost-3-year hiatus. It was already planned out! It had an ending! It just made me so sad because I believed I couldn't come back to it because I couldn't Do This Again.

It was just... utterly heart-breaking, utterly devastating, downright confusing how this fic which is so focused on the slow and messy and hard work of recovery was being branded "oh it's sadistic twisted fucked-up torture p//or//n of children and the author is a sick fuck".

I know it's dark!! It's dark and no one has to read it and I've tagged it for the things that are dark and I put content warnings in front of every chapter! But it's dark because I care about how much a tiny flicker of light can mean in the darkness.

I... care about media that doesn't just brush traumatic happenings under the rug and go "so that happened, anyway." I care about trauma that isn't ignored. I care about the characters who can't just brush it off - who come out worse because of it - I care about them and what the slow and ugly and sometimes backwards progress of recovery looks like. I care about characters who absolutely Fuck Up and face consequences for it. I care about characters who are messy and need time and cannot be fixed with a single nice word. I care about making the audience care about what the characters have lived through, and how it hurt them. I'm rooting for all the characters in ABoT. They're all trying to find their own flicker of light in the dark. I care so so so so so much about that.

And it absolutely destroyed me to see a whole group of friends in the fandom (who, mind you, were annoyed with ABoT for a while. I saw their posts show up when I searched 'ABoT', and who tried to pin a couple problematic labels on ABoT and couldn't get anything to stick until 'torture p//o//rn") rip apart ABoT's reputation because ALL they needed to say was "ABoT is an au where Mogami kidnaps and tortures Mob for 4 years. It's awful and gross and problematic and don't read it and if you do YOURE problematic."

And I saw it time and time again (again, in the ABoT tags! in MY tag, sometimes.) Someone would make a post like "if you're an ABoT stan don't follow me" and some clueless anon would be like "whats ABoT" and they'd answer the above and that was it. No one wanted to risk getting into "problematic" stuff so people just accepted it. Even more neutral people didn't have the time or reason to investigate that further and just accepted it, assuming whoever was speaking had read it, even if in reality none of them had.

I got death threats. They made hate-blogs of ABoT. They made memes shitting on ABoT. They spammed the ABoT tag and the phantomrose96 tag. They spammed sandflake's tag and drove them away same as me. They raided and spammed the ABoT discord. They made posts celebrating how long it had been since ABoT updated. They made posts trying to accuse me of pe//do//philia (for NO reason. NONE. NO REASON. NO EVIDENCE. It was just an effective word to get people run off the site. and luckily that accusation died because there was literally nothing to base it on.) ALL the while framing what they were doing as totally in the right because they were JUST calling out torturous child-abusing fic.

I really tried. When all this started, I stopped tagging anything ABoT related with m/p/100, so I wouldn't bother people. If I found ABoT art tagged with m/p/100, I'd wait a day to reblog it so it wouldn't accidentally rise high in the tag and bother people. Sometimes I WOULDN'T reblog art because I didn't want the artist to risk getting threatened. I mostly stopped talking about ABoT on tumblr, so I wouldn't bother people.

But it fucking gets to you after a while. I started believing they were right. My mental health was extreme garbage at this time (for reasons unrelated to this all) but that meant I couldn't brush any of it off. ABoT was kinda the one little spark of joy I had at this time and then I just. Didn't anymore. It got taken away.

I would write every sentence through the lens of my worst critic. I tried SO many times to start chapter 25 back in 2018. I could only get a page in at most. (Originally it was going to be the mall movie theater scene that ends up happening in chapter 27) and I'd balk at jokes I was trying to write. There was going to be a joke about the movie being a sort of in-universe Twilight, where the two love interests uncannily resembled Ritsu and Teru. And I froze up because. Was that problematic? If Teru was seeing the movie because Mei wanted to, was that sexist? If Teru himself wanted to see it, was that homophobic? Was the Twilight reference problematic? Was the joke about the love interest resemblance problematic? Would the irreverence of the joke be problematic? Would this be what they get me on? Would this be my undoing? Would this be the final nail in my coffin?

I found these old drafts somewhat recently and they are just. Lifeless. They are so barren of any kind of passion or heart. I re-read it and see just how painful it was to get from one sentence to another. I was burnt out and afraid of every word and those drafts would never ever have worked.

Hell, when I did write chapter 25 for real, in 2020, I gave up entirely on making it the movie scene. Trashed that. Started from scratch. That well was far far too tainted to draw from.

I just. aaa. aaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Sorry for the long post but ahhhhhhh. I gave up my favorite and most meaningful hobby for almost 3 years. This was still happening in 2019 when season 2 aired, when I hadnt been truly active on Tumblr for ages and hadn't touched ABoT in years. JUST so they could be sure to taint the well again and tell any new fandom comers to stay away from ABoT. I had no spoons and no spine for it so I just, let that happen, and unfollowed the ABoT tag. I still haven't seen season 2.

I'm so SO glad I figured out how to come back to it in 2020, and that people have been so supportive, and I mostly try not to talk about this stuff but. it fucks with you. it fucks with you a lot.

I'm just really happy to have been able to come back to it.

[allwaswell16]

These are all the One Direction fics I read and enjoyed in December. You can listen to my podcast to hear me talk about each of these fics as well as an overview of what was posted on ao3 in December including the fics on this month’s fic roundup which you can find here! Please let the writers know if you liked the fics by leaving kudos and comments! Happy reading!

Fanfictional Podcast #32 | ko-fi | fic recs

- Larry -

✨ Unveiled by phdmama / @phd-mama

(M, 60k, a/b/o, omega Harry, royal au, King Louis, Prince Harry, magic, fantasy, worldbuilding, I'm obsessed with this universe and wow the worldbuilding was incredible)

There are no robes. And not a single one of them is veiled.

✨ All Your Mates Are Here by LadyLondonderry / @londonfoginacup

(T, 36k, Advent fic, werewolf au, werewolf mates, Christmas, fluff, humor, pack dynamics, university, this fic got me through the month and I'll always be grateful)

In the wake of the holidays, the three single wolves from the Majestic pack are pointed in the direction of a new pack to join; one that's got struggles of its own.

✨ Let It Snow by @jaerie

(E, 6k, small penis fic, loner Louis, birthday, remote cabin, strangers to lovers, size kink, self esteem issues, smut, omg I loved so much, what a great take on this trope if you can call it a trope haha)

With a blizzard approaching, Louis planned to spend his birthday with a drink and a good book.

✨ noisemaker by absolutehly / @thestylinsons

(T, 4k, soulmates au, uni, music, trains, no smut, open ending, I can't stop thinking about this one and have so many ideas about where it could go)

An au where songs get stuck in people’s heads and guide them to their soulmates.

✨ A Picture of Your Open Throat by larry_hiatus / @larry-hiatus

(E, 4k, bakery au, pwp, dom/sub, dom Louis, sub Harry, workplace sex, oral sex, smut, this was so hot whew but possibly don't listen to it with a screen reader like me unless you're used to that)

What happens when Harry accidentally sends an inappropriate picture to his boss' son?

✨ last christmas (i gave you my heart) by localopa / @voulezloux

(G, 4k, exes to lovers au, break up, getting back together, angst, fluff, Christmas, this one made my heart hurt but I'm glad they figured it out)

louis and harry are broken up. cue scheming friends to make one christmas wish come true

✨ Feel Your Way by @kingsofeverything

(E, 3k, famous/not famous au, famous Harry, meet cute, elevator, hotel, awkward flirting, motorboating, smut, I love when they're embarrassing lol and in love)

Louis Tomlinson tries to meet some colleagues for drinks and winds up meeting Harry Styles instead.

✨ The Sleeping Giant by LadyLondonderry / @londonfoginacup

(T, 3k, magic au, fairy tale elements, historical fantasy, soldier Harry, I'm speechless but I loved)

In the centre of the pond, there is a sleeping giant.

✨ 'Tis the Damn Season by zanni_scaramouche / @zanniscaramouche

(M, 2k, exes to lovers, exes with benefits, fwb, angst, Christmas, cabin, famous/not famous, famous Harry, implied smut, this fic punched me in the face)

He won’t think about the cabin in the woods again until next December.

✨ I could drink a case of you, darling by @28whitepeonies

(T, 2k, famous/not famous, famous Harry, not famous Louis, fluff, mentions of grief/loneliness, no smut, this was very cute!)

Anne invites Louis over for Christmas dinner and meets Harry.

- Rare Pairs -

✨ Love, coffee and New York by Aliceinwonderland / @beautifulwonderlandworld

(E, 8k, Zayn/Niall, soulmates au, New York, strangers to lovers, soul marks, model Zayn, journalist Niall, fluff, smut, this was adorable with such cool details!)

Niall didn’t want to know or hear anything about soulmates, but one morning he met Zayn, his soulmate, when he threw his coffee at him in the street.

✨ We're Written in the Cards by @lululawrence

(NR, 3k, Niall/Lewis Capaldi, soulmates au, Savannah, tarot reader Lewis, meet cute, no smut, loved the pairing and the sweet soulmate story for this!)

the one where Lewis owns a shop in Savannah, Georgia where he makes most of his money off of tourists and those looking for a bit of a spiritual experience after a ghost tour.

[houdinicorbini]

Ardyn and his pregnant s/o in a AU where he’s not supposed to die at the end <3 Maybe a scenario ? (Dw do whatever you want !!)

Thanks for the request and I hope you are doing well! And in this he doesn't kill Lunafreya, but he does wound her. You were able to melt his heart before that Tw: none A life like this was something Ardyn could only obtain in his dreams. A life where he could fall in love again and leave his past completely behind.

No longer was he bent on getting revenge, nor was he hurting innocent people to get what he wanted. Ardyn now had a new goal in life, and that was to take care of you.

Though Ardyn is very lucky to be able to enjoy this new life in the first place. The number of hoops he had to go through to get the Noctis and the people of Lucis off of his back.

Ardyn even considered having the two of you move far far away so no one could dare bother you while the rest of your days was spent with one another.

You were able to convince and reassure him that everything was going to be fine and there was no need to run. In a way you were kind of put in charge of him. Which is something you still find humorous.

They were talking about locking Ardyn up, but you were the one who still saw something good in there, something worth trying to save, and to this day. There are no amount of words to describe how incredibly grateful he is for that.

But skipping all that of how he got to have this amazing new life with you, Ardyn has now reached a new goal that he never once thought about nor had considered.

"Darling, you needn't have to make dinner, I told you that I have everything covered." Your husband of three years was trying to convince you, his 7-month-old pregnant partner, to not make dinner and actually get some rest.

Not something he would think of as challenging but here the two of you are, proving him wrong.

"I've already gotten so much done so there's no harm finishing it up." You looked up at him and flashed a playful smile. "I can let you take it out of the oven when it's done if you really want to help."

The urge to pick you up and lay you down on the couch so you can get some damn rest was rising, but you were able to get a chuckle out of him with your playful banter.

Getting closer to you, he continued with trying to persuade you to relax. "I think you've done more than enough and-"

"I love how much you care but I'm fine, really." You were trying to assure him that you could still do things no matter how pregnant you were.

Though the bun in the oven had other plans when you felt a sharp kick to the stomach, sharp enough to make you slightly hunch over. "Ignore that, I'm fine."

"I'd like to say otherwise." His tone was calm, but he felt his heart drop into his stomach when he saw you hunch over, albeit slightly.

Standing back up you sighed and without looking at him you said "Fine, you win."

You went to walk over to the couch, but you were swooped off of your feet. "Then taking you over myself will be my prize."

"I can't get hurt just walking to the couch." You huffed and crossed your arms, but he could tell you were only joking.

"I wouldn't be surprised if you somehow hurt yourself popping bubble wrap."

"Now that's just mean."

After having another laugh, Ardyn made sure you were comfortable on the couch before finishing the rest of dinner. He made sure to give you a decent sized portion since you were eating for two.

You made sure to give him your praise for helping even when you wouldn't let him, which led to you crying. Hormones are definitely fun. Ardyn refused to take any credit since he did that because he cares.

After dinner was done and the dishes were up, you and Ardyn were laying on the couch together. Your back resting on a pillow against the arm rest, Ardyn's arms protectively wrapped around you while his head was oh so gently placed on your stomach.

Running your hands through his soft, wine-colored hair as you could feel yourself slowly drifting off into the world of sleep.

Here and there you could feel the softest of kisses being placed on your belly. You could even hear him talking in the sweetest voice to your unborn child.

You could tell from just this that he was going to be a great father, that he was going to do his best for both you and the baby, not that there was ever any doubt.

"I'm so lucky to have someone like you in my life, and I'm even luckier to call you my husband the father of my child." You felt overwhelmed with happiness so you couldn't but convey those emotions into words.

"I believe it is I who is actually lucky," He paused so he could place one more kiss upon your stomach. 'For having someone who never left my side when I was at my worst, and for that, I thank you."

You could feel tears threatening to spill as you spoke. "Oh, how I love you."

A smile graced your husband's lips as he unwrapped his arms so he could get closer to place a kiss upon those lips he loves so much.

"And I you." I did not mean to take so long to post this! But I hope it was worth it and that you enjoy it!