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Egghead chibs lesgooo ✌️✨
#My art#One Piece#OP manga spoilers#Egghead spoilers#I had sticker sheets of these chibs. They sold out at my last convention. Whoops#I'll probably reorder them though for my next convention and whatever I have left over will go on my Ko-Fi shop afterwards#Also yes the Cross Guild chibs also come on this sticker sheet. Because there was room for them#For the record the actual sticker sheet looks like a fucking MESS. I wanted max size but that means organizing them weirdly so they all fit#That Kuma sticker is probably my favorite thing I've ever drawn. Probably. Maybe.#The Loof is very high up there too. IDK why Luffy is so fucking hard to draw but he is so I'm very pleased with his chib#I have reached the ''Do Not Repost watermark'' era of my life it seems#Was gonna have more of those so they'd cover all the fucking chibs so people wouldn't use 'em as profile pics but#I gave up I hate watermarking my work man. Like I don't want to cover shit up when I spent so much time drawing it#But also I hate it when people just grab my shit to use as their profile pics like c'mon man#Anyway yeah the OP Brainrot is still Very Very Real
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— Bran thought about it. ❝ Can a man still be brave if he's afraid? ❞
❝ That is the only time a man can be brave, ❞ his father told him.
Ned Stark, Lord of Winterfell
#first piece of my asoiaf series#FINALLY FINISHED THIS AFTER A MONTH#it looks off because i had to change the colors for mobile#OH ALSO#outfit is mostly kazakh inspired especially the embroidery#this lead me down a rabbit hole of embroidery inspired by animals#found the name of a wolf one but couldn’t find pictures sadly#so i went with a more snowflake looking one since that still matches the starks#the headdress is supposed to be yakut inspired but the men don’t really wear them#and the beads are more similar in tibet headdresses#so not the most accurate and i’m so sorry for that#i just had a hard time finding references#speaking of references the hands are barely drawn because i couldn’t find a good reference since its my first time really coloring in hands#hairs not my favorite either but it works?? ig??#also border has rose vines to symbolize lyanna since she’s such a major part of ned’s story#weirwood leaves for the weirdwood tree he used to hang out at#also didn’t realize until i finished that i used the show’s sigil for house stark instead of the book one?#whoops!#idk how i feel about this piece#definitely my most detailed one tho#ok enough rambling#a song of ice and fire#game of thrones#ned stark#house stark#valyrianscrolls#asoiaf
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realizing that, as someone who is aro/ace, i dont feel overjoyed when seeing confirmed aro/ace characters in media because of the inherit loneliness one may feel from this identity and not wanting characters I adore to have to feel such a way. love representation, very hard to face them when its a deep part of your own insecurity and it scares you.
#might be maybe is definitely something I realized through riz gukgak#everyone is so vocal about wanting him to come out officially and how basically canon it is that hes aro ace#and I was unsure why I had a hard time with this when i've never shied away from it before#especially not with queer stuff or even insecurities#Ive always whooped and hollared at any representation#i just realized this one hit too close to home#with issues i have today and will probably fight my whole life#I WANT a relationship I think. I want to love. I cant.#when all of my dearest friends find love#will I even fit into their lives anymore like i used to#anyways sorry little guy im sure your friends would be there for you#fantasy high#question mark? i mean it was what spurred this on
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Miles is the "Eeugh there's a bug kill it" or "Oh fuck that's creepy gotta get the boyfriend" kinda guy in the relationship
And Ganke is the "Oh, it's a bug. Let's admire it and put it outside gently." Kinda guy in the relationship. Maybe he thinks a lot about the poem about the crime of being small, and hey, he already loves bugs, so of course he's going to treat them with kindness. Miles gives him a disgusted look though when he sees him handling them. He's not a fan...
Ganke's like "We have no right to kill them just because they're right there. This is their space, their world. They're just kind enough to share it with us." (And the instrumental of Need 2 by Pinegrove is just playing in the background as the sun shines on him)
And Miles just side-eyes him and goes "Okay babe you're all wise and deep now will you please take care of the moth that's up in my bed it keeps flying at me and freaking me out."
BUGS.
#across the spiderverse#prowler party#ganke lee#miles 42#miles morales#milesganke#clawcode#prowler miles#talkaholic#i just woke up out of a dead sleep for this#and there was s bug on my wall#some little beetle guy. it reminded me of them (i let him live btw. he aint hurting anybody)#Etemology Ganke goes hard im my brain#gotta draw him with praying mantises and stick bugs and spiders and all the sorts#he doesnt csre for ticks though#i dont either. fuck those little creepy burrowing guys. YUCK. i dont fw them#not after getting one on my leg while hiking. hey that was NOT cool#anyway i am going to bed again#all in all: bug lover Ganke. thank you for your time.#had another thought i had to add after postinng lmao whoops you didnt see that
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head in hands like "maybe i should have realized this about myself sooner" as i am surrounded by neon flashing signs that Very Clearly Indicate the thing i should have realized about myself sooner
#anyway i'm just mulling about the 'tism skdjfhgljhdfg#thinking about how i've been having a hard time on site with my internship because i struggle to make small talk with my superiors#and everything is uncomfortable and terrible all of the time and i feel so so out of my depth#but talking with my university superior about the methodology of our profession#has me feeling like i'm playing just dance on extreme and i'm nailing every single beat w#like quite literally is like one of those rhythm games where when you get a combo it plays a cool sound effect#and i'm playing so well the sound effects are overlapping and the screen is just an explosion of stars w#so yeah i am. very comfortable talking academics and theory and things but. shit in social situations.#when i don't have that to rely on whoops#anyway it's just another thing on the incredibly long list of things i have building in my mind of#'why i should have realized i'm probably on the spectrum sooner'#the thrilling sequel to 'how did i go 20+ years without realizing i have ADHD' w#(speaking of)#(the way my ADHD has been leaping into the spotlight this week)#(biggest highlight was being jumpscared not once)#(not twice!!)#(but THREE times by food i had bought for myself)#(put down briefly)#(and then forgotten about for upwards of 30 minutes to 5 hours)#(like the other day i bought myself a little pastry on the way home as a congrats for surviving another week)#(and i put it on the table when i came inside)#(but i. forgot i did that. and went like 4 hours without even thinking about it)#(until i got up and left my room and saw the bag and went '! ! ! ! ! ! ! OH MY GO D MY PASTRY NOOOOOOO')#(the adhd and the autism . . . . they are attacking my ass . . . . . )
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really fun parallels between Minami & Nishida in which one guy who wants most of the fights he gets into generally has a bit of a dodgy win/lose ratio, meanwhile the other who has only ever welcomed one single fight in his life is the more violently competent
#ikildaman shut the fuck up#incoming tag rant whoops#nishida (rgg)#minami daisaku#and also the one fight Nishida ever welcomed was one that he lost too#to be fair it Was with Goro Fucking Majima like hes Going to lose. but still#it could also be 2 for 2 if you count the time he went on strike for majima construction where majima once again beat his ass#at least that fight was worth fighting!#its a bit of a stretch on Minami's side maybe but i've definitely always headcanoned him as being first in the water so to speak#i always thought his job was like. related to corralling the juniors. like its a misnomer title sort of. so in that environment it makes#sense. he knows what the ppl around him are/arent capable of and it'd be his responsibility to not get them majorly hurt killed et ceteras#if hes collateral though its fair game#cant experience shitty boss dad disappointment punishment so on and so forth if youre dust! win#but also i wholly believe its an ego thing esp if its related to sparring w Majima. i just know that guy fights his own men#more like Jumping them tbh Sparring has too much mutual respect implied in the act#if thrs an opportunity to lock horns with the boss Minami is all over it. this is the most attention hes had in months and it sustains him#and its definitely shortened his lifespan while he was at it#although he never wins (re: Goro Fucking Majima) but i have to wonder how well he fairs with anybody else#he managed to sweep a bunch of Saejimas friends ig. Not Saejima himself but thats obvious Saejima could punt him across the room#insert 'i read saejima throwing him across the room and got so hard i threw up' joke here etc#the fight with Akiyama didnt happen that was a fluke he doesnt exist. blah blah blah cope and seetheage#if we're gna powerscale my unironic stance is he'd put aki in the ground#& should have. & did. to me. yay. heart. okay heart
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i should get a shirt that says "I survived a homoerotic teenage girl friendship and all I got was this lousy t-shirt '
#i miss her sometimes#we're not even really friends anymore that's the saddest thing#there's this one line in a song that's like “maybe I would have said somehow if I knew we wouldn't keep in touch” and yeah that's it#I didn't wanna ruin our friendship by telling her I had a crush on her#but our friendship or at least the part where we were really close ended long time ago#and I miss her#because i think under different circumstances we could have had something#if I had realized I lied girls like a year earlier and if she didn't plan on moving away after high school and if if if#and now we barely talk and when we do it's always me reaching out and it kinda pisses me off#because I liked her so fucking much and I genuinely valued our friendship and I'm sad that not even that is really here anymore#ugh#i really don't miss school thank god that is over but I wish I could have stayed close with the friends I had back then#because I tried so hard to keep them in my life#oops that was kind of a long rant#whoops#personal
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★ SIDEMEN RACE ACROSS A COUNTRY (EUROPE EDITION) ★
#sidemen#miniminter#wroetoshaw#vikkstar123#tbjzl#behzinga#zerkaa#randolph#simon minter#harry lewis#vikram barn#tobi brown#ethan payne#josh bradley#mygifs#whoops this is way later than i wanted to post but i had a hard time giffing this one oh well#if it's the kai video this week then i'll might post a full w2b set instead#they had so many cute little moments
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Maybe I should put some IAU Four fluff on the list of things to write huh
#rambles from the floor#made at least two people cry with that last fic#whoops#(actually I get very excited when my writing makes people cry I consider it one of the highest compliments possible)#(but anyway)#he's had some hard times lately#I'm so mean to him and he's just a little guy T^T#yeah I've decided. he needs some fluff.#...#...now I have to THINK of some fluff#not my strong suit
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Everytime my cis friends are like "ugh men" "hating men lol" etc etc. I have to ahhhh I have to grrrrrrrr I never know quite what to say though
#its hard to know what to say when its a viewpoint born from trauma#the people i know who talk that way have had bad experiences with boyfriends and stuff and i dont know that experience#its hard when i know that its mean to be light hearted and jokey#that doesnt excuse it#but it makes it harder to know what to say to get my point across#especially with cis people cause they dont always inherently understand the idea of gender as a construct#its weird cause its one of those things that arent immediately harmful but it has an effect over time#how do i explain that seperating gender like this only widens the patriarchical gap#while still acknowledging the pain these women have gone through that makes them want to repeat this rhetoric#i guess thats how#its the patriarchy and the system not the inherant nature of men#and acting like it is just the nature of men ignores the bigger issue and isolates people from eachother#using tumblr like a journal again whoops lol
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what exactly is one supposed to do about accepting things you can't control when the thing you can't control is a person who is actively fucking over many people, including children?
#especially children#like itd not be an issue if the children were not involved. the person would be persona non grata#but the children exist and are involved and we have no legal recourse apparently. so what the fuck. what the fuck#i want to leave. i cant leave. i want to leave#i think id want to leave anyway without this person just bc im sick of this place#but this person makes things 10x worse#the children give me pause bc i do love them but also. maybe this makes me sound shitty. theyre not my repsonsibility#maybe if i can get my own life set up and get stable on my own id try to get the children away from this person#but rn it's not happening#sometimes i think this person had kids to babytrap us into not booting them#honestly i think the law should allow for one free punch#i dont think violence is nec3ssarily the answer for...most things#but some people ....some people need a#need to be socked in the fucking jaw and face tangible consequences for their actions#bc they dont face any consequences otherwise#or at least dont recognize any other consequences as being the direct result of their own selfish dickhead actions#alas. the law is the law#and everything here feels so precarious as it is#it sucks though that 'wanting to control someone else's actions' in this case is i want this person to treat other people fucking decently#and be respectful of their time and the fact that they have their own lives#i get being a parent is hard but to force other people to pick up your slack without any input from them#thereby controlling their lives and fucking them over#and thats just straight up shit behavior. the hardships of parenthood do not justify that#and you barely parent. screaming at kids for being kids is not parenting#and literally nobody made you bring these poor kids into the world. this was 100% your choice#and sure prochoice but honestly people who can choose otherwise having kids when they have to know full well#that they neither have the capacity nor actual desire to actually attempt to parent#they deserve a slap. fuck it. i dont have it in me for compassion#and i have a lot more to say actually that wont fit in the tags. whoops#to the void with love
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Some Mr. L doodles still in line with Hand Me My Shovel, I'm Going In by Will Wood and the Tapeworms.
Mr. L can feel something isn't right but can't place where his constant disquiet and occasional aimless loathing are coming from. He finds the castle's wine cellar and abuses the hell out of it, much to the mixed negative emotions of literally everybody else. No one enjoys angry, despairing, drunk L; either due to irritation, pity, disgust, or general want of a relatively quiet day without an irritable time bomb walking around picking fights and breaking bottles.
Nastasia changes the lock on the cellar twice, but inebriation does little to hamper his tool coordination, and she gives up on keeping him out. She is waiting for the next time he goes out to have some minions go hide what's left in a different part of the castle, hoping that he is drinking out of the convenience of it being there and that he won't go actively searching for it.
Mr. L hopes that if he is disruptive and wild enough, she'll just remove whatever it is that is making him feel this way. Unfortunately, and unbeknownst to him, it is very difficult to remove instincts without reducing the person to a blank robotic worker. If you want to keep a full person, you can layer other instincts over top of the original ones, but the native ones will still be there, buried.
Gonna make one to go with this where eventually Mr. L approaches Nastasia and demands "Fix me".
#this was supposed to be two sentences long#whoops#one time I had to hand in a paragraph and wrote two pages single space tiny print#I am just like this#I have gotten marked down for it in the past#mario#luigi#sketch#art#doodle#spm#drawing#super paper mario#Will Wood and the Tapeworms#mr l#mrl#why is his nose so hard to draw#it's like 80% of the trouble I have with drawing him
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dad wont let me be excited about my new wounds which he attributes to the horrors >:(
#man wont let me be happy.#at least. i think he attributes it to the horrors. yeah im pretty sure#BUT ITS NOT.#genuinely all the wounds i have these days are accidental.#sure. im more prone to wounds but thats just because i have a restless and wreckless soul.#and i am admittedly also. not normal about wounds.#but that is LITERALLY not any different than from before the horrors started. so >:P#sillyposting#anyway *twirls hair* lemme talk about my wound >:3#okay so first one today was while prepping condiments. weve gotta put them in tiny tubs for the guests#and somehow. the pumping hold-onto-thingy. caught the hand-part of the thumb.#which was really annoying bc this was at the START of my shift and bandaids refused to stick (bc high movement)#anyway that one is pretty cool but not. serious.#neither is the next one but =w=b#ANYWAY the next one....#idk i was putting away a glass to be cleaned and. it exploded a little. whoops. no clue how.#but it nagged a part of my finger pretty hard.#so. ofc. blood. whatever. gotta go wash it off!!#i go. wash it off. and then i let the water stream from the same direction i was cut from. and i YELLED.#the water revealed part of the wound that was still concealed from me. namely. the part under the skinflap the glass had created.#so i got direct water into a relatively deep and fresh wound. yayy#we have someone thats in college for like. nursery or summ so she helped me put a bandaid on =w=b how nice.#so!! back to work i go!! absolutely not minding my finger and just going about. but then..... i look down again.#and blood is pearling trough the bandaid. trought the multiple layered bandaid.#back to nurse girl we go. o7#new bandaid and some gauge this time. ok =w=b#anyway yeah not much else but this is pretty awesome rn if i do say so myslef.#i hope it scars but :/ since its in high movement....#idk#=w=b
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OOH GIRL I HAD A FUN IDEA!
I was thinking about random TSC characters if they had tattoos (which I hope to make my own post about eventually, another one added to the pile) AND THEN I remembered that one Jacqueline Frost exists and I wanna know if she would have any tattoos! What of? Where? Would any of your OTHER oc's have them?
Idk just a thought to roll around in your head. Cause it's certainly been pinballing in mine!
This pin balled in my head ALL NIGHT, I TELL YOU. ALL! NIGHT!
I asked Jacqueline and she had 0 reply so I was left on my OWN here. NONE of the characters were like, sups vocal about this. BUT ANYWAY after a good night's sleep and some pre-bed pin balling, I have a list of likely to get tattoos/want them at the VERY least:
Fino and Fiera deffs would. They probably would get something matchy for funsies at some point, somewhere like. Obscure?? Like their side or like, shoulder or like leg somewhere. Deffs a nondescript one! And probs just before they turn 2000 lol. (tho the image of two rather small 1200 year olds going HI YES 1 MATCHING TATTOO PLEASE is so fucking funny)
Fiera would get more tats than just that for sure, lol.
Blaise would tattoo. does he have any? Not that I'm aware of. But he deffs would
Jacqueline simply has 0 ideas for a funky little tattoo, so she has 0 plans for one/want for one/need for one. Part of me is like, maybe she'd tattoo her scars?? But I think she leaves them as is. She thinks they're neat. They're tinged blue. Nobody ELSE has scars like that (you can imagine how this makes literally every other Frost feel lmao. Except the Twins, they're like "yes girl get it!" Fiera more so than Fino ;) I could MAYBE see her doing one with Dite? But neither of them are like, screaming OMG YES WE HAVE ONE ALREADY EVEN so take that with a smidgen of salt
Winter would not tattoo, but her sisters would! Autumn would get smaller ones but deffs in full colour. Summer is like MY BODY IS A CANVAS LET'S GO! She'd have even MORE colours than Autumn. Spring is a basic bitch and probably has a basic tattoo somewhere like a butterfly or a flower or something. Like, a really stereotypical "I got a tattoo omg!!" kinda thing! I WILL SAY. If she got a phrase in another language, Spring would Spell Check That Shit 100%
If Blossom wasn't a bunny, she'd have tattoos (I don't want to think about the logistics for an anthropomorphic-ish bunny getting a tattoo)
Grand Witches deffs have tattoos. Both of them. What are they? Idk! But they have them!
In terms of other Legates: I think Charlie would get a tattoo >:). Xander is a solid maybe. He could go either way. Day MAYBE and Night DEFFS and his are cool. I bet they're silvery and look like they are made of moonlight (they may very well be!). I already covered Jacquie and Dite (Dite would probably get a tattoo! Doesn't have any that I know of presently but deffs would) Myles I think has a thing about needles so he probably wouldn't get one unless Olivia went with him for emotional support. Olivia would NOT get a tattoo, but probably has the best ideas for them!
Upon further reflection, Winter is not a tattoo person BUT. DEFFS KNOWS HOW TO GIVE THEM. I feel like that's an unexpected hobby she'd have and that she's probably really good at it, too.
I hope this adds a second pinball to your pinballing ;) Sorry there's no concrete like OH YES THIS PERSON WOULD DEFFS GET THIS!! I am very much camp Jacquie and Myles, in that I think tattoos are very cool but A) have no idea what I'd get/want for a tat and B) DO have a thing about needles and would not want to even ATTEMPT to get one, my needle thing is that bad.
#dani answers#getting all the vid vaxes was HARD bc needles gross me out so much i had to bring a friend each time to distract me#and when my work wife took me to get a flu shot last year both she AND the person doing it had to distract me#they're always like DON'T TENSE IT'LL HURT LESS#MA'AM/SIR/DUDERINO. THERE IS A NEEDLE IN MY ARM AND I CAN FEEL THE LIQUID MOVING IN MY MUSCLE#okay i am going to stop now. bc i am grossing myself out. ANYWAY#HOPE THIS TICKLES THAT ITCH ANDIE LMAO#crystal springs#crystal springs FACTS#well. sorta lmao#ask box shenanigans#ocs#thanks for the ask! this one required a lot of thinking tbh#it had me thinking about my cousins who i learnt over thanksgiving have some cool little tattoos!!!#i got to see them they were LOVELY#tattoos tw#needles tw#which is my bad tbh. i didn't need to mention the needles. and then i did#WHOOPS#if spring gets wind of someone she knows getting a tattoo#she will accost them to see if it is another language phrase#and if it is#SHE SPELL CHECKS IT#she's a big fan of languages and linguistics!#and an even BIGGER fan of consulting experts!
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always fun to remind myself of the side effects of my thyroid meds
#the first time i treated my thyroid my endo was like ‘i havent had a patient who had this happen for a while so im due for one’ THANKS MAN#personal#im just waiting for it to hurry up and work. my health has PLUMMETED in the last week or so#im so sick and i can’t DO ANYTHING. including SLEEP. even if i was getting enough good sleep i was be exhausted but i’m not so.#the energy’s doing Great#and i’m so hungry all the time but also nauseous so all food is unappealing#genuinely have no idea how i made it through years 7-10 undiagnosed. no wonder i ended up with such a severe phobia of going to bed????????#i don’t have to worry about routine right now so it’s not as stressful (just horrible because i’m so tired) but i COULDNT SLEEP back then#im just relieved that this time it was found through a routine check rather than me getting a test because of symptoms#usually i test when my anxiety gets really bad in a specific way#but my anxiety isn’t bad this time. no panic attacks and also no migraines. those are all usually the worst to deal with#so comparatively this isn’t even a particularly bad episode?/relapse?/flare?#still more sick than i’ve been in……..years?#im not sure if covid was better or worse. but it was only really bad for a week#this’ll be worse overall because it’ll last a lot longer#hopefully only a month or two but that’s still a few months of my life that just vanish. cool!!!!!!!!!!!#and there wasn’t even a notable event to trigger it this time. first time was whooping cough and subsequent times have been things like—#starting uni and then the last 2 years of uni where i took 10 units in one year then overworked myself doing my thesis#im SLIGHTLY worried that maybe i’ve developed rheumatoid arthritis and that set it off because it’s also autoimmune#i should see my gp soon to get a general antibody test. my joint have been so bad it’s been hard to walk for quite a few months#idk man it all sucks. but for now at least i have my white blood cells (even if they’re literally the problem lmao)
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it’s so funny when i’m talking to beginner flutes about warm up routines and i tell them i do at least 15 minutes if not more of double and triple tonguing a day. i don’t think if ever talked about double tonguing without the students giggling a little plus i love the students who make lesbian jokes about it
#bluejay.txt#music school moment#one notable time this kid said ‘of course you do’ and then winked and limped his wrist. i had to take a laugh break before i explained that#-you really shouldn’t say things like that to a total stranger who’s trying to teach you. i don’t think he learned because i laughed so-#-hard i think i reinforced the behavior. whoops 💀 he’s lucky i’m cool#anyway this post brought to you by the aforementioned 15 minutes of double tonguing work causing me to remember that incident
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