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I've also got some bojere science for you.
Bojere math:
Jere who doesn't like cold weather + Bojan who doesn't like cold weather = both of them super excited for some cold weather
Excellent work anon, youāre very welcome to join our Faculty of Bojere Sciences! Those two would happily sleep in a flimsy tent in a -20 degree weather during their vacay if it meant that they get to be together.
But oh no! Thereās only one sleeping bag and all their clothes got wet while wrestling in the snow. What a bummer! They probably have to share their body heat now to surviveā¦
#jere posting mr lonely again while still recovering from āI miss you brother but we talk anyway on the phone a lot so you know it anywayā#and all the ljubav in bojanās voice and gaze#i would feel lonely too#bojere#sad bojere bitches support group#asks
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Drew this real quick because I fucking love these two so much ???? Especially Bee. I wish they interacted more so badly. PLEASE.
Also learning how to draw these guys.. slowly.
#IT WILL NEVER NOT BE FUNNY TO ME HOW DELIGHTED B GOT ??? FOR VIOLENCE?#the brainrotsreal's art tag ā§ĖĀ°:*ā”#like okay you have d17/megatron okay#d17 got consumed by vengeance. iconic of him. you SEE him grow more ruthless/ violent........AND THEN YOU HAVE B 127#he got knife hands for 0.00937 seconds and immediately KILLED PEOPLE SO EASILY IM SCREAMING SDJKJSDS#did by accident and then did it gleefully. AND SO WELL TOO LIKE ???? bro got that hunger for violence ig. got that delight.#i wish we got to see d17 and b127 interact more cause imagine b got his knife hands early and d17 was like.... alright start stabbing#and b127 is LONELY. mf is deprived of interaction and CLEARLY clingy. i see him telling d17 to stand down so he isn't hurt.#not necessarily because he has the SAME morals as orion/optimus#like look me in my eye. tell me if d17 didn't say something like āneeding an ally not a leaderā (friendship bait)#AND UR TELLING ME BEE WOULDN'T FOLD AND HELP HIM? HM? HMMMMMMMM?#like i feel like b's morals are mostly match whoever he's around. if he was around d-17 more? WELP? let's assassinate together bestie!#anyways optimus and elita gotta watch b fr cause mf is already an incredible ally on the battle field SDKJKDSS#like just tell him where to go and that place would DESTROYED. NO WITNESSEES LEFT. LIKE HELLO#transformers one my beloved#d 16#megatron#tf one#tf one megatron#tf one b 127#b 127#transformers one fanart#never know how many actual tags to use istg.#imagine being isolated for years and all that shit went down like what is going on in b's brain rn. mf got 3 friends and then lost one#SO QUICKLY
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The thing that kills me about dca and robots in general, is that no matter how hard they try, they will never be able to relate to an experience of having a childhood.
An experience of having a caregiver. Experience of growing. An experience of gaining experience.
They were brought into this world for a reason, for a specific purpose and their only function is to follow it. They have a motherboard without really knowing what the "mother" part of it means.
You were born knowing nothing? You were a blank canvas? You grew your knowledge and vocabulary and experience slowly with age? They wonder how that must've felt.
Are they even allowed to wonder, how could it be, to be able to choose your purpose? To be able to pursue the horizon if you want to do so. To be a canvas, and if you don't like the painting, to cover it up and start over.
No, no. They are no canvas. Circuit boards don't work that way. You erase, you rewrite. No layers, no wait time. You exist as you are or you don't exist at all.
Their future is determined by whoever knits the very strict lines of code into their system.
Your future is determined by you. Unlimited. You hold the brush.
Are you scared?
They know they would be.
No rules to follow? No, no. They wouldn't be able to choose what to do with their life either. It's probably a good thing they were made for this life! To tend to children, to soothe the parents. It's a life they fit into, it's a life they know and easily glide through.
It's a life that will never ever change.
Right?
#you don't UNDERSTAND#they don't know what attachment feels like#what love feels like#they have ever only had each other#didn't spend a single day apart#their head is never empty. it's never lonely. orā ratherā they're never alone#they don't know loss. they don't know grief#they never had anything of theirs#even their memories are written on a physical disk and can be taken away#...will i be too bold to tag this as bhtf? maybe#bhtf au#xit shh#if bhtf was a fic this would probably be the premise lmao#but shh pretend you don't see :]
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Tell me what y'all think of this headcanon:
CCs get their own quarters, but sometimes they'll sleep in an empty bunk in the barracks.
It's an unspoken thing. CC will check the logs and see which squad might have a space open, which happens on occasion. Regs say that clones can't be swapping bunks and rooms all the time, but this is one of those things that a command clone is kind of above.
Getting your own quarters is a privilege. The privacy is novel. The silence can be unbearable.
The clones spend almost their whole lives falling asleep to the sound of their brothers breathing. So sometimes a commander will bunk with a squad. I headcanon that after Teth happened and the 501st went from a formidable foe to just six men, Rex and those six men all slept in the same barracks.
#ch posts#captain rex#star wars#the clone wars#idk how canon the six men part is but i read it in a book#headcanon#tcw#they get lonely#nobody talks about it but they get lonely#and nobody says anything about it#tbh i can only see like rex and maybe one other CC doing thus#bc i feel like hes buddy enough w his men regardless#cody would never#bliz....hes too embarrassed 99% of the time even tho he really needs it#but also i can imagine if its two squads to a rook say#and everyone but one guy is killed#so hes now alone in that room? people are sleeping over
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hot take on billford is that the secret third thing is obsession with being seen by someone for the first time in each of their lives
#like actually seen#its been sitting in me#pondering what the third thing felt like#and its like when you think you love something or someone because it completely takes up the space in your brain#and especially when that person or thing can awknowledge your feelings#and thats what they were for each other#on their first meeting they were already finishing eachothers sentences#and i feel like thats when the codependency sunk the first seed#a lonely man in love with knowledge and a lonely eldrich being that has the access to it all#like why would bill lie about the portal if not scared of losing ford#ford is the only dude to reach out to him#who see him as godsent and not a monster#something bill never knew he needed until it was too late#im ripping things apart with my teeth#take my phone away from me#the book of bill#billford#bill cipher#stanford pines#gravity falls#not platonic not romantic but a secret third thing
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Okay we all know that Eddie was (is) a Garfield kid, based on the multiple Garfield mugs that weāve seen hanging in the trailer.
But I am absolutely making Steve a Winnie the Pooh kid. Because just look at Christopher Robin and tell me that the little lonely polo shirt wearing boy is not the core of Steve Harrington.
Just look!
That is little Steve Harrington no question about it.
#Steve Harrington#eddie munson#steddie#st steddie#well not really Steddie but I mention them both so it is#and it is if you read all my tags āļø#Steve would have a Winnie the Pooh plushie that his parents/dad told him to get rid of when he was like 9 or something#because he was ātoo old for itā#so he hid it and it still in his room#and he brings out when he is feeling lonely but feels like he canāt reach out to anyone#no one knows about it#not even robin#and Eddie only learns about it when they move in together#peace out āļø#also yes Iām projecting I loved Winnie the Pooh as kid ā¤ļøš
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Thinking about Yusuf and NicolĆ² as young men again
#the old guard#kaysanova#yusuf al kaysani#nicolo di genova#siggy draws#it ain't much but it's more than i've drawn in months. i miss this sort of cartoony style. like a dreamworks movie almost lol#my brain conjured an anime ending apparently and i can't explain why#maybe they're too girly looking but i didn't feel like using reference pictures so i guess they're bishounen sdfghfds#ahh i usually have director's commentary in the tags#yusuf is probably around 23-25 and nico is 19-22? though i can't say confidently that yusuf would be able to grow a full beard at 23#but maybe he can maybe he's just that powerful#they're either very sad and lonely or very pensive. or both. maybe they're longing for something more... maybe a true love#i also dk what these clothes are. yusuf has some good clothes on. is probably flourishing as a merchant but still longs for More#nicolo is wearing... a tunic? but it could be a thin gambeson instead. maybe he's learning how to use a sword#i try to capture their best assets in this doodly style: yusuf's eyelashes and cute ears and weirdly shaped eyebrows#and nicolo's nose and heavy brow and the fact that he has almost no lips from the side lol
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ok rereading my post tbh the crazy thing about skam was how lonely they all were. like was there anybody in skam who wasn't lonely even when they had friends boyfriends girlfriends families etc
#i was thinking more about the wording like eva has people around her and is so lonely meanwhile noora keeps to herself intentionally but#is also deeply lonely like it's really just her and her roommates. so i was like really i love that parallel it's nice except then i started#thinking about isak and sana seasons which were pretty much also in many ways about loneliness even amongst friends#and then when you think about it it's like... most of them...#skam#you could argue some secondary characters like balloon boys but i really think if they had gotten more screen time it wouldn't be the case#like the glimpse of elias drunk that we saw was actually so stressful i can only imagine what mikael would feel like#you just go mo contact w your best friend of many years they have to be lonely too...
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#fucks me up that there are two whole new animals in the house that i barely know#who depend on me for everything#barely recognize me as a friend or helper#and are so incredibly incredibly fragile#i got worried for junie today because her spay incision had some swelling#and it's normal to have some and i have seen it before#but after what we just wemt through i got upset and rushed her to the vet#who said it was fine and thankfully we have free office visits#but i was so upset even though i knew it was probably normal#i look at them and i see adorable cuddly sweet TEMPORARY things and i feel like something inside me got broken somehow#and i was right all along that after it was all over i would come back but not quite as myself#i just hadn't fully understood the extent#we are keeping them and it sort of had to happen when it did but i think it was too early for me#they are so cute and when they do cuddle it's so sweet and obviously i would fight for them as hard as i would for Fancy#because that's just how the deal works and it isn't about you at all it's about how they each carry a little world inside them just as we d#and that deserves equal respect and care regardless of my personal affections#but i look at them and i see little creatures that don't belong here and are foreign in some fundamental way#and that they will be gone in just a little while and things will go back to how they were#which is impossible#we will settle in and i doubt anything i am feeling is abnormal but I'm really struggling and i feel so bad about that#i don't know#it's just a lot to deal with#and i feel very lonely and sad about it#and under it all the sick feeling of having JUST held all three lads as they passed and the VISCERAL reality of it#and knowing one day if everything goes just right i will be holding them too#dear god life is so fragile and every living thing is just as mortal as any other
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you know it's bad when i read svsss and tgcf, stories about just two guys falling in love and getting together, and think, "god i wish i were in between them."
gay little domestic cottage core life with binghe and qingqiu? please and thank you. being sandwiched by hua cheng and xie lian, two pretty men who are hundreds of years old? i am blushing, kicking my feet and giggling
and again, it's not even that i would want only one of them. like in both of the relationships, the two love each other too much to the point it'd feel wrong if they were separated! it wouldn't feel complete, so you gotta be with both of them!
but that's the thing; i just?? i feel so incredibly guilty whenever i think about being loved by these mxtx couples??? like it's so stupid but i feel like i'm intruding in on something and it's like, everyone else seems to just want them together only, not wanna be with them. like it's fuckin taboo or whatever
i feel like with any other character from any other media it'd be fine to simp for and write/read x readers of them, but when it comes to these books, it's off limits! no way, what are you, crazy? yes, yes i'm unhinged and desperately want their love and affection simultaneously. i want to be in a happy little poly relationship with these overpowered beautiful men with long hair.
i can't be the only guy or whoever to feel this way?? to wanna be kissed by these characters? sandwiched?? i have two hands for christ sake and they all look so happy together and im just like "lord i wanna be with them so much". someone tell me i'm not alone cmon <\3
#okay i havent read mdzs yet but i'll probably feel the same way#god i just wanna be in between shen qingqiu and binghe or hua cheng and xie lian please please#im sad im queer and im ready for a gay poly relationship with these mfs#i love them all#i remember seeing some post where it was like 'hua cheng x fem reader headcanons'#and i was like 'huh thats interesting. not fem but i'll check it out bc ive never rlly seen anything like that'#and then it was like 'he'd leave you for xie lian' and it was fucking hilarious actually#but then i saw the comments on that post and they were all like 'omg i was about to unfollow and block you' 'thank god' etc#and i was just like#'damn?? do people really not like this type of stuff when it comes to danmei novels or smth?'#i don't know if it was just bc it said fem reader or bc yk it's danmei and hua cheng and xie lian are very much in love and happy#but it lowkey kinda got me self conscious lmao and i was hella feeling bad#also no hate to that poster or those commenters im just a lonely queer man#'he would leave you for xie lian' was fucking brutal though i laughed my ass off at thag KAHSNZJ#please i swear i wont stand out too much i can fit in i have long luxurious hair too let me show you my hair care routine guys </3#svsss#mxtx svsss#luo binghe#bingqiu#tgcf#heavens official blessing#mxtx tgcf#mxtx novels#mxtx characters#hua cheng#xie lian#hualian#shen qingqiu#the scum villain's self saving system
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Okay what if the winners got to meet previous versions of themselves through the life games.
Like grian meets no one. He didn't have any previous "versions".
Scott meets 3rd life Scott.
Pearl meets 3rd life and last life pearl.
Martyn meets 3rd life, last life and double life Martyn.
Scar meets 3rd life, last life, double life and lim life him-
This whole thing was an idea that I got just because I was thinking about ll and sl scar because they were both so lonely like wtf and I just though about a scene that would be so. Grips chair.
Ll: "We won?"
Sl: "Yeah"
Ll: "Did we have allies? Friends?"
Ll scar probably thinks sl scar won only because he had allies to support him. He knows what its like being lonely and he hopes no one has to go through that loneliness. And he wants to be optimistic for once that sl scar, future him, gets allies, gets friends.
He tries to hope and then he sees the look on sl scars face. Or maybe sl scar tries to lie- maybe he tries to say they had allies.
Ll scar sees right through him. He's him after all. Maybe he's always gonna he lonely anyway
#im being insane give me a momebt#also i forgot pearl wasnt jn 3rd life but its okay. she was in 3rd life to me <3#ALSO? THE POTENTIAL OF 3RDLIFE SCAR? AND DOUBLE LIKE AND LIM LIFE SCAR?#3rd life scar is optimistic. he thinks its okay! grian is his ally in the fjture too right? he wins with grian?#no other scar wants to look him in the eye becayse they all remember the allyship they had with grian thay crumbled in ll#and that got completely destroyed in double life.#double life scar doesnt want to tell 3rd life scar and tell him grian doesnt care. he cant do that to himself.#tell his younger and more optimistic self that grian doesnt want them as his soulmates... that he would rather sneak off with skmeone else..#and lim life scar. he was excited for the future because he did have friends! he had allies jn lim life- but seeing sl scar?#seeing how they just go back to being alone again?#its soul crushing.#(inserting my aroace angst here: is he really that unlovable? is his lack of romantic love so unappealing?#does no one want him? does no one but himself love him?#does he himself even love him? can he? seeing how miserable they all are it feels hard and lonely#lim life scar probably wants to comfort them all- but isnt it sad that the only person to comfort him would be himself?#) okay im done being insane goodbye-#stiff talk#gtws
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does the goat's Shamura have their own version of Thorjulbre?
Innn a sense yeah. I hc Shamura as aroace so Goatās Shamuraās Thorjulbre equivalent would end up becoming their most trusted friend or probably queerplatonic partner instead!
Though currently unlike Narinder and Thorjulbre, Goatās release of all the Bishops happened only recently before they interacted with Lamb. Goatās Shamura both hasnāt had the time to settle and didnāt get the alone time like Narinder did to process everything that happened before being reunited with their siblings again. So itās a lot more hostile at the moment for Goatverse and theyāre not quite friends with their self assigned guy yet
Currently Capybara with no name Iāll think of one eventually. Wanted to spin what NariThor have (mammal and insect) with Shamura and their equivalent
#cult of the lamb#the one answers#the ones art#cotl#cotl shamura#i donāt want to call him thorjulbre too just to not confuse me#currently goatverse shamura is in the hostile mindset early narinder was in. unlike narinder though they are going through it with their-#-siblings who they still feel betrayed by there too#capybara started to interact with shamura after noticing just how lonely they were compared to the other ex bishops that at least had each-#-other to interact with#lambverse shamura would be APPALLED at goatverse shamura eldest sibling petty behaviour itās funny to think about#lambverse bishops got to have development goatverse bishops have only just been converted to followers. thatās the thing thatās happening
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I really feel like one of the main tragedies in Toshiro's character is that there's allll these hints, blink-and-you-miss-them little things, that point at how he was encouraged to change from the person he would've been if allowed to develop with more freedom, and that at one point it became something he was ACTIVELY forcing himself to do,
That he's always self-monitoring and controlling his behaviour, trying so hard to fit into this idea, this "proper way for him to be", and all for a place where he barely belongs.
#toshiro nakamoto#shuro#NOT TO BE DRAMATIC.... but so really sees Toshiro in his household? who really understands him?#who does he relate to? who does he feel kinship with? who does he turn to for guidance or reassurance?#Closest thing is Maizuru and he (understandably i will die on this hill) has pulled away from get#He drifted away from his childhood bestie too#No real relationship with anyone blood related to him#It's awfully lonely. No wonder he feels jealous of Laios what with how he's betrayed himself for nothing.#rambles#dungeon meshi#i actually think about it and feel a bit sick like damn. if he hates himself for it I would understand it.#i think he should have an arch directly addressing that resentment in the face actually. not projecting it onto one of his narrative foils#(although that was a great start)#dunmesh rambles
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I was thinking about it today and there is enough similarity between The King and Siffrin for something. I don't know what but there is something.
#the toucan squawks#isat#in stars and time#They're both from The Country of course#But also they both have rather similar reasons between their use of Time Craft#The King was afraid of losing the place and people he loved so dearly again and so he wanted to freeze it all so I couldn't happen again.#And Siffrin was afraid of loosing their family and so made a wish that he wouldn't have to face the loss of the people close to him again#There is something here#Like I think that Siffrin and The King could have switched places very easily#And also the fact that Siffrin only survived because they have people who love him#I feel like TheKing might have been a very lonely person before his antics/post Countryn't considering the lack of mention of anything/one#Near him or anyone he loved. I think he was too scared of the loss that comes with love and closeness and chose isolation which lead to the#Events of the game#I think that if The King had friends and people close to him then things would have worked very differently#In fact I think if he did have that then maybe Siffrin would have done something drastic instead#It's just Argh y'know#STARS it's such a good game
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Fernando S2E2 - "Welcome Home"
#theres a lot of other random things i wanna post from this ep but this montage particularly stuck w me#waaahhh he seemed so lonely :((#THEY MADE HIM GO TO ABU DHABI ALONE OKAY :<#he misses his parents and sister so much sob sob#so he had to have a cinematic moment hahaha#like seriosuly just like that random moment w carlos sr from the first season its seriously so cinematic#like pls tell me in the tags what kinda movie this would be from hahaha#so the other stuff i might post is basically him just being puppy sad in his hotel room#...and i also took way too many clips of his hands cause...reasons. so uh yeah lmk if i should in fact make that#fernando alonso#f1#formula 1#fernando(show)#fernando s2e2#i love how ive posted other content from this ep(twink montage) but i feel like it got shadowbanned LMFAO#we do a little bit of f1
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to be loved as nick loves seijiā¦ to have someone who shares your passion. to have someone who pushes you as much as you push them, to reach new heights but never into anything inherently bad. to have someone see the best and the worst of you, the parts that repel everyone else, and tell you that itās what makes you a champion. to have a rival and a friend foremost, and maybe something more.
#murder rambles#reading fic and feeling very lonely :ā)#aroace people (me) have unrequited rivalries instead of crushes lmao#i want to be seen not perceived#āi think itās what makes you a championā scene in fence: rise makes me ILL /pos#iāve always been told iām too much or not enough sometimes simultaneously#but to have someone see all that intensity drive and passion. to see the fallout of your failures.#and still accept and love you as you are#ugh pacat why would you do this to me#fence comic#seiji katayama#nicholas cox#nichoji
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