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antigonenikk · 8 months ago

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"Hell should be the highest name of Love." -Hadewijch

Buck/Bucky

#alright u animals heres more sad pining yearning gay ww2 shit #made this at 2am with wds ........been a week.....been a week....#i will never forgive u austin butler as gale cleven for leaving behind ur bff in that manner....all alone !!.... i will never forget !!!!!#clegan #john bucky egan #gale cleven #masters of the air #hbowar #video edit #song is not a lot just forever by adrienne lenker #amv #austin butler #callum turner #im not exactly happy with this edit....but mota isnt the pacific you know? the quality isnt exactly there.......#i worked with what i was given #i like to call this one 'the eternal suffering of one john egan'#rip hadewijch you would have hated this amv

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apollos-boyfriend · 1 year ago

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so my younger cousin is flying in to visit from brazil on sunday, and will be staying here for like, the entirety of july. which, don't get me wrong, is super cool! i love the kid! but it felt like a super weird move, considering his parents are the SUPER strict and borderline helicopter parents. even the smallest prank/roughousing with him/his little sister would lead to a strict talking to from his parents, he couldn't ever do anything without their clear permission, that sort of stuff. so letting him fly at alone at 16 to a whole different country and stay there for a whole month seemed WILDLY out of character. additionally, it just felt like a super last-minute trip. it's not like we have any plans to do when he gets here, and the flight itself and stuff only got booked like, midway through june.

and i was talking to my mom about it, kind of trying to nudge some answers out of her, and after a while she went, "yeah, i think they're sending him over here to get away for his boyfriend. see if the distance breaks them off." which, first of all, surprised me because last i checked, they didn't KNOW he had a boyfriend. literally everyone in the family did EXCEPT for them because while that entire side of the family being semi-conservative, his parents (mostly his dad) are EXTREMELY old-fashioned. so clearly something already went wrong. and considering the only reason the rest of the family knew is because one person found out and it spread like wildfire, i have a sneaking suspicion he wasn't the one to tell them, either.

and second of all. they're sending him HERE. to try to make him forget his homosexuality. i couldn't do anything but just wordlessly gesture to the multiple pride flags scattered around my room, then to myself, because really? he has like two other cousins in the us and they're sending him to me? honey i am about to introduce this kid to queer scenes you have never even heard of. he'll be returning home with labels only shrimp can perceive

#icarus speaks #i fully believe she's correct btw #they are. not the brightest people. and honestly probably believe this is something that could work #cause i can see the logic of get him away and hopefully he'll realize it's a phase. which is Likely what they think #but oh honey you have a big storm coming #side note this is the SECOND time someone's been outed without permission on that side of the family 😭#bitches learned of my transgenderism SO quickly #also even if that's NOT why they sent him here. i will still be rocking his world #they have given me Infinite Power and i will use it to make this kid's life as queer as physically possible

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aphel1on · 6 months ago

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There are a lot of potential ways to interpret this line but I rarely see people talk about it compared to the more specific desire/knowledge she lost (fixing her hair). Personally I think it would be both funny and angsty to explore post-canon Marcille struggling with impulse control

#Like the part of her brain that says 'no wait dawg bad idea' doesn't function quite properly anymore #Actually not sure that part of her brain ever worked so great in the first place given certain. Events. whatever u kno what i mean #dunmeshi #dungeon meshi spoilers #marcille #marcille donato #dungeon meshi #aphelion.txt

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ciderjacks · 4 months ago

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She’s the most like me

#dungeon meshi #aj art #chilchuck #meijack #chilchuck backstory stuff #dungeon meshi spoilers #Sort of ?? Is it?#AHA. Ahah sh shsh sl #sjchdjjfv #THIS TOOK ME SO FUCKING LONNGGGG #I was thinking. About how Chilchuck would feel about Mei doing lockpick work #Since he mentions that and even recommends her to Laios in case he dies #So I was like. Idk I thought that was really interesting #Bc I can’t imagine that his initial response to her career goals was positive #Given his own experiences as an adventurer being so very Bad #Like his ass aged a decade in two years #So I wanted to draw what I thought that initial reaction would’ve been #anywayy

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kaiserin-erzsebet · 3 months ago

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Having a historical figure as a special interest is rather embarrassing. Yes, that's my person. Yes, they've been dead for over a hundred years and I still have emotions about them. Seeing things that they owned or that were related to them makes me happy. I have Spotify playlists for them. I can tell you so much about their life that it would be very weird for a living person. Seeing historians get them wrong can and will make me frustrated for the rest of the day. I'd love to see them portrayed in a historical drama! Oh...wait, no, not like that. Definitely not like that. Forget I asked.

And this is all emotions for a long dead person. Humiliating.

#and I somehow became an academic working on them #which makes the cringe so much worse #9 out of 10 times on any given day this is what I'm thinking about

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mipexch · 5 months ago

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i love animating these little freaks

#tpot #xfohv #bfdi #their designs are so simple its so fun. i missed this #i was able to make so much good hollow knight animation work because their designs were so simplistic that i could add detail in places-#-where it made sense to (cloaks + nails + etc) to make it look nice and it worked so well... ultrak sent me to hell world animating-#-complex armor and mecha but I Do what i must... and i've got that map part to finish still #thjank you clover for the four Loves to bite affectionately headcanon. it makes sense. hes just like that #bfb four #bfb x #tpot two #fourx #4x #fourtwo #twox #<- all of these a little implied. apart from fourx thats just a given #gen art #animations

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imvec · 3 months ago

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Sequel to Sunshade

#my art #warrior nun #wn fanart #avatrice #still set in:#au where they get to go home and take a nap at the end of s2 #Ig I felt bad I drew a fluffy snuggling scene and still didn’t let poor B rest #my painting ‘sunshade’ is structured around a visual pun #(cause people call B a ‘sunshine protector’ and funny if more literal)#but what makes avt so good is how A coaxes B out of the protector role and A is given space to not always be sunny #the sunshine protector/knight-princess dynamic is exhausting for both parties (which is why JC/ Ava doesn’t work)#so here’s the natural follow up #couldn’t think of a good pun for the caption though. Moonshine?#I actually really enjoy where the series left off. Their relationship is thematically complete.#(<- Burying this deep in the tags because I know nobody agrees with me)#imerr fanart #me: I’m totally over WN — also me:

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shroomerr · 18 days ago

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portrait study but its kenny

#south park #kenny mccormick #sp kenny #south park fanart #shroomer's art !#shroomer's archives: south park #kenny is quite literally my muse #also its 2 am so it took me quite literally 5 minutes to think of what to caption this only to come up with that #this is actually for one of my classes' final assignment that we were given like 3-4 weeks to do #and i did it in one day lmao #anyways i really wanted to experiment with different texture brushes and a different rendering style #because i dont believe in having a consistent artstyle #my favorite kenny piece to date <3 #if i had a nickel for every time i made a drawing of a south park character with an eye straining red-blue color palette #id have two nickels #which isnt a lot but its weird that it happened twice #i actually had to tone down the colors because IT WAS SO RED AND SO BLUE INITIALLY but i think it worked out for the best #cause the orange fits way better with the whole kenny thing #tw: eyestrain

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shadyhouse · 18 days ago

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im still applying for jobs, ive applied for state assistance as well but theyre taking their time with approving it. i have bills coming up soon, at the very least i need enough to pay my electric bill bc theyre threatening to shut it off 😬 if anyone has anything they can spare itd be greatly appreciated. im transmasc and i have no family to rely on for this kind of thing. i also have commissions available, dm me for info

vnm: tobias_leviathan

pp: paypal.me/bewearr

thank you 🙏💕

#idk what the secret to applying to jobs is but something is fucked up lately and i cant even get a stupid fast food job #ive applied to so many and got rejected by all of them or just straight up ignored #and thats WITH calling every few days to check up on it #i get either ignored or sent to a bot that just tells me to apply online or the manager has no clue whats going on #ive applied to at least 50 jobs this month and last month not a SINGLE one has given me the time of day #ive been to 4 interviews and got a few callbacks but theyre all dead ends #i dont know what to do anymore. ive been focusing hardcore on art so thats something but ive been working on my backlog and not making money #im just so frustrated and hopeless idk what to even do anymore. ive signed up for temp agencies even and they never have any jobs #its stupid that i HAVE a job but they refuse to give me hours. this is genuinely worse than being unemployed

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felassan · 1 month ago

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What kind of spirit do you think Felassan waz?

Swag

#ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧#dragon age: the veilguard #dragon age the veilguard spoilers #<- this is my spoiler tag #dragon age: dreadwolf #dragon age 4 #the dread wolf rises #da4 #dragon age #bioware #video games #mjs mailbag #robotslenderman #felassan #Best Elf #no but on a serious note its a great question and one which ive been thinkin about a lot #did Felassan manifest from the Fade or was he born in the early days still but of others who had manifested before him?#and if he did manifest from the Fade what kind of spirit was he. lets say for fun for this post that #he was a spirit. I feel like there's quite a few different things that could work in that scenario #he has wit in terms of smarts & snark & whimsy. he was part of a movement that opposed tyranny and valued freedom. back then he wanted #to protect innocents. he's charismatic and good w/ people. he was a loyal friend to solas and later on was loyal to briala. he's calm and #level-headed. steady. a slow arrow makes its way to its target/goal slowly but steadily and you dont see it coming #Wit.. Loyalty.. Friendship.. Freedom.. Steadfastness.. Charm.. Protection.. Resolve.. Duty #my personal hc atm tho is- if he was- Guidance ◕‿◕. “'I kindled nothing' Felassan said. [...] 'I merely offered guidance.'"#he spent the rebellion guiding an army as a General and giving Solas guidance on how to be a good leader interact w/ people be the face #of a rebellion and to stay on the right path as one of his advisors. later he was Briala's hahren/elder giving her guidance through TME #he signs codexes like ask for the slow arrow and i will help/guide you. he was looking after those of flesh and fade in the lighthouse #guidance can be given from both a second-in-command (subordinate) role and from a superior (elder to mentee) role #when we see him in a memory Solas welcomes the spirits in elven then says “lasa ghilan” which means grant/give guidance #and the very next thing that happens is that Felassan speaks. an Arrow gives direction. it POINTS THE WAY..

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doverstar · 1 month ago

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can't express accurately how happy it makes me that c.s. lewis did not leave room for many interpretations in narnia. it's christian and you can't get around it. susan chose to care more about worldly things than what matters and he said what he said. the lion is Jesus. evil is evil and good is good and people have to choose. and that makes some readers angry because it's nearly impossible to ignore and they want to ignore it. they want it to be something else and they can't make it something else without making it not narnia. love that. that is doing it right

#that's. how. it. should. be #if there's room for interpretation in your writing as a christian you are doing it wrong #if people read your work and get to pick and choose what it means and you left it OPEN to interpretation-#-and they can divorce your fantasy world from the truth? you are doing it wrong #looking at you john ronald reuel #readers you're upset because susan cares more about “nylons and lipstick” than Aslan? 1. that's not really what lewis said #2. you should be upset because she made the wrong decision #and if you're upset because you can't get around the christianity in narnia let me share something with you - that's the point #it's a christian series #it's telling you christian things. this is not lord of the rings. this is not Cool Fantasy World open to interpretation #you can't worship the fantasy world and ignore the christian truths #you can't separate the two. that's what it should be #that's what all christian writing should be #if you write something amazing and centuries later people host parades for your fictional world and there's no God in it? no truth?#wrong. you did it wrong. they should not be able to separate the two - unless the point of your writing was to write a cool story #congratulations you wrote a cool story. but did it point people to the truth? unavoidably? no? then what a waste of freaking time #what a waste of a beautiful God-given talent #okay I got off on a tangent #my point is: be upset because Narnia is Christian and you can't get around that with ease #I am so. glad. you can't get around that with ease #this is why Lewis is my favorite author in the root of me #he did it right. this is what we as christian authors should aspire to #not LOTR. Narnia. NARNIA.#christianity #narnia #the chronicles of narnia #thoughts in the tags #doverstar's thoughts #writing #authors

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wistfulwatcher · 6 months ago

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#criminal minds #criminalmindsedit #criminal minds evolution #emily prentiss #emilyprentissedit #mine #edit #*#internal*#evidence*#p r o o f #cmverseedit #cmevolutionedit #two fascinating insights into jj here:#1) that she doesn't think of emily as someone who leaves even though it's a fundamental aspect of emily's character #and 2) that jj thinks of herself as being 'kicked out' of the bau even though she was poached and hotch specifically tried to keep her #eta: reminder that jj was not kicked out by barnes she was one of the few that was kept by her! so it doesn't make sense that way either #(real talk i think it's poor writing but we work with what we were given)

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otaku553 · 8 months ago

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How would you say Tage and canon Sabo's personality differ?

I think the main point they differ on is that canon sabo knows who he is even after his amnesia, because the revolutionary army gave him so much motivation and direction, whereas tage doesn’t have a supportive community or any direction to point his anger and trauma at after waking up without his memories so he becomes a lot more directionless.

I think the reason why sabo looks like a noble in canon despite a very pronounced dislike for nobles is that he uses his history as a noble to propel his motivations as a revolutionary. I think dragon would have told sabo from meeting him before that Sabo was a noble, and from that, canon Sabo regained that strong hatred against the nobles and willingness to fight against them. Tage has none of that. Since he’s been along for so long, he fights primarily for his survival, and so he focuses a bit more than canon sabo on appearance and deception. He’s more cynical of the whole world as opposed to just nobles, and is more willing to fight anybody who crosses him specifically.

I don’t think they’re very different on the surface— canon sabo and Tage both do things independently and at their own pace and have the capacity to go absolutely feral but present a demeanor of calm confidence and strength to the people around them.

#one piece au #spade pirate sabo au #revolutionary sabo #I feel like I draw them kind of differently #also if it seems like Tage is a bit too amicable to Ace in their first meeting given his cynicism #you’re right lmao. I kind of was not thinking too hard when I made that comic #but also think of it as tage testing the waters and doing what he can to survive in the situation #he knows he can’t get off the island alone in any case so it’s in his best interest to work with the other person who has also miraculously #shirpwrecked on sixis at the same time as him

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blackkatdraws2 · 9 months ago

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There are more things in the Parable than Stanley knows about. [Blank Scripts AU]

#hoh boy i was going to make a comic to introduce these monsters but #i couldnt help myself and made an animation instead #because i just think they're so neat and cool okay #listen i cant for the life of me just infofump about my AU and OCs #because i just think that making actual content about my lore and stuff will not only raise the chances of people being interested #but also it will also raise my motivation to actually produce more content other than the same old recycled front-facing-profile drawings #i need to get creative with my stuff or I'll also loose interest and I DONT want that #in order to be happy with what i have i cant just think about it and expect to be given something new NOOOO i need to MAKE it ughh #i cant believe in order to get more content out of my own au i would need to draw it and feed myself ugh ugh ugh unbelievable (kidding)#but also #i wanna make a little music video or animation again for youtube #its been a hot while since ive uploaded anything in there at all #maybe an animation reel will do for now?#i hope so :(#because ive been working on expanding the Black Scripts AU #and honestly i dont regret it #i had a lot of fun making up scenarios and comics for Stanley and the Narrator (Black)#but yeah!#apart from this little video #you wont be getting an explanation on what these things are supposed to be #and why theyre there #actually i was originally gonna make this into a full fledge animation with sound effect/music/frame-by-frame movement/etc.#but i got lazy HAHA #tsp blank scripts au #tsp au #the stanley parable #the stanley parable ultra deluxe #tsp

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trchrswtrs · 1 month ago

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I had a dream about Sebek and a fly.

Sebek was going about his normal business, when he noticed a fly sitting on his hand. He casually brushed the fly off, before lifting his gaze to resume his duties. However, out of the corner of his vision, he caught sight of the fly, back on his hand. He swatted at it again. But somehow, it remained where it was. He shook his hand, twisted it about, swiped at it multiple times but no matter how hard he tried to get rid of it, the fly remained on his hand. Growing increasingly frustrated, he even tried to crush the fly in his hand. But the fly still remained. He couldn't help but let out a cry of anger and upset as tears began to stream down his face, for he was desperate to be rid of this fly. This fly that would not release its hold on him. This fly that clung to the back of his mind every second of the day. And there was nothing he could do but despair.

#twisted wonderland #twst #sebek zigvolt #my art #fly symbolism...#flies can represent the brevity of human life #so given sebek's... *motions* everything #his whole issue with humans... which comes from his own internal struggles and self hatred #BUT ALSO what I believe comes from a very strong fear of human fragility #like his father or silver or all of his school mates won't be in his life for very long...#well.. this all just makes for good angst doesn't it #this might be a concept i will flesh out more in the future #but it would take some work to portray it the way i would want #so for now this will do #even while unconscious my brain thinks of ways to make sebek suffer #silver and lilia and malleus comforted him at the end of the dream tho so it's okay #he's just a big mess

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khaopybara · 1 month ago

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excuse me, we're not used to this level of clinginess in this fandom

#khaotung thanawat #first kanaphan #firstkhao #firstkhaotung #gmmtv actors #thai actor #gmmtv boys #gmmtv actor #thai bl actor #bibi gifs #can you tell i'm not done #i blame everyone around me who keep talking about these khaotung being a khaola #i'm this close of changing this blog name to khaola given this turn of events #these two things happening on the same day is what did it yk they need to space out things like this so i can work better as a human being

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