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Mista’s 1st time going on a SWF business trip with his BFF, Giorno!!!🐞🔫🖤 Mista gets to meet his best buddy’s colleague, a gay american SWF researcher that works on the DIO case- all of this TOTALLY wasn’t orchestrated by Giorno to see if they have feelings for eachother.
#giomis#misgio#giorno x speedwagon foundation dude#this concept has been rolling around in my mind for awhile#like mista going to america with giorno as friends#and when they return they are not the same LMAO#also the speedwagon foundation guy.. I thought it would be funny if there was a gay stem researcher at the SWF who has fallen victim to the#dio fanaticism.. His 9-5 is literally studying a hot vampire guy#AND THEN HE GETS TO MEET AND WORK WITH SAID HOT VAMPIRE GUYS SON?? THAT LOOKS JUST LIKE HIM?#he’s just staring at those dio pictures in his super secret government job like damn.. I want him 😫#and giorno can sympathize bc he’s also staring at mista in his super secret mafia job like damn.. i want bro#they close their eyes and fantasize 😭💔
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litany of the martyrs (click for better resolution!)
#at some point i wanted to make an illustration for each character but in retrospect maybe each is multiple song-coded..#drew the sketch for a quincy thing after a chat with a mutual reminded me this song existed dfsghjkl and then spent weeks rendering this#quincy cynthius martin#adamandi#i'm finally done with this! the saints especially were joys to paint and the halo a menace.... this has been the most ambitious one so far.#but it also took quite long because i only worked on it <engages with quincy> when mentally okay to deal with the themes. i'm not religious#but i do identify with the irrational(?ish) guilt + family legacy + academic achievement + disregard for self. also more complex thoughts#about love [but depsite quincent being a large part of quincy's character this piece deals with mostly the Rest of it. so another time..]#anyways! in the original sketch- the saints had heads bent towards quincy so the halo spikes pointed at him. but this worked better! halos#of the saints implying/creating one for quincy was a concept from the start though. in the show they don't touch him directly here but#differences in mediums i think- i don't have time in an image to craft a narrative so everything has to be happening. also artistic liberty#misc inspiration for this includes stained glass windows. i might have maybe misinterpreted the saint costume but i think i logic-ed it out#as the cloth part following a nun's habit w the hood. and then halo above. the material is also more transparent originally but i had. um.#too much fun painting fabric folds.. if you look closely you can see the basis of faces though behind the cloth; but only the vague shapes#because smth obscurity + inhumanness// cassian is the only one i gave a mouth though. that stems from melliot's post about the saints and#st cassian as spokesperson (<- did research teehee!) that's also how i found out which costume = which saint. speaking of which.#left to right: 'st lucy take my hand' // 'st lawrence give me strength' (presses quincy forward; but hand on shoulder connotates guidance)#/'st cassian help me smile' (quincy's mouth is btwn a grimace and a smile; tilts up at side. also no direct touch bc added insidiousness.)#//'st jude [...] i hope your causes burn' (jude's hand is in two places to show movement- nearing the flame and then snatching back; burnt)#other notes: at the midst of the flame the core is shaped like a human heart /the saints and their wax are all melting like the candle for#fun visual effect and also this way they are even less tangible <real>. perks of painting as a medium i guess. // also insp from icarus?#wax and burning imagery; looking at the halo and rays as parallel to sun that burns. too close to the sun; melting; hurting; hurtling //#candles at bottom are a nod to the frankly gorgeous set// also the entire composition kind of stems from the lyric <what use is a candle if#both ends aren't burning>; the two sides between the concepts of catholic guilt and academic perfection that spur quincy#the halo above (saints and guilt; litanyofthemartyrs) and the 'halo' below (academic papers; insp from choreo for perfect at school)#the papers were originally supposed to be more glowy. but i like the idea of it now being a reflection of how quincy's priorities shift#also of note is that <candle> in centre = quincy; w burning candle + aforementioned heart in flame -> most human; idea of love + passion#last thoughts: kneeling + hands close tgt = prayer //wax dripping onto the red As make an effect that looks like blood. because i like#hiding that within the adamandi pieces :OO continuity!! // i've run out of tags but yeah! had fun with this one! every so often i go a#little insane in making art and the final result astounds even me. ngl i'm quite proud of this one. pretty colours <3333
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"[Elizabeth Woodville's] piety as queen seems to have been broadly conventional for a fifteenth-century royal, encompassing pilgrimages, membership of various fraternities, a particular devotion to her name saint, notable generosity to the Carthusians, and the foundation of a chantry at Westminster after her son was born there. ['On other occasions she supported planned religious foundations in London, […] made generous gifts to Eton College, and petitioned the pope to extend the circumstances in which indulgences could be acquired by observing the feast of the Visitation']. One possible indicator of a more personal, and more sophisticated, thread in her piety is a book of Hours of the Guardian Angel which Sutton and Visser-Fuchs have argued was commissioned for her, very possibly at her request."
-J.L. Laynesmith, "Elizabeth Woodville: The Knight's Widow", Later Plantagenet and Wars of the Roses Consorts: Power, Influence, Dynasty
#historicwomendaily#elizabeth woodville#my post#friendly reminder that there's nothing indicating that Elizabeth was exceptionally pious or that her piety was 'beyond purely conventional'#(something first claimed by Anne Crawford who simultaneously claimed that Elizabeth was 'grasping and totally lacking in scruple' so...)#EW's piety as queen may have stood out compared to former 15th century predecessors and definitely stood out compared to her husband#but her actions in themselves were not especially novel or 'beyond normal' and by themselves don't indicate unusual piety on her part#As Laynesmith's more recent research observes they seem to have been 'broadly conventional'#A conclusion arrived at Derek Neal as well who also points out that in general queens and elite noblewomen simply had wider means#of 'visible material expression of [their] personal devotion' - and also emphasizes how we should look at their wider circumstances#to understand their actions (eg: the death of Elizabeth's son George in 1479 as a motivating factor)#It's nice that we know a bit about Elizabeth's more personal piety - for eg she seems to have developed an attachment to Westminster Abbey#It's possible her (outward) piety increased across her queenship - she undertook most of her religious projects in later years#But again - none of them indicate the *level* of her piety (ie: they don't indicate that she was beyond conventionally pious)#By 1475 it seems that contemporaries identified Cecily Neville as the most personally devout from the Yorkist family#(though Elizabeth and even Cecily's sons were far greater patrons)#I think people also assume this because of her retirement to Westminster post 1485#which doesn't work because 1) we don't actually know when she retired? as Laynesmith says there is no actual evidence for the traditional#date of 12 February 1487#2) she had very secular reasons for retiring (grief over the death of her children? her lack of dower lands or estates which most other#widows had? her options were very limited; choosing to reside in the abbey is not particularly surprising. it's a massive and unneeded jump#to claim that it was motivated solely by piety (especially because it wasn't a complete 'retirement' in the way people assume it was)#I think historians have a habit of using her piety as a GOTCHA!' point against her vilification - which is a flawed and stupid argument#Elizabeth could be the most pious individual in the world and still be the pantomime villain Ricardians/Yorkists claim she was#They're not mutually exclusive; this line of thinking is useless#I think this also stems from the fact that we simply know very little about Elizabeth as an individual (ie: her hobbies/interests)#certainly far less than we do for other prominent women Margaret of Anjou; Elizabeth of York;; Cecily Neville or Margaret Beaufort#and I think rather than emphasizing that gap of knowledge her historians merely try to fill it up with 'she was pious!'#which is ... an incredibly lackluster take. I think it's better to just acknowledge that we don't know much about this historical figure#ie: I do wish that her piety and patronage was emphasized more yes. but it shouldn't flip too far to the other side either.
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No fandom art today (still busy with academics) but have this eye I drew while I was bored while the teacher is teaching bioinformatics (if I see the stupid website again my stupid brain is going to explode<3)
#my art#my research paper is also killing me from the inside damn it💀 what do you mean my group mate didnt turn it in on time and made us late#WHAT DO YOU MEAN GOOGLE CLASSROOM SUBMITTED MY LABORATORY WORK FOR CHEMISTRY JUST YESTERDAY EVEN THO I SENT IT 7 DAYS AGO#the struggles of a stem major
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theory of computation/computability and complexity/whatever your institution calls it is the universal computer science hazing ritual.
#stem#academics#stemblr#computer science#programming#math#mathblr#mathematics#academia#this is true even if you love it#or even if the material is all review#i have been working on this midterm for 11 hours#this is literally my research area#send help
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It makes me kinda sad that my undergrad thesis is only 8 months, especially since the project has a 1 year timeline and we’re only just about to start it. I’m going to do and learn a lot from it in those 8 months of course, I already have after just two and all I’ve done is background research, but I dunno it’s just. Sad that a project I’m going to pour my heart into has to end without me.
I had the same problem with my summer research and I’m really glad that I got an extra month to actually finish up what I was doing for it but I sunk so much time and energy and passion into that research and now it’s just. Done. And I feel like a Master’s is going to be the same, especially since I could be doing an accelerated, 1 year MSc. Like that’s. Nothing. In research terms. Now, the whole point of doing the 1 year program is that I do it in my undergrad thesis lab so I can kinda skip past the bulk of the training and orientation stuff, so it will be a fairly solid 1 year of research, but it would in no way start a project and honestly, I don’t know that it would end one either.
I dunno I just don’t like leaving things unfinished and it makes me very sad to know that I have to let the research I do go so that someone else can finish it while I move on to something else. I do wish I got to see some of these things through to the end more. I guess this is what parenting feels like??
#and I know too that research is never actually done#like there are always follow ups and future directions and all that sort of thing#but within that there definitely are defined arcs#and I just wish I got to work on those all the way more you know?#stemblr#chemical biology#chemistry#stem#chemblr#uni student#university#studyblr
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You know, I went into the anime adaptation of the Swordsmith Village Arc knowing it just wasn't going to have the same punch as previous arcs due to the pacing (primarily being a vehicle for flashbacks as opposed to slowly building tension), lack of impactful villains (Hantengu's back story simply does not have the impact or emotional draw of Rui or the Shabana siblings, and Gyokko is... he's just Gyokko), and incomplete-feeling character arcs (this is all set-up for pay-off on Mitsuri, Muichiro, and Genya, whereas Uzui & Rengoku had more satisfying arcs contained within single story arcs).
I knew this, and despite not totally sticking the landing with filler, I think Ufotable did a fine job with the material they had to work with.
I do have one criticism, though.
IT NEEDED MORE SWORDS.
Swords!!! Are!!!!! Beautiful!!!!! And!!!!!! The craftsmen!!!!!!! Are!!!! Amazing!!!!!!!!!! And!! Nichirinto!!! Are!!! So!!!! Special!!!!!!
GIVE US MORE SWORD LORE, GOTOUGE!!!!!! GIVE ME ALL YOUR TAISHO SECRETS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#SWORDS SWORDS SWORDS#can you tell I've been doing sword research again? I have.#i am just... so enamored with how a mountain of sand and clay and trees and water and so many hours of physical labor are necessary#for even producing the iron ore in the first place#so much fire#SO MUCH FIRE#and THEN the swordsmith works a totally different magic on it#so much patience#SO MUCH FIRE AGAIN#and charcoal is ever-present along the way#It's just#beautiful#I want so badly to know more about the sword sharpening process#to better appreciate Haganezuka's personal battle#there are knife sharpening classes I could sign up for but I don't know that I'll learn stuff applicable to swords#even if Japanese knives do stem from the same traditions
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so much for the self-imposed midnight deadline
#i dont think i ever properly explained what ive been cooking up but essentially the diploma program thingy im working towards requires#us to write a 4k word research essay on a topic of our choice#most of my projects and stuff tend towards stem because. hello . physics. so i was like “let me switch it up”#so im writing my extended essay as an english..thing?#essentially i gotta analyse a literary work#since im insufferable as fuck i picked nurture by protein ribosome <- not tryna clog up the tag with my ee ramblings#since it counts as a literary work if ur analysing the lyrics#its a huge like 18month project but they shifted up all the deadlines so i only really got a year since it ws announced#and...4 months since we were allowed to start working on it#the complete rough draft (4000 shitty words) is due this friday at 5pm for us and erm. im at 3k right now. and i deleted a bunch of stuff#i got a busy weekend and need to prep for that so i said id get the essay done by tonight and then be nice and fresh and happy tomorrow but#that is NOT working out because of BOOPING!!!!!!#anyways im cooked and i dont even like music anymore like im starting to lose my passion for it BECAUSE OF THIS DAMN ESSAY GODDDDDDDDDDD
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i really and truly believe that there are only two genuine human superpowers, both of which can be actively cultivated:
the ability to find anything interesting, ie the ability to reframe and reflect on any situation or encounter, even/especially negative or boring ones, so as to make what is happening to you interesting, engaging, and personally meaningful to your human experience. this habit of mind is mostly curiosity but it's also woven through with psychological flexibility, especially the ability to regulate your own emotional reactions so that you can respond to challenging or tedious situations in more thoughtful and values-aligned ways that develop your sense of self instead of making you feel trapped or bored or fragmented
the ability to teach yourself new things. idk maybe as a teacher i am biased but i really believe that the single most transformative gift you can give any human being is a deep understanding of how people learn and improve at things. what is more hopeful, more inspiring, or more life-affirming than the realization that you can learn new things at any age, and that the new things you learn (plus the joyful process of learning itself!) can utterly transform the way you experience the world and understand yourself? what is more amazing or incredible than the realization that learning things is not a mysterious & passive process that happens to you but a reasonably consistent set of steps and tools that you can learn how to master and apply to virtually any skill or domain of human knowledge? the superpower of being able to learn/improve at anything you set your mind to… but also the superpower inherent in that quiet unwavering certainty that even if you feel stuck at various points in your life, you have within yourself the capacity to get unstuck through learning and changing and growing and experiencing new things. wowowowowowowow!!!!! what an extraordinary gift!!!!
#i did a classroom observation this week#in a mid-level environmental science research methods course#and at other points in my life i would've been either bored stiff by this experience or terrified because Science Is Hard#and I Am Humanities Person Cannot Do Science#but i actually found myself getting really fascinated by some of the stuff they were doing#i think combined with all the scientific studies i've been reading over the past six months related to fertility stuff#and i was like oh wait like#i could see myself going back and doing a bachelor's degree in a science field#like yeah this is unfamiliar to me & i have a lot of baggage around being Bad at STEM#but actually through doing lots of work with researchers & learning how research works in my own field#i think i've absorbed an understanding of some of the habits of mind science values#and i feel confident enough in my understanding of how people learn new things#that i bet i could apply that knowledge to learning disciplines that previously seemed Off Limits to me#anyway idk just#what a joy it is to be a thinking learning human in the world#how lucky are we!!!!!
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the way tumblr talks about medicine makes me wonder how many of us here actually have critical thinking skills
#stop trying to explain shit you know nothing about so you can frame it negatively for clout!!!! literally knock it off!!!#there are so many valid opinions but i don’t understand this and therefore it’s bad “ is NOT one of them actually#fuck it’s far from perfect but seeing people talk about people I work with every day as if they’re monsters is honestly so tiring#it’s just all over my dash#if you read something and it confuses you and that makes you angry#the solution is NOT to make a tumblr post flaming it with all of your misinformation and undereducated opinions#“it is batshit to base dx criteria on statistics “ NO IT IS NOT NO IT IS NOT NO IT IS NOT ARE YOU STUPID???????#THIS IS STEM LITERALLY EVERYTHING IS MATH WHAT THE HELL DO YOU M E A N ?????#literally like!!! 90% of dx criteria involves statistical probability!!!! doctors prescribe statins because you are statistically likely#to develop heart disease or endure a major cardiac event#like they calculate your disease risk based on averages and so so so much data and math and shit THAT YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT!!!!#so why are you complaining about it as if you do!!!!!!!!#sorry. I know it’s in good faith for the most part but. it feels like straight entitlement to constantly complain and dog on doctors#I’m a victim of medical malpractice!!! i still show respect and understand that they’re individuals. people. human beings.#who are largely trying to help others#regardless of my personal experience with others in their field#sorry this is just a vent now#i love research I love science I love medicine please stop hating on every aspect of it and my community ty#delete later#not fandom#stinky speaks
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so massively unwell about nathan x ru/vik
#personal#head in hands!!! head in hands!!!!#it's the similar horrible experiences leading to similar horrible acts of violence and the descent into madness#it's the ru/vik developing the original stem device and nathan being lead developer of the union environment#it's their hubris biting them in the ass and both of them are completely alienated from the human experience#and they long for comfort that they can never get ever again but then they find each other and then they suddenly can#because they understand each other like no one else can and their grief and their regrets are the same#anyway. the web weave i'm working on is very self indulgent because it captures them after my own post game events#which is a little ooc but literally only in the way that ruben goes to therapy. like that's it. i'm just sending him to therapy i'm allowed#he's still a fucking freak though he will say something and nathan will go 'cool. i usually think about other things.'#'don't say this stuff to your therapist she will send you back to the psych ward'#he becomes a doctor and researcher at the krimson city hospital btw if you even care. i don't think they should let him near patients at al#but i also think it would be funny. i just like putting guys into situations. he would be house levels of insane but like#other end of the spectrum
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I saw a post that was like "you're not researching, you're just looking shit up" and I want to let yall know that the most dedicated researchers writing thousands of papers in is still only "looking shit up" for the majority of those papers.
Not everything requires you to go outside and measure the dirt on a specific time and day. Sometimes scientists already have that data and just haven't put it together yet, thats what researchers often use. And they do most of it in front of a computer. Google Scholar is a thing for a reason.
#i count people who do video essays as researchers#in my several years in college with STEM a lotta them are doing a whole lot more work than I ever have#putting the same words behind labels and making them have a different meaning is dumb#were all just looking shit up and playing with dirt and numbers at the end of the day
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hiii :333 i think i am alive !! ( small update in da tags )
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#WOOOAGHHHHH HAVENT BEEN HERE IN AGES. WOW>#sorry guys im a straight a student in their senior year of hs... i have been enjoying real life ^_^ i miss it here tho. :(#will be active soon bcs school is gna end. fucking sobbing but we don't talk abt that#i am here instead of working on the uh. 2 group presentations i need to work on. and the 1 Solo presentation.............#which is crazy btw bcs it's a whole research event thing bcs im in stem ^_^ closing remarks heehaw. Just Me.#so i'm proud of myself & for better understanding myself lately but there is still sm i want to do!!! like On here <3#in a much better headspace and life and etc. its good yay.#anyway hashtag wanna be an astrophysicist (a+ physics? ez. but also ive always loved math & astronomy) astronomer musician#author video game dev (future compsci student! or physics. still deciding.) uhhh psychologist philosopher blablabla phd one day#yay ^__________^ I MISS WRITING ON HERE THO and interacting w moots :P altho idrk how to get back into that shit#anywhere really but it's ok we find ways. man. i miss it here. before i get active again tho i should rlly makes lists to do and Fix stuff.#bye for now yay just a lil update from me !!! ^_^ it's been at least... 4 months? bcs i rmbr not properly saying happy new year on here HEL#raaaaaaaaaaaaa apollo is so back babaey the world is so beautiful & so am I. anyway. u all take care mwamwamwa
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Girl help I'm getting ambitious ideas for my book series that'll make book one probably take like twice as long to be ready to publish :(
#it's a high fantasy story#and of course with that comes the chance of using other languages#now i'm me and love languages irl so i figured i'd just take preexisting languages and use them#but then. Then.#i got the idea to take those languages and through research and a lot of bullshitting#change some of the words#so that those who know the language can tell what it's based on and how to pronounce it#but can also tell it's been stretched for good ol' fantasy originality#bc i realized i could do some cool stuff with some of the different cultures and religions in this story#after all a lot of words and phrases in various languages stem from religions and cultural values.#but also girl help this idea is cool enough im almost totally gonna do it and i can take as long as i want thank you#but i do really want to begin to share this story already its been in the works for 3 years :(#im probably gonna end up continuing to work on book 1s first draft and just leave spaces for bits in other languages to fill in later#that sounds like the fastest route
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realizing i actually have no useful interests or ambitions
#every few weeks i remember that im actually not as good at stem as i thought i was so im literally gonna get a D in all my stem classes#and even if i do make it out of math ill end upg etting an office job that is going to suck the life out of me#because i hate the idea of an office job#and its not like i can be some exceptional math researcher cuz again im not even that good at it :sob:#i wish i coul djust major in creative writing and be happy with my life#its not like i hate math either like i can see myself working in a math related job but in my head its like my silly little number problems#in reality it probably wont even be like that itll be actual work that i will hate#sunny rambles
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i have an ancient oc named flight to the sun, homeward descent, but ive recently realized descent might be a kinda sacrilegious term to a society whos religion is all about ascending... so now i need to come up with an excuse for that being her name (read tags for more context if u want lol)
#the easy answer is to make her trans (which i might just do anyways) but i think instead im gonna make it so she changed it as a statement??#i already had it in mind that when she was in schooling to join the iterator project she had a punk phase#and descent as a person is quite wary of the idea of ascension. kinda freaks her out#so maybe when she had that punk phase she changed it as a rebellion of sorts and then it stuck as she grew up#im thinking her birth name was something like flight to the sun thirteen sparks maybe#her choosing homeward descent is basically her saying “idk if ascension is all that when the wholeass world is right here”#it sounds strange for a character whos so unsure of ascension to work on/with iterators#her interest in the iterator project first stemmed from a love of the science but then became a moral issue when she#realized the iterators were much more emotionally intelligent and deep than theyd been intended to me#so she dedicated herself to them and researching their behavioral patterns to help more people understand how human they truly are#druid babbles#this is dumb lol#descent#oc posting
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