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aroaceleovaldez · 1 year ago

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Nico and Percy's dynamic through the series is eternally funny to me, because it's just. like.

Percy's having a constant mental struggle between his fatal flaw of loyalty with a promise he made to Bianca to protect Nico, versus his Big 3 kid desire to maim other Big 3 kids / Poseidon descendant urge to totally maim Nico specifically. He hates Nico so so much. He thinks Nico's annoying and weird at best, and creepy/sketchy when he's older. The only positive thoughts Percy has towards Nico are "He's Bianca's brother and Bianca was my friend and I owe her/He's Hazel's brother and Hazel is my friend and would kill me if I was mean to him," "He's a powerful asset and useful ally (if questionable)," and "He's kinda pathetic and I feel maybe a little bad about it." Percy has multiple occasions throughout the series where he strongly considers - and on one occasionally actually goes through with - throttling Nico.

Meanwhile, Nico is following around Percy like a lost puppy. He explicitly can never bring himself to even dislike anything about Percy no matter how hard he tries. He has a whole bit in BoO where he's mentally going "UGH he's so stupid BUT IT'S ENDEARING HOW DARE HE." He's totally smitten. He's making deals with his dad for Percy. He's making convoluted plans to help Percy stand a chance against Kronos. During the entirety of BoTL it's like he's playing tsundere - "I'm helping NOT PERCY SPECIFICALLY with this quest! Me helping Percy would be SILLY because I DEFINITELY HATE HIM." Then he proceeds to show up to Percy's birthday party to basically ask him on a weird date and spend the entire next book scrambling around trying to help him or protect him or impress him. And Percy could not give less of a shit.

Just. That dynamic is so funny to me. Percy is the founder of the Nico Protection Club in that he's the one they're all protecting Nico from and meanwhile Nico is throwing himself at Percy to the point where the literal god of gay love calls him out on it.

#pjo #percy jackson #nico di angelo #Percy shows up at CJ and squints at Nico like ''hm. why do i feel like i hate you? like i just wanna punch you in the face?''#and Nico just immediately goes ''huh no idea anyways i have to go-'' and jumps into Tartarus #but not before he gives Hazel essentially a detailed explanation of ''this is Percy i cant say much but please dont let him die <3''#and Nico's whole Tartarus trip was basically a whole ''im doing this so no one else has to''#only for Percy and Annabeth to fall in like one book later and Nico proceeds to spend the next book internally screaming about it #and then Cupid calls him out on it and the next book #Nico's just like ''at this point im hoping i keel over within the next week just so i can force this dumb crush to chill the fuck out''#Nico staring pointedly at Will: ''For my own sake i need to form another crush RIGHT NOW so i can finally get over Percy.''#''this has been so bad for my health''#Nico's crush on Percy is just too funny to me. horrible pick my guy. terrible job. love that for you. he could not be less interested.#Percy LITERALLY TRIES TO KILL NICO and ditch him in the underworld and Nico is somehow STILL like ''but i love him''#Percy basically chokes him. beats up his dad. tells him ''go get smited by your dad for me.'' and ditches him.#and Nico's opinions/crush on him DO NOT CHANGE #though also Nico's reaction to Percy beating up his dad + skeletons is SO funny. his jaw is on the floor. he's flustered about it.#he just witnessed Percy be incredibly hot and proceeded to go ''yea i'll do anything for this man. collect reinforcements of 3 gods? sure''#nico you absolute DISASTER with HORRIBLE TASTE. you can do better. raise your standards.#which tbh is funnier when you factor in sun and the star. Nico just wont stop crushing on guys who dislike him and everything he stands for

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sabh0 · 8 months ago

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Can we yap about how much these two GENUINELY need each other and can't STAND the fact they know this and despise that it's true!! 😭

More so Dazai than Chuuya, honestly- he's a very needy guy XD

Like they don't need each other to survive - the 4 years apart made it clear, but. They both seem so much more alive and genuine next to each other aughhh

Both know there's no other person that understands them so well, but the fact that *someone* can basically read their thoughts before they even say em is what also scares em sm,,, like yeah i hate you and i hate the fact that you know me so well. And i also hate the fact that i know you so well too,,,

Tho there r times when they REALLY need each other to survive, not metaphorically or anything. Chuuya needs Dazai durning Corruption and Dazai needs Chuuya when uh. Making these stupid plans where he plays a princess who needs a prince on a white horse to save him. Be it Dead Apple or even the Dragon's Head Conflict.

And it makes me go so aughhh bc none of them have to use these tactics that put their lives in the hands of the other, but they still do and aughhh the trust they have for each other makes me throw up

#sab q&a #literally babbling about stuff everyone knows about #but please skk trust means so much to me #like #just compare them with beast skk #in dhc og Chuuya didn't even wait for Dazai #he activated Corruption knwoing the other is right beside him and will stop him eventually #(even if Chuuya said not to do that at the time)#(like Dazai just wont let him die)#but at the same point in time #beast dazai had to convince chuuya to even activate corruption bc chuuya didn't trust him enough #and what he did to convince him??? dazai literally stabbed himself in his leg to show that he won't run away and leave chuuya there #like aughh #beastzai must've left chuuya so many times before that atp this was the only way to make him trust him #dying screaming throwing up #they make me feel so unwell #umm anyway #i also think it's not that 'dazai needs chuuya more' or the other way around #they're equally insane #goodnight

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puhpandas · 4 months ago

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the sense that cassie would knock into tony

#not even only regarding Gregory but ellis as well #she'd see this perfectly good friend who cares about tony and has stuck by him for years that tony grew up with #and yeah hes a little flawed but not enough to be dropped or condemned #and shed see how tony blows him off and resents him bc of his own pent up anger and wants to stop hanging out with him #on top of watching tony treat gregory as only a mystery/ggy #(bc this would have to be post book+sb and pre ruin id say)#and shed get mad not only on gregorys behalf but on ellis'#friendship is so important to her and shes grateful to have met Gregory every day #gregory whos flawed like ellis is but tony still wants to take him for granted #both ellis and gregory #shed yell soo much sense into him #and its even more interesting during some sort of plotline where they have to stick together #like ur my only ally and its killing me watching you treat your friends like this but i have to stick with you #doesnt mean i wont scream at you after noticing all this #tony and cassie having different outlooks on a ggy esque plotline #like finding him or solving it or something (but cassies friendship was with the real gregory)#and she watches how as she cares about helping and saving her friend and making sure hes okay #tony is treating it like a detective case and like gregory is just a mystery to solve like hes a goal and not a person #or his FRIEND #cassie would be soo mad #maybe like during ruin or something tony is there #and she doesnt know about the murderous part until she yells at tony about how hes treating finding Gregory #and then he explains it all to her but is like i donnttt think it was him he mighhtt have been possessed #imagining post ruin Tony is the only thing keeping cassie from spiraling #like thyere trapped down there for a bit and he finds a way out but cassie has been being whispered to by the mask and shit #he keeps her from being turned against gregory in this case #using the words she threw in his face about friendship back in hers #not-gregory duo #tony #cassie

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rosie-tyler · 3 months ago

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If u think abt it. TKK3 is another Dangerous Liaisons adaptation

#the funniest thing is that i cant stand dangerous liaisons hahaha show me a picture of Vicomte de Valmont and ill bite you #silver is lucky he's tig #two toxic besties make a dept one of them will “seduce” a cinnamon roll #no stop i wont be thinking about an au where silver actually started caring abt daniel #HIM SCREAMING ITS BEYOND MY CONTROL TO DANIEL AAAAAAHHHHHHH

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leblogreblog · 16 days ago

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Being a Cahir fan from the time before the show came out is so weird cause-

That's. That's litteraly a completely different character.

#each time i see cahir on screen i go 'look how they masacred my boy'#so to get out of the way the biggest differences #he wasnt anyone special in the nilfgaard or its army #hes just some son of a noble made officer that just so happened to be unknowingly responsibe for the most important mission of the war #and he didnt know ciri that long #in books he literally just 1) grabbed ciri 2) brought her out of the burning cintra 3) helped her wash up from the soot and grime #he didnt even exchange with her a single word because out of shock he straight up forgot how and when he woke up she was gone #and then he didn't see her for next five years #the fact that he even found her at all is multiple times described as one step away from a miracle #after failing to bring ciri and insulting the emperor in anger he was straight up inprisoned for few years and was supposed to be hanged #which he wasnt only because he was the only person alive that even knew how ciri looked and they needed him to find her #and then he was sent on a basically sucide mission which was equivalent of ozai sending zuko to find and capture the avatar #everyone knew it was a death sentence either from hands of the empire or people guarding the girl #also he didnt stop the scotiael on thanned #ciri killed all of them leaving cahir as the last of them #then when she tried to kill him she irreperably damaged his hand when he tried to stop her sword and then he begged her to not kill him #when asked for one reason why he reveals that he was the one to bring her out of the burning cintra and while doing so he closes his eyes #(of which ciri doesnt have any recollection besides nightmares about a black knight with wings on his helmet on horseback screaming)#((which is also one of the major plot points of this book and the next ones))#after a while of not being struck he opens his eyes and ciri is gone by then and he passes out from relief and/or the blood loss #and only by then other group of scotiael came to him #after failing once again he is literally sent back in the casket (still alive just trapped in it for convinience) to be executed #the only reason he lives on is because geralt later on accidentally finds him and then frees him #then he has lots of character building that i wont spoil anymore that is straigh up not possible with how the show went on #im just really disappointed #cahir mawr dyffryn aep ceallach #the witcher #the witcher books #the witcher netflix #also in books hes described (by geralt nonetheless) as being less than 25 years old/10 years older than ciri during 'babtism of fire'

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renaiswriting · 1 year ago

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I'm going insane.

Credits to: Aug95 for S.COUPS on tt

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fadeintolight · 1 month ago

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pont pont vesszőcske

#this year just feels weird. im selfishly not saying ~rawr so awful or tragic #because there are things ive achieved this year that im proud of and that were long due #im so happy i did that masters course and im so glad i landed a job that pays well even though its torture on my nerveous system #my mind is forever free from academic guilt and pressure #and i can afford things that nourish my soul and body when they werent accessible before #so this is the firm acknowledgment of the fact that im lucky and have an objectively good life #part of which i was given and nice parts i actually worked my ass off for #and for the first time in my life im at a stage where its all … freestyle?? lmao like ok girl you did the things now find new things to do #and theres none hehehe just human connections that are harder to build than a cv or a thesis defense and doesnt only depend #on the effort i put in #but also on how the stars and planets are moving or idk #plus i just remembered how my sister told me that the reason why i kept procrastinating on my diploma was bc it was an excuse to not grow u #and now the universe is kicking my ass all year to make me realize that i need to change and grow and build a life i could settle in #because this bitch!!!! took 3 of my 4 closest friends and made them move countries and get married or in one case just simply get over me #and not to make everything about me but its how humans work okay so ofc im internalizing a lot of other tragedies as new signs #from the universe screaming at me #to get away from the parasocial bonds that give me so much joy but also affect me too much #like LAUGH AT ME all you want but ive been wanting to see ts live since 2009 #and the only thing that kept me up in exam season at 4am was me and my friend sending outfit inspos to each other #like its silly i know but when that show got cancelled and i was hysterical i kneew the lesson was to grow up and stop investing so much #into lovely but also relatively short moments of my life #because i should be able to #look forward to other things after graduating than the eras tour but i WASNT okay #and i dont have to elaborate on how liam’s passing has been affecting me/us so i wont #but fuck that was a cruel reminder - to make things about me again- that though i can talk about this with friends on my phone #until my retina burns out or melts or idk what retinas do #i still dont have ANYONE in my phsyical proximity who would understand this pain and thats partially on me #and then my 85+yr old grandma got covid AGAIN for the 3rd time and my god she got better but in case i forgot she wont be with me forever #and i reached the tag limit so thats it anyway weird year very weird dont know what it wants from me #to the void

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6-epigraphs · 2 days ago

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Raaaahhhhh

#idrgaf ab anyone other than yuki but these r fun #its fine if im wrong but i hope lewis is wdc this yr 🙏 (so he can finally have his peace & retire & yuki can take ollie's seat in haas 🙏)#so my rep list this yr. i cant even put my heart into this cause i really only care about yuki 💀 anywy #i have to look @ other ppl cos im not optimistic ab vcarb & as much as we all want to believe in poetic justice that never happens for yuki #& as a former l1am repper he can't be underestimated at all. & i dont want to be one of his evil haters in his eventual dts episode 🙄#lewis retiring before fernando would be so hilarious #i want nando to have his wdc so his demons can finally stop screaming once & for all but its not happening until next year. so i hope #something bad happens to him this yr 🙏 sorry but i need all the spare seats i can get #i can wish the worst on everyone cause yuki wont be there next yr anyway .i have accepted it . im not in this f1 shit for life & its cool 🙏#im neutral on the alpine situation & its unlikely but doohan bitching colapinto would be great #something to look back on #f1txt #f1 2025 #prediction tier rep list

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onlythebravest · 1 month ago

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#new plan for today opposite of yesterday’s plan actually #aka don’t go to sleep #if I don’t go to sleep I don’t have nightmares #which is probably more night/sleep anxiety rather than actual nightmares #because who the fuck wakes up in a complete panic after a dream about PAPER TOWELS?!?#it’s ridiculous it’s insane #it’s laughable I couldn’t stop laughing when I said it out loud to my mom when I called her to calm down #it’s so stupid #yet I wake up in a complete panic almost screaming #paper towels like seriously #maybe that’s not what the dream was and that’s just all I can remember #but waking up in a panic and all you can remember is paper towels #ridiculous pathetic so so annoying #ao yeah I probably wont go to bed at all bc at least I won’t have nightmares then #but it won’t help with the exhaustion I’m dealing with

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limbo-isnt-fun · 3 months ago

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seriously what's the fucking point literally what is the point

#no because if i died all of the pain would stop but i dont want to do that so i just have to live with it and i cant do anything about it #the only thing i can hope for is that something will kill me and i wont see it coming #screaming into the void

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midnightmasterpiece · 8 months ago

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i never should have started writing out my sapphic genderbent elucien f1 au, because tell me why i know have the plans for a sequel about nesta being written in my head when i listen to chappell roan for the fanfic i havent even finished yet?????????

#screaming to the void of the internet #my sapphic genderbent elucien f1 au #elain archeron #nesta archeron #im being cursed with plot ideas #like why do i want to write a prequel sequel thing about young nesta and clare beddor so nesta can be the good luck babe cautionary tale #fanfic ideas wont stop plopping themselves in my head now #maybe a two shot after for nesta???#but first i need to finish my first idea #bestie pls advise me against writing anymore #pls my braincells are plotting against me #that was also supposed to be a pun cause im awful

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weirdlizard26 · 7 months ago

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mannnnn do NOT let me go off thinking abt the war for too long bc apparently there is no future for us lol!

#wl26 #war stuff #everything is going to shit #not enough soldiers so they grab anyone who cant hide or run and just throw them in there #and then the rest give men dirty looks for not joining the army #well why didnt YOU join the army huh?#''its a man's duty to-'' yeah and what would you do in his place. what would you do if it were you #what would you do if it were your brother or son. would you send them to their deaths because its their duty?#this country is full of hypocrites #but then i cant argue with the fact at this point we're just gonna lose everything #bc not enough soldiers means the russian army is gonna keeping moving further and further into our territory lol!#i wonder why nobody cares about our land being stolen #all the pacifists screaming at us to give away more of our land #but nobody's screaming at russia to stop fucking killing us #i hope all colonisers and imperialists die forever. but i cant really make that happen now can i #at least these fucks have a home to return to. and my people dont #at least they have parents to come back to and our children dont #but yeah sure lets give them more land im sure that'll fix everything and wont inspire soviet union 2 the electric boogaloo #fucking tired of it all. when will things be good

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the-kipsabian · 1 year ago

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will ospreay called me luv btw :)

#it put me in a state for a moment lmao #he was offering me the belt to hold for photos. and he was like 'would you like to hold the belt luv'#still internally screaming #his voice is so nice tho god. what a lovely chap he is #also as established earlier he really liked my hair and did see my inspiration for it when he saw my kip shirt #he also laughed at me when i told him i even painted my nails to match. but he was so kind about it #(i also did show him my tattoo. will was very impressed and he was like 'has he seen it' and im like 'OH HE KNOWS. trust me he knows #and he wont stop talking about it' and will just laughed at me again like 'yeah i get that hes like that' and yeah)#what a good fella 💜#anyways theres the long and shorts of that meet and greet lmao #slowly getting through yelling about everything at yall when my brain can process more things lol #night is an absolute mess on main

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moafleco · 4 months ago

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i hate that duality that your mind can be your safe heaven that helps you get through some difficult things, keeps you going and brings you happiness at the worst of times. and at the very same time it could be your worst tormentor that won't let you rest and won't let you breathe, literally for no particular reason at all. and you can't leave or silence it. can't get it to stop when it gets dark in there. can't get the light in when you desperately need to feel a respite instead of suffocation.

#its so difficult #sometimes its too much to handle #yeah particularly today im just.. screaming internally #and the inability to do something YOU LOVE due to your brain having one of those bad days so everything feels fucking BAD is just so unfAIR #its frustrating #the only thing you can do is sob apparently #my room doesnt feel like my room anymore all i feel is fear and dread #i just dont understand why and how it came to this point i want out #nothing grounds me to reality or to my normal state and im afraid #instead of watch fav movie to get better ill count the duration time and decide thats its too long i dont have that much time #i will be painfully aware of numbers and wb scared of them and then ill just not move at all immobilized at place #i cant #all i could do is desperately bother my friends trying to connect to them and hiding that obvious ache #i dont have capacity to soothe myself with my favorite guys and gals from games and movies i dont feel anything at all #and i hate that but also i cant do anything im so idk what i feel like but like im not anything #i lost myself i lost my favorite things to do and my hobbies and my spark and everything i dont even know anymore #on small bad days you could conjure a good thoughts and watch somethinf and think about what makes you happy #theres a void in my head now that just counts and counts and counts and cant do nothing #i will just open up a chat w friends and look at empty textspace i want to connect so badly but i wont send anything just freeze still #i dont feel that im in here but i want badly to be here and yet i cant grasp anything to still keep myself real #and like i have a feeling that in next 2 hours I'll just vanish spmething bad will happn carcrash orso i cantbe spendin much timeon anythin #i hate this #suddenly your brain just want you dead and fills you with dread unimaginable and my dumbass thinks that it's right #that my brain is right and im inclined to believe in this shit. im not but deep down i kind of is so thats why this anxiety causes me probl #ms for the whole week i didnt done anything i just could not i want it to stop #its so sure of itself that i will pass away in couple of hours by unknown reasons that it imagined so why even try

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enden-k · 2 years ago

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hahaheheh (←sound of someone who got into a new ship)

#dont worry guys kvthm is still my big love i wont stop screaming about #personal #tbd

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kakushusband · 1 year ago

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Ok I reached the symbiote arc in tssm. THAT I remember a bit of from when I was a kid. It's funny to see just how much everyone at the lab is obsessed with that sentient mud... Honey I'm about to give you a whole ass fish person.

#that does make my story a bit more coherent bc kit doesnt even know what he is. so he breaks into curts lab one night to ask for help #(him specifically bc kit was crashing at the reptile house and followed him from there)#like. hey man. you and your wife can help me figure out if im even From here bc i sure cant. stop screaming #kit is always so menacing and mean whenever i think about him. hes just scared and desperate ngl #ive been rotating this scenario + dialogue and interactions in my head for a couple days now... i need to actually write it down #so i wont forget. im not a fic writer and idk how to proceed from there but i Know kit could also get peter hired back up if he wanted to #i would be detested back in the 00s fandom scenes bc i do just shove my self insert to help the protagonist. big deal #🐍🐍🐍🐍#📡 incoming transmission 📡#💜connors

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