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beautiful woman gets another beautiful skin more at 4
#marvel rivals#xmen#xmen comics#wanda maximoff#scarlet witch#snap sketches#drawing this was so funny cause right on the canvas next to it i had hardcore old man yaoi sketched out vjlEAKVJEALKJ#my two moods i guess... beautiful womae and.. That. we expect this from me tho thats my brand atp#ANYWAY THIS SKIN IS SO PRETTYYYYYYYYYYY#haters will say its similar to the previous one but i disagree. for example i love the turtle neck more than the naked chest/neck#the old skin isnt bad but this one's just so much pretty for my eyes imo. AND ITS FREE#oh wanda i wish i was more willing to play you <- has a lord icon of her#listen i got that just to get it. i have not touched her since JVELKVJALEKJ IM SORRY#anyway yes hi i just wanted to sketch it real quick. nothing bombastic like i did the first time... forgive me..#i have a terrible meeting to attend to in an hour i predict it wont last much longer than ten minutes#but itll be the longest ten minutes of my lilfe. pray for me
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/nsx nudity
sigh i put her facial scar and blue antler on the wrong sides but like .. nobodys gotta know
#sighh self indulgent doodles i wont lie#i need to redesign her outfit thing . i think i wanna make it more likee. white colorsss idkk#i miss her#STOP doing this to me#ill never forgive solarballs for taking my goat#sigh#solarballs#planet x#x#planet 9#solarballs planet x#planet x solarballs#nsx nudity#gijinka#artists on tumblr#mavrogatphobia art
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the transfem tavros thing is great and intriguing and I'm so glad to see Homestuck^2 actually going somewhere with its story for what feels like the first time ever. And I'm just gonna say it now. I will forgive the new Homestuck^2 team entirely of the sins of the past Homestuck^2 team if it means seeing her again
#homestuck^2#upd8#vriska#(vriska)#I miss her so much dude#and it feels like the story is going there#i wont forgive the jade stuff though they still have to earn that
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Right and his work menaces (Brent and Karen).
I don't remember last I mentioned it but apart from crude nicknames to people (except Chris), he also just puts them in his phone really weird (except Chris, who is literally in his phone as Chris). And I bring this up because in Right's phone, Karen is saved as "Lawful Obligation".
#my characters#oops i fell in love#can you guys tell im stressed and hyperfixating on my own fucked up ocs cause i am#also brents nickname at work and in rights phone is fuckwad#and hes like yeah if im called anything else at this point by right its weird and uncomfortable#and when it is finally approached as if paul is only in rights phone as shitty-ex (answer) now that hes an excoworker#what was he in rights phone BEFORE the transfer#and right is like annoying dickwad ... karen is like oh i see thats why you call him a dick still#thats like a nickname from his phone name#and brent has to ask why fuckwad and dickwad and right looks at him and takes a deep breathe before saying#because i like the word wad and it is very comforting bc like a wad of paper ? you can throw it away#and so if i realize i gotta get rid of attachment i wad it up#also dont tell paul that dickwad was a form of attachment or he will never shut the fuck up about it#karen and brent both swear to never mention it to paul#paul is honestly such a weird anomaly in the plot bc he doesnt directly work at the same police station#but he is CONSTANTLY a topic of gossip or annoyance or updates#hes literally karens best friend! aside from chris he was one of the few right worked with who HAD touch privileges before right banned it#hes also just genuinely well liked but no one can actually tell him or he will become insufferable#which is a crime that rick is guilty of once when he meets paul and karen introduces him#and rick is just OH i know that name! youre her best friend#and she looks so betrayed and paul looks so delighted and stunned and radiant over this fact#and rick makes up for it before the night is over which is why karen forgives him - he made paul back in his place#anyway yeah right has lots of fears and hes my bundle of anxiety and i love him and his atrocious nicknames#i think i would die if i gave someone a rude nickname even affectionately irl#also also final note on this ig#since right is a detective and not always at the station its worth pointing out brent and karen just work taking calls and#doing misc other work at their desks which are nearby so they 100% bond and its wonderful#ok i lied final note on them is#for a very long time karen has to check with right to make sure she isnt annoying brent because he doesnt emote well#and shes scared she wont know if shes annoying him please help youre like the only one who reads his moods accurately
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unhinged old woman that can easily kill me <3
#audio warning#forgive me for the unhinged thirsting i just love her voice#not putting this on the selfship blog because she wont be a f/o#theres just some days where i go “god shes evil but i respect it”#the last comic didnt help if youre wondering. she was just aughhhhghghgh (positive)#tf2 administrator#the administrator#tf2#proships dni#ok to rb
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I saw an image of Barbara with a skyward gun and it made me laugh since I built my Barbara to be dps since she was one of the only characters I liked the attack style of and I didn't understand what a dps or support was.

this is the original image
#barbatos may forgive you but my fucking gun wont#barbara genshin impact#dps barbara#art#genshin impact#genshin fanart#love barbara shes so sweet#so i adopted her
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no because now i need someone to look at ben and tell him that it's not his fault that his mother died <3
#ooc.#i know he loudly carries that guilt but he also tries to silently carry it too if that makes sense.#he thinks about lisa whenever he spends nights in motels alone and realize that he is so far from what used to be his bed in his HOME.#that lisa built for BOTH OF THEM.#he thinks about her whenever he passes a place that she has always dreamt of going to but never could find the time to.#and he so wishes that she was able to and wasn't trapped as a mother.#he thinks about how badly he treated her because he was so misguided in his own anger placement and he couldn't take it out on dean.#he carries so much guilt just EXISTING.#he so yearns for dean to have never met his mom (though he wont admit this aloud because it would confirm that he thinks dean is his dad).#he so yearns that his mom got to see the world and got to live a life and didnt become a mother to HIM.#and and andjfkdnsFJDKSFNDSJKFNSDJKFNSJKFNSJKDFNJSKFNSJDK I CRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i just need someone to look at him and tell him it's not his fault.#or that they above all else FORGIVES him
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SEASON 5 OF HOUSE IS SO FUCKING CRAZY
#ppl keep telling me theyre watching it now bc i wont shut up abt it and i cannot put into words how ECSTATIC that makes me#but im wondering if i shld tag spoilers now#ngl it’s such a good show even if you know things abt it it’ll still hit u#but i certainly wld rather be surprised#anyway. spoilers. season 5. the hostage situation. house handing the gun back. him nearly dying bc he’s taking methadone on top of the#vicodin. him throwing away his cane bc he’s not in pain for once. quitting the methadone bc he made one (1) mistake and can’t forgive#himself bc he has to be medically right or he has nothing.#also thirteen and foreman. im so bisexual.#cuddy and her baby. cuddy firing house for the methadone then seeing how much it helps him and offering the job back. her wanting him to#take it but house refusing#wilson and house. as always.#shoutout to kutner also. my beloved.#OUVGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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here's the thing about shannon diaz
she shouldnt have died because she didnt deserve that but i still dont like her
sure eddie said he did the same thing as she did by running to join the military but...were they same?
its not like eddie left in the middle of the night with only a note left behind and then just...didnt contact them for like 2 years! I mean, we saw him facetiming as much as he could in an active warzone and we know he did everything to get back to chris!
but here's the thing: shannon did! she left without any word in the middle of the night!
i think its fine that she left eddie, in fact good for her for leaving his ass because i just know he never stood up for her to his overbearing parents and she 100% deserved better
But its the way she left christopher with only a note for when he was older and then went zero contact for however long and i firmly believe if eddie hadn't reached out to her first she would never have tried to contact christopher and that's just unforgivable to me
you can, and should, leave your spouse if it isnt working out, but to leave your kid completely behind without a word? thats horrifying to me
#like thats your kid! they didnt ask to be born! but they're here and they're responsiblity for the REST OF YOUR LIFE#911 abc#anti shannon diaz#i keep seeing all this stuff for her and yeah shes a great character but i still wont forgive her#i dont care that eddie forgave her#if my mom left without a fucking note and then ghosted me and only came into my life because she had no choice and felt guilty? yeah no#i take a hard stance to that but it could be because my mom literally will never call me or make the effort in our relationship#im a grown ass adult and that shit stings i just know it's devastating when your a kid when your mom just ignores you#although my parental issues are more in line with bucks in that my parents just ignored me for most of my life
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sniles very sneetly at uu . got any hcs for the chars from return to sender . or just hcs for any db character idc :3 / nf
sniling tripply sneetly at u*
(im currently playing a lakeview round where the killer is princ… its so canon core)
eman (as her perk would suggest) is a hardcore evanescence fan; but so is yronica (secretly). obvi she’s never listen to it around other people but when its just her and eman they jam tf out
aaaqil is a total book nerd and the type to re-read books he likes. whenever he finishes one he especially liked he gives an in depth plot summary to callum
somewhat related to the last one callum hates reading. hes moderatly farsighted so reading tends to hurt his eyes. he’ll listen to aaaqil reading to him anyday
yronica is enemies with the entire cheer team cause she think theyre gonna steal her man (its secretly because shes worried theyre better than her in some way and will draw her friends away from her but shes not gonna admit that)
aaaqil and eman have known each other since childhood (like toddlerhood) but didnt ever really talk until callum and yronica became mutual friends
yronica straightens her hair cause when she doesnt its very frizzy and poofy
aaaqil bites pencils, callum bites his nails, and eman is one of those people that chews on her hair (whenever it grows out long enough for her to do that)
^yronica does her best to not have obvious tells like the others but when shes especially stressed out she plays with her clothes and presses her nails into her hands
every now and again eman convinces aaaqil to let her paint his nails. he always gets a light orange.
(yronica calls him gay for that… he is, but for other reasons)
aaaqil listens to rap; mainly oldschool like dre, tupac, NWE snd such
callum is a secret pop listener, yronica lowkey bullies him when she finds out
eman once got lyme disease when she was younger. no reason i just have a friend like her who got lyme.
eman, aaaqil, and callum are all dog people (doberman, shitzu, and st. bernard respectively); yronica is a cat person (grey shorthairs especially)
emans one of those history buffs who really loves learning about the world wars; yronicas not really a history buff but she likes learning about prehistory for a reason unknown to anyone but her
yronica secretly loves indie musicians like big theif, adriana lenker & stuff like that but when asked she’d say she likes mainstream rap (which is like. her number two pick)
eman’s really good with babies; callum wishes he was but scares them without trying
callum hates kickball. absolutely hates it.
yronica is allergic to mushrooms, callum’s allergic to dust and pollen, aaaqil’s allergic to pollen + lactose intolerant, eman’s not allergic to anything
(would it be bad to say i wanted to make yronica allergic to chocolate like me….. i think it’d make sense for her to be allergic to something super popular that she’d just try to hide to fit in…)
yronica LOVES horror movies but callums a bit of a scaredy cat so she always goes to see them with eman
they have study groups (all four of them) before midterms and finals)
yronicas grades can get shockingly high when she actually likes a class enough to try
(i kinda talked. a lot there. please please please please pretty please lemme know if u want more of these for other characters this was so fun to write pleaaaaase i wanna do more but i gotta have specifics or i will get overwhelmed times I million)
#good LORD i yapped#god forgive me cause my mutuals wont#i tried to focus in a little bit on yro cuz i know u like her best#but lmk if i should do one just about her !!#roblox#daybreak roblox#roblox daybreak#daybreak#daybreak 2#ramble#db2#db2 ramble#headcanons#my headcanons#db2 headcanons#yronica ayala#eman atita#aaaqil che#callum#i forgot his last name#sorry chat
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Vent
I'm so tired, like I'm tired emotionally, like not physically, I can run around and have fun and stuff but the millisecond I'm alone or no one is listening to me it's like I've never slept before and I've just worked a double, like I feel like I'm faking my mental issues because I don't have any diagnosiss and I don't know what they could be but I know they're there I know I'm not normal normal people don't cut themselves,normal people don't wish to die and normal people definitely don't lay in their bed unable to get up to piss because they're mindlessly scrolling through social media praying for their friend to actually respond to them with words other than 'oh','sigma' or 'im too busy'
I miss the girl who would run around the field with me talking about gacha life and LGBTQ, I miss the girl who would talk to me daily and joke with me and would giggle and tell me I'm sigma
I miss Stevie
I think I'm gonna throw myself off a bridge or Infront of a train, but first I need to see Stevie so I can give her my money, I don't want my family to have it, I want Stevie to
Her family doesn't have as much money as mine, like we're middle class but not like, posh middle class and we aren't like poor middle class we're just.... In the middle?
But hers is lower middle class and she loves being outside and hanging out with people and having fun and if she wants to have fun because of the capitalist hellscape we live in, she needs money, so I want her to have it so she can be happy when I'm gone.
I love Stevie more than she'll ever fucking know.
#cw sui mention#cw sh mention#cw vent#cw sui ideation#cw sui thoughts#cw sh#tw selfhate#tw mental health#tw vent#tw sh destructive behaviour#tw sh related#tw sui vent#tw sui talk#tw sui ideation#tw sui implied#tw sui attempt#tw sh implied#tw self destructive behavior#tw self destructive thoughts#tw self destruction#tw self h4rm#tw s3lf harm#tw isolation#i miss her so bad i might throw up#shes my life#shes my light and i wont forgive myself if i cant say goodbye to her properly#no over the phone bullshit#i love Stevie-jane McFadden
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"He gets no points for all that?" No lol. Washing dishes and calling him sir, that's nothing compared to (in his eyes) torpedoing his little girl's life to the point where she's constantly hospitalized, traumatized, or missing. It might even make things worse, that Edward is so nice to his face but then hurting Bella every time he turns his back. No wonder he tries to supervise them so much. Can't run off to Italy when you're stuck on the couch watching the game...
I mean it's safe to say that this conversation will never go anywhere because you clearly like Charlie and I never will.
I will never understand the obsession with him. He's a classic aloof YA parent. He's an okay father who had a few funny one-liners in the movies and 3 good moments in the books. He never improved, never experienced growth. He let Bella cook his meals and clean his house until she moved out.
""charlie deserves better"" I hear that all over the fandom. Over and over.
You know what? They're right. He did deserve better. Charlie deserved the chance to see that his and Renee's terrible parenting thrust their daughter into the arms of a vampire because he noticed her and put her first for the first time in her life and offered her a chance to hang onto the childhood she never had. Charlie deserved the opportunity to apologize.
But he didn't get that chance. He remained stagnant and boring and lame.
Edward grew as a character. He deserved his happy ending because he apologized, and learned from his wrongs, and worked to understand how to make Bella happy.
#we wont even talk about the fact that bella broke her hand on jacobs jaw#and charlie encouraged her to forgive him#like i wont even bring it up
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uh hello friends i wrote a quick thing because it was on my mind ;;; Sorry if anything is out of character, I was just letting my brain write JIODAIJOWDJOI
So, here's...
Unwanted Pardon
“You can’t deem me unforgiven, can you, Es?” Yuno stands outside Es’ door, waiting for a response.
Es stands there, a little shocked by the late-night visit from the prisoner. She doesn’t wake them up in the middle of the night, usually keeping to herself until morning.
“Hah–?” Es mumbles. Honestly, they’re tired. It’s late and Kotoko’s interrogation and extraction recently is still on their mind. They were finishing some more notes on the prisoners and were planning to head to sleep after this.
Rubbing the back of their head, Es examines Yuno’s face for any emotion.
She’s angry. They can recognize the expression from her extraction.
“You���ve forgiven me twice now. I can tell.” Yuno stares blankly.
“Hm. So?” Es crosses their arms.
“What’s with this?” “Well, it’s my judgment. I can decide to forgive or not forgive no matter what.”
“Then, what does it take for you to stop making baseless assumptions about me?”
Es pauses.
“It’s funny. I would’ve expected you to see something different, something other than a naive girl.”
Es opens their mouth to speak but no words come out.
“Is that all you really see of me? Just some girl who needs saving? Is that why you want to forgive me?” Yuno watches Es’ face. They can feel her trying to see anything.
“No, that’s not–”
“Then, why did you?”
“I deemed your crime forgivable. That is all you need to know, Yuno.” Es shakes their head and turns to shut the door.
“Is it? Because I can guess that no matter what I do, you’ll see just an innocent, pure girl who only wants love and saving.”
Es huffs before throwing the door open and standing tall right in front of Yuno. “I can deem you unforgiven no matter what, so don’t believe you I can’t.”
The way Yuno immediately shoots back reminds Es of how unintimidating Yuno said they were. “You can’t. You know why? Because I can hear it. I can hear you say that no matter what I do, I am still a good person. That what I’ve done doesn’t change anything. That I’m still innocent. That I should have done it.”
“Yuno, that’s not–” “If you can deem so many people unforgiven, then why not me? Do I have to commit murder and show no remorse for you to decide I’m guilty?”
Es huffs. “Shut up. You know nothing about my thoughts behind your judgment.”
“Then, why can’t you figure out my guilt? Can’t you tell that every risk I take is of my own will? I’ve done everything I’ve done because I should. Can’t you see that I’m not as innocent as you believe?”
“I–... Yuno.”
“What? What? Are you going to lecture me or something? Because I don’t need it. All I need for you is to see the truth.”
Es looks at Yuno. “I am seeing the truth. The truth behind your lies and cold demeanor.” Es turns around. “And, I have deemed you forgiven.”
Yuno stands there.
“It’s best if you go to bed.” Es mumbles. “If you have any other questions about my judgments, lay them onto me during your interrogation.”
Es shuts the door behind them.
They can hear Yuno pause, laugh, and slowly walk away.
Es sighs and walks over to the table, flipping through the pages of their notebook. They land on a page.
Kashiki Yuno - Prisoner 002
Easygoing, seems to enjoy MILGRAM and its prisoners. Seems to have a cold personality
Seems to change depending on the person
Cold and alone, seems to have isolated herself
Hates MILGRAM because of its baseless judgments
(I can not change this fact.)
Compensated Dating
Abortion (Confirmed by Yuno personally)
Has opinions but doesn’t stick to them
Wants more than baseless judgments
Doesn’t care about the verdict
Doesn’t want to be seen as pure or innocent.
Wants something other than forgiveness
Es stares at their notes before jotting one last thing down.
Wants the truth behind it.
Must be why she asked me if she was alive.
“The truth behind everything will be revealed soon." Es mutters as they shut the book.
"I promise.”
#mug writes#es milgram#milgram es#kashiki yuno#yuno kashiki#milgram fanfic#IM SO SORRY this wasn't my best yuno writing#i just wanted her to confront es about her second forgiven verdict ;;;#i expect her to still be mad as I've heard there were some people who still thought she was innocent#but also because we keep calling her a girlboss and whatever she does (murder-wise) it wont change our opinion#(it's so funny because i would forgive her since I'm attached as fuck JAIOWAJDOIAW)#anyways it's like#yuno doesn't care about the judgments but also wants to know why es is unable to find her guilty#so#yippee!!
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WAIT WHAT HOW DID WHISPERS FOUND OUT ABOUT WOLFGANG?? HE WAS THE ONE WHO HAD SHOWED THE LEAST TO HAVE SENSATE CONNECTIONS!!
will Riley and Nomi were obviously found out by the bpo and known to be connected (although I don't remember how whispers learnt about Nomi and Will being connected)
sun was probably the easiest to find out that was related to them since Nomi did a lot of hacking to help her which is something Sun couldn't have done on her own (and while the point of hacking is to leave not trace of you behind every person has its own style and no doubt the obp would be on the lockout for any hacking activity that smelled like something Nomi would do)
After that Capheus and Lito would be next in that order. Both showed out of the blue extraordinary capabilities that didn't make sense they knew and clearly marked them as sensates(just no way to know who they were connected to) just like the people visiting Capheus said. The only difference was that Capheus acts were widely known while Lito only had Dani and Joaquin as witness.
And finally Wolfgang mad Kala who showed it the less. In fact they didn't show it at all.
Kala with her perfect idyllic life never needed to make use of the others abilities (besides that one time will helped her defend herself at the temple).
And Wolfgang although did use the others abilities and pulled of amazing feats thanks to them all of those instances were stuff that would be credible he did on his own because they were in line with the type of person Wolfang is and what he's capable.
So yeah... HOW THE FUCK WAS HE FOUND OUT? While it made sense Lila would tell the obp about him she also said that the Cannibal was specifically looking for him!
So how???
Ugggh it really goes way too fastpaced in the last episodes and it doesn't make sense... the Wachowski sisters would never leave such a big pothole...
I know they had to skip a lot of explanations but...
Dammit netlix
#the way it is implied Whispers could see Kala through wolfgangs connection with her also annoyed me#it had already been established the connections didnt work like that between visitors#and that one annoys me because letting him know through Wolfgang saying the name would be easiest (and kinda did anywa)#wolfganf saying kalas name woulnt take from his characters it wouldnt make him weak actually it would help him#for him to give in to not grit his teeth and bear through it like he does every time#because this is not like pther times this is extreme pain hes endurimg and it is understandable#kala wont hate him for it nor would the others they would understamd amd forgive him#its not his fault#to know there are people out there who will still love him even when hes weak (and that weakness costs them high) is what wolfgang needs#i would also love to know all that went behind to pull of the plan to kidnap whispers and jonas but thats more because it would be so cool#not because its really needed to i can fill in the gaps on my own#sense8
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you know what i realized


is giving
#no im flattering myself#tales from diana#the top left is ned's drawing of me from years ago versus my self-portrait from this week#the bottom is lizzie siddal painted by dante gabriel rossetti compared to her self-portrait#my dad said 'you look angry' when he saw it lol#i am! you know me. pissed. mad.#ned knows how to make me look a pretty ingenue i must say#i do plan on drawing him soon to return the years-late favor. i wrote him poems but that was a different favor#any idiot can write poems. look at me!#anyway i must say im so happy to be drawing again. and my charcoal came in the mail today#50 pieces of vine charcoal. hallelujah#at michaels they'll charge you 5 bucks for three sticks. ridiculous#i wont say publicly how cheap i bought those 50 pieces or you ppl will never forgive me#but it's ok that should hold me off for quite awhile#but i still have a lot of catching up to do before i get to ned's level i must say. not that i anticipate it#im happy w my progress im a happy little clam
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Wonderful day to remember when my mom outed me 7 years ago
#/personal#like she wont introduce me as her son or with my real name because 'its nobodys business whether youre trans or not'#woman im not asking you to introduce me as your TRANS son who is SO TRANS and VERY TRANSGENDER.#though youre no stranger to telling people about my queerness when you should keep it a secret huh.#ugh. i love her to death and shes one of the few people i talk to irl but i will never forgive her#its like. am i still one stupid stressful morning away from having everything i told you in privated shouted at my father unprompted#jesus#📡 incoming transmission 📡
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