#i wont forget oceans

[albertcamusofficial]

[uygfiug]

i feel like im going insane

[hecksupremechips]

Man i watched the spongebob movie for the first time in ages the other day and god it’s like the most delightful movie ever made like it’s exactly what you want a movie adaptation of spongebob to be

[blurmyface4]

I have Thalassophobia

But you made me forget that

Your eyes are the colour of the atlantic sea

And the dark look you get sometimes

Reminds me of the storms and the sea

As one

Your personality is like the atlantics as well

Unpredictable like it

I fear the ocean

The place where the titanic sank

Just like us

I have a fear of the ocean

Yet i was ready to jump right in the deep

I loved you

I jumped right into your sea loving self

But everything was dark

Like the atlanctic at night

Not even a flashlight could save me.

I almost drowned when i was 9

And i am deadly scared of drowning

Of sharks coming near me

But the sea now

Is the only way to get close to you

The titanic might have sank

No one forgets about that ship

And i wont forget ours

Even though im still scared of the atlantic

When i go live by the sea one day

I'll tell it all about you

About us

Maybe it will help me

my bloody demon<3

P.s..i am really fucking scared of the sea...drowning is so not fun!

[tonowaritrash]

i can’t remember to forget you

hope you guys like hurt/comfort and pain and suffering.

this ended differently than what i had originally planned. it was supposed to end with tonowari never having gone into reader’s marui , and in my mind that’s still the true ending.

pairing: tonowari x reader

tags: hurt/comfort, oral (fem receiving), p in v sex

minors dni

if there was one thing you understood about the universe it was that you could count on patterns. that no matter how unknown the sea beyond the reef of your home was, you could count on the fundamentals still running their course. you could always count of eclipse ending each night, you could always count on the seasons to cycle through the year, you could always count on the stars telling you where to go. the world may change around you but its core mechanics stayed the same, and that brought you comfort each night.

you wanted to explore, and you’d always told your parents every time you ventured a little too far into the ocean or a little too deep in forest that there was nothing to be afraid of. you knew that if things were unfamiliar you could still count on what you knew. that the fundamentals never changed. perhaps they shifted, but never changed completely. night would turn to day, the stars would stay the same and you would always be able to find your way home.

so when tonowari had taken your hand with a promise adventure to a place beyond the reef, you were more than willing to follow. you were all blushes and giggles and your ilu whistled as though it sensed your excitement. maybe it did, you’d like to think so.

eclipse was approaching when the two of you finally arrived at a lush island about 30 minutes away. it was small but there was a hill in the middle with a large waterfall that was protected by a thick forest and a carpet of flowers. it was more than you’d ever expected.

“i wanted to take you somewhere special,” he said softly, though he was a bit nervous.

“it’s beautiful,” you breathed. “wari, i love it.”

he smiled. “i’m glad. this will make things easier.”

you gave him a curious look but noticed that he was rummaging in his pouch before he took out a string of shells. you gasped.

“i know we’re still young, and my father says it’s too soon to choose a tsahik but…you’re the only one i can see myself being with. it’s not an official necklace, but it’s a promise. for our future. i-”

you kissed him with enthusiasm and he staggered only for moment in surprise before melting into it. he smiled against your lips and when you broke apart he helped clip the necklace into place.

it was a promise. a vow. that his love for you was as reliable as the world around you. that it became a fundamental truth of the universe. just as day would always come and the seasons would always change. he would love you.

that was 10 years ago.

you were so young, so naive back then as teenagers are wont to be. what nobody had told you was that fundamental truths could change, that sometimes the world you knew could become one you didn’t recognise. that people could fall from the sky and take everything. and that promises could be broken.

you were told you would heal after the news broke five years ago. that wounds that were within your heart took time. and you did heal. you were able to leave your marui and contribute to the clan. you could hunt just as well as your peers, and it only took a few months for their pitied looks to disappear. you were able to find a few other men who would court you, though none of them managed to stick around long. it began to get easier when the seasons bled into one another.

you had healed. truly. and you were happy. you had friends who loved you, a clan who took care of you, a whole world that excited you. who wouldn’t be happy?

that’s what you asked yourself as eclipse enveloped your marui and you lit your candles. their fire licked into the warm night as you arranged them, carefully putting them on whatever surfaces you had while humming. you shook out the match you’d made to snuff out its light, but your hand knocked a box off of one the surfaces in the room which caused it tumble to the floor with a mighty crash.

you swore as you picked it up, as it had been given to you by your mother who’d carved an ilu into its side. it held various things you’d found on your adventures: shells, pearls, pebbles and feathers among them. they each had a memory attached.

you noticed that something else that seemed to be a shell had fallen a bit farther and was under a table. you walked up to it and knelt down to grab it, the light too dim to make it out while it was on the floor. luckily it was withing arm’s reach so you pulled it towards you, puzzled by how it seemed to be attached to other things.

as you pulled it toward yourself, however, you felt a familiar dread creeping up your spine. it shook you, but despite your mind wanting to leave it alone, your body seemed to operate on its own.

when it was in full view in front of you, though, you froze. it was a necklace, all too familiar to you with turquoise beads and shells the seemed to glint under the candles’ glow. it was the necklace tonowari had made for you ten years ago, the necklace you wore for years before your world came crashing down on you.

your breath hitched and you could feel the tears starting to fall. this was not how it was supposed to be. you had made peace with everything. you were supposed to have forgotten about him, you even talked to him on occasion when you saw him around.

but you knew the truth, deep down. that every night you thought about him, about what could have been. the thoughts were fleeting but they never went away, as constant as the seasons, your own little fundamental truth. one you tried to reject.

you took in a shaky breath and stood up, walking out of your marui with the necklace in hand. it had to go. you couldn’t hold on to it anymore. you would return it to the sea and let the waves swallow the shells. let eywa deal with it as she saw fit.

the waves lapped at your feet as you looked into the ocean, a familiar sensation. your heart thumped like a drum and your clenched fists hurt as you raised your arm to throw it.

let eywa take it.

you were happy.

you moved on.

you’d forgotten about him.

you…

your hand stilled in the air. the water crashed into itself ahead as the breeze blew you hair in each direction.

sighing, you brought your hand down and turned, stalking back to your marui with the necklace still in your fist. the air that once was refreshing now brought a chill and the previously comforting waves seemed to roar in your ears. the world you’d carefully constructed came crashing down around you in one fell swoop.

you’d never forgotten him. you couldn’t remember to forget him. the necklace was all the proof you’d needed.

it was a necklace of empty vows and broken promises. that love could never be a fundamental truth and that everything you thought you knew could change in an instant.

-0O0-

tonowari fell into a routine.

rise with the day, help his father in the early mornings to prepare for the tasks ahead, assign fishing spots, send out hunting parties of necessary, return home to ronal and attend to her needs then sleep only to do it all over again.

it was monotonous but he drowned himself in it. it kept his mind occupied enough that it rarely wandered and he could stay on task.

but every so often he would see a glimpse of your hair, hear your giggles wafting through the crowd, smell the scent of flowers that you’d kept in your marui and reality would strike him.

in the day he longed to touch you and at night his heart ached for you. he couldn’t seem to forget you.

it wasn’t fair. he’d done everything right, became a capable fisherman that the clan could rely on, served the people just as his father had taught him and then some. he would be olo’eyktan and yet…

he got out of bed, his mind too restless to fall asleep. the world outside of his marui was dark and the sand beneath his feet crunched.

eywa was mysterious in her ways, but was there no justice in this world? a fundamental truth he had held dear as a child was that the good would be rewarded for their efforts, that karma would come around. and yet here he was, a broken man on the inside.

the waves rippled along the shore and he let them surround his feet. the water was cool and he could see a few crabs burrowing themselves into the tide pools. the night was peaceful.

he caught a glimpse of someone a little ways down the coast, a fellow clan member. she looked like she was throwing something bud from this distance it was difficult to ascertain what. curious, he walked closer as it was a strange hour to go about.

after a while she became more visible as she turned to walk back to her marui. he stopped as he realised who it was, blood running cold.

you were holding onto something and you wiped your hand across your eyes as if you’d been crying. he always hated it when you cried. he took a step forward with arm stretched out, a subconscious reaction from years ago, before he stepped on a stick.

you were about to slip back into your home when you turned at the sound. your eyes landed on tonowari who was obscured by a few rocks and you froze.

both of you stared at each other for what felt like hours. tonowari’s heart was racing as his mind filled with a multitude of thoughts that he’d suppressed for years.

“wari?” he heard you whisper.

he staggered forward, nearly collapsing at the old nickname. as though you were a magnet, you took a step too.

“what’re you doing up so late?” you asked.

tonowari’s mouth grew dry. “i could ask you the same thing.”

“i…” you looked down at your hand and tonowari looked as well. there in your hand was the necklace he’d made all those years ago. his heart tumbled.

“i couldn’t seem to let it go,” you said with a humorless chuckle.

you’d held on to it all this time? but…it seemed you were going to throw it into the sea just now. “i thought you’d moved on.”

“so had i,” you replied.

he took another step closer, now he could touch you if he reached out. you were so close but it seemed like you were worlds apart. the last five years…they really took a toll on you.

it wasn’t fair at all. none of this was. future olo’eyktan or not, there was nothing just about how things were. eywa help him.

“i still think about you,” he admitted, despite himself.

“wari…”

“i do. about what we had before i—” he stopped and sucked in his breath. “this wasn’t what i wanted.”

you avoided his gaze and rubbed the back of your neck. this damn necklace. if you hadn’t found it tonight of all nights you wouldn’t be feeling this way.

“you have a duty,” you reminded him. “you’ll be olo’eyktan soon.”

“i know.” he hesitated for a moment before he placed a tentative hand on your shoulder. he felt you tense but you relaxed under the familiar gesture.

“you have to focus on what’s important.”

tonowari frowned at this. all this talk about duty and what was important…it saddened him. “you’re important.”

“the clan is important. you should know that more than anything.”

“i do, but…” he sighed. “it should never have been like this. i made a promise.”

“a promise that wasn’t yours to make.”

the words cut through him like a knife. they shattered him.

“a cruel fate that an olo’eyktan can’t even choose who to give his own love to,” he said with ice. “a bitter irony that i am powerless in the matter that i care for the most. if i’d known—”

“would it have made a difference to the betrothal if you had?”

there it was. the word he despised. the word that had plagued him for five years. plagued you both.

you stepped back, out of the warmth of his palm. the necklace felt like ice in your hand and you breathed in a shaky breath.

“ronal and i…we haven’t mated,” he said softly. “i told her that i wanted to take things slow but i think she suspects there is another reason.”

you bit your lip. “why are you telling me this?”

“i still love you. i can’t seem to remember to stop loving you. i keep…”

“i keep forgetting i should let you go,” you finished softly.

there was a silence between the two of you. the pounding of your heart reverberated throughout your body and you thought it would punch itself out.

“i wish things were different.”

you paused for a moment before reaching out and giving tonowari the necklace that haunted you. you curled his fingers around it securely and gave his fist a soft kiss.

“for what it’s worth,” you said, “i still love you too.”

you gave his hand a final pat and detracted. tonowari held onto it firmly, fighting tears that threatened to fall.

he hadn’t known what to expect when he spoke to you. perhaps he’d thought that things would change, but as you walked back into your candle lit marui he could feel a lone, hot tear fall down his face.

you were right, ultimately. he had a duty to his people. it was best to move on. he knew this. and yet…

and yet as he watched the candles flicker out one by one he couldn’t help but think about how unfair it all was again.

he gripped the necklace tightly as it seemed to burn through his hand. all the pain and hurt and love it contained resonated through him.

to hell with duty.

“eywa, forgive me,” he muttered before walking into your marui.

you turned at the intrusion after snuffing out the last candle, surprised at tonowari’s large form towering behind you suddenly. you’d forgotten just how large he was as he didn’t like to use his size to intimidate others. but right now it seemed liked he took up the majority of your marui.

“wari, what’re you—”

his kiss surprised you into silence. melding his lips with yours you kissed him back almost immediately out of a habit still embedded within you despite years of being apart. it was desperate and hungry, with you frantically grabbing everywhere you could, feeling him.

he picked you up and manoeuvred you onto the table, the sound of displaced objects clattering around you. you didn’t care. his touch quenched your burning desire for him and you drank him in eagerly.

he kissed your neck, remembering exactly where you needed him most. everywhere his lips touched you burned and you panted, swallowing down a moan as he bit you gently.

tonowari shrugged off his clothes and helped you out of yours. he took one of your breasts in his hand and kissing it. you whined as pleasure bloomed from your most sensitive parts.

he moved down to your thighs and you shivered as he held your hand, fingers interlocking with each other. your entire body seemed to burn with a desire for him and your cunt was already soaking by the time he gave your bud a tentative lick. you choked down a sob from how good it felt.

tonowari moaned as he tasted you, and pressed himself into you like he couldn’t get enough. as though he needed this as much as you did. and you firmly believe he did.

you knew you were a goner as soon as he put two of his thick fingers inside of you and it didn’t take you long before you came, crying his name.

he smiled and stood to kiss you gently. you wrapped your arms around him and pulled him as close as you could. you wanted him everywhere. you wanted to drown in him.

tonowari gripped one of your thighs and pushed it back, opening you up to him. you were dripping onto your table, legs quivering from the stimulation.

you felt his weighty cock teasing your entrance. it slid up you slick cunt deliciously and you whined. tonowari chuckled before lining it up and pushing in.

he moaned a little as he stretched your walls and kissed you as you begged him to go deeper. his cock rubbed against you in exactly the right places and you shivered as you felt it rub against your walls. you’d forgotten how incredible it felt to have him inside you like this.

when he bottomed out he paused and you both panted as you held on to him. he chuckled as he looked down at where the two you connected.

“i’ve been thinking about this every day for five years,” he muttered before he cradled your face gently.

you kissed him but this time it was slow and full of passion. you kissed him with all the love you’d held for five years. you’d kissed him with all the pain you’d tried to ignore. and he returned it in kind.

he started moving again and your fingers dug into his back which made him hiss softly. you moved your hips with him as your walls gripped onto him hungrily as he softly encouraged you.

you lost yourselves in each each other in a mess of groans and pants. the grip of your fingers seemed to spur him on as he grit his teeth and thrusted into you with wild abandon.

when you came again you swore you saw eywa herself as the pleasure washed over you. tonowari kissed you everywhere he could, breath hitching as your walls tightened around him. you wrapped your arms around him as your hips still moved against his, selfishly not wanting it to end.

he hoisted you up again and placed you on the floor before moving your legs over his shoulders. your back arched at how deep he was at this angle and you pleaded with him through pleasured sobs.

tonowari nuzzled into your neck, his breath fanning agains you. a deep rumble resonated within him that you could only describe as a growl as he nicked at a sensitive spot on your neck.

your breath hitched, but as you realised what he was doing he bit down hard and a burst of pleasure resonated through you one final time.

he came with you with two sharp thrusts as he said your name under his breath. a shudder rocked through him as his orgasm waned and you couldn’t help but marvel at how his eyes were shut tight, how a bead of sweat rolled down his torso. he was beautiful.

when he rolled next to you to catch his breath his hand grabbed yours again and he kissed it.

your other hand brushed against the mark on your neck as the severity of what he had done caught up with you.

he inspected it with worried eyes, probably worried he’d harmed you, but the mark was fine. it felt good, really.

he reached behind him and you watched in stunned shock as he grabbed his queue.

“tsahaylu? here? now?” you asked. “are you serious?”

he nodded. “i can’t mate with ronal if i’m already mated with someone else.”

you gave him a disapproving glance and sat up. “tonowari, you have—”

“—a duty, yes. but you’re just as important to me as the clan. if being olo’eyktan means throwing away our life and happiness together, then perhaps i am not meant to be olo’eyktan at all.”

“you would sacrifice everything you’ve ever wanted — your whole life — to be with me?”

he placed a reassuring hand on your hip and pressed his forehead against yours. “everything i’ve ever wanted is right here in front of me. my whole life…it’s you.” he paused and chuckled. “i suppose you could say that’s my fundamental truth.”

you giggled at his teasing words before grabbing your own queue. the weight of what was to happen was not lost on you and you looked up at him again.

tonowari nodded and with his unworried reassurance the tendrils of your queue connected.

it was so overwhelming you thought you would drown. there were so many memories and emotions, all so powerful. and you saw yourself through him. you saw yourself ten years ago when he first gave you the necklace, you saw yourself laughing, you saw yourself crying, and you felt the pain the last five years brought him.

most of all you felt love. deep and pure. but never faltering. not for a moment. he truly loved you as he said.

you didn’t know you were crying until you felt his hands wiping your tears. he hugged you tightly and you pressed yourself against his chest, feeling his body shudder around you. it was then you realised that he was crying too. and because you were still connected you knew it was for everything. for the pain, for love, for happiness.

and for relief.

“never again,” he whispered, his voice trembling slightly. “eywa herself would have to take you away from me.”

you closed your eyes at his reassuring words. briefly you wondered about what would happen the next day, about what clan would say. only briefly. because you knew what was true. that you would always love each other.that was something you could count on.

[oops-its-a-fanwork]

Part one of "Some interesting devil fruit abilities for reader to have in the pirate au" (from someone who's never seen one piece so bear with me)

I'm not a native English speaker so these may have some mistakes in them, sorry!

Also, this particular pirate au was created by @mega-punani! Thank you for creating characters I can rotate in my head like popcorn in a microwave xx

I present to you: Pocket docter!!

Devil fruit: Tiny fruit

Reader can get tiny at will!

Thats it.

:)

...Well, okay, they have some outfits that shrink with them, and possibly some jewelry and stuff they keep on them at all times, like a little healing kit! Outfits that don't fit or they don't consider theirs wont shrink or grow with them. Embarrassing!

Probably a little salty that they gave up their ability to swim in the ocean for this... regardless of having had a choice in the matter. Its not a flashy cool power but it sure can be useful!

They can make really specialized tiny tools, get very specific parts of plants and other remedies for illnesses, and they can treat delicate wounds with extreme precision if needed! The tiniest needle and thread known to man is at their disposal.

This power could have reader in fight scenes but in someones pocket, passed around to heal during battle (a little risky but that's fun!) or captured by an enemy and then suddenly be gone (if there's no sea prism stones used ofc).

Not to mention some interesting interactions with the boys!

Sans put his hat on your head while you were tiny and laughed his head off-- its a pretty goofy sight and you're struggling to keep it near you against the wind. You still insist it looked better on you than it does on him and he kind of agrees.

You end up sewing teeny tiny little things into his hat whenever you end up trapped under there. Little stars and shapes, puns, messages... You've assured him you can easily remove them but he loves it. At some point he offers it as a makeshift bed for you if you ever need it, having added a tiny pillow and letting you use the scarf as a blanket. The sight of you asleep in his hat on his nightstand endears him to no end.

Dang hes already tall but Papyrus really dwarfs you huh? He will encourage you to not feel bad or less than others for being absolutely tiny!! --even if your normal form is about average or even tall. Everyone is small compared to him and he's truly nice about it so you forgive him for it.

I feel like he might accidentally forget you in the crows nest and then frantically get the crew looking for you while you're just chilling up there. He didn't forget to put your safety first up there so you've got a lovely view to enjoy!

(Hes no longer the shortest let's GOOOOO-)

Alright so Blue is the most dangerous man to be around out of all of them. Not out of malice of course! Hes just very strong and very energetic, and where Papyrus might punctuate his extravagant poses with acrobatics, Blue does so with his unbridled strength! Which meaaaans he might grip you just a little tight when picking you up, or that he'll forget you're near him while moves around, sweeping your feet out from under you. He definitely learns with time, but you're having much more fun being carried around while at your normal size.

You've pranked Stretch by pretending to be a rat a couple of times, scuttling from under a table or jumping at him suddenly because you are very funny! And also because he was trying to ignore your presence on the ship at first. What better ways to get along than to prank and bother him relentlessly until he talks to you? Unfortunately for his pride, it works, and the pranking turns into lighthearted inside jokes instead. He wont admit it, but hes much less jumpy at the sight of wandering mice and rats now...

I also think Stretch has some of the softest clothes on the ship, and that on some cold days, you can snooze in his hood/scarf while he plays some gentle tunes. Its a very relaxing time for both of you.

Red thinks you're so, so cute... now how can he convey this to you without sounding condescending?

Through trial and error of course! You can yell at him that hes being mean and he'll think its hot, but he will genuinely tweak his approach to you a bit. He'll call you kitten, but if you say you feel he's not taking you seriously when you're small he'll only say it when you're regular sized. Hell he'll call you boss or sir/lady if that's the only thing you can tolerate. And also because that's funny as hell.

You asked to help him with hard to reach nooks and crannies on the ship and its really bonding for you both. He will always check/clean whatever spot you need to reach a bit before you climb in (like a gentlemonster) and then he'll stare at your ass when you're reaching for whatever is inside (like a perv!).

Someone makes mother hen and chickadee joke.

Someone gets tossed off the ship.

It might not be the worst analogy though: Edge is quite protective of you when you're that small, and you can always turn to him when you're 'getting bullied' by the rest of the crew. Hide in his coat and stick your tongue out while he chides them, that'll show 'm!

Edge is probably one of the people who suggested creating a little room for you to do tiny crafts in so he doesn't accidentally blow your materials away when he walks past in a hurry. He has places to be! Its definitely not because he thinks you're cute and distracting nope--

He does kind of regret it sometimes when he hasn't seen you all day. Show him you thought of him by gifting him a tiny craft, yeah?

Reader might help Razz get super specialized tiny equipment to draw with, like incredibly sharp edged pencils or brushes with materials that you know will still draw well at that size. It could make his detailed works even better!!

...ifffff he lets you watch while he works of course. It'll help you get a better understanding of what he needs! Besides, its very easy to forget that there's a cute little human on your shoulder when you're concentrating that hard. Surely you wouldn't surprise-attack kiss him on the cheek will you? ;)

You get stolen/kidnapped by Cash often, for 'ransom' (food or favors from the others), 'evil purposes' (pranks) or 'for funsies' (attention). Depending on your tolerance/love for pranks he could be an awesome pranking buddy, or a bit of a nightmare.

He might scam people by selling you as a fairy in a cage and then stealing you back immediately, or by trying to convince you to help him cheat at games with a drunk bunch in a pub.

Of course, your ability to grow back to normal size ensures there's always some form of consent to these japes. If you've had enough, grow back to size on his shoulder or in his hand, that'll show him!! He's to lanky to keep his balance, even if he sees it coming.

Bear loves feeding you things when you're small, since most foods are tough to eat when your head is the size of a grape. For example, eating crackers forces you to nibble like a mouse would which is adorable to him. He also tries to make tiny sized dishes for you for a few reasons: one, it hides the before mentioned intentions of watching you eat behind just making you food, two, he's bored and tiny dishes are genuinely challenging, and three: it gets him genuine compliments and interactions with you, resulting in a lovely blushy skeleton.

Also the teaspoon thing would be so funny in this context lmao. You can buy or carve a pretty one to make him feel better about it if you want, and he would find it hilarious if you made and showed him tiny sized food utensils.

You pull Cinnamon around ratatouille-style on occasion. Or at least he definitely lets you lead him around the place while chatting excitedly about everything and nothing. He loves having you so close, and you've built up enough trust for him to know you wont embarrass or prank him. Not that you could pull off a prank anyway: his ability to see auras makes him the only person on the ship who rarely overlooks you when you're tiny.

You've both decided he doesn't tell the others where you are when you need some time alone, but he does feel better knowing you're safe on the ship somewhere, so you do give him a little wave when you spot him.

Then for some extra little tidbits:

If Blue or Red are being annoying while training with reader (as in using reader like a weight for training), reader will suddenly shrink to throw them off balance.

If you're the kind of person to avoid confrontation when you're in trouble then congrats! You can now blip out of place during any uncomfy conversation. This leads to things like the following:

If you nervously leave a lot of conversations by shrinking and leaving when Edge is grilling you, he might take the hint that he's being more harsh then you can handle and he'll treat you with a different tone of voice (to the best of his ability of course). He might use some excuse about his loud voice impacting your tiny tiny eardrums or something but we all know you're just a softy Edge <3

And if you're a trouble-maker like some of the gang, you might actually get on bears nerves enough for him to chase you! And as that usually ends with you shrinking to avoid getting hit with a teaspoon ladle, he just picks you up and puts you in his chest pocket. You are now officially in time-out, and you can either stay there and watch him cook or grow big again and get hit (or at least, thats the implied threat. You both know he wouldn't). He says you'll stay an hour, for punishment, but it only ends up being like ten minutes before he gives mercy. Unless you get all sleepy in his pocket of course...

If the crew would ever need to find and/or rescue you, they would send Cinnamon and Edge or Sans on the case: Cinnamon can find you with his aura vision, and Edge and Sans are respectively the most focused on the task at hand and able to pull you out of whatever place you're in without hurting you.

When the crew plays card games and you're to tired to play yourself, you'll sit on someones shoulder to give advice. Is it good advice? Possibly. Are you cheating by checking in on others? Maybe. Do you use your powers for good? If whoever you're sitting with has been nice, sure :) !

You're either considered a lucky charm or a menace, its up to you ;)

[rust-is-a-car-disease]

Vtk hc(s) ✨

Cassian and water things to do with how he died (water, awareness, miscellaneous, falling)

All of this is from memory so im not sure if its accurate. Either way its fun to think about! If i remember correctly he fell/got thrown off (idr remember) a cliff into the ocean.

*water may also refer to relevent liquids in general

Cassian is afraid of being submerged in water. He may be uncomfortable depending on the amount of water hes in and how deep it is and stuff like that but being fully submerged is immediate panic. On bad days he tries to avoid water all together. (This becomes a problem to stay hydrated) A lot of the times, not being able to easily touch the bottom with his head still sticking out also causes panic. The exception is very good days and even then he struggles a lot. Baths are a no. He spends minimal time if hes in a place that could hold water, depending on how much it could hold and his mood. Ex. If hes having a shower on a bad day in a bathtub like in a hotel or smtg, he wouldnt spend a lot of time other then absolute nessecary to make sure hes clean. (This might just be me projecting how easy it is for me to overthink things.) If hes say, in a place that could flood like a flood prone basement and its raining, he would get the heck out immediately if theres nothing urgent to do there.

Oh! And other aspects other than just bodies of water. He wont drink salty drinks. The ocean and wave sounds make him antsy. He hates the smell and taste of super salty stuff, esp ones that remind him of the ocean. He stays away from edges near water. He gets extra cautious near cliffs. He tends to keep an eye out for possible vantage points for snipers. Hes overall more paranoid and vigilant.

Another thing is falling. Its an iffy thing where sometimes it doesnt affect him, sometimes he can barely stand losing his balance. Its quite random but for the most part hes fine. Like he could fall down the stairs and feel mentally completely fine but sometimes he'd stumble a bit and feel out of breath from a moment of panic/expecting something to go wrong. The first time it happened he just stood there shocked for a bit.

Alternatively: he would subconsciously pick and choose certain things he'd still do above, but he would unknowingly for a while ignore the rest even if he feels like he should do it. Ex. He might still feel breathless from tripping or avoid salty drinks, one bc its unnavoidable and another bc its a more obvious point of memory (subconscious things are also unavoidable mostly), but ignore any discomfort from edges and stuff and so not being as careful as he would if he acknowledged the discomfort. He doesnt even realise he does it at all for a while, it just sorta happens. (I am probably projecting here)

Ehm before i forget, suffocation is kinda similar to drowning right? (Not really but i think it works) so he positions himself in a way where nothing would be covering his breathing on bad days. (This is more like a 'dont forget this!!!' For me... i think itll be interesting to think about how certain habits and actions would change after and comparing suffocation to drowning, overall i think it might not have as big an impact as other lasting effects)

I want to talk about how like the attacks and seeing jeff die and other stuff may affect him but i havent even fully formed those thoughts yet.

Ugh i also want to talk about temperature and other stuff but i am tired now. So this is more like a to think about list!

[moonshynecybin]

wanna have thoughts about Sepang pre-season testing 2015 and how that photo of the two of them wearing swim trunks happened and what else might have taken place that day/week

prompt 4! because it is my brand i must say that cal crutchlow was also there in real life for the rosquez beach date and we must never forget this. he isnt in this story but please hold that in your mind okay thank you. anyways this story is about considering what it would be like to interrogate your very sexy coworker's control issues while you are slightly sauced and neither one of you are wearing shirts. so it goes.

Vale takes a sip of his drink and looks over at Marc, sprawled out on the lounger next to him, limbs loose and easy in the glow of the sun. His swim trunks are riding up, exposing the pale, tender skin on the inside of his thighs. He's already looking at Vale.

Of course he is.

"So, you don’t like the beach?" Vale asks, to try and get his mind of something else. Marc is— Marc is competition. He shouldn't.

Marc hums. "I don’t like being in the water, it’s different."

Interesting. That's not what Vale expected.

"Why? You can swim." He's seen him in the pool earlier, hollering with his brother and dunking him under the water. Shiny and wet under the Malaysian sun.

Marc shrugs, unbothered, and Vale spends some time with the movement of his shoulders, the cut of his muscles. It's fine. Marc wont be able to see his where his eyes are lingering, anyways. Vale is wearing sunglasses. It's harmless.

"I don’t know what’s in there— I always think there’s a shark or something that's going to eat me." Marc's nose scrunches as he talks, and he looks like he's about to laugh.

"You drive motorcycles for a living," Vale replies, voice light. It seems ludicrous that Marc would be scared of something like a shark attack, with what they both do for a living. With what Marc does in particular.

Marc flicks up his sunglasses to squint at Vale, smile still huge on his face. "So do you, are you saying you aren’t scared of anything?"

"I’m not." Vale answers with a straight face.

Marc laughs. It's easy to make him laugh. "I see!"

Vale nods. "No, I’m very brave."

Marc's still laughing, strong forearm thrown over his stomach now.

Vale really shouldn't.

"But you," Vale sits up, faces towards Marc. He’s a little drunk, Vale thinks. A little pink from the sun, still pale from the winter. “You are very brave.”

"Thank you," Marc takes a long sip from his drink, lips wrapped around his straw. Jesus.

Vale shakes his head. It’s not quite a compliment. “No no no no— you take risks. Not like a normal one of us.” He flips his shades down and slumps back. Looking at Marc is maybe too much right now. “And you are scared of the ocean.”

"I don’t like flying either."

Vale blinks. "What?"

Marc shrugs, the corners of his mouth digging impishly into his cheeks. He blinks lazily, and stretches a bit. Keeps his eyes steadfastly on Vale.

"It’s all… out of my control. On the bike I can ride. I know my lines, I know when to brake, how far to lean. It’s up to me. In the sky? The ocean? It’s up to other people. It’s up to God." He shakes his head. "There's too much chance.”

Vale chews on the the inside of his cheek, turns the idea of that over in his head. "Isn’t the chance fun?" He asks. It is to him.

"No." Marc answers.

"Hm." They stay there for a second, listening to the distant crash of waves. To the unknown quantity that is the sea. Vale thinks about it. Thinks about what it means to be surprised. To lose control. To feel like he doesn't know what's going to happen next. About how Marc makes him feel like that all the time.

He really shouldn't.

"Marc?"

"Yeah?"

"Do you want to get out of here?"

[matchagirliris]

Cake by the ocean

~i just wanted to say thank you guys so much for 50 followers so here’s a little event i wanna do!

Welcome to Buenos aires ⋆｡𖦹 °.🐚

the perfect oasis for a nice getaway! here we have the amazing evara resort where you can spend time by the beach maybe see a hot hunk or fall in love at the beach bar? who knows the options are endless

check out the Evara resort after you read all the rules and details

Rules are simple!

rule 1: pick from our assortment of all inclusive activities at the evara resort! and then pick your tropical beverage to loosen up a bit!

rule 2: Then as our guest please feel free to drop any specific request with your choice of inclusive activities and beverage, we try to accommodate as much as we can at the evara resort

rule 3: It’s a first come first serve basis here at the resort, we have right to refuse requests as well

rule 4: we will get to your accommodations and planning as soon as possible!

Details to know pls read!

This event will only being doing haikyu characters, all request must be sent through my asks/inbox (yall know what i mean) first come first serve as i stated in the rules, i wont do any repeats for the sake of my brain hurting this is strictly timeskip haikyu only if that wasn’t clear before i will not be writing any sexual content, strictly sfw maybe slightly suggestive if that. Pls bear with me if it takes a minute to push out the writing that’s all! hope you enjoy!

Don’t forget to book a flight Hope to see you all there!!

[hashimasims]

Kanaloa: Nope. I have a funny suspicion that you wont go talk to a professional about what goes through that brain of yours so we're going to sit here and talk.

Elucea: And if I don't?

Kanaloa: Then I guess we sit in silence until you do. The only reprieve you'll get from my presence is when I go make you food because if you've been leaving the pet bowls empty then I know you haven't fed yourself either.

Elucea: How about you help me forget about it all instead?

Kanaloa: No I'm not enabling you.

Elucea: Please Kana, I'll tell you everything after, I promise. And if it'll make you feel better I'll even make an appointment with a therapist after we talk.

Kanaloa: Don't make a promise you don't plan on keeping El

But he was already letting her pull him into the tub

Elucea: I give you my word Kana but you have to promise to go with me.

Kanaloa: Alright El, but not here. I want you in the ocean, where we belong.

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[failure-girl-y-kei]

Hi! This blog is a little secret jirai blog of @finn-thefish (will follow and like from there fyi cuz thats how tumblr works) just for things that aren't so pleasant

I go by Finny or Failure, whichever you pick I wont be upset. I use mostly it/its pronouns, but any are totally fine, even neos and xenos!

This is my space in the big internet, so if you don't like my content feel free to block!!

My posts will contain ED (opposite of ana basically), SH (sometimes pics), and just random rambles. I am (self-diagnosed) auDHD, BPD and NPD traits, so my acts will be weird and extreme to normal people, or maybe even some mentally ill people.

I identify as asocial/aplatonic, aroace, agender and a lesbian, don't really know why I'm mentioning this but I'm just putting it out there.

ⓘ Warning: I will block whoever I don't like without warning, but I mainly don't tolerate proshippers and pro-mental illness (proED, proSH and so on) blogs

interests and socials if anyone wants to contact me ↓↓↓↓

(also dividers by me, free to use even without credit but it is appreciated if you do credit me)

Side-blogs

@finny-yappings - oc yapping

@m1rror-mirr0r - confession blog

@failure-care - self-care blog

Socials

★ discord: f4ilure_g1rl

★ tiktok: @f4ilure_g1rl

★ snapchat: finn_fishyblub (i dont use it much tho)

★ spacehey: F4ILURE_G1RL (barely active)

★ instagram: f4ilure_g1rl

Music & Interests

★ music: nirvana, ghost and pals, maretu, some kikuo songs i cant read the names of, project sekai covers of vocaloid songs, oingo boingo, lemon demon, mitski, omori soundtrack, ddlc soundtrack, needy streamer overload soundtrack and those game songs like break my mind and creeper aw man (+ more but i cant rememberr)

★ interests: ghost and pals, project sekai, ddlc, needy streamer overload, fnaf, regretevator, class of '09, omori, biology, astronomy, chemistry and probably more cuz i forget a lot

Post tags

ʚ♡ɞ wilting away ʚ♡ɞ - complaining/sad vent

ʚ♡ɞ a burning ocean ʚ♡ɞ - angry vent/complaining

ʚ♡ɞ ¡shooting stars! ʚ♡ɞ - regular/happy

ⓘ giggling hyena - idk how to tag the post/dumb

ʚ♡ɞ failure's pencil ʚ♡ɞ - doodles

ʚ♡ɞ songs of a broken doll ʚ♡ɞ - yapping about some media

ʚ♡ɞ unburned yet pictures ʚ♡ɞ - pics

࿄ ring ring! ࿄ - asks

🦋🦌 - irl friend (both this and from my main)

︶꒦꒷♡꒷꒦︶ - reblogs

Other stuff(some) Userboxes (by @jiraisupportgroup )

[onicole]

hi can you tell something abt your sandstorm aus? :3

heyeyeheyey i can try !! most stuff is in my head so its kindw hard for me to put in uh words ?? anywqysw, not rlly sure what to swy so have some silly stuff

for my main au take some silly hcs, i have a strong hc that morro is lactose intolerant, and for me cole is a good cooker, so like, everytime zane idk forgets that they have 3 lactose intolerants at the monastery(the others being lloyd and sora) and does smth that morro cant eat, cole goes there and cooks smth for him !! after morro revived post dotd, cole was willing to help him with changing to the better and brought morro a cat for him to take care of(not sandstorm but i think its important to mention that my kai is allergic to cats

in my brazillian ninjago au, its kinda funny the lore of how they met, because like, they were in a footbal stadium watching a corinthians x flamengo game, and like, cole cheers for corinthians and morro for flamengo . THEY WERE BASICALLY ENEMIES HERE . but anyways things happened cole went to get a water and saw morro standing there with his flamengo shirt and thats how they both met and started hating eachother, basically a enemies to lovers but instead its a "MY CRUSH IS FLAMENGUISTA:(( *cries"

i dont know what silly fact to share about my pirate au sandstorm but they met after cole was yeeted into the ocean by chen, he managed to reach the shore and there he found rumis ship all destroyed and shit and morro(he was like. one of rumis generals btw) was there with a fucking stab wound and cole was like "i think i should help this guy ." things happened and later they found out that by helping eachother, they were helping the enemy because rumi was sided with chen

in an unnamed au, they met during childhood(before morro meeting wu and bla bla bla) like 1 year after lillys death ig ? not going into full details because i am lazy to ... for short, morro started living with cole for a while because he was homeless and bla bla bla cole felt bad, a while after cole ran away with morro and both were found by wu, this au is pretty angsty because just like wu, cole also suffered A LOT when morro left andddd he only found out later he ended up having a crush on morro

not rlly an au, just a concept for like. a time looping au? where either cole or morro are destined to smth(also they wont date on this au, it will be basically one sided !!) and the other one knows about it so they made a deal with an entity to have a second chance to save the others life, everytime the other dies, the loop will repeat . anyways, this au is highly inspired by witchs heart btw(a game !!)

i was going to tell stuff about my cole, morro nya villain trio au and cultist cole au aswell but ... i am lazy to jwfkjwqjkfqwjkf and i think u meant like . little silly things . sorry😭😭

also, thank u for thwha ask!!!!! i love twlking about my aus<3

[chainsawctopus]

any beam hcs i lovehim 🥹so much

I don't have much for Beam so far actually, so I'll make shit up rn LMAODSFK - Denji: Hey Beam, do you eat fish food pellets or Aki: Denji what the hell you're not supposed to ask stuff like th- Beam: I LOVE FISH FOOD!! FISH FOOD AMAZING!!! FISH FOOD DELICIOUS!! LORD CHAINSAW LET'S EAT FISH FOOD TOGETHER!!!!! Aki: -(Beam proceeds to eat handfuls of fish food.) -Yknow how Beam just swims in the floor next to Denji sometimes? I'd like to imagine that someone tripped over his fin by accident and he feels so bad about it after and blames himself

-Beam with top surgery scars.

-Beam and Yoshida would get along over their appreciation for Denji/CSM, that or ocean animals cause yea, shark and octopus

-Beam has tried to backhug Denji while the latter was leaning on a wall; it ended with a punch in the face but a very happy Beam cause he got to hug Denji -Not really a hc, it's an au, but YoshiBeamJi au where Beam is just a regular human that really likes sharks, and he works at an aquarium with Yoshida who manages the octopus section. Denji visits once and both of them are like GODDAMN I WONT HIM so when Denji visits their respective areas they both try to show off with fun facts about their animals -Denji leaves confused about his newfound bisexuality -Beam and Yoshida are really close friends here, like, really close friends, to he point where they're oblivious that they do stuff friends don't normally do (yeah Yoshida kisses his homies goodnight, what about it)(he does forget to say no homo though so) Here's some bonus human Beam doodles I did a while back!

[therealmsdelulu]

My Little Mermaid Part 2:Under the Sea

Series Masterlist

Y/N looked around frantically trying to get sight of the prince. She watched as he sank underneath the surface and quickly swam down and grabbed him. Once she had a hold of him she pulled him back up to the surface and kept him afloat. 

MINI TIME SKIP

Play Part of Your World reprise I for the best experience

Y/N dragged the prince to the surface as the sun came up. She lied him down gently on the shore  and  gently carresed his cheek observing his features.  She softly began to hum her siren song. She watched as the prince slowly turned his head.

Sebastian watched in horror from afar, knowing that if the king ever found out about this he would be in big trouble.

"What would I give to live where you are," she softly sang, "what would I pay to stay here beside you."

"What would I do to see you, smiling at me," she continued as she gently caressed a cut that had formed above his brow,  "Where would we walk, where would we run, if we could stay all day in the sun." The prince slowly reached for the mermaids hand that had found its way on his chest.

"Just you and me," the mermaid fantasized as the prince slowly opened his eyes, "and I could be part of your world" Her attention was quickly diverted away from the prince when she heard the shouts of several men and watched as they approached the shore with torches and lanterns. She quickly got back in the water and swam behind a rock so that she could watch from afar.

"He's alive," she heard a voice shout.

“Alert the Queen," another voice exclaimed.

"What are you doing child,” Sebastian asked approaching the rocks.

"Oh, hey Sebastian, i wasnt expecting to see you here" Scuttle greeted as she stood on the rock and looked at Y/N, " and i definetly wasn't expecting to see her here.

"Look we just going to forget this whole thing ever happend," the crab suggested,"the sea king will never know, ”the crab continued. "You wont tell him and I won't tell him," the crab explained to both Y/N and the bird. "And I will stay in one piece"

Y/N slowly crept up a rock and watched as the prince was taken back to the palace. "I dont know when," she sang again, "I don't know how,"

"But I know somethings starting right now," she continued to climb up the rock, "Watch and you'll see,"

"Someday I'll be," she sang now that she was fully on the rock.

"Part of your world" she sung as a giant wave crashed behind her.

Y/N's GROTTO

PLAY UNDER THE SEA FOR BEST EXPERIENCE(watch the music video for visuals if you want)

Y/N carefully admired the statue that she collected from the ship wreck. She gently carresed it's face,"Wouldn't you just look at the longing in his eyes," she sighed dreamily

"What do you know about longing child," Sebastian asked. Y/N scoffed and rolled her eyes as she  swam out of her grotto.

“Okay okay listen to me the human world is a mess,” Sebastian stated, ”life under the sea is better than anything they got going on up there,” Sebastian sat on a rock next to Y/N and crawled next to her.

“The seaweed is always greener,” the crab sang as he seperated some grass near the rock with his claws,”in somebody elses lake,”

“You dream of going up there,” Sebastian sang as he watched the mermaid attempt to swim to the surface.

“But that is a big mistake,” implied the crab as he pulled Y/N back under the sea which earned a scoff from her, “just look at the world around you right here on the ocean floor”

“Such wonderful things surround you,” Sebastian commented, “what more is you looking for?”

“Under the sea,” the crab sang, “Under the sea"

“Darling its better, down where its wetter,” the crab stated, “take it from me”

“Up on the shore they work all day, out in the sun, they slave away,” Sebastian claimed while swimming around, “while we devoted full time to floatin under the sea”

Sebastian watched as Y/N swam off and scoffed and rolled his eyes before swimming after her.

“Down here all the fish is happy,” sebastian sang as the dolphins swam around happily, “ as off through the waves they roll”

“The fish on the land ain’t happy,” the crab claimed, “ they sad 'cause they in their bowl”

“But fish in the bowl is lucky,” suggested the crab as he hitched a ride on the back of a dolphin “They in for a worser fate,” Sebastian explained to the mermaid.

“One day when the boss get hungry, guess who gon be on the plate,” Sebastian rhetorically asked Y/N while swimming towards her causing her to back away and sit down on a squid.

“Under the sea,” he continued. “Under the sea,” he sang as Y/N lay on the back of the squid and ran her fingers through the coral.

“Nobody beat us, fry us, and eat us in fricassee” the crab exclaimed. “We waht the land folk love to cook,” he explained. “Under the sea we off the hook,”he sang as Y/N swam and danced with the jellyfish.

“We got no troubles,” the crab boasted, “life is the bubbles, under the sea”

“Under the sea,” Y/N sang along.

“Hey, under the sea,” the crab continued glad the girl was understanding.

“Under the sea,” she sang happily as she lay comfortably on the backs of a group of jellyfish

“Yes, child,” he encouraged. “Since life is sweet here, we got the beat here naturally,” he sang to her. 

“Naturally,” she adlibbed as she gave the crab a gentle lift causing him to float.

“Even the sturgeon and the ray,” the crab listed as he watched several sting rays swim around happily, “they get the urge and start to play.”

“We got the spirit, you got to hear it,” Sebastian exclaimed as he and Y/N swam around with the various sea creatures, “under the sea”

“Watch this,” the crab announced as he started to dance on the back of a sea turtle and watched the mermaid sit on the back on the back of one,"the newt play the flute, the carp play the harp"

“The plaice play the bass,” he sung as Y/N danced on the back of a turtle as they walked happily on the ocean floor. “And they sounding sharp,” he commented.

“The bass play the brass,” he continued, “the chub play the tub”

“The fluke is the duke of the soul,” he stated, “the ray he can play, the ling’s on the strings, the trout rockin out, the blackfish she sings” Y/N watched in amusement as the starfish stood up and began to sway side to side.

“The smelt and the sprat, they know where it’s at” Sebastian remarked. “And oh the blowfish, blow,” he exclaimed as Y/N gently blew on the blowfish and giggled as it puffed up.

Y/N swam to an area with clustered rocks and sat down on the edge of one as she was surrounded by several beautiful striped creatures that danced around her. She watched happily as the sea mushroom began to dance on the rock next to her and swam towards them to get a closer look.

She became mesmerized as she watched the multicolor squids and stingrays dance together in synch. She soon felt herself being gently lifted into a cave by a jellyfish. She was soon surrounded my several fluorescent jellyfish and was amazed by their beauty. She watched as they collectively spun their tentacles in synchronized movements. Suddenly, she was on the backs of several jellyfish and was being moved towards a slide and childishly giggled as she went down it and as it came to an end she found herself back in the open water.

“Under the sea, “ Sebastian started again with his musical number.

“Under the sea,” Y/N joined in and smiled at the crab.

MEANWHILE AT ERIC’S CASTLE

“I will not rest until I find her, I need a boat I have to get out there” Eric stated stubbornly as he stood up from the table. 

“Eric, this is ridiculous,” the Queen rebuttled, “how many times have I told you that the sea gods are against us.”

“Grimsby, how many shipwrecks have we had in these waters this year?” The Queen asked her advisor.

“Um, six your majesty,” he answered as he looked down at his feet.

”You are not leaving this castle until you’re feeling better”

“I’ll feel better when I find her,” Eric remarked as he scoffed at his mother’s statements and walked away and went outside for some fresh air.

*PLAY WILD UNCHARTED WATERS FOR THE BEST EXPERIENCE*

ah, ah, ah, ah

"All I ever wanted,was the open sea and sky,” the prince sang as he walked down near the shore, ”freedom from the life I always knew”

"Now all I am is haunted, as days and hours roll by, “ he sang as he sat down on the edge of a rock, "All I ever think about is you”

"There you are (ah), over me (ah)” he stood up hearing the beautiful voice of the girl who saved him in his head,”taking me with your song to (ah)”

"Wild uncharted waters,” he vocalized as he walked down the stairs, "Miles beyond the sea”

"I was darkness bound, I had almost drowned, til you came around, and you found me,” he ran closer and closer to the shore until he reached the shoreline.

"Now I am on the shoreline, but I'm still lost at sea,” he expressed his feelings through his words as he stood on top of a rock and desperately scanned the sea with his eyes.

"In these wild uncharted waters,” he expressed his desires to see the mystery girl again ,"Come find me, again”

"All I do is wonder,who you are and where you'll be,in my mind, your melody goes on,” he replayed the beautiful melody in his song over and over again.

"Stronger than the undertow,the night you rescued me,” he remembered opening his eyes and seeing a blurry silhouette,"Silhouetted by the rising dawn”

"Oh (ah), over you (ah),” he gently swayed and closed his eyes,"I cannot get over you (ah)"

"In wild uncharted waters,beyond where man can see,” he vocalized as he imagined himself on a ship searching for her,"When your eyes outshine the horizon line”

"And you're finally real, here beside me,I'm right here on the shoreline,” he expressed his desires to have the girl in arms reach.

"I'm right where you left me,and your voice is like, a siren that guides me to wild uncharted waters,” he sang as he envisioned himself climbing up the ship and staring out to the ocean.

"Alone, just you and me,” he fantasized,”And I hope you're there in the open air,”

"There's no map or compass to guide me, no,” he sat down on a pole on the ship,"Time may change the shoreline,but time will not change me”

"If it takes my life,I will finally find you again,” he sang desperately as he looked out into the horizon.

“In wild uncharted waters,” he declared. "Come find me,” he whispered, “again"

OUTSIDE THE PALACE

"Look at this mess," Caspia exclaimed in anger as she picked up debris from the ship.

"Another shipwreck," Karina explained to Y/N while picking up pieces of the ship,"don't they have any idea how much damage they cause" 

"Of course they do," Mala suggested as she saw Y/N approaching, "all humans are destructive"

"I don't think they intend to have them," Y/N suggested bravely as her sisters looked at her horrified.

"What about humans," all seven mermaids turned around hearing their fathers voice.

"Look at what they did," Mala exclaimed as her father scanned the scene, “They had another wreck"

All 7 sisters watched as the king picked up a piece of the ship and threw it off the edge of the rock and watched as it hit the ground and caused a loud thud.

  KING TRITONS LAIR

"Sebastian," the king's voice called out as a castle guard dropped the crab onto the chair of the king's throne. 

"Yes?," the crab asked nervously, "I mean yes your majesty?"

"Have you noticed that my Y/N has been acting different lately," the king inquired staring at the crab.

"Different," the crab asked cautiously trying to see if he was hinting at something, " isn't that how all teenagers act?"

"Tell me," the king asked, "is my little Y/N in love,"

“ Ok yes,she went to the surface and she" the crab began realizing what he said and immdiately stopped.

"She what!" the king asked in anger, "she went to the surface?"

"What, who said anything about the surface," the crab laughed nervously trying to distract the king but he was too late.

Y/N's GROTTO 

Y/N was once again admiring the statue when she heard her fathers voice.

"You went to the surface!" the king shouted, "how many times have I told you-"

"Father, I" Y/N jumped up as she started trying to calm him down

"You could get hurt," he yelled, "how many times have i told you that humans are bombarions and savages"

"Not all humans are like that," Y/N attempted to explain

"And how would you know," the king asked

"I saved one," she admitted, " He almost drowned"

"Well you should've let him drown," he shouted, "this obsession with the human world has to stop," The king began to power up his trident and aimed it at one of the many human trinkets in her grotto.

"Father, no" Y/N cried out as she grabbed on the trident in an attempt to stop him but was quickly pushed aside. She watched in horror as her father destroyed one of the items in her collection. "Father, please" she exclaimed as he aimed the trident at the statue and attempted to move it out of harm's way but she was too late. She stared at her father terrified as the statue broke into several parts.

Y/N let out a single tear as her father left and she picked up the unattached hand of the statue. 

"Oh you poor unfortunate soul, Daddy's been so unfair, hasn't he?" A mysterious voice called out to the mermaid.

A/N: I might stop adding the songs tbh not sure, lmk how you guys like it. Couldn’t really write the visuals for Wild Uncharted Waters as thorough and accurately as i wanted because I didn’t know if he was actually on a boat or if it was just his imagination.  My writing is lowkey horrible but imma work on it I promise lol.

[starillusion13]

Please! Listen to me

Pairing: college student! Jaehyun x college student! Reader (mention of NCT Jaemin x reader)

Genre: Angst, Romance, fluff, slice of life, university au, non-idol au, a very emotional au (read with caution) W.C : 3.5k

Warnings: Isolation, depression, past traumas, death of loved ones(major character which will really make you sad and am sorry) and Jaehyun’s dimples with his cutest smile(major warning)

Summary: “Will you listen to me?”, looking upward with a soft look on the face , eyes searching for the answers deep inside the opposite brown orbs which are staring directly to her. “You really thought I was joking back then? I meant every words honestly and trust me, you are the MOON amid my ocean of star”, confessing the heart out with a adorable smile revealing tiny dimples which causing the eyes to twitch tightly.

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Taglist: @mymoodwriting @justhere4kpop @vvshere

Well this story was supposed to be something else but now it ended up a bit different from the original plot because I didn't feel okay with writing that plot.

I hope you kindly show some love with reblogs and likes and feedbacks are always appreciated.

*under the cut*

The streets are lonely just like the heart of yours. The street lights are not illuminating the place much as needed similarly just the way you always put up a smile on your face which is not enough to decrease the ache in your heart. ‘The people around me are so happy even if they had a rough day at least they could go back home in a relief to get back to someone’s warmth.’ They enjoy the warmth and can rely on it to ease themselves. Well unlike you who has to face a cold world when you return back to your place after a long day which you can’t even call it a ‘home’ anymore. The place which once seems a warm paradise to you is now like a cold abandoned Hell.

No one is going to listen to you anymore.

Once for you coming back home was the best thing ever you desired. Coming back to see the smile which erase your every tiredness from your body. The warm hug which made your home a paradise and then “How was your day my love?”. This was enough for you to calm down from a stressful day and forgetting all the problems in your life and just focusing on HIM.

Today is different from those days. It’s now similar to the days you are spending for last 6 months. LAST 6 MONTHS AFTER HE LEFT YOU. Now you longer want to go back home early. No longer the surroundings feel fresh and enchanting to you which once you both cherish a lot. The surroundings are to your likings full of flowering plants and open fields with some old trees which give a place a soothing and calmness. But now you feel suffocated passing through it because its no longer the same to you without him by your side. The park came into the view and a sad smile appeared on your lips oblivious to your sense. “I MISS YOU” this park is the place where you both first met and shared so many memories which you didn’t thought back then to be the sad ones later. Tears welled up in eyes but you didn’t bother to wipe them away. At least the tears were warm unlike other feelings in your life.

Standing in front of the apartment still you don’t feel like to enter into. ‘If I go back today, Will he be waiting there for me just like those days?’ But deep down you know no matter how long you wait, he wont ever come back to even if he wants to.

Unlocking the door, you are welcomed by the cold darkness of the living room. You didn’t even bother to switch on the light rather turned towards your right and entered the bedroom and switched on the bed light. You placed your bag on the study table and chose to fresh yourself to brush off your mind. It took almost 20 minutes to complete yourself drying off after the shower and plopped on the bed. You don’t know why suddenly all your past thoughts are flooding your mind today.

It was supposed to be a usual day like other but the batchmates ruined your day by telling

“You, ugly bitch is not the one to be loved you know.”

‘Yes, I know and that’s why parents left me when I was too young as well as he.’

This is the reason you felt so low with your emotions. Six months back when you finally realized that he won’t be back in your life ever, you never felt the warmth in yourself. You tried to move on, to forget about your past life but somehow you still miss him.

‘Wish you could have died in that accident too with him.’

People around made you such an emotional mess with their consolations which sometimes seemed fake to you. You tried to move to a different place and to start a life from a fresh beginning but his smile reminds you that this apartment is the only last place you can feel him. You isolated yourself from the outside world even skipped meals but you know all these could never give you anything else other depression. So without getting involve in any conversations you put up a smile every time you went out and try to keep yourself busy in your part time jobs so that you have to come back home late and keep your mind off of HIM.

Unfortunately for you, his brother JUNG JAEHYUN is in same university and some of the classes with you in your university and that’s why classmates pick on you even more.

“You, bitch look at him. How you have killed his brother and left him all alone.”

‘Really, I guess I should have died in his place at least he would not have to lose his brother.’

JUNG JAEHYUN and NA JAEMIN, they are not brothers by blood but step-brothers. They are of three years apart in age but the bonding between the brothers were beyond anyone can imagine. No one can even have a doubt that they are not real brothers. Jaehyun’s parents adopted Jaemin when the younger one’s only parent, his mom died due to a chronic illness. Since, then they are brothers and were being called JAE BROTHERS.

Starting of the university, you fell in love with Jaehyun because of his heart laugh and dimple smile with a kind gentleman personality. You didn’t tell him about your feelings scared to get rejected and then bullied by those mean classmates. You and Jaemin were in the same year and were best friends. He had a sneaky personality but a gentle one like his elder brother. Jaehyun was one year senior than you both and you all often meet in the cafeteria or in the common classes. One day Jaemin asked you about your feelings for his brother.

“Y/N, tell me honestly.”

“What?”

“Do you like Jaehyun?”

You didn’t know what to reply like if it is right to say that to him. What will happen if he tells this to his brother and then the next everybody in the college will somehow know about it.

“I don’t know….”

“Look don’t try to hide it from me at least when we are like…..best friends.”

“See I don’t-”

“You are afraid to get rejected and then bullied because of the rumours that will be spread.Right?”

“Hmm…” You no longer denied your true self in front of him when he knows you more than yourself.

“I knew it!!!” He smiled at you and added “Well I have a silly idea that we can work out and please don’t deny because to know your feelings for him, you have to do this. I know my brother very well and how much he likes you so its better I try this plan to better solve the problem between you two.”

It was a shocking news to know from him how his brother loved you every moment you three met at your usual spots but neither of you ever let the other to know about your feelings.

“I don’t trust your ideas but I give it a chance. So what’s the idea?”

Jaemin again gave you his heart smile and in return you smiled at him.

“Jaemin please come back……I can’t handle this without you….Please…..I am lost…..I don’t know what to do anymore….Should I give up?...” You glanced to the bed side table and took the phot frame in your hands and the tears rolled down your eyes. You sat up and looked at the picture. The two brothers enjoying their day for their weekends. It was the last picture he had clicked before that day. Jaehyun clicked him that picture so that he could send you.

Who thought it would be the last time. The last time to be the part of the game you both started to make Jaehyun realise his feelings which you both didn’t realise to have turned into a reality. Yes, starting the game, you both were enjoying it as best friends but eventually you both started dating officially when one day you both get to know that Jaehyun has to take over the business so parents won’t allow him to date now so that he won’t get distracted. You were heartbroken on hearing that but Jaemin was there for you.

He was always there for you. He is still there for you but just you can’t see him, touch him, feel him and say your every problem to him. There is now no one to listen to you.

The daylight is so strong for your view that you have to twitch your eyes often. You have noon classes today and you are making your way towards the building. ‘My day is no longer special without you.’ Last night you cried a lot and you don’t remember when you fell asleep but found the frame you were still holding in your grasp when you woke up. ‘I will try to be happy for you, you always wanted the best for me. And I will prove you that how a strong girl you have made me.’ Crying the whole night you realize its better to keep his soul and pay off his hard works he did for you back then. You smiled today, a genuine smile.

“Y/n?” you were lost in your thoughts and didn’t realise that someone has approached you and calling you. But the second call broke your thought.

“Jae…Jaehyun? Oh hello…I will be going to my class…Bye” you avoided his eyes and turned on your heels when he suddenly grab your upper arm and faced you towards him.

“Why?” this is the first time you both are having a conversation in six months after the incident. You ignored his gaze as much as you could because without Jaemin you didn’t have the confidence to face him and after his death, you think he will blame you for all the cause. Somehow you have felt his longing gaze always following you in class and he was upset whenever the classmates bullied you. Whenever he tried to speak, you thought he will cause more scene so you ran away.

“Why what? Leave my hand Jaehyun. I am not in a mood today to be bullied again. I came early so that I could sit in the front so that I don’t have to sit around those girls so please leave.”

He held you even tighter when you tried to wiggle out of his grasp.

“Why are you ignoring me?”

“I am not ignoring YOU but the scene you will create for blaming me for your brother’s death.”

“I don-”

“I know you will blame me for everything. It was really a stupid idea to start the game who knew the consequences would be like this.”

“Why will I blame you?”

“Because like everyone else you also think, I am not a person to be loved and I should have died that day instead of him.” You are crying mess now because standing in front of your first crush and speaking about a cursed day…..without Jaemin by your side.

“So, you really think I will blame you. Even if I should, I can’t blame you, I can’t leave you now. You are suffering like this for past six months and you think I will leave you knowing how broken you are.”

“I am okay. I know how to take care of myself…Everything is okay.”

Jaehyun tried to speak when you both heard approaching footsteps down the stairs towards the hallway so he pulled you to a nearby empty classroom which only used for some major student project works. When you both entered, he hugged you tightly seeing how badly you were crying and not even trying to control the tears.

“That’s okay. Let it out to me. Just don’t say to leave.”

“Why?” now its your time asking him the reason for being so affectionate to you because he should blame you for his death as if you both didn’t went to have the date then everything could have been fine.

“Please Y/n let me...let me hold you…I- I don’t want to lose you again…please” he is still hugging you and could feel him snuggling in the crook of your neck. You slowly picked up your right hand and patted on his back while the other hand was still crumbled on his shirt. You have stopped crying now and waiting for him to explain what does he meant now by not losing you again.

This is the first you and jaehyun are so close with each other and you could feel the heat his body was radiating.

“Jae, what do you mean? Why are you suddenly like this? I-” You broke the hug and went to nearby bench to sit on it. Shaking your head you spoke again,

 “I don’t understand why are you suddenly listening to me? Why are you even speaking to me? Are you feeling pity for me? Please let me remind you I don’t need any of this. We should go in our separate path.”

“I should have listened to you before Y/n… I should have listened to him before.”

“Jae….”

“Hmm… I think I am the real stupid one here. I didn’t understand what was he trying to say to me and what was he trying to do but still chose to believe my other self that I should become an intruder in his happiness.”

Jaehyun looked at you with a sad smile but now holding an eye contact with you. You never imagined to spend such a time with him all alone without him. He is really looking so down and broken unlike the other times when you three used to meet and he would be the one to be the brightest among you three and whenever he used to laugh on his brother’s joke, your heart skips a beat. Today it’s different it’s no longer that happy meet but a sad and confused one. You thought all these months that you are the one affected by his death but what about Jaehyun. He lost the most precious part of his life, they both were not close enough with their parents and usually always stick by each other. How is he feeling all these months? How is he keeping him off of this empty space in his heart?

“That day…That day when you both returned from the club and I called Jaemin for an important purpose. I got to know about the truth between you both. Jaemin was too drunk to listen about the business stuff and suddenly he rambled on the things between you both.”

Now your full attention is on the boy standing in front of you. You never knew all these months that Jaehyun knew about your feelings for him but he knew, he knew but still he kept it hidden but why.

“ He told each and everything since the first day you both started the game and how he tried to make me jealous. But the last thing he told me really was not expected.”

“What did he say?” You are hoping to hear how he had begged his brother to understand him with false accusation or made another horrible plan one with his brother.

 “He loved you but you still love me. It really used to hurt him to see the one he loves to always have feelings for someone else. He didn’t realise when playing the game when he got attracted to you. That’s why I fake a problem of my parents and business deal. I wanted him to get the happiness he deserves.”

“Why did you joke about protecting me every time I will be in need. You will never let my world to be shattered in pieces like this. You were drunk that day. It was another reason I was ignoring you all these months you know.” Tears again rolled down your eyes but now you didn’t make any sound.

“I want to listen to you Y/n. The same way Jaemin used to listen to you. I have already so many regrets within me and now losing you will add up to it” he took your hands in his and make you stand up. He gave a gentle squeeze and said “Please, Listen to me and trust me I craved to listen to your voice and you to share your problems so that you don’t have to face this harsh reality all alone.”

“Will you listen to me?”, looking upward with a soft look on the face, eyes searching for the answers deep inside the opposite brown orbs which are staring directly to her. “You really thought I was joking back then? I meant every word honestly and trust me, you are the MOON amid my ocean of stars”, confessing the heart out with an adorable smile revealing tiny dimples which causing the eyes to twitch tightly.

This smile gave you the warmth you were missing all these days, all these months. All these years you thought Jaehyun to ignore you only for his brother’s happiness. Jaehyun’s eyes are shining the same way you saw stars in Jaemin’s eyes. No matter how much Jaehyun loves you but his every move is reminding you of Jaemin. You can see yourself the brightest star in their life.

‘You were Jaemin’s sunlight who left you in the dark and now you are Jaehyun’s moonlight who will show you the light to your life again.’

“Please let me continue your life where he left it. I don’t want you to start from the beginning but to hold onto the string where he left. He was a wonderful chapter of yours and I don’t want you to forget about it. The rest will be you and mine’s chapter. Please let me hold your hand forever.”

“I don’t know Jae. I don’t know what to do anymore. What to feel anymore. Everything is shattered within me. I am barely holding within myself.”

“That’s why I want to be the support. I want to be the one you can trust upon and I want to listen to you just like the way he did. I want to be the warm place in your life. The warmth you lost the day he left us.”

“Jae……I trust you…” Just this is the only thing he wanted to listen from you. He suddenly crashed his lips on you. Your hands were in his one hand and the other one holding your neck gently. Your free fingers take hold of his shirt and squeezed it. The kiss was sudden but not rough, it was gentle and passionate and for a second you thought about kissing jaemin when he suddenly broke the kiss.

“I’m sorry….I’m really sorry…” he closed his eyes but you both were still in the same position. His forehead was resting on yours.

“That’s okay Jae. Let’s give it a chance. He did so much for us at least we could be together.  All these years of my university were special because of him. He is a precise and wonderful piece of my life. But Jae, you can be the one whom I can share my memories with him. He would be happy to know that his plan worked.”

Jae hugged you again, “I’m really happy that my brother got someone like you. He deserved to be loved by someone like you. I hope you both get each other forever in your next life.”

“Let’s first continue this book. You have started my book, he had made me realize the things and to feel them in a different way and then he left. Suddenly you came into it again and promised to continue till the end.”

Both of your classes are long forgotten. You can catch up with your topics some other time but you can’t give another chance to reduce the weight of your heart like this like here and with him.

“No. He has never left us, he is always with us that’s why we are here together standing like this. We were always three and will be three until the end. His smile and his soul is always between us keeping us warm.”

“Thank You Jae.”

“I love you Y/n. I know you can’t forget him but at least we can take small steps.”

You hugged him tight and loose a bit to look into his eyes. He smiled at you and gave you a peck on lips.

“I love you.”

‘I’m sorry Jaemin but I want to continue rest of the book but remember you are still a part of it.’

You and Jaehyun finally smiled a genuine smile today in all these months. Maybe somewhere Jaemin is also smiling for you two are together now.

Your world is again warm and also you three are together.

[regretfulcorrine]

A deeper dive into my 'James is Alive AU' below the cut-- I didn't forget about it, just was finally able to write some of it out lol

A story of how James continues to have the problem of wanting his cake and eating it too.

On the night of Voldemort's murder of Lily and James, James is the first to die and the first to come into contact w/ death. An actual, physical being.

Death has been trying to catch James and his friends for a while now, ever since the first time they used the invisibility cloak. A cruel joke and reminder of the brother who escaped Death for years.

James being terrified of leaving Harry and Lily alone in a possible Voldemort run world, begins to try and bargain with Death.

Being one of the keepers of the sole item that was used to humiliate them, Death is obviously not too keen on helping. Angered that he has the nerve to ask for more time.

But James begins begging heavily, saying how he's willing to give anything to see them again.

(Death senses the request is slightly more selfish and his pride in protecting his family drives it)

Weaving an idea, Death proposes a compromise.

They will allow James to return to the living to see his son, However, a price is needed from the both of them. James is a little confused on how a baby is really suppose to give anything but is glad for the deal none the less.

A gift to Death was required, something important to James now and something important to Harry later. Harry's price will be reaped during his 16th year of life, and once the toll is complete James can return to him.

They will not elaborate on what that 'thing' is. But for 16 years James belonged to Death. He is forced to miss the first crucial moments of Harry's life, forced to worry about him and Lily for 16 years.

Another punishment all its own.

And when he does return to the living, James wont be told where he will land or in what condition he will be in.

Deaths wording is always purposeful and very careful when making deals. However Death refuses to negotiate or give James a moment to really think through their offer. He has to make a choice here and now or lose the option all together.

He quickly accepts the deal. Not being told or realizing that Lily was his toll to pay. Death makes sure that while James is dead, their spirits never meet.

On that fateful day during Harry's 16th year, when he unknowingly pays his toll, James is resurrected... in Australia. He's still James, and he still looks like James although aged as if he never left Earth for a single minute. His memory is completely wiped, he doesn't remember a thing besides waking up on the side walk in some random city.

(He remembers his first name but not his last, so he is given something that isn't Potter)

It takes James 2 years start to gather more about himself and another year altogether to regain most of his senses. He immediately sets out to find Harry.

When he makes his way back to the UK so much has changed and Harry seems to be the face of it all. James becomes self-conscious and starts to believe that maybe Harry is better off not knowing him all. After everything he's been through, to just uproot it with James returning, upset him further.

James also feels unbearably guilty, knowing he was back in a different country working and living his life while his son was suffering and literally saving the world. He doesn't know how he could even begin to explain that to him.

He returns to Australia, becoming an Unspeakable for the Australian Ministry and keeping his head filled with work and pretending like his past life wasn't oceans away.

10 years later, his work finds him intertwined with the Ministry back in the UK. And feeling that he can't run from his problems forever, he finally visits Harry.