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Can I rant for a minute? Authors, if one of your characters is an academic, do some basic research. Your adjunct professor will not suddenly get tenure if they publish their magnum opus. Your associate professor probably already has tenure and isn't at risk of being fired unless they commit misconductâin which case their rank doesn't really matter. Job titles vary from country to country: professor means something very different in the US and the UK. I've been thrown WAY out of immersion in at least two books this year by stupid errors that might have been fixed if ANYONE involved in the writing or editing had done a Google search or talked to an academic.
#do your research#please#pleaseeee#stop writing characters who are 'tenured professors at Oxford'#i beg you#And that's not to mention Hollywood#which gets everything about academic life wrong#all the time#i wish i were an academic in a tv show#their lives look so nice#their clothes are so expensive#they all own beautiful old houses and teach for ten minutes twice a semester#can you tell this raises some big feelings for me?#academia#academia is depressing guys#writerslife
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Quick Evil Note
To all my wicked darlings, I have now received rather a lot of messages asking me about the influences of Long Live Evil. And I wish to get messages about LLE and truly appreciate the ones I do get! And I wish to answer them. But answers about influences are tricky.
The book has been out in the US for a little over two weeks, and itâs going so well so far, I couldnât be more delighted and appreciative about its reception.
But also Iâve been informed (not asked) that two of my characters are obviously somehow both Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy of Harry Potter, and Wei Wuxian and Lan Wangji of Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation. (Very puzzling as I donât think these pairings - and one isnât a pair - have much in common with each other or with mine. Vague hostility against a vaguely academic backdrop for a bit? For the record⌠in the book everyone is an adult and I donât even have any academic backdrops to be vaguely hostile in front ofâŚ) This hasnât happened to me in a long time, because I havenât had an original novel out in a long time due to illness, and it is upsetting to always be discussed differently than writers who didnât openly link their real names to their fan identity.
I have very different feelings and new appreciation for fandom than I once had. Itâs been amazing to see and meet people who have stuck with me for decades. People are generally way more open and affectionate to and within fandom than they once were. Love matters to me a good deal more than hate. But getting death threats in your early 20s for excitedly telling your Internet friends you were going to publish a book does mark the psyche, and so does having your characters dismissed as other peopleâs characters.
And we can say there is nothing wrong with fanfiction or writing fanfiction and there isnât! Fanfiction is great and can be genius. Terry Pratchett wrote Jane Austen fanfiction, and didnât (and shouldnât) have people saying Captain Wentworth = Captain Vimes. Still, when a TV show is discussed as âlike fanfictionâ or when Diana Gabaldon said she didnât like fanfiction and many said âYOU write fanfictionâ it isnât intended in any kind spirit, even when itâs fannish folk saying it. And itâs just generally odd to have everyone call your apple a tomato, and has had professional consequences for me in the past.
However! All the asks Iâve received have been very kind, and I do want to answer them. I do want to talk about my influences because they are manifold and because I actually think itâs important to always talk about influences. I donât believe stories exist in isolation - we tell tales in a rich tradition, and also a story doesnât come alive to me all the way until itâs heard or read.
Long Live Evil is a love letter to fandom: itâs chock full of references to many many stories Iâve loved, to fairytales, myths and legend and Internet memes and epic fantasy and meta. My acknowledgements are endless partly for this reason. I do owe a great debt to many portal fantasies and archetypes and musicals and jokes about genre and plays through the ages, though I do think of my characters as themselves and nobody else.
I was frankly tempted to go âYes I stole EVERYTHING! Bwhahaha!â But while I am thoroughly enjoying and finding great freedom in my villain era, I do want to talk sincerely to you all as well, especially when asked sincerely interested questions.
But Iâm a little scared to do so and have people say âAHA! Now we know what itâs fanfiction ofâ (itâs happened before) or ignore me and go âwe know the truth!â (itâs happened before) and to feel like Iâve injured my book. Long Live Evil means more to me than any other and I really want to get talking about it right, and make sure it has the best reception I can give it.
So. Questions on all Evil topics very very welcome but answers to influence questions may come slowly. Bear with me. I am working on this!
#fandom#fandom things#harry potter#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#sarah rees brennan#long live evil#influences#archetypes#fairytales#terry pratchett#jane austen
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so i went around and made an OBJECT SHOW!!! concept. can't animate it or anything it's for fun until the future maybe
ok 30 contestants are thrown into crazy situations by the host Platey to compete for a mystery prize, and are slowly picked off via voted elimination until five are left for a final challenge.
here's the cast i spent all of yesterday making
CAST (Non Contestants):
Platey:
Platey is the Host! Heâs loud, extravagant, sassy, and jovial. His behavior is extremely befitting of the host of a big tv show, and he enjoys hyping up the audience and giving commentary. The show and all the challenges were schemed up by him and himself alone, and he takes great pride in it though. Donât expect him to be someone you can confide in, he is about as emotionally intelligent as a bag of bricks.
Platelets:
Plateyâs henchmen of sorts? Theyâre tinier plates that follow the contestants around with a microphone and camera to get in on the good stuff. One could say theyâre a bit too nosey.
Nurse First Aid:
Instead of a revival machine, objects depend on Nurse First Aid to collect bodies of deceased objects and fix em up. She acts like how youâd expect a nurse to behave, and she gives resurrected objects lollipops.
CAST (Contestants):
Lotus:
Lotus, to put it simply, wants people to like him. Heâs not very strong or significantly intelligent, but BOY does he have grit. He can and will push himself to his very limit if it means someone would look his way. In the rare moments he finds a solution others didnât or he wins a challenge, his mood could just reach the clouds.
Lampy:
Lampy is a massive nerd. Sheâs read countless books and retained the information from them, making her an intellectual powerhouse in her own right. She prides herself on being a highly sought after teammate, because she isnât really confident in herself in any other remarks. She dreads being useless.
Flashlight:
Flashlight, despite being known as a beacon of light and safety, is incredibly skittish and timid. Heâll jump at anything, and this is frequently taken advantage of by others such as Sketchpad and Sheet. Somehow, if he gets too scared however, he enters an entirely separate persona of a steely, objective-oriented powerhouse that fears nothing. Nobody knows why.
Cookie:
Plate doesnât seem to have an age limit for who can participate, and as a result some random kid got in as a contestant. Cookie is bright eyed, excitable, and always looking for the next fun thing to do! His presence raises some ethical concerns about the host, but Plate doesnât seem to be taking any feedback.
Candy:
Another kid who joined the show by complete accident. She was just following her best friend Cookie around when she got entered into the show along with him, now she doesnât know where she is or what sheâs doing. Sheâs not as loud or excitable as Cookie, tending to be more quiet and passive, likely due to her immense confusion surrounding the situation.
Hammer:
Hammer is physically the strongest in the entire competition, due to living a heavily self-supported lifestyle in the middle of a forest away from civilization. Heâs tough as nails, but not unapproachable. He enjoys interacting with others, and it shows! Heâs a very warm person. Surprisingly, he has a PhD in Grubbian literature.
Canned Lobster:
Canned Lobster is what many objects would call a wet blanket. Heâs sluggish, apathetic, and generally not a very enthusiastic object. Nobody knows why heâd even enter a competition like this. Whatever the reason, heâs here, and heâs still participating in challenges even if he isnât the most energetic about it. He despises being a can of lobsters, and wishes he was something pretty like Crystal.
Macchiato:
Macchiato is an academic rival of Lampy, he would work himself to death if he had the time. He has a neverending drive to be better, and being shown up by Lampy only fuels that burning need for superiority. At first glance he has a massive ego, but the moment he starts falling behind it tends to shatter like glass.
Chainsaw:
Many objects are scared of Chainsaw. Sheâs unpredictable, violent, and very, very sharp-toothed. If she gets her blade running, the room will be left in shambles. At times she has a more interactable persona, but itâs only a matter of time before she gets excited again and starts wrecking things.
Lily Pad/Frog:
Lily Pad is a very lovely object to be around. Sheâs sweet, silly, fun, and on top of that sheâs just plain adorable! She loves nature so much that she has a pet frog that she carries everywhere with her, much to the chagrin of most objects. The frog, however, seems to have a mind of its own, and it sometimes tells her to do things. Terrible things. Which she obliges. Nobody likes Frog.
Olive:
Olive is a prestigious inventor who uses gadgets to maneuver challenges. Heâs maniacal, selfish, and dead-set on winning and nothing else, using his inventions to cut corners. Heâs basically Plankton from Spongebob because I thought it would be funny.
Sporky:
Sporky is a bit unusual. Heâs a spacey weirdo who thinks not just outside the box, but the inverse upside down quantum reflecting 3rd plane of the box. His solutions to problems may seem odd at first, but they fall into place marvelously if not interrupted. Heâs a surprisingly well collected person.
Sketchpad:
Sketchpad is a bit of an acquired taste. Sheâs a jerky snob that likes laughing at people and messing with others. She has an obnoxious evil laugh. Under the surface however, sheâs a mess. Sheâs deeply lonely and she appreciates those who persist to be her friend, seeing them as equals. If she were to be separated from them, sheâd panic.
Sâmore:
Sâmore isnât the type of person youâd expect to be grouped with Sporky and Sketchpad. Theyâre soft, polite, a bit airheaded, and generally not someone youâd believe to be a mischief maker. Despite this, Sâmore loves being around Sporky and Sketchpad, and they enjoy their company too. Thereâs been a debate on if the two are a bad influence, but Sâmore doesnât care.
Malicious Concoction:
Concoction is a silly olâ girl with a less than ethical hobby. Sheâs a mad scientist! Sheâs passionate about defying the laws of life in the name of seeing just how far she can go. Sometimes the results are somewhat alright, like a ray that can swap objects or explosive ice. Other times, not so much⌠like Roquefort.
Roquefort:
Roquefort is a deceased, punisher-esque noir detective resurrected by a stray lightning bolt from one of Concoctionâs experiments, heâs been chasing her down ever since he figured out how he was revived. Gruff, serious, and very to-the-point, heâll stop at nothing to make her pay for what sheâs done. However, the day he showed up, Plate decided to just enter him into the show because dead people donât have rights and therefore donât have to sign a contract to enter. Heâs very confused about the whole thing.
Crystal:
Crystal is loved by all, known by few. Heâs shiny, stunning, and his presence lights up the room. But that tends to be about as far as people see, and it ticks him off. Heâs tired of being the center of attention just because of his shiny surface, and really wishes people would start to see him for who he is and his hobbies. Something about Canned Lobster intrigues him.
Boxing Glove:
Boxing Glove is the definition of an adrenaline junkie. She lives for the thrill, enjoying dangerous sports and fist fights above all else. She has a bad habit of dragging others into her dangerous schemes but she just wants to share the fun! Sheâs unfortunately unable to realize itâs not really fun for others and is oftentimes just terrifying.
Cotton Candy:
Cotton Candy is a well known movie star and singer that just loves to have fun. Sheâs surprisingly down to earth for a celebrity, but needs to be kept in check by her manager Microphone so she doesnât get too carried away. She gets along with almost everyone, but seems to really like Winey.
Microphone:
Microphone is Cotton Candyâs manager. He has a very calm and collected personality and almost acts like a father figure to Cotton Candy, watching over her and keeping her in check. Heâs only entered in the competition because if he didnât he wouldnât be allowed to follow her, which is his entire job.
Paper Shredder:
Paper Shredder is scary. Theyâre mostly emotionless, creepy, and the proud owner of the world's most vacant stare. Plate didnât even get a signature from them, they just appeared on the show. Paper Shredder is occasionally used by other contestants as a threat for Sketchpad, and they seem to enjoy it.
Frying Pan:
Frying Pan is a joy of an object! She loves cooking and caring for her friends, and is always there to help anyone in need. She firmly believes she was put in this world to help others, but donât try and take advantage of that though. Sheâll get you. And when I say get you, I mean GET you.
Winey:
Winey is a bestselling author and owner of an extensive alcohol company, she is very, VERY wealthy. Sheâs lived a lavish lifestyle with a big house and everything, yet everything has still felt somewhat dull lately. So why not enter a big competition to try and find something fun again?
Baseball Bat:
Baseball Bat is a chaotic criminal that thinks the prize is money. He wants the money. He will do anything to get that money. Did I mention he is a criminal. He falls in with a group of others to try and disguise his intentions, but he finds himself torn between monetary gain and his newfound affection for his âfriendsâ who are unaware that heâs using them.
Mushroomy:
Mushroomy seems nice enough, but every action of his has a complicated web of thoughts behind it in order to plan a course of moves to make things go his way. Itâs not that heâs completely evil, he just has no qualms with setting up people and situations in order to progress further to whatever goals he has. And when his goal is winning a competition, things might not turn out so happy.
Android:
Android is a robot made by Olive to sort of boost his chances to win the show. Over time, by feeding on the interactions of other contestants, it develops a mind of its own. Depending on the direction of the show, this can be either good or bad.
Martini:
Martini is a wild party animal whose very biology keeps him in a constantly drunken state. Some objects say heâs fun to be around, while others see him as a nuisance or a danger. One thingâs for sure, he should never be around any automobiles. He has a complete disregard for personal safety. Heâs actually a removed brother of Olive.
Dynamite:
Dynamite. THE badass of the century. He runs! He flies! He kicks ass! He even has his own theme music! Heâs also kind of a prick but in a cool way.
Sheet:
Sheet is the ghost of the first contestant who died in a challenge and is the ill-fated reason revivers are a staple of object shows. Sheâs long past gone, and the only way for her to move on is to win the competition. Sheâs kinda used to being a ghost however, and truth be told she kinda likes it. Sheâs very silly and likes spooking others, especially Flashlight.
Outlet:
Outlet, bluntly, is a wildcard. Heâs only in the show to have fun at the expense of others, and unlike the Mischief Makers, he actually means harm. This sadistic glee of his is to the point the trio have deemed him their very own number one enemy, and wish to stop him at every turn. Outlet is very fond of dangerous traps and domino effects, which he sets up and utilizes to wreak havoc. They often go unchallenged.
#oc#artwork#original character#artists on tumblr#paper art#my art#original art#my oc art#object shows#object oc#osc community#osc art#object show community#object show art
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Maybe this is wishful thinking instead of a headcanon, but post-Extra Game when the Teiko gang has had more time to catch up with each other and talk about the past, I want them all to realize that they were severely fucked over by Teiko and their unforgiving principles of victory and that maybe they could all band together and start publicly putting Teiko on blast for their shitty conduct and how their greed caused them to ignore the physical and mental wellbeing of their players.
Cuz the Generation of Miracles was getting hella interviews in the series both in middle and high school. Surely some of these journalists would ask them about the old days at Teiko, right? That would be a perfect opportunity for them to start getting their side of the story out about what really went down in Teiko. And from there, it would be a trickle-down effect and more and more and more sports magazines would start reporting on Teiko and how it wasn't all sunshine and rainbows. Maybe it could snowball into TV/video interviews of them talking about their experiences at Teiko and now suddenly everybody knows about that one school that's messing up their prodigies.
What if that led to other middle-schoolers currently attending Teiko (maybe even the OG Teiko gang's direct underclassmen who knew and played with them) coming forward with their own stories after being emboldened by the exposes coming out, and they're all confirming the harsh training regiments they're put through and the enormous pressure placed on them. I would think that the landscape of Teiko after the OG Teiko gang graduated would be a MESS because the best players Teiko has ever had are now in high school, so their school was probably scrambling to find the "next Generation of Miracles". They'd hyper-focus on any kid showing even a sliver of potential and then train them to the ground in the hopes that these students would turn out to be as good as or even better than the OG Teiko gang. But this obsession means that this new generation of the Teiko basketball team is severely overworked and at their limit on all levels. Nobody is having fun on the court anymore. It's about nothing but winning. The dropout rates in the basketball club are higher than any other club in the school and it only increased after the OG Teiko gang left.
Or what if it's not just the basketball team having a hard time? What if people from other sports clubs and academic disciplines start coming forward, and suddenly people realize that the unrealistic and harmful expectations weren't just placed on the basketball team, but on EVERY STUDENT WHO ATTENDED TEIKO. And now all of them are sick of having to keep quiet and suck it up and they want to make Teiko pay for making them so miserable.
Eventually, Teiko's reputation starts doing a 180 now that all these students are coming forward. The OG Teiko gang is pretty much leading the resistance while offering support to each and every student who shares their story. Maybe they all come together to start a petition for better treatment for the students at Teiko, less pressure to succeed, better mental health and counseling resources, and maybe even completely changing the school slogan of "ever-victorious". Imagine if they end up getting a ton of signatures and support from people and then the school is put between a rock and a hard place because they're getting bad publicity, sponsors are becoming skeptical, and parents are constantly calling to demand that they explain themselves. Imagine if Coach Sanada is still there and due to the guilt he felt of failing the OG Teiko gang the first time he ended up publicly revealing how he was pushed by the principal to keep the GoM as starters in every game they played so their victories would bring prestige to the school. Imagine if he did that and then immediately resigned from Teiko. And as the pressure gets put on the principal, he cracks under the weight of it all and resigns, too. And the OG Teiko gang witnesses all of this go down in real-time, and they don't necessarily celebrate, but they do wish the best for all the students who are still at Teiko and are navigating this confusing time, but they also hope that finally, their actions would bring about the change needed so that nobody at Teiko has to go through something like this again.
Idk, there's a saying that a child not embraced by the village will burn it down just to feel its warmth, so bottom line is Teiko should have never pushed the Teiko gang to the edge because I could very well see them doing something like this to get justice for themselves and all their underclassmen.
#upon re-reading this post i have realized that this could essentially be a dissertation#Maybe when I'm not busy I may make this into a one-shot#i just think teiko didn't deserve to be left unscathed after what they did to the teiko gang and i want them to burn#it's what they deserve x#kuroko no basket#knb headcanons#kuroko tetsuya#kise ryouta#midorima shintarou#aomine daiki#momoi satsuki#murasakibara atsushi#akashi seijuro#teiko gang
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So from what I understand, the initial pitch for Invader Zim was that the main source of comedy was Zim thinking posing as an elementary school student was the best use of his time as a spy and making leaps of logic based on his lack of cultural knowledge. And we did certainly see stuff like that happen in the show, but I think over time there was a shift to more episodes focusing on the Zim/Dib rivalry or things going on in space that didnât feature the skool setting at all or didnât revolve around cultural misunderstandings to drive the plot. IDK if they did more of that in the comics, but hereâs some ideas I feel were missed opportunities. Not including anything obvious like âskool danceâ episode, or âforced to work with Dib on a projectâ.
1 - An episode thatâs just Zim and Dib narrating short stories they wrote for a creative writing assignment. It might be low-hanging fruit for them to both write the same story of a real incident between them from either of their perspectives, or a self-insert wish-fulfillment fantasy about defeating one another. I kinda like the idea of Dib writing the kind of story he himself would enjoy, like a noir-style detective story with a supernatural twist or gothic horror ghost story. Zim would just copy a story told to him by GIR, which itself is a mangled retelling of something that happened on TV that neither of them actually understand, but no matter how ridiculous and nonsensical the plot was heâd read it like it was Shakespeare.
2 - Similarly, an episode thatâs just Zim giving an oral presentation on a historical figure or event, but he gets a ton of stuff wrong due to misinterpretation, or mixing up factual sources with like, a historical fantasy. Like if he read TF2 lore and told the class that stairs were invented by Abraham Lincoln.
3 - Zim gets an exam/report card back and finds out heâs performing poorly, which makes him question whether heâs learned anything at all from all the time heâs spent gathering intel. He decides to put his plans for conquest on hold to spend more time studying, except heâs not studying anything actually assigned by the skool and nothing he learns is on his next test or useful for conquering the humans.
4 - Alternatively, Zim is warned that because of all his absences and poor performance heâs at risk of being expelled. Dib mocks him for it at the first, but then decides heâd rather not have to worry about what Zimâs getting up to all day while heâs stuck in class, so he decides to help Zim break into the server room for the skoolâs computer system so they can change his report card, but because this is Zimworld the security system is ridiculously over-the-top and the stakes are a like a Die Hard movie.
5 - The skool needs a team to represent for an academic decathlon. Zim signs up because he wants to show off his superior intellect and Dib joins the team to keep an eye on him (and prove his superior intellect). Zim and Dib are the math and science experts while their other teammates specialize in different subjects but everyone except Zim at least knows enough about the other subjects to mostly get the answers right if theyâre forced to answer something outside their specialty. Unfortunately all the questions Zim and Dib know the answers to go to their less science-minded teammates and they get stuck with all the insane questions about skinning moose and other lectures from Ms. Bitters that they didnât pay attention to.
Either that, or they keep getting quizzed about pop culture trivia they donât know because they donât keep up with mainstream television. Zim ends up getting a question right that wins the game however because he remembered it from some insufferable show GIR watches constantly and everyone treats him like a fucking genius for it. Dib meanwhile is treated like an idiot for getting all the stupid pop-culture questions wrong.
6 - The class has to read some classic lit out loud and Zimâs over-the-top dramatic narration leads to him being asked to audition for the skool play. Zim scores the lead role and gets way too into method acting. To the point where Dib canât even tell if he legitimately thinks heâs the character or if heâs just doing it to mess with him.
7 - Zim joins a skool club and quickly usurps the clubâs leadership and rules over the other members with an iron fist, twisting it from its original purpose into just being a club dedicated to serving his whims/messing with Dib. It all falls apart for some stupid reason like one member leaving and forcing the club to dissolve because it didnât have enough members or some forms not being filled out correctly or budget issues forcing a bunch of clubs to shut down. Meanwhile, Dib tries to start a paranormal club but canât get any members and gets kicked out of every other club he joins for trying to steer it away from whatever its original purpose was to make it about the paranormal.
8 - Baseball/team sports episode. Zim and Dib are both actually pretty decent so their team begrudgingly puts up with them. They let their rivalry get in the way at first and donât pay any attention to the skoolâs rival team talking trash about their skool. Even when it turns into an 80s cliche where the skool will actually be closed if they donât win the game they donât care because it is a shit skool and if it closes theyâll just go somewhere else. Itâs only when one of the rival team members interrupts Zim and Dib in the middle of their own little pissing contest that they finally get their act together and start strategizing with the rest of their team. They win and finally get a taste of what itâs like to be appreciated momentarily for carrying the team until everyone else finds out their shitty skool is staying open because of them.
9 - Some Yu-Gi-Oh/Magic-type card game becomes really popular and Zim decides to get into it to blend in and find a way to exploit it to gain power over the humans. Dib naturally gets in on it too and they get way too serious about it. It either becomes an over-the-top parody of Yu-Gi-Oh and its hyper-realistic holograms and battle arenas that turn card games into genuine life-threatening experiences for participants and audiences alike, or it satirizes the satanic panic by having some kind of reveal that all the cards are actually possessed by real supernatural spirits and the games are part of some nefarious third party antagonistâs plot to overrun the world with demons or something.
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Itâs 3pm on a rainy Wednesday, and Hob is sleepily grading student papers, when Death of the Endless appears in his flat, lies quietly down on the couch, and rests her head in his lap.
Hob stares down at her for a long moment, hands aloft in indecision, because this is not... something they do. By now he can say he calls Death a friend, and they get drinks together sometimes and chat, but this...
âEverything alright, love?â he asks, finally resting a hand on her shoulder.
âI donât mean to disturb your peace,â Death says quietly. The TV Hobâs left on as background noiseâsome silly cooking showânearly drowns out her voice entirely.
âNothing peaceful about trying to find nice ways to tell my students they canât write for shit,â Hob says, pushing his papers away. He canât see Deathâs face well like this, but he doesnât like the uneven sound of her voice, not when sheâs usually so level. âDisturb away.â
After a long moment in which they both just listen to the TV program host blather on about crumpets, Death says, âI am not affected by deaths.â
ââŚAlright,â Hob says, though heâs not convinced.
âI amâŚâ Death continues, but trails off on a breath like a whistle of cold wind. âMay I... stay here awhile?â
ââCourse.â Hob carefully pets at her head, strokes her hair. Worry is building, but he doesnât think Death needs him to pull her words out of her the way he sometimes has to with Dream. She will speak when sheâs ready. âDo you want to hear some truly fascinating attempts at historical analysis? Or is peace and quiet what youâre looking for?â
âYou can speak if you wish,â Death says, still in that quiet tone.
So Hob tells her about some of his students, the ones who truly seem to have some promise in the field, and the others who heâs pretty sure are just mangling their papers together from sentences out of one of those AI things, if the originality is anything to go by. Itâs disappointing but does make for humorous reading. Though really, Hobâs not sure whether to laugh or despair when he has to read lines like War has negative effects on people in an actual university academic paper. Wow, you donât say.
He does manage to get a few chuckles out of his friend, but none with her usual humor and enthusiasm, and eventually he trails off, and they listen quietly to the background noise of the TV.
âIs there anything I can do?â Hob asks quietly.
âCan you control the future, Hob?â Death asks, a rhetorical question without any of her usual lightheartedness.
âCanât even control the present,â Hob says. He just keeps his hands on her, one on her shoulder, one on the top of her head. Grounding, he hopes. And he thinks on what sheâd said.
Hob knows that Destiny is the only Endless that operates in the future, but he has wondered, now that he understands them a bit better, if Death may not have a foot in that direction as well. She must know, some way, how to be where she must when she must.
Death has never seemed overly burdened by the past, even though history is a tower of bones a hundred miles high. Hob had asked, once â do all those terrible things ever bother you? you were there for them all âand all she had said was, âIt has already happened,â with neither pleasure nor pain, just acceptance.
The future is another matter entirely.
âIs something going to happen?â he asks.
âI will not burden you with knowledge that is not yours to carry,â Death says.
So, thatâs a yes.
âMaybe I could do something about it,â Hob suggests, though he suspects where that query will lead.
âYou could not.â
âWhat about you, then?â
âThat is not my place,â she says, though she sounds less certain about it than she usually is when discussing her function.
âYou sure?â Hob asks.
âWere I to change fates for some, what excuse would I have for not doing so for all? Unfair things happen hourly, and always will. If I upend the balance, there is no telling how things would tip out of control down the road.â
It must be hard, Hob thinks, to be so powerful and yet so powerless.
âYou did spare me,â he points out.
Death huffs, almost a laugh. âIn truth, I shouldnât have done that. Although I suspect Destiny had it written in his book for other purposes entirely.â
Huh. Well, thatâs probably something Hob shouldnât think on too hard for the sake of his own sanity.
âWell, Iâm certainly not complaining about it,â Hob says, and Death chuckles.
âIs there anything I can do for you?â he asks, when theyâve been sitting for another few minutes in silence.
âI⌠do not have many friends,â Death says. Common family trait, then, Hob thinks. Not that itâs really so surprising. Death is very personable, but most of her interactions with people are, well⌠fleeting. And it canât be easy to make normal friends, when youâre as expansive a being as one of the Endless.
âStay for a while then,â Hob says. He pulls a blanket over her and tucks it around her shoulders. âUntil you have to go.â
âThank you, Hob,â says Death, still sounding incredibly weighed down by her function, but given a slight reprieve, perhaps.
Hob rubs her shoulder and thinks about these endless creatures heâs chosen to love. Do they have anyone else to worry about them? He doesnât think so. Itâs just Hob, and he doesnât think thatâs anywhere close to enough, but heâll just have to do his best.
âAny time, love,â he tells her, and means it.
#hob death friendship my beloved#couple days later hob's got /two/ endless sitting depressed on his couch cuz lbr whatever unspecified mass casualty event happens is going#to fuck up death and dream both#rip#hob gadling#death of the endless#deathling#i mean it's not intended as shippy but that's my tag for the two of them right now#my writing#FINALLY one ongoing wip finished. thank you nano. it's a short one but still#sandman fic#just post the most random ficlet and then go back to work XD#me: i won't post anything during nano i'll just focus on writing. also me:
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Very weird dream. From what I can make of it, it was Supergirl themed. Supergirl and Kara were two separate entities, either Kara was fractured from Supergirl or there was multiple universes involved and they were later joined to make the Supergirl character the show gave us, or whatever. In my dream though Kara could think and speak in this jumbled coded Kryptonian that only Supergirl could somewhat understand but it takes her a while and nobody from Earth could grasp it. For whatever reason Supergirl had all the powers and stuff but Kara's intelligence was advanced even within Kryptonian academic guilds. It was like she was an autistic Kryptonian. Kara and Supergirl both really love Cat Grant and Cat Grant loved both of them and kind of wished the two of them combined could be with her but she wasn't sure how she felt about both of them at the same time being with her.
So I could not really remember what happened but both Kara and Supergirl got into some kind of trouble where they were held separately and Cat Grant went to get them both. She managed to get to Kara first but because Kara didn't have any Supergirl powers she wasn't very much help, and because Cat couldn't really understand Kara they didn't know what each other wanted to do in this situation to go and save Supergirl. There was a moment where they were for whatever reason near some TV screens and Kara did something to where she was trying to talk to Cat and tell her something, but Cat couldn't understand her. Kara ended up doing something to the TV and the TV began showing these images, but all the audio was different and overlapped with something else and so it was all this really jumbled images and audio but just nothing matched. There was also some kind of weird beeping/tone in the background that had no real rhythm and it was just chaos pretty much on screen. While she was showing this, Kara was doing some kind of signing language. in my head I could hear a voice over of what she was saying, but awake all I know is that it was something about 'attitude' because that 'hand signal' was flashed a lot by Kara in her rant, I could not remember the whole thing and Cat didn't know what she was trying to say.
Eventually they got to this point where Cat decided to get from one building to the next by climbing this like arch thing, part of the architecture that connected the two buildings because it was the fastest way to get there past security and all that stuff. But Kara didn't want Cat to do that and so she ended up doing some rescue move that sacrificed herself because the world needs a Supergirl more than they needed Kara. In her logic, Kara may have been advanced in her knowledge but she couldn't really physically save the planet like the planet needed, even if her intelligence could have been used. Before she did her thing (I can't remember what it was), Cat told Kara that she did know despite not understanding the entire thing, what Kara said to her with the TV. Kara was in the end trying to tell her that she loved her. Cat said that she also loved her and Supergirl both. Kara smiled before she went and did her thing.
But in the end of my dream for some reason there were these people who had been affected by Kara in the short time she was there and on Earth I think, or on our multi-level universe or whatever. I think there were just some average people who just kind of came together for like a breakfast or something in honor of Kara. For some reason they were translucent in my dream, I think to show that they were these memories that Kara created and kind of as a way for Kara to live on. It made me wake up really sad.
#okay that gif#I can't remember what all is happening there#but if I had never watched Supergirl that would be the gift that would force me to ship super cat and watch Supergirl#supercat#these dreams
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i wanted to thank you for your fanfic. as silly as it might sound, it helped me get through an anxiety attack the other day and i really wanted to thank you for writing something that helped me
when it was happening i could feel my chest getting all tight and it was really hard to get enough air, but i just thought of rapha doing his breathing exercises to calm himself down and it really helped me get through a rough moment there
thank you for being so cool <3
First, I just want to say I'm so sorry you had a difficult time the other day. I hope you're doing well, and that anxiety attacks aren't something you have to deal with on the regular. I'm so glad that thinking about how Raph handles his anxiety/panic attacks in my fic was helpful for you in that moment.
I don't think it's silly at all to find comfort & solidarity in a fanfiction when you're having a rough time. I said this elsewhere already, but I genuinely believe that fanfiction and other fan works are so invaluable because they offer us a space to explore complicated, difficult and sometimes even taboo subjects. Fanfiction has always been a way to read about things rarely dealt with (or handled poorly) in published fiction/tv shows/movies. I will always argue one of the greatest things about fanfiction and other fanworks is being able to see ourselves and our own struggles through our favorite fictional characters.
Years and years ago, most things related to mental health were rarely touched on in popular media, and fanfiction was the first place I ever saw such realistic depictions of things like anxiety. It was also the first place I encountered information about coping mechanisms (both healthy and unhealthy), mindfulness techniques, certain clinical terms, etc.
There were a couple pivotal events in my 20s that led me to seeking out more information about these sort of things beyond fanfiction. In fact, much of Reciprocity is based on one of these events and the things I learned afterward, but we'll get into that in the author's note for Chapter 16...
Anyway, my point is that for me, fanfiction was a starting point. It helped me realize there were things that I wanted to learn more about, and I found more academic/professional/clinical resources. I have no idea where you are on your own journey, so all I can do is offer a little piece of my own experience...and some fanfiction about turtles with big feelings đ
Thanks for sharing this with me, and please know I'm wishing you all the best â¤ď¸
#reciprocity fic#reciprocity asks#reciprocity au#reciprocity#tmnt fanfic#fanfiction#mental health#cw anxiety#cw panic attack
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i hate second manga route for haruka and especially takane's stupid arcs but LIKE I ALWAYS SAY its got so much going for it. ayano and shintaro especially. ayano being the shittiest sister ever and shintaro being Literally the awesomest brother really gets me like its so funny
shintaro being so. Weird/mean in more typical routes because of retaining eyes even if it's repressed/inactive... i know its because kagepro was written in the course Of Years and it's honestly a game of telephone so it's more a matter of lack of consistency rather than this but i like to explain it with that lol
in main route shintaro and momo barely speaking, not being close at all. but in an original way they were THE closest siblings... sniff sniff. like so much was sacrificed in the way to their happy ending, their relationship being one. and for shintaro (with retaining) to eventually remember this but not momo... and how it'd cause a shift in his behavior bc he REMEMBERS all these moments they spent together in some other lifetime and how he felt about it then, and it's simultaneous with how he feels with this lifetime and this specific relationship he's built with his sister. it's a lot!! he doesn't stop being him, but all these other routes are overwritten over one another and how he feels in each one is completely simultaneous with how he feels about the present. augh. this is complicated for all his relationships ofc like (drum rolls) takane because of Many reasons but for example he fucking killt her once and he KNOWS that. but hehe. kisaragi siblings. that was just my obligatory takane mention bc i can't help myself BUT IM TALKING ABT SHINTARO AND MOMO
momo just sees shintaro acting awkward and trying to approach her and she's like đweird. ofc she still reciprocates!! like DAMN shintaro wanting to be her brother and get closer to her?? it's one of her biggest wishes come true!!!! but its awkward as fuck!!
shintaro is dealing with MANY things as he goes through life with all these memories + living past the end of the story, and momo is terrified of scaring shintaro away because she doesn't KNOW all he knows and he's shit at trying to communicate and just talk. but maybe their mom can come home and be like oh. u guys are watching tv together?? thats strange. and theyre like oh. yeah i guess <- wrestled for who got the remote, momo obviously won, shintaro complains but still stays to watch whatever the hell obscure tv show momo is into. shintaro keeps criticizing it and momo's like just leave if it bothers u so much and he's like NO. im googling the directors and writers of this as we speak.
also i know ive said this 1000 times but car guy shintaro. this guy gets his license and is everyone's taxi driver. but ESPECIALLY momo. he drives her to school everyday and they scream sing together the entire way. momo makes a car playlist to sing with him but will never admit it's a playlist specifically made with shintaro in mind and how funny she thinks it'll be when call me maybe comes on and shintaro will be like AUGGH THIS SUCKS LOWER THE VOLUME but immediately starts singing too.
AND ALSO he tries teaching her how to drive and she crashes their mom's car and shintaro takes the blame. as punishment he can't use the car for a while. in that while momo still gets her license Somehow even though she is an awful awful driver and now since shintaro isnt allowed to drive for a bit momo is taking him and he's FIGHTING FOR HIS LIFE.
anyways kisaragi siblingsđđđđđđđ also ayaki not only watching shintaro managing to get closer to momo in this lifetime too, but also sees ayano be this supposedly perfect big sister.
post str ayano with all this guilt over abandoning her siblings and feeling totally incapable of everything, both academically and emotionally. but ayaki is still a little jealous bc even if she Knows how ayano must feel (despite not even being in her head like with shintaro. she knows bc she IS ayano) kano kido and seto DO see her as a good big sister. i think ayaki harbors certain "hatred" for the surviving ayano because she. hates herself. and this ayano has everything ayaki fought for and is still just as incapable and it pisses her off. i think both ayanos feel horrible specifically about kano's involvement in everything and what he had to deal with when ayano died. ayaki thinks god. i/she still failed for protect him. this SUCKS. she knows ayano hates herself bc she hates her and she is herđĽ
....and also in case of shinaya ayakis like THIS IS RIDICULOUSSS!! HIM OF ALL PEOPLE?!?!?! COME ONNNN. erm anywaysđĽ
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Dorothea MoonWater/Moonseeker Mugle AU:
âHey, Dorothea, do you ever stop and think about me?
When we were younger, down in the park.
Honey, making a lark of the miseryâ
I was listening to Dorothea by Mrs. Swift the other day and suddenly this AU idea was born:
Walburga was once a famous actress that had fallen under obscurity and wanted her children to pursue a career in the model/movie industry. So, she decided to raise them in a restrictive way since birth. Sirius obviously couldnât handle that treatment so he left after sometime but Regulus stayed with their mother (kinda similar to canon).
Our lover boys had their first real interaction under the bleachers, Regulus was thinking about showing support to his brother during a game but decided to back off in the last second and Remus was never the biggest fan of crowds so he decided to follow his brotherâs friend to see what was going on. Two introverts sharing an awkward moment but that doesnât necessarily felt bad in their personal opinion, something has changed that day.
Those two become friends and closer after some other experiences and meetings, bonding over academic stuff, books, weird tv shows, love for cats. Their relationship grows in a good slow-paced way until both of them were aware of their own love feelings. Remus decided to confess first expecting the worst (heâs so oblivious sometimes) but it was Regulus who had initiative for their first kiss. Due living in quite a small town they had to be really careful, specially about Blackâs mom, her sons not being straight would never be something okay for Walburga considering she believed and planned for the future, Regulus sadly never had the courage to talk about that to anyone besides his closest friends and Remus.
Their love create a cute love bubble but soon Remus slowly start to notice how much pressure is put over his boyfriend shoulders, everything revolving around him being the perfect boy to please his mother wishes. One day, after Regulus prom has passed, they were discussing about the future, their relationship and career plans. It doesnât ends well, they get into a big fight and after that happened they stop talking to each other with Walburga deciding to move to a big city to focus on her sonâs career as a future celebrity.
âI love performing, i love acting, the atmosphere, all the praise and applauses. Itâs been like that for such a long time, just because I talked to you about some minor insecurities it doesnât mean that wouldnât be a good future for me.â
âOf course not, I know you had a lot of good moments and how much talented youâre, I was sitting in the front row of that play last month remember Love? You know Iâll always support your decisions, donât you Reggie? I just want you to think if theyâre truly yours! I want you to be the happiest and content possible, that youâre doing it for you, not for her but for you own goodâŚâ
Some time is passed, Regulus really become famous showing up on tv and commercials, his face is all over magazines and outdoors, now living in a big city and never coming back his hometown. However, miles away from there, in a old small town, everything they did, the time spend together, all the love and memories their shared still is so vivid in Remus mind. Even after all the years passed without communication, Lupin still remembers how they would be going for hours just talking about their favorite books, favorite nerdy tv shows, their kisses and secret datesâŚ
As for Regulus? He tells himself how much lucky heâs, how heâs living â¨the dreamâ¨daily. But sometimes, when his deep thoughts starts bubbling into his mind, Black thinks about missing every day that one person who truly got him, the one who saw behind his facades and fake smiles (but thatâs talk for some other time)
(Was it at least decent? Thatâs my first AU idea so sorry if it sucks haha)
#marauders#remus lupin#regulus black#moonwater#moonseeker#taylor swift#Mr. Remus Dorothea Lupin#Mr. Regulus âTis The Damn Season Black#marauders (taylorâs universe version)
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u asked for it so i am HERE to tell u about the netflix tv show never have i ever......except im not going to explain Everything super concisely bc i already have a hard enough time trying 2 explain the complexities of devi vishwakumar when my brain is Actually working but rn i am running on three hours of sleep, an energy drink that partially sprayed out of my nose, and some sour punch straws but i am going to do my best to like. idk explain it. apologies in advance bc this got so long im SO sorry. ANYWAY. never have i ever. its about a first-generation indian american girl named devi and she is like. well. not cool. her n her friends are called the "UN" which they thought meant united nations bc they're all woc but no it means unfuckable nerds. and the person who coined the term unfuckable nerds? one ben gross, aka devi's longstanding academic rival. do u see where this is going yet? great. wonderful. devi spends most of season 1 chasing after this jock paxton (who. we do love. just not with devi.) and imploding all of her personal relationships in an attempt to Not Feel the grief of her father dying. at one point she even tells her mom that she wishes her mom died instead of her dad (ouch, but also, been there). atp devi's friends, the other members of the UN, are taking a "friend break" bc she was. well kind of a bitch. so she moves in w ben (rival) for like a week and then he drives her, unlicensed, to where her mom is spreading her dads ashes and then she goes back up to the car and they go "you stayed" "yeah i just wanrted to make sure you were okay" and then KISS. KISS!!!!!!! but then paxton (jock) also likes her so she dates BOTH of them and then implodes on her and they both break up with her. and then she accidentally spreads a rumor around the school about ben's new girlfriend having an eating disorder which ends up being true. and then paxton (jock) dates her again. and then they break up after like 3 months and ben's new girlfriend (aneesa) also breaks up w ben same day and then ben and devi are like. besties for a bit. devi dates a new guy des who honestly should probably be in a relationship with his own mom instead and then he dumps her bc of his mom and THEN. after all of this. ben jokingly gives devi a "one free boink" card. (was it really a joke ben was it i dont think so!!!!) and. at paxton's graduation he sort of mentions devi but not by name and the narrator (which, i should mention the narrator for devi's inner monologue is american tennis player john mcenroe) says she doesnt get stomach knots!!! but then she and ben share an like an intimate moment in the hall and mcenroe says "there's the stomach knots" like!!!!! and THEN later that night!!!!! she goes to ben's house!!!!!!1 and redeems the one free boink card CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!! and thats where season 3 ends....
season 4 comes out in THREE DAYS and weve gotten SOOOO many spoilers for the first two episodes which (if anyone who watches never have i ever is still reading this and doesnt want spoilers please sotp reading) we find out that ben and devi DID boink and that they both thought iut was like?? bad foir the other person??? and ben just didnt know what to say so he asked if she needed him to call an uber like ben WHAT. as rae @ice-sculptures put it "can you believe that ben gross not knowing what to say after fucking led to the whole spiral of miscommunication lmfao" like they just DONT TALK devi tries to ask if he wanted to get coffee and he says NO because a basketball player at the gym told ben that devi wasnt serious about him because she put a period in the text or somethjing?? so instead he goes and dates this girl from art class margot and devi sees ben with her on the first day of school and gets. well upset. and then someone spray paints "STUPID BITCH" on devi's car and of course she thinks its margot!!!! (but shhhh it wasnt....it was actually this kid ethan....more on him later) and then like other stff happens im not super clear about that but basically at some point ben tells devi that margot doesnt want ben talking to devi anymore :( i dont rlly know much else past that i think thats where s4e2 ends??? but we do know that devi ends up DATING that ethan kid at some point but. sooo many things point to ben/devi endgame esp bc her other main love interest (paxton, the jock) is now STAFF at their high school so like?? i dont think they're going that route but im just. dsjfkhjsad SO EXCITED except i cannot watch s4 the day it comes out bc i will be seeing waterparks which. im so excitred for but also WHYYY do they have to be on the same day
i feel like i didnt explain this very well and left out a lot of like pivotal ben/devi moments but im sitting here jus.t typing and not rereading any of this im. So sorry that this is as long as it is jkhsddfsd thank u for reading this and. if u didnt read it i dont blame u szdkjhdfsakd
WOW OKAY HOLY FUCK A LOT GOING ON THERE HUH????? HELLO.
Okay okay key notes:
I already like Devi and I haven't even watched the show.
WHAT THE FUCK IS BEN DOING HELLOOOO. WHAT IS WRONG WITH HIM DSFJJFD
by boink im assuming it means fuck right. cause like i've never euphemism in my life
THEY END S3 LIKE THAT ?? FWERLJW
oh LORD devi's complex relationship with her mom okay i hear it
bro the miscommunication sounds SOOO bad... like they cannot communicate properly even once huh đ
devi ends up dating WHO now???? first the guy who gave them the name un and then the stupid bitch dude?? HELP....
IT COMES OUT IN 3 DAYS??? oh shit good luck??!!
OMG youre gonna go to a Waterparks show????? have fun holy shit
anyways are you kidding ofc i read the whole thing i NEED media rants rn
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Trafalgar Law x reader
đ Fake it till you make it: Chapter 8 đ Â
Summary: Â To avoid an arranged marriage set up by Doflamingo, Law needs to bring home a girlfriend during the Christmas break and you just so happen to be a theatre major in the same dorm at One Piece University. What could possibly go wrong? Â
Tropes: College AU, Fake Dating, Idiots in love
đ Word count: 4,634 đ <= Previous Chapter | Next Chapter =>
Law has been missing for three days. Ever since the dinner with Doflamingo it's like the surgeon disappeared without a trace. You were worried and every time you tried to call or text him it went straight to voicemail or you were left on read. No one could get a hold of him, not even Bepo, Shachi or Penguin. You had to beg Sabo to unlock his dorm only to find all of his belongings were already gone. No note no nothing, the only thing left was his key on the desk. You felt like you were still asleep and were having a nightmare but you knew that you were awake. Since the second night of him being MIA you hadn't been getting much sleep. Not even hugging lil Law was helping. You just wish you had answers. You knew something was bothering him about dinner, about Doflamingo being there but you didnât think Law would run away without warning. You thought you guys were past this but you guess not. Maybe he thinks this is something he has to do alone. When he comes back you were going to kick his ass for making everyone worry.
At first since it was the weekend you didnât think much of it. You knew he liked having space but on Monday the Death Club actively went out of their way to corner you for answers. Answers you didnât have. Some girlfriend you were. Of course they gave you an earful about it too. You tried contacting the hospital and they said he was on academic leave. There were only so many reasons he could be taking a leave of absence so you started to fear the worst.
It didn't help that no one could get a hold of him but after some thought itâs more likely that Law didnât want any of you to find him at the moment. He's not the kind of person to be making stupid career moves. At least not in his last year. Still a leave of absence was pretty serious. This had to be Doflamingo's doing, you're sure of it. On your way back to the dorm you caught a glimpse of Sanji showing Pudding around. Apparently she managed to enroll this late in the game but in the end decided not to move into the dorms. A good choice because it would have been really awkward for you given your last confrontation with her. Yet the timing of everything was peculiar. The moment she shows up, Law disappears. You couldnât help but feel jealous of Pudding as she hung out with Sanji the past few days. Which almost didn't make a lick of sense to you. Key word being almost maybe Sanjiâs incessant flirting finally worked. They seem like theyâve gotten really close. Come to think of it this was probably how Pudding felt seeing you with Law. Maybe she's just lonely and wants a friend.
Your phone rang snapping you out of your thoughts. You were about to open the door to the dorms when you saw the caller ID. It was Corazon. Part of you was almost relieved but the other hand you had a bad feeling about this. At least maybe you could get some answers. You walked into the lounge area as you picked up the phone. It seemed everyone was huddled around the TV. You stood in the back corner to not disturb anyone.
"Hello?" You answered, Corazon had never called you before so it felt a little strange to talk to him especially in light of recent events. He did say you could call him if you needed anything, maybe you should have got in touch with him sooner.
"(Y/N)! Thank God I got a hold of you. I have been trying to get in touch with Law for hours. I donât know what's gotten into him but I swear I'll get to the bottom of it I promise you. My bastard of a brother is behind it. I know it, Law wouldnât do this willingly." Bepo noticed you first and he started tapping the others on the shoulder to let them know you had returned. The gesture made you quirk an eyebrow with how panicked and worried he was seeing you. You wondered what they were watching that had them all so captivated. You stepped closer to get a better view. "Wait Corazon what did Law do? Is he okay? He went missing three days ago and no one has heard from him since."
Corazon sounded like he was knocked sideways "You don't know?!" As he was about to explain what happened as you saw it in real time on the TV causing everyone to stare back at you. A picture of Trafalgar Law and a picture of Charlotte Pudding filled the screen with bells and a white banner framing the photos together.
"Law announced his engagement to Pudding."
You couldnât stand anymore as the announcement flashed across the screen for the union of the Donquixote and Charlotte family heirs. The two major corporations are using this opportunity to boost business which was pretty controversial given the year but hey money is power. You slowly slumped to your knees. Out of everything that you imagined could be the reason for Lawâs disappearance this wasnât it. You stayed there wide eyed completely stunned by the news not having the strength to hold yourself up anymore.
"LawâŚisâŚ.engaged?"
This is what Pudding was talking about that night. This is what she had you agree to. She knew ahead of time that she would be engaged to Law, knowing that you were his girlfriend and she forced you to say yes. You saw Luffy start to make a fuss and everyone was rushing to see if you were okay since you were on the floor but it was all white noise to you.
You werenât really there, how could you pay attention to them after receiving the news? All your focus was on Corazon as he explained that it was unusual for Law to come back to Dressrosa out of the blue but he didn't think the surgeon would leave without saying anything. He could tell something was wrong with him because of how devoid of emotion Law was. Law was blunt and spoke very direct most of the time but this was different. Corazon said there was no light in his eyes; it was like he was just going through the motions. Corazon had only found out this morning, it was the big headliner when he read the paper. Even he didn't know about the engagement until today. "I promise I'll fix this. Doflamingo's not the only one with power. I'll contact you again when I have more information."
"Thank you Corazon."
"Oh and one more thing. Law loves you. I'd bet my life on it but when this is all over don't let him off the hook so easily." With that he ended the call and the flood gates started to open. The tears streamed down your face, you were at a loss for words. It wasnât that you were crying because it was gut wrenchingly painful, you were just overwhelmed. This is what you were trying to prevent in the first place and it sounds like you failed miserably. It wouldn't have been so bad if you didn't have feelings for him and visa versa. Moreover you were pissed off at Pudding. She knew the entire time. Thatâs why her behavior at the banquet rubbed you the wrong way.
After rationalizing the situation for a bit to get your bearings back you were able to relay the little information you received. Thatâs when Sanji welcomed Pudding into the common room like he had the past two days. Pudding gave you a grim wide smile, the same one Doflamingo wears so proudly and it all clicks into place. You couldnât make this up, you genuinely think you are aware of what's going on. This is some cruel prank on you but what of Lawâs involvement. It was the only piece missing as you rack your brain around this sick joke. The world spun around flashbacks from the past few weeks were overflowing through your mind as you were trying to connect more dots and before you knew it everything went dark.
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Corazon was livid; he thought he raised Law better than this. He knew his brother was a terrible influence but he couldnât part from him; he just didnât have it in him to do so. He tried phoning Law one more time before he decided enough was enough he was going to find him and force him to clarify exactly what the fuck is going on and when heâs done with Law he was going to beat the shit out of Doflamingo. Oh yeah Corazon was pissed. Once again just like the times before the call went straight to voicemail. Thatâs it the blonde has had enough. He was about to go looking for Law when he heard the door open. Corazon didnât even push in his chair as he furiously marched toward whoever walked in. With any luck it would be his brother so he could deck him in the face.
To his surprise when he rounded the corner he was met with Lawâs almost broken stare. Law tried to briskly walk past him but the taller man gripped his shoulder. âAnd where do you think youâre going? I have been calling you for hours!â Law only shrugged in response. Corazon shoved the newspaper in his face. âWhat about (Y/N)? She said you disappeared without saying anything. I thought she was your girlfriend. What happened?â
Corazon looked fierce. Law had never seen the blonde this angry before. Not even that time that he attempted to kill him could compare to the expression he was making now. He must have really liked (Y/N). âIt's all been a lie." Law said flat out. "I only paid her to be my girlfriend. Sorry to disappoint you.â It was technically the truth after all but after everything Corazon wasn't buying it.
âThatâs bullshit and you know it, I know it, hell even Doffy knows it. We've all seen the way you look at her." Corazon grit his teeth knowing there was a good chance he might not get a straight answer. "What did he do!"
Law has half a mind to walk away without saying anything. He was an adult and he could fight his own battles but the way Corazon was scolding him made him feel like a kid again. The lack of sleep was also not helping and here Law thought he had more resolve. "I didn't have a choice!" Part of Law wanted to know what exactly Corazon would do and before he could stop himself he started absentmindedly divulging information. "He had Vergo run a background check on (Y/N). Her mom's admitted at our hospital and-"
"HE WHAT!" Corazon knew Doffy was not afraid to get his hands dirty for something he wanted but honestly this is weirdly a new low but also not that surprising. It was only strange due to Lawâs involvement with (Y/N). Their family business was a complex mess as it was; he didn't need this on top of it all. Corazon's face became solemn "Stay put. I need to have a word with my brother."
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You woke up on the couch an hour later. Chopper said you were fine and that you fainted because you were shocked about the news. Pudding was nowhere to be found having gone home for the day after you collapsed. If anyone asked her about the situation no one told you anything about it but you felt like they were holding out on you. You were still in disbelief about the whole thing and all you could do now was wait for Corazon to get back to you with whatever information he could scrap up. You remained on the couch waiting for the call. You lost track of time as you were staring at your phone. Although you started to notice you were never left alone and that someone was always with you on the couch and when they had to leave they would get someone else to take their place. It appeared that everyone was worried about you and were taking shifts to watch over you. Probably to make sure you didnât pass out again or to make sure you didnât do anything stupid. At the moment you were with Luffy, Sabo and Ace. Luffy and Ace were playing a game on the other sofa and Sabo was watching some news story about a rebellion when there was a breaking news story that overtook the channel's priority.
You felt light headed as you continued to watch the footage being displayed on the TV. You felt your stomach drop seeing Corazonâs picture flash across the screen. He'd been shot and was in critical condition. âNoâŚâ you spoke barely above a whisper before trailing off. This couldnât be happening. He must have learned too much and Doflamingo saw him as a threat. You grit your teeth, this was all your fault there had to be something you could do. As they showed another shot of the outside of the hospital you abruptly stood up to quickly write the name down hastily gathering your things. You need to go to Dressrosa, now. You didn't care if you had to travel by bus or on foot you were going and that's final.
Everyone picked up on what was going through your head as they all gave a subtle nod to each other. Luffy stood in front of you as you prepared to leave. âYouâre going to kick Mingoâs ass and get Torao back right? Iâm coming with you!â Luffy was cracking his knuckles but Ace and Sabo put a hand on his shoulder âOh no you donât. Are you forgetting you canât drive?â Sabo flashed his keys but Ace rolled his eyes âArenât you forgetting that your classes have mandatory attendance?" Sabo frowned but Ace continued the roast "Besides, it's a 5-6 hour drive to Dressrosa and you drive like a grandma. My bike could probably make it there within 2 or 3.â Luffy grumbled since he wanted to help too âBut your bike can only fit two people, what am I supposed to do!â
Ace flicked his forehead âStay put like a good little brother, itâs not your fight yet. Letâs go (Y/N)â you nodded as you followed Ace out. âThank you for this, I owe you one.â Ace smile "Consider it a truce. Everyone in our dorm is like family to me and no one messes with my family and gets away with it. I'm sure you would have done the same.â
Normally people would sit behind the motorcyclist but you insisted on sitting in front of him. You were short enough to and you were terrified of him falling asleep. At least this way, in the event of it happening, you'd be able to steer and avoid crashing. At this point Ace falling asleep was the least of your worries as the man drove like a maniac. He wasn't kidding when he said he could make it there in half the time. You're glad you were sitting in front of him because otherwise you would have been gripping on to him for dear life and he would have had to pry you off of him. When you got off the bike your legs were still shaky until you got to the front desk and asked what room Corazon was in.
"Floor 3 room 305 but you'll need to fill out this form first" She handed you a clipboard and a pen "Currently only family members are allowed for visitation hours but regardless you'll have to fill out the form." You walked away to fill out the form glaring at the ârelation to patientâ section. You sighed âAce, I think we came all this way for nothing.â When you turned around Ace had collapsed on the floor and the nurse that was watching the counter rushed to his aid. Which meant no one was watching the entrance. This was your chance! Youâll have to thank Aceâs narcolepsy later as you moved as quickly as you could without drawing attention to yourself. Once you were out of the line of sight you sprinted down the empty hall to the elevator.
Once you got to the third floor it wasnât very hard to find the room since it was near the front of the floor. You peered into the room through the small window. The coast was clear. You ducked into the room. Corazon had a room all to himself and he looked stable for now. The vase near the bed was empty which hopefully meant that Law hadnât come here yet. Although you guess you could have also asked the nurse if he'd already visited or you could have stayed in the lobby and waited for him to show up. You sat in the chair provided for visitors listening to Corazonâs steady heart rate while sending Ace a text explaining where you ran off too when he collapsed. You didnât really think this plan through you felt bad making him wait up especially since there was no guarantee that Law would even show up but you had a hunch that he would. You know how much he loves Corazon and if you were feeling guilty then he was probably dying inside.
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Law was pacing in his room. Corazon told him to stay put but he didnât exactly tell him for how long. He threw himself on his bed. Why did he have to get so many people involved? The situation was aggravating because it all came back around to Law making every wrong decision. He couldnât change the past but he could plan his next move but he needed to know what Corazon planned to do or did. It had been a few hours now and Law was starting to get worried. Doflamingo wouldnât, right? The more he thought about it the more the blood drained from his face. He broke out into a cold sweat as he frantically turned his phone back on. Heâs had it off for the past few days wanting everyone to leave him alone. Once it finally started up every notification came through causing his phone to vibrate uncontrollably until the alerts finally caught up with the present. He tried calling but after ringing a few times it went to voicemail. Then he tried his best to sift through all the missed calls and text messages but looking at the time stamp there were no new messages from Corazon.
That's when he noticed a strange notification that seemed to be from one of the news apps he had. He could have sworn he disabled all alerts from said application but this one somehow went through. His curiosity and boredom got the better of him and opened it. He nearly dropped his phone. This was all his fault. He grit his teeth, he'd never forgive Doflamingo for this.
It didn't take Law that long to rush to the hospital and he had no trouble with finding the room. What he didn't expect was to see (Y/N) fast asleep holding Corazon's hand. It made Law tense. He didn't think he'd have to confront her so soon. It's the reason he left for Dressrosa to begin with. Everything would be easier if she hated him and never wanted to see him again. Grabbing the chart he looked Corazon over he suffered severe blood loss. Although the shot itself wasn't fatal and the surgery went well the blonde slipped into a coma. There was no predicting when he'd wake up.
He knelt down to grab his other hand "I'm so sorry Cora-san." He gave it a light squeeze before standing back up. He glanced back at (Y/N) this would be goodbye. He brushed the hair out of her face and captured her lips one last time before pulling his hat down walking away like the coward he was.
You didnât expect to fall asleep but you hadnât been getting much sleep with everything going on the hum of the machines were relaxing. You stirred as he was about to open the door. "Mmm Law?" You were still not fully registering your surroundings but you jolted upright when you recognized his silhouette. "Law! Where have you been, everyone's worried sick."
Law hesitated for a moment staring at the handle. He knew seeing you would be a bad idea. Law had to force himself to keep going ignoring all of your advances. It pained him to do so, especially as you sounded more and more frazzled by the lack of response. He knew he was breaking your heart and he couldn't bear to see you rush to the elevator as the doors shut.
You on the other hand were not going to let him get away. You did not survive Ace's reckless driving just to come back empty handed. You were getting your answers damnit even if you fell down the stairs in the process. You sprinted down holding the rail for dear life as you missed a step or too. You were panting heavily by the time you made it down to the lobby. In the distance Law had just made it past the doors. With any luck Ace would be there to stop him.
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"Yo Trafalgar, you caused quite the uproar at the dorms. Why'd ya leave?"
Law stopped but didn't turn around "This doesn't concern you Fire Fist-ya." Ace casually walked in front of him "Actually it does, ya see (Y/N)'s like a sister to me and I can't be letting scum like you break her heart twice." Law grit his teeth as he pushed past him and started to leave again. Law was counting his blessings that it was only Ace who had come. If Luffy had managed to do damage control and made it to Dressrosa, who knows what kind of chaos would have broken loose to drag the surgeon back.
"Law, wait!" You huffed out a breath. You had finally caught up to him "Just tell me why, what did Doflamingo do?" Your outburst fell on deaf ears as the surgeon kept walking. You were still panting trying to catch your breath. No matter how rational you were, you couldn't help but feel betrayed. It hurt knowing he didn't even try to acknowledge your existence but spoke to Ace. Even if Ace didn't get a straight answer either it hurt knowing Law didnât even have the decency to look at you. All he had to do was say it was over, that it was all a game and that it meant nothing but instead there's still this false hope in the back of your mind. You would have rather had an ugly break up, something definitive that you can move on from.
Ace pulled you into a hug. You didn't realize you were crying until he started shushing you, petting your hair. It only made you feel worse. Everyone was willing to drop what they were doing to take care of you. You felt useless and numb but you also had this weird sense of deja vu and part of you knew that if you could get Law to talk you could figure out how to fix whatever mess this was. Or maybe that was blind optimism and you didnât know when to quit. Â You couldn't remember your time on the road during the drive back. It felt like you were teleported back to the dorms. The moment you walked in the conversation fell to a hush as you aimlessly went to your room. You needed to be alone while you sort out your thoughts because half of them contradicted the others and it was starting to unravel you from the seams.
Luffy watched you leave before he gave Ace a look but his brother just shook his head as he joined the rest of the crew on the couches "Not good at all, he refused to talk. I tried to corner him but he got away. Any luck here?"
Bepo spoke nervously "Law contacted us about the wedding. It's in two weeks so we don't have a lot of time." He paused gesturing to Penguin and Shachi "he asked us to be groomsmen, we're going to have a suit fitting in a few days and he even gave us Doflamingo's card information to plan a bachelor party." Penguin pulled out his phone "He also said, and I quote, "use as much of that bastard's money as possible" which was an interesting touch." Everyone took in the information and nodded. Sabo and Robin exchanged glances "If Doflamingo's paying he's probably going to keep tabs on who's going and there'll be no way to get them to talk but lucky for us we both know the owner of Newkama Land." Newkama Land was a popular strip club known for its inclusivity and burlesque styles of performances. It was a strip club so it wouldn't be suspicious to host a bachelor party there. Sabo crossed his arms he knew Ivankov would be delighted to help out but the surgeon was a wildcard. "Since (Y/N)'s a dancer, we could probably set something up to where Law can't run away and I'm sure Bon Clay would be willing to help her with a routine but thatâs only if she wants to do it.â
âDonât you think theyâre past the point of talking it out if he refuses to talk to her already?â Usopp questioned but Ace shook his head âNah you should have seen him. If (Y/N) does perform at Newkama Land I doubt heâd be able to hold back.â
Sabo sighed âWe still donât know what kind of strings Doflamingoâs pulled to cause this either. I canât see Law being an easy person to blackmail seeing as how private he is. Without information thereâs only so much help we can provide from the sidelines so what else do we got?â
Nami spoke up this time "Sanjiâs still working on Pudding. If anything he knows the Vinesmokes will be invited to the wedding but it won't be enough for all of us to go. Worst case it'll just be Sanji and Luffy but best case is me, Robin and Zoro on top of that." Luffy cocked his head to the side "I thought Sanji had 4 siblings?"
"Oh he does but Yonjiâs a little shit. He would never agree to help us so weâll just go in a man down unless anyone else has other ideas to sneak in or something."
Everyone was surprised when Sanji said heâd talk to his family about it. Especially with his track record with them but apparently they owe him a favor. Whether they manage to pull through was another story. As the debrief was wrapping up Luffy stood up to stretch.
"If all else fails I'm going to kick Mingoâs ass and bring Torao back."
You were sitting on the floor in your room with your back pressed against the door. You had stopped crying a while ago because you overheard the rest of your dorm mates planning to bring Law back. It made you feel better about the whole endeavor. It still hurts but knowing that your friends believe in you and Law means a lot and they're right, you know Law wouldnât be doing this without a reason. At least that's what you keep telling yourself only time will tell.
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New Year Asks!!
Couldnât find one of these, so I made my own, woo!
Did you have a good start to the new year? Did you party or fall asleep early?Â
What were you doing at midnight?
What are your new year's resolutions?
Is there something you want to permanently leave in the old year?
What do you wish / hope to happen this year?Â
What do you look forward to most in this year?
Any personal goals?Â
Any academic / career goals for this year?
Any vacation plans for this year?
Are you planning to take up a new hobby?
What skill do you want to refine this year?
Make a prediction about something that will happen this year (this can be in politics, celebrity or just a fandom).
Predict something random that will be memeâd this year on tumblr.
Is there something you did in the last year that you also want to do again this year?
Something you are planning to finally do this year.
Is there something in media (books, tv shows, anime, movies) that you always wanted to take a look at and finally plan for this year?
Write a new year's speech to your followers.
#ask games#i hope those questions are all clear enough#also i wanted to do 20 but my steam ran out#so 17 it is!
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While I recognize logically that these are very different things with different stakes, I can't help thinking that this feels so much like when my undergrad college closed down. Like. My school was a historically women's college, which meant by the time I arrived that all trans and nonbinary people as well as cis women were allowed in. It was the first women's college in the United States to officially allow trans women. It was a 70% queer institution, and a place that has plenty of issues like all academic institutions, but was also a place where I know PERSONALLY that a lot of young queer people found community and institutional support for the first time.
Two years after I graduated, they announced they were closing. There was outcry and heartbreak and anger and more anger and confusion. Where had the money gone? How could this happen without public conversation, and without any indication of why this decision was made and to what end? People fought to raise money, raise awareness, do something, anything to keep the school open. Reached out to the board to see what could be done. Nothing worked. The board was intent on closing, didn't want to consider other options (or couldn't or wouldn't, whatever) and so, after over 100 years of existence, and after 40 years of being a little queer haven, this school closed.
It had sponsors, donors, students, professors who loved it. But it wasn't making enough money for the board, and so, despite everything we tried, it closed. Some big east coast school, known for frats and football, bought the campus and sends students there for semesters out of state. But it's not the same place it once was. And it never will be again, in all likelihood.
The cancelling of ofmd is different from All That, obviously!! But there's such a devaluing of queer spaces, queer stories, queer people right now that I can't help but see the similarities. I wish I had a better way to pull this connection together, to make it feel more okay, but it honestly doesn't feel okay, and I'm really fucking angry, still, about both of these things coming to an end.
But I will mention what other people have brought up here, which is that even with the show over, we still have these incredible communities and connections we've built around it. I was angry and upset when my undergrad closed, but in the wake of it was the realization that I had people to be angry with, who saw and felt and experienced how special that place was. I met incredible people there I still consider to be some of my closest friends! And likewise, ofmd has introduced me to some of the coolest fucking people I know!
I guess what I'm trying to say is I'm pissed the fuck off but grateful for all of you and for what this show has meant to us. I'm still hoping we get picked up by another network! I'm not giving up hope on that yet! But even if we don't, or even if we get picked up by. I don't know, Spike TV, and the show becomes something it was never meant to be, like my old school did, I'm glad for what weve had and for what we'll continue to make together. And redoubling my commitment to support queer creators and stories and people at all fucking costs!!!!
#i recognize this is only marginally less melodramatic than black and white twitter eulogy but ive been thinking on it#and wanted to get it out there#long post
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Hi friend! What are your top ten favorite OTPs of all time - in order, if possible. You're allowed to select more than one ship from the same fandom :) And I always love to hear the reasons why you love a given ship if you're up for including them! I'd love to hear your top ten female TV characters as well but don't want to be greedy :)
Oh, my. Well, I'm old enough that I can remember rooting for Kevin and Winnie on the Wonder Years. Lol. So, this is going to be fun and all over the place.
P.S. This is in chronological order and not by favorite because there's no way I could put them in that kind of order.
P.P.S. This is super long, so it's under the cut.
Top 10 OTPs:
Brenda and Dylan (Beverly Hills 90210) - As I have said before, I love Shannen Doherty. This show is the reason why. Brenda was my favorite character from day one, and her romance with Dylan was so intense and epic. This one has to be the first time an emotionally damaged character stole my heart. He needed her screaming and crying at him to understand that someone loves him because no one did until then. She needed his recklessness to temper her own. They grounded each other with their love.
Buffy and Angel (Buffy the Vampire Slayer) - Watching these two fall in love and be unable to resist it was so much fun. They were actually doomed from the start. I mean...a vampire and a vampire slayer...that has tragedy written all over it. She literally killed him, and he came back from a Hell world (sounds familiar). Then, they fell right back in love (hmm, also familiar). They loved so hard, and their world was always in peril, which kept the angst level pretty high. For years, Angel wallowed in the torment of guilt that his soul provided. She gave him a purpose...her purpose. Her entire reason for being was to save people. She made him want to do that, too. He made her realize that not all monsters are evil and not all "good" guys are good. In my mind, they found their way back to each other and lived happily ever after.
Willow and Tara (Buffy the Vampire Slayer) - These two had the most beautiful and sweet love, and I am bitter that the idiot writer killed off Tara. Shy, bookish Willow really grew into a powerful and strong witch because of this relationship. She could fully be herself, and it was amazing. Tara, sweet Tara, was so kind and compassionate. She held Willow accountable in her magic, which turned out to be pretty important. I won't even get into the fact that at this time, there was very little LGBTQ representation on television. Yep, I'm still angry.
Pacey and Joey (Dawson's Creek) - Dawson's Creek is my comfort show. I watch it all the way through several times a year. There is nothing that soothes me like it does. When this show aired, there was nothing more enjoyable than watching Pacey and Joey fall for each other against their own wishes. Pacey knew first, and he tried not to act on it for the sake of their friend Dawson (I won't go into how annoyed that makes me given that Dawson didn't want her.). Joey fought it with everything she had for the same reason and also because it was so real that it scared the hell out of her. He pushed her to grow and become the person she was meant to be, and she accepted him as is without any expectations other than they would do it together. They had the best dynamic. They bickered and laughed and cried, but they worked at their relationship like you do in grown-up relationships. Even when they broke up, they cared about each other consistently. My favorite episode is when they get stuck in K-Mart overnight. Joyously, they were also endgame.
Max and Liz (OG Roswell and Roswell, New Mexico) - By now, I have established that I love intense love. That's exactly what og Max and Liz had. Liz was very structured and academically driven. Max was very closed off from everyone including Michael and Isabel. He opened her mind and heart to possibility. She made him feel and be open about it. They loved so intensely that even supposed alien fate couldn't keep them apart. I was so sad the show was canceled so soon, but I am eternally grateful that they were endgame and that I got to see it. They sort of switched the emotional roles of new Max and Liz, which I like. They would still do anything for each other, so they are still my OTP. Admittedly, I haven't watched the last season because I'm sad about it being the last.
Peyton and Lucas (One Tree Hill) - Look, they were always drawn to each other, but their timing was awful. I loved how no matter what, they were there for each other, even if it was just as friends. Peyton was the broken one in this relationship. She lost too much at too young an age. Feeling so deeply terrified her. And let's face it, Lucas was intense. He felt everything and didn't shy away from it. It was immensely gratifying to see them finally be happy together.
Logan and Veronica (Veronica Mars) - Logan was a real ass at the beginning of this show, and they were full-on enemies. So, I can honestly say I did not ship them at first. The metamorphosis that Logan goes through to be a better man is truly remarkable. To be fair, they both have emotional damage in this one. Veronica copes with her losses by saving others, but her love for Logan scares her. They both had to work out their own stuff before they could successfully be together. Thankfully, we got to see that they made it. I have no comment about the killing of my beloved Logan.
Damon and Elena (The Vampire Diaries) - Anyone that follows me knows that these two are my current obsession. Damon has literally spent over a century and a half being abandoned and rejected by his father, mother, brother, and love. To say that I love him is the understatement of the century. He had no intention of falling in love with Elena. He wanted to save Katherine, and her rejection nearly killed him. He feels everything so much that he can't cope, and then he snaps. Elena saves him. Period. She makes him feel human because she treats him like one. She expects him to care and makes him want to do better. And he does, starting with her. He loves her so much that it is palpable. Damon makes her look at herself and the world differently. He pushes her to be and accept her true self no matter who that is or who she is with. I am elated that they got their long and happy human life together.
Clary and Jace (Shadowhunters) - I love Jace with every fiber of my being. I just want him to have love and happiness. He did not get that deserved love from his parents, and he never felt like he deserved it after that. Clary brought him to life. She was caring and compassionate for everyone: mundane, shadowhunter, or downworlder. Loving her opened Jace's heart to everything. I choose to believe that the ending we got means they find their way back to each other and live happily ever after. I know I could finish the books, but I honestly cannot read Cassandra Clare's writing anymore. Besides, where they are in my mind is good for me.
Magnus and Alec (Shadowhunters) - Magnus is one of my favorite characters ever. He's loved many times over the centuries he's lived, but what he has with Alec is so much more. Like all shadowhunters, Alec doesn't trust downworlders, but for him, it's more than that. He believes he has a duty to his family, and being with Magnus flies in the face of that duty. Magnus not so subtly or easily pushes past Alec's defenses. Once they get together, they make each other better, and it's literally magical. Their wedding was everything I could have hoped for as far as endgame goes.
Honorable mentions:
Isak and Even (Skam)
Michael and Alex (Roswell, New Mexico)
Nancy and Ace (Nancy Drew)
Top 10 Female TV Characters (not in any specific order):
Brenda (Beverly Hills 90210) - I was and still am the "rebel" in my family, so Brenda was me. She fought for herself and to be herself and to live life on her own terms, and I think that is wonderful.
Buffy (Buffy the Vampire Slayer) - Buffy was destined to be the hero, but she faced death and loss and came out stronger on the other end. Plus, I love the wit.
Willow (Buffy the Vampire Slayer) - I was the shy, bookish girl in school. Willow's adorable geekiness was so endearing, and then she grew into this powerful, strong woman. Fantastic.
Joey (Dawson's Creek) - I probably relate to Joey because my mom died when I was four, and my brother died when I was twelve. Joey experienced terrible loss, and she understandably clung to Dawson as a lifeline. Her journey to adulthood is still my favorite thing to watch. She grew into herself and became a self-sufficient woman.
Veronica (Veronica Mars) - Veronica lost her best friend, and her mother left. Everyone that was supposed to be her friend abandoned her. So, she puts on emotional armor and finds a killer. This girl just doesn't stop fighting. She's ridiculously smart and intuitive. Also, I love her wit.
Emily (Revenge) - Emily had bad things happen to her, and she deserved to exact revenge. I love that she is intelligent and cunning and playing the long game.
Blair (Gossip Girl) - Blair put on a good front, I guess, but my girl was broken. Her mom was not nice to her. Her dad pretty much abandoned her. Her best friend slept with her boyfriend and then abandoned her as well. The guy she loves is too damaged to love her back properly. Blair just keeps on doing her best and loving those people that don't love her enough.
Callie (The Fosters and Good Trouble) - I'll probably get hate for this one, but I love Callie. She lost her mom and didn't know her dad. She went to juvie because she was protecting her little brother from the abuse she suffered in the foster care system. How could I not love this girl? Because the Fosters took her in and showed her what family is, she grew into a strong and successful woman. The whole journey was beautiful to me, and I'm not sorry.
Elena (The Vampire Diaries) - Elena lost both her parents, her aunt, her bio parents, her guardian, her own life, her brother (temporarily), and the love of her life (also temporarily). That's a lot for one person to endure even without all the supernatural happenings. She manages to hang on to her kindness and compassion. Through it all, she perseveres. I love her a lot.
Bonnie (The Vampire Diaries) - Bonnie is a badass hero. She saved all their butts so many times, and I'm here to give her the credit she deserves. Bonnie also suffered greatly, and I think that's why she and Elena are bonded. Bonnie struggled to get ahold of everything at first, but she literally became the woman who saved them all in the end.
#my asks#dr-alexandra-caroline-sloan#my favorites#beverly hills 90210#dawson's creek#buffy the vampire slayer#roswell#roswell new mexico#veronica mars#the vampire diaries#shadowhunters#one tree hill#skam#nancy drew#the fosters#good trouble#revenge#gossip girl
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What is your favorite breakfast food? Pancakes! I actually had them this morning for the first time in months and they tasted SO GOOD. Blueberry pancakes with honey and cream.
Who do you (romantically) love? My husband.
Have you ever considered yourself dirty? No.
What do you do to relax? Mess about online, take baths, cuddle with an assortment of our pets, watch Disney movies, take surveys, watch TikTok.
Do you enjoy kissing? It's okay. I'm not a very sexual person, generally speaking.
What about making out? Same as above.
Where are you most ticklish? The soles of my feet. I can't STAND people touching them. I honestly have no idea how people can tolerate foot massages or pedicures - it's quite literally my idea of hell lol.
Have you ever been to an arena concert? Nope. That would be way too much for me.
Where was the last place you kissed someone? In the kitchen.
Do you know anyone who is expecting? Yeah, one of my clients is due in May.
What does your third text message say in your inbox? The third person I received a text from is Suzanne. I don't know what it said though and I CBA to look, lol.
Do you use speed dial? It doesn't even exist anymore.
If so who is number 5? .
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? Yes.
Where do you want to get married? I got married in the registry office in between our house and my parents house. My in-laws live near us so we just picked somewhere in the middle of everyone.
Do you plan on having both your parents at your wedding? They both were there.
If you could visit one person right now, who would it be? Nobody.
Do you like school? I liked the academic side but not the social side.
What is your all time favorite subject that you have ever taken in school? History.
Do you have a current teacher who you wish taught all of your classes? I used to love the history teacher I had in Year 9 or the English teacher I had in year 8. I'd pick them if I could.
What has been your favorite part of this calendar year so far? Beach gallops, getting Simba, my business doing as well as it had.
Are you going on vacation any time soon? I have two weeks off work over Christmas but we're not going anywhere.
Do you catch yourself staring at inappropriate times? Yeah, when I'm daydreaming.
How many times have you been fall-down drunk? 2-3 times.
Has a friend ever really hurt you and you never told them? Yes.
Where would your most romantic getaway spot be? A cozy cottage in Vermont. <--- not gonna lie, that sounds amazing.
Have you ever stayed on a ride at a theme park to ride it again? Yeah, a few times. Our local theme park when I was a kid was never very busy and you used to be able to do that all the time.
Have you ever used your sexuality to get you something you wanted? Yes.
What do you count as too spoiled? I don't think it's about what you give your child, it's about their attitude. I grew up surrounded by money and only a couple of people actually came across as "spoilt".
When you donât feel good, where do you want to be? At home in bed.
Have you ever set an alarm on your phone to remind you to do something? Sure.
Where do you want to raise your children? I donât want children.
What is your favorite Crayola scented crayon? I don't think I ever used any scented crayons. I used to like the blueberry gel pens though!
What is your favorite childhood TV show? Arthur.
Do you ever look at yourself and not believe itâs you? Nope.
Whatâs your favorite hideaway place? Home, or this little oasis I found in the sand dunes last week. It's just tucked away and so pretty.
Do you have a secret you have kept from your family? Sure. Personally I think it's weird to tell your family everything.
Have you ever slow danced to a song you didnât know? Probably.
Where do you study? I don't.
Do you study at all? No.
What do you want to be when you grow up? I'm a dog walker/pet sitter.
Has someone ever dedicated a song to you? Yes.
How many people have you kissed this month? One.
Do you like do have your hair pulled? Nope.
Are you close with your parents? Yeah, with my mum at least. I don't really speak to my dad.
How much do you wish/ hope for something before you give up? I mean, I don't wish or hope for things, really. If I really want something I go and make it happen.
Have you ever hung out with a complete stranger? Not just us, but in a group of other people, yeah.
Do you work any holidays? Nope. One of the main advantages of being self-employed. I really do NOT miss it. At all.
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