#i wish i was this delusional really
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me when I’m delusional and out of touch.
“No other male would be a a fairer ruler” i can name like 7 other people.
“Prythian would be blessed to have such leaders” a guy who can barely run his court and his inexperienced 20 y/o gf leading a nation would obviously be such a blessing 🙏🙏.
#i wish i was this delusional really#how is his head this far up rhysands ass like genuinely how#anti high king 🗣️🗣️#acotar#a court of thorns and roses#acosf critical#anti cassian#anti rhysand#anti feysand#a court of silver flames#cassian stop thinking challenge (failed)
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free will is drawing ur two favorite characters together and making them gay
#akekita content in this economy? it's more likely than you think#this is like for the three ppl that ship them (me tumblr user haliai and atlus)#also which boyliker at atlus designed yusuke's phantom outfit like WHY is he dressed like a gay hooker 💀💀💀💀#the skintight spandex bodysuit designed to show off the slutty waist?? the exposed cleavage?? the cunty little fox tail?? bro 😭#my hand was shaking while i was drawing the second img it felt so IMMODEST 😭😭😭😭😭#i wish atlus confirmed which highschool akechi went to bc i love the hc that he attends kosei#his tie matches hifumi's ribbon so i think they're trying to tell us smt (im delusional)#ANYWAY akechi and yusuke would match each other's freak lowkey like they're both hardcore yappers that weird everyone else tf out#akechi would find solidarity in the fact that yusuke doesn't shut up abt whatever he's interested in#also also the fact that akechi is a mirror version of him bc they're victims of the same situation#both being exploited and utilized as tools after their mothers death#by the man they called father in exchange for validation or a false sense of place#but ultimately yusuke was saved by phantom thieves while akechi refused any pity and slowly succumbed to fate of his own making#really makes you look at atlus and think whats going on in their buttery smooth brains for not including other character interactions#aside from the social links with joker. the wasted dynamic potential between some of the characters is insane 😭#persona 5#p5#yusuke kitagawa#kitagawa yusuke#goro akechi#akechi goro#akekita#bro me when i stay up until three am drawing persona instead of finishing my lab (i’m beyond cooked 💀💀)#i think i need to switch college majors i can’t keep doing this#lotus draws
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Ugh. I'm so sick and tired of scrolling through Tumblr, expecting a beautifully curated experience and seeing yet another person, who can't use tags properly, asking why people ship Sterek because Derek is an "adult". Like we're some crazy, immoral, "sociopaths". I'm sorry you can't see what we see, princess. We can't all live in your fantasy land where people only ever fall in love with people who are the same age as them.
As if age gaps never happen, never work, or are only ever creepy and manipulative.
By the way, it's fiction. By the way, age gaps happen all the time. And some of them actually work out. And they can be incredibly equal partnerships.
What a crazy idea, right?
#i wish this would just die#do they all think every stable couple ever is only ever the same age?#are they really this delusional?#some of best relationships were with older men#I'd like to know who decided age gaps were wrong creepy and manipulative#I'm heated#i know that i am#but I'm so over it#sterek
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jason todd would be so good at comforting his s/o through a panic attack i said what i said
edit: MADE A FIC ABOUT IT HERE
#rose rambling#am i saying this to self soothe? perhaps. am i wrong? no#i really hate having an anxiety disorder sometimes i wish i was normal#idk its too late to be yapping#he would give me a hug and tell me its ok (im delusional and insane ☹️)#jason todd x reader#jason todd fluff#jason todd x you#jason todd x y/n#jason todd imagine#jason todd#red hood#red hood x reader#red hood fluff#red hood imagine#sigh#yet another rough night
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Siffrin has OCD. If you even care.
#isat#in stars and time#isat siffrin#I could say soooo much about this#I know that wishcraft is all about rituals but they do rituals even when they arenttttt making a wish#he really is out there having obsessions. he really is out there having compulsions. he really is out there with delusional anxiety#he really is having intrusive thoughts and control issues and worrying about thought crimes
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You like Casey Jones a lot. What do you think of her being shipped with April?
Yes.
It's prob the only ship I care about in rise. I like to believe if the show had like 7 seasons then this is where we'd end up. Casey/April is a TMNT classic. And rise's version is enemies to lovers + GAY? My recipe for an OTP.
Having said that, I am a little weary of capril in the fandom simply bc Casey is a VERY underrated character, and I HARDLY see her but when I do, it's shipping art/fics (I will say this is changing). But I fear sometimes that people only like her to ship but don't care outside of her being with april. The fandom hasn't even scratched the surface with casey's character post show/movie and I'm more interested in exploring that rn than the romantic side of things.
#idk am i delusional for assuming this?#i just fear people get caught up too much in the romance that thats the only purpose the individual has#like how rise fandom treats usagi#he really only exists in the rise fandom to be someone (mostly leo)'s bf#prove me wrong#would you still care about usagi if he wasnt shipped with any turtle?#anyways my fear with casey#but i do love capril and i wish we got more of their dynamic in canon#you can bet any au i create that capril will be endgame#capril#thnx anon!#pixel replies
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jay have you listened to & ye Wait its not even midnight there. suck it ive had the album for 13 hours already
yah i get new music at the same time as east coast america so thats in like. half an hour still. time traveler flex
unfrotunately i have not been keeping up with bastille lately At All i didnt even realise the album was out tmrw?? i think i listened to part 1 and it was not very memorable. but i will listen to the full album at least once <3 just for your sake
#when will they have their punk rock era... <- delusional#idk why im complaining tbh i really wanted for them to go back to their lit & history nerd era#i just wish the instrumentals were more fun. like ive just got hozier for that now anyway#ask
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This isn't the kind of post I would normally make but I just want to put out there about how much I adore the concept of the og ada trio?? I really want to know more about what their dynamic was like since they were the first three members of the agency. I think Kunikida probably joined the agency sometime after Yosano so I feel like his backstory has to be linked with them including how he met Fukuzawa.
I feel like it's pretty interesting that Kunikida trained under Fukuzawa, and a fact that's overlooked by many because I doubt Fukuzawa took any other students under him. So I'm really curious about what was the situation that brought them together.
I wish we get to see Kunikida's backstory this year. I feel like it's been kept in the dark for the longest time (including Tanizaki's and the recent brief background for Kenji) and I would literally die for some og ada crumbs. I really wish the next light novel could be about them 🥲🥲 Something like another flashback, or retelling as the format has been in most of the light novels. There are also these two wonderful official arts that exist (the first one literally looks like an old photograph with the year (?) written below, the kind of photograph Fukuzawa would have framed in his office :')) so you can't tell me the idea isn't there.
So pretty please Asagiri-sensei? 🥺🙏
#bungou stray dogs#bsd kunikida#bsd ranpo#bsd fukuzawa#bsd yosano#ada#og ada trio#I've wanted to talk about them for so long aaaaa#but I genuinely adore them so much they deserve their own spin off#let me be delusional#honestly every character in bsd can hold their own spin off#and while I enjoy the new characters bsd adds I really wish they would#give more focus on the existing characters#there are just so much to explore with the ada alone#and I haven't seen s4 yet but omg im so happy they animated untold origins?? 😭😭#but I'm a little worried about how they will cover everything ajskfldkdjs#anyway this kind of turned into a rant hahah#honestly at this point I'll accept any crumbs 😭🙏
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the way they’re looking at each other oh i’m going to be ill…
[from the bsd anthology chapters]
#knkdz#kunikidazai#this chapter#devastating#i still haven’t recovered#they mean so much to each other#do you see them#are you looking#sobs into my hands#their reunion is long overdue#i miss them#every day i wake up and wish that they could just know the other one is alive#is that really too much to ask#this just in: next chapter is kunikidazai fishing (delusional)#oh this next season is going to devastate my mental health#bsd manga#bsd anime#bsd season five#bsd kunikida#bsd dazai#bsd ships
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2005 | 2023
#'catie stop making comparison history posts' NO I REFUSE#i was gonna make fun of myself and say smth like#'person whos only fully watched 2005: wow this is giving me 2005 vibes'#BUT NO!!! NO!!!! THE PARALLELS THE PARALLELS#got p3 in both australin gps!!!!!! AAAAAAAA THE HISTORY THE PARALLELS#everyone is making comparisons to aus 2006 cause he won that but no they dont understand!!!! this is the comparison you should be making#guys you know what this means#fernando 2023 wdc-#its a sign i swear i swear!!! let me be delusional cmon#dont ask me how many random instagram posts i just looked through trying to find the same angle#yeah i wish they were both facing the same way but well what can you do#this is really really full circle bcs australia 2005 was the first old nando race i watched#and the first ever post-race highlights i ever made! and now here i am a billion posts later#so to have watched that back in january almost 3 months ago and then watch this and see him achieve the same is so meaningful for me#fernando alonso#fa14#2023 australian gp#2005 australian gp#we do a little bit of f1#f1#formula 1#formula one
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it's also interesting the singular time kendall does want shiv as an ally -- when he's trying to destroy his dad via social justice.
he tells her as much ("you're the one i want, shiv"), and he's even willing to sideline roman for it (letting her choose whether to invite roman up to join them, not even clear if he called roman even though he called shiv ("shivvy shivvy shivvyyyyy")). this is a bit of a role reversal, as it's usually shiv who is sidelined in favor of roman.
so it begs the question -- why? why is he so eager to have shiv as an ally here, and not in CEO/COO talks? maybe because to him it's only about the endgame, and not how he gets there. at other points in the show, he's willing to go with roman and keep the company traditional, but in this situation, his angle could be to 're-invent' it and make it a more ethical climate (supposedly) with shiv. it doesn't matter, as long as he gets there. he wants shiv because he is aware, even if only on a subconscious level, that shiv is overlooked on account of being a woman. he knows she is a victim of the company (and their dad), so of course he needs her for his allegedly-feminist fight against his father. he pretends not to see her struggle at any other point, but now he cares, because it would useful. he's already rounded up every woman in his life into literally one apartment (rava, naomi, his lawyer, jess, the two female media reps who want to represent him). shiv is the last, and arguably most important, leg.
i think it also shows that he actually is aware that shiv is competent; all of his "lack of company experience" talk ceases to matter in this context -- because when he's offering her to join him, he is also kind of offering waystar further down the line, which, along with fucking over dad, could be part of the appeal for her. overthrowing their father is obviously not actually about protecting victims of sexual harassment but about gaining power over their dad, who fucked up the "higher-status siblings" over in particular by dangling this meat in front of them (shiv is fresh off that wound in season 3, so kendall's offer of revenge probably sounds incredible, even if she doesn't want to admit it). were shiv to ally herself with him, it's the first, and maybe only, moment where you can ponder (hesitantly, briefly) a CEO/COO future with them
#kenshiv#succession#kendall roy#shiv roy#text#i love that sceneeeee#'i'm the real you' is really just kendall delusional talk but also he's kind of right#he's saying 'im doing what you WISH you were doing to dad right now'#and she's the real him because she's being pliant to dad like he usually is....ugh#even in his delusional state kendall KNOWS they're the two top dogs
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it's always "wanna grab lunch together?" and never "cubitum eamus?"
#the secret history#francis abernathy#francis the man you are#straight men WISH they were on that sheer level of sexiness#i would stagger in seconds actually#that's how you know richard was shit at latin bc anyone who could understand that would Buckle.#the intellectualism. the aesthetic. the inherent sexiness of speaking a dead language.#my standards in men are delusional because of Literature and i'm not sure how to explain that to people#fuck i should try to “cubitum eamus” on of the pretty girls on board actually#i think the other girls don't really like me thought#(i have never had a single latin class in my life)#and i have no plans for conversation beyond that
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Update on how reading Thrawn: Alliances is going
I am s t r u g g l i n g to finish it..im barely past halfway
#to those of you who warned me..i should have listened to you#yall were right it really isnt the same as that first book#i'm still gonna finish it though because i have the uncontrollable need to learn everything i can about my hyperfixations#i really like the clone wars era flashbacks...but every time it switches back to the empire era stuff i get bored and put it down#so far my favourite parts have been:#anakin being a dumbass trying to hide the real nature of his relationship with padme from thrawn#vader being a dumbass worrying about whether or not thrawn knows he is anakin#vader being a delusional dumbass referring to anakin as a separate person even IN HIS MIND#vader shutting down every mention of anakin by just saying#anakin skywalker is dead#and thrawn being like#sure jan#the chapters ive liked the most though are the ones from padmes pov....i wish there was more of that#anyways im 60% in and i have 9 days to finish it :)#also the further i get into this book the more i miss eli#i still think thrawn is an awesome and super interesting character#but man i miss his dynamic with eli#thrawn#thrawn: alliances#darth vader#anakin skywalker#padme amidala#palpatine#the clone wars#thrawn: alliances spoilers#thrawn novels#star wars novels#eli vanto#mitth'raw'nuruodo#chiss ascendancy
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I have an interview tomorrow for a position that's above my pay grade. Being interview by a person who was previously a Deloitte consulting leader in life science. And I'm shitting my pants.
I've thought about canceling the interview out of nerves even without trying for it. And I know some people are more like "well I made it past the HR screen so I deserve it and I'll take up space and time, what's the worst that they can say". And I wish I was like that. Taking up space. Not caring how I appeared. But I am worried about being embarassed at and after the interview. Not being able to answer questions since my work experience is only tangential....
like if that's the case then it is that's their fault for not screening lmao. I made it through. And yet here I am, with a pit in my stomach.
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(This was based of one of those silly redraw-able images I believe, however I'm not 100% bc I can't find said image anywhere)
(Inspo: smtm0106 on insta)
#shadow.png#some less than recent pencil drawings of my favorite blueberry and my delusionally handcrafted gsa parnter for him (old friends)#I still really like these drawings :] I really wish I had the time and energy to make proper art for my interests more often#metaknight#metaknight fanart#kirby#kirby fanart#kirby oc#kirby oc art#oc#skecthes and doodles:)#okay drink some water love you byeee o/
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i miss you so much but you probably don’t even think about me anymore. i think i’ll miss you forever. please don’t forget me.
#why do i still have hope you’ll comeback#i think i’m just delusional#but i still really like you no matter how much time has passed#ughhhh#everyone tells me to move on but i can’t#:/#i wish you’d at least talk to me again#everything i do now is just a distraction so im not crying over you all the time like ive been for the past 2 years
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