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LOVERS ROCK [ daisuke / reader ]
keeping your relationship a secret from your coworkers was no doubt; thrilling. and also, very, very challenging. it didnât help the two of you just loved to push your limits
tags / ooc characters | semi-public sex (everyone is asleep but still) | reader & daisuke are slightly inexperienced | soft-top daisuke | mentions of marks | cowgirl | dry humping | porn with little plot | they fuck with earbuds in | mentions of the other crew members | fluffy at the beginning | pre-established relationship | sex under the stars.. | pre-crash | chubby & poc coded reader (but anyone is free to read) | i donât know the exact time period but modern music is mentioned | you guys love holding hands | etc.
notes / #bringbackdryhumping | reader is the same janitor reader in my previous fic (obviously). i got this idea randomly, daisuke seems like the type to take his partner to scenic places for dates. and well.. the nighttime screen is about as scenic as it gets on the tulpar. i hope you enjoy and as usual please excuse any grammar mistakes or typos đ«¶đŸ. i feel i made him very ooc, iâm used to see daisuke smut being quite submissive to the reader so i wanted to go a different approach.. i think in situations like this he may be a little more confident, especially if his partner is reciprocating to the feeling. if you have any thoughts on the manner let me know <3
The Tulpar was filled with mundane tasks. Wake up, clean, eat, shower, and go back to sleepâ a routine thatâs been ingrained into your body. A continuous cycle that would have bored you to death without your beloved music. You were grateful for your position, no matter how minuscule, yet you couldnât deny the wish for something more.
And luckily it came true; in the form of a young man nonetheless.
You werenât one to mix business and pleasure, it just seemed like a disaster waiting to happen. Coming across Tulpar and the demographic you expected to be on the ship â older people that certainly werenât your type â you were quite confident you wouldnât go against your usual code. But alas, you surprised yourself while falling for a certain intern.
As bright eyed and slightly clueless he was, Daisuke was a pocket of sunshine youâve come to truly adore. Always there when he can be, even if it means a quick kiss when youâre cleaning or a gentle pinch when passing by to remind you of who was in your corner.
Keeping your growing relationship a secret from your coworkers was troublesome but extremely necessary. You couldnât imagine the expressions the others would display, especially Jimmy who just seemed to be far too eager to stomp on just about anyone's happiness; no matter the size.
Still, you couldnât deny how thrilling it was at times. Pulling your partner into a quiet dark corner for a few extra kisses, or the secret looks the two of you gave each when in a public setting. The line was thinning longer and longer, close calls increasing as time passed.
And yet here you were, seated upon the living room couch; waiting for your beloved Daisuke.
Usually if the two of you wanted alone time when everyone was asleep you alternated between your bedrooms. At least there, there was a door and bed. But for some reason, Daisuke was adamant on spending some time out here; underneath the pretty nighttime screen.
Your eyes stared up at the blues and whites, head leaning back against the shoulder of the couch as music poured into your ears. Your thumb traced the little device, perfectly at ease.
That was until something delicately traced the back of your neck.
You swallowed a yelp, quickly turning with a jump to glare at the one responsibleâ who only grinned back at you.
âDaisuke! What if I had yelled?â
You stood up from the couch, watching the man walk around the before waltzing down the little steps. Within two strides he was standing in front of you, glancing down at you with the sweetest smile.
âBut you didn't!â Daisuke chuckled the moment you lightly shoved his chest, catching your wrist in time before you could move it away. In doing so, he locked your fingers whilst his free hand went for the earbud occupying one of your ears. Pulling it out, the man then lifted it to his own, bringing himself closer to your form.
You met him, unoccupied hand sliding up to wrap your arm around his waist, laying your head against his chest. Between the melody of his heart beat and Tv Girl running through your ears, you were at complete bliss. As if you could fall asleep right then and there.
The two of you swayed, allowing yourselves to get caught up in each other rather than your surroundings. You felt his free hand sneak underneath your arm, pulling it higher until your hand was on top of his shoulder. After which, Daisukeâs hand found your waist, tugging you even closer and actually adding moves to your swaying.
You snorted softly, mumbling softly about him being corny to which the man only laughed. Silence continued after as the two of you danced slowly, carefully, as to hopefully not alert the others of your rather embarrassing nightly activities.
A step, another, and then a graceful stride. You wondered if Daisuke danced a lot back home. The thought caused you to laugh once again, just in time for your lover to twirl you.
Slithering his arm tighter around your waist, he pulled your back to his front, face being shoved into your neck.
Your eyes peeled open, staring up at the nighttime screen that stared back at you. âDancing under the stars, huh?..â
âA perfect date.â
You smiled at his words, hand rose to reach back and lightly fuss with his hair. âYeah, all girls love dancing at work while watching a blown up image of a fake sky.â
Daisuke laughed into your ear, the pitch perfectly going along with the music you shared.
âI told my dad I knew what the ladies wanted.â
You groaned softly, teetering between amusement and playful annoyance. You turned around in his hold, hands rising to hold his warm cheeks.
âYouâre corny..â
Daisuke smiled, thumb tracing the small of your back, messing with the fabric of the top you wore. âAnd lucky for me, youâre into it.â You didnât need to agree nor deny, given the sweet kiss you pressed to his lips was answer enough. He kneeled to meet you fully, tugging you so close as if wishing to melt into you. Your noses brushed against each other, cold tips warming as you consumed one another. You loved kissing Daisuke, not just because he was your boyfriend but more-so cause he was a damned good kisser.
His lips always moved so slow at first, before slowly picking up the longer you continued. A hand rose from your back to instead cup the back of your head, a shiver running down your spine the moment his fingers traced up your scalp; messing in your hair.
So desperate.. you two always were. The thought of any interruptions spurred you on to always savor each and every moment with as much as passion as possible.
And it seemed the both of you intended to do just that, as â ever so carefully â Daisuke walked backwards, leading you with him. Once close enough he was descending to the couch, taking you with him by the waist and pulling you onto his lap.
The two of you broke apart for a moment, gulping up the air around you greedily before smashing your lips together with even more vigor. Your hands were clutching his shoulders at this point, suddenly being reminded Daisuke wasnât just some clueless man.
You shivered as you felt his hand glide, intruding your top to lay his fingers upon your warm skin. With each interlock of your tongues his fingers were digging into your flesh, a soft whine being pushed from his throat into your mouth. The sound alone caused your thighs to clench, moving carefully in his lap.
Which of course, was met with a hiss and a quick squeeze. You questioned this for a moment, before quickly realizing why it happened in the first place.
This only caused you to smile against him, lowering your hips fully before dragging them against him slowly.
Daisuke was off your lips in minutes, hands falling to your waist as a hushed groan escaped his bruised lips.
âHere?..â The man spoke gently, eyes flicking from between your bodies before back to your face. His eyebrows furrowed as you continued your languid drags, biting the inside of his cheek nervously.
You nodded slowly, leaning closer to press your lips to his ear. âMhm.. here.â
âThen.. I want to feelâ more. Please.â His words were sweet, allowing them to settle in the air for a moment before his fingers were curling to tug at your pants, allowing you to get the message. You stood up rather quickly, pushing your pants down and off, the bottoms pooling at your ankles.
You watched as Daisuke did the same, now only in plain boxers, a funny contrast to the gaudy everyday shirt he usually wore.
Stepping out of your pants, you caught his hands as you made your way back to his lap, brushing your clothed cunt right against his growing bulge as you sat down. It was your time to whine as you felt him through your thin fabrics, Daisuke capturing your lips rather quickly afterwards.
Slowly, you began that same languid pace, gripping his shoulders for stability as you dragged your hips back and forth.. back and forth. His nails were digging into your thighs, meeting your movement with a small, desperate thrust. Moans passed between the two of you, warmth, and music mixing into a sensation that you could only describe as euphoria.
Dramatic sure, but what else could you call it, exactly?
âCould come.. juâjust from this.â Daisuke mumbled the moment the two of you broke apart for air, his face falling to your neck to stamp wet kisses to your skin. He was gentle not to focus too much on a single area, worrying about leaving behind a mark. Though, it seemed rather contradictory given the location the two of you chose for your.. fun.
You were aching, panties surely soaked with arousal as that itch grew. You could only pant in his ear, unsure how exactly this felt so good. Maybe it was pent up, a mixture of stress and the misfortune of lack of alone time. Regardless, it wasnât your job to figure it out at the moment.
The only job you had right now was to continue to chase this feeling, for as long as you could.
Daisuke pulled you closer if humanly possible, hips rising up from the couch as he ground up into you. He wasnât lying early, despite zero actual contact he could feel himself twitchingâ begging for release. The effect you had on him was far too great, after all.
Desperate breaths escaped you, thighs shaky yet yearning for more. His touch, everything, you wanted to feel it all. Your fingers rose to curl into his hair, leaning into his ear as the softest more, dropped from your tongue.
Your words spurred him, fingers squeezing your flesh, nails tracing against those pretty marks that lined your hips.
âYou want more?.. Of course, whatever you want.â
Daisuke could never deny you, no matter how small the request was. In minutes he was tugging his boxers down to his thighs, hand lazily dragging across his length. It was a pretty color, lighter than him, with a mole on the under side of his shaft.
The man then reached with his other hand to curl his finger on your panty, tugging it to the side and exposing your soft cunt to his hand. For a moment his finger gently circled your hardened bud, enjoy the pleasant noises you struggled to keep down.
But soon enough he was becoming as desperate as you, helping you position carefully, rubbing his weeping tip against your clit. Daisuke hissed, continuing to coat his dick in your arousal before finding your entrance, lining up, and raising his hips to push himself inside.
The both of you groaned, your eyes pinched closed as you sunk down. Your walls wrapped around his length perfectly, swallowing him up and keeping him deep inside. With each breath you released you clenched, causing the young man under you to struggle to keep his mind straight. Daisuke couldnât help being so inexperienced, and well.. neither could you, given you felt a single movement would be enough to push you over the edge.
Your eyes slowly opened, gaze falling to his face, taking the time to map out his expression. Would it be corny to call him beautiful? Was it corny to find your lover beautiful in a such state? Under your mercy, as close as biologically possible? Maybe.. but you didnât dwell on it long, instead deciding to graze your palms across his cheeks, thumbs coming to trace the moles on either side.
âI love you.â
Your words were earnest, laced with the sweetest honey. You smiled, watching his own signature smile cross his face, perfectly. Like any other time.
Daisuke pulled you even closer, a grip to your thigh as he leaned to just a breathâs away.
âSee. Now youâre the corny one.â
Your lover swallowed the pretty laughter threatening to leave your chest, all smiles as his arms wrapped around your waist. Once tucked close and snug, his hips, the small thrust enough for the both of you to sigh into the otherâs mouth.
Soon enough your knees were pressing against the cushions, hips rising and falling into his lap. With each drop, wet skin smacked against each other, certainly a worrying sound but the two of you seemed to no longer care.
You were too caught up in each other anyway.
Your fingers curled into his silky locks, crying out into his mouth as he stirred you up deeply. His length hit each spot perfectly, a mold made specifically for you. And whatâs more, the moment a hand snaked under your skirt to drag his thumb across your nippleâ you began to see stars.
Daisuke groaned into you, meeting each drop of your hips with desperate thrusts. You felt so good, way too good. He tried to keep his voice down as to avoid alerting the others, and hear you. You just sounded far too good to ignore.
Your shaky breaths, the way your voice pitched whenever his tip brushed against that special spot â donât even get him started on the gasps you made when Daisuke went, just a little too deep. Alas he couldnât focus on the growing list of reasons for his obsession you; bringing you complete pleasure was the main objective.
âYouâre clenching me.. youâre going to come, arenât you?â Daisuke drawled against your lips, pressing a kiss to them before dragging his own over to your ear. Each pant and groan hit it directly, the man at this point helping you rise and fall upon his cock.
âI want you to finish.. all over me.â
âDaisukeâ!â
âNot so loud..â The intern spoke in a soft rasp, squeezing you close as his end grew closer. âI donât need the others to hear you like this. Itâs onâonly for me, yeah?â
You shook your head rapidly, lip nearly bleeding from how hard you were biting down, your fingers digging into his shouldersâ sure to leaves marks despite the shirt he wore.
Within moments you were seeing white, clutching him as you fulfilled his wish. Your arousal coated his dick and thighs, making a sticky mess that was surely on the couch by now.
Daisuke swore under his breath, bringing you onto his lap in one final thrust before filling you up. Luckily he remembered you took the pill as to regulate your period.
The two of you panted, in sync with each other and the music that seemed to still be blasting in your ears. How exactly your earbuds sustained that erratic movement, you will never know nor question.
You pulled back to glance at Daisuke, spotting the man already looking at you, smiling brightly.
You rolled your eyes, glancing down at the space between your two bodies.
âThis is going to be so annoying to clean.â
Daisuke stifled his laughter, pulling you into a tight hug, eyes shining whilst he stared up at the screen;
âMaybe⊠I love you too, [Name].â
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What Couldâve Been [Viktor x GN!Reader]
Plot Summary: In which you find yourself in a world so similar yet so different to your own and are simply too tired of life knocking you down again and again to still play the selfless hero.
Word Count: 3,9k
Warnings: spoilers for Arcane Season 2, talk about character death and illness, suicidal thoughts, slightly suggestive at the end
A/N: I saw that alternate timeline and went âEkkoâs a stronger man than I amâ and went with that; actually wanted to write sth fluffy and happy, and this is wholesome-ish, but with some very bleak undertones so I might have to write some actual fluff to compensate. Also, the religious imagery wasnât planned from the get go but it kinda happened and it is on brand for this man, I just decided to turn it on its head a little đ€·
âInteresting. When I told you about this last, you advised the exact opposite.â
You freeze mid movement, plate hovering an inch or so over the table you were setting. âWell I⊠I suppose Iâve changed my mind.â
The soft tap of a cane against the floor alerts you to him crossing the room, appearing in your peripheral as you put down the porcelain with shaky fingers. âA rather⊠hm, siginificant change in such a short time, wouldnât you agree? Not to mention you acted like I was telling you for the first time.â He doesnât receive an answer, so he keeps going. âIâve had a theory for a while. I donât believe Iâve told you about it, because really, itâs only a pipe dream at this point, but entertaining for the duller moments nonetheless: alternate timelines. The possibility of several different realities, all co-existing with each other simultaneously. Some would call the mere idea preposterous, Iâm fully aware, but then again, how would we know for certain? How could we know? Unless one or more of said timelines happened to⊠overlap.â The silence that follows is deafening and heavy; a precursor of whatâs to come. âYouâre not originally from this world, are you?â
While he knows this is a conversation that needs to be had, the way you curl into yourself and seem to wither and grow small before his eyes makes him wish he could take it all back. He tries to catch your gaze, but you purposely avoid his as you drag yourself over to the couch. Body heavy and tired, you all but slump down into worn cushions, blankly staring into space as you weakly reply with âNo. Iâm not.â
He doesnât move, nor does he speak, cause while heâd been expecting your answer to a degree, now that itâs out in the open heâs⊠unsure what to even do with it. It isnât a worry for long, though, as you continue speaking, slow and weary. Like you had been expecting, dreading, this moment just as much as him.
âIt wasnât a⊠conscious choice. To come here, I mean. It was an accident really, I didnât even know what had happened at first.â A weak chuckle. âThis was a shock to me as much as it mustâve been for you.â
And what a shock it had been for you. To have been standing with your friends in the bowels of the Hexgates one minute and to wake up in an unfamiliar bed the next. Dizzily traipsing through a space that had felt familiar yet foreign all at once; pictures and mementos from times you couldnât remember staring at you from every surface. And to have had Viktor come through the door, bag of baked goods under one arm, to find you in the living room of what shouldâve been your home, looking every bit as lost as you felt. It had been a miracle youâd stayed standing then and there, with the way heâd looked: same lanky figure supported by a cane, same messy chestnut locks, same two beauty marks against the pale skin of his sharp face, same concern in his honey colored irises when he took in your state. But no dark circles borderlining bruises under his eyes, no hollowed, sunken in cheeks, no blood on his lips to betray another attack. And no Hexcore devouring him whole. Your downfall had come in the form of slender fingers gingerly wrapping around your forearm to try and steady you; a silent question and a gentle offer of help. One of those fingers wearing the very same ring you usually kept on a chain around your neck, because youâd always been too busy or too in your own head to just ask him. To offer him your heart, your life, your everything, if only he wanted it. Always too terrified of rejection, of losing him to his illness; too scared of fucking something until it was too late. And when your hand had come up in search for said necklace, a nervous habit that had developed at some point, and youâd found a matching ring on your own finger instead, youâd finally dissolved into a wailing, sobbing mess against his chest, never wanting to let go again.
And what a shock it had been for him. To have talked to you, not twenty minutes prior, an exchange of sleepy, lazy kisses and quiet murmurs, telling you heâd go get breakfast and be right back, watching as youâd curled back up under the blankets with a content sigh. To come through the door, expecting you still in bed and instead finding you in the middle of your living room, looking utterly lost and misplaced in your own home, an almost manic look in your eyes, staring at him like youâd seen a ghost. Heâd approached you, carefully, like one would a wild caged animal, and then a simple touch of his had sent you into a meltdown. And at an absolute loss, heâd simply held you. Let you cry yourself to utter exhaustion in his arms, the both of you a heap on the floor, propped up against the back of the sofa. When you had finally, finally calmed down, youâd played it off as the aftershocks of a nightmare. The kind that makes you believe theyâre real and keeps you trapped in them for what could feel like a lifetime. And Gods youâd looked like you had aged a lifetime while he was gone. And ever since that night youâd been⊠different. Getting lost in your own head more often than not. Suffering from nightmares almost every night. Migraines and something akin to epileptic seizures every once in a good while. He had let it go on, assuring you that if you needed anything he would be there for you, and in the following months, youâd seemed to settle and things had gone back to normal. Relatively. But it had been the memory loss that had made him suspicious. Or more so the fact that while some things remained, others seemed to have happened differently for you and some had never happened at all. Never having been able to leave well enough alone, heâd started digging for explanations. And now, at the end of his research, his most impossible theory proven right - heâs yet again at a loss of what to do. How to help you.
âI didnât know how I got here, much less how to get back. From what I do understand about all of this, and it ainât much, the thing that sent me to this world doesnât even exist here. So at first I didnât have much of a choice but to just⊠live. To pretend like everything was normal and I belonged here. But eventually I realized that even if I got the chance to go back, I didnât want to. I wanted to be selfish, I wantedââ Your voice cracks, thick with emotion and he watches your head drop forward like a dollâs whose strings have been cut, eyes downcast at your trembling hands. âI wanted to be happy again. And for once in my damn life I wanted it to last. It just never fucking lastsâŠâ
Stride over to you and hold you tight, kiss you and tell you that everything would be alright, that you would figure this out together, like always. Thatâs what he should be doing. Every bone in his body tells him to, but just like so many other times in the past, his oh so brilliant mind prevents him. Tells him that there is no âtogether, like alwaysâ because the person in front of him isnât the person heâs known his whole life. Isnât the person he married. Everythingâs an ugly mess and he doesnât mean for his next words to come across as cruel, doesnât perceive them that way; blissfully unaware of the implications, heâs simply, truly curious.
âWhat would you do if you were to go back home?â
An inelegant snort leaves you and you wipe the back of your hand over your eyes in a desperate and vain attempt to stop the tears from flowing.
23 seconds.
You were counting, just to give you something to occupy your spiraling mind with, really.
23 seconds.
Thatâs how long it had taken him to no longer refer to this world, this apartment, him as your home. To prioritize whatever might be going in your other life. And you know itâs not fair, to be this upset with him, this version of him that youâve been deceiving from the start; even though he has never wronged you. But you canât help it. Guilt and regret would soon be all youâd have left again, so might as well leave him with some, too.
âWell⊠if I hadnât gotten sucked into this mess, I wouldâve killed myself by now. I guess Iâd be getting back to that.â
The breath that escapes him sounds like you actually just sucker punched him in the gut and immediately makes you feel terrible about how casual and bitter youâd made it sound, but heâd wanted the truth and that was it. Limbs heavy und unsteady, you rise from your position on the couch and make your way over to the front door. âIâll go take a walk or⊠you know, go do⊠whatever. Give you some space, time to think.â Your handâs already on the door handle, but you pause and somehow find it in yourself to turn around and at least give him the courtesy of looking at him for what youâre about to say. âFor what itâs worth, I never meant to let it go this far. It just became so⊠easy to pretend like things had always been like this. You made it easy. And while Iâm sorry that I lied to you, tricked you, intentional or not, I got the chance to fall in love with you all over again. And I could never be sorry about that.â
Youâre fairly certain youâve never seen him move as fast as he does now and before you know it, youâre wrapped in a hug almost too tight, his cane landing on the carpeted floor next to you with a dull thump. âYou cannot say things like that and expect me to just let you walk out of that door, I-â
Readjusting his hold on you, he cradles your head against his shoulder and loops his other arm around your middle, continuing in a hushed, gentle tone. âI canât bear the thought of harm befalling you. Even worse, you harming yourself. In any timeline. Please, just stay. No matter what might happen in the future, just⊠stay with me. Right here.â
He means for it to be reassuring, comforting, loving, you know that. Itâs not his fault that it has the exact opposite effect.
Wincing, a new wave of tears springs to your eyes and you remove yourself from his hold, but canât bring yourself to let go completely; hands now linked between the two of you. âViktor, I stole the body and life of a person you actually love. I donât want you to force yourself to try and love me out of pity.â
âAnd why are you so certain thatâs what this is?!â It surprises you, how genuinely upset he sounds, and a gasp is forced out of your throat when he wrenches his hands out of your grasp and his palms find your face, to force your gaze onto him and keep it there, wether you want to or not. The expression heâs wearing almost scares you; thick brows furrowed in anger and lips curled back in what could nearly be a snarl, but as soon as gold eyes find yours, red and puffy and so very desperate and grieving, whatever fire seemed to have been burning him up inside goes out all at once.
His shoulders drop and he rests his forehead against yours with a sigh, warm breath fanning over your face. âIâm sorry, moje lĂĄska, please forgive me. Iâm not angry with you, I just⊠I can not comprehend why you are so ready and willing to accept rejection, but will not even entertain the possibility that loving you comes as easy to me as your affections for me do to you. Why can you love every version of me, but Iâm not allowed the same with every version of you?â He watches you blink owlishly, your mouth opening and closing several times and heâs not sure wether itâs endearing or heartbreaking, how clear it is that this possibility never even crossed your mind. âYou act like this entire situation only penalizes me, when in reality, Iâm not actually your Viktor, either, am I?â
He expects this to help, to give you a new perspective. To make it clear to you that you are both the same; you are not a villain in his story. And there is a smile on your lips, but itâs so small and sad that his stomach drops at the sight. âNo, youâre not. You couldnât be. My Viktor is gone.â
And all of a sudden, it makes so much sense. How sometimes youâd stare at him with the most haunted look in your eyes, like he was a dead man walking, ready to collapse at any given moment. How youâd grow frantic when he came back late from the academy. How youâd insisted on tagging along on the most mundane of tasks, always under the guise of wanting to spend more time with him, but really just keeping a close eye on him at all times. Though he suspects the former to be true; the chance to spend even a few more precious hours with a loved one youâd thought lost, who wouldnât jump at that chance?
His world would simply seize spinning if you were no longer in it, he canât even begin to imagine how you feel. How tormenting it mustâve been to see him everyday, a second chance dangling right in front of you, but never certain if you were to wake up back in a world where he was gone.
Youâre in his arms again in a heartbeat, one hand carding through your hair, the other rubbing soothing patterns into your back; whispering sweet little nothings into your ear as you bury your face into the crook of his neck and sob. All so much like the day you arrived and saw him for the first time, and yet⊠softer. More intimate.
You stay like this until your bawling dies down to whimpers and sniffles at which point he gingerly coaxes you to look at him.
âMilĂĄÄek, listen to me. As it stands now, you have no way of going back to your original world.â He doesnât call it your home anymore, you notice. âYou did not ask for this, you did not choose this; you had it thrust upon you while going through enough pain and grief you considered taking your own life. For the love of everything, you neednât feel guilty for wanting to use this chance to find happiness again. And you shouldnât feel guilty if you continue to do so.â Still sniffling you gently caress his face, thumbs running over his chiseled cheekbones and heart stuttering when he leans into your touch. But then you catch sight of the ring on your finger again.
âIâm not⊠Iâm not the person you married, Vik.â Unknowingly, you parrot his own thoughts back to him, but surprisingly enough, he finds he doesnât much care anymore. Heâs flabbergasted how he could ever even doubt for a second that it would matter which timeline you were originally from. Because itâs still you. Damn it all, itâs still you. âMaybe so. But Iâve seen the same kindness in you in those past few months that Iâve always known. The same wit. The same ambition and passion. All the things that made me love you in the first place. You said this gave you the chance to fall in love with me again; would you allow me the chance to do the same?â
The truth is, while you want to try and build a life here, you feel guilty. Guilty about the friends you left fighting a war. Guilty about taking over the life and joy of someone else, even if they are a different version of you. Guilty about forcing the man you love into a relationship with a person he technically doesnât even know. All these months, youâd only ever reciprocated his affections, never initiated them, had barely let him touch you at all, because youâd always felt like somehow you were coercing him into cheating on someone he actually loved. But here he is now, telling you that he wants you, this version of you, all of you. Could you really do it? Leave behind everything and everyone youâve ever known, for a chance at happiness, a fresh start? You had no guarantee that things would go smoothly in this universe either, after all. Wouldnât you just be playing pretend for the rest of your life?
âSo what, weâll just⊠pretend like itâs the first time then?â you ask, a quiet breathless laugh accompanying your question. He shrugs and smiles at you. âSomething like that. Falling in love with you again and again and again? I could imagine a worse fate.â
So could you. Much, much worse, in fact.
Your expression shifts somewhat without you even realizing and he immediately recognizes that he mustâve triggered some form of painful memory. He places tiny little kisses all over your face, murmuring apologies all the while and when you sigh in contentment it finally dawns on him that this is very much the first time youâve let yourself enjoy being close with him since you got here. He doesnât blame you; the moral dilemma that was forced on you would put anyone on edge and make them anxious about what they could allow themselves to experience without some form of consequences. He would prove to you that there would be none, heâd make sure of that; singlehandedly destroy them if they did decide to raise their ugly heads. That you didnât always need to give and give and ask for nothing in return. That you could take what you wanted and not be punished for it. Youâd taught him that after all.
âMoje svÄtloâŠ?â
Gods have mercy on your soul, you never could say no to him when he used those damn pet names on you.
You crash your lips to his, desperate and practically starved; in direct contrast to all the sweet promises and gentle reassurances you just shared, thereâs nothing romantic about it. Itâs all tongues and teeth and absolutely filthy and itâs exactly what you need right now. Your back makes contact with the door youâd been oh so insistent on walking out of not even fifteen minutes ago, that thought now the furthest thing from your mind as his hands are already under your shirt, leaving goosebumps in their wake.
Your head falls back against the worn wood with a thump as his lips find your neck, leaving marks and bruises for everyone to see and maybe the moan that escapes your throat with a broken version of his name coupled with how weak your knees already feel couldâve been embarrassing, but you donât have it in yourself to care; it feels like itâs been years since he last kissed you like this. Touched you like this. The whine of protest as he pulls back is cut short when he drops to his knees in front of you, hands on your hips to keep you in place and placing on last kiss on your stomach before he puts some distance between you both, not more than a few inches really, but still too much for your liking. One hand goes to cover his own, while the other cups his face, trying to tug him closer again, but he refuses. Brows knitting together in confusion and frustration, youâre about to ask him what he thinks heâs doing, but he beats you to it.
âI wonât go further unless you tell me you want this.â You almost laugh, because he can not be serious. How much more obvious could you be? Your own body is doing half the talking for you, really. But of course thatâs not exactly what he means. âI want you to admit to me, and more importantly to yourself, that you want this life. I want you to realize that it is perfectly alright for you to be selfish every now and again.â
His words trigger a memory from long ago, when youâd found him passed out on the desk in the lab one too many times. After youâd been done yelling at him, youâd told him that he couldnât just always give and give and give until there was barely anything left of himself. That it was okay to be a little selfish and take things for himself every once in a while.
Take your own advice, liar.
A voice somewhere in the back of your head purrs bewitchingly and itâs right. You are still lying. Not to him though - to yourself. Telling yourself that you feel guilty for wanting to stay here, when in reality thatâs how you should be feeling. But the truth, the real truth, is that youâre scared.
Scared of how little you actually care. About the friends you left fighting a war. About taking over the life and joy of someone else, even if they are a different version of you. About forcing the man you love into a relationship with a person he technically doesnât even know. You havenât truly cared about any of it from the get go; always too self righteous to admit it to yourself, though.
Practiced fingers slip from his cheek to the hair at the nape his neck and pull; he goes along willingly this time, head forced back and his eyes lock onto yours, right as fresh, hot tears start to travel down your face. But youâre done grieving; you are livid, plain and simple. âI want thisâŠâ you breathe out, so quiet he almost misses it. You donât stay quiet, though, you canât anymore, and your voice rises in volume with every sentence spoken. âI want to stay. I want a life with you. All blissful boredom and domesticity. Itâs all I ever wanted. WhyâŠ? Why was even that too much to ask?!â
He doesnât have the answer, but he does have the solution, delivered with a slight turn of his head and a kiss to your wrist.
âIt wasnât. It isnât.â
Breaths heavy and irregular, you simply take in the sight of him: all disheveled hair and kiss swollen lips, pretty blush all the way down to his neck, eyes dark and pupils blown wide, only a thin ring of gold left, looking at you so longingly, on his knees for you and you alone; like a worshipper ready to commit any atrocity for the sake and love of their god.
âYou can take what you want, andÄl. No one will punish you for it. I wonât let them.â
Angel. Oh, the irony. Irony turned certainty. Certainty turned reality.
So take you would. And you wouldnât bother looking back at the things youâd left behind.
#arcane viktor x reader#hurt/comfort#arcane#gender neutral reader#viktor x reader#arcane x reader#arcane imagine#viktor arcane#league of legends#arcane season 2#pretend like it's the first time
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Ok I'm for the Angst today.
For a little (very) angsty idea.
One day Airplane is very tired and frustrated. His work didn't become like he wanted. He had a lot of lore ideas, of relationships ideasâŠbut people wanter porn. People wanted SQQ to suffer (looks to a certain cumcumber). He ended killing or not using characters he loved (without being able to use his ideas about them). People enjoyed Luo Binghe becoming violent, sadistic, pervert (becoming a r*pist). It's not what he wanted. He wanted to write something else with his characters. He wanted another story. Not THAT. But he needed money and people wanted THAT. But he's so frustrated. His story became something he hatesâŠ.he hates what it became.
At a point, he listen a potcast about Conan Doyle and how he killed his main character to (try to) end the stories about him. Even if he failed since people wanted so much the character's return that he forced himself to find a way to make him survive and return.
And this famous day, he's so frustrated and disillusioned that he wrote about Luo Binghe's death. Like his demon blood, at a point, start to poison the human parts of his body because he's too powerful with his demon powers and he damage his body without realizing it. He writes how Luo Binghe becomes more and more tired, starts to cough blood, etc. How nothing can help him (no plants, meats, or even s*x).
He even writes lore about half demons to justify what happened. So it would no look like if he just invented it recently but had planned it. And so his bookâŠhis story, who became something he hated and was frustrated with, ended with Luo Binghe's death.
Half demons doesn't live long. Being 50/50 is dangerous.
Half Demon Body can't bear the fight between the two egal parts of his being: It's like if his own body was destroying half of his adn.
It's only happen with the Heavenly Demons. So the most powerful ones. Airplane even writes that Binghe's father never thought of the possibilty to have a child with a human so never spoke about those problems with his lover (Binghe's bio mum)
To avoid any reincarnation plot, he evens say that Binghe can't reincarne because demon reincarnation and human reincarnation are differents. And since he's 50/50, he can't use any of them.
Airplane, maybe a little drunk: Ha! fuck you! That's for have forced me to do stupid harem plot rather that all the serious and lore things that i wanted to write! You forced me torture and kill SQQ!! Well i kill Luo Binghe!
Airplane: I wish i could see Cumcumber's face when i'll publish that! In your face Hater =)
He has never the possibility to publish it (like for Shen Jiu's backstory) because he dies and is reincarnated as SQH.
He feels bad about a lot of things. Because SQQ's horrible backstory for exemple.
Everything Airplane wrote about this universe happens, right? The backstory of the characters, the deaths of certains charactersâŠexcept after Shen Yuan being sent there, things seems to change: SQQ's change of behaviour, LQG is saved, etcâŠ
But the change are not because the story is different but because Shen Yuan takes over SQQ's body. So yeah, some things become more and more differents. But others things stay the same.
And SQH realizes that nothing can change Luo Binghe's fate because he 100% wrote that NOTHING could save him and even wrote LORE to justify that nothing could save him. And that seen how everything happens sooner in this universe....
SQH: Well Fuuuuuck
SQH: âŠShould i tell Cumcumber bro?
*later*
SQQ: What do you mean, the inevitable death of Luo Binghe is coming in the future? OoO
System: Ask the author :/
#Svsss#Angsty plot bunny#airplane shooting towards the sky#SQR#SQQ#Shen Yuan#luo binghe#luo bingge#luo bingmei#shang qinghua#feel free to adopt this idea if you are inspired
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Some Ultimate G/T Favourites
I've wanted to do this ever since I saw @gullivertravelstowonderland post the idea. I added a category or two because there's some media I just had to include, but here we go:
Favourite Tiny: Spiller
This shy, wild, golden-hearted dreamboat catalyzed everything for me. I became utterly smitten at the age of nine and went on to watch him in every Borrowers adaptation everâan obsession thatâs still going strong.
Favourite Giant: Optimus Prime
I was so jealous of Shia LaBeouf back in 2007. I donât even have the toys, but Iâve consumed nearly every comic, show, and movie Optimus Fine appears in. When June Darby in Transformers: Prime says, âAnd I wore heels and everythingâ? Same, girl.
Favourite G/T Movie: Ultraman: Rising
If you havenât seen this movie yet, why are you still here? Go watch it. Itâs about a snarky, size-changing superhero who has to look after a baby kaiju. If you need more convincing, just look up a picture of Kenji Sato.
Favourite G/T Show: George Shrinks
Fellow Canadians know this was the show back in the day. Banging intro, unique plot, confident little genius of a protagonistâseriously, this kid made me covet being four inches tall like nobody else. And no, his Zoopercar was not cheating.
Favourite G/T Book: Valiant
Sarah McGuire delivers here: a host of giants, a kick-butt heroine, a villain with a superiority complex, and an attractive lord who gets injured so badly that one of the giants has to âcradle him like an infantâ to carry him to safety. Good stuff.
Favourite G/T Manga: Godaigo Daigo
For yet another story about giant heroes protecting cities from monsters, this was a pleasant surprise. Kounosuke showcases all kinds of G/T relationshipsâcoworkers, friends, parents, and romanceâand every arc absolutely slaps.
Favourite G/T Webcomic: Piper
The fact that Dr5spectre has been on hiatus for almost two years now is one of the greatest tragedies of our time. But I beg youâcheck out this comic, especially the AUs. The Goblin of Dornenholtz is so soul-filling it hurts.
Favourite G/T Song: Touchy Feely Fool
It definitely has to be AJR. Not only did I grin like a maniac when I watched the music video, but I like to think the lyrics are about a tiny person who wishes they didnât have feelings for a giant anymore but simply canât help themselves.
Favourite G/T Magical World: Roshar *Art by RocĂo Sogas
This is probably one that isnât very well known in the community, but Brandon Sandersonâs Stormlight Archive is full of great G/T moments, particularly between the main character Kaladin and his companion Syl, a shapeshifting spren.
Character I Would Like to Shrink/Grow: Loki (MCU) *Art by keiidakamya
Guys, we were robbed. Heâs literally part Frost Giant! Yes, we got a taste of it in What IfâŠ?, but imagine how the movies could have gone if this had been a form he took when he gained or lost control of himself. Robbed, I tell you.
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Ahh this was so much fun! I hope some of you feel inspired to try this; I think it would be a great way to find more quality (or not-so-quality) G/T content. Thereâs so little of it out there, after all.
#gt#g/t#gt community#g/t community#g/t talk#giant tiny#gianttiny#giant/tiny#giant#giants#tiny#tinies#size difference#i spent way too long on this post but it was worth it#hope yall find some knew favourites
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The Fade Chapter
I wish they had shown more of Emmrich getting Rook out of the Fade. Well, I assumed it was him that managed it, he is the Fade expert, that's why he joined, because that is his very specific skill.
I think it could have been a great way to really show him actively contributing to the main plot with his own specialisation, his quests are interesting but he doesnât have a big moment like Taash dealing with the Dragons or Lucanis handling the Lyrium Dagger. Just think it would have been a perfect opportunity to not just show his strength but cement Emrrich's role in all this.
I mean, breaking out of that prison was apparently something unfathomable, I like the idea that mortal beings have evolved so much since Solas's time that he couldn't conceive that there was enough talent in the world to break his prison. Not to remove credit from Rooks love and determination that got them out, but I think it would have been better to show Rook and the Companions pushing from both sides.
I really feel like some scenes were cut there...
Solas: How did you get out of the Fade?
Rook: Gestures vaguely to the pretty human man behind her, who waves politely.
#the veilguard#dragon age#da: the veilguard#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age the veilgaurd spoilers#datv#da4#dragon age veilguard#dragon age spoilers#dragon age emmrich#emmrich volkarin#the fade
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20, 22, 29 fic writer asks my senford!
anything for you zoethur <3<3
Fic Writer Asks <33
20. Whatâs a favorite title for a fic youâve written?
you can take the heart from your chest to use as a compass when you are lost (or missed connections fic) is one of my favorites!
the song that i took the lyric from fits the fic so so soooo well too. just love the song. love this fic too. y'all should give it a read if ya haven't yet <3
22. Do you know how your fic will end before you start writing?
usually! or at least, i know which direction i want it to go. like, i always know my fics will have a happy ending. but for the specifics i like for those things to kinda develop naturally as im plotting/writing.
29. Share a bit from a fic youâll never post OR from a scene that was cut from an already posted fic. (If you donât have either, just share a random fic idea you have that you donât plan on getting to.)
(the perfect question for someone who has a folder titled "scrapped bits" bc i was taught by one of my favorite college professors to never delete anything you've written bc it might be useful someday)
I don't think I'll ever post the fic i have decided to call Gonorrhea Fic but I have one scene that I edited just now for you all to enjoy <3
Steve stomps away from the counter, little white paper bag in hand.Â
The pharmacistâs âHave a nice day!â ringing in his ears like the most annoying alarm set to disturb him in the middle of a heavy sleep.Â
He pushes the clinic doors open with too much force, already clicking on Robinâs contact. It only rings once.Â
âIts fucking gonorrhea.â he rushes out as soon as she answered.Â
He props his phone up with his shoulder so he can fish around the bag for the pill bottle so he can discard his shame that is in the form of the telling pharmacy paper bag in his hand.Â
âShucks, I was rooting for an unplanned pregnancy.â Steve whines as she snorts on the other end and if Steve wasnât on the verge of tears, heâd have something snarky to say back.Â
âNo shit itâs gonorrhea! Thatâs what happens when you go around throwing your hole at anybody who even shows a vague interest in you.â Slander, Steve thinks. This is just slander.
âI only showed my hole to one guy! One hook-up! The celebratory âIâm single so letâs see some new peenâ hook-up.â About two weeks ago, Steve finally ended the weird situationship with the guy heâd been hooking up with on the regular. Regular being used loosely in this case, considering he kept ghosting, only coming out to haunt Steveâs call log any time between 11pm and 3am. But Steve was hung up and didnât want to keep being a booty call, not for someone he started to have actual feelings for.Â
âAnd then I go and pick the one who has the fucking clap!â he whisper-screams into the receiver. Robinâs hollering like a fucking hyena on the other end. He pulls the pamphlet on safe sex out of the bag, along with the orange pill bottle as he walks directly into someone, sending both of the objects flying out of his hands and onto the ground.
All of his athletic ability proving to be pointless as the stranger beats him to the pill bottle, rolling away.
Robin's laugh is the backdrop to the most embarrassing moment of his life, as the stranger (who is stupidly hot) picks up both the bottle and the pamphlet, his face screwing up into a knowing smirk.
Of course he has the most gorgeous set of brown eyes, shaggy hair not being able to cover up the notch in his brow, which is suggestively quirked up at Steve as he checks him out. Right there, no shame, in front of the damn clinic. Holding his STI meds.
"I think you're gonna need these."
Steve wishes whatever is in control of the universe would strike down and kill him, here and now.
"Thanks." He snatches his things, eyes on the ground in an attempt to hide how red he knows his face is.
Steve shoves the bottle into the pocket of his jeans, crumpling the pamphlet up in his hand as he speed-walks the hell away from the guy.
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i think one of the biggest factors for why the dynamic of tophabe is so addicting at least to me and Maybe other people who enjoy them is the way their motivations and needs as characters fit into eachother so perfectly. and i think the most basic summary of that is topher is very possessive of things and likes to be the one in control of things, and abe, while also wishing to be in a position of responsibility and authority, more often just wants to be accepted at all. any sort of relationship that topher has with anyone - apart from the bleacher creatures - is always doomed from the moment they meet because of how overbearing and entitled he is, however with abe, even after topher crossed him like he does with pretty much everyone at some point, abe holds pretty much no grudge against him because thatâs just the type of person he is. abeâs absolute biggest weakness in the entire show apart from his cluelessness and naivety, is how he doesnt stand up for himself. this is probably going to be disproven since they havenât even had a proper interaction at all since the whole thing so hold pretty much nothing to this, but not once has he said something like wait why am i talking to you?? you blackmailed me!! while talking to topher. abeâs whole thing is he never stops viewing people as his friends even when they mistreat him. once abe sees you as a friend of his thereâs almost no turning back. and while im not entirely sure what he thought of topher during the time in season 2 where they appeared to be regularly talking to eachother, that seems to still hold true with them. tldr its the same features that hinder both of them from having truly good relationships and deter other people from them that really make them click as a duo
#this ended up being way more about abe which ya know. i like that. good job me#also sorry but againâŠ.. you have no idea how much i despise the grumbles plot#not the blackmailing thing but just the fact that it had to be That topher couldve at least just convinced abe to do it with another studen#or something and i hate hate hate how intertwined it is with these two and how dirty it feels at times because of it#I Hate Tophabe I Wish It Never Happened To Me. stuffs this hastily in my drafts for a slow day#clone high#tophabe#mine
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I like the fact Tremaine's designated color is pink while Germaine's is maroon because if I draw them together it looks so bright and happy but they're in a dying world and both commit crimes many times a week just to survive. But hey, whatever.
If love is how they die, it beats starvation or injury! So letting them be codependent is like a treat almost.
#my characters#germaine and tremaine at least have each other (and kind of adopt motka as familial)#as mentioned prev with germaine who is the material wealth based layer guy#tremaine is the layer of lust and motka (who i keep mentioning) is the layer for gluttons#but while germaine is pretty much the embodiment OF being overly greedy and materialistic is incredibly rational#and while he hates it he knows when to cut a loss (item wise)#tremaine while the layer of lust and who does like the idea of having a fling has minimal desire for an actual romance#and based on the world they live in he knows its not really reasonable to expect a lot of intimacy and is mostly fine with it#but to cope with that lack of intimacy he is very touchy feely with the team including draping over his brothers back#or hugging motka whenever he wants despite germaine and motka being very much not fond of contact#to them its like ok fine tremaine is the exception but no one else can touch me#motka as the layer for gluttons is a bit different in that he is more uh.... the layer rather than the glutton#so he likes to cook and he likes to make others eat and he doesnt really eat much himself#hed rather make that someone elses joy especially since resources are hard to come by#so he acts like the group mom and germaine (as one of the oldest) is group dad and they're most of the reason why the group stays alive#also oddly enough to point out but germaine and tremaine are the only sibling layers while other layers DO have siblings#like the other oldest one has a younger sister and the team doctor guy has two younger siblings (twins)#and then the youngest member (limbo) has an older brother#so yeah i dont really know why the wellington brothers get to both be layers but theyre making it everyones problem#i really liked the cast for this plot but i dont really have much in terms of how i wanted the plot to go ?#so i dont draw them a whooooole lot but been thinking about these codependent brothers lately#and final note but motka used to have a younger sister but she died from illness which is why he is so lenient with tremaine#hes like i wish i still had a younger sibling so now you will be like my family if youd let me#and tremaine blissfully unaware for the longest time that THATS why motka is so lenient with the touching from him#its because hes more pleased by the Still Having a Sibling Aspect rather than pleased with tremaine
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me when I listen to "Say Don't Go" by t swift and imagine remadora
#remadora#THIS IS THEIR SONNNNNGGGGGGGGGG#well its more Tonks @ remus but STILL#god esp when he leaves her when he finds out she's pregnant???? im ILL#im so sorry for the person I will become when the hbo show comes out. my tiktok account WILL become an edit account#dust off the capcut app on my MacBook#all I ask is a b plot in s5 where it shows them going on espionage missions together and falling in love#and then them getting together at the end of s6 and a one off comment about them eloping in s7#at Bill and Fleurs wedding like:#âdo you ever wish we had something like this?â#âand miss out on the drunk Scottish wizards giving us vow ideas? I wouldnt trade that for the world my darlingâ or w/e
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For the wipe tag game:
May I inquire about :
The devil's due ( I have been hooked since the first chapter that u posted. It's such an interesting idea with so many possibilities)
The gentle light ( will we get more of yohan's poverty?)
Thank u, and have a nice day đ©”
Thank you so much for the ask!
The Devil's Due
Oh man, this one. I am hooked on this one too, but I keep holding it off because I know it'll be pretty long and it's also going to be pretty, uh, sexually charged? And that intimidates me x'D
But yeah, I LOVE the idea and the possibilities it offers. It's a story that would focus on Ga On and Yo Han's relationship without the power imbalance of them being chief and subordinate. That's to say that Ga On is going to be even feistier than in canon, if you can believe that. And he's going to be more aware of his sexuality and what he actually wants â or who, I guess I should say.
The main plot would really just be Ga On getting to know Yo Han â and Elijah â during different circumstances. And the biggest conflict will be the fire and whether or not Yo Han caused it, plus Yo Han trying to open Ga On's eyes to the corruption in their country. The main portion of the fic would be set a couple of years after the first chapter, and a couple of years before the start of the drama. So they're all a little less jaded and, since the situation is so different â Ga On isn't sent to spy on him, for one â Yo Han won't be as defensive. But he's obviously also going to be, well, Yo Han. He's working as a normal judge, trying not to draw too much attention to himself â biding his time for his revenge, and all that â but he would definitely not mind having some fun with the bright-eyed, reformed delinquent he saved from a life as a criminal.
As a treat.
As with many of my WIPs at the moment, this fic is mostly just a collection of lines of dialogue from various scenes, with no connecting text around them. So there are no complete snippets I can show, but I can say that the first time they do something sexual together it's because Ga On has finally had it with Yo Han's teasing and flirting and just marches into his office â at Yo Han's work, yes â and goes:
Ga On: "Fine. Let's fuck."
Yo Han, after a small pause: "Right now?"
Ga On, very scathingly: "Do you want me to schedule an appointment?"
Yo Han: "You're an absolute delight when you're angry."
There are reasons why Ga On is being so blunt, I want to point out, because he wouldn't usually be. Again: Yo Han and his manipulation tactics.
... and yes, they do have sex right then and there, in Yo Han's office. Which is one of the reasons why I'm afraid to write this. I'm way out of my depth here x'D
But I will continue eventually! I like the story way too much to give up on it :)
The Gentle Light
As for this one, I was kind of shocked to realise that I have a lot more written on chapter 2 than I initially thought. It takes place right after the first chapter, so basically Yo Han's side of the very loaded conversation that takes place during chapter 7. I've just been adding bits and pieces here and there when I've felt like it and now I have almost 4 000 words. Imagine that.
Here's a snippet!
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Yo Han slowly walked up the steps leading to Kim Ga On's apartment, his hand sliding along the railing. The metal was cold against the mess of scar tissue on his palm, sending a chill up his arm. Yo Han paid that no mind, focusing instead on taking in his surroundings. While he'd known Ga On's address ever since K did the first background check, Yo Han had never actually been to visit before.
There had never been a reason for him to â until now.
As Yo Han finished climbing the first set of stairs, his gaze swept briefly over the terrace to his left, then flicked upward, toward the rooftop. There was apparently another terrace up there, but it was dark for the time being and therefore not of much interest to Yo Han.
Instead, he turned and looked out at the surrounding buildings. The neighborhood was as run-down as he'd expected, debris littering the streets and the majority of the buildings in desperate need of repairs â some even looked abandoned. Or perhaps the owners had simply given up, choosing to huddle inside the dark, decrepit shells of what used to be their homes, waiting for the end to come. That seemed common in these parts, where unemployment and hopelessness blanketed every house and street corner, sucking the life out of those few remaining.
Yo Han could tell it hadn't always been that way, though. There were glimpses of a once lively neighborhood hiding underneath the grime and despair, the descent probably having happened slowly over time as the economy kept getting worse and worse â money getting tighter and tighter. And, eventually, whether they wanted to or not, the people had no choice but to give in.
It made sense, Yo Han supposed, for Kim Ga On to have grown up in a place like this, where he'd had to watch what he once knew wither away and fall into disrepair in front of his very eyes.
That deeply rooted disdain for the rich must have come from somewhere, after all.
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A lot of what I have so far is basically just Yo Han sauntering around in front of Ga On's apartment, observing things and drawing conclusions about Ga On. It's kind of adorable in it's own way xD But things obviously take a very dramatic turn once Ga On shows up, some of which I've shown before in snippets that you can find here.
I can't promise I'll ever post this, though, since I'd obviously have to finish it first and this is very far down on my list of priorities right now. But we'll see, I guess? If I keep chipping away at it one piece at a time, eventually it will be finished.
I hope you like it! And you have a nice day, too đ
WIP Tag Game
#Amethystina Replies#Anonymous#WIP Tag Game#Honestly#The Devil's Due lives rent-free inside my head#You have no idea how much time I've spent pondering it#And plotting the various scenes#I would LOVE to write it#But I want to at least finish the Gravitational Pull sequel first#Or sequelS to be more precise#But we'll see#God I wish I had more time to write#Because there's so much I WANT to write#But life keeps getting in the way#I am sad#:C
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uuuuuhhh no reason just wanna see the robot get preggers because nobody is really taking advantage of the narrative consequences of the robots of ULTRAKILL having fleshy bits inside them (in my humble opinion hahahaha...hahaha....hah....). Anywhosen also a sucker for general Bad End especially when it involves a psycho-sexual (breeding) binding to a greater entity but also I wanna see the murder-robot get knocked up. And the galaxy brain bit of this is instead of calming down they just get Worse.
YEAH NO ONE REALLY TAKES ADVANTAGE OF THAT. and well i mostly assumed a very small percentage of people actually want to breed the robots like that which is why.
also i don't think this as a bad end, but a bad path that can lead to some other.. inch resting things (my stupid ass is trying to craft a plot with horror and drama from this path and how it'd change the story slightly despite knowing I will never get around to writing it in fic form except tiny excerpt ideas and art)
also i have so much to say abt the 'it doesn't calm down it just gets worse' bc its So true
#kicking my legs. it sooo genuinely gets worse i think it believes its actually in âloveâ with hell. and maybe it is.#gets worse and loses itself more and more. abandon any last trace of identity that had never been regarded anyway by anyone#its easy to let something guide you and instruct you in nearly everything if it feels too painfully good? and why spend more power thinking#altho for the. plot i was conducting in my head it was msotly involving gabriel and the primes bc of an idea my friend gave me which was#that if this occurred before v1 reached the prime sanctums it could have been guided or instructed to go to the sanctums but at the time#it does its currently carrying a child and because of that both the primes and v1 itself are spared because. i dont know if i think#the kings would fight a pregnant person . i at least think sisyphus Wouldnt because wheres the fun in an opponent who appears to already#be disadvantaged. (even if it can fare just fine.)#if any friendships were able to be made (cough . i like sisyphus qnd v1 platonic and romantic) itd be kind of. sad from an outside perspect#ve to watch it deteriorate into being less of its own entity and becoming slowly just another extension of hell. even in fighting it shows.#i wish i could explain it all better#and sorry if this ask is late to be answered i was writing my rwsponse at a con LMAOOO#.txt#ask#i want to write i have no timeee no energyyy but hear me out there is potential for crazy wackjob shit#ive decided also not to kill gabriel i think i should do somethign fucked up with him and his inexperience in relationshios#i forgot who suggested he should get so desperate that he begs for hell to take him as well. (which i cant decide if it would or wouldnt bc#its kind of really funny and mean if it#says no)
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THE BEST OF PRIORITY: THE CITADEL (PART 1)
Featuring: Cmdr. Sophie Shepard, Lt. James Vega, EDI, and Thane Krios With: Flight Lt. Jeff "Joker" Moreau, Councilor Rannadril Bibsos Tembin Lesti Bensin Valern, Cmdr. Armando-Owen Bailey, and Kai Leng Kalahira, this one's heart is pure, but beset by wickedness and contention. Guide this one to where the traveler never tires, the lover never leaves, the hungry never starve. Guide this one, Kalahira, and she will be a companion to you as she was to me. Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021)
#mira makes gifs âš#sophie shepard#james vega#EDI#thane krios#jeff joker moreau#mass effect#mass effect 3#me3#mass effect legendary edition#dailygaming#priority citadel is one of my favorite priority missions in the game so itâs a fun one to gif!#i absolutely love how much thane content you get in the front end of the mission since thane is one of my favorites!#and bailey is one of my favorite npcs in the game so i adore that he gets a bit of a spotlight role in a bigger mission too!#but i will say that i do think priority citadel has some.. writing issues? to put it mildly?#i think my biggest problem is that i feel like everything with udina feels like it kinda just comes out of left field#like it feels like thereâs VERY little build up for what happens with udina being a cerberus plant#the idea is interesting!! but i wish there was much more build up for it? itâs sort of just- there for me and it just comes at you so fast#like udina had always been sort of portrayed as a kind of shifty/power hungry character (donât get me wrong)#but the cerberus plot line seemed VERY hastily thrown in and i wish there was a bit more subtle nodding to it throughout earlier missions#and i could write essays about how i wish kai leng was written better#but people who write much more eloquently than i do can put it in much better words than i can what problems there are with his writing#i think he had potential to be a super interesting character if he was introduced earlier and was much less stereotypical in form#also iâm sorry mr. leng but miranda wears the armor better (I SAID IT AND I WONT APOLOGIZE FOR IT)#the fight between kai leng and thane is *chefâs kiss* đ tho (i adore the cinematography of the shots as a video editing bitch)#ME3 has very nice fight choreography in some of the cutscenes (especially the ones with kai leng and the phantoms)#thane krios will always be my beloved and in canon he and soph develop a mutual respect over their hand to hand combat skills :)#also i forgot to say joker looking so absolutely done with everything in that first gif is me irl âš
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born to draw my ocs in a boring pose on a blank background over and over đȘ
#ghost post#art#digital art#oc#worldbuilding#diana#for anyone who remembers my only other drawing ive posted of her this is before that#i also changed her design a bit to make her more feathery#i <3 dia i wish she was more than a vehicle for someone elses backstory#WAIT WHAT AM I SAYING i forgot i have a whole side plot planned out for her#she doesnt meet the main characters (again) but she does play a big role in freeing her hometown from astras influence#ok now i gotta write that part into my timeline doc i completely forgot i had that idea
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theres something abt suzaku and lelouch that makes for really nice atmospheric dreams for me i think itâs a big part of why cg has stuck with me lolll. very fitting actually bc i originally watched it because i kept having dreams about it and got curiousâŠ
#itâs interesting to see which things i get into end up being inspiration for memorable or atmospheric dreamsâŠhxh for example i have many#fond dreams of from back when i thought about it more often and deeply and 999 i have a few dreams that stuck with me that are mostly about#the plot or events of the game rather than the characters like usual#as well as being about pretending i donât know everything about the characters and events to blend in with the cast lolll#but dungeon meshi which i like about a thousand times more than cg hasnât had that many great dreams so far#i can only think of one thatâs really stuck with me although i have definitely had dm ish dreams and i remember them#maybe itâs just because i only read it about 3 months ago now but still itâs interesting to me#pip speaks#dream diary#oh btw the one that stuck with me was basically pov youâre kabru working as a server at a cafe where they arrange desserts in front of you#and having to figure out whos order was whose based on observing the guests. it was very fun like the restaurant video games i used to play#and senshi was the owner of the restaurant giving kabru tips since he was new#i wish i could share the vivid dream/good dream memory ability bc whenever i talk about it ppl are like yeah i donât dream or#i donât dream about characters i like. and i really like when it happens so i want more people to be able to do it. sadly i have no idea how
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XU LI YIFEI LILI, PERFORMER. ENCHANTED WAVES SANCTUM
she is a girl, just like the rest. her father sees her as such. no different than the others, just like the others, one more daughter to add to the his master plan. her father lacks nothing: daughters, wealth, nor ambition. she was just another one to be used for their fatherâs egostistic power play. her father, the founder of a well-known informant guild, had married into her motherâs noble family. the li family were well suited to his claims for power: they had both wealth and influence, built from years of triumph and trust; desirable attributes that only aided in her fatherâs ambitions.
pretty and quiet, this is your cross to bear. one of seven daughters, she is not the eldest, not the youngest, she is just a daughter â pretty and quiet, taught the bare minimum, ready to be sold off like cattle to the highest bidder. sheâs seen it happen four times already in her twenty-three years. does she yearn for more? perhaps â thereâs no other life sheâs known except the one sheâs seen within the walls of the li estate. outside was unheard of â a life she could only revere in her dreams. and in her dreams, the outside world is beyond the chains that hold her in this hell she calls home. ( it is why, when she gets her first taste of freedom; stowing away in the servants' cart had been deplorable but thrilling, all the same, she wonders why had she waited so long to take a step out )
death becomes you. tw: sibling death, death by childbirth. her second eldest sister dies in childbirth. itâs an awful affair â the man was thirty years her senior and had left his wife to die as he held his newborn in his hands. to his dismay, the babe is also a daughter. promised a son, despite the self-evident reality that the li family found their luck in their daughters, he comes to her father with an ire to burn and an even more appalling offer. from this blasphemy comes yifeiâs worst nightmare come to life.Â
she is just a girl, just like the rest, part two. sheâs known since she was five who she was to marry. it had been engrained into her memory with each waking moment and with every trivial interaction. her marriage had been decided for her and whether it be by the grace of god or not, at least, yifei didnât dislike him. it is only when her sister dies does lili finally see the monster in her father. he is not only calculating, he is also heartless. her sisterâs husband wished to replace her â with yifei. a payment for the defective wife he had lost. the night lili learns of this truth, is the night that changes everything.
death becomes you, part two. tw: murder, death by arson. she hadnât meant for it to happen. at least â not in the way it did. she was to leave the estate in a fortnight, to depart for her new husbandâs home and be his wife, bear his children and maybe, live the life her poor sister should have breathed. this is what should have happened. but suddenly the main hall is engulfed in flames and only yifei is there to watch it fall, ashes to ashes. ( she doesnât remember how she gets out, had someone helped her? had she run off on her own? all she knows is by the time the pocket realm opens up, sheâs on the run and suddenly her face is plastered all over posts within the district )
on the run: she is just a girl, unlike the rest, reprise. she changes her name. relinquishes claim of her sisters â prays that they had made it out alive, unlike her bastard of a father â but itâs too late, her new life had begun. a performer in the enchanted waves sanctum was not what she had always dreamed of but surprisingly it was better than what she had always known, if one could believe it. at least it was until one day she chances her face, its distinctive features all dressed up in charcoal, nailed to the post and a fear strikes her. the pocket realm hadnât been her first choice but it had been the best one at the time. if she was on the run, there was no way they could find her from within, right? she could only hope.
#lgc:gyeseung#/ does it make sense probably not i had an idea but it was not well executed in writing rip#/ i wish i didnt procrastinate bc i would have loved to flesh it out more with plots but alas that did not happen rip x2
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Btw ik it's been a rlly long time since I've updated the a day in the life of mark fanfic (it's been 1 month and 5 days) but I'm fr working on it alr it's just cuz writers block + imposter syndrome + the first few chapters after chapter 10 being the most confusing ass chapters ever n I'm still tryna figure out out to do the pacing of them n stuff. I'm rlly genuinely sorry it's taken this long I didn't think that would happen it was only supposed to be like a 2 week break. So yeag I'm really sorry about that
#an_theduckin#Im working on it i promise#its just taking so long#also initially i only had until like. chapter 10 planned and a few vague ideas for the future chapters#so now i had to pull stuff outta my ass to make the plot lines connect n shit#i thimk its coming along nicely but its so disorgamised rn so yeag#also im a perfectionist n lately everything i write/draw just SUCKS ass for some reason so yea i judt never get stuff done#it sucks so much i wish i could just fuckimg be normal#im trying i really am#im sorry i cant be more /gen#also i think this series will be like. never ending#like a slice of life series. i even updated that tag into that series#so yeah thats fun#i just never wanna see it end. it would completely break my heart#ik itll end eventually but yea#if u read it this long than um. thank you ig#i really need a hug rn haha#my rants#ashur gharavi#twomp#mark and friends#my text posts#ao3 fanfiction#ao3 writer#writers on tumblr
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