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#it really just feels like there's no point#my life feels devoid of love and affection#im trapped in a cage of obligations i didnt ask for#that im not prepared for#that im practically refused the help i need for#i wish i could just run away#go anywhere#find someone who loves me#but that place doesnt exist either#so whats the point#why bother#im sorry
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This made me think of Dust and Swap leaving their respective theaters at the same time, halfway through the movie, to buy an extra refill of popcorn.
My mind has nothing concrete but something tells me it could be an interesting conversation ╮(. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)╭ (maybe also a little awkward?)
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Chaotic duo ♡
#zu art#comic#submission#ask#swap!sans#murder!sans#killer!sans#horror!sans#dream!sans#ink!sans#undertale#undertale au#utmv#barbenheimer#I should've been working on other things BUT I couldn't resist such a cool idea!! XD#(thank you so much for inspiring me <3)#Hear Me Out... murderswap as ''I know you're not who they think you are so show me your other side'' ♡#I wish they could just run away together heheh (ㅅ´ ˘ `)#can't wait to draw MORE of them ///#my headcanon is that Murder doesn't often say something out loud because of his taciturnity#so most of the time he ''swallows'' words and gives out just fragments#thank you guys a lot for 15 600+! (*ﾟ∀ﾟ*)
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Willow (2022) - 1x01 - “She'll feel like I'm abandoning her when she needs me the most.”
#willowedit#willow 2022#kit tanthalos#jade claymore#ruby cruz#erin kellyman#willow 1x01#tanthamore#femslash related stuff#look at them just slow dancing like they do it all the time!#kit really being like it's fine I can get married as long as you're there#and thinking of them as a combined entity ''our life''#it's only when she realizes that jade will be gone that she starts fully lashing out and full on running away#in that sixth gif she hasn't really taken it in yet and still grasping for a way for it to not happen#and then finally stopping when jade says she got an exception#which! she's actually so proud of getting that first ever exception and wants kit to be proud too#but of course it's all caught up in this marriage situation and what's worse jade seemingly abandoning her#I kinda wish I was caught up with y'all so I could be discussing whatever their current angst is but then I'd never gif these I know :x
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if chibnall was the one writing this season you lot would be talking VERY differently
#anti rtd#oomfs ur so right#s14 is the kinda mid that people think his era was#and yet#you throw in that razzle dazzle written by rtd and all of a sudden there's no criticisms!#or worse somehow#is how its a polite and gentle reframing of chibs criticism#like with him it was hey he ate this singular one thing But I KNOW CHIBS IS BAD HE'S TERRIBLE DONT WORRY I KNOW IT#and with rtd its oh i disliked this nonsensical and objectively bad writing but ummm guys i lOVED LOVED everything else i swear#its soooooooooooooOOOOOOOOO#it must be studied#but i knew yous were a lost cause when we had 14/15 running around calling men hot bc yes totally something the doctor just does#not ooc at allllll#bc this is how we know the doctor is queer now guys#dont you know it#i have like a million other complaints i miss being like oh hey that was mid/bad and moved on with my life 😭😭#god i think 13 era killed me bc now i do care about u hypocritical losers#rip 15ruby i wish i cared and that you had any development#ncuti millie i would like to hang out with you though#15 maybe you'll cry less next season so that the emotional scenes have impact perhaps 🙏🏾🙏🏾#ramblings of an insomniac#god i just remembered the whole real mum antics#fuck i need to go i gotta go!!!!#ps the ncuti conundrum where he's the most charismatic dr in nuwho whilst also being the worst actor is driving me nuts#idk if its the characterisation or his lack of ability in creating that inner psychology that connective tissue between his louder acting#which he's great at btw!#idk maybe that one monologue in boom made me go yes okay here we goooo#but then every other moment has been like hmmmnnnmtgodhd okay whateve#i think he needed more acting prep before he got this role bc he's got Something he could be Great but the subtle stuff is lacking#sooo hoping he can grow into that but it's giving perfect actor wrong time.... and if ur white ur not allowed to agree with me shush go away
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Really love the vibe of the first-person cutscenes/sections, feels like something straight out of an ENA animation.
What the fuck man?
#who writes instruction like that?!#(it wasn't actually hard to follow but i did have to write down the order)#enjoying the game so far :)#only played like 2 and a half hours but I may resume later just cause i'm invested now#its pretty inventory screen-heavy but i expected that#controls are pretty good for a horror game (clunky enough to add tension but not to the point of being obnoxious)#only real nitpick is that i wish you could peak through doors to know if an enemy is standing right next to it#i mean yeah i get it its a horror game it would probably break the tension#but having to run in and out of doors until an enemy is far enough away to shoot/evade can be mildly annoying at times#ramblings#signalis
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HEY HI HELLO I MADE A DRAWING
I haven't drawn for more than five years and I've never used watercolors (and oil pastels, for that matter) so I'm going to throw it in here and do what you want with it.
BE LENIENT PLEASE I AM SENSITIVE 🥲
Here I draw the husband ✏️
#my drawings#what have i done#i wish i could run#away from this ship going under#okay no srsly#i did it in just an hour and a half because i had nothing to do#i know the shadows are wrong etc etc#but in the end i take it as a small personal accomplishment because i haven't drawn in a very long time#my high school teacher would be happy that i resumed#blaine would not be too happy in knowing that i ruined his beautiful face 😔
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actually while I'm thinking about All The Ways School Wrongs You. fuck the whole seven classes shit they make you do in like what. middle school?. do you know how many times i cried bc I couldn't find a room number. how many nightmares i had about that same scenario
#i was one of them low income families so i got free lunch ✌️ fucking hated having to run to the cafeteria so i had a chance to eat at all#bc my class before it was too far away for me to just Walk#& then in highschool when it was just four classes it was the same shit. a lot of panicking &crying every quarter when we got new schedules#STILL had nightmares abt not being able to find my classes#only saving grace schedule wise was theatre class it was right next to the cafeteria and turned out to be very fun#only other saving grace everithing-else wise was that my friends were there i miss them i wish we could hang out again#words from the monarch
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And I wish there was something more than this
Saturated loneliness
#bsd#bsd dazai#dark era dazai#bsd fanart#bsd osamu dazai#“hey guys!” *drops this and runs away*#my fanart#AND I WISH I COULD FEEL IT#AND I WISH I COULD STEAL IT#ABDUCT IT#CORRUPT IT#BUT I NEVER CAN IT'S JUST#SATURATED LONELINESS#/lyr#tw blood
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"snuff" by sli.pknot is such a loumand song
#loumand#can't even pick lyrics they all fit so much#especially from Louis' POV#''you sold me out to save yourself''#''love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again''#''you run away you are all the same''#''I only wish you weren't my friend so I could hurt you in the end''#''Save your breathe I will not hear I think I made it very clear''#''you couldn't hate enough to love is that supposed to be enough?''#okay I will write the whole damn song
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Going to disappear for a few days I think.
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i saw you were reposting some of the SU videos you had made and i was wondering if you could repost the Sky Full Of Song one? it was one of my favorite edits ever and i had been wondering what had happened to it/if it had been copyright claimed
Sky Full of Diamond Song
You heard something--from the sky, a sound… a song?
man, I didn't even know this one had gotten blocked, haha. QuQ Here you go, anon!
#Steven Universe#Splickedyvids#SU#Rose Quartz#Pink Diamond#Pearl (SU)#Amethyst (SU)#Garnet (SU)#Greg Universe#I still always think ''Be careful oh my Diamond'' when she says ''Be careful oh my darling''#I do really like this one#a meditation on the nature of Pink running away and why.... 'i'm so tired now' and then 'leave me where I lie' (aka: in my son)#it's escapist! it's selfish! it's also a really understandable way for a character arc to progress anyway here's this lol#VERY proud of the various refrains of 'I want you so badly but you could be anyone' haha#such a theme in her relationships agh#man I wish tumblr didn't always manage to like just slightly mess up my timing
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I'm rewatching Buffy the series (S3E2) and I hate everyone but Buffy in this episode
Long ass Buffy rant under cut 😗✌🏾
No Joyce, Buffy can't just tell a few people she's the slayer for superhero benefits. She fights monsters nightly, she travels to different realms, she gets prophecies of her death. SHE HAD DIED. SHE JUST KILLED HER (low-key pedophilic) BOYFRIEND. SHES NOT A SUPERHERO, SHES TRAUMATIZED.
Yes Willow, we know you've been thru some things and you're experiencing new things (witchcraft, werewolf boyfriends, slaying vampires) that you want to share with you bestie, but again, SHES BEEN THRU A LOT TOO. Plus, both you and Joyce wanna act like nothing happened bcuz you want to "go back to normal", but nothing was ever normal
So, when y'all throw a whole ass rave AT HER HOUSE, WITHOUT her knowledge, RIGHT AFTER she got home and she feels like a burden and she's expressed feeling avoided, y'all can't get mad when she gets overwhelmed and feels abandoned and reverts to her old trauma response of running away; when she tries to communicate (which y'all seem to lack the capability) that she feels like no one really wants her back and everyone seems to be fine without her, YALL HAVE NO RIGHT TO CHOOSE THAT MOMENT TO SNAP
THE ONLY ONE WITH THE RIGHT TO SNAP IN THAT MOMENT IS BUFFY, AND THE FACT THAT SHE WAS REALLY FUCKING PATIENT AND REALLY FUCKING NICE TO YALL INCONSIDERATE ASSHOLES SHOWS SHE'S THE ONE ACTUALLY TRYING.
YALL. ARE. FUCKING. NOT
#honorable mention to xander not respecting buffy's wishes to reacclimate at her own pace#always hated that fucker#hes such a incel#honorable mention to that one bitch that was friends with Joyce#the fact that you kept joking about her running away (which you know jackshit about) even when she was clearly uncomfortable is so bitchy#i was okay will giles#hes the only one who gave Buffy the right amount of angst but alos welcome#who let her move at her own pace#who didnt feel the need to being up her running away in every damn sentence#who attempted to make her feel home WITHOUT OVERSTEPPING BOUNDARIES#AND BACKED TF OFF WHEN SHE SEEMED UNCOMFORTABLE#i love Giles <3#and then there was Oz#he was just kinda there#neutral party#i liked hes nails this episode#buffy the vampire slayer#buffy summers#buffy season 3#rupert giles#joyce summers#willow rosenberg#xander harris#oz#they could never make me like you xander#they can never make me hate you runaway!buffy <3
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!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#A great episode tbh especially given the low budget. I feel like they really did their very best#And even though what I'm going to say next is probably going to be all critic - because I nitpick things and that's what I always end up–#talking about - I still want to underline that it was a very solid and enjoyable episode!!!#Alright the ss/kk was so 💞💞💞 every scene I had to rewatch twice or thrice akhscbashfb they're so cute!!!#Except for the riding scene tho. That scene gives me massive second hand embarrassment every time I just wish it will end as fast as–#possible pffttt. Mmmmhhh... The drawings weren't even too bad all accounted. My main complain is about the quicksand scene...#I feel like that one should be a slow quiet emotional scene. I never licked the choice of using the song as background soundtrack :/#I feel like it ruins the mood of the scene (it was still good though)#I also... Generally don't like the direction they seem to go for with Akutagawa's character in the anime‚ he seems quite a bit flatter–#compared to how he is in the manga. He can't be angry and evil ALL the time you need to show that softness get through from time to time.#If not what even is the point of his character. Yet in the anime he's angry (and not distraught) when he loses the mine craft and he's–#angry when he's questioning Atsushi about his motifs and he's angry when he's bragging about Atsushi's abilities to Goncharov and he's–#angry when he makes the promise with Atsushi at the end of the episode and eventually he'll be just as angry even when telling Atsushi–#to run away as he's sacrificing his life for him. It is pretty flat at the end of the day.#If I can say something about K/ensho Ono without being killed I think they do contribute to making him feel angry all the time.#But that said it's all probably poor directing choices (or simply choices I don't agree with).#Also‚ about cuts. Usually I try to be lenient about it– I understand it's hard to fit in everything and b/sd already does a very–#good job by adapting the manga almost panel-by panel. It's just that... You skip Akutagawa showing compassion for Atsushi after the–#orphanage director died. You skip Atsushi sharing the same compassion when Akutagawa loses his targed in the mines chase. You skip the–#“Nothing special about that. // I suppose he's far crueler than my own mentor.” line. And sure each of them may be negligible by their own#But together they wave a consistent web of relationship between the two characters you know? And it's a loss to omit them all#Well no mind. Again it was still a great episode overall!!!!#I think the colors in the mines could have been prettier in the mines but we can't have it all#Off to season 4!!! Omg I can't believe we got this far :DDD#random rambles#FINALLY was able to catch up in time for the season 3 finale!!!!!!
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Given how Adam's scar isn't stretched or distorted, he was probably branded as a late teen
#rwde#third times the fucking charm hopefully!!!#working on the essay again and went down a bit of a rabbit hole in regards to the scar#went too realistic bc they obvs just colorpicked zukos scar so its impossible to figure out how old it is based on looks#zukos scar was 2 years old iirc so it could be the same for adam#tho that would mean he's only been free for 2 years. and considering shawluna claim 2 years have passed since the start of rwby...#ooth comic blake meets adam a year prior to her sneaking out for missions - a fun contradiction to her wholesale running away in the show#also an impossible one unless she can teleport between menagerie and vale but WHATEVER#rwby: where canon is made on the fly and consistency doesnt matter#anyway that scar is at least 3 years old by v6#still means that adam spent most of his life a slave and the last 2 years of it under cinder/salems thumbs#boy had maybe a whole year of freedom and he spent it fighting for faunus right#god i wish crwby had actually respected and been curious abt the character they created he could have been SO FUCKING GOOD#HOW DO YOU FUCK UP SUCH A JUICY CHARACTER CONCEPT I AM AND FOREVER WILL BE LIVID
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I’m so used to action games that I saw one of the cute foxes in Palia and immediately tried to attack it.
#i was just curious!#i wish i could interact with them i would go around petting all the foxes#but they just run away
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not even gonna tag this properly bc i don't wanna get Involved but i do have some Thoughts i need to get out into the void so here we go
(aaa quick edit: CW for mention/discussion of Boothill leaks)
#today's gone Badly and i'm upset but instead of venting abt it i'm gonna channel that energy into doing a bit of tag rambling abt Boothill#well. less abt Him and more abt uh. self-analyzing my anxiety surrounding contributing to fandoms. he's just today's catalyst#like. i know it's mostly a me thing. i'm hypersensitive to criticism and very conflict avoidant + socially anxious + perfectionistic etc.#so I'm the one that keeps myself from posting more stuff out of fear of being criticized or called-out for what i've made#bc inevitably Someone's gonna see it and think its OOC or a problematic take or they'll misread my intent. etc etc what have you#but like. that's inevitable. there's no way to communicate every single thing with all of the nuance required to avoid misunderstandings#and other times it's not a misunderstanding it's just a difference of opinions and that's Fine!! there's no accounting for personal taste#there's no accounting for several things actually. taste‚ bias‚ lore-knowledge‚ differing levels of chronic-online-ness‚ etc#so this isn't me complaining abt the state of fandom culture (although i do think. sometimes. ppl take shit a bit too seriously)#but anyways all of this is mostly just anxiety-fueled. it's not like i very often actually even receive negative feedback or anything#if anything ppl tend to tell me that i'm overthinking it and killing my own fun and worried that my stuff is more OOC than it is#which like. yeah. Yeah u right :) but that's just the way that i am! always losing the idgaf war i suppose#anyways what's Boothill got to do w this ur wondering. well. i've been thinking abt the quickly emerging concept that he's illiterate.#and it just. has me feeling a lot of ways. and watching ppl disagree over it has me feeling some Bad ways. bc it's def a loaded topic!#if you'll pardon the pun there. and i don't rlly have anything new to add other than that i'm conflicted abt it.#like yeah i saw the leaks days ago. of him mentioning 'not hitting the books' much as a child when we ask him why he sends voice messages#or voice Transcriptions ig. ykwim. and like. *braces for impact* ...i liked it? like. it doesn't feel right to call it endearing#i'm not trying to infantilize him. ok that's not the right word either but ugh. you know? what i mean?? who am i kidding even i don't know#it's not quite right to say that it feels like Representation either. but it's something close i guess#as a southern person myself who didn't receive a 'complete' education due to factors that weren't to do with my intelligence#the concept of seeing him as a capable force to be reckoned with and respected who also happens to have not received much formal education#i like that. i do. but there's so many issues w it at the same time. like. as i said‚ being southern myself has me Wary of the way Hoyo is-#writing him. as well as of the way that the fandom is taking the bits of his lore and running away w them. and i'm Very aware of how ppl-#will see a southern character and be All Too Eager to agree that they're lacking intelligence based on our Redneck™ stereotype#sigh. and before we even go too far with this. it's not even confirmed that hes completely illiterate. which is a valid criticism i've seen#there's Multiple reasons that could make him prefer voice to text. but regardless. i'm just worried that ppl will misconstrue my intentions#like. example: that edit i made the other day of him saying 'no thanks i can't read'. wasn't me playing into the stereotype of-#'haha dumb country boy can't read!' it was. in my eyes. something he'd say as a joke to make light of a potential insecurity#like. i think there's far more depth to Boothill's character if ppl could look past the surface. and i dont wanna contribute to the problem#but sometimes ppl Will have stereotypical traits and i wish the same could apply to characters as long as it's done Thoughtfully.
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