#i wish i could breathe
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Getting sinus issues and sore throat in autumn/winter be like is it:
The cold air affecting my shitty respiratory system
The fact my work has 30% humidity rn affecting my shitty respiratory system
The air quality/pollen/pollution affecting my shitty respiratory system
Maybe forgetting to take my meds for my shitty respiratory system
My shitty respiratory system in general
I actually finally caught a cold this time
And then you spin the wheel and "slept with your head at the wrong angle" comes bursting through the wall like the Kool aid man and beats you to a pulp while your family watches on in horror.
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I hate feeling like my art is worthless
I hate that I have to force purpose into my life to feel I am worthy to others
I have little patience left for school and I’m terrified of life outside my bubble
My privileges cannot shield me from the acid of living in this life
I am tired, I put the brass bull back down
I will stand up and lay back down
No melatonin tonight, family reunion tomorrow
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What's it like?
To want to wake up..
To feel like you aren't a burden or a bother to everyone you know?
To not think about your body and how much you've hated every aspect of yourself since before you were old enough to even leave home and go to school?
To not be the fattest of your siblings even tho you're the youngest?
What's it like to be able to see yourself through non disordered eyes??
What's it like to not overthink every fucking word you're gonna say before you say it just so you can spare everyone else's feelings but your own??
What's it like to have parents who actually wanted kids??
What's it like ? Being trusted around weapons? And around the med cabinet? And the bathroom in general?
What's it fucking like???
What's it like?
What is it like to want to fucking exist??
Please for the love of fuck please someone answer any of these questions genuinely I want to know what it's like before I die.
Please I want to at least feel good through other people..
#ed shitpost#@na motivation#⭐️rving#i just want to be thin#depressed#depression#really wanna fucking die#whats it like to not fail at everything even your own death?#rant#sad shit#i wish i could breathe#just let me the fuck go#4na rant#depressed rant#somebody kill me please#i wanna die#i wanna scream
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I'm alive I'm alive I'm alive
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A bitter sweet memory ❤️
Pre-Calamity flashback panel from my Zelink comic. Work in progress.
#my art#zelink#cue Muse's “Endlessly”#breath of the wild#loz fanart#legend of zelda#pre calamity#zelda fanart#zelda#tears of the kingdom#princess zelda#botw#the ANGST#They were both under so much pressure#unrequited love#link x zelda#Link secretly loving Zelda in silence while she “hated” him hdgsjsgjds#Link accepts being Zelda's punching bag. He understands her anxiety...#If he can be a safe space for Zelda to lash out#so be it T_T#Obviouly he wished things could be different hjdhjknhsjscu#sheik fangirl is making a Zelink comic#I'm trying to finish it but i want it to be perfect and special#sheik fangirl
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Normal boy spotted.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#wen wing#wen remnants#Wen ning#This scene felt like a bit of a fever dream. We have (with little to no comedic exaggeration):#1) WWX whistling and somehow summoning not one but several horses to his side.#2) meeting the surviving Wen sect members who insist on not leaving Wen Ning behind.#Only for it to cut back to Wen Ning ripping a guy in half. (Not pictured here. I tried so hard but I could not make it look good).#Personally I feel like we moved on way too fast from the horse thing. Where did they come from? WWX couldn't have brought them.#He *just* found out there were more people left behind.#So...are the from the Jing sect? Are these disloyal horses? Or does WWX have incredible animal charisma skills?#It feels a bit like a DND player asked to call in some horses and the DM said 'Sure if you roll well enough' and it was a natural 20.#Maybe this is just my own envy cutting through. God damn I wish I could whistle and summon a horse to my side whenever I needed to.#I know I should not be so hung up on the horses. But my brain is cooked. I have been so sick.#The kind of sickness that makes it hard to breathe. Or think. Or have any energy at all.#I wish I had good commentary to write here. I just...really want a nap. And for October to restart to make up for all the lost time.#Thank you all for being so kind and patient once again. It truly means a lot.
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how about a slice of pie?
#lokius#lokiedit#mcuedit#marveledit#lokitvedit#lokitv#lokitvsource#marvelgifs#mcugifs#mcu gifs#marvel gifs#loki laufeyson#mobius m mobius#loki tv#loki series#loki disney+#loki season 2#the way loki scrunches his face in agreement#also the multiple deep breaths that mobius has to take to calm himself i---#can't believe we're gonna get more of this scene soon i'm so excited i could cryyyyyy#okay but loki doesn't actually like (or really eat) the pie but he does it for mobius#and yes mobius is a stress eater and uses food for comfort (always has always will)#but now he gets to eat with loki's company#gosh i love just how well loki knows mobius#'are you okay? i've never seen you like this before.'#knowing that pie will help#wish i could be normal about them#(no i don't)#mine: gifs
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I feel bad for neglecting Hazel so much, I do have many thoughts about her.. and also a mermaid au that im probably not going to do anything with
#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#hazel wells#fop hazel#fop dev#dev dimmadome#art#digital art#doodles#I wish Hazels parents were more flawed tbh...#Like I get why they wanted to have them be good rep so that young people could know what a good family is supposed to look like#but it felt like every time there was an opportunity to have them do something genuinely flawed-#they would perfectly sidestep it before it even became a problem#I really enjoyed the first episode because it showed a hint of a very unique emotional issue Hazel had related to having a therapist mother#The idea that she has to be mature all the time#constantly living around therapy speak makes her feel like she isnt allowed room to breathe#Feeling unable to express her emotions without someone there giving advice that she isnt ready for yet#just small things!#She feels so pressured to be emotionally mature all the time BECAUSE she gets praised for it#maybe im projecting everyone always tell me I was so mature for my age...#But like I really really wanted to see that from her!!#And then after that episode it doesnt even come up again#The only other episode that features the moms job as a conflict is the one where she wants to spend more time with her#which is a fine conflict I guess but it still ends with her saying all the perfect things#I wanted Markus to be more of a genuine threat too. even if he didnt actually do anything having him be more looming would have been nice#I feel like they mostly forget hes a para scientist most of the time idk.#I just felt like his interactions could have been more unique#Maybe he will be in future seasons idk
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Tim unconsciously sending/showing signals of his feelings for Lucy
#jesuis-assez edits: chenford#jesuis-assez edits: chenford multi#Or rather Tim's body responding to what his mind has not yet caught up with and his actions showing/ revealing#his feelings in full display. Or rather Tim's mind suppressing what he doesn't want to acknowledge#Tim closing the door to the possibility of having developed feelings for Lucy while she was his rookie or rather ..#Tim not thinking of Lucy in that light as she was his rookie but feeling so much for her and not understanding what he was feeling.#Because this is uncharted territory for him. This feels different. What he feels for her and what she has given him.#Or rather Tim needing to be in control and how he couldn't control his heart letting Lucy in.#Or rather allowing Lucy to take space in his heart gradually until she covers it completely with her love and kindness#and not realising just how deeply he had fallen for her. How she came to be this important person in his orbit#How she came in his life and changed it for the better. How she was his rookie and his friend and how this one person could mean so much#and how he can't bare to lose her.#How little control he had over how he feels for her and how he came to accept and embrace that#how the entire foundation they built was worth risking and exploring to him#because how could something so beautiful not be?#*takes a breath * ok. I wish I could convey all of this more eloquently but my brain is just not having it.
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hands you a kagehina beauty and the beast au
#not that i care but they fit a batb au so well and im normal about it#kageyama is a crow thing. crow creature. of course. naturally.#person who thinks they are impossible to love vs person who does so like its breathing yup yup#e#god i wish i could put them in my mouth and chew them.#kagehina#kghn#haikyuu#kageyama tobio#hinata shoyuo
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Wild and Twilight dancing Naatu Naatu, as promised. Drawn on streaming.
#Link#Twilight Princess#Breath of the Wild#Tears of the Kingdom#botw#totk#Lu twilight#Twilight lu#Wild lu#lu Wild#linked universe#I wish I could impress upon you how hard Twilight's whole design it.#like damn.
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when i was a kid i fell in love with dandelions. when i told my parents, they said they were just weeds, not flowers at all. i was always upset on the dandelions behalf- why didnt people love them too? why were they a problem when they were just as pretty?
#this story reminded me of roxas so i wanted to draw him with dandelions#this is a true story though lol#idk if this is a thing other kids did but#when we were in elementary school everyone would get excited for spring because of dandelions#we would make competitions of who could blow off the most seeds in one breath#and we called them wish flowers because you were supposed to make wishes on them when you did#but your wish would only come true if you could blow them all off at once#anyways yeah i love dandelions#i was always so pissed abt people not respecting dandelions#people never listened to me when i tried to argue on their behalf#i think it only made me love them more lol#doodles#roxas#kingdom hearts
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a quick doodle, dreaming of gamedev ..
#ganondoodles#art#original art#doodle#i have the beginning sequence in mind so clearly#hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#sometimes i wish i could stop thinking about certain things#so i dont waste time and energy on things that arent achieveable for me#not meaning it like self ... making myself look bad or sth#but a somewhat scaled down breath of the wild is not something i can ever make lol#the summer games fest reawakened those dreams again
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When your disciples make you wanna drink but you’re a monk
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#wow a double post today#yeah I was waiting for my laptop to charge lol#I just KNOW that sometimes xuanzang wishes he could have a drink the way his disciples act in public#guys please stop terrorizing the locals we need to go get our passport approved#ma’am I’m so sorry I know they look scary I swear they don’t bite without provocation#most of the time he says under his breath#rip xuanzang you woulda loved child leashes#being a single mom is hard#especially when your three children are centuries old yaoguais who have the power to kill you if they accidentally pat you too hard#and let’s not even TALK about the eldest kid#journey to the west#jttw tripitaka#xuanzang#digital art#my art#journey to the west fanart#figures as soon as I sit down to work my computer dies#how can I work when even the universe is telling me to slack off 🫶
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"Air that I breath"
Lilia Calderu x reader
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Hurt/comfort songfic
It was in the dead of night when Lilia Calderu felt it: the deep, gut-wrenching sensation of something wrong. She had just started to drift into a peaceful sleep beside you, her soulmate, the woman who made her heart whole again after centuries of solitude. Yet, the moment she closed her eyes, she sensed something within the bond between you two shatter like glass.
In that split second, memories of the trial on the Witch's Road���the trial that nearly took her life—flooded her mind. The fear. The pain. The moment you thought you had lost her forever. It was that same feeling that tore through your heart every time you relived the nightmare of that day, the agony of thinking Lilia had fallen, that she was gone, and that your bond was broken.
Lilia opened her eyes, instantly aware of your distress, her heart pounding. She reached over to your side of the bed and found you tangled in the sheets, your body trembling and tears streaking down your face.
“Y/N,” she whispered urgently, her voice thick with concern. But you didn’t stir. You were lost in the nightmare, the horrors of that moment still clawing at your consciousness.
"Please... don't leave me..." you whimpered, your voice raw, your body writhing as if you were reliving that devastating moment.
Lilia’s heart clenched in her chest. It was always the same: the day you thought she was lost to you. The moment her fall on the Witch's Road had shattered both of you, the connection between your souls broken by the terror of losing each other. She had returned, but the damage of that fear still lingered in the quiet hours of the night.
Desperate to calm you, Lilia leaned forward and gently brushed the hair from your damp forehead. Her hand softly traced your cheek, the touch tender, loving, grounding.
"Y/N, love, it’s me," she whispered, her voice steady but filled with the deepest affection. "I’m right here. I’m not going anywhere. Please wake up for me, love."
But still, you tossed and turned, trapped in the endless cycle of your nightmare. Lilia's heart shattered at the sight of you suffering, your pain echoing in her chest like a wound that wouldn’t heal.
Without thinking, Lilia pulled you into her arms, cradling your shaking form against her. She whispered to you, but the words didn’t seem to reach you. Her touch, though soft, wasn’t enough to break the hold of the nightmare. That’s when Lilia knew what she had to do.
She closed her eyes and drew a deep breath, summoning the song that had always calmed both of you, the lullaby that had healed the broken pieces of your hearts during darker times.
She softly began to hum the first few notes, the melody flowing effortlessly from her lips.
"If I could make a wish I think I'd pass
Can't think of anything I need
No cigarettes, no sleep, no light, no sound
Nothing to eat, no books to read
Making love with you
Has left me peaceful warm and tired
What more could I ask
There's nothing left to be desired
Peace came upon me and it leaves me weak
Sleep, silent angel go to sleep"
The song had always held a special place between the two of you. Every time Lilia sang it, it was like a bridge between your souls, reconnecting the pieces of your hearts that life and time had pulled apart. The softness of her voice, the power in the simple words, had a way of calming your spirit, reminding you that you were never truly alone.
Slowly, as she continued to sing, you began to settle. The tremors in your body lessened, the nightmare’s grip weakening with every note she sang. Lilia held you close, her voice soothing as she continued with the next lines.
"Sometimes all I need
Is the air that I breathe
And to love you
all I need is the air that I breathe is to love you
all I need is the air that I breathe
And to love you
Making love with you
Has left me peaceful warm and tired
What more could I ask
There's nothing left to be desired
Sometimes all I need
Is the air that I breathe
And to love you
all I need is the air that I breathe is to love you
all I need is the air that I breathe
And to love you"
Her voice was low, the sound of it vibrating through your chest, filling your ears with the warmth of her love. Each word she sang was a promise, a vow that you would never have to face the darkness alone again. She was here. She was with you. And nothing, not even the terrifying memories of the past, could take that away.
"Peace came upon me and it leaves me weak
Sleep, silent angel go to sleep"
Your breathing slowed as the nightmare finally loosened its grip on you. You slowly came back to the present, your eyes fluttering open. The first thing you saw was Lilia, her face illuminated by the soft light of the moon, her warm arms wrapped around you, holding you close.
You looked up at her, your voice barely a whisper. "Lilia...?"
"I’m here, love," she said softly, brushing a lock of hair behind your ear. "I’ll always be here. You don’t have to be afraid anymore. We’re connected, always. Nothing can break us."
Tears welled in your eyes, but this time they weren’t tears of fear. They were tears of relief, of the weight lifting off your chest. You pulled her closer, burying your face in her neck as you clung to her. The nightmare was gone, and all that remained was the warmth of her presence.
"You’re my everything, Lilia," you whispered.
Lilia kissed the top of your head, her hand gently stroking your back. "And you’re mine. Always. You’re the air I breathe, Y/N."
With that, you both lay there in the stillness of the night, her lullaby still lingering in the air, a reminder that no matter how much darkness had once separated you, love always found a way to bring you back to each other.
#patti lupone x reader#patti lupone#lilia calderu x reader#lilia calderu#hurt/comfort#sorry for being depressing#air that I breath is my new comfort song#Spotify#I wish patti lupone could sing me a lullaby#lilia gives comfort vibes
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Oh can I ask for some botw link hugging ss link from behind?
I decided to do them in their hero outfits! I love these two
#linkshipping#link x link#skyward sword#breath of the wild#skyward sword link#ss link#breath of the wild link#botw link#botw#legend of zelda#loz#loz link#legend of zelda link#I wish they had a ship name so I could tag that too#in the coming days the other stuff that's been finished will get posted!#I like giving everything enough time to be seen without inundating notifs/feeds#ask#NOT LINKED UNIVERSE
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