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Why did nobody tell me there is a toxic fucking your boss and maybe other people danmei?
My first ever yaoi was Sekaiichi Hatsukoi
No Touching At All was how I discovered Yoneda Kou
Body in the Abyss was inspired by Boku No SH.
Smutty shenanigans in the workplace are my jam!
#sorry i got too excited#i'm branching out from 7 seas#i will live with the lack of pictures#lip and sword#danmei#jin shisi chai
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The reason Until Dawn ended up being such a hit while the Dark Pictures Anthology + The Quarry missed the mark was due to the singular horror that comes from the horrible realization that oh god no everything has actually been two seperate entities this entire time.
#The Quarry and House of Ashes werent bad and i think the studio just does inherently better with a supernatural threat due to the lack tbf#but#leading us to believe that ashley chris + sam's psychological torment and mike + jess' fight for their lives were the work of one person#before revealing they were two seperate UNRELATED incidents#and THEN revealing that they actually WERE connected but the entities committing the atrocities didnt know about each other#all in service of two siblings revenge#was possibly the greatest plotline ive ever seen#until dawn#the dark pictures anthology#the quarry
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I don't think I'll ever understand why as soon as these characters came out, people were emailing sso to take them back immidatly.
#I get not liking the lack of body types#but seriously?#They're a HUGE improvement#Before there wasn't even two different body types#I understand being angry that sso didn't live up to the promises#but you cannot tell me the first picture looks better#sorry to be harsh I do miss the oldies for nostalgia reasons#rant#rambles#sso#ssoblr#star stable tumblr#star stable online#star stable#old sso characters
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potential sonic 3 spoilers incoming if anyone cares. anyway . apparently there was an official survey about the knuckles show/scu in general and one of the questions was about what name you would use for an eggman/shadow/gerald teamup. which is a weirdly specific question. and also one of the name options was team dark …….. ?? even though rouge isnt mentioned in the question and theres no sign of her being in the next movie in general ? i was willing to accept amy being introduced a little after knuckles and tails but between there still being no sign of her being in the next movie and now this if they actually have gerald time travel or something and have him be the third member of the dark story trio instead of rouge then i will be fully convinced that theyre going out of their way to exclude as many already existing girl characters as possible. like i get cgi is expensive which could be part of the reason rouge might not have made the cut. but damn . assuming this is real anyway it could just be another fake leak but idk
#im not saying the writers hate all the girl characters (iirc they have said they like amy and rouge and shown interest in adding them)#and i also dont think the movies have to be complete copies of the games in terms of stories and characters#but some of the decisions being made here are so weird and kinda show a lack of care for those characters ..#its especially odd that iirc theyve said that part of what influences the choices on what characters to use is popularity/recognizability#both to fans of the games as well as more casual viewers#yet they might be rewriting a major part of the story just to include gerald over rouge?#and they wanted a character who was a ghost echidna that guided the living characters and they picked pachacamac#instead of tikal who both already fits that description And is more popular?#okay well i doubt casual viewers would know who tikal is but they dont know who pachacamac is either#and its also an objective fact that tikal is more popular among fans . Man .#also theres the thing of knuckles being given a connection to iblis when thats already elise (and blaze)'s thing#to be fair knuckles is way more popular and recognizable than elise. and i really doubt sonic 06 would get adapted#but still#maria IS confirmed to be in the next movie though#but idk if i would consider that to be a win for girl sonic characters#considering shes the only one known to be in it AND she dies#sonic movie spoilers#sonic movie 3 spoilers#i guess idk#also again considering the whole cgi thing i would have been willing to accept no rouge even if its disappointing#but to have gerald of all characters replace her is just so. what .... cant you just use agent stone or a new character or something#i dont hate gerald its just the idea of bringing him back to life instead of including rouge is weird .#anyway . we also dont have full context so maybe its nt as bad as it sounds. or maybe theyre hiding rouge and amy from us . IDKK#but also every new info about this movie we get has me like that one picture of a guy holding a cigarette and looking reallytired#and i hate feeling this way when i was so excited about the first 2 when they came out#sad ! well theres other sonic media
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The church thing wasn't supposed to be too ominous! @_@ It was meant to be a "Hey, online safety heads up! Are you sure about this?" I'm sorry! Didn't mean to freak you out ._.
I'm sure you had the best intentions anon. I don't hold it against you. However, it's also true that there are few things scarier than an anonymous message in your inbox saying, "Hey, I'm pretty sure I know where you live."
#anonymous#answering asks#it doesnt help that im still recovering from my rough headspace during haitus#im a bit more susceptible to the Bad Feels right now and i recognize that in myself#which is why i deleted the original post: i dont want to keep feeling nervous when i see it#to ease your mind on my lack of internet safety though#all the photos pictured were from places pretty far away from where i live#by a measure of several hours travel#i dont post photos i think people could trace#not that it matters much#i live on a shit side of a dying town#anything malicious someone would want to do to me has either already happened before [break ins stalking following harassing]#or i have safeguarded against as best i can [locked doors bright lights large dog who barks at everything]#or doesnt matter because living in fear forever is exhausting#[shrug]
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anime resale stores here always have absolute mountains of love live figures from every iteration of the franchise with every character and costume you could imagine...except i've never been a figure girlie so i always just look over the shelf in awe because i can't really see myself buying anything. except, that is, for the early love live sunshine aqours figures with no legs. that, i would buy
#were these the first aqours figures ever?? they can't be right?#either way i remember just how early into lls this was#it's really burned into my memory i have no idea what they were made for though#i just always remember them. and their lack of legs#those shops always have the nice boxed up figures and then the ones that were brought to them without a box#left to sit forever in plastic bags on hooks on the store walls (until someone buys them)#some of those come in multiple pieces? like maybe stands or removable parts...?#but i always think it's gonna be one of these and i'm always so disappointed#cmon rashinban sell me one of the ugliest and most baffling love live figures of all time#personal#honestly it's not just figures i'm just really not much of a merch girlie#living in japan is slowly curing me of that though just because of how normalized it is for everyone to have character merch#i bought a really cute kanan keychain a while ago but then it fell off of my bag when i was out :( i still have no idea where i lost it#the normalization of it really helps though honestly#if you'd told me 2 years ago that i'd be buying little nitotan plushes of my fav characters to hold up to scenery while traveling and#take pictures of i definitely wouldn't have believed it#but that's just like a thing that anime girlies do here. i think it's really cute actually#i still haven't gotten around to actually bringing any of those plushes on trips because i forgot 3 times in a row#and then the next trip i took after that was with my family#nooooot a chance. oh my god there's no way i could've explained that and had them been like oh okay
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the way you're watching a video of two women talking about interior design, and the way they judge some spaces seems kind of judgemental to you, but it's all in good fun, right?
Only for them to show a picture of the home of one of the women- and she cannot even hang up her pictures on the wall and made midcentury look like High End IKEA via the vice of minimalism and cowardice in regard to colour and décor- which would explain why she couldn't hang up her picture, if she's so afraid to make a fucking statement.
#not to be a hater but COME ON#i hate unhung pictures /so much/#it's my absolute worst pet peeve it looks so unfinished and lacks commitment#like if you like in a flat where you cant put holes in the wall for some reason just stick it on#there's powerful adhesives and white paint and lil tubes of plaster in case the picture takes some paint with it after being unhung#but honestly#and the nerve to then complain about /boho chic/ of all things#like is it my fave?#NO#but i can appreciate that it wants to give a cozy vibe and it's a fun aesthetic!#god i should've known this was the wrong video for me when that cursed woman pointed out the /basic white tv stand/#as the one thing she enjoyed in one such boho chic house#like give me a break#when will well-off white women that clearly come from some sort of wealth and assume everyone should just Buy Real Persian Rugs stop#esp like- where i live i can easily get an og persian rug for even under 100 bucks if you're lucky#but im living in europe and these women are in the us#where (judging by the comments) you are way less likely to be so lucky!#so yeah the privilege is on show#alongside the bad taste#god im so peeved by this#okay i will rest now#and stop ranting abt random youtubers#thank you and good bye
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finally watching channel zero and i immediately have so many thoughts in the first ten minutes
#random thoughts#candle cove#okay so first: the fly#obviously represents mike in some way#it was drowning in a glass which was given to him complimentary. something about struggling to feel like he belongs in his life?#like it was something given to him that he does not deserve and does not make him happy#his relationship with his wife is obviously strained. his son is mentioned so far only in relation to his career#though his mother says he's always welcome the framing in the kitchen is claustrophobic#either only one of their faces is in camera very close or they're clustered together in one half of the kitchen#his mother is a foster parent or a teacher of some kind. possibly trying to fill the void made empty#by what she views is the disappearance of both her sons#though mike said his father was out of the picture he seems shocked his mother doesn't have pictures of him around#probably not dead but has left and mike blames her somehow and views his father as blameless#when his brother disappeared mike also lost a mother. and his mother lost both her sons#their dialogue is very. distant and impersonal. no questions about each others' lives. no questions about his wife and son.#and mike seems to struggle with children despite being a child psychologist. in both times we've seen him he's been overly friendly#and strained. in the dream sequence we see him snap at the child to turn the tv off#which is more evidence to the idea mike feels he doesn't belong in his career#he may also be experiencing some kind of depersonalization of others (the mannequins behind the cameras)#possibly believing his actions to ultimately not matter because those there to witness them are not truly people#hope to see what kind of relationships he DOES form or if his sense of relationships has been completely tarnished by his brother's death#subconsciously he fears his childhood home. he possibly knows something about the disappearance of his brother#who he also talks about more as an extension of himself rather than as a seperate entity#so far no puppets. sad!#back to the framing in the kitchen. i think mike views his relationship to his mother as one which is forced#it lacks closeness but they are forced to be part of each others' lives due to the genetic bond between them#his mother fears mike is back to prod at the old wound which is the murders#it seems she's trying to cope by distancing herself and keeping her mind busy with raising children#it's notable the girl calls her miss rather than mom. more distance despite objective closeness#mike may also become jealous of the girl. he seems like he has a strange relationship with the children in his life
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Ah yes, two and a half years later and I'm still seeing things that trigger memories about my ex partner that infuriate me
#is it the obvious red flags? is it the blatant disrespect? is it the complete lack of sympathy? or is it all of the above?!?!#just... idk#I'm trying so fucking hard to remove them from my head entirely but I can't#and I've moved 50 miles away from them at this point and they don't drive so I won't see them again#and even when we move again I'll still be something like 45 miles away and they will have no idea where I live#I'm still trying to remove all the pictures and screenshots of them from my phone but on god there are so many#fuck this ex in particular#we were together on and off from the time we were 13 to 24#and I'm 27 now#so I guess eleven plus years of being together plus our long term friendship before then makes it hard
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I am being put in the microwave rn <- Guy with doll autism <- Oughhh Toy Story <- I hate Disney <- Early CGI autism <- Ouhhhghhh first entirely computer animated feature film <- AAUGH
#I don't even know what I feel cringe about.#I see what the people I follow post. It's all nothing. It's fine. Cringe is fake.#Who cares. Who cares. I need to live authentically maybe that includes drawing pictures of Toy Story characters#<- people are going to kill me in real life#<- TWO SPECIAL INTERESTS LOCATED IN A MOVIES???!!! WOOOO I don't care for 3 and 4. I mean actually I care for 3 because I liked it as a kid#but looking back on it. Um. It's fine. IDK. 1 and 2 have heart that the others lack.
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Reading that post you made about that book hurt. He would not fucking do that
Yeah. This entire book is so bad, and he is so out of character I am just skipping pages at this point to see if there's anything else crazy enough for me to mention.
#it's such a bad book like#i've read other books where the setting is ancient athens and at least#they manage to paint a believable and lively picture of the city#this book is so dry and so soulless#it doesn't feel like it's set in the period it's set in#some characters are interesting and charming but it feels like an accident#and alcibiades is so not himself I cannot stand it he doesn't have a shred of charm on him#the lack of socrates is a glaring unforgivable hole#the romance with aspasia KEEPS GOING for like 13 chapters it's actually ridiculous#and it's all full of stuff like they're writting letters to each other and swear to never see each other again and look at each other longi#like you have no idea the psychic damage I have sustained#I have given up for today I think#I might actually skip to the end#oh also one last very annoying thing#aspasia is the only woman so far. im almost halfway through and she's the only female character
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look i’m just saying. if i spent thousands restoring an old house and furnishing it, and then my girlfriend moved in with me and replaced all my stuff with pictures of her interests and dug under the house to hide from me, and then when I came back from a trip after living there for years all the locals acted like it was her house and I’d never existed? I would riot
#totk spoilers#sorry for tagging ik this is salt#i’m chill w zelda living jn my house but like. where did all my stuff go :<#it would have been so nice if like. if you’d played botw the data would activate just One picture of you and beedle or something. Or you an#zelda. or putting t sign back up. or the character’s who hang around your house saying ‘hey link’ and acknowledging you’d lived there too.#or moving the well chest to underneath the stairs to give the impression that even if you can’t access things that link is storing his old#stuff here and it’s a house they Share#but hey cheese is cool#wish i had some wheat >:{ but that was a lack of foresight on my behalf
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I don't know how to say "my gender is something nonhuman and not able to be comprehended while adhering to our current society's standards of what men and women are supposed to be, never mind the fact that my preferred form is not a human body at all" without the other person being concerned...
#It goes beyond furry really i just don't feel like I'm human at all. I never really have#And i don't mean not a person although when I'm very depressed or the PTSD is hitting i get that too#I mean a non human person. But people either think I'm severely ill or joking when I say that and i unfortunately(?) am not#It's not even like I'm kin of a media species or person or whatever. I just don't see myself as human but i could draw it#I don't know how to put it into words. It sort of shapeshifts. But its core is the same#But either way when i look at myself in pictures or the mirror i don't recognize it as being me. I know it is logically but#It feels like I'm inhabiting a body that isn't mine. Like I'm in a costume or playing a game#Its kind of distressing sometimes but I've basically learned to live with the feeling. I probably will never own my body and idk#It's fine i guess. I don't know what it's like to be comfortable in your body or love it or whatever. I don't know if i ever will#And I've kind of given up hope on that changing. All i can do is pretend it doesn't bother me and keep going#Although i guess that's my outlook on.. everything lol#Whats the opposite of learned helplessness.. saying it's self reliance sounds too good.. it's more like learned lack of trust
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What an awful curse to be a person who theoretically loves maximalism but hates seeing stuff that has been stored outside cupboards, hates dusting, is terrified of somehow decorating The Wrong Way and being laughed at, is extremely clumsy, and has no real motivation to purchase nicknacks
#I know we often talk about the opposite problem (chaotic maximalists) but I'd say with the exception of books I'm a reluctant minimalist#Oh the life I could have if I weren't an absolute mess and therefore react badly to having more than four objects in a room to take care of#I just look at other people's pictures of cluttered cosy rooms and sigh#I love it in other people's homes and spaces but the minute I try to be decorative in my own I shrink back like a snail#I will sit comfortably in my very boring white empty walls and perish for lack of imagination and colour#But it's stressful if there are small things to get broken or need dusted all the time#And I like clear spaces#My brother keeps coming in like 'Oh your house isn't so bad you could just decorate a bit more'#I want to#But I also believe that will spell disaster and possibly some stubbed toes#I see cool little ornaments and pictures and stuff and think 'Oh yeah maybe some other time though'#And end up living in what I would in any other case describe as bland white wall grey carpet hell#I have become the Man#I feel so horrid and vanilla and BORING#What is the POINT of being an annoying opinionated aggressively passionate about niche things little horror#If that doesn't at least translate einto some interesting decor#Turns out I'm a big old suburban coward#It's so sterile in here#Earth & Stone
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sildes into your inbox while doing chinhands. on a scale of 1 - 10, where would you put makhali's mad engineer rating? and if she was in a modern education system, what would be her specialty?
Ooooo rubbing my little hands together >:3
Makhali would put the mad in mad engineer. Her usual solution to Allagan tech related woes is percussive maintenance, and she doesn't generally do more beyond that besides bringing the malfunctioning node to one of her engineer friends and giving them sad puppy dog eyes to fix it. I'll give her a 4 for spirit, but her lack of knowledge would make anyone with even a passing understanding of mechanical engineering cringe. The scrolling pages of error text make her eyes glaze over, the poor thing.
In a more modern education system, my first thought is physical education, since she's very much in tune with how her body moves and is very athletic. If we're only talking about more mental fields, I can definitely see her being in botany or biology. She doesn't have the greatest memory, but she has a talent for animal care and growing plants that would translate well to a field position. I think she would enjoy integrating the newest technological advances to her work, like she'd be the kind of person with a greenhouse filled to the brim with sensors and automatic watering cycles. Her plant talent is relatively unknown, even by her friends, and is mostly on display in her house in Gridania - like in her bath!
#honestly her mental acuity (or lack thereof) is in direct opposition with her unabashed love of allagan tech#she loves it! collects it! has a room in her home dedicated to it! but she cannot repair it for the life of her#the plant talent is rather new#only really showed itself when she started living in eorzea. she treats caring for plants like meditation :>#i was like i'll wait until i finish my steam heated planty bath so i can include a picture with this!#TWO WEEKS LATER OTL#ty so much for this ask this was so much fun to write :D#ch: makhali khatayin
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Tag Dump Part 4.
#kaleidoscope of memories ✧ beatrice headcanons#maybe sometimes‚ we feel afraid‚ but it's alright ✧ beatrice musings#everything about her is defiant and whimiscal ✧ beatrice aesthetics#i still have proof in the form of scars ✧ shaun headcanons#take a breath and take a chance‚ and let it take me away ✧ shaun musings#burst of paper birds‚ this picture paints a thousand words ✧ shaun aesthetics#melodies and memories; stories that sound absurd ✧ lia headcanons#so i tell myself when i sleep at night‚ don't lose sight ✧ lia musings#pretty face and electric soul ✧ lia aesthetics#for he had a great variety of selves ✧ marcus headcanons#don't let them look through the curtains ✧ marcus musings#i can see all that you want from me ✧ marcus aesthetics#been through some bad shit‚ i should be a sad bitch ✧ isabella headcanons#there she was; bathed in moonlight and silhouetted by stars ✧ isabella musings#we are living in a material world‚ and I am a material girl ✧ isabella aesthetics#travel far enough that you meet yourself ✧ kendall headcanons#burn like a flame‚ no we're never going out ✧ kendall musings#we might laugh‚ we might cry‚ middle fingers to the sky ✧ kendall aesthetics#you built up a world of magic because your real life is tragic ✧ jasper headcanons#real darkness was more than just a lack of light ✧ jasper musings#clever as the devil and twice as handsome ✧ jasper aesthetics#every word like water color on a canvas ✧ vincenzo headcanons#you raise your hopes and pray it will last ✧ vincenzo musings#crooked smile reminding you of an empty blue sky ✧ vincenzo aesthetics#tag dump
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