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teddybeartoji · 7 months ago

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i have officially been turned into a sukugo lover btw. i am here. i am looking. i am invested. they are weird and i love them.

#tojigo tojikuna sukugo #YEAAAAAAAAHHHH #seeing a uhh...#theme here huh...#gulp.. sukuna..#i am coming for you #count your days #i will be matching your freak in no time #TRUUSSTTTTTTTTT #mayor of loserville

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bixels · 1 year ago

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While I do think anon was rude, I do think it's pretty shitty to set up all this stuff you were going to add the au and then just drop it. It's disappointing. Definitely unfollowing.

Bye.

#ask me #anon #once AGAIN.#I am not dropping anything #the au is not getting cancelled. more than likely i'm gonna take a break from it until i find motivation again #But I've been drawing the AU for half a fucking year #In that time I've only drawn 5 things that aren't mlp related #I'm getting tired and my last few posts didn't do as well as I'd hoped #And I'm not about to burn myself out on mlp au art even if I really do love making it #I'm still gonna make comics. I have a bunch of ideas.#Tulli and I still wanna do the limited run merch shop #Discord is still coming. Sunset is still coming. Sombra is still coming. I have so many ideas #But I need to do something else for my own sake. Did you know I was supposed to get the background 6 designs done by now #But I didn't because I'm TIRED #I've been keeping myself on a schedule to keep content pumping despite travel and school and family and I'm tired #what i'm getting isn't matching what i'm giving and that's nobody's fault. i'm not frustrated at anyone. a slump was bound to happen #drawing the au was fun until it become my Thing. Because when your Thing––your identity––starts to faulter #it can really make you freak out #And that's not healthy for the project or for myself. I need to find the fun again and I'm sure I will #I'm really appreciative of everyone's support in my inbox and replies it really does mean a lot especially given that about 2/3 of my #followers followed for mlp. But if you're gonna react to me saying “i'm gonna cool down on mlp art and draw my own stuff” with “i'm #disappointed in you." then Leave! I think it's good you're unfollowing #you are not obligated to stick by my side! But don't act like I'm doing you a disservice by turning my attention elsewhere #I didn't promise anyone anything and I definitely didn't say I'm breaking any promises.

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c-kiddo · 5 months ago

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before i sleep: caduceus autismposting . i think when he infodumps he just gets into his Talking Abt Interest mode and its a little intense but tmn understand and especially beau or jester can handle it. but he like makes very intense eye contact and wrings his hands the entire time with his silly smile and follows whoever around if theyre doing something and tells them, in a weird roundabout excited way, that his family have a graveyard (not a cemetery) and they make tea out of the plants that grow from the bodies and didnt you know that they all make all sorts of different kinds of plants for different teas with unique tastes its all very interesting didnt you know that? and he has told everyone about this in detail several times

#i like when cad gets a little too intense for everyone it feels very neurodivergent and i appreciate that :'''' )#i just think he is weirdo #kiddo say #jester could match his energy but she also tends to be the one whos most grossed out by the tea thing so maybe not : (#beau seemed generally kind of like. oh yea i guess youre right (abt tea and dead people) and shes used to caleb talking at her too #(tho caleb does it while reading a book at the same time as talking to her lol)#fjord is a little freaked out by it. but would get used to it #veth would probably listen #caleb too sometimes but it would depend. he might be extremely wanting to leave. or sit and wait if he has the brain power for it #yasha could nod along but i thinkafter a bit she'd want to get tf out of there lol. not out of malice she just doesnt want to #make eye contact ever again .#(calebs reason too)

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phagodyke · 6 months ago

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at its core dorohedoro is abt what if there was someone whose special interest was making gyoza and also someone else whose special interest was eating them. and they found each other in this crazy world to be besties <3

#all the other worldbuilding stuff? thats just for show. this is the central focus #just up to volume 18 so no spoilers please but i love LOVVVEEEE nikaidos devil manic episodes being triggered by gyoza related shit #like yeah all this wild shit going down and the world possibly ending qnd half the ppl they know might be dead etc #but on her mind at all times is her business. priority number one i love her so much #and every dream she n caiman have abt each other theyre just in her shop and shes cooking gyoza and shes eating them.. cries #also every time someone mentions they know aizawa theyre like oh yeah that guy i remember. he was always hungry as fuuuckk.#hayashida knows how to write a character consistently 😌☝️#has anyone ever matched each others freak like nikaido and caiman. well. apart from noi and shin who both just love mindless violence #i think NOT!#i hope the ending is just nikaido going full gyoza devil and its enough to satisfy [redacteds] appetite so he becomes Normal again #and the moral is just that youre not u when ur hungry..#ANYWAY. much to digest. when i finish the series i should reread it from the start again its so good n i bet theres so much i missed #dorohedoro #.diaries

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remotewatch · 3 months ago

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I wish tumblr gave you better access to analytics bc I want to make a pie chart of what fandoms interact with Jack’s fics (so far it’s a swiftie and F1 sweep with hockey and matthew gray gubler Stan’s gunning for second)

#men on my dash I have never heard of in my LIFE #multiple times I’m like what vampire book is this lad from #oh that’s a real living man with an Instagram #taylor swift #F1 #hockey #matthew gray gubler #I’m perceiving all of you #I love data #also whatever you cod ladies have going on #cannot forget the extremely talented obx fandom #I cannot match your freak but I can parallel it

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bcbdrums · 2 months ago

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#not special not special not special!#DON'T let yourself be happy!#it's only temporary it's ALWAYS temporary!#absolutely fatal flaw to give your heart away #it's never for anyone else to hold #no one wants it long-term #and you're never anyone's match #so just STOP #learn to be lonely GET USED TO IT ALREADY #same freaking song and dance my entire life #standing at the edge of the circle but never actually belonging #i'm blue but everyone else is orange #and i don't wear the orange mask well #sometimes they let me stand there and wear it #sometimes they see past the mask right away and demand i leave #or sometimes i'm allowed to cling to the edge as they laugh at me #but the point is that i. don't. belong.#anywhere. with anyone.#and my heart is just a fun little plaything for people for awhile #it hurts so much. to keep reaching out and offering it with trembling hands and tears in my eyes.#wondering if THIS time will be different #it never is it NEVER IS #what's wrong with me that i keep freaking hoping #that someone just might care about me the way i care about them #it's never real #temporary temporary temporary i don't WANT temporary #so why do i keep doing this #it's so hard to watch the fading...#to have been happy. for just a little bit. and then watch them forget about your heart as theirs gets excited about another.#and then you watch as they have found their better match

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ratatatastic · 2 months ago

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culinary crimes against humanity, hand in unloveable hand we will put raw onions in our pasta, i think they'd be best friends if not because their teams dont know what to do with their pregame meal choices

#wheezing into my hands someone matched ek's freak #and i did not except it to be LUOSTY #BUT THINKING ABOUT IT???? THAT TRACKS.#YOURE TELLING ME THERES MORE THAN 1 NORDIC WHO PUTS RAW ONIONS ON THEIR PASTA #do you know how much funnier it is that forsy as a swede is calling out raw onions as wack #as if petey didnt also go “its upsetting” when seeing ek put ranch on his chicken #a swede and a finn who put raw onions on their pasta? they should get married immediately #im sorry forsy “my favourite finn is luosty” so i will call him out on the atrocity he commits everyday because i cant stand it as a foodie #man loves food so much he went but not that one hes a weirdo freak for that #yes the only times forsy will rag on guys when hes not in carebear i love everyone mode is to tease them #but this is the line forsy draws anything else is fine but desecrating food is a step too far #this is terribly amusing to me i heard forsy say raw onion in pasta and went NOT ANOTHER ONE???#ISNT IT BAD ENOUGH EK DOES IT??? NOW LUOSTY?????#“usually not the most positive” “weirdo! weirdo!” cant make this shit up

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m00nj3w3l · 3 months ago

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I have so many thoughts as to how Clear represent neurodivergency and no matter how hard you mask you'll always appear weird in some way but I don't know where to start.

#i was mainly thinking of this about his BE... like. finally giving others what they want; forcing your self down for it-#-and becoming a husk of your younger self #(and STILL be betated given that the alphas still treat him like shit)#but. this expanded to him in general #he wears a LITERAL mask for all of the common route AND the whole game if you don't do his route and learn of what he actually is.#and still; even after we see his face for the first time; he doesn't get super comfortable with it immediately. so far as even carrying-#-ANOTHER mask. and hoping Aoba will laugh it off #despite doing all that he still comes off as weird. too hype and childish for the others to take him seriously #mnghhghhh i have so many thoughts is anyone gonna match my freak #moon likes to rambletm #dramatical murder #clear dmmd #queued

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thawthebeez · 30 days ago

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oikage......... if you carry the one and factor out a four... are a manifestation of the thin line between admiration and jealousy .... i've solved it....🚬

#how there are things they both admire and are jealous of in one another #and how jealousy manifests more in tooru than it does in tobio #and how that shapes how they act towards one another and talk about each other #how tooru sees himself above tobio in social settings but inferior when he's alone due to jealousy #and how tobio sees tooru as an equal* in social settings but above when he's alone. silent admiration #*although the term 'equal' isn't entirely correct. a challenge he can rise to is more accurate #reaching the level of reliability that tooru has is a goal of tobio's. and an achievable one #tooru- however- wants tobio's natural talent. which isn't achievable.#meaning tobio can have admiration for tooru seeing as the thing he's jealous of is an achievable goal #whereas tooru is left with jealousy because the part of tobio he wants is not achievable and therefore he cannot admire him #at least not in the same way tobio can admire tooru #CHAT DOES THIS MAKE ANY SENSE🗣️#god it has taken me so long to figure these two out and i cannot comprehend why #every relationship in haikyuu (everyTHING in haikyuu actually) has a general theme #matches (shiratorizawa v karasuno being a battle of concepts)#relationships (kuroo and kenma being the types of people who push each other and grow together in the discomfort of trying new things)#like. everything has a concept.#kageyama and hinata and their soulmateism and how someone will always match ur freak is just self explanatory #but oikawa and kageyama. despite being a relationship dynamic that intrigues me. their concept has been a mystery to me until now #god i feel like a university professor. spending this much time studying one piece of media for like 9 years #that's right i've got a phd in volleyball series with homoerotic undertones😎#call me dr. beez from now on #my dissertation was on kageyama and hinata's relationship and how it's fucking awesome REAL NOT FAKE #anywho. gonna go listen to lacy by olivia rodrigo and Cry ^_^#olivia rodrigo fans i'm so sorry this is in your tag now IGNORE ME IGNORE ME #volleyball guys

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someoctober · 1 month ago

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i dont wanna SHOWER 💜

me TOO 💜

#youre infecting me #i always need to be matching your freak ifear #kal moment #asks #amelie tag #💖#line time

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wreckedhoney · 2 months ago

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cant fuck with fandom takes that defuck extremist characters. blorbo set fire to multiple buildings killed dozens and will do so again. every incident is accompanied by a rant about some warped issue or pathetic self perspective and a lot of bared teeth. then enough people who watched the same thing i watched will just.. not register that this is an angry personality. objectively bad and toxic. among other things. like suddenly seeing takes about this genuine asswipe being a normal chill person. where did u see this. what happened. where is my genuinely unwell off-putting blorbo. who the fuck is this

#many such cases. no disrespect to AU stuff and hc's and the like etc but this isn't about that #specifically now i saw a poor jinx take that's just the latest thing to act like a last straw for me with this stuff lol #she is not a foil in any way to silco fellas. her freak matches his freak. they make each other worse. theyre not normal.#the dynamic is so far from sanitized and this is one of the things that fictional literalism & the moral panic that accompanies it f'ed up #it didnt use to be such an issue that characters like jinx are just Like That bc jinx is a character from a show to be played with #we dont HAVE to justify her actions through lenses that adhere very strictly to reality bc it ISN'T real #it's a narrative that in bulk conveys “hey wana see something fucked up”#but from the trajectory of purity culture we canNOT be that loose or playful bc we HAVE to look thru lenses dictating that she's Real #or real-adjacent; ie. she reflects a real person in some creeping literal sense #so now if we LIKE her then she has to in some way be more palatable in the scope of rl acceptability. its so infuriating how this snowballs #let them be Fucked Up! fuck your narratives Up!! storytelling is PLAY not virtue signaling or a morality contest ESPECIALLY in fandoms #also YES they were meant to be portrayed as romantic originally and then they toned it down but the tones are still there. LET IT BE #IT'S! NOT! MEANT! TO! BE! NORMAL! OR ADHERENT TO A SCOPE OF REALISM. NONE OF THIS IS REAL HELLO H E L L O !!#SORRY i'm tired of pretending that the perspective towards storytelling getting a massive hit from purity culture isn't rly off-putting #or outright WORRYING. and fandoms are so weak compared to how it was before radfem language inserted itself into our spaces #SORRY to anyone who wasnt around enough before to know the difference. FFN & LJ used to fuck so hard and so did tmblr #it's harder to have as much fun i think as someone who was So around for that and seen in real time how it's changed now #fandom discourse

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professorlegaspi · 2 months ago

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We know next to nothing about Veradisa’s personality, but her friend choices are so revealing. You’re telling me she’s best friends with Lyerly? That freak of nature? Okay so she’s a little bit weird herself

#never ever think I call Lyerly a freak in a negative way. it is actually the highest honor I can bestow #but it is literally impossible to talk about her without mentioning she’s a little bit off putting #she experiences the world in a fundamentally different way than everybody else and very few people are willing to bridge that gap #that Veradisa not only is kind to her but actively chooses to spend time exclusively in her company (when we know she has other options)#says that she LIKES they way Lyerly is uniquely insightful and off and different #and that’s reciprocated! they are matching each other’s freak!#do not forget that this is the girl Heath chooses to date #the ONLY girl he canonically chooses to date #your honor they are all a little queer #those bitches are NOT operating within societal frameworks of normality and I will love them forever and ever #celias journey #veradisa millrift #lyerly

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elline · 3 months ago

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i think some people shouldn't be talking about how fun it is to make fun of someone when their (minor!) girlfriend had a whole space filled with both minors and adults explicitly discussing and sharing fetish content. y'know if you actually cared about your girlfriend you wouldn't let her set up a very dangerous situation, not to mention an illegal one! ever thought about that behind your anime girl *cackle*?

#yeah i was 16 in your freaky chat. a 13 year old got in. 16+ my ass. because 16 year olds are the pinnacle of maturity and are exempt-#from ever getting sexually exploited.#this isn't a vague post btw if june or raz sees this i give zero shits about you but i do hope you get put on a list for your actions!#saying this as a fat person who was exploited at 11 there's no bias or internalized fatphobia card you can pull here sorry.#unfortunately you also cannot hide behind it being grooming slash trauma either you have to take accountability for your actions. sorryy~!!#yeah man im done hiding behind this being hearsay and making a war or whatever stupid shit. role 'match my freak' and 'F' had minors in it.#i know because i was one of them!#anyway. not to sound like a silly cat but unless one of you decides to mole this to them i dont think i'm going to waste my time on this.

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insurged · 4 months ago

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afo's stupid giddy laugh is so stupid i hate him so much.

#one of my favorite va's and he's eating this role up ngl lmfao #that's probably the only time we'll ever hear afo laugh #actual fucking man child being a dick oh my god #no one can match his freak #but i hope someone can #i hope to do some writing soon today <3 #sorry for the wait #* ⟢ 𝐎𝐎𝐂 ━ ( clench your asshole super tight & scream it from your heart )

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tommygotwrittenoff · 4 months ago

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i need eddie to get another guy friend in season 8, and buck loses his shit about it (again), so he breaks up with t because he's convinced that the weird feeling he gets when he sees them together is because he is Really attracted to the new guy.

#like things with t are fine cuz he likes exploring this new side of himself even if t doesnt always match his energy but whatever its fun #and maybe at work chim is the one who brings up eddies new friend and he is immediately just. what new friend?#chim laughs and says. tbf last time eddie got a new friend you attacked him so you could date his friend. hes probably keeping it to himsel #and bucks like. dude what. that was. yeah it was shitty of me but it was a one time thing. i wont do it again...#and when eddie shows up for shift buck immediately asks about his new friend and eddie tells him about the guy without hesitation #after shift tho buck is like. why didnt you tell me about him? after t i get why you dont want to but im just. you dont have to worry man.#buck. i know. im not worried. anyway he and i are gonna head to a bar to catch the game. you want to come with? you can bring t if hes free #oh. thats. thatd be okay? i dont want to idk ruin the vibe by bringing a date #nah man. itll be fine #and so he and t go to the bar and eddies already inside with the new friend and its Fine. its Great actually because t gets along with eddi #and the new guy and the new guy makes eddie laugh and doesnt miss a beat and knows more about the teams record this season than buck and #buck is doing Fine. this guys smile is big and his eyes are bright and when he laughs he sorta leans into eddies space alittle and its Fine #the night ends and buck and t go back to his apartment and buck cant stop thinking about that guys hand when it clapped down on eddies #shoulder or the look on his face as he teased eddie about the beer he drinks (cuz its kinda bad but only buck can say that) and buck Cant.#he wants that guy. he wants his hands and grin and teasing voice all to himself and not on eddie.#so he breaks up with t and ts confused af cuz i thought things were going good?#yeah. i just. i want to explore my options yk now that ive uh figured out i like men.#and its a clean break. not dramatic or messy. t tells him to call if he every changes his mind. buck wont.#bucks trying to not pry about eddies new friend and he doesnt grill eddie or anyone and just waits and listens to all the new info he gains #and eventually eddie invites him out to watch another game because whatever team they were watching made it to the playoffs #and when he gets there eddies like. no t tonight?#nah we. uh. we broke up.#eddie says sorry man that sucks. and the new guy is like. honestly he didnt even seem that into you which what an idiot. youre great.#and its good because the new guy splits his attention between the two of them now. eddie isnt the only one getting hands and grins and eyes #and the third time theyre at the bar the guy follows him to bathroom and kisses him hard against the door before pulling back with a #panicked sorry and leaving and when buck finds eddie after hes like. what happened? new guy ran out of here without even saying goodbye #he kissed me in the bathroom. i think uh. i think he was kinda freaking out about it and thats why he left.#and eddie just blinks at him before being like. buck. buck you said you werent going to do this again.#i didnt mean to! and buck means it. he just saw the way that guy made eddie laugh and put his hands on eddie and had eddies attention and #oh.

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confinesofmy · 7 months ago

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i hate the gradual excision of a bad relationship you thought could be salvaged. i hate the months or even years long discovery process as you create more and more boundaries trying to end up with something worth saving and then in the end failing to keep anything above "acquaintance." absolutely miserable.

#it's like 'okay so i can't rely on you to get me gifts for my birthday even after i got them for yours. that's my bad then. now i know.'#then 'okay so i can't rely on you to keep our plans even if you're the one who made them to begin with. so no trips. okay.'#then it's 'we always have miscommunications over text and your short texting when i need detail drives me insane. phone calls only then.'#then less meet-ups in person because i don't like doing nothing in the same room for hours every single time #and they don't like doing anything i suggest #like it's basically #you're prioritising me less? i'll prioritise you less. you're prioritising me even less? i'll prioritise you even less.#you're prioritising me even less still?? okay. 🥲 i will. prioritise you. even less. still.#and in our interactions (that are growing fewer and further between) they're still very friendly‚ like they're unaware of what's happening.#and they probably are #they probably just got close with a friendly cool person who suddenly started withdrawing for some unknown reason??#and they have no idea that i'm giving the energy i want to receive #and they're fucking slacking #so i'm backing away slowly #but i wish they had just kicked it up a notch for me instead 😭#literally is somebody gonna match my freak <-my perfectly normal desire for ANY modicum of effort to be put into relationships #adam yaps

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