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#ml#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#ml paris special#ml paris#ml spoilers#claw noir#shadybug#toxinelle#griffe noire#shadyclaw#toxigriffe#ladynoir#<- kind of?#my art#I TOLD MYSELF I WOULD TAKE A BREAK FROM DRAWING BUT THEN MY INTERNET WENT OUT AND I HAD NOTHING ELSE TO DO#had to use a different application than usual though because capitalism is a scourge so my usual art program doesn't work offline
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Can we get more of the murder drone x rain world au?
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#ive been working on artfight refs and also so i can have the plot in a comprehensible fashion#as much as i love bulletpoints theyre too scattered to work#yeah the yellow lizard is just from the original sketch i really didnt feel like changing anything#and just used it for the ref#its so fanficy and cringe and whatever but we all know what a very unwise woman once said#jcj has a design but no name nor ref. do you even know how little cool words begin with j#and then theres a c inbetween. what the hell am i supposed to do with that#probably misinterpreted some rain world lore for this but i dont care its headcanon now bite me#art#murder drones#rain world#i should probably give this like a special tag if im gonna keep posting about it#will i? no#god i hate character design so much#doll and tessa also have design sketches but you'll have to find me in the right places for those until im satisfied enough to make a ref#oh my god i forgot the lower back spike things on n im gonna do nothing about it except get mad at myself
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1 : Soap never had any idea that woman wanted him carnally, he's not the most observant on that front (he never noticed Ghost flirting with him and thought his love was one-sided for the longest time, but tbf Ghost was also very discreet about it)
2 : He sewed the hat, eyepatch and hook himself, because he's the best uncle and then got distracted as he was wrapping it up, so now he's watching a tutorial on youtube about how to build a voice box. Honestly how hard could it be, he builds explosive devices as a hobby (listen, Price doesn't have to know)
3 : He is out to his family, but doesn't want his mum to know he has a boyfriend because he knows she'll insist on meeting him and welcoming him to the family and making a big deal out of this, and he knows that Ghost isn't ready for that.
4 : Christmas is obviously a very hard time for Ghost, but he is very very in love with Soap and some days still can't believe that it's mutual, but then his Johnny does something like that and his head gets quieter while he's melting a bit.
5 : For the people that didn't see my other post : the bird is a Caique parrot, and they're supposedly very energetic, a bit loud, medium sized, unintelligible, very friendly to what they consider their family, adventurous and danger prone, with an explosive personality and a hate of boredom, so basically the adhd bird.
#cod mw2#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#soapghost#ghostsoap#ghost is hard edges and sharp knives but simon is babygirl#i tried my best to make soap's sister look as much like soap as possible#as someone whose siblings look nothing like them i find it hilarious i have no idea why i swear i have the weirdest sense of humour#hc that simon's very first wait no second actually bc i feel like the first special interest for every child with autism is dinosaurs#but wait plot twist birds are dinosaurs so still hc that simon's first (or second if you want) special interest was birds#and he still loves them very much and both soap and his sister have adhd and his sister has a reoccurring hyperfixation on birds#and soap thinks ghost and his sister could get along very easily and is waiting very impatiently for the day ghost is ready and he can#introduce him to his family#but also ghost is very wary of families and especially since there's a young child because he's scared that he'll bring them death like he#feels he did to his own family#i initially wanted to colour it but then i wondered why my brain was working against me and very quickly decided that colouring all that#would be a nightmare and that i already hate colouring so why would i want to torture myself#anyway pls be nice with me i've given all i had to make this lmao
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Safety.
#mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#artists on tumblr#my art#digital art#I couldn’t get this picture out of my head#I had to draw it#in the end I really like the colors#i had to draw these two because I couldn’t stop thinking about them#curly did nothing#so now that’s all he can do#anya finally stuck up for herself in the worst way possible#but in a way#everything they did was understandable#they made terrible mistakes#but I probably would have done the same#that’s why I hate this game it’s too good#I can be mad at the characters all I like#but with how it makes me think#it also feels like beating myself up#aside from jumbo of course#he’s a special case#don’t feel to bad about mentally picking on that one#throw him in the blender actually#anyways I might make this into another Timelapse video but I gotta get to my computer to do it 💔#cw: gore#cw gore#tw gore
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Another Highly Specific Purgatory: Being knee-deep in a really stupid obsession/hyperfixation no one shares 😭
#shitpost#shitposting#hyperfixation#neurodivergent#special interest#highly specific purgatories#me on my conversational fishing boat vibrating at a frequency that can shatter glass: PLEASE TAKE MY DELICIOUS BAIT (you get nothing 😔🤙🏻#I hate this because I feel like a bad friend/blogger because I LITERALLY ONLY WANT TO TALK ABOUT ONE THING RN 😭 I hate being mentally ill#I got to talk about it a little bit with my work friend today and it was like a balm for me#but I still hate myself lmao
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suffice to say this year's spotify wrapped (when it comes out) is going to be the most diverse and probably innacurate one i've had in all my years of having a totally legit version of the app cuz of the silly siffrin playlist i made
#in stars and time#isat#isat siffrin#siffrin isat#‼️woa i drew myself‼️#special tag cuz it me#sorry for my ass handwriting#for reference the first image says:#“oh boy,i'm so excited to see my spotify wrapped!”#“i sure hope there's nothing that'll mess with the report of my yearly enjoyed songs!”#and the second image says-#“why do i hear boss music.”#do i tag tsukasa for being my t-shirt.....#nah lol#it feels weird tagging sif when they're kinda just in the background#but they’re important for the message of the post#💫 drawing realm 🔭
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Your new comic about Bruce telling the Justice League about Dick and them thinking about their own side kicks would actually be pretty canon compliant to Robin and Batman in which the Justice League formed before Bruce adopted Dick and the other kids all knew each other before they met Dick. And I think that book might be Dick's latest origin story retelling so technically, your comic is canon compliant (And fantastic anyway. Also, DC canon's a mess, I'm fairly sure in current continuity you can argue that anything from Earth-One era onwards is canon, including like the Flying Todds).
I think its pretty common for the time line to be rewritten so that dick gets adopted after or around the same time that the league formed honestly it just depends on what your preferred canon is at this point I do prefer the timeline where dick gets adopted before the league forms but thats just me
#ask#anon#i just need people to stop acting like the bats exist in a bubble#or that theyre special for having kid sidekicks/a big family#green arrow and flash especially contradict that#and its like#please stop treating these characters like theyre nothing but side characters for the bats#and i say this as a bat fan myself
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r u the grew up poor never being able to buy the little things in life u always wanted as a kid so now u buy whatever little thing u want as an adult and struggle with saving for the big mandatory thing,
or the grew up poor never being able to buy the little things in life u always wanted as a kid so now u just never buy anything small bcs u had to learn to live without it and constantly try to save for the next big thing in 500 yrs
#everyones been asking what i wanted for my bday and i always say nothing#like i hate the feeling of getting somebody smthing just to get them smthing like personally#it needs to come from the heart for me. if it's for smthing big like a bday#now like getting someone a coffee judt to get them one on a random day is dif bcs it's just smthin random on a random day i can understand#but idk like as a kid into adulthood the only bday my relatives / guardians have ever celebrated was my adopted brother's n my dad's#the dad bcs hes a hyperconservative dictator lol n the older adopted bro is cus hes got higher needs#so everybody gets more money taking care of him n stuff so u gotta act like u care abt him according to the guardians#but like i never even knew bdays were that big to people. like i mean i know OTHER PEOPLES bdays are big to them#i find ppl who rlly love their bdays to be rlly cute. like i dont think theyre selfish or make fun of em cus theyre judt having fun#n like u only get one x yr bday so have fun with it!!#but for ME? my bday was never anything special n i dont think it is now#everybody feels bad or smthing for me or for not getting me nothing today but it's like?? this is the norm??? im cool with it#ive been thinking abt other stuff like i just dont have time to think abt the pleasures rn. i have to double on the pain or smthing#like my friends always laugh abt how i dont drink coffee/tea or alcohol bcs u cant be in the medical field without a lil smn smn#& it's like idk ! i like ppl that do do that kinda stuff but like! i never grew up with that & it just feels odd to do it now kinda thing#idk im very cheap but also i will use the fact that im cheap on the small stuff to justify wanting to make a big purchase#i have a weird relationship with buying things for myself vs for others like 4 others i will buy watever u want bro#sugar papi ted#hey heres this idk insert raccoon bracelet bcs u like raccoons n love wearing bracelets so i thot of u n bought it#but if i buy smthing for me it has to have a dual purpose or smthing#i got to have a free dessert today n chose the churros over the tres leches cake slicr cus u can judt make the cake#but i dont own a deep fryer so i cant make churros n storebought churros just arent the same#like im just always idk comparing or needing to know the use of things yanno#if i do smthing. i have to see it thru. & it has to have multi purpose#i mean just look at my username jrue ships or jrue's hips like#im unwell when it comes to that#idk is anyone else like this#anyways yea this whole new thing of getting stuff on one day is hard for me like it just never matches up with my time#of course ill see stuff id like to have but like. ill just make myself forget it n by the time stuff like this rolls up it's like idk#i COULD get a new laptop but i got one that works just fine. i got an ipad on its last legs but can i still turn it on? alright
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words will never be able to express just how much solace and comfort the submarine soundtrack brings me 💙
#when my heart’s feeling a little vulnerable around the edges or i have that pull of sadness in my chest#it just soothes me and brings me home to myself like nothing else#those songs have such a special magic to them ✨#that whole ep honestly feels like the kind of hug you're aching for when your hurt is hurting or the world feels a little too loud#ugh what i wouldn't give anything for an entire discography of alex singing soft acoustic songs about love 🥺#submarine ep#alex turner#lulu posts
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hi nonexistent sweet tooth fandom if i don’t see anymore tiger x bear fics im just gonna start writing them myself atp
#they howl#he howls#sweet tooth#sweet tooth netflix#sweet tooth bear#sweet tooth tiger#tiger x bear#bear x tiger#sweet tooth bear x tiger#they’re so special to me#they’re literally doomed yuri#i didn’t get published for nothing so ig i’m doing this myself
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I heard this put so well, but hearing somebody say that conversion to judaism isn't just about the good - torah, being part of a peoplehood, the fulfilling parts - it's also about joining the tragic. You join the people who went through the shoah, pogroms, displacement, and all of this throughout history. It's a really scary thought, and I don't imagine it's any easier for jews post-conversion or born jews.
Learning to balance the sense of scale of jewish history with the joy of torah and peoplehood is something that's difficult. The joy must outweigh the horror though, I think. But knowing all of this has made me confident that I am making an informed decision, which makes me even more confident
#jumblr#jewish conversion#jew by choice#personal thoughts tag#antisemitism tw#shoah tw#i find myself frozen in fear when i think too hard about it... but then i read and learn about judaism and suddenly that melts away a bit#yes one must find joy in the people and the religion i think. but you have to be fully informed about this#the convert is in a very special condition that i think is unique and it's the choice to undergo all of this#it's learning about the good and the tragic and then deciding that you will still join the people#and seeing jews who are fulfilled and who are joyous has made me realize that... history will happen but that doesn't mean it's for nothing#i talk about this a lot but it's on my mind all the time#and i hope that as i go through learning with a(n irl) community that i will stop feeling as scared#because there is a sense of courage you find when you are with others and unfortunately i don't have that right now#my learning is very solitary right now in that i am doing it on my own#i am being taught by a VARIETY of people and i will always remember that kindness but it'll be different when there's actually others around
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Gonna share badly translated panels from the official french translation because I can
I can’t verbally explain how much Akane ROASTED Aoi in chap 69 . He really took the ‘I am gonna end this woman’s whole career” to a next level
:))))
--> to explain the ‘you’re pretending you don’t know’
#for her defense#Aoi actually said that 'he suck!' rather tan him being stupid#she was also fcking done on her part#Teru really went 'oospie?' when he saw them#I can't invent this sht he said 'mince alors' I wanna burn the translators#ty Mari for being okay with my half assd translation from french to english of the whole chapter too#Akane finished his rant and litteraly looked at her and go 'well?'#they need to insult each other every two pages in this translation idk why#Teru really went 'not cool bro' when Akane said 'what are you doing here?'#idk why the vibes of the french translations are so chaotic#but I am here for that#Aoi also said 'I asked you more than once :)))' when talking about his watch l o l she was done#oh and in terms of emotionnal damage they also put wavy texts#when the characters are either dying or have really strong emotions and idk what to do with myself with this#toilet bound hanako kun#aoi akane#akane aoi#nothing too special on the others chapters tbh I just really wanted to translate this one because I love their talk ahah#Akane just refers to the seven mysteries as deities rather than gods too#which is closer to the idea of Kamis to me#good volume as always#next one is in one month :))) chap 71/72/73/74 are all good I am not ready#tbhk#random french translation#disclaimer: it's hard to translate the context which is why I didn't do more page too ahah#I can just say that they are using slangs and are hasrher l o l#the vibes is just 'Oh yes you're testing me uh?'#jshk#jibaku shonen hanako kun fanart#jibaku shounen hanako kun
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we're working on them we swear.
#i'm not going to go into the nitty gritty of why we haven't done anything and left this blog barren#because honestly i doubt many people even remember this blog after we left it high and dry#so explaining myself away will solve nothing#if you are still here: thank you! we really really appreciate the fact you still are willing to tag along on this blog!!#and i apologise for not working on these sooner :(#BUT on a better note i might do something special for the next couple asks as a better apology#it may take a lot of time though#but hopefully it will be worth it ^^'#mod cat
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I cant reblog the original post with the clip attached but, I’d like to add this clip as further evidence for my rose is (definitely) autistic headcanon
I know that “you’re headed for a meltdown” line wasn’t meant the way I’m choosing to take it but Dorothy just says it so sweetly 🥹 & I know I personally have gotten myself so excited (overloaded with info?) about my special interest that it leads to badddd overwhelming feelings lol
#I LOVE HER SO MUCH I see so much of myself in rose#and Dorothy here just 😭 augh#also the way rose responds to talking about st. Olaf she’s literally ME#oh my god oh my god I feel so seen rose I love you so much#nothing she talks about can’t be connected back to her special interest she is so REAL
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can we give a big shoutout for today where the gas station attendant social link au was born and everything in my life has been nothing but tunnel vision for my baby who is currently attending preschool ⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️
#kommento#gsa sl au#// i am so exhausted this whole week i havent been able to write proper comments for this LMAO#// this is a special day where it was 2020 and some trash media was going to etch itself into my heart and i would learn to love it forever#// this is where the most important fictional friendship to me was born and does nothing but grow and evolve alongside me#// this whole passion project has helped me learn more about myself as i see my reflection in the other. or something#// and i have to say im just so utterly grateful for that and the journey we've been on#// that from that day henceforth i think of the friendship of a masquerading god and a sad lonely human and how much they love each other#// that they both learn how to be human and grow from each other's influences#// call me crazy but this silly stage play is so important to me . im glad it got me to where i am now#Youtube
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one thing i really deeply wish is that i'd had access as a kid to the plural community and information that are more easily available today, instead of my first experience with plural community which both took it seriously and was nonjudgmental having been 10's era tul/pa.info lmao
#moogletalks#in some ways it was a wonderful community; and it taught me a lot of really helpful things#and made me feel validated and hopeful that This is a Thing That You Can Continue to Be and Develop in an Adult Life#instead of feeling like there was a time limit for when plurality stopped being Childlike Imagination and started being Craziness(tm)#(lots to unpack there lol)#.....in other ways not only was there Some Real Fuckery going on in the community in general; on an interpersonal basis#but i cannot overstate how horrifically toxic and damaging some of the things it taught me about plurality were#and how when i entered the phase of young adulthood where i realized the approach it had demanded of me was unsustainable to my survival#instead of having other perspectives on hand to go 'hey yeah you're not torturing your parts to death out of laziness if they go dormant'#'and/or if you don't spend hours of extremely grueling intensive work at minimum into maintaining them every single day of your life'#'and that if they dissolve into nothing because you Didn't Pay Them Enough Attention and you try to recreate them it won't be the same one'#'and if they DO actually come back as themselves they'll be horribly broken and traumatized and probably hate you forever'#'who the fuck told you that. oh my god?'#all i had to go on was 'either you're plural or you live an actual functional life in the real world; and i can't not do the latter atp'#and the result was repressing myself in an incredibly traumatic way i have just never fully recovered from even now#the fun cherry on top was that later when i *did* try to ask (very kind and well-meaning) plural ppl from another mental health community#if anything i described sounded familiar to their own experiences; or ones they had heard from other people#their response was pretty much 'idk that doesn't sound plural to me; i'm sorry; it's something where if you have it you know :('#me crying my eyes out for days afterward: obviously this reaction is bc i want to appropriate plurality to feel special#and am throwing tantrums at having the bubble broken by Reality#anyway. it's been a lot and yeah i really wish i'd had literally any other affirming plural community as a kid lol#ableism cw#internalized ableism cw#pluralitag#traumatag#adventures in mental illness#disabilitag
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