#i went to therapy

[kash-heals]

therapy session vent

before i get started damn i’m craving mcdonald’s chicken nuggets so bad wtf?🫣

but anyway.

i got there and of course i was nervous as shit. my other dad (not the one who made me lol his husband) and my older brother came with me, i did end up eating breakfast just because i literally could not calm down to save my life and i didn’t wanna make myself feel like complete shit so i ended up letting my other dad make me a breakfast taco and it was amazing. anyway we get there and they tell me it can only be me and so i sort of start freaking out and wanna run out of there because nope not at all. but my other dad convinced me it would be okay, and so did my brother.

when i got into my therapist’s office it didn’t look anything like i expected it to? he had COD posters and anime posters and his desk was like a gaming set up?! it was amazing. he asked me if i would be more comfortable in a chair or the beanbags (he had two jumbo beanbags in there too) so i chose the beanbags because holy fuck who wouldn’t. he told me he just wanted to get to know me first and we would move on to the serious things as time progressed. so i told him all my favorite things , about my boyfriend , school, theater , all of the above. we surprisingly had a lot in common, and then it got personal. he asked me how i felt about myself and i told him i hated myself. surprisingly .. he didn’t like look shocked or try to convince me otherwise.. instead he was like “okay. tell me the top 3 things you hate about yourself.” i told him. he said “alright.” and i was kinda confused and he stood up and grabbed a box of beads (like for bracelets) and he grabbed a plain composition book and a box of stickers like super cool graphic stickers you’d find at like skate shops and stuff, and he was like “ i want you to make 3 bracelets and wear them and anytime you think about the three things you hate about yourself look down at the bracelets, and i want you to decorate this notebook with however many stickers you want and i want you to write out your feelings anytime you look at those bracelets instead of taking your self hatred out on yourself got it?”

that made me like… actually really happy… so we made bracelets and i decorated my notebook and we watched MHA while we made small talk and before i knew it my 3 hours were up and i was actually sad.

i go back on thursday tho, 5 days clean from sh.

my therapist is super cool. he’s nothing like i expected.

[annemarieyeretzian]

imogen saying “I know we’re supposed to save the gods, but I’ve tried talking to them my whole life and none of them will ever respond. …I don’t know if I want to save gods that don’t love me.” aaand now I’m crying

[abby420]

nothing sadder than reading back on old texts reminiscing on when life was actually good and you weren’t alone

[chloesimaginationthings]

William is the most divorced man in the FNAF universe

[casually-eat-my-soul]

We really need to talk about the fact the stiles was prepared to drown to keep Derek alive.

He was treading water for two hours with Derek weight on him and only when his muscles started to give up did he try and hang onto the diving board. If Scott didn’t get there in time both stiles and Derek would have drown.

Also they couldn’t have been completely silent the entire time. Do you think as they both felt stiles weaken that they’d have to come to grips with the idea of dying. Do you think how Derek was paralyzed in the arms of a human (he doesn’t trust humans) and spent the entire time thinking “well this is the moment he’s going to let me go and I drown”; and how shocked he must of been when stiles refused to let him go. I know that stiles was definitely thinking about his dad. I wonder when the moment was that they realized they might die in that pool. The final moments before they both went under when stiles is trying so hard to keep them both alive. The way that stiles talks about drowning after this incident.

I really feel like we don’t talk about this enough.

[hinamie]

august

[sophsun1]

#about me

Seinfeld – 4.03: The Pitch Ticket

[the-dykeknight]

so we all agree that parallel universe vander and silco coparented powder after reconciling and are now gay married right

[lygma-nygma]

Being a batfam fan is funny because people will make a post like “here’s my headcanon-“ and it’s just something that’s directly canon to the story then post about major canon events and get everything wrong.

[kristiliqua]

sounds like the start of a bad joke fr

[clockworkreapers]

Vol 3 Jack really went though it huh

[k16is]

JUST LET THEM BE HAPPYYYYYYYY AND HAVE A LITTLE KISSSSSSS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭[CAR CRASHES INTO ME AND I EXPLODE]

[courtofparrots]

Has anybody else noticed this look Luis gives Leon after hearing his self-sacrificial attitude, I just noticed and it's killing me

Like I feel like I can see his brain go "yikes"

[calitheheart]

rusty in season 5 for some reason

[towncritte]

After gettin my hands on a pen texture that feels like a pencil...I basically went INSANE!

I just….proceeded to obsessively DRAW Dogdays repeatedly cuz it felt THAT GOOD to draw with this pen texture that feels like a pencil. 😵‍💫

Re-Educator Day (c) by @BriBrithefox1

Red Therapy Day (c) by @Babysinner3

[rainedropsart]

Trying to figure out an Arrowette design, so here’s some art after like. Months