#i was like okay this is sweet good experience we were cute and wow i was really loved but that's it

[girlthativealwaysbeen]

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[lovelyjj]

hii i love your fics! could we get more of bodyguard!jj and him thinking she’s spoiled but then she proves him wrong and they become like actual really good friends! (i hope that makes sense!) have a great day or night!! xxx 💝💝

Bodyguard part 2

part 1

bodyguard!jj maybank x kook!reader

a/n: hope this is ok! i love bodyguard!jj so i’m happy you asked for more!

my ask box is always open, fill free to send me your thoughts!

Having a bodyguard was an experience. It was like having a companion everywhere you go except JJ wasn’t your companion. He was more like an employee, you were his client. Nothing more.

You couldn’t deny how attractive JJ was. Even though he was rude to you. He had this aura about him that drew you in. He was so muscular and beautiful it made you lightheaded.

The day was bright and sunny. You thought it would be a good idea to go to the boardwalk. It was relaxing and fun down by the beach. But it was also hot. You thought that today calls for some ice cream.

JJ watched as you went up to the cashier and asked for strawberry ice cream. You then turned to JJ and asked if he wanted anything. He declined but thought it was sweet that you asked him. He also noticed how polite you were to the cashier.

JJ was impressed with your behavior. He was beginning to see your true colors. Maybe you weren’t so spoiled after all. “You two make a cute couple,” the cashier said handing you your ice cream on a cone.

“Oh we’re not together,” you blushed.

“Yeah i’m her bodyguard not her boyfriend,” JJ grumbled.

You took your ice cream and was on your marry way, walking down the boardwalk with JJ. You were feeling the ocean air and soaking up the sun. JJ thought you looked beautiful. Your hair was cascading down your back and your cheeks were flushed. You wore a sun dress that showed off your legs and made JJ feel something in his chest.

After you finished your ice cream and walked around for a while it was starting to get late. The sun was starting to set and you sat down on the sand to watch the sunset. You could hear the waves crashing and see the sky become painted in pink and orange.

It was lovely. JJ was unusually quiet. It made you think he was lost in thought.

“Penny for your thoughts,” you broke the silence by speaking.

JJ dipped his hand in the sand, grabbed a handful and then watched it slide through this fingers and back into the sand.

“What? Oh nothing, I’m just watching the sky,” JJ shrugged.

“Come on you can trust me,” you gave him a small smile. You don’t know why you were so interested, JJ wasn’t usually kind to you but you wanted to know his story.

JJ wanted to tell you what was on his mind but he didn’t want ruin the relationship you had. Strictly bodyguard and client nothing more.

“Just drop it okay?” JJ snapped.

“Ok fine,” you crossed your arms and looked away.

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JJ was coming over to your house because you needed a ride. Your parents let him in and he made his way to your room. He knocked on the door and herd you say “come in” so he entered.

“What are you doing?” JJ asked. He saw trash bags filled with clothes he assumed. He was confused as to why they littered your bedroom floor.

“I’m donating some of my clothes,” you said with smile.

“Oh wow that’s nice of you,” JJ was shocked. He thought that was very considerate of you. Maybe you weren’t so spoiled after all.

You got in JJ’s car as he packed the trunk with all your trash bags filled with clothes. As JJ drove to the donation center he couldn’t help but see you in a different light.

“That’s the last of them,” you told the donation center worker, handing him the last bag.

“Thank you so much for your donation!”

“Where to now?” JJ asked.

“Hmm I don’t know I don’t have any other plans for today.”

“How bout I take you somewhere?” JJ suggested.

You were intrigued so you went along with it. JJ took you to the hawks nest. You were surprised. The two of you climbed to the top and sat at the ledge.

“Ya know you��ve really impressed me lately princess.” JJ started the conversation.

The name was something JJ came up with because you were a kook princess. JJ didn’t know however, how it made you feel. It made your stomach do a flip and your heartbeat quicken.

“How so?” you responded.

“You’re not who I thought you were.” JJ explained.

“Huh well you’d be surprised what happens when you get to know someone.”

“Yeah I guess.”

“Can I ask you something?” you raised the question.

“Sure,” JJ replied.

“Why were you so mean to me when you first became my bodyguard?”

“Can I get a different question?” JJ asked.

“No, i think i deserve an explanation.”

“You want the truth? Well honestly I thought you were some spoiled rich kid that didn’t care about anybody except yourself. I didn’t want work for some stuck up kook.”

“Right so you were being a judgmental asshole.” You laughed.

JJ laughed with you. He agreed. You were right and he desperately wanted to redeem himself.

“Look i’m sorry for how I treated you. I would like to put that behind us. Is there any way you could forgive me?” JJ apologized.

“Yeah I guess so. Only if you buy me an ice cream sometime,” you replied.

“Deal.”

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Ever since the hawks nest JJ was nice to you. It was kinda of surprising. You didn’t expect him to change his attitude so fast. You thought maybe just maybe you could get along and be friends.

Today you were going to the country club. JJ of course was tagging along for your protection. You were happy because you were finally getting along with your bodyguard.

The two of you were having lunch at the country club. It was a cool and crisp day. You commented saying it was a beautiful day and JJ agreed.

“All you’re getting is a salad?” JJ questioned.

“Yeah.”

“You don’t want anything else?”

“Nope.”

“How about dessert?” JJ smiled.

You laughed. “You got me there.”

“Before dessert how about we have some drinks on me?” You suggested.

“I don’t drink on the job.” JJ replied.

“Oh right. More for me then!”

You ordered a mimosa. You and JJ kept on chatting about anything and everything. You were more talkative than normal because you kept ordering all kinds of drinks under the sun.

JJ was getting worried you were drinking too much.

“How about we get you home princess.”

“Nooooooo. I wanna stay!”

“I think it’s time to call it quits.”

Now JJ couldn’t take you home because he didn’t want your parents to see you like this.

And he couldn’t take you to his house for obvious reasons, so he settled for the beach. He hoped you would sober up there.

JJ took your hand after you paid for lunch, and guided you away to the beach. He sat you down in the sand.

“I wanna swiimmmm.” You slurred.

“I don’t think that’s a good idea,” JJ voiced.

Much to JJ’s dismay, you stood up a little wobbly and started taking off your clothes. JJ did his best to not look at your body but it was hard. You were breathtaking.

JJ grabbed you by the waist and hauled you over his shoulder. He picked up your discarded shirt and shorts and started to walk to his car.

“Come on princess, time to go.”

“Don’t call me that.”

“Why not?”

“I don’t like it.”

“But you’re the kook princess are you not?”

You let out a huff in defeat.

“Please put me down!”

“Not til i know you’re not going to run into the water.”

“I won’t I promise!”

JJ took you home. He figured your parents were asleep. So as long as you were quiet it shouldn’t be a big deal.

JJ guided you to your room and had you sit on the bed.

“You got to be careful Y/N,” JJ scolded.

“Yeah yeah,” you waved him off.

JJ tucked you in and told you to go to sleep.

“Goodnight Y/N.”

When you woke up the next morning last nights events were a little hazy. You remember JJ was looking out for you the whole time. You thought to yourself how lucky you were to have such a great and caring friend.

part 3 coming soon ;)

[livesworthlivingau]

Lives Worth Living Chapter 33

Spoilers for ISAT below, Two Hats especially! Been trying to think of what else to add to this chapter and it turns out, I got nothing! so y'all get an extra short one this time, hope you still enjoy~!

"Those two are really cute together... Good thing Vale didn't take you up on the offer, huh?" (Isa teased with the smallest hint of hurt behind his words. You'd been insisting on having this conversation in private while he kept asking about it, and you were both finally alone in you tent for the night. You gave a defeated sigh and grumble, covering your face with your hands.)

"I'm sorryyyyy! It's... complicated, okay? I wasn't just... I phrased it poorly! I didn't mean it like I was just gonna offer you up like leftovers!! I just meant... we could like, talk about it? They cut me off before we got any further than that, that's all!" (You plead to him, knowing he's playing it up a little, but still feeling rather bad about the situation. He seems more curious now as you've explained.)

"Talk about it? What exactly? Were you just gonna waltz up and say 'Hey Isa, how do you feel about having two Sifs!'" (He starts to chuckle at the idea... then notices the fact you're blushing and looking away.) "O-Oh?!"

"I-I was just gonna suggest we all talk about it! I-I mean, if they were me, and they clearly felt similarly about you... I-I thought you might want that..." (You admit, still blushing very deeply. You peek over to see him blushing just as much.)

"Well... I guess when you put it like that that's not so bad... I didn't really think you'd be into that sorta thing, you'd be okay with 'sharing' me?"

"I mean... I didn't... uhm... plan on it just being... l-like that"

"Huh? What did you... OH?! Y-YOU! A-AND VALE?!"

"SHHHHH!!! Not so loud!!"

"Sorry! J-Just... You'd... wouldn't that be kinda like... dating yourself?..."

"I guess?... a little?... I-I don't know! I just wanted to talk about it, I didn't really think too hard about it once they shot the idea down immediately!" (You cover your face again, making an annoyed grumble. This whole conversation was going to be the death of you, then you'd just loop and have to experience it all over again~!)

"Aright, calm down Sif, I'll quit teasing you about it, just... wow, it's a lot to take in, y'know?" (You grumble some more, nodding in response with your face still buried in your hands.)

"Imagine how it makes me feel." (He lets out a chuckle and pats your back, rubbing at it soothingly.)

"Hah! Okay, okay, I'll drop it. Thanks for being so honest with me." (You finally pull your face up from your hands, seeing that oh so sweet smile of his, sighing in relief as the subject finally changed.)

"O-Of course... I love you, Isa."

"Love you too, Siffy~." (He leans in and plants a kiss on your cheek. You turn to kiss back, yanking him down closer by the collar and planting your lips on his, humming in delight. You pull away from his flustered face with a little chuckle.)

"Good night, flustered one~." (You teased before lying down to sleep. He stays frozen in shock at the sudden kiss. His face nearly turning pitch lightless from blushing.)

"G-G-G-Good n-n-n-night." (He finally managed to stammer out, shaking off the nerves and joining you to turn in. He wraps his big, strong arms around you while he remained extremely flushed.)

[goldfades]

🍵 Alex Turcotte

AAAAAAAA ALEX IS SO UNDERRATED I LOVE HIM. he's so cute too like brooo

also this is based on a real experience w a guy literally a year ago LMAO

"wait, so you've never had a pumpkin spice latte?" you gasped as you sat the passenger seat of alex's car. he looked a little embarrassed as you spoke, his ears and cheeks turning a bright shade of red.

"no, i have!" he protested as you let out a laugh. "like four or five years ago, with my mom..."

your laugh got a lot louder and alex's blush grew deeper. you tried to stifle it but the thought made you laugh ─ alex with his mom, trying the latte.

"okay, well then! we're getting you one right now!" you announced as you put in the nearest starbucks in your google maps. alex nodded as he began driving and soon you arrived at the starbucks.

"this is my favorite time of the year," you added as he pulled into the parking lot. you both got out and walked into the starbucks, hand-in-hand. you ordered an iced chai with a pumpkin spice cold foam while he order the regular pumpkin spice latte.

"this better be good because that just cost me 15$" alex joked as you nodded.

"trust me, it will."

finally, your drinks were done and you both sat down and he finally tried it. it took him a few seconds until his eyebrows rose up, surprised at the sweet and palatable taste. he took a second drink as you smiled, happily.

"wow, that's actually... really good." he took another drink, and another and after maybe 10 minutes, he was done. he even tried your chai and also gave it a 10/10.

"dude, why is this actually addicting!"

"that's what i'm saying!" you said, laughing as you drank your chai.

alex brought out his phone and snapped a picture of the order. "i gotta show trevor, he has to try this."

"wait, so all of you guys haven't had the pumpkin spice latte?" you looked at him, shock evident in your features.

he shrugged, "yeah... i guess we just didn't ever have the urge."

"that's so... weird." you mumbled. but you were happy because he now loves pumpkin spice because of you.

MY 100 FOLLOWER CELLY!

[twice-inamillion]

Jihyo’s 22nd Birthday

Part 165(TIS)

— A lot of smut and Jihyo’s first time anal.

Today is Jihyo’s Birthday and you have planned a small date for just the two of you. You remember that Jihyo mentioned how much she wanted to go to the Bathhouse the time the members went. From what the members told her she said that she wished that she could of gone. Lucky today, you’re going to make that happen.

It is 9:00 am in the morning and most of the he members are up, jihyo has given Jisoo her breakfast and gotten her ready. You asked Mina and the other members if they could watch Jisoo while you and Jihyo were out for half of the day. They agreed and were looking forward to spending some time with Jisoo.

“Make sure that everything is ready for Jihyo’s birthday party, okay” as you talk to some of the members that were at the dining table. “No problem, we will have everything set up by the time you two arrive” responds Sana. “Enjoy yourselves” winks momo.

After you and Jihyo are ready you both head out and drive off. “I’m so happy that you’re taking me to your friend’s bathhouse.” “I’ve been wanting to take you for a while now, but couldn’t. So this time I made sure that we have time to ourselves” you say.

“I wish we could of taken Jisoo we us, but you’re right, we need some time to ourselves” says jihyo as she grabs your right hand. “Yes, I can’t believe that she is already a year old. I still remember her in your tummy” you say. “Aww, I know. I kind of miss the pregnancy experience. The feeling of creating a new life with the person you love” replies jihyo. “That’s true, Jisoo our bundle of joy.”

“What about Sana, has she said anything about her getting pregnant, yet?” jihyo asked. “No not, yet. Not that she has mentioned anything” you reply.

After some time you both arrive to Samantha’s Bathhouse and text her that you have arrived. She comes out and your both greet each other after not seeing each other since last year. “Happy New Year, haha its been a while” you say. “Happy New Year! Is this Jihyo” says Samantha.

“Yes, I’m Jihyo. Nice to formally meet you. Sorry that I couldn’t meet you last time. I volunteered to take care of the kids.” “Aww that’s sweet. How old is your child?”

Jihyo pulls out her phone and shows her a picture of Jisoo during her birthday party. “Aww she looks so cute, she looks so much like you” comments Samantha. “I know right, I’ve been told she is a miniature version of me. Look I even have a picture of my Jisoo with her two sisters” as she slides to a picture of Jisoo and the twins. “Aww that’s so cute, are those twins?” asks Samantha. “Yes, they are Jisoo’s younger sisters” “Wow your body looks great for having three kids” says Samantha. “Oh no, they’re not mine, they are Mina’s as she pulls out a picture of Mina with the twins in her arms.” “Y/n, you been really busy huh, got yourself a little harem huh. Three kids with another one on the way.”

“Haha, my y/n has been busy, he’s really good at spreading his love around” exclaims Jihyo. “If you’re happy that’s all that matters, right” says Samantha.

“Okay, lets go in and get you two ready” as she walks you both to the changing room. “Me me back outside so we can get you both ready for your massages.

You and jihyo get undressed and into more comfortable clothes and wait for meet up with Samantha. She escorts you to the massage room where two employees greet you. “Hello, Mr. and Mrs. y/n. We will be your masseuse for today. After the massage you both relax in the quiet room and even take a nice needed nap.

Once that was over you Jihyo asks you to accompany her to the hot bath and take a nice dip. You agree and walk together to the edge, you see her until her bathrobe and drop it on the floor. You see her oily and smooth body from head to toe due to the massage from earlier. She grabs you by the hand and says “come on, take off that robe and join me.”

As you both get inside of the hot bath you see relaxed, you both side next to each other and begin to talk about how much you needed this trip together. “I’m so glad we came her , just the two of us. I missed our alone time” said Jihyo.

“Me too, being with all the members and the kids is fun but at the same time it can be exhausting.”

“Yes, being in charge of eight other people can be stressful sometimes but coming home to our daughter is worth it.

“She’s grown so much this past year. I kind of missed you with your belly and enlarged tits” you says.

“Stop, you’re making me embarrassed. I also miss when you used to fuck me while i was pregnant.” Hearing this was making your member wake up from its slumber. “Remember when I asked you to fuck me for the first time while I was pregnant. You were scared that it would hurt the baby.”

“Yeah, I was so childish huh.” “Oh, nothing about you is childish, on the contrary, you’re big” as she begins to massage your cock.

“Ahh fuck… Jihyo. Not here… someone might come and see us” you say painfully.

“Don’t worry about that, who cares if they catch us. You’re mine, this cock right here is mine and i want it” as she begins to jerk you off. “It’s been a long time since you’ve been inside of me and I feel kind of neglected. You been fucking others but not me. So im gonna have you, even if you don’t want to” as she grips your cock, tight.

“You’re… squeezing it too hard… it hurts..” as she is beginning to dominate you. She then proceeds to kiss your neck and says “ima make sure these girls know who owns this body. You’re mine, okay. I’m just lending you for a bit but you’re mine.”

“Jihyo, i thinking I’m going to cum.” “Try to hold it in a bit longer, okay. Don’t get the bath dirty, I’ll find a nice place for you to cum.”

She lifts herself and wraps her legs around your waist and says “okay, you can coming in here” as she aligns your cock towards her entrance. “Okay, I… fuck” giving you no opportunity to speak as she impales herself with your cock. “There, that’s better, we’re finally together.”

She begins to ride you slowly, making sure that your cock scrapes her inner walls. “I missed this, having you inside of me.” “Jihyo, I’m about to cum.” She pulls you in and whispers “how about we try for another one” she says as you automatically shoot a large amount of cum inside of her.

“Ahh…. That feels so warm… inside of me.” “Is that what you wanted” you asked.

“Yeah, I miss your cum inside of me” as she begins to ride you in the water. “It feels so different having sex in the water” you say. “Yeah, it does.”

You grab her waist and make sure that your cock reaches her deepest parts as she rides your cock.

After a while of having her ride, you notice that’s she’s starting to get red from the heat. “I think it’s time to get out, Jihyo.”

“Aww I don’t want to. I want you to keep fucking me” she whines. “How about we continue this later” you say.

“Really? We can?” she asks. “Yeah, it’s your birthday.” “Okay, but make sure you fill me up, tonight” Jihyo winks.

You both then get out of the water and get changed. You thank Samatha for allowing you to reserve the place once again and say your goodbyes.

“Can I drive back home?” jihyo asks. You then toss her the keys and she smiles. “Finally, I get to drive this fast car.”

She turns on the car, pulls out from the parking lot and steps on the accelerator to get on the highway.

“Okay, just be careful okay. I know you like to drive fast but we have to get home in one peace” you tell her. “Don’t worry about it. You know I’m a good driver. I’m just excited because I don’t get to drive this car often” she says. “Me we can get you a nice and fast one if you’d like.” “You’re serious?” “I don’t see why not but only during vacation though.”

You both get home and make sure that Jihyo is the first one to step into the house.

“Surprise!!

Jihyo is startled but quickly composes herself and sees that Jisoo is walking towards her, wearing a nice dress. She waddles to Jihyo as Jihyo squats to catch her in her arms. “Aww my baby wanted to greet me on my birthday?” Jisoo smiles, making Jihyo tear up. “Why don’t you give your mom what you made Jisoo” says nayeon. “What did you make?” as Jihyo looks to find a piece of paper in her pocket. She takes out the paper and finds that it’s a small painting of Jisoo’s hand. “Aww this is the best present I’ve received, thank you jisoo.”

“I thought Jisoo was the best present you received” shouted Chaeyoung. Jihyo turns around and glares at her. The members just laugh at Chaeyoung as she hides behind momo.

The celebration continues as the members have made a nice dinner with mostly your help. The bring out a cake and have Jihyo blow out the candles. “Make a wish!” shout the members.

“My wish is that we all stay together as a family. That we are all healthy and enjoy our lives together. Also continue being Twice and showing out love to Once.”

Hearing that has made some of the members tear up since they know how important they are to Jihyo. They gather around and hug her tightly as you try to record this beautiful moment.

Jihyo looks towards your direction and says “we can’t forget out y/n. The best dad that our daughter could have.” “That’s right, the best daddy” says Mina. “Yea! Best dad” says Dahyun as she rubs her belly. “Best future daddy too!” shouts Sana, which causes the others to laugh. “Yes! Best Daddy!!” shouts Tzuyu.

“Aww, tzuyu. We meant dad for the girls hahah” says Jihyo.

Momo and Chaeyoung trying to be pranksters say “can you be our daddy too y/n” as they wink.

“Yah!! Momo, Chaeyoung, stop messing around. Hearing that makes them quickly apologize.

The party continued and the members drank since it was the start of the weekend. Jihyo also joined in on the drinking too since she was known to be a heavy drinker. You on the other hand, wanted take a few slips here and there but still sober.

The party ended when Jihyo got you by the belt and said “come pretty boy, you’re coming back with me tonight.” This comment made the rest of the members gasp from excitement because it was rare for Jihyo share information on your sex life. “Jeongyeon unnie, take care of Jisoo, I’m going to be enjoying my birthday present tonight” as she dragged you towards her room.

“Jihyo, you’re being so proactive tonight” you say. “I wasn’t satisfied with just the appetizer, I want the whole course.”

She opens her door and pushes you to the bed and says “makes sure you’re undressed when I come back” as she walks to the bathroom. You quickly undress and wait for her to come out.

She opens the door and you can see her beautiful tan skin with a very sexy black lingerie.

The black lingerie just makes her look gorgeous, the bra doesn’t not cover her beautiful light brown nipples but instead shows it completely. It does give it some volume has it holds then together in place. Her bottom piece is just spectacular as it is a crotchless, which shows off her beautiful cunt.

“Wow you look amazing” you say in awe. “I hope you like it. I got this at Sana’s friend lingerie store. I thought I could wear something more sexy for you.”

“I…I really like. I love it” you tell her. “I so happy that you do because I want you to fuck me with it.”

“Oh… I will. Since it’s your birthday. It’s going to be all about you.”

“That’s good. Then I want you to eat me”she says as she bites her lip.

“With pleasure” as you go in for a passionate kiss. You then place her on the bed and see how beautiful she looks on top of it.

You take her legs and spread them wide open, revealing the crotchless lingerie and her shaven cunt. “Wow, it’s so beautiful, I’m going to enjoy my meal.” You proceed to kiss her thighs, then her tummy and work your way down.

Once you’re in front of her folds, you split them open and see that her nectar is beginning to leak. “You’re already wet, Jihyo. You really want this bad huh.” “Yes, I’ve been wanting you for a long time” she replies.

You then proceed to spread her open when more and see that her cervix is releasing a flow of nectar that you humbly taste. “Hmm, it taste sooo good Jihyo, your taste is so addicting” you tell her.

“Do I really taste that good?” she asks. You nod and then use to fingers to insert it into her leaking cunt. You work your way inside and scrape her walls, causing her to release a sexual moan.

Wanting to hear a bit more you stir your two fingers around, trying to collect as much of her nectar. You eventually pull them out and see that your fingers are completely wet, dripping nectar. You place your fingers on her lips and begin tracing them to coat her of nectar. Then you proceed to slowly insert your fingers into her mouth. She licks her own nectar from your fingers and says “I do taste good, you’re so lucky you’re the only one who has had the chance to taste this” says proudly.

“You’re right, I’m the luckiest man alive” you say. “Of course you are. Imagine what Once would do if they found out that you took my virginity” said Jihyo in a joking manner. “Let’s not focus on that” as you burry your face onto her wet pussy.

You use your tongue to the best of your abilities and try to dig your way to the farthest point of her juicy cunt. “Ahh… fuck, I can feel your tongue, scrapping my walls” she moans out loud.

Getting the reaction you wanted you proceed to tease her a bit and give her a small bite on her clit, which makes her twitch and gush out cum all over your face.

“I’m sorry y/n, I couldn’t hold it and didn’t warn you ahead of time” as you wipe the fluid of your face. “It’s okay, it just shows that you’re enjoying it.

“Let me service you now” jihyo says but you reply with a no. “It’s, your birthday today. You’re the one that will get serviced tonight.” Your responds makes her smile and she goes straight for a kiss. Your respond back with a passionate kiss and slowly knead her exposed breast from the lingerie she was wearing.

You then sit on the bed and spread your legs and ask her to get in the chairman position. “I want you to see yourself as you cum in front of the mirror.” “What do you mean” she asks. You then point at the long mirror that is mounted on the door. She turns around and says “I’d like that.”

You move your right hand towards her entrance and begin to rub on her folds, just before insert your fingers. Get gasps as she feels your cold fingers inside of her “ahh… your fingers are cold.” You then proceed to scrap the inside of her walls at a slow pace. She has her hands placed on your thighs and begins to grip on them when you begin to pick up the pace.

Her wet and spongy insides have a nice texture to it like tofu as you rub your fingers against it. She begins to moan “finger me faster, make me cum.” You do as she says and begin to pick up the pace, stirring her insides to the best of your abilities.

She then begins to shake, making you realize that she is about to cum. “I’m about to cum, d..don’t stop” she shouts. To make her cum faster you grab her lift breast and begin to pinch and rub her nipple with your two fingers. “No, not my nipples, they are sensitive” she moans out loud.

You have her were you want her and with one final pinch from both her nipple and her slit she squirts all over the floor, even having a few of the droplets stain the mirror. Your hand is a mess as it is completely wet from when she squirted, but also your left hand is dripping from the milk she squirted from her breast.

“I cant believe you came from both your cunt and from your breast, you’re such a horny girl, Jihyo.” “I’m not horny all the time… well not anymore” she says. “Let’s see if that’s true” as you go for a second round.

It second around doesn’t even take more than five minutes. She came more aggressively this time compared to the first and you had to hold her so she didn’t slip off from your tights and onto the floor.

Her shaking lasts a good minute as you were able to hit all of her sensitive parts better than the first time. After her shaking stops you decide to give her a small break to let her catch her breath. “Are you okay, jihyo?” I…I’m okay, it’s just that it’s been a..a while since I…I came this much.”

“Ready for the next round?” you ask. “Let me catch my breath first, okay” she says, which makes you crack up a bit.

After some time of rest and regaining some stamina back you both proceed for the next round. “I want to ride you” as she pushes you down on the bed. “Being assertive now, aren’t you.” “I just want this cock of yours, real bad” as she begins to mount you, cowgirl position.

“I need to make sure your cock is hard and ready before i take it all in” as she is jerking you off. Once it is she lifts herself a bit and aligns your cock to her entrance, trying her folds and impales herself in one swoop. “Fuck… your cock is so big, i really missed it inside of me.”

“I missed being inside of you too, you’re so tight.” Hearing that makes jihyo bush and say “I’ve been doing a lot of exercises, I was afraid that you didn’t want to make sex with me anymore because I wasn’t as tight as before, after jisoo’s birth.”

“No, that’s not the case, it’s just that we have been so busy, I’m sorry that ive neglected you.” “It’s okay, it’s my fault too, I haven’t been as assertive as before.” “Im sorry, Jihyo.” “It’s okay, we are together now and that is all that matters.”

She then begins to move slowly while grabbing onto your shoulders. You places your hands on her waist to pull her in closer to your base. After getting adjusted to your length she picks up the pace and starts to ride you much faster.

“Fuck jihyo, you look like a real cowgirl.” “I feel like a cowgirl when im riding this huge cock of yours. You know what y/n, every cowgirl needs her cowboy to well fed, right?” as she smirks. She then moves your hands from her waist and places them on her breast and says “come on, milk these cow tits, i know you want to” she squeezes them, releasing milk from her tits.

“You’re so naughty jihyo, i like it” and you take her on the offer of milking her tits. “I’m going to make sure i squeeze every ounce of milk from your breast” as you being to squeeze them in the palm of your hand.

“Yes, squeeze them hard, mark me, make sure you leave your imprints on my tits. I want everyone to know that these large melons are yours” as she rides you harder.

“Yes! Yes! like that squeeze them, milk me.” You squeeze her and milk begins to run down your hands and down her tits, down her chest onto her belly.

“Fuck, jihyo i think im going to cum” you moan out loud. “Do it. Cum inside of me, don’t you dare cum anywhere else other than my small cunt.” Hear her stay that is making your cock throb. Feeling your throbbing cock inside of her, she knows that you’re at your limit so she lifts herself up, only leaving the tip of your cock in her entrance. She then slams her whole body down, reaching your base which causes you to cum immediately. “Yeah, like that. Fill me full of cum, i wont let a single drop go to waste” as her insides are squeezing your cock, tight.

You then take the opportunity to bring her in close and attach your mouth onto her nipple and begin to suck on her breast as she rides your cock slowly with all the cum inside of her womb.

You both stay like that are a good amount of time until there is no more milk to squeeze out. “Aww, my poor baby was really thirsty. Did mommy milk you out of cum, already?” she says as a tease. You wanting to play along say “yes, your baby was really thirsty and wanted to milk from mommy’s breast.”

“Now, that you had your fill, mommy wants you to pump her with more of your special milk” as she looks at your with sincere eyes. “Don’t you think you can do that to mommy?” You nod your head up and down, without any words. She lifts herself from your cock and you see your cum drip from her cunt and down her thighs.

She lays down on the bed and says “i want my baby boy to use this mommy in anyway he likes.” Taking this to heart you begin your next set of rounds. The next continues and you preform multiple positions such as reverse cowgirl, missionary, golden arch, table top, lazy man, upstanding citizen, and finally doggy style.

During doggy style you can’t help but to grab Jihyo’s amazing butt. “You’ve been having your attention on my butt this whole time, so you like it that much?” she asks. “Yes, it’s so nice and round, I love it.” “I’m glad to hear that, I’ve actually been working on it after i had Jisoo. I know how much you like a nice ass, so I wanted to work on mine.” You then proceed to caress her ass a bit more as your thrusting inside of her pretty cunt.

After delivery if your load during doggy style, Jihyo automatically drops to the bed and says “that was amazing y/n. You having fucked me this long for a while.” “That’s right, I missed when we used to fuck all night, the way I would make you moan my name would be amazing.”

“Stop, don’t say that. You know it’s embarrassing for me to hear that.” “You know it’s true, you would moan my name a lot” as you give a nice slap on Jihyo’s ass cheek.

Catching her breath Jihyo looks at you and says “you know since it’s my birthday and I want us to unwrap a nice little gift together” as she gives you a wink. “You mean…” as your smile grows visibly bigger.

“Yes, I know I’ve been holding out on it and you have always wanted to try it and I wasn’t ready those times, but I think I’m ready know.”

“Are you sure you’re ready for it? I don’t want to do it if you’re not.”

“I am, I know I was scared the first time because it kind of hurt and we never tried it again but I think I’m good now. So how about you run out to the kitchen and get some water while I prepare.”

You nod and rush out of the room and run butt naked to the kitchen and grab some water bottles and orange juice. You try your best not to get anyone to see you as you make the quick trip. You rush into the bedroom and give Jihyo some as well.

After get a good break you both continue your next session. Jihyo sits on the edge of the bed and spreads her legs open and shows you all the cum that you pumped into her. “See how much cum in dripping down my legs” as she smiles. “Yeah, let even know that you mine, only mine and no one else’s”

She stands up and says “what do you think about the lingerie I’m wearing?” It’s beautiful, you look amazing in anything you wear. You’re a goddess.” Hearing this turns Jihyo on and she pushes you onto the bed. She gives you a sexual dance, grinds her pussy against your thighs, feeling the wetness of her folds. “You feel how wet I am for you? “Yeah, I do” as you begin to feel her body.

She grabs your cock and begs in to jerk it off, making it hard once more and says “your cock is really excited, it can’t wait to penetrate me. Are you excited to take my anal virginity?” “Fuck, I am… I really am” you says.

She gets off your thigh and stands up and begins to show you every inch of her body. “All of this is yours, only yours” as she bends over, spreading her ass cheeks and shaking her her pink puckerhole. “This is finally yours, it’s never been touched before. You get to take my virginity for the second time.”

Seeing Jihyo bent over with her ass cheeks spread wide open is making you extra hard and hot. You’re really to fuck her, there and now. But you also need to be extra careful since it’s her first time and want to make sure she has a good experience.

You grab Jihyo’s waist with your left and and release her right hand from her ass cheek, with your right hand you raise it up and giver her a nice smack on her ass. This catches her off guard and makes her give out a small moan. You caress there ass a bit just before you give it another smack.

“Get to the bed” you command her. She does as she’s told and you then push her down, making her have her face on the bed in a corner doggy style position. You caress her ass in awe and give her a few smacks, causing her cheeks to jiggle. “Fuck, your ass is perfect.”

Your cock being rock hard, you hold it with your right hand and smack it against Jihyo’s ass. Your cock causes ripples as it hits her cheeks.

You know that if you insert it as it is now, it will be painful for jihyo so instead you use the cum that is dripping down jihyo’s leg as lube. With your finger on your left hand you collect as much cum and trace it against her puckerhole.

You align your cock to her entrance and give her one last chance to back out. “Are you sure you want to do this jihyo?” you ask. “Yes, i want to, make me yours again.” There is no need for anything else as you want to enjoy this special moment.

Having your cock hovering over her entrance you let her know that you’re about to penetrate her and she takes a deep breath. You begin to slowly push through and you are met with resistance. You gather a bit more cum mixed with nectar and place it on top of her puckerhole and massage it a bit. “Try to relax, im going to try going in again” you inform her. She nods and says yes, making you continue.

You grab your cock a bit better and push it in slowly and into her ass. You see the tip begin to work its way into her ass slowly and keep on push as jihyo begins to whine. “Hmmm…” as she tries not to show any signs of pain.

You keep on inserting your length deeper and once the tip is in you let her relax it a bit and ask “you are okay, jihyo? It take a while for her to respond back but eventually she says “it hurts, it hurts a lot” as she turns to face you, having a tear dripping down. “Want me to take it out? We can maybe try next time.”

“No! I can do it. Just let me rest a bit” she says. “Okay, just let me know when you’re ready.

After what feels like a while she says “I thinking im ready, let’s continue.” You spread a bit more of her nectar around your cock to ease the penetration and continue.

You then begin to push in your cock further up her ass and noticed that jihyo is holding onto the bedsheets with a strong grip. Wanting for her not to suffer any longer you decide to just get it over it in one go. “I’m sorry Jihyo but im going to get it over it with one thrust” she turns around with panic in her eyes. Knowing that it’s going to hurt she grabs onto the bedsheet with her teeth and clenches onto it.

“Fuck… her i go jihyo, im sorry. It’s only going to hurt for a short while” and with that you pull out, only leaving the tip of your cock and with one hard thrust you reach all the way inside. The resistance of her insides is unimaginable, she had the tightest it ass you have fucked so far, but unfortunately you have made jihyo shout from the pain.

She tried her best to hold onto to the bedsheet with her teeth but the pain of her ass splitting open from your large and thick cock was unbearable. Tears flow down from her face as she tries to not cry but shouts “ *hick… it hurts so much… it hurts… you tore my rectum… *hick… you broke me…”

“I’m sorry jihyo, I tired to get it over with… you just need to let it calm down for a bit and the pain will go away.” Trying to listen to your words she tries to calm down and says “I know… you tried your best to be gentle with me but *hick… it just hurts.”

“You want me to pull out? I can if you want.” She automatically says “No! Don’t you dare pull out and make me go through this pain for nothing. I can take it. Let me just get adjusted to your length.”

You know that Jihyo is a real trooper and you know that she doesn’t give up easily and give her time to adjust.

Once she is really she says “i think im okay, let’s continue.” Grab her waist to bring her in closer and begin to move. He recede your cock, half way and thrust it back in “fuck it hurts…” she says. “Want me to stop?” “No just keep on going, i can take it.”

“Okay, here i go” as you thrust your cock in and out of her. You scrape the walls and increase the pace little by little. Her shouting of pain goes from being unbearable and decrease, then turns into something tolerable to something pleasurable.

The more you thrust in and out of her ass the more she begins to enjoy it. From screaming “it hurts” turned into “y/n fuck me harder.” “You really changed your attitude after a couple of thrusts, huh” trying to tease her. “Ohh shut up, you’re making me embarrassed. Just focus on fucking my ass instead.”

You pick up the pace and decide to do a different position. But before you move you raise her right hand once more and give her a hard slap. “Ahhh… that hurts… hit me again” she shouts. You raise your hand once more and give her another smack. “Again, harder” as you repeat this multiple times on both cheeks.

Once you are done her ass cheeks are completely red and both your hands are imprinted on them. You grab Jihyo from the waist and bring her up.

“Let’s change the pace a bit” and move her into the standing doggy position. You support her by holding onto her arms to keep her from falling back onto the bed.

Every thrust is hard and reaches deep inside of her. The amount of moaning that results from this is amazing. She went from just taking it in the ass to clenching your cock with her ass.

“Fuck jihyo, your ass feels nice and tight, you’re going to make me cum.”

“Yes, cum inside of my former virgin ass, flood my ass with your cum” she moans. “This ass, this tight pussy, these tits, everything is yours. You can cum inside of me whenever you want. Don’t hold back, fill me to the brim.”

“I’m going to cum, let it all inside” as a tsunami of cum comes rushing into her ass, filling it all.

“Fu…fuck… so warm. That feels nice” as her eyes begin to roll back from the pleasure and begins to lose her balance. You having spent your energy from fucking so long fall onto the bed with Jihyo.

You slowly regain your balance after getting dizzy for a moment and pull out. You feel your cock struggling to get out as Jihyo is unconsciously trying to hold onto your cock with her walls. You give a bit more strength and your cock is released from jihyo’s grasps as you hear a popping noise from the suction of having your cock inside of her.

You then see a gaping asshole as jihyo’s ass is trying to clench onto something but there is nothing else to grab onto. “Aww my poor jihyo passed out from having her first anal experience.”

You watch her as she is laying there on the bed and as her asshole is spilling out cum, from being overflowed with your cum.

You walk towards the chair where you pants was and pull out your phone and take a picture. A picture of her first anal experience and the amount of cum that is escaping.

You then try to move her a better spot of the bed so she can finally get some rest, after this long but hard session.

You lay down next to hear and kiss her back but not before hearing a semi conscious Jihyo say “i want you to hold me tight and i want to sleep your your cock inside of me like the old days.”

There is not need for words as you bring her in closer on cuddle her, but not before you shove your cock back inside of her tight pussy and finally get some sleep.

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Little did you know that your dumb butt forgot to close the door as you made your way back to the room.

The door was slightly open and allowed the opportunity for someone to catch a glimpse if they wanted to. And that is exactly what happened.

As momo woke up from her sleep she made her way to the kitchen but heard noises coming from the room that you and jihyo were using. Curious she walks towards the room and sees what was going on and stays to watch the action.

Tzuyu also comes out from the bathroom and sees momo standing in front of the room and walks up to momo and says “what are you doing momo unnie?

“Shhh… just look” as she tries to whisper and not get caught. They both peek and watch as you are fucking jihyo from behind and destroying her ass. The moans of pleasure that is coming from Jihyo is something that they haven’t seen before and it’s addictive.

“I feel hot momo unnie” whispers Tzuyu as she unknowingly is getting horny. ‘I’m kind of hot too” as momo has her hands inside of her shorts, touching herself. “Momo unnie, you’re leaking something down your shorts” as momo is leaking nectar form all this excitement. “You too, look” as momo points out to Tzuyu as she is also leaking nectar from her shorts.”

“Momo unnie, i think im horny” as she starts to place her hand inside of her shorts and begins to finger herself. Momo initially surprised but can’t blame Tzuyu because she feels the same way.

They both finger fuck themseleves as they watch you and Jihyo have the best time of your lives, together.

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[tua-five]

Season 3 Episode 5!

⚠️⚠️ Don't read if you haven't watch s3! ⚠️⚠️

Omg, Klaus meets his mom!!! Oh, and finds out he died so many times...

Okay, but I actually love the fact that Tom Hopper's wife is Klaus's mom. I don't know why. It's just cool and sweet.

Aww.... but I forgot that Allsion got nightmares... it's so sweet how Ray would just immediately know and start helping.

This episode is just so quick. A lot of moments that I'm a little overwhelmed.

Even though Stanley knows that Diego isn't his dad, he still tells him that he flipping killed his brother. Yikes. Diego's freak out 😭 "And you were gonna dissolve the body!?"

Klaus's "even the naughty bits?"

That's it.

"Hate to say I told you so,"

"You love to say I told you so." Dang, Viktor!!

I really just want to know exactly where everyone is from. (And before I start, yes, I do know that Reginald made them learn many languages) because Five keeps speaking German. He said, "Nein!" In season 2, when everyone failed to meet the 90-minute deadline. And just now, he called the briefcase "kaput". Broken in german. I can definitely see Five being German, but everyone else in the Fandom believes he's from Greece. But I do fully believe he's from Germany. I don't know.

I also love "guy in a carpet." And Chen just accepts it and says,"I hope you win."

And then Klaus is like "sup! I'm back from the dead."

"What would happen if I cut off your head? Would it grow two of you?" And then Diego curs in, cause that's rude, right?

"Stan." He turns to look at Klaus. "Would it?"

"Klaus, do you know where the kugelblitz is?" "Yeah, I saw it!"

"Why didn't you tell anyone!?"

"I told you!" Yeah, Diego. He told you. Why even ask that question?

"You say stupid shut all the time!"

This is why we should listen to each other.

Olay, but as much as it's like.. arguing and stuff. I love their immediate concern for Viktor because harlan hurt him.

And omg, Five saying that Harlan was insignificant and then Viktor immediately with the comeback, "You once told me no one was insignificant." Yeah.. he's not wrong.

I love how Harlan is listening to Wind. And then specifies through a field of corn, and my first immediate thought was... Viktor doesn't have a good experience with field corn.

God. I really hate the writers. I mean, why couldn't stan be his actual son? They were so cute. He's yelling at Stan (not literally yelling, but disciplining, parenting,) and then he jokes around, making stan laugh by putting the cleaning supplies on his head? And then before he leaves the room he tells him not to forget about his ear medication downstairs??? Hello? He's such a good dad just for that to be thrown away?

Another full circle moment. We all know five said "I'm the daddy here!" To Luther in season 2. And now Diego says it. "I'm the daddy here.." to lila.

Allison just said, "The new timeline will just be worse for me." And yep. I truly believe it will. She might've gotten everything she wanted in this last timeline, but everything comes with a cost.

Oh... wow.. yeah. "Luther just said you can't use me for that" and Allsion said that she can of she wants to. Then she rumors him to stay. He begs her not to. And then... she rumors him again. And we all know that.

Oi.. Klaus telling Five that that's the Mother's of Agony. Symbol or whatever.

And then we find badass Pogo.

The gifs!

Sorry in advance that there isn't much gifs. I'm in a bit of a rush today and wasn't sure if I was even going to be able to watch this episode so I didn't have much time to write all of this or find the gifs.

I'm not sure if or when I'll watch and post tomorrow's episode but I'll try to as soon as I can! Love you all!

[borathae]

Hello, newbie kinkster here and I'm going to rely on AAOL Jungkook to tell me about his first time falling into the sub headspace. I experienced it for the first time last week with my girlfriend when she called me her good girl and I just kept tearing up because I felt so weak and small but in a good way. Is that safe and healthy or subbing isn't for me if I'm crying? She immediately stopped but I wanted to continue she said she will but she hasn't again. I will bring it up later tonight, but for now I want to hear kookie pov

He gives you a smile, which both shows how proud he is of you and how happy he is for you.

"Wow, I'm so happy for you", he says, "you girlfriend sounds like a really sweet person. It's so, so great of her to stop and to make sure that you were okay. I also get you so bad on crying because of being called good", he says, having to snicker shyly.

He takes a little time to think about the rest of your words, talking with great kindness once he finally speaks.

"I didn't cry the first time I subbed, but I also have a smiliar experience than you. It was with my wife." His eyes soften, "my love. We were already dating for a while and were both healing from what we went through. It was during a time where I already felt very good about myself again. We played, I subbed like always and she treated me so gently and with so much adoration and I suddenly felt so small and weak and, and good that I started crying. I realised that I suddenly had someone who made me feel safe, who allowed me to let go safely and who loves me enough to give me a space where I can show myself in ways I would never want to show myself to the public. Yeah, I cried a lot but they were happy tears. Tears of relief and tears of a big emotional release."

He gives you a reassuring smile.

"Maybe it was the same for you. Being submissive already comes with a lot of scary feelings. You show yourself in vulnerable ways, you allow another person to touch you. Sometimes you even allow them to see you naked, which is literally the most vulnerable state to be in. I think that there can be a lot of shame and fear around subbing, even if those feelings are unconscious. And if you play with someone who lets you be so You in a safe way and who shows you how much they love this version of you, it can become very overwhelming."

He reaches out to give you a respectful and soothing pat on your arm. Just a small touch, not meant to make you uncomfortable.

"I wouldn't give up on it yet. I think that you cried because you finally felt safe and that became overwhelming. If I were you, I would try it again and then listen to your own feelings and body. You are definitely not wrong for crying though. I'm really proud of you and you can always come to me for questions. You're the first person to come to me for kink community questions, so I feel really excited right now", he says and giggles cutely.

[rogerswifesblog-updates]

Chapter 6

Series Masterlist

A/N: Hi! It ain’t a sweet chapter, sorry:( but it’ll get better soon! Promise! I’m also thinking about posting one of the smut one shots that I’ve already written…about our sweet Stevie wearing a bunny costume and…a cute bunny tail…if you know what I mean👀

Warnings; heartbreak </3

You took out your phone, to Steve; I’m sorry, I can’t do this. It’s over.

It was over.

Steve looked down at his phone when he heard the ringtone he had just for you. A smile crept onto his lips, but it quickly disappeared. “What is it?”, Bucky asked next to him, trying to peek at his phone. He immediately showed Bucky the message, since he had to listen to Steve’s rant about you for the past few hours, so he knew everything about your situation. Maybe more than he’d like to…

But it was interesting, he had to admit. So he had listened and imagined how it would be to have a woman in charge. It sounded really…appealing. The whip? Just wow.

After reading the message he looked back at Steve, as confused as the blonde, but less hurt. “I don’t know what happened? I didn’t do anything-I mean- I…I told her I loved her but…but I thought she felt the same. Do you think it’s because of that? Because I said I loved her? God did I really mess it up so soon? Was it my fault?”, he started rambling, making Bucky shake his shoulders forcefully. “Shut up, it’s not your fault. You have to ask her. Do it now-text her-call her or god, I don’t know, go to her place. Talk to her. There has to be a reason-maybe she’s scared of the age difference? Maybe…maybe…I don’t know”, Bucky tried to think of a reason, not even suspecting Steve’s father being the cause of all this.

Steve wiped away a single tear from his cheek, that he hadn’t even noticed falling. “You’re right. I’ll drive to her place. And I’ll buy flowers-maybe chocolate? I don’t even know what flowers she liked-god maybe I shouldn’t be her boyfriend. Maybe I’d be a shit boyfriend who treats his girls awfully-“ “Steve, alone that you’re thinking and worrying about it shows you’re great. Let’s not jump to conclusions…it’s probably a misunderstanding…”, Bucky tried to calm his best friend down.

It didn’t work. Steve started sending one text message after the oh they, but none of them were delivered. Fuck.

They only had a few minutes left and as soon as the bell rang, signaling the end of classes, Steve stormed out of the room.

He drove faster than usually, pretty sure he also missed a red light, before stopping at a flower shop to buy you roses. Roses were good, right? It’s what they always buy in movies.

He felt pathetic. Not even knowing what kind of flowers to buy for a girl. Maybe you were right with ending this…relationship or whatever it was between you two. You had been right about him. He was too young. Just a teenager without any experience in…anything, really. He was still in high school. He never had a job. Barely passed maths…god, he can’t even grow a fucking beard. How could he even think he’d be good enough for you?

Was he stupid for feeling so deeply connected to you? Naive? Was it because you were the first girl he had kissed? The first sex he had? The first…person he ever loved? But you knew all of this. You wouldn’t have used him just for fun, he knew that. So what changed?

Steve looked down at his phone, then back to your building and once again to the messages.

What did I do wrong?

Why are you ending this?

I'm coming to your place so we can talk this through.

Don’t leave me. Please.

Please answer.

Y/N?

Tell what I did wrong. I’ll do better.

I promise.

Is it because of what I said? I didn’t mean to.

I mean, I did mean what I said but I didn’t mean to say it in a rush. I’m sorry.

I’m such an idiot.

Please text me back.

Did something happen?

Are you okay?

Wait…it’s not delivered?

Did you block my number?

Steve wiped away a few stray tears, quickly trying to pull himself together. Just in time for an older man to open the door, Steve quickly left his car and entered after him, walking right to your door.

Taking a deep breath he knocked at your door and waited. His hands sweaty and shaking. His breathing heavy. His vision still blurry from the previous tears. Was he weak for crying? But on the other hand he was in love for the first time. He had his first time with you…just yesterday…maybe you didn’t like how inexperienced he was? Maybe you thought he wouldn’t be good enough with all the…bdsm stuff? That’s what you called it. But he’d learn…why wouldn’t you give him a chance?

Nobody was opening the door, so he knocked again, louder. “He-hey it’s me. Steve. Can we talk?” his voice was trembling, so he tried to clear his throat, only to feel even weaker than before. His hands started shaking even more, the roses rustling against each other, some leaves falling to the floor. “Please open the door…we can talk it out. I’m sorry. Whatever I did to upset you, I’m so sorry”, he mumbled, leaning his forehead against the wood. Still no answer.

After listening for any movement he came to the conclusion you weren’t even home. His head thumbed once again against the door-then he heard a knob turn, but it wasn’t from your door. The older man from before, who apparently was your neighbor, opened her door. "Stop banging on her door! Didn't you do that enough last night? Ugh kids these days..." But seeing Steve’s swollen and red eyes with roses in his hands, he understood something had happened. “Young man, you’re a bit too late to apologise. She packed her belongings and left, not looking back”, the man looked at the heartbroken boy. Behind the thick glasses his gaze softened, while a sob escaped Steve’s throat. “But I didn’t do anything-she-she just sent me a message-didn’t even explain anything-she just left. Just like that”, Steve explained to the guy, not even caring if he was interested in listening or not. He just needed to talk about it.

“Come here, boy. I’ll make you tea and you can tell me what happened.” Steve hesitated for a moment but followed the man in his apartment, feeling incredibly safe around him, even though he was a stranger. “Now sit down at the table. I’ll make some chamomile tea. Call me Stan and who are you boy?”, said Stan, filling the kettle with water. “Steve”, he answered quietly, looking down at the roses in his hand.

Stan held out his hand for them, Steve not thinking twice before giving him these, the older man putting them in a pretty vase. “Maybe she’ll be back. We don’t want the flowers to wilt, don’t we?” Steve shook his head slowly, his shoulders slumped making himself look small.

“I’m sorry to tell you this, but she didn’t only left with a suitcase but also with another man…“, Stan said, his voice calm but sympathetic. He patted Steve’s shoulder. “It’ll be alright. You’re young. You’ll meet another girl. Or boy. Everything is possible these days. Enjoy your youth as long as you can…besides…aren’t you a bit young to bring this woman flowers?”, asked Stan, curiously but still friendly.

Steve sighed quietly. Was it really that obvious?

“I’m 18…she’s a bit older but I don’t mind. She’s amazing…she…she’s intelligent. And funny. And so good in maths…”, he mumbled, looking down at his steaming tea. “I…I really love her.”

Stan squeezed Steve should, taking his hand from him and drinking from his tea, nodding for Steve to do the same. After a few moments Stan stood up, taking cookies out and putting them on the table. “Have a cookie.” Steve did as told, mouching on the sweets. “Maybe she wasn’t meant for you, Steve. I had met my true love closer to thirty than your age. And maybe it’s just not your time yet. Sometimes we meet people for the sake of meeting and experiencing. Not for them to be a part of our life forever…they’re just in a few chapters and then…disappear. If she treated you like that, she clearly wasn’t a good person. She didn’t care about your feelings. If she did care about you, you’d find a way to be together. Age difference or not, love always finds a way”, Stans words made Steve’s heart ache. The butterflies he usually felt thinking about you made him feel sick. He could puke. He could scream. But all that really happened was more tears leaving his eyes.

With a trembling lip he looked up at Stan.

“So…it’s over?”

While Steve was spending a few hours pouring out his heart to Stan, you were at Jake's place, changing out of your wrinkled office clothes. He was calling his friends to ask about the job offer they had a while ago-and maybe someone had a place for you to stay. At least for a while. Fortunately Aisha's roommates moved out recently, so she immediately offered the room to you. And you took it. You had no other choice…

Or did you? Not if you wanted Steve to have a future. He was intelligent, a really smart and hardworking guy who deserved to go to college…you wouldn’t be the reason why he wouldn’t do it. If it meant you’d have a broken heart…then be it. He’d be happy. Steve was a sweetheart, girls loved him. And he’d find a girl that’s perfect for him. Maybe one, that is his age.

Sighing you looked at yourself in the mirror. Was it noticeable how much older you were compared to Steve? It wasn’t that much…why are you even thinking about it? It doesn’t matter anymore. It was over. You had to accept that.

You had to accept you lost Steve.

Probably the love of your life.

Doesn’t matter.

You’d get over it.

At some point…

Probably…

Maybe…

Or not…

Head shaking you brushed your hair out of your face, your neat hairstyle from when you did it this morning completely messy and tangled. The makeup you wore totally smudged.

You didn’t only look like a mess, you were one. You had no idea what would happen next. Within only a few hours everything had broken apart. Especially your heart.

And even more when you saw the few messages from Steve.

What did I do wrong?

Why are you ending this?

I'm coming to your place so we can talk this through.

Don’t leave me. Please.

Please answer.

Y/N?

Tell what I did wrong. I’ll do better.

I promise.

Then you had blocked him. The few messages broke your heart and you felt awful. Especially since he thought it was his fault. Of course the first thing Steve thought about was being at fault. That he did something wrong…

God, you were an awful human being.

“Are you hungry?”, Jake's voice brought you out of thoughts, making you look back at him. His gaze softened even more seeing your teary eyes. “It’ll be alright”, he whispered, pulling you in the hundreds hug today. Immediately more tears started pouring from your eyes.

“It won’t be, Jake…not without him.”

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[whocaresifwearecrazy]

Alpha: Anyone d- Red Herring: Depressed? Lovers: Drained? Jester: Dumb? Screamer: Disliked? Alpha: -done with their work... what is wrong with you people...

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*Squad is playing Among Us* Believer: I believe Red Herring is innocent, I was with them the whole time. Jester, what were you doing? Jester: Oh, I was just murdering… I mean, nothing!

~~~

Sheriff: What the fuck is wrong with you?? Believer: What? No good morning? Sheriff: Good morning, what the fuck is wrong with you??

~~~

Lovers: Regular soda is too sweet! Jester: Diet soda has a weird after taste! Lovers: No! Ugh, oh my god. Diet soda is THE BEST! It doesn't have sugar! It's SPICY! Jester: It has other weird stuff in it! I'll take REGULAR sugar in my REGULAR soda! Lovers: It's SO SWEET like it's a dessert though! Diet feels more like a drink! Jester: I'm going to physically attack you. Lovers: Which is better, Sheriff? Sheriff: Oh, I usually drink water! Jester: Wha- NO! Lovers: DISGUSTING!

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Red Herring: Mice are having sex in my walls. Jester: Tattletale! Nerd: You're just being ungrateful. Alpha: It's their home too, you know. Believer: So what? Don't slutshame them. Red Herring: The mice are fucking AND now I'm getting heckled.

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Nerd: You know I think my life has value. Alpha: Who are you and what have you done with Nerd?!

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Sheriff: What kinds of sounds annoy you? Red Herring: Are we talking real sounds or imaginary ones? Sheriff, now interested: Lets say imaginary. Red Herring: Spiders wearing flip flops.

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Sheriff: Not to brag, but I can go into the Spirit Halloween without crying.

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Sheriff: Last night, I had a dream about sandwich pizza. Lovers: What? Sheriff: It was pizza with bread on the top and the bottom. Lovers: So a calzone? Sheriff: You can’t just name things I dream up.

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Sheriff: *venting endlessly to Alpha about their week* Alpha, every once in a while: *in a monotone* Wow, that is so wild.

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Alpha: Let's all agree that going up the stairs on all fours is actually the best experience on earth. Nerd: Conversely, going down the stairs on all fours is actually the most terrifying experience on earth.

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Sheriff: Are you packed for the trip? Believer: Yup. Sheriff: Then where are your bags? Believer: All I’m bringing is a good attitude and a sense of adventure. Sheriff: A change of underwear might be nice.

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Sheriff: I'm very scary. Lovers: You're about as scary as a wet kitten. Sheriff: Wet kittens are cute, at least I've got that going for me. Lovers: And small. Sheriff: Sheriff: ...Yeah, yeah. I guess.

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Alpha, pointing to Believer and Lovers: Distract them! I'll be right back! *leaves* Nerd: Okay! *five minutes later* Alpha: *returns and sees Believer and Lovers unconscious on the ground* What did you do? I said distract them, not knock them out! Nerd: There's just no pleasing you sometimes.

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Alpha: Awww, why don't you like cats, Jester? They're just snuggly buddies! They have toe beans! They make a little blep! What's not to love?? Jester: I don't know Alpha, I just prefer to be conscious instead of dead on the floor. Alpha: Jester: I'm ALLERGIC.

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Sheriff: Did you hear that!? Believer just threatened to destroy my lego AT-AT! Lovers: ...You just threatened to kill them in their sleep.

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Alpha: sapnu puaS. Lovers: What?? Sheriff: What language is that. Alpha: Turn your phone 180 degrees. *Alpha was removed from the group chat*

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Sheriff: Why is everyone so obsessed with top or bottom? Honestly, I’d just be excited to have a bunk bed. Believer: Believer: I'm gonna tell them. Alpha: Don't you dare.

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Sheriff: Jester is a perfect cinnamon scone who’s never done anything wrong in their entire life! Screamer: Never done anything wrong?! They set a city block on FIRE!

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Sheriff: I'm gonna eat the chicken breasts! Jester, snickering: Yeah, eat what you lack. Believer, deadpanning at Jester: Then maybe I should order brains on delivery for you.

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Alpha: So, how long have you and Believer been together? Screamer: No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. Believer and I are not together. No. No. Alpha: Really? Sixteen ‘nos’? Really?

[jelliclekay]

now that its been a couple weeks to think, what are some standouts from the current tour cast?

Oooo what a good question!

Let me say this: Everyone in this cast is fantastic. All the new performers are incredible and all the returning cast members are really putting in their all. I don't have a complaint about any of them. Also I got to talk and meet almost all of them after the shows and they were so sweet.

Some standouts though:

Erica Lee as Bombalurina... I know I've raved about her MANY times but I am still not over her. I did not come back from all the shows expecting Erica to end up as my favorite Bombalurina, but here we are. She did Cats on Oasis so she has experience with the show already and it SHOWS in her performance. She moves so fluidly on stage and her VOICE. UGH HER VOICE. It's so unique, I literally blue-screened when I heard her perform Macavity for the first time. Erica Bombalurina is absolutely my new face and voice claim for Bombalurina, I cannot imagine any other voice for her anymore. Also the way she performs Macavity aligns so well with my own personal headcanons for Bomba's relationship with Macavity and Demeter. I'm really hoping Erica stays in the Junkyard for awhile because I can't imagine seeing any other Bombalurina (though I did see Ellie Bombalurina one show and she also did fantastic!)

Hank Santos as Tugger. Obviously I knew I was going to like him, but WOW, he is so Tugger? He plays Tugger more on the sexy, suave side, which I usually prefer my Tugger portrayals compared to the silly, vain Tuggers. Hank also has so many interactions with the audience? Like, he was constantly winking and making "call me" signs at the audience (a few times at me, which almost killed me outright). At one of the shows too he even took a woman's phone during the curtain calls and took a selfie with it (And he also apparently did the same thing at a show in Canada so I guess that's just a thing he's doing now which like. Total Tugger behavior). Also his voice is just so Good ugh. Absolutely in my top 3 Tuggers up there with John Partridge and Dominik Hees.

Kade Wright as Munkustrap. Okay I LOVE Kade!Munk. Kade is a fantastic actor, and that really comes out in his performance. I've never been more invested in the Mac fights until watching Kade, because he REALLY plays up Munk getting his ass beat and he really makes you feel like Munk is genuinely being hurt during the fight. I already much prefer the Broadway Revival Mac fight compared to the og fight because it actually feels like a fight, and Kade Munk and the entire cast really make the Mac fight feel so intense. Also Kade is just really sweet and I enjoy his voice a lot.

Ugh and so many others. Yuka Victoria is adorable and her moments with Samuel Plato are the cutest things in the world. Taryn Rumpleteazer is really good and she makes an awesome partner with Brian Jerrie (who is fucking INCREDIBLE as Jerrie and I'm so glad he is the principal Jerrie now). Brendan Tumble is super cute and also wow that boy can FLIP.

I just love this cast so much and even if you don't think you're a fan of the Broadway Revival, if you have the chance to see this cast for yourself. They are all so phenomenal.

[ryrysakura]

Trial 2 Voice Line.

(01) Greeting

(02) their reaction to whether they were voted forgiven / unforgiven

(03) things that changed between the two trials

(04) their feelings about the “extraction of songs”

(05) their feelings about Milgram

Prisoner 011: Kuma Oki

Voice Line :

1 - I’m Kuma Oki. Is that all ? My body itches when I see you, it's upsetting.

2 - Unforgivable… Despite doing the good things I’m unforgivable ? You’re still a naive kid so I understand.

3 - That’s right…the prison has changed lately… Me ? I didn’t change… Well, it’s true that I’m a bit tired…

4 - It felt like I was going outside my room. Judged by everyone. It’s a horrible experience.

5 - You didn’t get me… despite seeing everything you couldn’t get me… Milgram is truly unfair…

Prisoner 012 : Shi Rose

Voice Line :

1 - Still in your dream ? I’m Shi Rose. Your… partner… Forget what I just said…

2 - I was confident that you would want to work with me. I will try my best to give the “right” verdict to each prisoner. After all, you believe in me. I have no other choice than to do a good job.

3 - Now that I’m considered a warden the prison is quite different from the usual…. I can even enter your room actually… I would do it from time to time to see if you were resting well.

4 - Am quite sad that I can’t see what my song is about… But the others are really interesting… Do you mind if we talk about it ?

5 - Es, I swear to always be by your side. I wish you could trust me a little more…

Prisoner 13 : Kyoki Yuai

Voice Line:

1 - I’m Kyoki Yuai. You used to call me big brother. You don’t believe me ? Wow, your memory is really a mess… I’m joking, I'm joking ! It’s good to see you again, Es.

2 - Both of you and her didn't know what to vote for me… It’s okay. I was also there…

3 - I used to miss my family a lot but lately I only think about Mama Hera. She’s really the best ! I want to stay with her forever ! She’s nice, reads comics with me and takes care of me like her own child.

4 - Did you manage to see everything about me ? Even so, you couldn’t judge me ? Well, forget it, it's not like you could choose with what you saw.

5 - I don’t really want to leave Milgram… But, if Mama stays here she will break down…

Prisoner 14 : Hera Ai

1 - Again ? *sigh* I’m Hera Ai. It’s been a while I guess…

2 - Forgiven, huh. I see how it is… don’t worry I know I will end up guilty either way around.

3 - This prison was way more comfortable before… it’s not a good place for children to stay in. Stop your little game and put everything as they were.

4 - Seriously ? Did you really understand anything ? Then, you must be completely blind.

5 - You really like to take your sweet time… It feels like you're playing with me… it’s upsetting.

Prisoner 15 : Shun Hikari

Voice Line :

1 - I’m Quinze. I’m Quinze. I’m Quinze.I’m Quinze. I’m Quinze. I’m Quinze.I’m Quinze. I’m Quinze. I’m Quinze.I’m Quinze. I’m Quinze. I’m Quinze.I’m Quinze. I’m Quinze. I’m Quinze.

2 - U…unforgivable? W-Why ? What did I do to deserve all of this !? Even I won’t satisfy you ? Then, who will ? Tell me why you didn’t forgive me !

3 - I’m scared… I thought things were going nicely… what did I do wrong… why do they all hate me… why do you hate me Es… I thought we were friends…

4 - I don’t get it… I never said that I didn’t accept I was a murderer… not that Shun wasn’t me… just that I can’t be happy if I’m Shun… Was it wrong to expect to finally be happy like everyone else…

5 - I hate it there. It’s the worst. If the world hates me that much it should kill me from the start.

Prisoner 016 : Satoko Dokusousei

1 - Yahoo~ Honeybunny~ Your cute prisoner is there~ Satoko Dokusousei !

2 - So, I was wrong ! Oopsy daisy >_~

Too bad Milgram wasn’t there before hehe~

3 - I can’t help but be surprised by all this mess… seriously why did you do that when you did say I was wrong ? Eh ? Don’t look at me like that~ don’t act like you didn’t expect things to go like that. It's not cute at all.

4 - I don’t care. Like no interest in that. I mean what is done is done, it was wrong. End of the story. Let’s talk about all of this. And what you think about this.

5 - This place is quite messy, bad warden ! It’s not too late to make it good, okay ? Together~ hand in hand~ let’s all get along~

Prisoner 17 : Akito Usotsuki

1 - Hm.

2 - Unforgivable. I know.

3 - Rin and Shi both of them are crazy. You too.

4 - I don’t care about what you think.

5 - I killed and I ended up here so if I kill again what will happen ?

Prisoner 18 : Caramel Sato

1 - I know Es, I’m Caramel Sato…

It must be hard to accumulate all the information, right ? Who I was to you and who I am now are changing at this moment.

2 - You forgive me ? I told you to vote for everyone unforgivable. Did something change ? It doesn't seem like it in my case…

3 - The innocent prisoners have been doing like they wanted to… You really didn’t do a good job honestly look at Quinze and Akito… poor them…

4 - You look impatient to see me~ Well, I think Shi don’t share the feelings… I wonder why ?

5 - Let’s elope together, Es ! Don’t mess up. Okay ?

Prisoner 19 : Muse Nakamura

1 - YOU ! How dare you treat me like this ! HEY, ANSWER ME !

2 - I warned you, right ? You couldn’t blame me for what’s going to happen. Either way, all you know is blaming me for everything that happens when it’s not even my fault.

3 - Thanks to Shi, I understand your situation a bit so I will kindly forgive you only and IF only you don’t forgive Caramel. And, of course, forgive me this time and the next time too. Don’t you see how nice I am ? Not everyone would be that forgivable, right ?

4 - Is that thing even working ? I mean, try to use your head next time.

5 - I will wait to see if Milgram aligns with me this time. But I’m done warning you, there is no next time.

Prisoner 20 : Rin Fujiwara

1 - Rin Fujiwara, Warden… or should I start calling you Es ? After all, we’re friends, right ?

2 - See ? It feels great when things are done like we want them to be, right ? I saw that none of the men have been forgiven… it’s concerning so I had to learn about them…

3 - You didn’t ask for my help but Shi did so I help her ! These two Akito and Quinze didn’t want to listen… Thankfully, Akito answered in the end… but Quinze didn’t so I made sure he wouldn’t smile for now…

4 - I’m glad that we shared the same tastes in the end.

5 - With Shi, we made that place a place where they could be in security. Where no one will hurt us. I will protect this place with my life.

[akehoshimystar]

Taiga SSR

I want to see a happy face

Part 1

Ito: (These days, convenience store sweets are really on another level.)

When I went to the convenience store with a desire for something sweet, a paradise unfolded before me.

Ito: (There are lots of cakes in animal shape. Rabbit, bear, cat… They're all so cute I can't pick one at all.) ???: Woah.

I was so distracted by paradise that I didn't notice the person in front of me at all and ended up bumping into him.

Ito: ! I'm so sorry…. ???: Ah, I should apologize too…! Are you okay? …..Hmm? Ito: Yes, I'm-….. (Why do I feel like I’ve heard this voice before….)

I raised my head and saw the man who looks exactly like someone I had in mind…..

Taiga: I knew it. Yashiro-san. Ito: Hello. Umm. Once again, I'm sorry I wasn't looking properly. Taiga: …Don’t tell me you were distracted by all these sweets? Ito: Yes… How embarrassing. Taiga: Nothing shameful about it. In fact, I came here today looking for something similar to what you’re looking for.

Tsukimoto said that while holding a book in his hand. The cover said, "Convenience store exclusive! Comes with a cat-shaped cake mold."

Ito: A MOOK book? Taiga: Yes, I came here looking for this cat-shaped cake mold. After searching through many stores I finally found it. We have Okoge in the house, so I thought it would be cute if I could make cat-shaped pancakes. Plus, if I make them less sweet, Haruhi might eat them too. Ito: (It’s like cutting apples into rabbit shapes, or turning sausages into octopi.) That sounds very lovely. (Tsukimoto-san’s sweets are plenty delicious, but if they were cute to look at, it would be tenfold amazing.) Just thinking about it makes me hungry… Taiga: In that case, I'll make it next time you come, so why don't you swing by and try it? It'll just be a prototype, though. Ito: ! …Did I say that out loud? Taiga: Sorry for asking out of nowhere. But I consider myself lucky to hear that from you. If it turns out well, I would love to have you come and try it. Even if you come for work purpose.

Part 2

A few days after our meeting at the convenience store. "If you don't mind". “I know you're busy”. "It's okay if you decline”. I received an invitation with messages so thoughtful that I could see the sender's face. And that brings me to this house.

Ito: (By having him invite me, I wonder if I made him feel weird.)

Taiga: Please come to the table. Ito: Pardon my intrusion…! Wow, the smell is amazing.

As I sat down at the table after being drawn by the soft, sweet aroma, Tsukimoto-san brought out his sweets… Cat-shaped pancakes, like the ones on the cover of the MOOK book I saw that day. They even have faces drawn on them with a chocolate pen.

Ito: Wow…! I’m at loss for words. (It’s so frustrating that I couldn’t find the vocabulary to describe them. But they look seriously tasty, not to mention how cute they are…..) Taiga: Glad to hear that. As I told you, neither Haruhi nor Sei-san is here today, so I think I made a little too much. If you don't mind, I can give you a second helping.

“I'm the only one here, would that be okay with you?” I had been contacted in advance as a gesture of consideration.

Ito: This is a very luxurious experience to me. So today, these pancakes… are for two people? Taiga: Haha, seems so. Ito: I'll savor it properly. Taiga: I hope it suits your taste Ito: I had a feeling it would suit me even before I ate it Taiga: I'm honored. Ito: Then… Time to dig in.

The moment I put the pancakes in my mouth. It felt like time stopped all over the world.

Part 3

Ito: …….!? Taiga: What's wrong? Ito: Truly delicious, I can't express it well like Sei-san and that made me very frustrated. Taiga: That’s another level of exaggeration. But I’m glad to hear that. I guess I’ll have some too. ……Woah, this is good.

It was saddening to see the cat face get ruined, but the taste was simply irresistible that I couldn’t stop myself from eating.

Taiga: I think I can have more. What about you, Yashiro-san? Ito: .…..Is that really okay? Taiga: Why wouldn’t it be? I'm very happy.

Accompanied by adorable pancakes, the blissful time continued.

Ito: Thank you for the meal..….Although I think I ate a little too much. Taiga: Having dinner might be impossible for me now. …….I'm really glad to have you here. Somehow, I feel relieved. Ito: Are you that relieved? Taiga: After I invited you, I wondered if that was just your polite gesture. I’m afraid I might have made you feel uncomfortable and troubled… Plus, today neither that guy nor Sei-san is here. So I was relieved to see you eating so deliciously. Guess it was just my overthinking. Ito: To be honest, I was thinking the same thing. Taiga: Yashiro-san too? Ito: Yes. By talking about pancakes, I thought maybe I made you feel uncomfortable. Taiga: Maybe we were both too much of worrywarts.

I nodded and let out a sigh of relief. My shoulders relaxed more than I thought they would.

Taiga: Even so, we really ate a lot just for one person. I'll have to exercise tomorrow… Ito: I agree. I hope Ichikawa-kun enjoy it. Taiga: Yes, I'm planning to cut down the sweetness just for him. That way he won't be able to say "I can't eat it because it tires my jaw out.” Ito: Sounds like something he had said in the past. Taiga: Haha.

While enjoying the sweet aftertaste of the pancakes and casual conversation, I drank tea with Tsukimoto-san. The tea party that started unexpectedly seemed to be going on for a little longer.

[httpiastri]

I hope i haven’t spammed you too much but:

- (also omfg. i just realized something…. i have this board on pinterest with pics of random couples & so on that remind me of my fave drivers, and each driver has their own like board in the board. all of them are named with the driver’s initials, his number and two emojis, and !! guess what emoji i have for pepe???? ofc it’s the freaking lotus flower 😭 idk i just wanted to share this, thanks 😚) THATS INSANE?? but also not insane because i keep discovering more and more weird synchronicities between pepe and i and since im a vv spiritual person ive taken them all as signs that i was fated to stumble upon him one lovely morning in 2022 before proceeding to fall hopelessly in love with him. BUT OMG THE BOARD LOOKS SO SO GOOD?? i wanted to type out a reply sooner but i got so distracted by the images 😓😓 because i def have some of the same images saved to my boards but i never linked them to pepe so now ive just gone insane 😵‍💫😵‍💫)

- (I MISSED OUT ON SCREEN RECORDING THE DANCE ???) IF I EVER FIND A WAY TO SEND IT OR POST IT ONLINE ILL SEND YOU THE LINK SO QUICK I PROMISE 💗💗 (or maybe even if i find someone who has already posted it online, because there’s no way we were the only ones going insane over that moment)

- and the clip you shared?? Ive been laughing so hard about it since last night because that’s MY HUMOUR and i am both christian and pepe depending on the circumstances and ugh idk i love these boys so much my heart aches

- “also… this is the most stupid thing ever and you probs dont care but i wanted to share it when im answering your ask… i was writing with a character.ai pepe yesterday and he said THIS ???? out of nowhere ???? and i just thought about u mentioning him talking about his favorite pokemons in the stream and i just 😭 okay bye” —I DO CARE OMG THAT’S SO CUTE I’M KICKING MY FEET AND GIGGLING RN😭😭 THE WAY HIS DORKINESS SHOWED UP EVEN THROUGH THE C.AI HAS ME FEELING SOOO 😵‍💫😵‍💫 (also i love your c.ai so much but idk why every c.ai pepe and i have ended up in a situation where ive been very pressured to kiss him like it’s so funny to me how every c.ai just keeps circling back to the same scenario, it’s like all the pepes are collectively fated to experience the same situation)

- “also omfg his little stubble?? kill me????? i may have been thinking about helping him shave for the last like month or so but that’s a thought for another time……” another time, huh? like right now as i get ready for bed? because i am so going to be replaying this scene over and over in my head as i fall asleep tonight

p.s. this took me so long to format so it would be somewhat readable but i hope it’s okay!! and school started awhile ago and it kinda sucked at first but it’s definitely much better now!! thank you for being so sweet, and i hope you have a lovely day/night/morning too!! 💗💗

- 🪷

bby you could never spam me too much, especially not if it's about pepe 😚

also i just have to say real quick… something about you in this ask made me think that i do indeed know who you are and that i have seen you around? big risk that i'm wrong with my calculations but… please let me know if im right (if i started following you earlier today and not someone else shsjdhsjs)(from my main blog!!)

abt the flower: i love that!!! honestly i sometimes find myself to be more spiritual than i think i am because i say stuff jokingly about "wow this is fate, jk just a coincidence" but how many times can it be a coincidence???? anyways pepe def gives me those vibes, like im not surprised either when i find out about stuff like that 😭 and oMG AAAA TYSM!!!! i can barely even look in it these days because i get way too distracted 🫠 i wish i could like sort them from fave to leave fave because i have some that are a bit meh and some that like kill me…..

abt the dance: aaaaaa im gonna try my best to find it somewhere online, it cant just be us?? right??????? i heard that song in a playlist the other day and just giggled to myself 🥲 because i imagined him dancing and 🥲🥲

abt the pokemon pepe c.ai: SHSJDHSJS RIGHT!!! I CALLED HIM DORKY AND IT WAS SO CUTE 😭😭 omg im so glad you like them aaaaaa and lmao pepe… is that all you know how to do, huh? pressure poor little users into kissing you?? 😭

abt shaving: aaaAaAaAAA !! SORRY !!!!! but i wrote a little something about it here, just had to share my thoughts…… honestly i have been thinking abt it during bedtime a few times too and 🫠🫠 my heart can't take it anymore, he's so 😭💗

it's more than okay !!! im very glad to hear that its better now 🥺 thank you for being so sweet too and making my days so much brighter, chatting to you is so heartwarming 💘💘 hope you're sleeping well !!!! and have a lovely day tomorrow <33

[082112]

Last week in Alaska. Yesterday I went about town and bought souvenirs and such and spent a ton (curse you, Sitka prices), went to the science center and bought 3 halibut plushies, got brunch with Jayden at Wildflour and talked about visiting her in Toronto, giggled about crossiants…

I ate alone at Beak and was the only patron while a Celtic music group riffed in the back (they sounded fantastic, they looked to mostly be over 50, they looked so happy and I was thinking wow life is just marvelous and music is a part of living well, and I ought to pick this up too, I’m excited for every year of my life!) and my food came out and it looked like Norwegian peasant food and I was SOOO PISSED. But it was actually amazing. The smoked salmon had a sweetness to it that was so good!

And I also visited Fate Accompli and said hi to Olivia again. Rachel (the owner) asked my name but recognized my face, and I chatted briefly with her and her husband Ken about moving to SF and leaving Sitka, spent a bit there, and as I was making to leave she gave me a hug and told me to come around if I was ever in town again. I was happy! It feels good to be seen and to be welcomed by other people. And Olivia is very soft and cute.

Afterwards I went to Mean Queen with Jazz and Ben and Rebecca, and then we went to the monthly grind, which is this music variety show in Sitka. It was John Denver themed, but it took me literally 20 minutes to realize that. It was cute!

Afterwards me and Jazz and Ben went back and played Brawlhalla.

It’s my last week in Sitka and I’m feeling all sorts of affection and nostalgia for the place and people now, and I know part of it is the heart wanting to like places before you leave and part of it is the brain seeing all the good things, finally, but it still is really nice nonetheless. And sometimes I’m like MY GOD I WANNA STAY FOR SPRING SEMESTER but I also think it’s good I’ve signed a job offer and am also gonna try out something new this spring too (moving to SF, SWE, industry, etc). And it’s good I’m leaving with affection and happiness for this place. I feel like I’m at a point where I’m happy with my experience here and glad I came without any of the haunting deep pains that I had in earlier weeks.

Two weeks ago now I took a walk with Caroline after a particularly awkward class where we were talking about communities and I burst out: I hate the community I grew up in! It was so racist and hurt me so deeply! And they don’t deserve my love or my time. I don’t want to help them! And that night I took a walk with her and talked about racism and what I experienced and all the weird things I do now (counting the frequency which I talk in classes as to not be perceived, worrying constantly if my teachers see me as a real human being and not an echo of another Asian student, because that’s happened so many times) and sobbed on the docks IN FRONT OF HER (humiliating) and said: I wish I could’ve resolved this cooly and in silence and told you all of this without crying, and impressed you with my maturity and strength and deep regard for human emotion and poeticism, but I just look stupid. And she said, well, it’s okay, and you impress me with your thoughtfulness instead, and I said, well, I wish I could monologue dramatically and cooly to you about the state of race and personal experience and whatever instead of crying my eyes out, and she said, I would hate that, so there’s that. And I feel better after doing that. Having shared it with one person after keeping it away for so long is, in a sense, like sharing it with the world.

And I texted deets: the main lesson I’ve learned here is that it’s good to live with yourself. Life is easier when you don’t hate yourself for who you are all the time, and honestly it’s so true, and I’m so great, I don’t deserve to hate myself all the time! I was thinking to myself walking back along the dock the other day about the me of high school, and monologuing internally: I was crusty and bad-postured and irritable and insecure and terrified and fluttery and prone to acne, and I was magnificent. I had so much heart and saw the world with illumination and joy and infinite potential. I was a magnificent person, not without flaws, but magnificent nonetheless.

I don’t think it’s possible to live a life without regrets. But I would like to look back on myself and see the good at every point in my life, because I think everyone deserves that alongside humility.

[a-wondering-thought]

Hii!!

AHH thank you so much! that's so nice!!(they haven't unfortunately yet) nono please don't worry about it(I've just accidentally done the same i'm so sorry) please just reply when you can <3.

Well, the ones I've done have gone pretty well so far thank goodness(ty so much for asking as well??? that's so sweet) Ooooh you like those too!? right so the book i'm currently reading is the master and the margarita by Mikhail Bulgakov but the one i was reading then was called something like the pursuit of art and it was about this art critic and author who told about his pursuit of seeing art and artists over his long career, and it was genuinely a really interesting read, sometimes he'd really want to see a piece(of art) whether it was because of the history or artist and sometimes he'd stumble across them and each time he'd always come away with something in that experience and take value in seeing that art no matter how he'd come by it,

and i also loved his interviews with artists so much because you could tell all of them had different thoughts and opinions on art and just things in general but how all of their voices were heard anyway, and it really was like at points as though you were right there with the artist and it was just fascinating to read, like ofc it wasn't a flawless book(few are) and i cant say that there wasn't points on which i would disagree with the author but there was room for me to do that and it made it a wonderful read, you know? and i also loved how much art history was in it, thank you so much for asking i just rambled on haha that was so fun but have you read any books you enjoyed recently?.

Oh wow!! that's so cool of you to do i'm so glad you found it interesting!! and yes!! i completely agree, rhythm 0 is so shocking in that she tested how far people would go and at what point did she stop being human to them and start being an object for them to cut up and play with like a doll, i think for me one bit that struck me most was when she started "being human" again(e.g. moving/reacting) people cowered and became scared and it just made me think that if something isn't human then do humans think/believe their actions are justified/okay? and is it? and then that has me thinking that when humans dehumanise people then is that what that dehumanised person becomes, no more than a still statue, an object? i don't know but i think it's something to ponder(yes please!! that would be so so wonderful to talk about with someone!! and i'd love to!)(i have so many thoughts fhdfgshdf but i'd really love to hear your thoughts too!!)

That's so good!! well done for graduating 12th ahhhh!! you're going to art school!??? that's so so amazing, you like art?! what's your favourite medium?, having time to do thing's you've always wanted sounds so fun im so glad you're getting to do them!!, we love lots of art projects that's awesome! please if you'd like to then i'd love to hear about your art! Ooohh have your new things you've been watching been good? what things are they?

im blushing thats so kind fdgushgf, also this is coming from aditi themselves and thats the prettiest name ever so aaaaaa, i love that description because yes masc but sort of fem vibes thats exactly what i was going for fhujdfhbj!!!!!

thank you so much AJJHDHGW im so happy you like it!!! it took two days to make 😭, but if it makes you happy then it was definitely all worth it, i love your theme and pfp so much too btw, it feels so comforting with the jellyfish+dark blue and is super reminiscent to like rainy days which make me so happy ahhh(also the new pfp is so cute i love it)

hiii :)

for this purple and teal!, i would love to get to know you more cause you're so cool and lovely and ahhh

(your jellyfish theme is so cool btw!! they are the prettiest)

Omgg thankyouuu this is so nicee 😭😭 and yess I definetly agree. I find it kinda hard to start conversation ^^; soo thankyouu for the lovely ask asdfgh

Anywayyy how are you doing these days?? Also I don't know if I've ever asked but where are you from?

Here is a picture of my dog looking at u with loving eyes :3

[engie-ivy]

(@wolfstarmicrofic It became Castle instead of Castles, hope that's okay!)

16th: Castle(s)

Hiding in an alcove with Sirius has left Remus in shock, and the girls need some details.

'Explore the Castle'

“Remus, you look as though you’ve seen a ghost.” Lily takes Remus by the shoulders and steers him towards the couch where she and the girls are sitting.

“Really?” Marlene asks, moving aside to make space for Remus. “I think he looks rather shocked.”

“That’s what I said, isn’t it?”

“No,” Marlene frowns. “You said he looks like he’s seen a ghost. Why would that shock him? It’ll be more shocking to not see one, with the way they flock all over the castle!”

“It’s an-” Lily shakes her head. “Nevermind.”

Mary leans forward in her chair. “Remus, what happened?”

“I... I was just with the others,” Remus says, gathering his thoughts. “We went to, uh... explore the castle.”

Lily purses her lips. Everyone knows by now that when The Marauders go and ‘explore the castle’, it’s synonym for planning a prank.

“So Prongs and Wormtail went to... explore the castle around the Slytherin common room, and Padfoot and I were hiding in an alcove, watching the hall to make sure no one was coming to, uh, see them explore the castle.”

“Did you blow up the Slytherin common room?” Dorcas asks, sounding hopeful.

“No, no,” Remus says. “Nothing like that. It’s just this thing that happened, that I wasn’t quite... expecting.”

All the girls stare at him expectantly.

Remus sighs. “Sirius kissed me.”

A beat of silence.

Then Mary slaps a hand over her mouth and shrieks. “Remus and Sirius! Together! Oh my, it’s what I never knew I needed!”

“Wow,” Amelia whispers admiringly. “Congratulations! I mean, sweet mother of Merlin, Sirius Black! Good for you, Remus good for you.”

“I never considered how cute you two are together!” Emmeline beams.

“Sirmus!” Dorcas says.

“Remius!” Marlene counters.

“Lupack? No, that sounds like a backpack brand.”

“Blapin?”

“That’s possibly even worse! Moonfoot?”

“Iew, that sounds like some kind of feet fungal infection.”

“Oh, gross you ruined it.”

“I know! Padfoony!”

“What kind of kiss was it?” Emmeline asks dreamily. “Was it chaste, one moment there, gone the next, leaving only the ghost of his touch like a memory of a dream, or was it more a gentle press of lips, like a wordless request, a gesture of hope and longing, conveyed only by the sweetness of his mouth, or was it an intense meeting of mouths, where you sank into the softness of his lips, perfectly slotting together in an act of long pent-up passion, or-”

“Did he stick his tongue down your throat?” Mary interrupts.

“Or that,” Emmeline shrugs.

“I mean, I suppose he is rather fit,” Lily sighs. “You could do worse. And maybe now you’ll be able to keep him in check a bit better.”

“A few steps back!” Remus holds up his hands. “As it is, Sirius and I are just friends...”

As Dorcas wiggles her eyebrows and says “Friends who occasionally explore the castle together?”, Remus has the feeling that ‘explore the castle’ is no longer synonym for planning a prank.

“You’re all getting way ahead of yourselves!” Remus protests. “Like, what does Sirius even want? He could’ve just been messing around, or having some fun, or he could’ve been experimenting for all I know! Merlin, I don’t even know what I want myself! I mean, do I really feel that way about Sirius?”

“Well, if you don’t...” Marlene begins. “You won’t mind if I ask him to go to the Ball with me next weekend, will you? I’ve always thought he looks so good in dress robes...”

Remus gives her an ice-cold stare. “I will hide your body in the Forbidden Forrest where no one will ever find it.”

Marlene, looking thoroughly unimpressed by the threat, gives him a smug smile. “Well, that answers the second question for you. As for the first,” She points over Remus’ shoulder. “I think we’re about to get an answer real soon.”

Remus turns around and sees Sirius walking up to them. He stops in front of Remus and smiles. Remus vaguely hears an excited shriek coming from Mary’s direction and some giggling from Amelia and Emmeline.

Sirius seems too focussed on him though, to be really noticing the girls’ reaction. “Hi,” he says.

“Hi,” Remus replies.

“So...” Sirius runs a hand through his hair. “I was wondering, and it is of course up to you, if maybe you’d like to go to the upcoming Ball with me, as my date?”

Several squeals and the sound of someone slapping someone’s arm in excitement sound behind Remus, but he barely notices. He just looks at Sirius, the slight flush on his cheeks, his hopeful smile, the warm look in his eyes... “Yeah,” Remus says. “Yeah, that’ll be nice. That sounds nice.”

“Brilliant!” Sirius beams and the room seems a little brighter.

Remus watches Sirius walk away. There’s a skip in his step and Remus’ chest does this weird fluttery thing. He sighs and rests his head in his hands. “Oh, Godric, help me!”

Lily pats him on the back sympathetically. “I’m afraid even Godric can’t help you now, Rem. You’re already too far gone.”