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#i had the craziest fucking dream last night#my consciousness got transferred to a human body on earth#i think i was an alien#got the ride was fucking WILD#and i didnt come out right like somehow the process got fucked up#i think it was more of like the location and physical state of my vessel#so i wasnt able to meet up with my team mates#i had to like travel on foot while not being right it was a struggle#i ate a TON cause i needed fuel#then when i finally get to my team mates theyre like#WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU#im like ?? im with yall#theyre like your coms are down#we assumed death during transportation#i was like no the coms just got fucked up#i had issues arriving#but they were still kinda sus#then more aggressive girl was like fine. we have shit to do#let’s go get it done#and then we headed off#i had some background before the transfer#but i dont remember it
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also this is from Wolfwood's POV (in case it isn't clear) i have 0 normal thoughts (every song ever is VW)
#i got possessed for 4 days straight and have been making comics every goddamn day#some i like too much to post just yet#but this one was a pain in the ass so (as per usual) must get posted#after it's on tumblr dot com i feel free#so you know how wolfwood points his gun at vash out of fear multiple times#i thought i'd draw a little something about it but much much worse#i dont think ww would ever shoot but it would probably haunt him in his dreams#thinking about how it would feel like to pull the trigger#distantly wondering if vash would /let/ him shoot. if he wanted wolfwood to finally kill him#also#trans wolfwood agenda#but i just casually throw it in the mixture before cooking up some fucked up shit about vw#also i fucking loveeeee the band 'i like trains'#so many lyrics to work on.....#ive sketched a millionsummers comic on i like trains' lyrics too#anyway#thats about it#trigun#trigun fanart#cw blood#tw blood#cw guns#vash the stampede#vashwood#nicholas d. wolfwood#trimax#trigun maximum#vashwood fanart#my art
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someone's probably already pointed this out already, but shigaraki said the same thing that bakugo said to deku before he was taken by the league:
ch. 82 bakugo: 来んな
ch. 416 shigaraki: 来るなあ
(don't come/stay back/stay away)
#bnha 416#bnha#bnha spoilers#mha spoilers#bakugou katsuki#shigaraki tomura#midoriya izuku#bkg's says 'n' in it and shiggy's got 'ru' and i'd love to know the difference? kyosuke wake up i got a jpn questionnnnnn#shigaraki yelled his so the 'na' is 'naa' -- あ is 'a'. i like that his hand is over the bubble feels like im watching spy kids in 3d#hori wants them to be besties sooooo bad and i agree give tenko a buddy :))#the shiggy pic is from pikahlua on tumblr dot com!!!!!!#they do leak posts. i read their post a couple hours after the tcbscans translation#and that's when i noticed this similarity#when i first read it i was just thinking about how shiggy being tsundere#shiggy play mario kart w deku n bakugo that'd be funny as fuck#scarlett.txt#edited 912pm cuz awkward wording and it still looks annoying. wjat is english??#note to self i used mangareader dot to for the jpn scan. very handy
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Interest checking somethin' real quick!
*I couldn't think of a better way to word that, but I mean like. If I only opened comissions for stages sketches through flats, but you wanted shading, or something. Or if I end up deciding certain kinds of commissions won't work for me and have to put up restrictions.
The second I'm able I'm probably going to be opening them, so I'm just kinda feeling out where interest lies! I don't know how I'd be pricing things just yet, honestly? My brain seems kinda caught on "$5 for a quick sketch is a good starting point" but we'll see what happens, since I'm uncertain what the reasonable price escalation from there is to me- also, I have a tendency to go overboard on my sketches naturally, so. We'll See.
Another thing that'll probably be coming is a kofi for tips and requests! But do keep in mind that I just specified requests and not commissions- they'd be in no way guaranteed, I'd just feel a little more pressured on account of your kindness lol
#i want out of this nightmare country ✌️ have for years now but now that I'm medicated I feel way less defeatist abt this so- ya know- +#let's get the fuck outta this joint#(I realistically am still going to be stuck here for a while because of the destination I have in mind but I am Determined.)#(Got a feeling like I'm a snarling dog bearing its teeth as I size up my future- I'm taking it by force.)#ooc#txt#polls#posting it here and not to the art blog bc this has the more active follower base 💀 although I'll probably reblog it there later#(I am kinda thinking I will limit the stage of completion I'm willing to pursue at this time btw. fully realized pieces just take so long +#+and I get stressed out making people wait when it's nearly done by that point yknow? I'd totally be open to the idea of doing a com+#+ up to the flats stage and being paid for that and then maybe revisiting it later or something? again- we'll see.)#(it really kinda hinges on how many people are interested tbh)
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no cos not to be personal on main but I got the stuff from the fools gold kickstarter a few days ago and I’ve been going thru the book & like . I’ve been dealing lately with the fact that there’s a solid suspicion (from both friends & my therapist) that I may be bipolar which has been causing a lot of anxiety in me as of late and when I started reading the fools gold campaign setting & read the bit abt dingo being bipolar and having been struggling w that when playing sips . Straight up cried in the Barnes and noble I hope dingo knows how important and comforting it was to me it was that she mentioned that
#There’s nothing wrong w being bipolar but it’s a scary thing to be diagnosed w smthn new yk esp smthn so stigmatized#It’s just been frightening and stressful and when I read that it was like. Oh!#Something very comforting abt realizing I may share smthn that I’ve found to be a little scary in common w someone I rlly look up to -#- and have such respect for#not to get personal on tumblr dot com. I like to do that once in a blue moon#Anyways dingo doodles I owe you my life . And also the other stuff I got in this package was sick as fuck#Immensely excited over the Xanu dice#dingo doodles#fools gold#fools gold dnd#My post#Rambling#personal post#Irl friends slash mutuals ignore me pls
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can i ask y'all something??? if your best friend stopped talking you for weeks and weeks at a time and the few messages you did get from them were just 'sorry things suck i'll be back soon' before disappearing again without any indication of what was wrong or how you can help and this happened consistently and there was nothing you could do about it how long would it take you to lose your mind??? a few weeks??? a few months??? would you feel justified to admit that you were by august???
#also the only life updates you got from this person is from watching their fucking twitter dot com account#sorry for this post its not even 5am i might delete it but on god i am Not Doing Well and i have not been in Months because of this#situation which is entirely out of my hands#also this person lives on the other side of the world to you btw like you can't rock up to their door or you Probably would have done that#i mean y'all know that about them i think but just in case#have avoided making a post like this for a long time on the off chance they log back into this site and see it but i think we're passed tha#anyways. this fucking sucks man#jess rants about life
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*knocks on door* i hear it’s someone’s BIRTHDAY TODAY???
lea you absolute angel. i am sending you a trillion kisses thru my screen, HAPPY TWENTIETH!! 🍰 🎉 🥳
thank you for being such a ray of sunshine. you are a SUPER talented writer, just the kindest human, have the most excellent taste in men ever (we are so totally holding hands and jumping up and down), and i am SOOOOO GRATEFUL i got to meet you this year!! i hope 20 brings you nothing less than your wildest dreams and all the peace and joy in the world 🫂 ❤️
i love you TONS N TONS N TONS!!! i hope you have the bestest day ever 🫶 MMWAH!! <333
VIVIIIIII ����🥺 you are so fucking sweet i am SOBBINGGG!!! i am super grateful to have met YOU this year :,3 everytime i see you on my dash or get a little message from you, you just MAKE MY DAYY <33
THANK YEW SO SO SOOO MUCH LOVEBUG i love you SOSOSO MUCH!! reading this made my heart melt 🥺🥺
MWAHH MWAH GIVING YEW ALL THE KISSES BACK 💗
#✉⤷ lea's love letters .ᐟ#VIVI I FUCKING LOVE YEW#i had a great day today!!!#and YESSSS we r so holding hands and jumping up and down!!!#i honestly just ate sweets today LMFAOO#i got a cute purse from a friend of mine#and some keychains and a pin from my sister#my family doesnt celebrate birthdays so i dont care much about it#but you are so sweet <333#and on a very side note with a fat apology#i did leave this for later bc i am a liar 😞#i actually turned 18...#SUPRISE!!#just like forget that i was a minor yesterday#and dont hate my guts 😞 but its ok if u do bc im just a fat liar to my angel of a mootie on tumblr dot com 💔#I LOVE YEW LOTS N LOTS AND I HOPE 2025 IS YOUR YEAR ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤#my love; vivi .ᐟ
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like literally every time anya talks about money she is 100000% quoting economics magazine or whatever. and it's not like she didn't fucking hear xander's verse in the musical about being insecure that he'll never make enough money for her, that number wasn't like "standing" where buffy was having a montage during and therefore wasn't cognizant of it. this conflict is just so fucking stupid. they know they need to talk. they know what they need to talk about. they have reassuring answers to give to each other that they don't even have to work for. the song brought the topic up for them. anya could have lived or at least got a worthy death if only joss whedon would've gone to marriage counseling.
#jack facts#i've given up on pretending i'm not psyching him like this conflict is just SO unbearably transparently projectedly fucking stupid#girl YOU wrote the song that goes ''i'll never tell... because there's nothing to tell'' and then proceeds to be like#marriage is scary because um um because ummmm oh oh i've got one! he snores! haha nailed it#and then one little half verse that's ''will he still love me when i'm not pretty?'' / ''will she still love me if i don't make her rich?''#????????? the answer. is yes. voila i solved it. it's fixed. move on dot com dot org dot edu.
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no one understands how hard it can be for me to relax like I think my body & brain would rather die than relax i forced myself to put away my laptop & it wasn’t easy but I did I absolutely forced myself to put it up & I put on a video essay to sit back in bed & relax to but I disagree with everything this guy is saying so I can’t relax I’m going insane
#I’m just in one of my anxious modes I get like this sometimes (all the time)#but also.#this person is talking about always sunny & some of the information about the history of the show was fun even if I already knew it all ofc#but now he’s discussing what makes the show work & for such a super fan he misunderstands it so fundamentally#his analysis of the individual characters was pretty good & his discussion of how the characters being awful makes it a fantastic#anti sit com with compellingly awful characters#was so true#but his main point is that the heart of the show is the characters always screwing each other over in the end#& I don’t quite agree with that#that’s an important part but it’s not the heart#if the end of the Ireland arc got anything it got THAT at least#no. the heart of the show is that they can’t escape each other#they are all awful & also no one will ever love them EXCEPT each other#despite everything they are ride or die for each other#it’s the FOR WORSE of for better or for worse#the heart of the show & what ultimately make us keep wanting to watch these awful characters is that they will never ever be anything but#a family. a fucked up horrible family but a family nonetheless#THAT is the heart
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i love how kh games are just sometimes psychological horrors
#like#u forget it a little bit when playing bc its like haha disney and also like#the gameplay kind of breaks what the fuckness bc u got shit to do now#at least for me im like woah thats fucked up but i cant think too hard abt it bc im trying to finish the game#but its not until you like actively sit and think abt it or like even explaining it to someone else#where youre like god damn this is a tragedy and also a horror story#like fuck castle oblivion and all the horrors of com is like???#and then the prologue for kh2 is definitely a psychological horror#i see a lot of people praise sora and go aw hes so brave and strong when sora like#actively ignores literally anything bad that happens to him#like that one scene in neverland in kh1 where sora was like LITERALLY SO SAD AND UPSET ABT KAIRI#and then immediately does a u turn and is like omg i flew wait until i tell kairi :)#and some people are like aw hes being so brave and he has faith that kairi can come back and he can save her#and that made me so upset when i first saw that scene bc to me i was like immediately oh hes just repressing#or someone was even like what a good boy about him stabbing himself in the heart to save kairi#like yeah i love a self sacrifical 14 yr old#i guess cuz like. idk most stories that are like in the same genre as kh do make shit like this like a positive thing? like dont focus on th#the bad things stay positive and all that#and it works in those stories dont get me wrong i do like them and it works in the beginning of kh but like#then you notice that sora doesnt process literally anything#in the game that tells you repressing the negativity is a bad thing#like rikus whole story line staring you in the face and youre still saying sora being positive and Not Thinking about literally anything bad#is a good thing#and like i said it worked in the beginning! it worked as intended!! then weird and upsetting things started happening to sora and that shit#piles up!!!! and you can see it happen in real time and sora was cracking HARD in kh3 i dont think ive ever seen that kid so god damn sad#idk where i was going with this#oh yeah psychological horros#the parallels between data sora and real sora and the contrasts haunt me every day#michi tag
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God I'm still not over people bitching about fanfic being in the tags.
When I first tried to dip my toes into fandom, a thing I knew almost nothing about, I typed "mass effect" into the search bar. What I got was image after image of 3D renderings of asari with phalluses having group sex (and I think Miranda was there sometimes, too). Was this what I was looking for? Absolutely not. Were these images incorrectly tagged? Nope. Did I want to see them? Not really. Was it the fault of the artists that I saw them? Nope.
That's just the nature of searching for shit online, especially such a half-functional website like Tumblr. It's a fucking grab bag of whatever the fuck your fellow humans are up to at any given time.
#i am so so so so do so cranky today#listen i got up at 4:45 for no fucking reason#its pouring rain and i need to walk yo the bank#i got something sticky in my hair somehow#my computer deleted a draft of a fic for some fuckin reason#and ive realized the goal i set for myself this autumn is fucking unrealistic and i was a chump for believing in myself#just like#god#what a fucking day#terrorists in the tags go fuck yourself#listen fanfic writers do whine a bunch about not getting attention and its a shitty quality#and franjly more people want to read shit posts and look at art than read fic#that is just the fuckin rrality of it#but people correctly tagging the fic nobody wants to read on tumblr dot com is literally not a fuckin problem
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you ever met a guy so dumb and talentless he couldn't even cut himself right?
#well now you have bc you are following this tumblr blog and that guy is me#at least it gave me some edge and i might be able to fall asleep soon#bc tbh that was the goal here 🧐 bc my brain won't shut up#liveblogging my mental breakdown on tumblr dot com#self harm //#today has been really really bad. which is saying a lot bc i got to spend time with my friends and usually that's enough to make a day good#everything else was just THAT bad to make it not count#and a lot of what happened makes me wanna move out but when i start thinking of that i start spiraling bc i know i can't#and this puts me in this self hate loop again which makes my brain louder and everything even worse#so. now i can't sleep#I'm so tired. not just sleep tired. life tired. I'm lowkey considering taking a bunch of pills now in hopes i won't wake up#but h I'm too fat for that to do anything. it'll probably just give me a headache and fuck up my liver long term like the last time i tried#sigh. i hate being alive. not that I'd consider any of what i do living
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im going to b honest at this pointt i am actually getting a bit sad abt not having polls. like all those other ppl who have them already are probably also allowed to leave the house alone can i at least have this
#not to be dramatic just got sad at seeing everyone else have them when i dont like.#ik tis childish that at unrelated moments of small bad like i bring 'oh but my situation is so shitty :((' into it#but yk what not to do that again but im the one whos had to be 'mature' when it comes to that situation so i can be a bit childish#over stupid bullshit on tumblr dot com okay#flappy rambles#sorry for being so fucking .ugh#edit: also if u have polls and ur first thought was to submit me one thats very kind of you but unfortunatly that wont work#bc you cant edit poll submissons from desktop/mobile browser#and i cnat get the app bc despite being an adult my piece of shit parents still have the app permissons thing set up on my phone !!!
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im such a fucking idiot how did i get jerma jumpscared on my own fucking dash
#do you know how many transexuals and queers and dykes and faggots i follow/follow me#do you know how often i seen this photo. do you? of course you dont. im going to throw up.#jerma looks like the type of mf to watch me throw up too 😭😭#wont even hold my fucking hair back theyll just unwaveringly stare at me until im done#whats their pronouns. i looked it up and got a link to a fandom dot com site called jerma lore and its talking about catboy jerma????#who's apparently 250??#im in hell.
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Ah yes Brand new japanese phone that you....."Thrifted"
#FUKCING THIS#EVERY TRAVEL WITH ME TO THRIFT IN JAPAN VIDEO IS DOING THIS#PEOPLE ARE COMMING BACK WITH LIKE DESIGNER SWEATERS AND $200 CLOTHES AND ARE LIKE#OMG LOOK WHAT I THRIFTEF IN JAPAN#GIRL YOU DID NOT THRIFT THAT#YOU DID NOT#U GOT THAT AT A QUIRKY CUTE CONSINMENT SHOP WITH A SPECIFICLY CURATED RUSTIC AESTHETIC#LAST TIME I SAW A PHONE A BRAND NEW FUCKING JAPANESE FLIP PHONE#ONE THAT CAN PLAY SPOTIFY AND SCROLL THROUGH INSTAGRAM#AND THE VIDEO SAID - JUST THRIFTEF THIS CUTE JAPANES PHONE#GIRL THAT WAS MADE IN THE LAST 5 YEARS THAT SHIT WAS NOT THRIFTEF#YOU BOUGHT THAT#I LOOKED IT UP THIS PHONE CAME OUT 2022 THERES NO WAY THATS IN A THRIFT SHOP GIRL U GOT THAT ONLINE
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Oh yeah so for my UX design class. Our final project is creating some sort of app that links to a wearable fitness device. Like a fitbit. And my group's doing a lil tamagotchi thing, whatever. It's kind of dumb but this class is kind of dumb anyways. I suck it up and do it regardless so that I can graduate.
Anyways so we actually only came up with this idea on Monday lol. Barely done any work on it. But the guy in our group got a fuck ton of interviews yesterday for it, and thank GOD he did bc GUESS WHAT!!! The "check-in" that we had today that was Supposed to be the TA walking around to talk to groups ended up beinggggg INFORMAL PRESENTATIONS!!!!!!!! And no one was fucking ready for it bc on Monday she'd asked for us to choose between presentations or individual discussions and we chose individual discussions. But I guess she decided to do presentations after all.
And well ok so I have a habit of being a little late to this class every day. It's a 3 hour studio and so long as u get there within 15 mins they're chill about it. And today was extra sucky cause I got RAINED ON like pretty hard. Cold ass rain. My jeans were soaked. And well that sucked pretty hard.
But I walked in to find that they were doing PRESENTATIONS and I was like Aw Fuck. And see the thing is, 2 of my groupmates in that class are always *very* late. Like half an hour to an hour late, if they even show up at all. So I couldn't count on them. And my remaining groupmate is the quiet type, so I couldn't count on her either.
So I was like. Aw, fuck. It's up to me.
Sat there in the 5 or 10 mins I had while other groups were presenting to review the interview results from yesterday (I hadn't even looked at them yet 😭😭😭) and then I fuckin gave an informal presentation on the fly about our project that we Totally didn't start working on only 2 days ago (lol). And the thing is. Somehow???? We had the most work done out of the class?????? Most of them hadn't even done interviews yet 😭😭😭😭 like this is due on the 2nd and next week is Thanksgiving break 😭😭😭😭 there is NOT much time left!!!!!!!
But yeah I was riding that high of carrying that presentation for us. I'm so Fucking good at bullshitting.
#speculation nation#speaking of. i got my grade back for my 3rd essay exam (that i had to stay up most of the night to finish) and i got. full marks again >:]#i am SOOOOO fucking good at bullshitting.#good at public speaking now apparently. wild! i used to have debilitating anxiety about giving presentations.#but college has really done a lot for desensitizing me to it. im still a little amazed at the fact that i gave an hour long presentation#earlier this semester. like after that??? talking for just a few mins in front of a class feels like Nothing.#try talking for an HOUR!!!!!! literally fuckin bonkers insane. massive respect to ppl who do that regularly. i could not.#but that's why im just a com minor instead of a com major ❤️❤️❤️#but yeah due to my ability to bullshit we got thru it. wahoo#i also have my data governance group project + presentation. we havent started yet. gonna do that tomorrow.#i was WANTING to discuss it with them on tuesday but Miss Bitch im teamed up with just straight up IGNORED me#class let out 15 mins early so i figured i'd discuss about the work and she just got up and LEFT as i was starting to speak.#and then she has the NERVE to be annoyed that im asking we meet tomorrow to go over shit (DURING class time. but no class is being held)#like girl had u not fucked off like ur life depended on it yesterday we could've already hashed all this out!!!! u did this to yourself!!!!!#anyways yeah i fucking do not like her. she left her empty starbucks cup at her desk too. the fucking disrespect.#but i just need to put up with her for a little longer... the 2 guys in my group are cooperative at least...#but yeah thats a quick rundown of my life recently 👍 i havent been talking on here much lately bc uhhhhh yea im dying lol#the 2 novels and 4th essay exam r for gender communication class. idk i'll get through it#THREE FINAL PROJECTS... essay exam... and 2 novels... within about 2 weeks... lord save my soul......
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