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the implications of the show possibly making armand muslim are devastating. marius renames arun 'amadeo' meaning 'lover or beloved of god' which was ALREADY gross in the books since it places him as this godlike figure armand had to worship. and then later on, with the cult in rome and santino, he was forced into worshipping satan which caused a whole crisis for him even when book armand was christian. but if show armand is muslim everything gets a whole lot worse. in islam the biggest most unforgivable sin (if you don't repent) is shirk, or idol worship. by fashioning himself as armand's god, marius not only removed armand's cultural identity from him, he has tainted his faith which is arguably one of the only things armand could've held onto. marius essentially damns armand in one of the most irreversible ways possible by grooming him the way he did with religion as a weapon. and it gets even worse with the cult since armand is not only forced to commit shirk but to reject allah, one of the last ties he has to his cultural identity, completely. armand therefore becomes a metaphor and an example of what colonialism inflicts upon the colonised
#im not muslim so im approaching this purely from a post colonial lens and analysis#people who are more knowledgeable than me on islam and this topic as a whole feel free to jump in#inspired by [redacted] telling me about the different sins in islam last year lmao#deeply fascinating conversation and i just remembered it and thinking about it in terms of armand makes my brain go brrr#rambles#interview with the vampire#armand#the vampire armand#the vampire chronicles#personally im a show muslim armand truther until i have evidence otherwise
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“how to ask your girlfriend if you’re bad at sex?”
warnings: smut! vibrator, protected sex, overstimulation, squirting
jisung! rummages through your drawers looking for your phone charger, his phone a little under 20%, when he stumbled upon a pink device, half the size of his hand, with a hello kitty top, confusion etched onto his face.
bringing it closer, he examines his new discovery. clicking on the one button he could find, the device comes to life, vibration coursing through his fingers.
he drops it in shock, finally realizing what it was before furiously shutting it off as fast as he could, every click just switching to a new beat before finally powering off and throwing it back where he found it, slamming! your drawer shut.
why the hell did you have a vibrator?
“sungie, you okay in there?,” you yell from your living room.
“y-yeah baby! just dropped my phone,” he replies quickly pulling his phone out of his pocket and doing the only thing he could think of.
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*7 dream, 1 cup*
jisung: hypothetically…
haechan: i’m sleeping.
jisung: if u find a hypothetical hello kitty vibrator in ur girl’s hypothetical drawer, does that mean ur bad at sex…hypothetically?
haechan: im up
chenle: yes
mark: no
jisung: mark pls elaborate
chenle: fuck u how about me?
jisung: idgaf about ur opinion!
haechan: yeah! wdgaf!
chenle: k. all im saying is my girl doesn’t need a vibrator with how good my dick is
mark: don’t listen to him, think of the vibrator as your friend 🙂↕️
jisung: this isn’t about me! it’s hypothetical!
haechan: yeah, i agree with mark … my girl and i tried it last month and 😩😮💨🤯🪦💐🕊️☁️👼👍
mark: too much unwanted information about ur sex life but yeah same here, felt like i died and went to heaven for a split second too
haechan: omg what type of vibrator ur girl got? 😛
mark: not telling you
haechan: ☹️
chenle: real men used to go to war for pussy now they let a battery operated device beat them at sex
haechan: stfu chenle u know nothing!
mark: real men used to go to war for pussy now they’re scared once their girl touches a vibrator she’ll never need his dick again
haechan: ooooohhhh get him!
*chenle has left the gc*
haechan: dramatic ass bitch, no one add him back!
jeno: what’s happening here?
*renjun has added chenle to the gc*
mark: couldn’t even last a second 😂
haechan: renjun you traitor!
renjun: i actually don’t give a fuck!, jisung just go talk to your girlfriend about it for the love of god! and chenle stop messaging me!
chenle: just ordered a vibrator, gonna prove to yall that my girl don’t need that shit
haechan: which one did u get? u want recs? 🤓
jaemin: jisung can you ask y/n where she got her hello kitty vibrator so i can get one for my girl? 🥺
jisung: this is not about y/n!
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he sighs in frustration, his friends were absolutely no help but he was more at ease knowing that their girlfriends had one too. taking renjun’s advice, he decides to just talk to you about it but he couldn’t find a way to do so.
he stays there on your bed googling how to ask your gf if you're bad at sex?, until his phone died, leaving him staring at the wall.
you entered the room, eyeing him suspiciously, he was supposed to be back in the living room 30 minutes ago, it doesn’t take that long to grab your charger, “you okay?” you ask.
“amibadatsex?,” he quickly blurts out, brain completely shutting down.
“what?,”
“am i bad at sex?,”
“what?! no!,”
“oh…”
“is there a reason why you’re asking this?,”
“i uhm…found your vibrator”
your cheeks heat up in embarrassment, “oh my god jisung, why were you snooping through my stuff!?”
“i wasn’t! i was just looking for your charger, i swear!,” he nervously explains, eyes almost bulging out of their sockets.
“i-i got one when you were on tour,” you confessed, cheeks still pink from this conversation.
“oh…,”
”yeah…” you look down at your feet, just wanting the ground to open up, swallow you whole and take you away from this conversation.
jisung walks over to where you were standing, gently turning your face towards him, “you don’t have to be embarrassed baby but can you please tell me why?, i don’t feel too good about it,” he reveals his insecurity and you knew you had to clear things up.
“i just- i couldn’t cum with my fingers alone anymore…i needed yours but of course that wasn’t possible so i decided to try it out”
he feels his pants tighten at your confession. the image of you getting frustrated at not being able to cum without him going straight to his cock.
“did it work?,”
“uhm yeah, it actually did….but it can never make me feel the way you do,” you admit, easing his worries.
he thinks back to what mark and haechan said. “can i try it?,”
“huh? i mean sure, i don’t know what it would feel like for you though,”
“oh my god no….can i try it on you?,”
“oh…like you’re gonna use it on me?,”
“yeah, can i play with you?,”
“oh o-okay,”
slowly you walk over, grabbing the vibrator out of your drawer and handing it to him, nerves of excitement bubbling through you.
“how does it work?,” he asks, inspecting the pink device again.
“well, it has 8 different vibrations, i usually just use the first 3, they feel the best for me and well you just place it where you would usually touch me,” you explain and he nods attentively.
“sit down,” he backs you into your bed, voice going an octave deeper and all you can do is follow his order.
sitting on the edge of your bed, jisung kneels down right in front of your core, you watch him, feeling yourself getting more turned on with every second that passes.
he pulls your shorts down, hips automatically raising up, before diving back into your clothed core, breathing in your scent and pulling your panties to the side, “you’re already so wet baby,” he praises licking a strip down your folds. there’s no way your vibrator is going to taste you before he does.
“does it turn you on knowing what i'm about to do?,”
you moan in response pussy clenching at nothing, “stop teasing sung please,”
jisung clicks the device once, the vibration hitting your ears in the quiet room, quickly pushing it on your cunt. you hiss at the first contact and he pulls it away, afraid he had hurt you, “what? what happened? are you okay?,”
“im okay sungie it was just too much too quick,” you smile, “here,” you guide him back to your pussy, “just push it lightly first, let me get used to it,” he does so, moving your vibrator in slow circles until it finally hit you at the righ spot, “ohhh, f-fuck,” you moan. jisung takes note of it, placing it there again earning another whine from you, “r-right there, baby, turn it up”
he clicks it again, the device gaining more speed before placing it back on your wet pussy, “oh my god!,” you moan, hand clutching his t-shirt, pussy clenching around air, “f-feel what im feeling baby,” you say, grabbing his other hand and leading it right to your hole. his fingers disappearing in you, “you’re so fucking tight,” he compliments in awe.
with the way he has curled his finger repetitively hitting that spot you can never seem to reach, the vibrator humming against your clit, your body gives in quicker than usual, “i-im cumming, baby i-dont stop, keep it right there,” you moan, pushing his hand harder, the added pressure finally sending you to release, back hitting your bedsheets, eyes rolling back. jisung watches in amazement, collecting the juices with his tongue making you whine.
all he could think about is if you were that tight around his finger, how would you feel around his throbbing cock.
“i need to feel you,” he makes his way over to you, soft lips landing on yours as you taste yourself in his tongue. he pushes his body on top of yours, making you feel his hard member, “you feel that baby? that’s how much i need you”
you swiftly discard his tight jeans, freeing him from his boxers, large cock springing up to his stomach. reaching for the condom in your nightstand, you place it on him, he moans at the squeeze of your hand, his rock hard boner somehow getting harder and you start getting worried. his cock was always enough to make you see stars but with the added vibrations you’re not too sure if you could take it.
you didn’t have much time to dwell on it as he lined up against your core, slowly entering you, moans mixing in the air.
“fuck jisung, y-you’re so big,”
“baby,” he grunts, rocking into you, your wet pussy making it easy for him to slide in and out.
he grabs your vibrator again, clicking it on and placing it back on your clit, pussy immediately tightening around him. he groans as you pull him closer and closer towards you, the vibration going straight to his cock, “holy fuck,” he gasps at the new sensation.
“f-feels so good sungie,” you whine against his ear, hips meeting his every thrust, getting quicker and quicker. the rest of your clothes being thrown across the room. you grab onto his back for support.
with his body against you and yours still being sensitive from your previous orgasm, jisung feels you cum hard. you were so fucking tight around his dick, it all feels too good. his lips swallow your moans as he continues his actions, desperately chasing his release.
“j-jisung” you gasp in pain, vibrator still placed firmly on your clit, but your boyfriend’s thrusts were getting messier and messier, signaling his nearing orgasm, and you wanted him to cum just as hard.
soon enough the pain turned into pleasure, a new commotion stirring up in your stomach, down to your toes. you no longer understand the feeling that’s taking over.
your vibrator has made you cum so many times before but you never felt it work with your boyfriend’s dick — this was entirely new territory.
“f-fuck, j-jisung, i’m gonna-,” you scream at the overstimulation, legs shaking, toes curling and before you knew it your pussy pushed him away, juices squirting onto his belly.
“holy shit babe,” he groans, the action sends jisung into overdrive, watching it all unfold as his release quickly fills up the condom, “aghhh,” he grunts in pleasure, body going slack on yours as you tried to calm your racing hearts.
“what just happened?,” he asks in amazement.
“i-i think i just squirted,”
“you think?”
“i think so, i-i don't know, it's never happened before,” you confess, getting embarrassed. he can’t help but smirk proudly, knowing that he was the first and only person to get you to do that.
jisung kisses you before you have the chance to hide behind your embarrassment.
“that was so. fucking. hot,” he compliments in between kisses” let’s do it again”
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he finally finds your charger on top of your desk, his phone coming alive. in just a span of 2 hours he and his new friend have made you cum a total of 6 times, him 4, the room smelling of sex. and honestly he could go again but you have made him stop for now, body exhausted.
*7 dream, 1 cup*
jisung: hi chat
haechan: he’s alive! so how was it? tell us everything! 😏
chenle: no one cares
haechan: i care!
mark: yo dude u good? you just stopped responding
jisung: sorry, phone died
jisung: can confirm
jisung: 😩😮💨🤯🪦💐🕊️☁️👼👍
*haechan reacted 🤩 to your message*
*mark reacted 😂 to your message*
renjun: you’re welcome
chenle: just paid for expedited shipping yall better not be lying to me rn
jaemin: jisung did you ever ask y/n where she got it?
jisung: oh it’s at www.NowCummingToday.com/sanriocollab-hellokitty-vibrator
jaemin: thank you!! 😚
renjun: that can’t be a real site
jeno: holy shit they have so many options
chenle: robots are gonna take over my girls pussy and it’s your faults
haechan: ooh! try the rose toy! that one’s crazy ahaha 🤓
jisung: 🫡
mark: 🫡
jaemin: 🫡
an: happy bday to my baby jisung <3 (p.s. i tried to do the little smau text thing bcs those are my favorites to read but i honestly couldn’t find an app that was free plus too lazy to figure it out so sorry!…if anyone has tips pls let me know >.< )
#i just know he’s big#he’s an innocent freak#everyone greet my baby a happy birthday!#nct jisung#jisung x reader#jisung smut#nct dream x reader#nct dream smut#nct x reader#nct smut#love.c.
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ADHD!reader x Spencer Reid
when reader gets overstimulated at the office spencer finds her in an odd spot and helps calm her down.
word cound: 0.7k
warnings: neurodivergent reader and spencer, mentions of breakdowns, i dont think there anything else but lmk!
also pls be kind this is my first fic!
The hum of the AC in the bullpen is boring into your skull. Along with the chatter of other agents, all the sensations are getting to be too much. The stack of paperwork on your desk hasn’t gotten any smaller in the past hour and your legs started aching from sitting too long. It’s all too much. Morgan and Prentiss are chatting no more than 10 feet away and you can’t concentrate , not with everything going on.
Standing up and pushing away from the desk, you quickly slip by the duo whose conversation you couldn’t follow mumbling a quick “excuse me” with your head down.
Ducking behind the door to the stairwell, you sit down on the first few steps trying to calm yourself down. Nobody really ever comes this way unless the elevators were out of service. The stairwell is quiet but each small movement creates an echo that provokes that suffocating feeling of overstimulation. Normally in a situation like this, you’d let Spencer know and he’d sit with you, toning down his rambling as he lists grounding techniques for you to try, however, today was a bad one gone worse and the thought of anyone talking is almost enough to send you into a full blow meltdown. You feel hot and stuffy and realize the water bottle, full of ice cold water from this morning was still at your desk. Great.
You’re focused on the cool tile beneath you, laying your palms down trying to cool down, when you hear footsteps coming up the stairs. You hadn’t payed much attention to the fact Spencer had been missing from the bullpen and didn’t even realize he had been a floor down this whole time. Sometimes when he needs a bit longer to think he takes the stairs to his destination.
“What are you doing out here?” He asked with that slight smile and gentle voice. He knows all too well the struggles of neurodiversity and finds that he two of you can relate to each other more so than the rest of the team.
Your head whips up and to the right, where Spencer has suddenly appeared, why didn’t you hear his footsteps before? “Just needed a second, it got kinda stuffy out there”, a simple explanation he understood to be more than you’re making it out to be. Years of masking and trying to fit in, you could handle a lot before you would totally break down, having learned where your threshold for this sort of thing was so as to not make a fool of yourself in front of other people.
“Are you ok, do you feel well?” Spencer asks, putting down his files next to you, attempting to look for any tell tale signs of illness or injury. When he finds nothing too concerning, just your flushed skin, starting to bead with sweat, he sits next to you. He’s been looking out for you a lot more recently, both in and out of the office and field.
“I just didn’t get enough sleep and the bullpen’s too loud and those lights were starting to bug me.” As soon as you told Spencer the reason for your hiding, he understood. He’s no stranger to feeling overstimulated like this and knows you aren’t either. Conversations on the jet and in the break room detailed the feelings you both shared being neurodivergent. Although Spencers brain worked almost completely opposite of yours, you both understood each other fairly well.
“Here,” he says gently taking your hand in his, feeling the heat, placing them in a new spot on he tile. Since he’d come up the stairs, you hadn’t moved an inch, it felt refreshing against your hot palms once again. “Would leaning against the wall help at all?” You hadn’t tried it but inched backwards and turned so the your back connected with the wall.
Your eyes close in relief. You hadn’t realized it but from ay one, Spencer has started to pick up on all the details and quirks that make you , you. Of course his eidetic memory helps, but somethings he just gets.
Starting to cool down, in the comfortable silence you open your eyes and look to Spencer and his brown eyes and smile. Joining such a tight knit team was intimidating but Spencer always made you feel wanted.
#spencer reid x reader#spencer reid x bau!reader#spencer reid x y/n#spencer reid x you#spencer reid#criminal minds#spencer reid fanfiction#spencer reid fic#spencer x reader
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Today Is Where Your Book Begins (Chapter I)
With the final chapter having concluded, the entirety of Teyvat has come to realize that everything in their life has been one massive storybook. Now they have broken free from their predetermined endings and wish to write their own story. While some remain content with their lives, others recall the reader of their story offering them many a helping hand in the past, and wish for them to witness their future.
Content Warning(s): An Attempt was Made to Guess Genshin Impact's Ending as of Version 5.3.
Notes: SAGAU, GN!Reader, Aether!Traveler, Lumine!Sibling
Word Count: 1k
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Genshin Impact's story is over.
...Well to be more precise, the Teyvat arc of Genshin Impact's story is over.
The Traveler, Aether, was finally able to reunite with their sibling, Lumine; and after a long heart-to-heart conversation, they were able to hug it out in the end. To be honest, it left you a bit teary-eyed.
Now, nearly all of the playable (and yet-to-be-released) characters were gathered in an undisclosed location with Aether, Lumine, and Paimon taking center stage.
The crowd was cheering, whooping, and hollering. They praised the Traveler for all of his deeds, for he had become their hero from another world. He had spared them all from their predetermined fate.
Soon enough, a 'Speech! Speech! Speech!' chant began to grow from the crowd. You couldn't help yourself but join along with the chant as well. Aether could only chuckle and scratch the back of his head, a subtle blush forming on his cheeks. Eventually, he urged the crowd to quiet down and began to give an endearing speech.
The speech was truly one of the best things that the Genshin writing team had ever conjured up, and that was saying something! It involved a lot of heart-touching tributes, nostalgic memories, and kindhearted thanks to many of their friends.
Aether thanked the people from the eight nations for accepting them into their capital city. He thanked the Archons for helping them learn more about Teyvat as a whole. He thanked Paimon for being the best guide in the whole world. He thanked Lumine for finally coming back to him.
"...And thank you, Benefactor from Beyond the Stars, for bestowing upon me the strength needed to complete my journey. I hope that fate allows us to meet in the future."
...
...?
'Benefactor from Beyond the Stars?' you questioned yourself. 'Are they talking about me? I don't know anyone else who would fit that description.'
As the game let you gain control of your character and gave you the rewards for completing the Archon Quest, more thoughts continued to rummage in your mind. This chaotic mess that was your brain continued to clutter your mind until only a single thought was left more prominent than the rest.
...
'Holy shit Genshin just made me canon.'
...
...
...
'Probably one of my greatest achievements to be honest.'
Looking at the time, you see that it's approaching midnight. Given that your day tomorrow is packed to the brim with various tasks and activities, you decide to log off and get some sleep.
"Alright, Genshin," you spoke to your computer with a fond gaze. "It was fun while it lasted. Y'all have fun without me."
You exited the game, closed the launcher, and shut off your computer.
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"You don't know what you have until it's gone."
Aether has heard this quote many times before, but he's never liked it that much. He's always known what he's had:
Lumine.
Lumine is everything to Aether just as Aether is to Lumine. That's how it has always been throughout their lives. They were inseparable up until their encounter with the Unknown God. How can you not know something inseparable from you?
It wasn't until recently that Aether heard another version of this quote that seemed to align with his point of view better.
"Appreciate what you have before time makes you appreciate what you had."
500 years had come and gone before the two siblings were able to reunite again. They are always constantly worried for each other, that something fatal might happen to them, permanently separating the two forever.
But they don't need to worry about that anymore. They are finally back together.
All thanks to Paimon. All thanks to the seven Archons. All thanks to their many friends across Teyvat.
...
All thanks to their one friend not from Teyvat.
The Benefactor from Beyond the Stars.
Although Aether was aware of them since that fated day on the beach underneath Stormbearer Point, he was powerless to push them away without his former strength.
At first, he was afraid. He could not control any part of his body. Not when he was only a puppet in the eyes of this being.
He hated not being in control. It reminded him of what it felt like to be weak.
Then, he became curious, the being didn't seem to wish him harm. Instead, it appeared as if the being was wishing him to succeed. Slowly but steadily, the being helped him regain his former strength. All the while not asking for anything in return.
'What could they possibly want from me?' Aether pondered.
Then, he became content. Eventually, he began to learn the being's tendencies when fighting and what they wanted to expect out of him. They became two minds in one body, flawlessly traversing the environment and slaying any opponents that stood in their path.
This feeling of always knowing somebody's got your back. Somebody who is on your power level and can match your fighting prowess.
...They haven't had this feeling since they lost Lumine.
Then, he understood. Teyvat is a storybook. The ley lines are the words on the page. The people are characters. Their destinies are just endings written down by the Primordial One, the author. They have never had a choice in their lifetime. Everything has followed according to the words on the pages time and time again.
This being, the one who has been with them since the beginning of their journey, is a reader.
A reader who wishes to change the storybook so that its ending is incomplete. That way, the people within the book will be able to write as many pages of their own destiny as they want until they sign off on their own ending.
When Alice first told them this, he and Paimon were more shocked than they had ever been before. This was the secret that the Hexenzirkel had been secretly guarding throughout their entire existence?
It was honestly hard to believe.
Nevertheless, he is extremely thankful to the reader for helping him throughout his journey. Just as he is towards Paimon and their friends across Teyvat.
In all honesty, words may not be enough to describe how thankful he is. Paimon and all of his friends can probably see that.
So when he decided to thank the Benefactor from Beyond the Stars during his speech, knowing that they were present.
"I hope that fate allows us to meet in the future."
He absolutely meant it when he said that.
They deserve to be rewarded for their hard work; And by the Archons is he going to find a way meet them.
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Author's Notes: Ta-da! A new series has arrived!
I hope that the way I've portrayed Teyvat was easy to understand, it's unlike anything that's been written in the SAGAU fandom to my knowledge.
I'll be going back through this over the next couple of days for any errors or misspellings I may have written. Probably gonna be a bunch of POV mistakes. But otherwise, I hope you enjoy the first chapter of this new series!
#genshin impact sagau#genshin sagau#self aware genshin#genshin self aware#sagau x reader#sagau#sagau genshin#platonic genshin x reader#platonic#gn reader#gender neutral reader#genshin impact
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𝑱𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒂 𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒅/𝑽.𝑴𝒊𝒆𝒅𝒆𝒎𝒂
Just a little something for my Vivi <3
Viv hadn’t told you she was sick. You had to hear it from Jill, who casually dropped it into conversation like it wasn’t something that would make your heart clench with worry.
“Yeah, she’s been looking awful all day,” Jill had said over the phone. “Coughing, sniffling. Honestly, I don’t even know how she made it through training.”
Your grip on your phone had tightened. “She trained?”
Jill snorted. “Of course she did. You know what she’s like.”
You did. Stubborn. Independent. Unwilling to admit when she needed help. It was just your Vivi, and whilst you were used to it, it definitely didn’t mean you liked it.
“She didn’t tell me,” you muttered, feeling a little annoyed now.
“She probably didn’t want to worry you,” Jill said, voice softer. “But she looks miserable.”
That was all you needed to hear.
You booked a flight that night.
*
Viv was exhausted. Training had been brutal, and she felt like absolute shit. Her whole body ached, her sinuses were a mess, and her throat felt like she’d swallowed glass. Still, she’d forced herself through the day, unwilling to let something as minor as a cold slow her down. But all she wanted now was to collapse into bed and preferably sleep for the next twelve hours.
What she didn’t expect was to find you there, sitting cross-legged on her bed, arms folded across your chest looking less than happy.
She froze in the doorway, blinking in surprise. “…Liefje?”
You raised an eyebrow. “Hi, baby.”
Her brain struggled to process the sight of you. You were supposed to be in Manchester. Not in her hotel room. Not staring at her like she’d just been caught committing a crime. Which, in a way, she supposed she had.
“You’re here,” she said, dumbly.
“I am,” you agreed, tilting your head. “You, on the other hand, should not have been at training today.”
Viv swallowed. “Ah.”
“Ah?” you repeated, unimpressed. “That’s all you have to say?”
Viv shifted awkwardly, rubbing the back of her neck. “I didn’t want you to worry.”
You sighed, standing up and making your way over to her. Up close, she looked even worse. Her face was pale, cheeks flushed with fever, and her eyes were glassy behind her glasses. You reached out, pressing the back of your hand to her forehead.
“Vivianne,” you murmured, your voice softer now. “You’re burning up.”
She leaned into your touch without thinking, her shoulders sagging.
“You should’ve told me,” you said, threading your fingers through her hair and tucking it behind her ear.
She exhaled slowly, closing her eyes. “Didn’t want to make a big deal out of it.”
You sighed again, but you didn’t argue. This was just how Viv was. Stubborn to a fault.
“You hungry?” you asked instead, nudging her toward the bed.
She shook her head. “Just tired.”
You guided her to sit down before kneeling to untie her shoes. She protested weakly, but you ignored her, pulling them off and then stripping off her socks too.
“You don’t have to do that,” she murmured, watching you with tired eyes.
“I know.” You pulled her legs onto the bed, tucking them under the covers before crawling in beside her. “But I want to.”
Viv exhaled, shifting so she could rest her head against your chest. “I missed you.” She murmured, throwing an arm around your waist.
You pressed a kiss to the top of her head as you gently pulled off her glasses, placing them on the night stand closest to you. “I missed you too, baby.”
Her arms tightened around you, and she buried her face in your neck with a little sigh “Mijn liefje,” she mumbled.
Your softened a little, despite yourself. “Ik hou van jou, Viv.”
She hummed, already half-asleep. “Ik hou van jou, Liefje.”
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After having officially finished the BTTF Minute podcast, I'd like to share another piece of conversation that I really liked.
It was during the scene where Marty first shows up to '55 Doc's house and chases him out to the garage, where Marty then goes through the whole "I know how you got the bruise on your head" story where he recounts the invention of the flux capacitor. One of the hosts of the show (can't remember which off the top of my head) mentioned that he was surprised Marty could remember all the details of that story he'd only just been told in the parking lot with Doc. Then Nick said something like, "Maybe that's what makes him such a great assistant for Doc. He's got a good memory."
And I just absolutely love that that ended up being their conclusion, because I feel like it's sort of an unconventional trait to assign to Marty? Especially considering the fact he's labeled a slacker by Strickland, and that Marty just generally appears frazzled and confused a lot. It's easy to label him a scatter-brain, make all the "Marty has a single brain cell" jokes and everything. He's a silly guy.
So them just casually agreeing that Marty's got a really good memory, and that it's part of why he works so well with Doc is super interesting! And you know what? I agree with them and think it's a great headcanon. Marty was told the flux capacitor story once at like 1:30 in the morning after just having witnessed a car travel through time. Yet he committed the entire story to memory in the moment, even remembering the name "flux capacitor" which is impressive considering that's a brand new term he'd just been introduced to. And he's able to re-tell the story for Doc in such a panicked moment after being sent to the past and having suffered recent head trauma.
Marty remembers it because he was interested! Totally invested in everything Doc was saying in that moment, so the whole story stuck, nearly word for word. And being in the "Marty has adhd" camp, I think it's very fitting of his character to be seen as a slacker or lazy by others and then have these moments where we see just how bright he is when the environment is right. And I love thinking about how maybe when they first met, Doc understood this right away. That he looked at Marty and went, "Oh, this kid is smart. He just doesn't know it."
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A whole day late to @bucktommyfluffebruary's day 1 prompt: non-sexual intimacy. Inspiration strikes suddenly, what can I say?
You can also read it on AO3.
Golden Hour
rated G | 1027 words
“Morning, team!” Buck walks into the firehouse with an extra bounce in his step, looking the most carefree he’s been for months.
“What got you so… woah,” Hen begins questioning, but stops in the middle of the sentence once she fully turns around and takes a good look of her strangely jovial co-worker.
“What’s wrong? Is there something on my face?” Buck instinctively touches his face in response to Hen’s reaction. He has a hard time deciphering her expression; She seems… surprised, astonished, but at the same time, shocked, and confounded.
“No! Not really. You seem… happier,” Hen puts on a reassuring smile, “but the bags under your eyes seem like they came straight from the Milan Fashion Week, and your hair looks like you’ve just rolled out of bed.”
The entire 118 bore witness to Buck’s post-Tommy heartbreak. Yes, he obsessively checked his phone and got addictive to baking, maybe he let his stubble grow out a day or two more than it should, but he never, ever, neglected personal hygiene or grooming. He always made sure to dress like a functioning member of the society before heading to work, what happened outside of shift was his own business.
“I used to know someone like this at school,” Chimney joins in. “His girlfriend dumped him just before summer break. Then he came back to school looking like a hobo, but at the same time, happy as the Buddha. He told me he went on a trip to discover himself.”
“But Buck was with us last shift, 48 hours ago. What life-changing destination could he have gone to in such a short amount time?” Hen furrows her brows in confusion.
“By trip, I mean an acid trip,” Chimney snickers, then he turns to face Buck in chorus with Hen, waiting for an answer.
“I can assure you, I’ve never taken any mind altering substance before coming to work. That would be irresponsible!” Buck objects, attempting to halt this dangerous speculation at once.
Just as Hen and Chimney are about to interrogate further, Eddie chimes in while slowly sipping on his coffee, “Buck and Tommy are back together without telling us.”
Gasps, then cheers fill the room.
“Wait, how? Did Tommy tell you?” Buck asks.
“No one told me anything,” Eddie takes another sip from his mug, “I can just tell, from your hair.”
“What’s wrong with my hair?”
“Oh! Yeah!” Hen’s whole face is lit up by her realization, “the hair thing, right?” She vaguely gesture at her head.
“Exactly.” Eddie snaps his fingers at Hen.
“What hair thing?” It’s now Buck’s turn to be utterly confused.
“I don’t get it either,” Chimney turns his attention to his brother-in-law. “Is Tommy bad at picking shampoo? Or hair product? Can’t you just bring your own?”
“Um… I don’t know.”
“You’ll get it once you’ve spent enough time with them,” Eddie sighs.
“I’ve spent plenty of time with them. One is my oldest friend, the other is my brother by marriage!”
“With both of them together, as a third wheel,” Eddie adds.
Chimney grimaces. “Ugh, no! Is it a sex thing?”
“It’s appropriate safe in public,” Hen clarifies, “as long as you don’t find two people of the same gender being in love inappropriate.”
“Oh, okay,” Chimney nods in understanding, “but, what about the bags under your eyes?”
“Um… Tommy and I…”
Buck’s interrupted by Eddie.
“Stop. That one’s definitely a sex thing.”
It takes Chimney another few months to figure out what the “hair thing” actually is.
Buck and Tommy have been invited to dinner at the Han’s.
The four of them were anxious about the possible awkwardness, but Chimney and Tommy settle right back into their old buddy dynamic once the conversation starts flowing.
“I think you two fixed my brain when you showed up all sooty at the hospital. I was groggy all week, but connecting the dots that you guys had been making out? That was the first time I felt like I could finally think clearly,” Chimney recounts his experience coming down with viral encephalitis, and marrying the love of his life at a hospital.
“A hospital, what is it?” Tommy asks, barely containing his giggle.
“It’s a big building with patients, but that’s not important right now,” Chimney bursts into laughter in unison with Tommy by the time his finishes his sentence.
“Um… What’s the joke?” Maddie asks, while both Buckley siblings frown, seemingly puzzled.
“Airplane! The greatest comedy movie of all time!” Chimney exclaims.
“And the most quotable,” Tommy supplements.
“Neither of you have watched Airplane? Tommy, you didn’t introduce your man to the most influential film in your life?”
The Buckley siblings shake their head.
“Alright, we’re watching it after dinner.”
Chimney has seen Airplane! countless times before. The simple, sometimes childish humor of this classic has been his go-to for years whenever he needs a pick-me-up.
He may have the ability to recite the entire movie from start to finish, but the source of the enjoyment now comes from watching his friends and loved ones’ reaction to this comedic masterpiece, to experience the amusement and wonder anew from their fresh eyes.
“We have clearance, Clarence.”
“Roger, Roger. What’s our vector, Victor?”
Chimney turns to focus on the viewers’ reaction, instead of the screen.
Maddie’s almost crying with laughter, while shoving a few kernels of popcorn into her mouth. Popcorn with butter and pickle juice, the exact snack she’s been craving.
Buck, on the other hand, is laying his head onto Tommy’s shoulder.
And Tommy, he absentmindedly anchors his hand into Buck’s hair, and ruffles the curls around.
Chimney himself would gladly push off whoever dares to touch his carefully styled hair, but Buck’s happily leans into his boyfriend’s touch.
“Is that correct phraseology in aviation?” Buck beams at Tommy, half flirting and half genuinely asking to satisfy his curiosity.
“Yeah, more or less. That’s why it’s a classic,” Tommy gazes back at Buck softly, hand still messing up the younger man’s hair.
Buck shows his dimples, nestles his head at the crook of Tommy’s neck, and continues watching the movie.
My brother is in good hands.
Chimney tells himself silently.
#bucktommy#tommy kinard#evan buckley#bucktommyfluffebruary#bucktommy fic#bucktommy fanfic#tevan fic#tevan fanfic#tevan#kinley
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I will cherish my headcanons. Dr. Harley Sawyer is an awesome, interesting character with just a freaky and rich story.
With how the company betrayed him, it would be possible (if the protagonist could speak, of course) to have a heart-to-heart conversation with him, take him by the hand and lead him into a beautiful and rosy future.
Well, or on the contrary, tell everyone to go to hell and join the Doctor, why not. The protagonist is a scientist in the past, and there, anyway, he would have acquired a gray morality.
But, to be honest, I feel sorry for Doc. After the incident in the theater, he was disposed of, and in a sophisticated way, just terrible. He should be angry at the whole company, not just at Dr. Bruno White.
They saw him into organs, stuffed him into a piece of hardware: "We keep your brilliant brain because we're helpless. We'll consult with you, just answer honestly."
SO WHY WOULDN'T HE MESSED THE COMPANY AFTER SUCH BETRAYAL AND A KNIFE IN THE BACK?
Буду лелеять свои хэдканоны. Доктор Харли Сойер офигеть интересный персонаж с просто чумовой и богатой историей.
С тем, как компания его предала, можно было бы (умей протагонист говорить, конечно) провести с ним беседу по душам, взять под рученьку и увести в прекрасное и радужное будущее.
Ну или наоборот - послать всех к черту и присоединиться к Доктору, почему нет. Протагонист то, ученый в прошлом, а там, как ни крути, обзаведешься серой моралью.
Но, честно говоря, мне вот Дока жалко. После инцидента в театре его утилизировали, причем изощренно, просто ужас. Ему бы злость на всю компанию держать, а не только на одного доктора Бруно Уайта.
Попилили на органы, запихнули в железку: "Мы сохранили твой гениальный мозг, потому что у нас лапки. Будем с тобой советоваться, ты только честно отвечай."
ВОТ И СХУЯЛИ ЕМУ БЫ НЕ ПОДЛОЖИТЬ СВИНЬЮ КОМПАНИИ ПОСЛЕ ТАКОГО ПРЕДАТЕЛЬСТВА И НОЖА В СПИНУ?
#poppy playtime chapter 4 spoilers#poppy playtime chapter 4#poppy playtime#harley sawyer#poppy playtime player#p.w. poppy playtime#ppt 4#ppt text post#fanfiction idea#doctor sawyer#dr sawyer#poppy playtime the doctor
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ahhhhh i love ur fics sm!! ur such an amazing writer! if ur taking requests could u do something w roh jae won and reader crushing on eachother on the squid game set? have a good one !! ❤️❤️
‘you told me last night’
hope you like it !
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filming squid game season 2 was already intense, but dealing with a growing crush on roh jae-won? that was a whole different kind of high-stakes game.
it had started small, things like stolen glances, playful teasing, the way his laughter always seemed to linger in your ears longer than anyone else’s. but lately, it had escalated. the late-night rehearsals, the dramatic tension during scenes, the accidental touches that sent electricity through your veins, it was becoming unbearable.
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“again?” you groaned, stretching your arms over your head. the entire set was nearly empty except for a few lingering staff members. the two of you had volunteered (or rather, been forced) to stay late and rehearse an upcoming emotionally charged scene.
“you’re the one who kept messing up,” jae-won teased, tossing you a water bottle.
“oh, excuse me, mr. perfect actor. maybe if you didn’t keep staring at me like that, i wouldn’t forget my lines.”
his eyes widened slightly, and for a second, he looked caught, like he hadn’t realized just how obvious he’d been. but then he grinned, leaning in slightly. “like what?”
your heart nearly stopped. was he actually flirting back?
“you know what,” you muttered, turning away, trying to pretend your face wasn’t burning.
jae-won chuckled, but instead of pushing further, he exhaled and straightened. “okay, let’s be serious, one more take.”
the scene required raw emotion, desperation, anger, and heartbreak. and somehow, despite your mutual teasing, when the cameras weren’t rolling, jae-won had a way of locking eyes with you that made it terrifyingly real.
by the time you finished, the room was silent. the tension was so thick you could almost touch it.
“that was… intense,” you breathed out.
jae-won didn’t answer right away. he just looked at you, his gaze flickering to your lips for the briefest second before he shook his head with a soft laugh. “yeah. you’re good.”
did he almost say something else?
you’d never know, because at that exact moment, yim si-wan (one of the senior cast members) poked his head in. “you two still here? wow, the dedication.”
you and jae-won jumped apart like you’d been caught doing something illegal.
si-wan raised an eyebrow. “uh-huh. well, don’t stay too late, lovebirds.”
you spluttered. “we’re not—”
“okay, okay, scene partners.” si-wan winked before leaving.
you risked a glance at jae-won, who simply rubbed the back of his neck, looking anywhere but at you.
꩜ .ᐟ ————
days later, during a break, you were lounging around with kang ha-neul and lee jin-wook, waiting for the next scene to be set up. the conversation had somehow drifted into embarrassing crush stories.
“oh, I have a good one,” ha-neul said, leaning forward with a smirk. “i once confessed to someone by accident because I was sleep-deprived. full-on I love you situation. worst part? they thought I was joking.”
you laughed. “that’s horrible. imagine confessing by accident. couldn’t be me.”
“you sure?” ha-neul teased. “i feel like that’s exactly how you’d do it.”
“no way.”
“actually…” jae-won’s voice cut in from behind you. “you kinda already did.”
silence.
your entire body went stiff. slowly, you turned to face him. “what?”
jae-won crossed his arms, lips twitching like he was trying not to smirk. “you told me you liked me last night.”
the room erupted.
“omg, y/n?.” Jin-Wook nearly choked on his drink.
ha-neul looked at you like you’d just given him the juiciest gossip of the year. “wait when?!”
your brain short-circuited. “that’s a lie.”
“nope.” jae-won looked far too amused. “you were half-asleep, though. i think you thought I was a dream or something.”
tou groaned, burying your face in your hands as the others howled with laughter. but through your fingers, you peeked at jae-won
his expression was different now, softer, almost… hopeful?
“don’t worry,” he said, just loud enough for only you to hear. ‘‘i like you too.”
you almost stopped breathing.
but before you could say anything, the director called, “alright, back on set!”
jae-won winked at you before walking off, leaving you stunned, blushing, and fully aware that this wasn’t just a crush anymore.
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hope you enjoyed it!
(english is not my first language so my apologies for any mistakes i may have made)
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how is it that half the time i walk to class in complete silence without even realizing that my headphones are off. are my thoughts really that damn loud
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Thinking about how one of the two voices in Harry's deepest core is feminine.... Thinking about how the Skills are fragments of Harry's psyche, and he's convinced himself he's a manly-man at the moment, but clearly the Furies themselves don't all have to be male... thinking about half the Skills immediately switching to she/her the second Harry comes across the concept of gender as a construct. Wait, we can CHOOSE? Friendship ended with "this guy." "this gal" is my new gender.
#disco elysium#harry du bois#im cooking#i have a whole gender conversation in my brain that I want to sneak into the fic#i've figured out how it would come up without harry knowing what gender is#would be really funny to add this to it. half the skills just go oh actually this slays. im girl now#physical instrument refuses to refer to them with feminine words until echem drops a 'MISS coach physical instrument' on it#then it has to shut up for a long time because it??? kind of liked that actually??????#chat what does this mean for our gender if half these guys were so ready to go full she/her#I remain torn between bigender harry and just a very gnc harry that would THRIVE as a drag queen#ryn rambles
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#the terror#the terror amc#james fitzjames#my posts#my gifs#I've gotta finish giffing the other scene but#everyone's reactions in this scene are so interesting#but as usual on my tumblr it's jfj posting hours#he's not doing the stare yet here (though he does later)#but his body language this scene is really telling#he's holding his hand so tightly#I love crozier and his whole arc but#he's so scary in this scene and the surrounding ones#and I remember reading some great meta#about how this whole thing isn't just a punishment#for the three who are being lashed#but for everyone who had to witness it#and it does come across not just as a valid punishment#but a message to everyone present#not to cross crozier or question his orders#and although fitzjames hasn't outright challenged crozier much#he is the one who does so the most and in the most personal ways#this is the same episode with the whole conversation about sophia#in fact was it even the same day?#okay this is enough tags but#I have many terror-brained thoughts
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i think the most bizarre reaction to seeing fanart (other than going "i thought this was [totally unrelated thing that it doesnt even look like]') is to go 'this isn't canon'. like.... yeah it's not supposed to be?
people have headcanons! there are also different interpretations of unclear or hard-to-quantify-exact-meaning canon!
but it doesn't even have to be a headcanon. art is an exploration of thoughts and concepts. it's an expression of creativity. sometimes it's just a fun exercise. for fun. any time i see someone go 'thats not what really happened' i dont think 'aw shit i got it so wrong', i think: wheres your joie de vivre. your whimsy. embrace things that arent real
#i am in part guilty of this bc i have like a whole section of my brain chemically wired around deathclaws so i get it but also like#i only do that when conversation is brought up and actively involves me#i dont just go on someone's post and go THATS NOT REAL bc whats the point?? what are you achieving with that attitude#it's fiction! none of this is real!#destiny2 fandom is full of this in particular though and like. you can just not say anything. if you dont like the post dont engage with it
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I think about this conversation from Corambis chapter 7 constantly and was sad that I never finished the more detailed version I had planned, so I repurposed it into a cute little experiment.
Please enjoy this bonus Felix face from the first draft. He is my favorite.
#doctrine of labyrinths#corambis#felix harrowgate#mildmay foxe#sarah monette#this was a fun experiment because I got to try out some effects I wanted to try#and also because i had to hold in my brain the whole time that they are not in the same bed for this conversation#but the composition is funnier to me this way soOOOOO#i have to make this cute so that when i inevitably do the scene where felix is like hey :) mildmay :) ya wanna drown me ?? :) :)#i can break my heart to a million pieces#fanart
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i am once again thinking of that one royai fic that utterly rewrote my brain chemistry, pikkulef's my own worst friend and my own closest enemy. it's an 03/BH crossover where the two roys exchange places for a couple of days due to ✨ alchemy ✨ and walk a mile in the other's shoes, and it's just 50k words of pikkulef and quietshade absolutely FLEXING their thorough, nuanced, and complete understanding of the differences between the verses.
i remember the first time I read it i was like, hold on. this is good. this is REALLY GOOD. i had to slow down and savour this fic because, hoooly shit. there are so many little details they've taken into account, from how hawkeye's tattoo or lack thereof affects her and by extension her relationship with roy, to how roy's relationship with gracia and elicia differs in a world where Yet Another Man's Battlefield didn't happen, to how BH roy would see the murder of the rockbells differently to 03 roy. every time i reread it i discover some new detail that has me shrieking moaning yelling disappearing into the woods to howl at the moon.
and the royai is PEAK. it's two for the price of one because you get to see both 03 royai and BH royai and they're both SO SO well written. i can quote whole paragraphs of the last chapter because the resolution(s!!!) are SO DAMN GOOD i've read it so many times okay i'm gonna go read it again.
#fma#fmab#fma03#fullmetal alchemist#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#royai#i will NOT shut up about this fic i want to print it and bind it all pretty novel-like then eat it whole#also known as the fic that made me actually kind of like 03roy#well not like. like is a strong word. i have more sympathy for him i guess?#these guys wrote him so well#the BH royai conversation at the end is permanently emblazoned onto my brain btw
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I have always admired people who could write one fic or draw a comic for years because I am living in a constant fear of not finishing what I have started. Not in a 'maybe something terrible will happen to me' way, but simply knowing myself and that after a couple of months or years, I will catch a new fixation and finishing the old story will become hard. And yeah sure, I have heard people say "You don't have to finish if it doesn't interest you anymore" or "It's your art and you decide what it will be about" and I fully agree, but I still love those old things I came up with you know? I still love these characters and I want their stories to be told, but at the same time there already are new characters with new stories in my head and I want to tell them too.
#i may or may not be talking about the whole big sherlock holmes plot following my college adventures comic i came up with at some point#that goes through the whole series and dives DEEP into the holmes/watson topic and believe me this is so much more tangled and nuanced#than holmes/trevor one i came up with (and i feel like this one is already easy to misunderstand)#and yet i have the disco elysium comic that i love so much but i have trouble drawing it lately#mostly because i fell out of the fandom loop a bit and also i have written the plot a long time ago and some things I'd do differently now#but I gotta stick to the things I have already drawn or it'd be inconsistent#AGGHHGASHAKJSFJJSAJJJKK please someone release me from this hell#why does my brain not let me just. enjoy the things that i enjoy#why there always has to be an additional layer of distress to everything#rant#(it's okay to reblog tho)#conversations with the void
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