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i fear i am nearing the end of my nirvana in fire journey and I simply don’t know what to do with myself. i am obsessed. the narrative was so cohesive, there was never ever a dead end plot point. everything always lead somewhere and was always resolved, with just enough crumbs along the way for you to put it together yourself. literally incredible
#i understand#i understand now truly#genuinely i never want to watch an idol drama again#(<- writes this with knowledge that nif is sometimes considered an idol drama)#but like#no genuinely#i was gripped this entire time#how can i watch another oversaturated drama with big budget cgi and a plot full of dead ends and inconsistent characters ??#nirvana in fire#nif
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Papercraft Tohru - and Yuki, and Kyo! And some little fruit details, because, after all... Fruits Basket! 🍎
I got pretty emotional making this one! Fruits Basket had a huge, profound effect on me in my teens, and I often curled up with it for comfort and a sense of companionship during hard times. Now as an adult, it's been a while since I've read the whole series through, but I pick up random volumes fairly often and skim through them to get that familiar rush of warmth. It's still such a lovely series!
#fruits basket#tohru honda#yuki sohma#kyo sohma#papercraft#papercutting#paper art#traditional art#my art#it was interesting to grow with the series#as a teen the first half resonated with me most#and while I enjoyed the second half I didn't love it quite the same way#as a young adult rereading the series I enjoyed the first half but didn't feel that same resonance#whereas when I hit the second half THERE was the jolt of Oh! It's me!!#as a full-on adult human I always get nostalgic and happy when rereading old volumes#but while I can remember identifying with the characters with my ENTIRE VIBRATING SOUL the feeling is less intense nowadays#then the sequel came out and I figured Heck yeah time to check in on the old faves. Nostalgia time#half a chapter in and BAM! sitting on the floor full-on crying!!!#they made it! these characters I loved and grew with made it!!#they reached adulthood and created families and found their happinesses and loved and loved and loved!!!#and so have I!!!!!!#the takeaway is that fruits basket is VERY powerful and I will be in its gentle grip forever apparently
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just look how much BRIGHTER Mob’s demeanor is once he has Ritsu safe with him. that is the biggest grin ive ever seen on that boy’s face he loves his little brother so damn much it’s incomprehensible
#ignore gayass teru photobombing back there#but honestly really the amoubt of love Mob has for his brother makes my heart swell#as an older brother i related so hard to every moment he had where he was like ‘of course ritsu. im your older brother.’#being willing to do just about anything for your younger siblings comes with the job of being an older one#and mob psycho encapsulates that wonderfully#i need to analyze and make a post about their brotherhood i think. its just. really really sweet#it touches on so many interesting moments and dynamics#my favorite brothers. paces in circles while gripping and ungripping my fist repeatedly#the scene in the alley where Mob is bowing and apologizing to the gangster. because Ritsu is his little brother. his responsibility#and— more importantly one of the most important people in the entire universe to him.#i would give anything to watch that scene for the first time again#also if im being honest. i think Ritsu may be the most important person to Mob like ever. in a personal sense at least#thats his baby brother forever you know?#sorry got much too into that. haha#mob psycho 100#mp100#shigeo kageyama#mob
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was suddenly possessed to draw this future foundation togiri from my post
(shoutout @to-nae-giri for their character style exploration sketches which really inspired how i drew these two lol)
meanwhile, makoto:
#byakuya togami#kyoko kirigiri#togiri#danganronpa#shaking hands after slipping tongue to ensure they're both normal about this and each other. they will NOT become each others weaknesses#have to calculate when and how they should kiss based on who kissed first last time etc. bc again. theyre normal#theyre everything but married bc theyre being normal in an apocalypse. they just think they're traumabonded (not entirely false)#are they t4t? are they butch4femme? are they just really over it genderwise? who knows....#a combination of posts i saw earlier suddenly gripped me n i blacked out n woke up to this#kiri taking advantage of byakuya's hand+glove weakness lol#if ur wondering what the little marks on kiri's face near the eyes are. those r acne scars!!#took a look at this again this morning and realized that they look nothing like their canon design oops!!! post anyways lol#makoto suffering under weight of being ff poster boy. set my man free he's getting polycule fomo#my arts
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so i may or may not have printed out the entirety of @anonymousalchemist's amazing fic like a bird, like a stone onto three Very Large pieces of paper.
you might be asking, why, fay? why did you print out an entire 53k fic for a video game you've never played? well you see, if you read it, you would understand.
#bg3#tavsilkpax#for real though i'm going to do some Analysis#literary. artistic. statistical. character. all of those.#listen i can't draw and can rarely write. so my contribution to fandom is gonna be whatever weird shit my job enables me to do#and sometimes that is printing out an entire fanfiction so you can highlight names in different colours and look for Patterns#Publisher is a little bitch and tried to crash so many times while i was formatting this to print#didn't want to render a measly 54 000 words at once#astarion#tavstarion#bg3 fanfiction#i may never be free of my Silk Derangement Disorder#something about this boy just Grips me
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Who has the most powerful magic in the dungeon? Marcille? Falin? Thistle? All Wrong.
It's Senshi carrying and protecting the tray of miso soup and onigiris no spill none of it falling about for an entirety of a chimera and a flock of harpies attack-
#he was falling about and still gripping the tray tight hes the best server in the entire universe restaurant owners want him#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dunmeshi#senshi of izganda#yes i scrolled thru the entire episode for his scenes with the tray *cackles this is what i do with my time#marcille donato#thistle dungeon meshi#falin touden#NO ACTUALLY I'VE GOT MORE SCENES OF HIM WITH THE TRAY BUT I CAN ONLY FIT 10 HERE SO
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being disabled and having a support system is so important because it turns mundane (and often frustrating) tasks into acts of love.
everytime i clip my nails, i think of the high school teacher who helped me through seizures at least once a week for two years straight. everyday she’d gently take my hands and inspect my nails to make sure i was keeping them short enough that i couldn’t hurt myself while seizing.
it’s easier to be less ashamed of my mobility aids when one of my coworkers spent months building me different canes to use, colored to match my outfits and infused with glow-in-the-dark dye so i’d stop losing my cane in the dark parts of the building.
i eat cheesitz for salt when i’m feeling dizzy and it reminds me of high school, sitting next to my best friend and in the classroom of my favorite teacher who both kept salty snacks in their bags for when i wasn’t feeling good.
being disabled can suck in so many ways, but it’s also brought love into a lot of simple but impactful areas of my life.
#my mom leaves the room when i’m having seizures because it stresses her out#and said teacher above cradles my head in her lap and talks to me whether i’m unconscious or not#my dad gets annoyed the one time he’s called to deal with my seizures#and i think about the boy in my class who barely knew me and still carried me on his back for an entire field trip#because my teacher didn’t have the foresight to see how walking miles would be a problem#i have my first seizure on the floor of random building on that same field trip#and that teacher sits a few feet away and doesn’t do anything to help#while my best friends grips my hand and one of my classmates tucks a stuffed animal under my elbow for comfort#if being disabled has taught me one things#it’s there are people who will love you endlessly without thought#and other who won’t#and when you find those people who will love you it makes life ever so much easier#anyway happy disability pride month#disability#disability pride#disability pride month
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now that the seven busiest days of the year are FINALLY over, I can get back to my Maximus insanity. here have a close-up of the hands and arms that make guest appearances in every daydream I have ever had
#fun fact: every night i am getting absolutely WRECKED by him in bed because we’re Married™️#i will have more to say tonight but honestly what more is there to say#hands hands hanDS HANDS HANDS HANDSSSDS#i need him to grip me like the fleeting glimpse of happiness#i need to hold onto him like he’s my last chance of joy#ohh how i have missed being on this blog every day all day#this is my entire support system#having a rough time so i think i might rewatch gladiator#no one is having as bad a time as maximus#so we can be sad and lonely together#and then happy and fulfilled together! *sobs*#but anyway#salivating rolling on the floor screeching at volumes previously unknown to man over this picture#i wish i were that white dust all over his hands#i wish i were on my knees between his legs looking up at him while he holds my face in his hands#I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING#TO MAKE HIM SMILE#TO SEE HIM LAUGH#TO FEEL HIS SWEET TOUCH#gonna have a full on mental breakdown over him#gladiator#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#russell crowe#text posts
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i know i dont post anything to tumblr ever usually but uhhhthe autism has me by the throat? so. noncanon siffrin family!! first image has siffrin having a great ole breakdown after finding a drawing he did of him & his family (when he was like. 7 lol) in a glass bottle, second photo is of their younger sister, phoebe! color (and a shitpost) + more information on the family under the cut
so phoebe. dear darling girl. she's rock-paper type and is super into research and stuff! like a scientist but she can kick your ass. love her a lot. she's about 6 years younger than siffrin is!
also in the drawing that i didn't mention is siffrin and phoebe's parents, mama rhea (she/her, left, missing an eye!) and baba dione (they/them, right) i love these guys so much. yes all of them are named after saturn's moons, thank lati @cryptidlatias for them (siffrin's born name was janus. none of them remember that, though.)
#kitty.txt#xayvie's art#in stars and time#siffrin isat#not going to put too many tags bc i get a little self conscious (i don't know why i was gripped by the want to post these but its here!!)#but for real i really like these guys#rhea missing an eye is why i imagine siffrin is so indifferent about it#even if he doesnt remember it#rhea and dione sent the little bottle with the photo out with the hopes that maybe the person who they know must have been their child#would see it. you don't just forget an entire kid exists. especially not when their room is left the same#its really sad though. like wow its heartbreaking thinking about how sif lost his family and#his family lost siffrin in turn#but phoebe grown up acts a lot like both mirabelle and isabeau together. which is funny#there's a lot to unpack frankly but its fine. love these guys
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WHY DOES THE WORLD OF DARKNESS HAVE SO MUCH LORE???? HOW DOES IT HAVE SO MUCH LORE????? WHO IS WRITING ALL OF THIS FUCKING LORE???? HOLY SHIT IM GONNA LOSE MY MIND
#every time i think i have a grip on some aspect of this universe#i find out theres like an actual entire history surrounding that sect#like the shit between the tremere and the tzimisce and the salubri and GALCONDA#straight up how am i supposed to learn all of this shit#i also refuse to play the actual games#my computer cannot handle that#la by night#labn#ny by night#nybn#vtm#vampire the masquerade#world of darkness#wod
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How did you get your job on sunny? I really wanna go into the entertainment industry.
iv told th story b4 but i got onto th show bcuz i just happened to b n th right place @ th right time
was working on smthn completely different nd drunk on th camera truck during one of our wrap days me, the DIT, nd the loader wer talking abt fave tv shows nd when i said tht always sunny was mine th loaders just like "oh lol funny im the 1st AC on that. i can get u some days if u want" ???
so i...did some days...then i did a season...and now im core crew i guess
#FUCK this just reminded me that i ghosted him a week ago after starting the conversation OOPS ty anon#but yea the entire industry is CONNECTIONS and luck. i never know how to give advice on that. its who u know.#college is a waste of time nd money but also one of th best places to make industry connections. hellish conundrum#working as a grip or a PA is a good way to get in on stuff bt doesnt always provide a ladder upwards or into specifics if u have an end goa#its honestly...a terrible industry....i wdnt actually recommend it to people lmfao its a super unstable way to exist theres no job security#im unemployed for most of my life and just gotta pray i work enough hours to keep my health insurance#newsflash! havnt had that in years!#but yea its....idk man. im lucky for my opportunities but overall its really dire out here#and its just ben getting worse and worse#the motto in the industry going around right now is 'survive until '25' bcuz of just how few job opportunities there are#literally everyone is struggling lol.....do something else#ask#ramblings#anon
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I RETURN TO ROMARRICHE APPRECIATION 🎉
#karamell doodles#fragaria memories#fragamem#fragari art#romarriche#i’ve been going through the fragari stuff i missed and#ough i really do love them#squealing the entire time#also KURODE IS SO CUTE? merold too#goodness gouaches#heavily underestimated the GRIP they can have
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Do I particularly like "We Got You?" No. Honestly my least favorite song on the album. Do I listen to it anyway? Yes, because I like to imagine Rembrandt being hella annoyed and exasperated the whole time and looking at the Bizzies like she wants to kick them off a fire escape
#warriors concept album#warriors musical#rembrandt warriors#i have the ENTIRE album staged in my head#i don't remember the last time a piece of media had this much of a grip on me
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went to post this on twitter but i didnt wanna get banned . crazy that u can scrape my entire lifes work and i cant even tell u to die over it <3
#im just so ........#grips fists#i feel Helpless#i hate feeling like the people i know are receding further and further Away from art communities and the public because its so#painful right now#to be posting art :(#it just IS.#and to the motherfuckers in Toyhouse doing this like... i cannot stress enough how much if u called me rn i would tell u to die 2 ur face#i just... cant pretend like im Okay with u being anywhere Near the same space as me anymore <3#there are people i Hate on an individual level and#i still want to see them eat. just not at my table#but to everyone who Scrapes Art. I want you to Die <3 ....#you value having pretty little image and serving yourself over the grief of millions of artists#to the point where you break into Our spaces where we trust that we're at least safe from *you* motherfuckers#and take Even More ...#youre fucking#selfish and greedy#truly an embodiment of every fucking sin#unable to fucking Help Yourself ?#imagine if all of these people were like. contributing to society.or. idk. DRAWING#the Waste it generates stresses me out to no fucking end too#like you will literally harm the entire human race for Yourself#i Hate you . I Hate you so Wholly#I hate Everything you are and Everything you have done to me and Everything you have done to my community and my peers#yeah. i want you to Die. The same way i want a politician to die.#no human Deserves death <3 but i still want you to <3#annnyyywaayyyyyss#i wont tag this as my art LMFAO its basically a fucking#vent post#i just HAD to get my feelings out cuz genuinely every time i talk about this with my friends it
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pep and his basketballs
#adventure time#not art#princess pep's little sports stuff with the flowers on them. actually . makes me crazy#princess pep makes me insane a lot. hes all grown up and hes so new. look at what he thinks is important#his wizard stuff and his little boy things.#hes messier than peps og ever would have been and his mom never wouldve let him decorate the entire castle in wizard runes before#growth. the.#gripping him in my hands. im so proud of him#THERES SO MUCH GRAFFITI ON THIS ONE SINGLE POSTER. I DIDNT EVEN NOTICE THE EXTRA T SHUTTUPPPPP#one thing about wizard kids is sthey are insufferable assholes and they cant stop themselves from drawing on walls#i couldve sworn pep held a basketball at some point but im not sure anymore. he didnt during the talent show. just stood there.#ok enough tag talk begone beast#maybe im just thinking of him being there when jake is like 'those guys threw a basketball at my head one time'. in You Made Me
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SWORD
ignore my hand again ;-;;
#hush n shush wifi#not brainrot#cosplay talk#my vice grip is not nearly as bad this time!!!#i promise the rest of the sword is there it's just too long to fit in the photo#i used SO much of my charcoal gray#and this time i had to work on the entire weapon all at once#for reference the spear was split into three parts#the top the handle and the bottom#the handle was just a carbon fiber rod which was already the right color#so i could work on the top and bottom individually#but this one is just ONE sword and it's LONG#i also had to mix a lot of custom colors for this one#since my base ones weren't quite right#it's not perfect but i'm quite happy#especially since the print wasn't quite as high quality as Vortex Vanquisher#but hey it looks like Alley Flash!! i'm proud#good evening :)#wifi rambles
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