#i was LONELY
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I kinda want to apologize for how dismissive i have been here
Just for you know, i joined a fandom of a show in my country. The bad thing is that it's only active on Twitter so i decided to be active there as well
Since then i have been into a spiral
I got obsessed, i went back into an unhealthy mechanism of checking actors socials and gossip, and i didnt notice how much i was hurting myself until today when the gossip got out of hand and i realized i was trying to get back into my 2009 self when i was a teen thinking i could integrate myself back into a group of people.
I wanted to belong so much i lost myself in the process. Because i missed fandom interactions and i was deprived of it (truth to be told, my own damn fault)
I....need to heal out of that. It's going to be hard leaving Twitter again, but i already began by erasing the actors socials i was checking on Instagram daily.
It was dumb of me and i accept it. I want to come back here and my find my peace. I has been an hour scrolling and i have been more alive in this time than i have been all week.
I miss you guys and im so sorry.
I want to start making content again for fandoms i can have fun with
So any suggestions?
Im thinking of starting with The Owl House maybe or FNAF.
TLK is still a thing btw, that im not leaving at all.
I also crave terror, i checked The Amazing Digital Circus as well and im waiting for Poppy Playtime Chapter 3.
But i want something i can watch that last longer than 2 seasons
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11 years old me trying to have friends :
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#i know my issue isnthat i'm lonely#and i know that there are people out there who WANT to talk#but i just cant#one of the last things my ex husband said to me before we broke up was thst he criticised me for being lonely#and i dont think anything has ever hurt so much#because he was right#i was lonely#and i leant on him when i was#and he didn't want that#and now i dont know what to do#just#imagine the person who was always supposed to be there for you#in the middle of a pandemic telling you that you're too lonely#fuck you jordan#i hope it was worth it#will delete later
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more messy pen sketch
#this one kinda looks like it has makeup#idk why#art#pen sketch#messy pen sketches#pen drawing#i was lonely#i should use a reference instead of this#but oh well
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I had this vivid mental image of a moldy Miku and I could've sworn you drew it! Imagine my surprise when all I found was Miku mitosis. I thought for sure you drew her with mold spores all over :(
I haven't but now I think I have to... Miku must be hit with the Mold beam™
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PHIL STOP TRIGGERING YOYRSELF🗣️🗣️🗣️ I WILL GET THE WOLVES
ITS NOT MY FAULT TUMBLR HATES ME……
#I went to bed tho so#I was LONELY#Empty nests <<<<<#I just wanted to scroll and tumblr said HAH. SUFFER. So I did :(#Anon I am putting you in my nest anon you are stuck here#Anon I didn’t stop anon I’m sorry anon my wings hurt anon#Anon :(#My back hurts
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sketchy but stan probably feels conflicted having them around EVERY summer for fixing-a-dangerous-portal reasons but. strong familial adoration wins every time.
#hes WEAK!!!!! AND LONELY!!!!!!!!!!! HE LOVES HIS FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!!#gravity falls#stan pines#grunkle stan#dipper pines#mabel pines#every summer au#gabuart#doodles#also dipper is still transfem in every au i make dont u ever get it twisted w me
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be careful what you wish for, Fordsy
commission info here
#gravity falls#the book of bill#stanford pines#bill cipher#billford#ford pines#my art#my fanart#that one scene in lilo and stitch but make it the beggining of toxic yaoi#holy shit the bgs actually look great on this what possesed me#Ford's self isolated ass like “please I need a higher power to help me and maybe make me feel less lonely”#and a higher power answered#but powerfull does not mean bening as Ford was soon to find out#they make me insane#less shippy than my other stuff but
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yeowch
#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#wolverine#wade wilson#logan howlett#poolverine#deadclaws#my art#i hate them TERRIBLY theyve plagued my head for dags#its been a long cold lonely winter
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#coraline#coraline jones#laika studios#my art#Coraline and Yb: you look lonely… I can fix that! Me: :O#<-- blade runner au ooo
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Hello there, Larry boy <3! It's been a while, hm ? I missed you!
How has life been treating ya ? Anything interesting in my absence ?
Elk?
...So much. But also nothing at all. I missed you..
Where have you been? Why did you leave?
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another safe house sketch
trying to shake off the lonely
#art#tma#the magnus archives#jonmartin#teaholding#Jonathan sims#martin blackwood#jarchivist#scottish safe house#the lonely#animation#2d animation#jmart#NO i forgot to give martin some white hair too
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#yuri#wlw#lesbian#sapphic#gl#i favor the villainess#bloom into you#asagao to kase san#tamen de gushi#the guy she was interested in wasn't a guy at all#handsome girl and sheltered girl#relationship guidelines#she is still cute today#adachi to shimamura#revolutionary girl utena#can't defy the lonely girl#otherside picnic#elainposting
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i hope that sometimes fifteen's psychic paper shorts out and shows what fourteen's thinking back on earth. he tries to sneak in somewhere and the guard's like this just says 'need to pick up cat food'? and fifteen's like 🥺 they got a cat
#doctor who#the doctor#fifteen#he shows up at the noble house next day with a bunch of cat toys and 14 explains that he was just picking up food for next door#and 15's like ah. well. the thing is. i thought if you only had one cat they'd be lonely so. and pulls out a kitten#rose after 15 leaves: is this an alien cat#14: 100% yeah. don't tell donna that bit
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Guys i’ve found a way to make it through the loneliness!!! substance abuse
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I'll give them shelter like you've done for me
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#megumi fushiguro#yuji itadori#itafushi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#jjk art#fushiguro tsumiki#took all afternoon but we wrangled the colours in2 submission#it was looking very green and kind of muddy#so i toned down the saturation in a bunch of places pulled in a lot more grey#kept a lot of the shadows Hard#i think it works#not sure it's the absolute best it cld be but i am Satisfied with it#overall i ws just kind of worried that it was looking rly similar to past pieces colour-wise#i think it kind of still Is but not as much as it would have been had i not made those edits#anyway. emo hours#ive been listening to jubyphonic's piano arr of shelter and thinking abt megumi#thinking abt him growing up n looking back on himself n seeing himself in tht lonely little boy#'it's a long way forward so trust in me' smth smth finding the strength to guide that kid forward even though both of u are scared#bc at the end of the day u Are still that kid#inner child stuff usually doesnt resonate much with me bc i don't like who i was/am/whatever this aint abt me#but in regards to megumi????? OW#in lighter news i remembered at the absolute last minute to lob off the top of yuuji's ear#bc that injury at least i think he keeps ghfssdfhfgsj
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