#I was lonely

[australet789]

I kinda want to apologize for how dismissive i have been here

Just for you know, i joined a fandom of a show in my country. The bad thing is that it's only active on Twitter so i decided to be active there as well

Since then i have been into a spiral

I got obsessed, i went back into an unhealthy mechanism of checking actors socials and gossip, and i didnt notice how much i was hurting myself until today when the gossip got out of hand and i realized i was trying to get back into my 2009 self when i was a teen thinking i could integrate myself back into a group of people.

I wanted to belong so much i lost myself in the process. Because i missed fandom interactions and i was deprived of it (truth to be told, my own damn fault)

I....need to heal out of that. It's going to be hard leaving Twitter again, but i already began by erasing the actors socials i was checking on Instagram daily.

It was dumb of me and i accept it. I want to come back here and my find my peace. I has been an hour scrolling and i have been more alive in this time than i have been all week.

I miss you guys and im so sorry.

I want to start making content again for fandoms i can have fun with

So any suggestions?

Im thinking of starting with The Owl House maybe or FNAF.

TLK is still a thing btw, that im not leaving at all.

I also crave terror, i checked The Amazing Digital Circus as well and im waiting for Poppy Playtime Chapter 3.

But i want something i can watch that last longer than 2 seasons

[ruchusisoistall]

11 years old me trying to have friends :

[commandtower-solring-go]

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[zabel-does-things]

more messy pen sketch

[feefal]

I had this vivid mental image of a moldy Miku and I could've sworn you drew it! Imagine my surprise when all I found was Miku mitosis. I thought for sure you drew her with mold spores all over :(

I haven't but now I think I have to... Miku must be hit with the Mold beam™

[demoniccrowz]

PHIL STOP TRIGGERING YOYRSELF🗣️🗣️🗣️ I WILL GET THE WOLVES

ITS NOT MY FAULT TUMBLR HATES ME……

[melonsharks]

sketchy but stan probably feels conflicted having them around EVERY summer for fixing-a-dangerous-portal reasons but. strong familial adoration wins every time.

[kittarts]

[clarisimart]

be careful what you wish for, Fordsy

commission info here

[intercrusher]

yeowch

[froopa-coopa]

another safe house sketch

trying to shake off the lonely

[serpulalacrymans]

Hello there, Larry boy <3! It's been a while, hm ? I missed you!

How has life been treating ya ? Anything interesting in my absence ?

Elk?

...So much. But also nothing at all. I missed you..

Where have you been? Why did you leave?

[elainiisms]

[yesokayiknow]

i hope that sometimes fifteen's psychic paper shorts out and shows what fourteen's thinking back on earth. he tries to sneak in somewhere and the guard's like this just says 'need to pick up cat food'? and fifteen's like 🥺 they got a cat

[donutdrawsthings]

Can we talk about this? I feel like not enough people talk about this happening in the movie

[drops-of-universe]

Guys i’ve found a way to make it through the loneliness!!! substance abuse