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#genuinely so alarmed that when i started watching there were 3 and now there’s 7#also we know who’s gonna win but i’m curious to see where the others rank#doctor who#ninth doctor#tenth doctor#eleventh doctor#twelfth doctor#thirteenth doctor#fourteenth doctor#fifteenth doctor#christopher eccleston#david tennant#matt smith#peter capaldi#jodie whittaker#ncuti gatwa#polls#hob.txt#pls reblog!!!!#also. i don’t expect ncuti to get many votes yet bc he’s brand new but i reckon he’ll take the world by storm#we’re not ready in fact
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everyone should like madoka kaname. everyone on this website. everyone on this planet.
#i complain about 'homura antis' a lot but in a way madoka antis are worse like. 'she's a useless crybaby' HER BEST FRIEND DIED AND SHE'S 14!#<- AND GOD!#pmmm#sambling#💗#i don't think they're around much now but there were an alarming amount of posts 2016ish when i watched pmmm#that pissed on EVERY pmmm chara by either ignoring their age ignoring their trauma or ignoring canon#ex. sayaka died over a dumb crush / mami is a useless character / madoka is a whiny crybaby etc#top hits
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love the idea of the Avengers adding new members but being stingy about rooms so the OG Avengers each get their own but Bucky and Loki are forced to share one under the guise of it being 'healthy interaction'
#Bucky and Loki being friends but in a weird way and now Thor is concerned like 'i don't recognise my brother anymore T-T'#and Steve is grimacing and sighing like 'my chemical romance isn't that bad Thor you just have to acquire the taste'#Bucky and Loki bunking in a room together and people just forgot to give them a second bed but it's ok because they both sleep on the floor#they wake each other up from nightmares and when it's done/conscious they look at each other in slight alarm and just give '👍❓❗' '👍👍❓'#aggressive thumbs up before returning to bed still communicating with thumbs up like 'all good??' 'all good??' 'all good!' 'go sleep?!?'#they both are convinced that oily hair is a way to keep it healthy and dandruff free and like they're not WRONG bc it works for them#but people also hate listening to them corroborate such experiences with each other#like you can't deny their hair is healthy and silky when they wash up and get dressed for something. BUT. STOP TALKING LIKE THAT.#they talk about how the bath they share is so comfortable for two people and it's driving people up a wall#Natasha opens the door and sees Bucky in the dark propped against a wall looking half dead with earphones in#(he is watching a nature documentary Loki recommended)#they bond over times they were being controlled and/or suicidal in Tony's lab and Tony who was working nods along absently long used to it#Tony: ah yeah I have PTSD but im managing it okay for now with meds#Bucky and Loki: *making faces* boo ���
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i am not usually interested in dramatically canon-divergent scenarios because the canon story is what compels me, but i've been obsessed with this moment ever since i re-heard it during my second viewing. from the perspective of someone who already finished the story once and now knows the truth - this was wild.
WHAT IF?
#naruto#naruto manga#pan watches naruto#team ro#WHAT was itachi thinking#i mean it's clear that he makes this 'change of plan' because he's taken aback/alarmed by how much kakashi knows#and my assumption is he wants to find out where kakashi got this intel#but for real WHAT was his long-term plan?#it is no secret that i am obsessed with the kakashi-itachi dynamic and like. this is just wild to me#especially given the timing - hiruzen just died so like. does itachi even have a contact in the village anymore?#is it *danzo*? seems nuts but.#if it is then this plan is insane. danzo doesn't love kakashi but he does respect him highly as a shinobi/an asset to the village#and i absolutely do not think he'd be willing to let itachi sacrifice a piece that powerful#was itachi just going to keep quiet about this if/when the Leaf asked where their most renowned jonin went? was he going to LIE about it?#or does the fact that hiruzen is dead mean that itachi *doesn't* have a contact in the village he trusts anymore#(hence him showing up immediately after hiruzen dies just to remind the Other Three that he's still out there)#except he didn't expect kakashi to sniff him out INSTANTLY and now he's taking him captive because...???#i don't know why#to torture him until he reveals his intel source and then kill him?#except itachi DOESN'T want to kill kakashi. that's established.#'why not just kill me? if he wanted to...he could.'#that's canon and it's GREAT and i love looking back at that very early line from much later on#knowing it's one of the pieces that clicks into place for kakashi when he's considering whether or not madara's story could be true#but anyway. itachi DOESN'T want to kill kakashi.#but if he takes him captive and doesn't want to kill him - then what???#there aren't any good answers for this because honestly i don't know that itachi's entire backstory had been planned yet#(like i think i read somewhere that kishimoto knew itachi was technically on the villlage's side from the beginning)#(but i'm not sure if all the details had been established)#in any case i remain FASCINATED
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hearing dan’s fucking simon cowell ass accent after hearing him talk like a new yorker mafia guy for like almost 2 fucking hours is really alarming Why the fuck does he sound like that 😭
#he literally sounds like simon cowell#british people#literally the first time i heard his actual voice after watching abigail it gave me whiplash#Yet when i watch house md i’m alarmed by hugh laurie’s american accent#abigail#abigail 2024#abigail movie#dan stevens#horror movies#horror
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Sometimes I think I’m too much of a Bagnaia hater and then he opens his mouth and I remember how right I actually am for feeling the way I do about him…
#‘hes a showman’ ‘its great for the show’ actually go fuck yourself#alarming how much you can tell he’s a vr46 academy rider#because of his demeanour when speaking about his rivals is so calm people sometimes wont spot the undertones#but i see right through him#this is also why i think i wouldve hated rossi if id watched motogp for longer than i have#he’s a master manipulator and he’s passed it on to his academy well#motogp#anti bagnaia
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#David Tennant#DI Alec Hardy#Broadchurch#my gifs#The looks. The long long looks of heavy sorrow that he gives her over and over#He knows her life is about to change horrifyingly irreversibly forever#Making sure he tells her she did good.#And poor Ellie is smart enough to be alarmed!#The tenderness and kindness is overwhelming -- when I saw this scene it just took my breath away#and the kicker is this tenderness?#This incredible sweeping gentle kindness?#It is NOTHING compared to the tenderness we watch as he breaks the news to her!#As he continues to be there for her for the rest of the episode.#Alec Hardy is the KINDEST soul in the entirety of Broadchurch
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i genuinely feel a little insane watching my home state succumb to climate crisis over my nearly 30 years of existence just to watch conspiracy theorists call it a deep-state manufactured disaster to keep red states from voting
#.txt#hurricane season comes at the same time every year#environmental scientists have been sounding the alarm since before i was born#sea levels are rising#the ocean is boiling#and here some dumb mf goes on a rant about the deep state#when the responsibility for the lack of protection and care for us as constituents is crystal clear#watching these mfs applaud the very politicians that are killing us with their policies is mind-bending
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Day After Day | 日复一日
25k | T | Weilan | Case Fic, Undercover Married, Grief
Shen Wei swallows. “And this is why you asked me to—” he makes a vague gesture that means go undercover as your husband “—pretend with you.” Zhao Yunlan comes to a stop, eyes on Shen Wei. “That’s why the cover is a married couple. The reason I’m asking you is because there are no other options for people to go undercover with.” Shen Wei scoffs to give himself an excuse to look away. “You certainly know how to flatter someone, Zhao Yunlan.” Or: Four Haixingren disappear for two months after a stay at a romantic mountain retreat. Shen Wei and Zhao Yunlan book a weekend there to find out what happened.
it's finally here!!! my beloved fic for the 520 day guardian reverse exchange! this was written for trobadora, who gave me the most delicious set of ideas to fit into a story. it was so fun.
i have no idea how to describe this fic, frankly - this is, hands down, the most complex and most heartwrenching and most incredible thing i've ever written in my entire life.
here is a list of some things in it: a kiss, a mystery, a change of heart. old chinese people, dark energy world-building, lesbians, big-time character parallels, forgery of documents, rainstorms, rowboats, lollipop symbolism, [redacted], bedsharing, grading, the stupidest undercover name ever. zhao yunlan described with so many light metaphors. shen wei being the most shen wei i could make him.
read Day After Day | 日复一日 on ao3 here!
#guardian#weilan#zhao yunlan#shen wei#zhen hun#镇魂#banner post#520 day reverse exchange#man this fic is just so. its so. guys. i can't even say. this is SO personal and also SO a product of these exact two months of my life#truly this is just MY personal ideal weilan casefic that i lucked into being able to write as a gift fic#i remember talking to d in mid-april coming up w/ the case premise and they were like 'wow this will be complex to write' (paraphrased)#and i was like 'wow yeah ahaha. i love the idea though. maybe i'll just write one part' HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. haha. hah.#now that its done the last month and a half lowkey feels like a fever dream. the total count of hours i was literally sitting and writing i#a frankly alarming number when considering it happened in the context of a month#god this was SO FUCKING FUN though. i got to think SOOOOOOOO much about 1) including so much chinese stuff from my childhood in here#and 2) making references to chinese chengyu that i learned over the last four months of nonstop watching cdramas#and 3) soooooooooooooooo much additional meaning in the names of everybody and everything possible haha#anyway. mwah THANK YOU I LOVE YOU to everybody who is being so fucking niceys to me about this fic. i love you!! you are making me so happy#520 day fic 2024#<- if you want to see cut scenes from this / earlier versions of this fic. they are in this tag#my fic
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Since the dental Tribble has been on a strict no kibble, no crunchy, no chewing diet. (In a week or so she'll be allowed to use her teeth again a bit more, but no one wants to see a dog get dry socket.) Spouse feels that canned dog food (perpetually on hand to make into pupsickles) is not experienced as filling enough, and we do know that Tribble has done better on grain inclusive foods for the past decade, so... the rice cooker has been simmering with chicken stock rice too bulk out the canned food all week, and Matilda and Benton have both gotten a fair bit of overflow rice as a treat.
Unconnectedly, tonight happens to be my first night alone as the sole human all evening in quite a few months. Matilda has been doing her job of enforcing bed, of course, but I can also rely on other humans to help make routine happen if she's too tired to be on it.
If I was worried that Tilly hadn't worked out her evening routine enforcement functions before now, I shouldn't have been. I don't think I've ever seen a dog so excited to move the evening along towards the part where dinner and the good cookies are.
#Matilda#australian cattle dog#1 year#the things I'm trying to achieve feel so embarrassing sometimes#like the complex and flexible but not too flexible pressure to do things that are good for me at intervals in the evenings#and yes yes yes it's just that old insecurity again#I grew up literally being told that the audhd was just my special burden to overcome in secrecy: the internalized stuff is not surprising#but it also means I'm watching her cues fairly carefully#and she's now completely reliable to alarmed tasks and mostly reliable to totally uncued pesterbot reminders#it's probably time to work on other grounding behaviors and really practice DPT more but I'm just really admiring my dog's progress so far#she had her first dog reactivity 2: building basic social skills class Tuesday and barely reacted to the five other dogs in class at all#by which I mean that she stared and leaned once#answered her leave it#and relaxed enough into counterconditioning to be rolling all over the floor and grinning delighted at me by the end of class#I'm beginning to see the shape of her grown self coming out#and I think I see why people are willing to go back and keep raising puppies from this breed of incredibly awful adolescences#it's a good shape. strong. very prone to getting distorted over a few generations if a breeder isn't keeping an eye on it#I can see what she's going to be like when she's put on some more emotional development#and I'm really beginning to look forward to it
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I had such a shitty week but now I'm having such a good day 😭😍😍❤️
#I got a raise yesterday (finally)#then I woke up early without an alarm today (love it when that happens)#weather's gorgeous#went for a run#read for a couple of hours and now I'm off to the stadium to watch some footbaaaaall (Sechzig Unterhaching derby time!!!)#then I'll read some more#and then I'll watch even more football (blessed)#and I've got so many cool books checked out from the library#🙌🏻🙌🏻❤️#personal#this is not a face
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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
[ Oh man this post got long (and surprisingly serious) fjfjfjffjjf I wrote this 2 days ahead of time because I was so excited about it ahahaha --- I'm wishing you all a wonderful 2024!!!!!
2023 was a year of surprising development for me. I don't know if it's because I'm getting older, or if I'm simply moving into a different mindset. I loved this year! It was awesome, and I'm so happy to see that I've written MORE for Nnoitra this year than I did in 2022 ( even though my overall word-count went down from 290 000 to 280 000 ). I can't say I completed many of my goals ( or any of them LOL ). I had lots of goals for 2023, but I was unable to complete them. The past few months, especially, have brought forth big changes in my creative flow and focus.
I've realized that I need to change my priorities, to better fit my new mindset.
Roleplaying is no longer going to be my main focus. In the past, whenever I've wanted to write, I've always focused on finishing drafts, asks ect. I've mostly written on here, since that's what I prefer. Or, rather - what I used to prefer. This is not to say I don't have muse for Nnoitra, because I always feel inspired for him. What's changed are my priorities. I've come to the conclusion that what's important to me is creating stories. Since Nnoitra's story ( main verse ) has become so stagnant, it feels less important to me. I know I can drive the story on, push it forward and thus find it important once more, but - I don't want to do that. I want to create my own, original stories instead. Becoming a professional writer has always been my dream, and that's simply not possible to do when I'm prioritizing rping. Roleplaying is going to have to take the backseat.
--- That being said, I'm absolutely not quitting! I can't imagine myself not writing for Nnoitra, so I'll be writing on here like before, and I'll even try to be more consistent. An enemy of mine in 2023 has been procrastination. One of my goals for 2024 is to conquer this, so that I can be more efficient with my time. I think that by dedicating less time to roleplay, I'll be more efficient when I do sit down and write for my muses. My activity the past few months have been spotty, so I'd love to get into a better flow.
2024 GOALS:
FOCUS ON PERSONAL PROJECTS. I have a lot of them. Two (three?) book projects, two long OC-centered fanfictions.
WRITE FANDOM PROJECTS. I have a lot of ideas for fanfictions, and I want to make the time to write them. Some are long, some are short. Getting feedback on my stories has always been a great feeling, and fanfiction is the best way to get that serotonin.
CHANGE MY WRITING HABITS. My habits are bad. They lead to a ton of procrastination and wasted time. I want to be more structured when it comes to my writing time (and my time in general, but especially my writing time). I want to stick to schedules, word-count goals, page goals ect. Conquering procrastination is going to be key.
CONSISTENT RP POSTING. Even though I won't be focusing on roleplaying, I still intend to do it regularly and get replies and asks out in a more timely manner. I'll probably set off some time in the evening to get replies done, and have some fun on the dash when others are online. I'll try to be consistent across my blogs, not just on Nnoitra.
CREATE THINGS THAT ARE PHYSICAL. I've come to realize that I love things that translate to the real world. Not just words on a screen, or a digital artwork, but things that you can touch. It's why I've absolutely fallen in love with watercolor painting. I'm going to try to print some of my writing work so that I have physical copies. I'm also going to print my art so that I can hold it in real life.
FIND A SHIP FOR NNOITRA. It's been so long since I wrote a ship for him, and I need it back in my life. I've been looking for a ship for him the whole time, but I need to put more effort in, and let him interact with more characters, as well as continue to develop the relationships he does have ( in case one of them turns romantic? ). I'd love for 2024 to be the year Nnoitra falls in love again.
I am SUPER excited for 2024! I love new years and fresh starts, and I feel so incredibly inspired by the changes in my mindset. I feel like I've been stuck for a good while with rping. Don't get me wrong, I've loved every second of it, and I've learnt so much about writing - and met the most amazing people. It's just that it's time for a change. Time for me to create other kinds of stories. I thought that things were aligned for me to write books last year, but I really didn't have the right mindset - but now I do! I'm hyped!! Hope you're ALL going to have the most amazing 2024 guys!! ]
#[ was gonna post this yesterday at midnight but ahahaha i was busy ]#[ watched wonderful fireworks with my s/o and then we watched haikyuu u v u ]#[ also i hope you're not alarmed by this post xDD not much will change when it comes to my writing on here ]#[ actually i think with more structured writing sessions i'll end up more active 8) ]#[ WISH YOU ALL THE BEST !! HAPPY NEW YEAR !!! ]#toby post. ╱ out of character.#longpost //
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My family has such a special ability to stress me out so bad
#my mom had a minor foot surgery a weekish ago#shes fine but she cant drive herself#she asked me to take her to wallgreens#ok. my sister came for some reason. why ?? just to annoy me#my mom had to critique my driving#my sister is asking for coffee all covert like so as to not ask in front of me but is still obviously asking in front of me#they are talking so much its getting on my nerves. i said im gonna sit in the car for a minute before i go inside#my dad came out???#bc i texted him earlier that i wanted to watch dw#so he told me he's ready to watch it whenever i am#ok. why didnt he just text me#i opened the car door to talk to him#the fricking alarm went off#and i dropped the key under the seat#when i put the key in he was like you could've just turned it on you didn't need to start it#ok!!!!!!!!!#i want to scream!!!!!!!!!#and nothing even that bad happened!!!!!!!!#im still sitting in car . 🙂
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watching the passenger rn
#the weirdo manager guy just mentioned a job in redding. if this takes place in pa.#ofc it does. big pennsylvania vibes all around#only about 10 minutes in. and I know this is such an overused term#but this is such a liminal space ass movie#just dreamlike/nightmarish/WEIRD. I dig it.#every scene feels like the dreams u have when u wake up 1hr/30 min before ur alarm#and u doze off again but it's a fitful weird kinda sleep#dreaming about work and problems#the sign on the wall that said survivors will be shot again .....................#we're ASLEEP bitch we're DREAMING we're MYTHOLOGIZING#anyways! diving back in#sam speaks#this post is @ meg specifically. u have successfully coerced my ass into watching this fckn movie hfdshgfdshgfds
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I wanna go back to separate technology so bad. I want to have my CD player near my bed so I can listen to my CD collection when I clean. I want my green Nintendo DS that had my sleeve of games to occupy me when I'm waiting for long periods of time. I want separate alarm clocks, I want VHS and DVD players, I want my portable mp3 player that only had my own hand chosen playlists that I can listen to whilst I read my old annotated paperback books. I don't want every single thing to be crammed into my phone anymore
#this is honestly just a rant of all the things that i want to start buying/collecting over the next year#ive started by getting my first TV so i dont watch things on my phone and getting my own alarm clock so i dont use my phone first thing#when i wake up#like this sounds so trivial but i miss these things from my childhood SO MUCH#i dont want to feel dependent on my phone for every little thing#i miss collecting things!! CDs and tapes and movies and books#PHYSICAL things#westy's shit
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live reaction of me watching broadchurch s2 when there were surprise lesbians
look at them!!!
#when i say surprise#my little gay alarms in my brain had been going off beforehand#ESPECIALLY the scene where jocelyn talks abt her past feelings for 'someone'#BUT I THOUGHT I WAS BEING DELUSIONAL#i was fr watching ep 7 like :0#THE SCENE IS SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL TOO#ill be thinking about this forever goodnight#broadchurch#broadchurch s2#maggie radcliffe#jocelyn knight#jocelyn x maggie
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