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PROMPTS SPECIAL
âčââĄâ hi! i'm here to announce a small prompt special. rules are simple :
- pick max. 3 prompts from this post
- think of a character that would suit them
- send a request with the numbers of the prompts + character you would like!
i'm going to write small (or bigger) drabbles with those prompts. eagerly waiting for my first requests!! just a quick note - itâs my first time doing something like this, so i apologise for all mistakes
âčââĄâ PROMPTS LIST âčââĄâ
1. "don't worry...everything's going to be alright..."
2. "let's go home, you're freezing"
3. "you're making me so proud"
4. "god i-...i missed you so much..."
5. "you're a terrible cook, you know that?"
6. "how did you know it's my favourite...?"
7. "come on, give me your hand"
8. âno oneâs ever done something like this for meâ
9. âjesus! that wasnât funny, you scared me!â
10. âiâm your wallpaperâŠ?â
11. âcome on, we need to get that burn under the waterâ
12. âi would die for youâ
13. âstay with me tonight, pleaseâ
14. âyour lips are so softâ
15. âhey-! what if someone sees us?!â
16. âwhere the hell are you?!â
17. âyouâre lucky youâre cuteâ
18. âhey! i just made my bed!â
19. âwhy are you wearing my shirt?â
20. âlet them seeâ
21. âiâm scared of those feelingsâ
22. âyouâre...pregnant?â
23. âwhy are you not listening to me?â
24. âitâs like youâre not even here anymoreâŠâ
25. âyour lipstick tastes goodâ
26. âyouâre my new pillowâ
27. âdonât scare me like thatâŠever againâ
28. âwhy did you lie to me?!â
29. âdonât smile at me like thatâ
30. âhappy birthday, my loveâ
31. âlook what i got youâ
32. âyou should smile moreâ
33. âiâm not stupid, i saw thatâ
34. âyou were supposed to be mineâŠâ
35. âare youâŠdisappointed with me?â
36. âyou donât even trust me anymoreâ
37. âyou donât deserve someone like meâ
38. âiâm hereâŠiâm right here with youâ
39. âiâm trying, okay-! ...iâm tryingâŠâ
40. âis itâŠtoo late?â
41. âdonât shout at meâ
42. âiâm here to help youâ
43. âiâm not your enemy, okay?â
44. âdonât leave meâŠnot you tooâ
45. âi can see that youâre not fineâ
46. âare you hurt? say something, pleaseâŠâ
47. âyouâre late! i was so worriedâŠâ
48. âwoah, heyâŠwhat happened?â
49. âyou scared the shit out of me!â
50. âdo as much as you canâ
51. âi just needed to hear your voiceâ
52. âlook at meâŠbreatheâ
53. âno, donât cry⊠i hate it when you cry, loveâ
54. âit was just a bad dream, okay?â
55. âyouâre bleedingâŠâ
56. âdonât you dare die on me!â
57. âhold my handâŠeverythingâs going to be fineâŠâ
58. âpleaseâŠmake it stopâŠâ
59. âdonât worry, iâm gonna take care of youâ
60. âi canât stand upâŠâ
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i feel like starting drama today
there is not single fandom i have EVER had the absolute displeasure of interacting with quite like the zombies run fandom. havenât interacted in like 3-4 years but jesus christ you guys were so fucking mean for no reason. good god yall were fucking miserable.
i loved the app. i used it everyday, looked forward to new seasons and races. my mistake was hopping into the tag. i deleted the rude messages and snide tags but i havenât forgotten them. damn sure havenât forgotten how you talked to me in public forums with your name attached where others could see, because somehow that was worse. being bitchy isnât a personality trait, youre just a cunt.
watching someone getting ruthlessly ripped to shreds in the discord over their profession/field and their love of it (that they fully acknowledged needed work, and was innocently brought up) was the last straw. saw through the curtain of just the kind of people were REALLY hanging around in the same spaces as me. you were fucking vile, for no reason, and i hope that shit eats you alive for the rest of your life because it takes a special kind of person to be that fucking awful to someone.
i hope you all have grown up (even though you were all way beyond « grown » then) but from my experiences, it was probably just a regular weekday and youre still just as ugly as you were.
#anyways thatâs all#this has been bothering me all week#i was 17 and you were all in your late 20-30s#thatâs really fucking cringe#not tagging or calling out names but yâall better know that if you try to play innocent i WILL#only cool person was scorr#i hope heâs thriving rn#you were cool as hell bro#zombies run#zr
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pass the salt âą e.m. smut
DADâS BEST FRIEND!OLDER!EDDIE x FEM!READER
part two here
summary: youâre home from college and staying with your dad for the summer, spending as much time as you possibly can with himâŠand his hot best friend that youâve never seen in your life.
authors note: okay have you guys ever seen those text posts like âwhen you say âdaddy pass the salt pleaseâ and your father and your man both reach for itâ đđ well this is inspired by that concept. also i went overboard and this is a LONG BOI
disclaimers â photo credits to @eddiemunsons-missingnipple đ«¶đŒporn with plot, readerâs nickname is âsunshineâ, reader has female anatomy, race unspecified, divider: @iluvpooks
NSFW â 18+ obv, porn with plot, daddy kink pls keep scrolling if itâs not ur thing, slight age gap (eddie is mid to late 30s, reader is in her early 20s), corruption kink, size kink, masturbation (m&f), p in v sex (protected), dirty talk, teasing, sexual innuendos, extreme flirting, eddie kinda being a perv, praise kink
The sound of breakfast on the griddle summons you downstairs.
Dad never cooks.
For as long as you can remember, weekends at your dadâs have always consisted of Lucky Charms cereal and powdered donuts. That tradition continued even after you started college.
Oh yeah. Someone is here, alright. Someone Dad desperately wants to impress.
Trailing after the commotion, your fuzzy pink slippers guide you down the wooden steps of your dadâs âbachelor padâ and into the kitchen. And when you near the bottom of the steps, you can make out two distinct voices â one belonging to Dad, another belonging to someone who's identity is obscure.
âGod, I fucking missed you, Jeff. Missed everyone so much.â
The smells of pancake batter, cigarette smoke, mint, and petroleum fuel reel you in, but not nearly as much as the sight of the man sitting on the opposite side of your dad. He's built, handsome with wavy brown hair, leather, black denim, twiddling a toothpick between his teeth as he listens to your dad speak with a smile on his face. That is, until you come into sight. It then that his intense focus circles in on you.
Funny. You donât remember this friend. And something in your gut tells you that you wonât ever be forgetting him after this.
The stranger's grin curls into a wonder-filled smirk. You can feel your knees start to buckle.
âUh oh. Looks like our shenanigans woke up Sleeping Beauty.â
When you get a closer look at Dadâs friend, you observe his faint brown beard â neatly kept and lightly peppered with some gray â delicious lips, shiny white teeth, and grooves along his laugh lines that would deepen with every theatrical cackle he belted out.
You can't help but freeze in your tracks as him and your dad continue on with their banter, reliving their glory days like it was yesterday. Man. What a damn dreamboat.
Your dadâs eyes light up with glee when he sees you.
âHey, good morning, Sunshine!â Dad cheers. âThought youâd never wake up. This is my friend Eddie. We were in that band together in high school. Come say hi.â
"Yeah, come say hi," Eddie agrees. feeding into the obvious tension in the room. "I don't bite."
The stranger laughs at his own comment as soon as he utters it.
Thereâs a charm â a magic â about Eddie that could only be found in Hollywood or the Big City. But of course, you didn't expect any less from Dad's supposed âRockstar Friendâ.
When your parents had you at 17, life went on for Dadâs band Corroded Coffin. And although he missed out on the âSex, Drugs, and Rock&Rollâ, Dad insists that tea parties and white picket fences were an ideal trade-off. Because â despite how things ended with Mom â it still meant a life spent with you.
You tell him your name as Eddie offers you his hand to shake. Electricity serges through you when your hand is enveloped by his firm, calloused one. Eddie smiles down at you, his presence all-consuming. It's almost as if he knows it. And as much as you were dying to, you resist the urge to fall into him.
Eddie's no better.
It takes everything in Eddie's power to keep his eyes above your collarbones, reprimanding himself with the utmost tedium. Because heaven knows he'd be TOAST if his best friend found out that Eddie thought that you were absolutely stunning â strutting around the house the way that you do, without a bra underneath that poor excuse of a sleep shirt â a sleep shirt far too tight for your own good. With tight, pajama shorts to matchâŠ
Of course, this is all an assumptionâŠNot that he caught wind of it or anything.
âYou knowâŠâ he mentions. âYour dad has told me SO much about little miss Sunshine.â
âMe, really?â is all you can say behind those fuscia cheeks.
âReally,â Eddie insists. âHe never shuts up about you, darling.â
âHopefully youâve only heard good things,â you mutter faintly.
And instantly, your dad and Eddie share a laugh.
âOnly good things,â Eddie assures you. He nudges your dad playfully.
Your dad doesnât exactly deny the last part, basically confirming to Eddie that youâve got a hint of spunk to you. The heat settles at your cheeks as you shy away from your fatherâs curious friend.
Taking note of how timid youâve just become, Eddie furrows his brows.
âWhat â was that an implication that youâre not always good?â
âNo comment,â your smile melts into an awkward one.
âKept me on my toes back then,â your dad reflects with a sigh. âKeeps me on my toes now.â
âYou donât sayâŠâ Eddie smirks slightly, gaze panning back over to you.
Eventually your dad leaves you two alone, going into the garage to fetch something that he insists Eddie would like. But little did he know that such thing was already in the room, leaningâŠreaching into the fridge for some orange juice, not realizing its atmosphere caused your nipples to harden.
Eddieâs eyes proceed to follow you as you strut back to the griddle, flipping some hot cakes over before tending to your messy bedhead.
Eddie probably doesnât know â or maybe he does, who knows? â that you feel him staring at you. Itâs a burning gaze that practically impales you, but youâre too nervous to say anything. Youâre better off pretending like itâs something you donât notice.
You and Eddie continue to help yourselves to breakfast, enjoying the company of each other and your mutual silence. That is, until Eddie speaks up.
âGot some sausage for you if youâd like.â
âIâm sorry?â you sputter, looking up from your food.
Eddie shoots you a weird glance as he holds up some breakfast franks.
âSausage?â he repeats. âStore was out of beef so I settled for turkey. Hope thatâs not a problem.â
âNot at all,â you clear your throat. âI love turkey sausage.â
âOkay, good,â Eddie chuckles, seemingly relieved at how quickly the situation had diffused.
âCool,â you chuckle with him while taking some links to cook.
The silence returns once more and is replaced by the sizzling of the grill. Itâs short lived, however, because soon, the man nearly twice your age speaks again.
âWhatâd you think I said?â Eddie circles back.
âNothing, why?â
âYou just looked stunned.â
âI just woke up,â you shrug. âMy mindâs somewhere else.â
âI can tell,â he smirks. âGet that thing out of the gutter.â
The coming days paved way for some more innocent flirting.
âŠLike when you make sure to wear the shortest skirt in your closet when running Eddie his afternoon beer in the garage.
âWell donât you look absolutely darlingâŠâ he says as he peers up from his guitar.
âHehe,â you smirk connivingly. âThank you!â
âYou are so welcome.â
Eddie downs the liquid guilt along with his pride, watching you strut aroundâŠthe hem of that pleated cotton fabric just barely covering the roundness of your asscheeks. And as you blush a rosy pink when you process his little remarks, Eddie can only clear his throat in arousal, fantasizing about just how badly he wanted to turn your other cheeks that very shade.
âŠOr when you come downstairs the next day to help Dad manually wash his car.
While he and Eddie are harassing each other with soap and that god-forsaken hose, you decide to join in on all the fun.
âWatch out, Sunshine,â Eddie forewarns. âYouâve just entered the splash zone!â
And with the intention of cooling you off on a hot summer day like this, Eddie teasingly sprays you with said hose, your white shirt becoming transparent when lathered with water. He could see everything. Your erect nipples. Your perky tits bouncing in the sunlight as you jump around in excitement. How glazed your oil-nnuendoâed skin looked when glimmering in the sun. All as intended.
âYou got me,â you surrender yourself to him. âYou got me good, Eddie.â
And when you walk away, Eddie mutters slyly to himself.
âYes, yes I did.â
âŠAnd then thereâs dessert after dinner.
Eddie watches as you lick your popsicle, his fingers curling at his thighs in arousal as you retract the wrapper before enclosing your lips around the bright pink dessert. And he swears heâs going to blow his pants when he envisions the melted sugar shooting into your mouth with the swiftest hollowing of your cheeks, the quiet suction noise you make with your pursed lips forcing him to adjust the way heâs sitting.
âŠThe final instance takes the cake.
âWhatâs your major?â
Youâre in the home library grazing some of Dadâs old books and vinyls, talking to Eddie while your father gets ready for the day. Meanwhile, Eddie is perched at your dadâs desk, rolling around in his expensive swivel chair and occasionally doing some spins on it to make you laugh.
âHistory.â
âSounds boring.â
âYou just havenât found a topic that interests you,â you point out.
âMm,â is all Eddie says. âMaybe I will eventually.â
Eddie watches as you waltz around in front of him, following your movements with his eyes as you get onto your tippy-toes in order to grab some books on the top shelf.
âOh my god!â you yelp.
Your plan to entice him seemingly fails when you graze a book thatâs halfway off the shelf. Itâs already flying off of its platform, headed straight towards Eddie's lap before you can even stop it.
Eddie catches it before any damage can be done, saving Dadâs old campaign book with the hand furthest from you and snaking the other around your waist to prevent you from sinking any further into him.
Phew. Crisis averted.
Your eyes meet again.
âIâm so sorry, Eddie,â you gasp in embarrassment. âThat book has a mind of its own.â
âYouâre fine,â Eddie laughs. âCanât defy the laws of gravity. Sometimes it betrays us.â
You feel yourself burning up a fever. Excusing yourself from the room, you leave Dadâs library and make your way over to the kitchen for a glass of water.
But youâre nearly taken aback when you feel tight, calloused hands wrap around your hips, and like a feather itâs like youâre whisked away into the air, and soon your body is pressed up against the wall.
Slam!
Breathing heavily against each other now â chest to chest, lips so unbearably close you can smell the whiskey â Eddie draws you even closer to him. You both study each other intently. Itâs like youâre waiting for the other to say something. Eddie does the honors and speaks first.
âI wasnât born last night, doll. I was also your age at one point.â
âââ
To his own despair, Eddie touches himself later that night. Facing your room, he strokes his rock hard cock with his lotioned-up hand, running his thumb across the slit of his head, pretending itâs your tongue giving him a little tease like you did the popsicle.
âFuuuck,â he grunts quietly. âYou like when I fuck your throat, baby? Gonna suck me dry with that pretty little mouth of yours?â
Youâre playing make-believe just as much. Because at the same time, in your room, youâre a drooling, pathetic mess, riding your wall-mounted toy to oblivion in your bathroom, legs trembling when the thick, veiny piece of silicone slams into the spongy part of your heat, initiating shock-waves all across your body.
âEddie,â you find yourself blubbering. âEddieEddieEddieEddieâŠâ
You both know it canât be like this, but that was the mere thrill of it all. And when you both have overcome your peak, just one mere wall apart, the floodgates of guilt outweighs both your arousals the way it comes pouring in.
So, so wrong. But oh, so right.
Youâre anticipatingâŠwaitingâŠaching for Eddie to make the next move.
He doesnât.
âGoing to the store again,â Eddie announces. âHopefully this time theyâll have beef sausage. Need anything?â
Need you, is what you think. But you end up shaking your head, a part of you disappointed that you and Eddie wonât be able to spend some time alone together.
âNo,â thereâs defeat in your voice.
âAre you sure?â Eddie questions softly.
âMhm,â you nod.
âOkay,â he gives you a grin, one in the form of a tight-lipped smile. âIâll be right back. You be good.â
âHa-ha,â you roll your eyes.
ââ
Eddie leaves the door of his room open that night. Just a smidge. You end up following the sound of his TV that heâs placed at a low volume, making out that itâs Seinfeld just by Jerryâs voice and the laugh track.
Your heart skips a beat as Eddie laughs along with the show, shaking his head at a stupid joke. But he shifts his focus immediately onto you when he sees you at the doorway.
âHaving some alone time tonight?â you ask him.
âMmmâŠnot by choice,â he responds. âTuckered your dad out after dinner doing P90X.â
Eddie follows a crazy workout routine. He says that it helps with his stamina, especially when he does crowd work during his stage performances. Your mind canât help but wonder what else he may be using it for.
You snort. âYeah. Dad wasnât what youâd call an athlete in high school.â
Eddie laughs at that too. Both you and him know that.
He then pats the space on his bed beside him. âWanna come watch with me?â
Your stomach does a series of cartwheels when you process Eddieâs question. You know whatâs bound to happen if you follow through. And it seems Eddie knows it too. Even if there wasnât any sexual tension between you both already, the concept of it all would rub anyone that way.
But you still follow through with it. Just like Eddie knew you would.
âYou comfortable?â Eddie asks you, eyeing you endearingly as you squirm around on the bed.
âYeah,â you breathe.
âGoodâŠâ he replies, voice nearly at a strained whisper now.
You two watch the show in silence for a few minutes, exchanging commentary and pleasantries regarding the show every so often. Itâs not too long after Eddie pulls a laugh from you that he starts closing up the space between you both, scooting himself closerâŠand resting his gruff palm over the base of your knee.
You inhale sharply as he does so. And evident by your refusal to pull away, itâs enough of a green light for Eddie to hike up further.
A soft moan escapes your mouth from the back of your flustered throat, but you bite your lip in restraint.
"I'm sorry," you whisper.
"For what?â
You shrug sheepishly as Eddie continues to graze your thigh. Your breathing falters even more.
âDonât be scared,â Eddie coos.
âIâm not,â you insist.
âThen whatâs stopping you from getting on top of me? Hm?â
Heâs in between your legs now, the rough material of his denim jeans riding up your sex, teasing your clit with every calculated rub against it.
âAnd riding my rock hard cock til those pretty legs give out?â Eddie continues. âI see how youâve been looking at me, doll. It's all over your face how bad you want it.â
âThe bed is squeaky,â you answer honestly. âAnd that headboard is a lost cause.â
Eddie puts the dirty talk on pause, squirming around to assess the guest bedâs squeak factor. When it checks out, he gives you an understanding nod. You giggle.
Eddie wastes no more time. You watch as he grabs one of the pillows on the bed and wedges it between the wall and headboard. He issues you a sly smile.
âOldest trick in the book.â
You're back to fooling around shortly after, your aching core burning with lust as you pine for him.
âThe boys at school ever touch you this good?â Eddie quips rubbing circles around your puffy, needy folds as you hopelessly cling to him out of pleasure.
âNo, Eddie.â
âDidnât think so.â
He continues to tease, gliding his fingers along your slit before slowly inserting two large digits inside of you.
His calculated pumps into your needy pussy are steady, a pace so agonizingly beautiful that it makes you squeal sweet nothings into the crook of his neck.
"Shh, baby," Eddie hushes you. "Your dad's gonna hear us. Gotta be quiet for me, mkay?"
Your hot, messy, and muffled sounds cease as Eddie soothes your quivering lips with his tender ones.
The wet sounds that ricochet and fill the room in tandem is almost enough to send him over. And Eddie is sure to communicate that⊠with an abrupt curving of his three thick fingers.
Fuck.
Needing him direly now, you tug helplessly at his pants.
âGod, Eddie,â you whimper. âJust fuck me already. Please.â
Eddie laughs at the desperation. He hasnât ravaged you to his fullest extent yet, and youâre already a pooling mess beside him.
âWell since you said please, sweet girl,â Eddie obliges as he starts to undress himself. âYour wish is my command."
You watch Eddie as reaches over into the bedside drawer for a fresh box of condoms. Looks like the sausage links weren't the only things he went to the store for.
âOh.â
Eddie chuckles at your observation before shrugging. Can you really blame him? You both knew what was coming.
You watch with absolute lust as Eddie slides the piece of rubber over his long, girthy, throbbing cock. Heâs bigger than anyone youâve ever had before, and the snarky, hooded-eye smile as he watches you fawn reveals to you that he knows exactly how to use it.
"On your stomach, babygirl. Will have you all nice and pounded out just like you wanted.â
You situate yourself in prone and spread your legs for Eddie to line himself up against them. He teases his wrapped cock against the entrance of your pussy, and when his soothing countdown is over, your lips part in disposition as you accommodate his ruinous stretch.
A throaty moan spills out of the both of you the moment Eddie snaps his hips in and out of you. Meanwhile, one of his hands lays tauntingly at your stomach, so the prideful man can feel himself wriggling inside you, glazing his shaft with your slick more and more with every pump into your weak cunt.
"Fuck, Eddie... yes..." you mewl. "R-right there, Eddie, please..."
And then it picks up. You can feel Eddieâs hips practically collapse right onto you, his balls slapping against you as he digs further into your body.
"God damn..." the man sighs in disbelief.
He can only beam down at you in awe. You were taking him so good, pussy swallowing him so nice and tight. And when you nestle your ankles between each other to keep him there in prone, the nearly cries out in pleasure, but refrains because he knows your dad is resting â just a thin wall over.
That still doesnât stop him from going to town though. Practically seeing stars, the broken record of a mouth that belongs to you chants Eddieâs name like itâs all you know. Eddie attempts to keep you contained, offering you his fingers to suck on as heâs railing you dumb.
And when he fucks you through your climax, Eddie continues with his string of lust-filled praises, satisfied at himself that he was able to make you wet enough to soak the mattress.
âDid so good for me, angel,â he praises you as he sucks at your temple. âAlways knew you werenât all that innocent.â
The griddle comes out again on Eddieâs last day. But this time, for a homestyle southern dinner.
You and Eddie were on mashed potatoes and gravy duty at the stove, an ordeal that only opened doors for lots of innuendos on Eddieâs part. Meanwhile, Dad insisted on making the rest, having taken pride in continuing his Mamaâs legacy.
âThis is amazing, Daddy,â you rave. âI really missed this. Do you mind passing the salt, please?â
And to your horror, you watch as your father and Eddie automatically extend their arms, bumping into one another in the process en route to getting you the salt.
The gentlemen meet each otherâs eyes.
âOhp!â Eddie exclaims, letting out a slight chuckle. âSorry.â
You try your hardest not to blush. Eddie kicks you from under the table, and softly he oh-so-seductively he mutters,
âI was just tryna help her out.â
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KINDRED â yang jungwon
Itâs your final year of highschool, and your only goal is to graduate top of your cohort, as usual. Except as student council president, your advisor canât seem to leave you alone. What happens when you take Decelis Academyâs top student, their star taekwondo athlete and put them in front of a camera?
âKindredâ a student documentary. Pilot episode airing tonight on TVN 7PM KST.
PAIRING: athlete!jungwon x stucopres!fem!reader
FEATURING: enhypen, yunjin from lesserafim, ryujin and chaeryeong from itzy, chanelle from runext, beomgyu and taehyun from txt, wonyoung from ive, gunwook and gyuvin from zb1 etc.
GENRE: high school au, enemies to lovers, nerd x athlete, forced proximity, slice of life, coming of age, he fell first and harder, fluff, ANGST, teen drama, slow burn ish?
STATUS: completed! (01/09/2023 â 18/03/2024)
WARNINGS: contains profanities, horrible attempt at humour, urban lingo, probably cringy, kys/kms jokes, depression jokes, sexual innuendos (nothing too inappropriate), depiction of violence, family drama, incorrect timestamps/information, no fixed faceclaims, not proofread etc.
AUTHORâS NOTE: story concept is heavily inspired by the kdrama âour beloved summerâ other than that the storyline is completely original (or so i assume since i manifested this out from the crevices of my pea brain). chapters with â(hw)â next to them indicates that they are half-written, in case yâall skip over it! as always, the content and depiction of the characters in this smau do not in anyway represent them in real life. lastly, if you do end up enjoying, please do like, comment (love reading your comments btw), and reblog so this can reach!
TAGS: #tfwy kindred #tfwy smau
TEASER
profile. one | two | three
episode 1 - ratatouille and the underdogs
episode 2 - one way ticket to university
episode 3 - do you take constructive criticism?
episode 4 - unsolicited but appreciated
episode 5 - the art of benevolence
episode 6 - taekwondo-anti
episode 7 - beating the mentally ill allegations
episode 8 - canât help it, iâm a libra
episode 9 - operation we-donât-really-hate-each-other (hw)
episode 10 - sheâs an oscar award winning actress
episode 11 - someone like me (hw)
episode 12 - âfemale-lead-realising-the-bad-boy-isnt-actually-that-badâ arc
episode 13 - 5 foot 9 garfield meets avatar
episode 14 - yn the heterosexual
episode 15 - the ynwon getting closer montage :p
episode 16 - to the moon and back
episode 17 - eat 2 left toes
episode 18 - you are approved! (hw)
episode 19 - asking for a friend
episode 20 - rediscovering wonâs ability to love
episode 21 - beomgyuâs 99999 eq
episode 22 - ynwon get together or else >:(
episode 23 - âhateâ
episode 24 - not all problems can be solved with a formula
episode 25 - H.O.M.E.W.R.E.C.K.E.R
episode 26 - collecting facebook milfs like pokémons
episode 27 - you were brighter than the moon (hw)
episode 28 - she's studious not stupid
episode 29 - the garden is full of surprises (hw)
episode 30 - weapon of mass destruction
episode 31 - the name above me (hw)
episode 32 - no offense but sheâs a cockblocker
episode 33 - the bane of my existence (hw)
episode 34 - risky risky wiggy wigi this is an emergency
episode 35 - live my life on my terms (hw)
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Angstpril 2024
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11. no way out
12. a little too late
13. learning the truth
14. surrender
15. confrontation
16. cry for help
17. last chance
18. left behind
19. trembling
20. broken
21. faking a smile
22. drained
23. swept away
24. the ghost of you
25. cold shoulder
26. grief
27. panicked
28. never see you again
29. betrayal
30. the last time
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Peeping Neighbor | J.M.
êš Pairing: Joel Miller x f!reader
êš Summary: Mr. Miller is your neighbor and he keeps calling you at the worst timeâŠwhat could he possibly want?
êš CW: smut! 18+, minors DNI, peeping neighbor! Joel, perv!joel, age gap implied (Joelâs late 30s and reader is early 20s), phone sex, mutual masturbation, pet names, reader watches porn (wxw/wxm) toys used, size kink, foul dirty mouth Joel.
êš WC: 1.7k
(Technically this would be no outbreak!Joel, lived long enough to see smart phones be a huge thing.)
Let me know what you think! Enjoy!đ€
There was nothing good on TV this late at night and you knew that, but you flicked through the channels anyway, hoping something would jump at you and get your attention. Nothing did, it was all boring shit. You turned the TV off and suddenly your room was almost pitch black, the street light outside casting an orange glow against your bedroom wall. As you laid there looking at the ceiling, your mind wandered and before you knew it your hand was opening your nightstand drawer and grabbing your vibrator, going down your shorts. Slow and soft rubs buzzed against your clit while you thought absolute filthy thoughts. You were just getting into the motions when suddenly your phone was buzzing on your nightstand.
10:17 p.m: Joel Miller Calling
For fucks sake.
"H-hello? What's up Mr. Miller?" you sounded a little out of breath and frazzled. shit.
"Hey sweetheart, sorry I know it's late, did I happen to leave my tape measure there from earlier when I was helpin' your dad? I can't find it anywhere.."
Was he serious right now? Why the hell was he worried about a fucking measuring tape this late at night?
You scratched your head and sighed a little too loudly. "No uh, I'm sorry Mr.Miller, I haven't seen it, I'm sorry." god dammit you just wanted to get your rocks off and go to bed.
"Okay, thanks darlin', I appreciate you lookin' for me. Have a good night." He hung up before you could tell him goodnight, weird.
The app of all your saved favorite dirty videos you watch on a burner account, you know exactly which app, was staring you dead in the eye. You clicked your burner account and scrolled until you found your favorite girl on girl video you bookmarked, and your hand turned on your vibrator once more, pressing straight to your clit. The moaning, the kissing, the pussy eating was making you squirm with burning hot pleasure under your own touch. Crazy what a two minute video can do for you. You could see your orgasm approaching rather quickly when once more, your phone starting ringing and the call was flashing over the dirty video.
10:25 p.m: Joel Miller Calling
This is a joke.
"Yeah, Mr. Miller?" there was no hiding your panting this time, or your snappy tone.
"Jus' wanted you to know I found it, was in my truck." There was something else he wanted to say, he was too cheery over a fucking tape measure.
At this point you didn't even turn off your vibrator, why lose the momentum when you were so close? It was however, very distracting to focus on what he was saying.
"Mhm, yeah that's-that's great I'm glad you found it." Your eyes rolled to the back of your skull and you almost let a moan out when he said your name.
"Is everything okay, sweet pea? You sound out of breath..and what's that buzzin' sound?" Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
You quickly cleared your throat and turned off your vibrator, tossing it to your side. "Oh! Yeah, I'm fine, just doing some stretches before I go to sleep. Buzzing? I don't hear anything, must be your phone. Well I'm glad you found your stuff, but I really have to get some sleep. G'night Mr. Miller!" You hung up so fast he didn't have a chance to say anything.
Sighing deeply, you put your head in your hands and started giggling softly. That was so close. You grabbed your toy one last time and turned it on, pressing it to your soaking wet clit again. Finding another one of your favorites, you watched closely as they started making out, the guy moving down her body and sucking her nipples as he fingers her.
You bent your knees and moved your vibrator up and down along your overwhelmed bud and soft whimpers escaped your lips, eyes screwed shut pretending that was you getting your nipples sucked.
10:31 p.m: Joel Miller Calling
There was ZERO way you were answering for the third time. No, kindly fuck off Mr.Miller. You sent the call straight to voicemail and went back to looking through your catalog of videos. A notification popped up along the top of your phone saying you had one new voicemail. Curiosity got the best of you and you wanted to know what he said. You pressed the phone to your ear and listened closely to the message, vibrator still going against your clit.
"Hey sugar, I didn't get a chance to tell you what I got to see when I went to my truck. You should reeeally be careful with leavin' your curtains open. I was walkin to my truck when I caught a glimpse of you playin' with yourself. Now, It's not a big de-"
You didn't need to hear anymore. Your face was hot with humiliation mixed with anger. You turned off your toy and sat up in bed before you dialed his number back. Who the fuck did he think he was? You heard him pick up the phone and you didn't give him one millisecond to fix his lips to say hello.
"Who do you think you are leaving fucking voicemails like that on my phone?!" you harshly whispered, not wanting to wake up your dad upstairs Joel chuckled and that only pissed you off more.
"Listen to me, pretty baby and listen to me good. I'm gonna help you get yourself off and you're gonna accept the offer because let's be honest here, I've heard you moan my name before when I've come home late and your windows are wide fuckin' open for the whole neighborhood to hear. Now, you dirty lil thing, are you touching yourself right now?"
You never knew your face could get so hot until this very moment. Suddenly all those times you were moaning his name as you were orgasming came rushing back to you, and there was many of those nights. He was attractive, a good face to picture while you came, you admit it. Part of you wondered if this was a joke but the other part wanted to believe he wanted this too.
You took a deep breath and laid back down in your bed, closing your eyes gently. "No, no I'm not, just laying here."
"Ok, I want you to turn on your lil vibrator again like I heard earlier and put it back where you had it, against that pretty lil pussy." His tone was low and seductive, it was hard to stay upset when he sounded so hot.
You did what he said and pressed the buzzing toy against you, moans slipping from your lips. "oo-oh it feels so good Mr. Miller" you whined and pressed harder against the toy.
"Mmmm does it bunny? Would it be better if I was there using the toy against that wet clit of yours while I fuck you? Hm? My hard cock pumping in and out of you while I pinch those pretty nipples of yours and watch you swim in pleasure. Tell you how gorgeous you look wrapped around my cock while I fuck you so good your makeup is running down your face, would you like that baby?" His teasing tone was met with the sound of a belt being undone in the background behind and that added to the images floating in your mind.
"Yes I want that so bad, your cock filling me up to the brim, and I can't take all of it because you're so big. Make me take it all and shove your fingers down my throat before you kiss me, putting your tongue in my mouth. I bet your big cock would feel so good going in and out of my tight hole, Mr.Miller." you breathily respond as the pressure builds in your stomach and goes straight to your clit.
He grunted in pleasure as he took a moment to picture that, and he was breathing heavy now. "Wh-what do you think of when you're cumming sweetheart, why do you say my name? Call me Joel baby."
"Because you're so hot, Joel. I think about riding your face until I cry, I think about fucking you before we'd go to sleep, when we'd wake up, pretty much whenever I'd get a second alone with you. I see the way you undo your belt in your driveway as soon as you get home from work because you want it off so badly and all I can think about is you spanking me with it. " you were being so vulnerable with him, you didn't mean to go into such detail with that answer.
"Fuuuuckkk you naughty girl. You're so fuckin' nasty, I should've called you sooner. Yeah I bet you taste so sweet baby doll. God damn I'd pin you to my face until I'm done eating that pussy. I'd love to have my beard covered in your sweet juices, just glistening before I kiss you to let you have a taste. You want me to spank you with my belt? Throw you over my lap and kiss your ass cheeks before I spank the hell outta them, fuckkk-" he groaned out and you could tell he was close.
"Joe-l I'm gonna cum, i'm gonna fuckin cum right now, oh m-" you squeaked out and you went silent as your body shook with your orgasm. Soft whimpers danced through the phone into Joel's ear and it was enough to send him shooting his load all over his lap like a goddamn water fountain. He was loud when he came, he was cussing and grunting over and over. You laid there in bliss as you listened to him come down from his high, the grunts dying out softly.
"You dirty girl you, I've got cum all over my thighs and stomach. Next time you're feelin' like this, come over. Not like I'm super far." he joked and you laughed with him, replaying what just happened. "I will, Joel. Thanks for the fun. Get some sleep, maybe I'll come over for breakfast tomorrow." you hinted and he gasped slightly. "I better be ready then, shouldn't I? G'night pretty baby."
11:02 p.m: call ended.
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pairing: chris sturniolo x virgin fem!reader.
summary: you and chris are best friends but what happens when you guys play 21 questions and he finds out youâre a virgin?
warnings: high school chris au, smut, softdom!chris, p in v, little fingering, aftercare, use of y/n, use of petnames (sweetheart, sweet girl, baby, etc.)
a/n: orange text = chris speaking, pink text = y/n speaking. sorry if this is bad, itâs my first time writing. please give me tips :). proofread
word count: 1,438
you and chris sit on his bed, playing âlifeâ. after the first 20 minutes you were both bored. chris had been thinking for a while and finally came up with an idea. âletâs play 21 question!â he says enthusiastically. you nod, âyou go first.â
he thinks for a minute then finally comes up with a question. âwhat was your worst sex experience?â he asks innocently. your stomach starts feeling queasy and you look down at your feet. how are you supposed to tell your best friend youâre a virgin?! you may only be 17 but in somerville high school, 17 was way too late to lose your virginity. he notices somethingâs wrong and he looks at you puzzled. âwhatâs wrong, y/n? iâm sorry if that was too personal,â he looks genuinely apologetic and it makes you feel bad.
you shake your head and look back into his eyes, your face flush, âi- iâm a virgin.â his eyes widen slight and he grabs your hand. âyou mean youâve never done anything?â your stomach does a flip as he grabs your hand and you shake your head with shame. he squeeze your hand and speaks softly, âlet me teach you.â your eyes widen, âw- what?â he nods. âiâll be gentle, just let me teach you, okay?â you swallow harshly and nod. âo- okay.â he scoots closer to you, hovering over you and gently pressing his lips to yours. you guys share a gently, emotion filled kiss. after a few seconds he pulls away with a smile.
âim gonna get nick and matt out of the house, okay? iâm gonna make this experience perfect for you.â you nod and he walks to the door.
he sees nick and matt sitting on the couch and he smiles, sitting beside them. âhey guys. y/n isnât feeling too well and was wondering if you guys could run to cvs to get her some medicine? the medicine is only in the cvs 30 minutes from here though. iâm sorry.â nick nods and looks at matt who also nods. âwhat medicine does she need?â matt asks. âcould you just get her some dayquil and nyquil, please?â chris smiles softly and matt nods. matt and nick leave and once chris hears the car pull out of the drive way he walks back into his room, where youâre waiting for him.
he walks back over to his bed, sitting next to you. âi want you to come sit in my lap, okay?â you nod, getting up and sitting in his lap, facing him. âgood girl. now, close your eyes.â you feel butterflies as he calls you a good girl. you do as he says, closing your eyes. he lift your chin slightly and kisses you passionately. his hands rome all over your body, caressing your sides and hip bone.
he pulls away from the kiss, wiping the excess saliva off your lip. âlay down, sweet girl. i need to stretch you out a little bit.â you nod and lay down, spreading your legs slightly. chris kisses your neck softly and you let out little whimpers. you feel the heat growing between your legs and you need chris, now. he kisses down your chest and to the waistband of your sweatpants. âcan i take these off, sweetheart?â he asked politely but you could hear the lust in his voice. you nod, âplease.â he slowly removes your sweatpants, he sees the wetness of your panties and he smirks.
he runs his fingers over your wet panties, âthis all for me?â you whimper and nod, ây- yes, all for you.â he smirks more and dips his fingers into your panties. âlet me remove these?â you nod. âwords, baby, use your words,â he says a bit more sternly. you gulp, âyou can remove them. please remove them.â he removes your panties in one swift motion. âsuch a pretty pussy. all for me, hm?â you whimper as he starts running his fingers through your wet folds. âa- all for you,â you choke out behind a moan.
he licks his fingers and sticks them inside your throbbing cunt. you moan loudly and he starts stretching you out. this only makes you moan louder. he smirks and curls his fingers up, hitting that spongy spot. you jolt forward and whimper, âc- chris.. please.â he looks up into your eyesâ âhm? what do you want, sweet girl?â you look down at him and choke out, âp- please.. fuck me.â he kisses your hip bone softly, removing his fingers.
he starts to unzip his jeans and take off his boxers all in one go. his huge, hard cock springs out, hitting his stomach. your eyes widen, ât- thatâs not gonna fit, chris.â he puts his finger over your mouth to shush you, âshh, baby, weâll make it fit.â you gulp and nod.
he grabs your hands and lines himself up with your entrance. âsqueeze my hands if it hurts, okay? and if you need me to stop tell me and i will. weâre gonna start with only the tip.â he starts putting his tip in you and you wince slightly. âthere you go baby, you took the tip. good girl.â you feel a little sweat drip down your face, a small smile forming as he praises you. âi did it.â he nod and smiles, âyou did, now letâs try half, okay?â you nod, âokay.â
he start pushing more in, he gets half way and itâs starting to really hurt, he can tell my your face. âyouâre doing good, baby. thatâs half way, youâre almost there!â you wince, âonly half? it hurtsâ he sighs and nods, âi know, baby, just breath.â he smile and bring you into a passionate kiss. you guys are kissing so passionately that you didnât even notice he bottomed out as you kissed. he pulls away with a stupid smirk, you look at him confused. âwhat?â âi bottomed out and you didnât even know.â you gasp and look down between you two, you see him completely buried inside you. âi did it!â he smiles âyou did it! good job, my love.â he kisses your forehead softly.
âtell me when youâre ready for me to move okay?â you nod. after a minute youâre ready. âiâm ready, please move.â he grabs both your hands and starts slowly thrusting into you. you moan softly and he hovers over you, whispering praises into your ear. âlook at my good girl. taking me like a champ!â
you moan a bit louder, âf- faster.. pleaseâ he smirks and start thrusting a bit faster into you. his tip kissing your g spot with every thrust. you whimper and nod ây- yes! right there.â he thrusts a bit faster and you feel a familiar knot in your stomach. youâre embarrassed that you canât last too long but it doesnât bother chris, considering he canât either because of how tight you are.
he starts thrusting a bit faster and you moan louder, âi- iâm so close.â he groans and nods, âi know, baby, i am too. hold on for one more second, okay? i want you to cum with me.â you nod and he groans loudly, âcum for me, sweetheart.â and just like that, you moan loudly and cum all over his cock. he groans and follows shortly behind you, cumming in your pussy.
he plops down next to you, slowly pulling out. you wince slightly and he pulls you into his arms, kissing your forehead. âyou did so amazing, sweetheart. iâm beyond proud of you.â my face flushes. heâs proud of me? god, he makes my heart skip beats. ât- thanks you for everything.â he nods and smiles, âdonât thank me. now, letâs get you cleaned up, okay?â you nod, âokay.â
he gets up, walking to the bathroom and wetting a wash cloth with warm water. he come back and cleans your thighs and a bit of the cum spilling out of you. he kisses your thigh softly then throws the wash cloth in the hamper. he grabs you a pair of his sweatpants and one his hoodies. he helps it on you then pulls you on his chest to rest.
âtomorrow weâre gonna go get you a plan b, okay? and iâm paying.â your face flushes softly and you nod. âthank you.â he chuckles and rubs your back, âdonât thank me, thatâs the least i could do. now, close your eyes and rest. iâm right here, baby.â you nod and close your eyes.
âgoodnight, chris. i love you.â he smiles and closes his eyes as well. âgoodnight, sweetheart. i love you too.â
you both fall asleep peacefully. you feel so safe and loved in his arms.
a/n: hope yall liked it! this is my first fic so im sorry if its bad. have a good day! <33
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đ Ë â êł * àŁ âStaceyâs Mom has got it going onâ â Gojo Satoru
Synopsis: You canât help eyeing your daughterâs pretty boyfriend when heâs just so sweet, and he canât help himself either when youâre the best he would ever find.
â word count: 4.2k
â A/n: idk if this qualifies as dc (I donât think so) but it has like, idk age gap and cheating concepts so take care
â warnings: smut!! MDNI!! Age gap (Gojo is 20 and youâre bordering late 30s); cheating; sort of asshole representative? But how else would something like this work; hair pulling; body worshipping; oral (f! Receiving); dub-con (slightly?); Satoru is a shit boyfriend to your daughter; hinted domestic abuse; mentions of scars; almost subby! Satoru? (Thereâs no definite concept of whoâs dominant- and if satoru then a lot of soft dom); slight spitting; riding; simultaneous orgasm
21-7, Shinjuku 3-chome, Shinjyuku, Tokyo.
He had the address memorised, down to the number of windows in your house and the exact shade of the monotonous white your husband had deemed âminimalistâ.
19 he was now, you stood at an elegant 37âarriving in the vicinity at an estimated 5 years ago, your husbandâs property, heâd guessed.
Gojo Satoru was 14 when he first saw you, puberty making its way into the young boyâs mindâyou did none but encourage the certain downfall in the way you tapped his cheek when he offered to help you in carrying the many bags.
Over the years, Satoru saw you a lot, and also, didnât at all.
Satoru saw you in the afternoon haze, dealing with the heatâstaring obnoxiously when you took off your floral shirts, standing in front of him in those tight leggings and tank topsâbut he also saw you at times that you didnât know about.
And when he didnât see you physically, you were present on his mind.
At least up until his 18th birthday, you knew of his presence when he would come to meet you.
What had begun as an innocent tap on his cheek for being adorable had developed into an innocent friendship on your accords, smiling wide every few months when he would zoom past your house on his cycle.
The routine was simple then, left-right-right-left, 15 minutes of a way from his house, and there he would be, at your gateâsomehow always when you had grocery to carry.
The routine was simple now too, 11 p.m. he would sneak out of his dorm room, a smirk on his face as he used his infinityâmaking his way into your house, all so quietly, to watch your pretty face as you sleptâsometimes even snickering when he caught you being fucked by your husband, snickering at that bored expression on your face, knowing just how much better he could treat you.
Heâd never been inside however, general courtesy to be shown, not as a kidânever yet as an adult.
Back then youâd giggled when a 17 year old Gojo had brought his shy friend to meet you, both their cycles parked outside your house as you tended to their boyish smirks, he doubted youâd giggle knowing that the same friend, Geto, was the one he sent your pictures to when he found you sleeping.
But Satoru wasnât dumb, he knew youâd realise at some point and so, he did what he had to.
In his head, it was all your fault too, so oblivious to everything that he had to choose the second best, your daughter.
âI know sheâs like hot and what not but you gotta let her go dude,â Suguruâs voice was a dragâpartially dry from all the alcohol heâd consumed.
Satoruâs 20th birthday was approaching, a week left, the celebrations of course had to last a month.
Satoru chuckled beside his best friendâalmost wasted he notedââitâs not like I wanna fuck her or something,â he grinned, he knew wanted to, he knew he possibly couldnât, âitâs just, I could treat her so much better you know? That stupid little house-â
Suguru smirked, â-donât bring money into it you pervert,â his eyes bore into his best friendâs, âher daughter ainât that bad ya know,â
Satoru snorted at that, âwhich is exactly why I went for her too,â
Just at that, Geto snorted tooâmindlessly, shamelessly, both of them.
-ring!!
Slow, both their eyes panned onto Satoruâs phone, âmy loveâ the screen flashed, Suguru snorted again, âIronic,â
With a roll of his eyes and a short smirk, he shook his headâknowing sheâd only be calling because she was needy, at least thatâs all he remembered her to be.
âMmhmm baby, gonna drop by in half an hour yeah? Yeah, yeah, miss you too, bye,â
He always sounded sweet- that was what your daughter rambled about, Satoru Gojo was the sweetest guy ever, and you were glad mostly, a little jealous? You werenât sure.
It just wasnât something you ever had.
As Satoru got up to leave thoughââyou ever let your girl go though, hit me up alright?â
Satoru eyed his best friend with a grin- that was something he could doââhave our own fucked up family eh?â
âSatoru?â You smiled, âlong time honey,â
âFor youâ, he thought, smiling smugly, âI keep you in well wishes all the time so, not so much Maâam,â
You chuckled at his wordsâever the gentleman heâd been, âthatâs adorable, is that how you charmed my daughter too?â
His heart ached at thatâonly a little however, no, it was all only for you, all the charmâall for his only woman.
Thoughts flashed onto his own girlfriend, he remembered the night wellâit wasnât much, her 16th birthday, heâd just turned 17 tooâ heâd dropped by, getting you those medicines youâd requested a week or so agoâthey were only found near his vicinity, he could only oblige.
Curiosity often killed ended up killing the cat.
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Heâd racked his brain, he thought of it for endless nightsâhe didnât want to accept it, not so easily, not when you made it seem simple.
Each of what youâd asked him to get was a pain killer.
Heâd disliked your husband before, but since after, he was sure he hated him.
That night, heâd sat outside your house with your daughter, she was smokingâhe was used to it, he hated the smell.
âArenât you too young to be smoking?â Heâd teased, exactly how he used to Suguru and Shokoâexcept she didnât entertain the jokes, never had, never would.
However, before a mean retort could fall off of her lips, a crash sounded all too loud.
Not accidental, Satoru knew that.
He was quick to get up, he was no hero, but his life be sworn if he let you suffer suchâa hand held him back.
âDonât get into it,â she warned, your daughter did.
He didnât, it wasnât his place to.
Your husband cheated that night, as he had countlessly, your daughter found her first boyfriendâyou wept that night, Satoruâs heart did too.
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âCanât lie I keep a special bank reserved for my uhâŠmature ladies,â a wink he passed, he made you feel young, alive.
A shake of a head you passed and a knowing laugh.
You noted his lingering gaze, the bruise on your forearm ever present, never you said a word- never him.
The silence engulfing and nauseating.
âYour uh,â his words were rough, âanniversary yeah? Round the corner isnât it?â
You giggled, almost as if it mattered, âSo he remembers? And your own, isnât it?â A look of slight confusion masked your face, he grinned, âa week after yours, itâs my birthday though, on the same day that is, you always mess it up,â
An apologetic smile you passed this time around, âwhy, Iâm sorry, let me make up by baking you a pie honey?â
A thin smile adorned his faceâshaking his head, he ushered you back in, waiting patiently for your daughter to bounce back, to remind him of his reality.
But just as you did turn, âwait, by the way,â his eyes lay stuck upon the bruises you didnât care to hide, âhowâre things going?â
His eyes gazed upon the sheer material of your shirt, âhowâsâŠMr Y/l/n?â
Almost a sneer, as if, you stared, âperfectly fine, Toruâhowâre things with Y/d/n?â
He stared blankly this time aroundââperfectly fine Maâam.â
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âPass me the lighter,â
Satoru stared at his best friendâs outstretched handsâyour daughterâs pretty smile as she handed him hersâthe same smile that had intrigued Satoru to even look at her, the only feature on her face that resembled you.
âWhat are your plans for the anniversary?â The words registered in Satoruâs earsâhe wasnât sure who the speaker was, he didnât exactly care, âI could help around your house,â a mutter, as if unsure to whyâbut certain that he wanted to.
Cocked brows looked at him confused, ââŠisnât it your 20th birthday though?â
He nodded.
âWho wastes their 20th birthday helping around random houses?â Suguruâs tone was almost annoyed, as if he knewâor couldâve guessed why.
Satoruâs girlfriend laughed, âYou know heâs screwed a little right? Canât stop him if he doesnât want to,â
Satoru nodded againâit gutted him onto how well she bothered to know himâand yet, he perhaps didnât even bother knowing her favourites most of the time.
âNo no,â head shaking, a grimace fell onto Suguruâs face, âpretty boy here can do whatever he wants,â a knowing look they both passedââbut 20s donât happen again, go big or go home,â
Satoru chuckled, of course he had it all planned out, âIâm going big and going home,â
Another charming smile, another winkâjust something you couldnât become a fool too.
A slight frown rested on your lips, âYou sure hon? You donât have to waste your evening like thisâŠâ
It was almost motherly, the way you showed concernâin ways Satoru had barely experienced.
He scoffed, âTime well spent is never wasted,â
âYouâre going to mow a lawn baby,â you chuckled, ây/d/n isnât home either- you know her sleepover- I donât see how-â
â-anything to please and help you is almost the best kind of work I could do,â youâd have smiled usually, at his wordsâa tiny flirt you always deemed himâlaughing about it to your husband, even though he barely cared.
You didnât care of it either, an empty marriage, so be itâhollowed from both ends, slow.
But this time, this was different.
This time youâd perhaps bask in his helpâno husband to taunt by complimenting little Satoru, no daughter to tease by complimenting little Satoru.
Satoru wasnât all so little, you realisedâyour daughter and husband werenât homeâjust you, Satoru and his praises.
-
6 p.m. â 7 p.m. â 8 p.m.
Satoru didnât remember a time to the when heâd done all so much work for his own mother- but he was content, with a pair of earphones and a creative little mind, he was intent to impress you.
It amused him, to actually how big of a lawn you actually did haveâand he wondered at the almost pristine look of it if you managed it yourself.
Even if you did, he would be your helping hand nowâhe grinned ear to ear as he thought the countless many scenarios.
âDesperateâ , a little voice in his head calledââmy pretty good boyâ your voice, the one you used in his thoughts, fought away all doubts.
But all to quick his train of thoughts paused, âyou missed a spot there Toruââ
And most of the time, heâd be pissed on to anyone who dared to correct himâwith you heâd nod obediently and carry onâbut normally, even your normally, you didnât step out in front of him in just a small, pretty pink towel wrapped around you.
Satoru Gojo had pretty eyes, a decent imagination tooâheâd thought about you plenty of times.
Naked, spread open, on your knees, having him between your kneesâmany and every and any position but absolutely nothing couldâve compared to the way seeing you covered just enoughâin a small towel got him hard.
Satoru Gojo had pretty eyes and for a second they were wide as saucers.
His eyes panned onto the spot you pointed atâhe had indeed missed a spotâhe nodded slowly.
The music rang in his earsâ
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
Stacy's mom has got it goin' on
Ironic.
âIâll get to it, going for a bath?â
It shouldnât have been that casualâhim asking you your schedule suchâyou let it be so.
âItâs getting late, want to stay the night? And yeahâyeah, a bath,â
Stay the night.
There the offer lay and his temptationâhe watched the careless way you held the towel, all so small that decency was the only thing that stopped him from staring shamelessly at your exposed thigh.
âI donât know-â
An attempt, simply a stupid attempt to save him and youââ-I insist and what song is that?â
He stared blankly, âStaceyâs mom,â
âHow I love that song,â
Of course you did- he watched you walk away as the song continued playing.
Stacy, do you remember when I mowed your lawn?
Your mom came out with just a towel on
I could tell she liked me from the way she stared
And the way she said
"You missed a spot over there"
Down the drain, his character, perhaps yoursâthen relationships youâd held, everything.
Another nod.
-
âIâm staying the night Suguru,â
âHah?!â
An eye roll, an obnoxiously pitched questionnaire, âThe fuck? Itâs your damn birthday tomorrowâwhy did you make me get that damn cake?â
Jaw clenched, he stared at the recently mowed lawnâ10:00 p.m.
It was too late.
âBetter get a taste of her damn pussy if youâre staying the night fucker,â
Satoru shook his head, a smile, âShut up, talk about her nicely,â
âIâll talk to her nicely when your girlfriend talks to me nicely when Iâm dicking her down, really got yourself a brat huh?â
The smirk was evident in his tone- Satoru wanted to feel betrayed, he couldnât.
âYouâre such a bloody fucker,â he muttered through, âTake care of her,â
âAlways haveâyou take care of her damn mom,â
And he always had too.
-
10:15 p.m.
He found it simply, weird, that you were in the shower all so longâshaving?
It was your anniversary tomorrow, a loyal wife, a good wifeâyouâd present yourself wellâhe thought.
He wasnât entirely wrong either, was he?
Foggy, your bathroom mirrors stood as you prepared yourself just right, shaven smoothâa guilty heart panged in your chest.
You watched the many scars lingered upon your body, natural, providedâall yours and you doubted it, doubted the mere fact that Satoru would even think about touching you the way you fantasised.
It was wrongâjust a fortnight ago and he was the sweet boy you used to adore and having by, just a week ago he was the boyfriend of your daughter that made your relationship all the more insecure, just tonight he was growing into his age.
Head hung back, you stared at the ceiling- so wrong and so right.
Almost melancholic, your train of thoughts was, and his too as he sat by the window of your roomââPlease clean these windows too,â youâd said with a smile, breasts pushed together as you held your hand in front of youâthe little pink towel did nothing, you knew that.
His hard-on was obvious, youâd had that effect on guys all the timeâbut then, maybe it wasnât for you, maybe he just saw the sight and it reminded him of- maybe-
âGod~ fuck-!â
Your ears perked up, maybe that was a moan.
Not maybe, it wasâit was all too certain a breathy moan.
And before the better judgement was to be passed, there you were, the pink towel wrapped around all the more perversely as you twisted the knob of the doorâentering your room to the prettiest sight in a while that youâd seen.
âSatoru?â
Eyes all so wide, the ministrations came to an immediate haltââMrs- Mrs- I- shit,â
You watched him scramble about, struggling to get the pants that heâd pulled down to his ankles, back in placeâpale cheeks tinted with the embarrassment he held-âIâll leave right now,â and you knew your figure standing about, almost naked, did not help.
A giggle you passed, âSatoru, itâs fine baby, whatâre you so embarrassed about?â
That, he didnât expect, neither did you.
A low âhuhâ dropped from his mouth,a hardened cock hanging out for you to ogle at.
âYes I mean,â you continued, slowly moving towards him, âitâs allâŠnatural isnât it? Youâre a big boy now too,â your voice was sweet as honey, pulling him, reeling him in.
He watched, estranged, as you swayed your hips, moving in, pulling himâpushing him and there he lay in your bed.
Wrong. Wrong. Wrong.
âTell me Satoru,â you whispered, nimble fingers grasping the hem that covered youââare you all grown up? Still my big boy?â
A silent nod, your towel fell.
A smile etched across your face as you saw his mouth widen-âl-like what you see?â
A slight stutter, you were nervous tooâjust as him.
And it was entirely a surprise to you then, when his were the hands that grasped your hips roughâflipping the both of you over so he was on top.
Lips attached to your neckâhis hands ran wild as they explored every bit of youââSo much, so so much, youâre gorgeous,â
Frenzied moans, hefty touchesâit was almost as heâd been dying to touch youâand he had.
His lips moved fastâfaster than his fingers, moving across every inch of youâa slight tingle you felt as wet and sloppy kisses he left across your shoulder blades, your hands tugging at the white tuft of his hair.
âSo soft,â he murmured against your skinâ âso fuckin pretty,â he was skillfull, almost, in the way he managed to completely disregard your needs in the moment.
Not a single brush of his fingers or crotch against your pussyâa tease.
You wanted to cry, pleasure hit you hardâand in the way he lingered seconds too long upon every scar that your husband had given you, at every bruise that you heldâin the way he handled you so carefully, not as if you were fragile but as if you were his desire personified.
âTell me, Satoru,â you snickered, at the breathy moans he let out, âhow long have you waited for this,â
âForever,â he breathed outâthe crystal blue eyes finally met you then, âGod forbid I just- please, please let me?â A whine he let out still, so desperate.
âAlways this needy hm?â
He shook his head fast, âOnly for you,â
And you knew that just there he was begging all so easily.
âPlease- ple-ase,â his voice was a drag, as if afraid that heâd lose this moment all so soon, âplease let meâŠlet me touch you- feel you,â
A twinkle in your eye, âif youâre good, yeah?â
He bobbed his head at that- âon your knees for me baby,â
And that he did, so obedient, âShow me how much youâve yearned,â
It was a dynamic, if anythingâyou held the control surely, and you lay naked tooâsprawled out as your head rested upon the pillows steadily, his between the plush of your thighs.
An airy gasp you let out as you felt him spit upon it, âfuck youâre glistening,â he whined, âSo wet from just the thought of me?â
You felt his fingers spread your folds out, he felt so cold against the warmth of your pussy, âDidnât even need me to spit huh? But had to mark you didnât I? Remind you that I am the one who gets you this way- has your husband ever gotten you this way huh?â
His words seemed almost feral, a growl with every word as he kept lowering his headâ he focused upon your clit.
Your legs lay spread wide open for him, one his hands resting upon your thigh, rubbing soft soothing circlesâwhile the hand finger fucked you.
His finger slipped in so easily, a groan both of you let out together, âso fucking warm I- your pussyâs pratically begging to be ruined,â
You squirmed at his wordsâalready dumb at the way his middle and ring finger pumped inside of you,
âMore please,â you moaned out, âneed more,â
A smirk he held as he lowered his lips, nipping at your pussy lips, âMore what Maâam? More of what hm?â
A loud whine you let out at his word- âFuck Toruâ not tonight, please just touch meâwant you,â
Enough encouragement, in fact it was all he needed before landing his tongue flat upon your clit, swiping it back and forth upon the little nub.
âScream my name please,â rough hands pulled at your legsâresisting you from closing your legsââArch your back and scream my name, let your neighbours know Iâm the one in your silly fucked marriage that gets you so worked up and not that fucker,â
His words barely registered in your headâthrashing at the liable pleasure he held onto you, âSh-it Toruâ I- right there! Yes please,â
He grinned as he looked up at your face briefly, before diving right back in, suckling at your hardened clit as his fingers prepared your cunt to be ruined by his cock.
âGod I should film you being so needy for me,â another groan as his tongue lapped upon your coreââshould teach em how to please the perfection you are,â
You whimpered at his words, eyes rolling back at the way he provided just the right kind of pressure- until you werenât.
A loud whine and groan as he pulled out of your cunt, he grinned, âWant you to cum on my cock when you do â wanna feel you clamp down hard,â
You looked into his eyes, hesitant? Neither of you.
âTaste yourself,â and before you could pull away, shoved into your mouth were his two fingers as you sucked onto itââFuckinâ delicious,â he muttered as he pulled away the fingers too.
Needy, he wanted you needy.
Slow, he moved about, rising about and pulling you with him as he kissed your armsââsomeday, Iâll leave such pretty marks on you, those are the ones you deserve,â
You bit your lips hard- he did too, as you straddled his lapââplease,â he whimpered and you giggled, âhow many times do you think about this?â
All the time.
Any and everytime he was alone, just you on his cock bouncing to chase your euphoria.
You cupped his face as you stared at him, such a pretty innocent look he heldâyou grinned devilishly as you lined your entrance upon his tip.
"yeah. 'think about it a lot. want you to use me, please, just have me. i'm y â ohhh god, oh fuck me, y-yes please â fuck i'm yours!" his words, bound to be a mess now that you've lowered yourself to meet level with his cock.
It throbbed inside you, it looked so pretty, when you imagined sucking on itâ with that curve you always felt pressing against your walls when he would be balls deep inside your pussy- just as now.
âTell me Toru,â you but down in your lips hard, red, âhow many times do you think?â
He gulped hard as he watched you move, unable to hold himself as your warmth spread all over his cock, âJ-just some- sometimes, when I- I miss you, when I c-canât get enou- oh god- canât get enough,â
He moaned softly, head fallen aback and eyes shut close as you rode him slow, rolling your hipsâit took your all to just not give in and fuck yourself dunb over his cock.
âIn the showerâŠafter- after practice,â
You giggled at his words, oh how you felt like a filthy girl in the moment, âall sweaty and dirty? Think bout fuckin me in shower?â
âYeahâŠâ his voice lay a rasp, âthink bout you when Iâm alone,â
Your words, actionsâhe was dizzy with pleasure, legs squirming beneath youâtoes curling in pleasure and hips stuttering as he reeled in for more.
âThink of you when I fuck your daughter too,â and just at that he thrusted harshly into you, gripping your hips as he moved you fastââyouâre too slow,â he grunted.
A low moan escaped you at his wordsâhim too.
Filthy.
Wrong.
You didnât care.
"d-you think of me too, when- when you canât touch it? When it- it d-doesnât feel right?" his question almost sounded innocent, eager to hear your response.
"Courseâ i do. think about my pretty boy all the time. i miss this cock so bad sometimes, 'can't get off the same with any of my toys."
He groaned at thatâyou could feel him twitching inside you.
11:55 p.m.
You werenât sure when or how you lost all that time- it didnât matter.
It was your anniversary in 5 minutes and his birthday.
Your hands grabbed his face and pulled him closeâyour boobs thrusted into his face, âcum with me ok? Hold on just a pretty while yeah?â
Your words were a lullaby to him, he nodded mindlessly, attaching his lips onto your nipples, swiping his tongue over your nipples.
Your soaking cunt engulfed his cock as you bounced upon it, head hung back as you chased your highâhis hands kneaded your skinâone pinching your nipples while the other massaged your ass.
If you could, youâd have seen the adoration in his eyes as you fucked your self onto himâbreathy moans and shy grunts, the smell of your sex wafted through the air.
Just another minute.
âS-So good to me-â He stutters, nails latching onto your skin to bounce you more aggressively on his cock as his flustered state slowly dissipates.
So close, both of youâa babbling mess underneath you,Satoru was purely pussy drunkâand just like that, the clock strung 12:00 a.m.
You both drew each otherâs orgasm.
You stay there on top of him for a second, panting and heaving you both layânuzzling as his fingers drew circles on the small of your back.
Circles, you werenât aware, those circles were actually his name crafted carefully upon your skin for he knew you were finally his.
âYou good?â
A slight smile on your face as you asked him, he lay beside you in your bedââHappy Birthday Toru,â
âBest birthday Iâve had,â
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Another Interesting Spoilery Evil Question
To directly answer the question before I start rambling, the Cobraâs bodyâs physical age is 24.
(You can stop reading here if you like. This gets very long!)
When Marius meets the Cobra (chapter 18 epigraph from Time of Iron) he correctly identifies him as Mariusâs own age at the time - 18.
At the time of the book all the physical bodiesâ ages are as follows.
Marius - 24
The Cobra - 24
Rahela - 24
Octavian - 24
(Pio and Nemeth, Octavianâs advisers, are in their early 40s and late 50s respectively - theyâre Octavianâs dadâs people and that is part of why they are so stressed. Their king died young, Octavian became king in his teens and it has been an uneasy court ever since.)
Emer - 23
Key - 20
Lia - 19
Rae and Eric in our world were both 4 years younger than their bodies in this world (so they would both be 20 if the story hadnât happened to them). For the moment weâll leave aside Key, who had another life too, in a different way. (He was a little kid, but old enough to walk after his father, in the epigraph from Time of Iron in chapter 15.)
I do age shenanigans for two reasons.
âOne is that age in fiction and reality is weird, and I wanted to portray that. If I had a crush on Mr Darcy when I was 7, is that okay? If I had a crush on Mr Darcy when aged 41, is that okay? Mr Darcyâs always in his late twenties: Elizabeth Bennet will never be older than 21, but she seemed so glamorous and all-knowing to me when I was a kid.
And if you walk into a story, when in their character development do you find them? Would we like Darcy when heâs sneering at Elizabeth at a ball? Who is it that we love and when?
Plenty of adult women fancied Edward Cullen, perpetually a teen (or was he? Fantasy and horror also open up the possibility of immortality - but in a way, all fictional characters are immortal. Holden Caulfield isnât growing up any more than Edward Cullen is. And like fictional characters and immortals, the dead arenât getting any older eitherâI think often of Anne Rice, author of the Vampire Chronicles, who wrote the doomed child vampire Claudia after losing her own daughter Michele as a child. Death, immortality, fiction and the overlap!) When I read or watched stories in which characters were in different/changed bodies they usually seemed younger - often their younger selves, or a younger/cuter body (Peggy Sue Got Married, Scarlet Heart). (Exceptions exist of course, e.g. Howlâs Moving Castle.) And I like magic losing something, costing you something, plus Iâm a contrarian. So I wanted them older.
âThe other is that LONG LIVE EVIL is a story about trauma, which often arrests your age in your mind. The period in which you were enduring the horrors is a blank in which you couldnât develop normally, or in which you had plenty of experiences but few of them match with your peersâ.
Cancer did it to me, which wasnât horrendous as I was in my early 30s and thatâs still adult, just meant a bit of âoh no Iâm not this childâs mother, Iâm too young - actually Iâm a bit old to be this childâs mother now I think about it, but anyway I donât claim herâ and the like. But Iâve seen it do the same for people with cancer I befriended or whom I mentor, and itâs a very different proposition if the lost years are 17-21.
Itâs not just cancer, Iâve seen bereavement work that way on people, and apparently celebrity works on the mind like trauma and arrests you at the age you became famous in a lot of ways. Itâs being taken out of the run of ordinary life, walking through your portal into strangeness.
But in the end most of us wind up with years that feel lost, I think, and playing catch-up is the only way forward.
And allegory remains allegory: if Iâm writing a werewolf Iâm taking about rage and body horror, sure, but Iâm also talking about werewolves.
I was actually confused by this ask at first as Iâd written a whole section where Eric says heâs going to die of a heart attack at 20 and Marius is exasperated as Eric is a little young to start lying about his age! But it must have fallen victim to my many cuts - stories transform! - and I can see why, because I donât think Eric exactly thinks of himself as 20 anymore.
I had some struggles with the age stuff, itâs another layer of complication in a complicated story and there were worries raised that it was unnecessary and might make some characters less appealing but in the end I decided it was necessary to me and let the characters be unappealing, then.
I also enjoy the twisting, fluid ages because they cause conflict, and conflict is story.
Rae uses her new age (and thus doesnât need to think of her absolutely horrible self worth) to count herself out as a romantic option in Keyâs eyes.
She also thinks of the Emperor as in his mid-20s, as he is - after a time skip that happens in the original Time of Iron, years in which Key and Emer were Liaâs servants. She knows about those years, but she doesnât put it together.
At Eric and Mariusâs first meeting 6 years before the events of LONG LIVE EVIL, Eric also hasnât been in the book that long. He was in a horrifically traumatic survival situation for a large part of the time he was inside, when he approached Marius to blackmail him. That is objectively a deranged thing to do, but Eric is thinking like a terrified 14 year old and also like a Huge Fan of Marius. aka the quintessential white knight, the Last Hope who is reserved and dignified and crucially, 24-28.
That would be the Marius Eric at the time knows when he approaches Marius in the flesh, Marius at 18 and coming off family trauma, friend trauma and quasi-romantic trauma himself. Marius actually DOES go into dissociative states and kill people, Eric was taking a huge risk with his own life that not a single person in the country would have taken. Marius is a Valerius, and they are killers. (The whole court, Marius included, thought Lady Katalin ((Rahelaâs mother)) was being very daring by like, touching Mariusâs hand when he was 17.)
Eric is acting wild partly because a) he is wild, b) heâs desperate but also crucially c) heâs thinking of Marius as someone that Marius isnât yet and d) heâs not thinking of things from Mariusâs POV, and doesnât until the events of LONG LIVE EVIL. Their quasi friendship/quasi hostage situation (that the hostage had firmly decided was happening) couldnât have happened without a perfect storm of weirdness, risks and lack of understanding what the hell was going on.
Marius would not have seen a 14 year old Eric (not a child to him exactly, but squire age rather than knight age) as a criminal threat in the same way as he saw the Cobra, his own age (18, which was definitely very adult, Marius thought at the time). Eric wouldnât have failed to consider consequences or failed to consider Marius as person rather than character, if heâd actually been 18. But by the time anyone knew better, a status quo was established, and habit is second nature and a stronger nature than the first.
Ericâs plight is horrific initially. But at the same time, Eric is extremely intelligent (both intellectually and emotionally) and able to both cover and play catch-up to this new life, and he can advise Rae with the benefit of his experience - but that doesnât mean that he didnât screw up massively when he first came into the book, or that he doesnât still have many things to work through.
Similarly, Emer is used to Rahela who is quasi older sister and quasi mistress, while Rae is now acting younger. And all of them are dealing with a gross system in which men are seen as in their youthful prime when women the same age are getting long in the tooth and can be traded in for teenagers - so even two people who are the same age arenât treated as if theyâre the same age, if theyâre different genders. Age stuff is crunchy!
Also, while Emer thinks of Lia as having all the power due to class, Lia looks on someone who was her glamorous older stepsisterâs age mate and went off to the big city years ago rather differently. But then, are adulthood and childhood different worlds? Is being in different social classes being in different worlds?
Can we reach the different universes of other people is something Iâm always asking, I think.
THIS IS SO LONG. I AM SO SORRY.
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Fellow Travelers Timeline
(as comprehensive as i can make it. corrections/additions welcome)
1919-20 (?) - Hawk is born
based on tennis trophy which shows year 1936, and hawk's statement that he and kenny were on the tennis team in 11th grade (16/17 years old).
also date on the paperweight (1937) that hawk says kenny picked out on their senior trip. spring or fall though? if spring (usual for a senior trip, just before graduation), it would mean hawk graduated HS in 1937, b. 1919. (thanks, @lestatscunt!)
June 6, 1930 - Tim is born, on Staten Island, NY
birthdate/place shown on army application in ep 5
Gemini, with moon in Libra
>>> With a Gemini Sun Libra Moon, emotional equilibrium is hard for you to maintain in a world of constant flux and tension. Since you are not responsible for the woes and upsets of those around you, you should not feel so duty-bound to assuage their wounds or mediate every conflict that happens to come your way.
>>> your natural diplomacy, extraordinary perception and insight can all be applied creatively in such fields as politics, social work, and the mass media.
>>> your extreme open-mindedness would probably enable you to almost any life-style. You have a universal quality about you that transcends culture, religion, ideology, or any other barrier that divides mankind.
Fall 1937 - Spring 1941 - Hawk attends "Penn", presumably the University of Pennsylvania. (assuming hawk b. 1919)
(this is very very long, the rest is under the cut)
December 7, 1941 - bombing of Pearl Harbor, US enters WWII
??? - Hawk joins the army (along with Kenny), and is sent to Europe. Kenny is sent to the Pacific.
June 1, 1944 - The fall of Velletri (where Hawk got injured), which Hawk talks to Tim about in ep 3. (thanks @doodlingawaits!)
from wiki: The 36th U.S. Infantry Division commanded by General Fred Walker spotted a flaw in the German defenses on Mount Artemisio between Velletri and Valmontone. Between 30 and 31 May 1944, the 142nd and 143rd regiments penetrated the German defenses at Monte Artemisio, and on June 1 Velletri fell.
January 9 â August 15, 1945 - Battle of Luzon, where Kenny dies.
September 2, 1945 - Japan surrenders, US exits WWII
February, 1949 - Hawk starts working at the State Department
Hawk says in 1x04 (Dec 1953) that he's been working at the State Dept for "four years and ten months".
"I came out of the war with four assets: degree from Penn, a hero's war record, no particular political ideology, and a passing acquaintance with three languages. Throw in a talent for prevaricating and a taste for travel and fine clothes, you have the makings of a competent, mid-level Foreign Service bureaucrat."
Fall 1948 - Spring 1952 - Tim attends Fordham University, graduating with a degree in political science and history.
1951 - Hawk starts work for the Bureau of Congressional Relations
Tim mentions Hawk's been working there for two years during their meeting on the bench.
1952 - Tim works "the New York campaign" (presumably for Eisenhower).
1952/3? - Tim interns for three months at the Star, in the mailroom.
November 4, 1952 - Election Night, Eisenhower (R) wins the presidency. Tim/Hawk first meet and are instantly smitten. (ep 1)
February 16, 1953 to March 10, 1954 - McCarthy Hearings, part 1.
The first consisted of a series of hearings conducted by McCarthy, as the subcommitteeâs chairman, throughout 1953 and early 1954 in which McCarthy alleged Communist influence within the press and the federal government, including the State Department, the U.S. Army, and the Government Printing Office.
March 5, 1953 - Stalin dies.
Late March, 1953 - Hawk/Tim second meeting
After Hawk meets Tim at the park bench, he attends a hearing where Marcus says Cohn has brought David Schine on, and then later at their lunch Senator Smith says, "McCarthy is sending Cohn and his sidekick to Europe..." This article, dated April 19, says that Cohn and Schine have been in Europe for two weeks.
Hawk mentions that it's near the end of the month, police need to make their quotas.
April 27, 1953 - Executive Order 10450 signed. Hawk goes to Tim's apartment and tells him about Kenny. (ep 1)
June 6, 1953 - Tim's 23rd birthday (Hawk 'misses' it because they weren't talking for 4 weeks. belated celebration in ep 3.)
June 15, 1953 (?) - date of the newspaper Tim is reading just before he goes to visit Hawk in ep 2, where Hawk makes him write the letter to Mary. I'm choosing to believe this is a mistake on the show's part, because this would mean that Hawk has already missed Tim's birthday.
June 19, 1953 - Julius and Ethel Rosenberg's execution. Hawk comforts Lucy about this at the end of ep 2. So, likely Hawk and Tim had their big fight very shortly before Tim's birthday, and weren't talking from end of May - end of June.
End of June, 1953 - at the end of ep 2, Tim says it's been 4 months since his last confession, making his last (proper) confession the end of Feb or beginning of March. (ie, before he meets Hawk again on the park bench).
End of June or beginning of July, 1953 - weekend trip to Rehoboth Beach (ep 3)
November 1953 - G. David Schine drafted into the army (ep 3)
Christmas 1953 (ep 4)
March 16 to June 17, 1954 - Army-McCarthy Hearings (part 2) (ep 5)
The second phase involved the subcommittee's investigation of McCarthyâs attacks on the U.S. Army. Known as the âArmy-McCarthy hearings,â they were broadcast on national television and they contributed to McCarthyâs declining national popularity. Five months later, on December 2, 1954, the Senate censured McCarthy.
June 6, 1954 - Tim's 24th birthday
June, 1954? - Tim/Hawk break up, Hawk proposes to Lucy (ep 5)
I believe this happens at the tail-end of the Army-McCarthy hearings, so before June 17th. Unclear when the proposal actually happened though.
Fall, 1954 - Sen. Smith's funeral
based solely on fall foliage in this screenshot:
Late Nov / Early Dec, 1954 - Tim enlists in the army
based on army application: birthdate 6/6/30, age: 24 years, 6 months
Late Nov / Early Dec, 1954 - Hawk/Tim last meeting in the tower
based on the radio program Tim is listening to, which says, "Chief Counsel Roy Cohn has resigned from the committee. And Senator McCarthy, his approval ratings plummeting, faces censure or even expulsion from the Senate." (McCarthy censured Dec 2).
Tim leaves for Fort Dix, for training, but is later stationed at Fort Polk, in Vernon Parish, LA. (thanks, @jesterlesbian!)
December 2, 1954 - the Senate censures McCarthy.
Summer or Fall 1956? - Tim's letter (that lucy burns) (ep 6)
Flashbacks, for context:
"Since he's giving up his apartment, Hawk insists on having a lair in the woods." // "I'm surprised that he finally agreed."
Lucy lets contractor go. // "Give me a baby."
Hawk is reading the Bristol Daily Courier, a paper located in Bristol, PA, a town in Bucks County, outside Philadelphia. I can't find any info on the one headline I can read though ("Heath Carlson breaks arws deadlock, locals proud"), so can't date this properly.
Lucy cleaning out Hawk's apartment, finds paperweight, sees Tim drop off letter. (did she start clearing out the apartment only after the cabin construction was complete? or before?)
"I went into the Army to get away from you. I thought time and distance would help. But it hasn't." If Tim sends the letter in summer 1956, it's been a year and a half since he enlisted.
Biggest question here: did lucy ask for a baby before or after she read Tim's letter??? the flashbacks don't answer this definitively.
October, 1956? - Lucy becomes pregnant with Jackson (see note under April 1957)
October 23 â November 4, 1956 - Hungarian Revolution of 1956
October 23, 1956 - April 30, 1957 - Hungarian Refugee Crisis
November 8, 1956 - Operation Safe Haven commences
President Eisenhower declared that 5,000 Hungarians would be awarded visa numbers remaining under the 1953 Refugee Relief Act
Spring 1957? - Tim sends telegram. It looks like 05-??-???? to me, which doesn't really make sense if McCarthy died on May 2nd, but it's hard to make out. or maybe telegrams used the date format dd-mm-yyyy.
April 1957? - Tim/Hawk first meeting, Lucy at least 5 (or 6? or 7?) months pregnant
You should feel your baby's first movements, called "quickening," between weeks 16 and 25 of your pregnancy. If this is your first pregnancy, you may not feel your baby move until closer to 25 weeks.Â
25 weeks ~= 6 months, and it still seems novel to her, so let's say she's approx. 6 months pregnant here.
May 2, 1957 - Joe McCarthy dies.
May 6, 1957 - McCarthy's funeral. Tim's first visit to Hawk's apartment (ep 8)
June 6, 1957 - Tim turns 27.
June or July, 1957 - Jackson born (based on dates above)
1958? - Kimberly is born. (estimated bc she looks the same age or older than Jackson, so assuming she's a year younger at most.)
August, 1965 - President Johnson signs a law making it a federal crime to destroy or mutilate [draft] cards.Â
October 15, 1965 -David Miller publicly burns his draft card, becoming the first person to be prosecuted under that law and a symbol of the growing movement against the war.
May 17, 1968 - the Catonsville Nine took 378 draft files from the draft board office in Catonsville, Maryland and burned them in the parking lot. (inspo for Tim & co. thanks @brokendrums!)
November 1968 - ep 6. Hawk is 48-9, Tim is 38, Jackson is 11.
based on this newspaper screenshot when Hawk is talking to Marcus on the phone about Tim, which shows election results (1968 election took place on Nov 5th).
November 1968 - May 1970 (earliest) - Tim in prison. (he says in ep 7 he was in prison for a year and a half. this assumes he went to prison right away, but it could have been several months later if he was awaiting trial/sentencing.)
1970? - After prison, Tim moves to San Francisco and gets his counseling degree.
Mid-late 1970s - Tim earns his C-SWCM qualifications, requiring:
A Bachelorâs degree in social work from a graduate program accredited by the Council on Social Work Education
Documentation of at least three (3) years and 4,500 hours of paid, supervised, post-BSW professional experience in an organization or agency that provides case management services
Current state BSW-level license or an ASWB BSW-level exam passing score.
nb. because Tim already had his bachelors (from Fordham, majoring in history), I could see him entering a much-accelerated BSW program, transfering a lot of credits from his previous degree. That would give him maybe 2 more years of university, plus the required 3 years of post-BSW work = 5 years minimum before he earns that business card.
February 4, 1977 - Fleetwood Mac's album Rumours is released, including the 1970s Tim/Hawk anthem, Go Your Own Way
October, 1978 - Jackson dies
November 27, 1978 - Harvey Milk assassinated
May 20-22, 1979 - Tim on Fire Island (ep 7). Hawk is 59 or 60, Tim is 48, about to turn 49.
May 22, 1979 - Harvey Milk's (posthumous) 49th birthday (celebrated in ep 7)
1986 - ep 8
how long was Hawk in San Francisco? Timelines for the events below may be fudged in the show, bc I doubt he was there for 5 months.
March, 1986 - Roy Cohn's 60 Minutes interview, which the gang watches in ep 4.
April 15, 1986 - US bombs Libya. in the first episode you can hear reference to this on the radio, before Hawk leaves for San Francisco. (thanks @aliceinhorrorland93!)
July 27, 1986 - In California, Gov. George Deukmejian vetoes a bill that would have defined AIDS as a physical handicap calling for entitlement to protection under the state's civil rights laws.
August 2, 1986 - Roy Cohn dies (ep 8)
Late 1986? - the fundraising gala that Tim crashes, shortly after Cohn's death.
September 1986 - The State Legislature has passed another bill [in addition to the one vetoed on July 27]. Mr. Deukmejian, a Republican running for re-election, has indicated that he will probably veto the bill. (nb, this is likely the bill that Tim & co want to pressure the governor to sign).
October 11, 1987 - AIDS memorial quilt first displayed (ep 8)
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this was a collaborative effort! many thanks to @ishipallthings for many of these details, as well as @startagainbuttercup , @alorchik, @itsalinh and others in the FT discord!
#i made this as comprehensive as i could but i would LOVE feedback/corrections#esp re: anything in 1956-1957 era#jackson's birth? and the date of that letter???#fellow travelers#timeline#reference#ft timeline#fellow travelers timeline#*
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Happy Pride!!!! Living Blood or Lady Mo please!
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Xuanyu disrobes unashamedly, hesitating only at the last second with the sleeve covering her left arm.
Jiang Yanli laughs. âBit late to be modest, I think.â
âModesty is overrated,â she returns, which is something that Zixuan would say and A-Yao would think. She slips the rest of the robes off and steps into the steaming bath, letting out a deep sigh of satisfaction.
The changes her body has undergone are even more obvious without the thick layers of the robes obscuring her form. The extra weight seems to have settled in ideal places, not only thickening her waist and limbs but settling heavily along her hips and breasts, which hadnât exactly been small to begin with.
She sits behind Xuanyu, filling a bowl with water and then pouring it over her hair to rinse it of blood and dirt that had been hidden by her dark hair. Acting as a bathing assistant is far below her station, but Xuanyu had sent all the servants away and she doesnât mind, really. Xuanyu is her sister, likely the only one sheâll ever have considering A-Chengâs track record with matchmakers, and sheâs been worried about her. This gives them time to speak alone. âHow has your marriage with Lan Wangji been? Has he been kind?â
Xuanyu pulls a face, which isnât encouraging. âI guess. He mostly left me alone, and then we had a couple fights and he was a jerk, and now I think heâs trying to make up for being a jerk, but itâs a little â well, itâs nice that heâs making an effort. I suppose.â
Not as good as sheâd hoped, but not as bad as sheâd feared. âSect Leader Lan seems fond of you.â
âOh, Lan Xichen is great,â she says easily. Better than reaction to Lan Wangji, but still not what Jiang Yanli had been hoping for. Then her eyes light up. âSizhui is wonderful! Iâll give Wangji one thing, heâs raised a good kid. Heâs so sweet, and a great cultivator, and heâs always trying to help out everyone around him. Iâm glad Jingyiâs always hanging around â without him, I think everyone would just take advantage of Sizhuiâs good nature.â
Well, thatâs something. Surely Lan Wangji canât resist Xuanyuâs charms for long, not when she dotes on his son and gets along with his brother.
âWhat trouble did you get into on the road?â she asks, running her hand over the wound on Xuanyuâs shoulder. It looks nearly fully healed already and thereâs another mostly healed wound on her hip, a thin slice on her left arm, and the shadow of various bruises that were likely much worse a couple hours ago. Itâs of course a good thing that Xuanyu has a strong golden core, but Jiang Yanli canât help a moment of wistfulness.
Her own core never lived up to her motherâs expectations, or her own. If sheâd had a stronger core, she could have given A-Ling siblings. A child should have siblings. She would have had a calmer childhood without two little brothers underfoot, but a lonelier one too.
Xuanyu shrugs, lazily scrubbing herself down. âLooks like Xiao Xingchen picked up the girl, A-Qing, while he and Song Lan were separated and was trapped in this place that was basically a ghost town.â How could he be trapped by a place that had no people? âAnd Iâd heard some rumors so when we ran into Song Lan I helped him find Xiao Xingchen, but there was a bit of a fight with someone who didnât want him to leave. I just happened to get caught in the crossfire, so to speak.â
Sheâs stretching the truth to outright lying. Before Jiang Yanli can call her on it, her stomach growls.
âDidnât get a chance to eat on the road?â she teases.
Xuanyu flushes, ducking briefly beneath the water to hide her flaming cheeks before resurfacing. âThings were a little hectic. It may have slipped my mind.â
How has she managed to put on weight while also forgetting to eat? Perhaps Lan Wangji deserves more credit.
âI think I have some candies in my room, if you want something before the banquet,â she offers. âI know the speeches take forever.â
Her eyes light up before dimming and she slumps in the bath. âThanks, Yanli-jie, but I better not. Sizhui gave me some on the road and I usually love them but just putting it in my mouth almost made me sick. It was awful. And weird! Theyâre my favorite.â
Jiang Yanli blinks then gives Xuanyuâs significantly larger chest a considering look. It could be nothing. Itâs probably nothing. She hasnât even been married a year and it doesnât sound as if she and Lan Wangji have been seeing eye to eye.
Then again, the same could have been said about her and Zixuan.
âCan I ask you something personal, Meimei?â
Xuanyu nods. âYou can ask me anything, Yanli-jie.â
âAre you and Lan Wangji having sex?â
She turns bright red and ducks beneath the water for so long that Jiang Yanli is starting to get concerned before she resurfaces, still red faced. âUm. We did once. Well â I guess, technically, it was three times, but it was only one night.â
Well. Apparently Lan Wangji has stamina on and off the battlefield.
âOne moment,â she says, briefly squeezing Xuanyuâs shoulder. âIâll be right back.â
It takes one whispered conversation with the servant outside the hall and approximately ninety seconds before her personal healer is standing in front of her. Jiang Yanli ducks back inside to see Xuanyu out of the bath, in a thin bathing robe thatâs clinging to her as she wrings her hair out. âIâd like my healer to take a look at you, Meimei.â
Xuanyu freezes, slowly standing straight with a wary look on her face. âThatâs really not necessary. The wounds were just superficial and theyâre basically healed already.â
âItâll be quick,â she says, because if sheâs right then she canât let Xuanyu go down to the banquet without letting her know. âSheâs very discreet â sheâs been my personal healer since I was a child.â
âJiang Xingyi?â Xuanyu asks, some of her tension draining away.
Jiang Yanli nods, trying to think of some reason that Xuanyu would know her healerâs name, or her reputation, but all the servants are terrible gossips and her health is a frequent topic of derision. âJust your wrist, okay? Your golden core has changed a lot. I just want her to take a look.â
She feels bad about lying, but Xuanyu had lied to her first.
Xuanyu relaxes even further. âOkay, Yanli-jie. If itâll make you feel better.â
âThank you,â she smiles, then opens the door to usher Jiang Xingyi in.
The old woman doesnât smile, but Xuanyu grins back undeterred, and says, âHi, Granny,â before paling and adding, âuh, um. Sorry.â
Jiang Yanli feels a familiar pang of grief go through her. A-Xian had referred to Jiang Xingyi as Granny, the only disciple both bold and beloved enough to get away with it.
Jiang Xingyi ignores her, instead reaching for her wrist and pressing her fingers against it. Xuanyu fidgets, shifting from one foot to the other, but says nothing as the moments stack on top of one another.
Finally, Jiang Xingyi drops her wrist and steps back. Her stern visage breaks, a smile stretching her mouth across her face. âCongratulations, Madame Lan.â
She knew it!
âThanks,â Xuanyu answers before wrinkling her nose. âUm. For what?â
âYou are expecting,â she answers. âAt least a couple months along, I believe, although Iâd have to do a more thorough examination to be sure.â
Jiang Yanli moves to embrace her, but Xuanyuâs face drops and she turns dangerously pale. âWhat? No. Thatâs not possible. I canât be.â
âThree times,â Jiang Yanli reminds her, trying to goad Xuanyu into laughter.
But instead she just shakes her head. âNo, no I canât, I â this canât be happening,â she whispers to herself, grabbing her own arms in a white knuckled grip. âItâs not. Itâs impossible. I canât be.â
Sheâs young, and this wasnât a marriage of her own choosing, and itâs so new. Of course sheâs surprised and nervous. Jiang Yanli touches her elbow, intending to say something soothing, but Xuanyu collapses into her arms, gripping her waist and hiding her tears in her shoulder.
âXuanyu!â she says, hugging her back just as fiercely, her heart breaking for the younger girlâs anguish. âMeimei, itâs okay, I know this is scary, but itâs going to be fine.â
âItâs not,â she says, voice thick with tears, âA-jie, this is awful, this is â it canât happen! It canât, Wangji is going to be so mad, heâs going to hate me, and everything is ruined and awful, I canât be â I canât! Iâm going to die!â
Jiang Yanliâs whole body goes cold and she grips Xuanyu even tighter against her. âYouâre going to be fine,â she says, pushing her conviction into every syllable.
No matter what Jiang Yanli has to do, Xuanyu is going to be fine.
#oh wwx#our babygirl is going through it#dw everything is going to be fine#wwx is like i'm going to die before i can have this baby and kill lan zhan's baby and he's going to hate me forever#and jyl who obviously has no context for this hears that xuanyu thinks that lwj is going to kill her#which she'd think that lwj would never do but also she saw him during war and she's not the one married to him#and everyone knows he didn't want this marriage and also made a big thing about how sizhui's position won't be usurped#jyl to herself: do i have to kill lan wangji?#prompt answers#prompts are closed#asks#anon#untamed
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LOOKALIKE ; jang wonyoung
non-idol! jang wonyoung x non-idol! reader
SYNOPSIS ;Â Â wonyoung hated herself for letting y/n go, almost as much as she hated her annoyingly smug girlfriend (who everyone hates except for y/n). she knows it's probably too late, but that's not gonna stop her from trying to get her back.
TAGS ;Â non-idol x non-idol! reader, university au, college au, wlw, angst, fluff, idol au, exs to friends to lovers, slow burn, crack, smau
WARNINGS ;Â strong language, drama, toxic relationship, emotional manipulation and abuse, slut shaming, overworking, toxic school life, mild violence, suggestive jokes, suicide jokes, mentions of sexual acts
FEATURING ; ive, aespa, kim minju, jo yuri, choi yena, mentions of itzy, nmixx and various other idols
STATUS ;Â COMPLETE!
PLAYLISTS!!
profiles. SUMA. WYS-THERAPISTS. 01S-AND-THEIR-BABIES. HAIKYUU-IRL.
chapters.
01. SHE WANTS A HAPPY COOKIE FAMILY
02. i MISJ HER SMM
03. BRO THAT'S GAEUL??
04. does she look like this
05. wonyoung?
06. what? x3
07. bc i love you
08. let me be delulu
09. unlike you
10. on my way!
bonus:Â all too well
11. REI DELETE
12. sum naruto shit
13. keep smiling.
14. men from itaewon
15. IS IT ME???
16. pls [REDACTED] me
17. yh ok wtvr.
18. pissy pants
bonus: she was better
19. A HICKEY?
20. PARTY???
21. Y/N. GO.
22. eat a dick
23. ill give you a whore
bonus: mansion parties
bonus: jimin's l/n y/n.
bonus: wish you were sober
24. where r u?
25. HUUUUH?
26. in secret.
bonus: peace.
27. you're a minjeong
28. KILL NAOI REI.
29. adopt a friend!
30. virgin
bonus: gravity
31. WHAT IS THAT?
32. love birds
33. ill txt u ltr
34. more than me?
35. this.
36. sexy number
bonus: why.
37. my crescent roll
38. baby pls.
39. hyewon
40. youre so cute
41. TAKE UR MEDS?
42. flowers
43. idc
bonus: minjeong-unnie
44. i need you
45. jiyn
46. huh :D?
47. 2kim
48. anything for you
bonus: gaeul's ahn yujin.
49. choke
bonus: yonsei
50. mj
bonus: minjeong's deal
51. what
bonus: exile.
52. tell me
53. ru fr?
bonus: you owe me
54. i do
55. yizhuo
56. JIWON SAID NO
bonus: it all falls down
57. the (ye)jimin effect
bonus: the last great american dynasty, pt 1.
58. the owva
bonus: the last great american dynasty, pt 2.
59. who tf
60. to me
bonus: goodbye, my danish sweetheart.
61. malding
62. consuming...?
bonus: wonyoung's l/n y/n.
63. pls believe me
bonus: normal girl.
64. are you drunk, baby?
65. bc i love you
bonus: when you love someone
bonus: around sounds nice
66. 2625
EPILOGUE 1, dispatch
EPILOGUE 2, when i was 19
EPILOGUE 3, begin again
XTRA: jimin's roster, yujin's kim gaeul
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Falling in love always meant falling out of it...
...but with Nanami Kento you never had the chance.
Hard and impassive as ever, Nanami said nothing. Age, it seemed, had made him even less of a talker than before. It has been several years since you had seen the man last. You still saw him as hed been. 17 and full of promise.
When disaster struck, no one saw it coming. You were both devastated by loss. Haibaraâs untimely death, Geto senpaiâs defection, the events hit you hard. Him, more than anything. It was then that you had both decided to abandon the Jujutsu world after graduating, opting instead to take part in regular society. Society where the people in charge weren't comfortably killing children daily. Where you would have a chance to live past 30.
So you wrapped up your life of curses and coffins and went to work. Day in and day out. The cold grey office space. Killing you in a different way. But the corporate world suited Nanami. Dressed immaculately with his hair now cut short and styled in a way that made him look so much more mature, you admitted to yourself, he was attractive.
Having left at the same time you found comfort in each other. The jobs you did took up the majority of your days but the evenings were spent first, just hanging out, and then, as the days turned to weeks turned to months, it was just easier to stop pretending there wasn't something there. His quiet storm complimented your gentle calm. It worked.
You started dating. Dinners, movies, sometimes even amusement parks. But mostly, home with each other. Reveling in the presence of the other.
The first time he kissed you, it had been so cliche. He'd taken you to dinner and bought you flowers â lilies. Then dropped you off at your apartment.
âMay I kiss you?â He'd asked.
And though he spoke it clearly, the subtle rasp in his throat and the slight tensing of his shoulders told you all you needed to know. Youâd nodded and he'd bent down to kiss you, softly pecking at your lips.
The first time he made love to you it was just as sweet. He had asked you for permission, which when given, he had taken full advantage of. He treated you like a queen. His queen. Kneeling between your thighs, worshiping at the altar of your lust. His velvet tongue unceasingâŠ
Every moment with him had felt like bliss. Wrapped in each other's company it was easier to keep the horrors of your pasts at bay. But it wasn't meant to lastâŠ
There were dreams, no, not dreams. Nightmares. Guilt ate away at the man shaking him awake in the dead of the night. His friends, his peers, you, dead. Lost to the curses that still roamed unchecked. Powerful creatures, dark and evil, ripping, tearing, obliterating. The feeling became too much to bear.
Nanami knew he had to go back. He didn't want to ask you to join him. You would be safer away. He would do anything to keep you safeâŠ
So he left you. He packed up his things and returned to the world you had sworn you wouldn't touch again.
Heart shattered, and not willing fully to follow him, you accepted an attractive position that had been offered to you in Germany. The benefits were amazing. You jumped at the chance. There was a hope that once you were there, you would forget him. But part of you knew you were fooling yourself. Nanami was not a man one could get overâŠ
So here you stood. 20 years later. In front of him â a cold stony facade.
âI missed you.â You whispered.
He did not respond.
âI never should have left! I should have come back with you! I should haveââ
The tears fell down your cheeks onto the ground below.
âI still love you, Nanami KentoâŠâ you composed yourself and pulled out a handkerchief from your handbag to dab at the tears.
âI still love you Nanami Kento.â
Strong warm hands grasped your shoulders holding you up. In the corner of your eye you saw his pink hair flashing reddish in the sun. Almost like fire. Itadori Yuuji, the man who finally connected you with your lost love.
âI'm sorry I'm late. Parking was tough. Here,â he handed you a large bouquet of white lilies. âYou should give them to him. Heâd like that.â
You kneeled down and laid the flowers on the cold marble gravestone.
âYes, yes he wouldâŠâ
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mutual 1: sorry the update for my webcomic this week is a bit late! i really had to rush it so it prolly looks really sloppy lol [some of the most sophisticated comic art ive ever seen]
mutual 2: call me uterine lining the way astarions cervix got me bleeding profusely
mutual 3: do you think nanowrimo will give me a posthumous pity publishing deal if i mention it in my suicide note
mutual 4: okay fine i finally started revolutionary girl utena
mutual 5: does columbo know the service he did for butch lesbians. for all of us
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mutual 4: im pretty hardy i dont need the trigger list but thanks for looking out for me guys
mutual 7: good morning lovelies another day the wizard tried to best me and another day i successfully locked him in the spare bathroom lol hope u like drinking shampoo fucker
mutual 8: here is a zip of every yuri manga scan i have and here is a backup in case i get dcma'd. the himejoshi lifestyle will never die
mutual 9: i wish i could go back in time to the shinzo abe assassination and ask to hold the doohickey
mutual 10: here's my essay on how wanting to be loved is the same as wanting to be eaten. three paragraphs in you'll find out that this is 100% tied to an obscure beauty and the beast manga i've been reading lately and how much i want to fuck the beast
mutual 4: oh thats why there was the trigger list.
mutual 11: YOU CAN'T LOCK ME IN THIS BATHROOM FOREVER
mutual 12: why do i have to defend my thesis to people i dont even respect. im not dickriding you just give me the degree
mutual 13: its just me and this scab ive picked into my scalp against the world
mutual 14: my little dragon got glazed and is ready to go into the kiln! everyone wish him good luck!
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Patience is a Virtue C. Loveland
Colston Loveland x fem!Minter!reader
synopsis - Colston gets the trophy, and finally gets the girl.
wc - 3.8k
contains - UNEDITED! this is based off of this request! READER IS COACH MINTER(michigan defensive coordinator)'S DAUGHTER!!!!!!! kissing, hugging, fluff, cursing, stress over the game. guys if u don't like my cute outfit i picked then #1 ur a hater and #2 it's not a big deal! think of something elseđ€đ€đ€ cause my Adidas navy handballs with gold accents ARE STAYING. there IS a picture of the outfit im describing but im obvi not gonna stick it in the middle of the fic so if anyone wants that i guess request or message me lols?
an - GUYS PLEASE LET THIS POST LETS PRAY TOGETHER. THIS WAS CUTE. i've been getting the BEST requests lately. i'm on my Michigan FOOTBALL grind. ive spent a long while introducing the jesse minter daughter reader.... she might have to stick around. i want to write for Blake Corum but don't know what to do because literally all i have written for the past week is like "girlfriend or friend of player reader comes to watch their playoff game, reader and love interest kiss after love interest wins game" so... DONT GET ME WRONG I LOVEEEE WRITING THAT SHIT. but it feels so repetitive. BUT THIS? I LOVED THIS. daughter of the coach is so scandalous and i love it. minter is only 40 so like we're just saying he had his daughter (reader) pretty young, like 21. hope u enjoyyyyyyyy ;)!
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You woke up with a start. Your body jolted as you brain registered a shout somewhere in the room. You sucked in a breath, opening your eyes, only to close them again. You squinted, trying to orient yourself. You were in a hotel room, your brothers were the ones shouting.
You groaned at the realization, then let out a shout when you felt three small bodies land on top of you.
"Holy shit, get off of me!"
They immediately scrambled, most likely going to tell your mom you cursed in their presence. You loved your 3 baby siblings, but they were pains in your ass sometimes.
You heard a faint "she said shit mommy!" in the conjoining hotel room, and rolled your eyes. You sat in bed, stretching, grabbing your phone before grabbing your bag and locking yourself in the bathroom before your mom could scold you so your siblings shut up about it.
Today was the college football playoff championship, and it was safe to say your family members above the age of 8 were stressed. It was 8:11, and you had to be out the door by 9:50. You showered, drying your hair after and then starting to pick your outfit. You brought a lot of different gear, you had not clue what you wanted to wear to the game. You had so much Michigan gear, and even more maize and navy colored clothing, courtesy to your father.
After almost 30 minutes, you decided on a cute denim skirt, a maize long sleeve, and your navy Adidaas Handballs. You perfected your hair and makeup, successfully erasing any signs that you'd only been awake for about an hour.
You came out of the bathroom all put together, your bag and pajamas in hand. Your siblings were sitting on your bed, watching something on the TV. Since you guys had 6 people in your family, you'd gotten two hotel rooms with the connecting door in the middle. You slept in one room with your little sister on the other bed, and your parents and brothers slept in the other room. You walked through the connecting door, checking the time. 9:17.
Your mom was getting ready in the bathroom when you walked into it. You sat on the closed lid toilet and started talking to her about the plans for today.
"You really gotta stop cursing in front of the littles!"
Your mother scolded you, a grin wide on her face. She was joking, of course. You and your parents had always been close, you'd been their baby for the longest. You'd been with them since they were two just married 20 year olds in college. Not that you remembered it, but you were there for all of your dad's junior and senior year games when he played at MSJ. You'd been there through all the coaching jobs. From Cincinnati, to Georgia State, to the Baltimore Ravens, you'd been there through all of it.
You sat with your mom until it was time to go. Your dad corralled everyone together, taking a photo before you all headed to the elevator. When an elevator came, it opened up and there was barely any room unless your parents held two of your siblings, so you told them to go ahead and that you would wait for the next one.
You only waited about a minute before the doors slid open again, revealing none other than Colston Loveland. His eyes lit up, a grin shining on his beautiful face. You'd always had a weird little thing with Colston. No words were ever said about it, but there had always been a vibe between you.
Being the daughter of the defensive coordinator definitely drove a lot of the guys, even ones you had classes and other school related things with, far far away. The boys knew how protective their coach was of his family, and didn't want any bad blood on the team. Something about you just attracted Colston so heavily. He knew he shouldn't even think about it, but he never could help himself.
"Hey coach."
You rolled your eyes at him playfully as you stepped into the elevator. He always called you coach, he had to remind you he was one of your dad's players. You would've loved to forget that for two seconds.
"Hi Cole."
He could've died. You'd called him Cole, instead of Colston. It was the smallest, most insignificant little thing, but it made him melt.
"Where's your family at?"
You tilted your head towards him, he wanted to talk, okay. You smiled at him, he loved it.
"The other elevator was too full, some of the guys were on the way down too."
He nodded, the smirk never leaving his face. You thought about kissing it off of him, then realized you had just thought of kissing his smirk off of him. Shit. You were in deep with this kid, and there was little to no chance anything would ever happen.
The elevator reached the lobby, and Colston gestured for you to step out first. You exited the elevator, the boy hot on your tail. You were immediately greeted by a hallway packed full of Michigan players, coaches, families, and more.
You have Colston one last glance and smile before finding your mom, taking your baby brother out of her arms and into yours, playing with him. Colston's eyes followed you, he admired you as you smiled and laughed with your brother. You were perfect. He was gonna have to find a way to get around the fact that you were his coach's daughter.
You held your brother with one arm and your sisters hand with the other as you smiled at the cameras, walking through to the buses. Your family followed behind the rest of the coaches and families, the team trailing behind you.
The ride to NRG took longer than you assumed it would, almost an hour because of the traffic, and it didn't help that everyone could tell that the buses were transporting one of the CFP Championship teams in them.
Everyone went into the stadium together, through some backstage type area. You walked with the team until you had to go separate ways. You hugged your dad, squeezing him tight. You would see him again before the game, so you saved your 'Good luck, I love you Dad.' sentiment for then.
You'd always had a special connection with your dad, you were closer to him than almost anyone else. You were his baby, his first baby. Still, you were his baby in his eyes. Your dad would do anything for you, and he was quite protective. Though he was protective, all he wanted was for you to be happy, and if it meant dating one of his guys, he would have no problem with it.
Your family sat bored in the box of the stadium, looking down on the field as Washington practiced. There was over 6 more hours till the game started, and there was practically nothing to do.
You took a nap on the carpeted floor of the box with your siblings for a couple hours, your mother snapping photos that although you were embarrassed of, were undeniably cute. Once you guys had woken up, there was about 2 hours till game time. You voted with your family on whether you guys wanted to stay in the box, or sit way close to the field. You all wanted to be closer to the field, you wanted to see the action head on.
Your family departed the box, along with a few others to see the team one more time before the game. You got down onto the field in about 20 minutes, and stood with your dad for awhile. When you were being told it was time to go, you quickly hugged your dad.
"Good luck, I love you!"
He thanked you, saying the three words back as you guys waved at him, going to leave. Your eyes caught on a certain brunette as he ran off the field, his eyes finding you quickly. He smiled at you, ugh, that smile.
"Good luck, Cole!"
You smiled at him, right before you turned to go up the tunnel. More and more fans started to pour in as you got settled into your bleacher seats. You were three rows from the bottom with a perfect view of the field. You settled in as the national anthem ended and the game began.
As the game progressed, you were so happy to say that Michigan was winning, the entire time. You'd caught Colston's eyes multiple times during the game, letting it linger for a few seconds before giving him a stern look and gesturing towards the field. He'd mouth back, 'okay, coach.' and turn back around. Your mother caught the interaction once, her heart warming seeing her baby with a crush.
You stood up, your brother in your arms as you jumped up and down, shouting, Michigan had finally won! You cheered and danced around with your little siblings as you celebrated. You were all so insanely proud of your dad. Soon though, you were being escorted to the field, eager to see your father and congratulate him.
Blood was pumping and hearts were racing as you exited the tunnel, smiles burned onto your faces as you went to look for your dad. You held your sister's hand as you two ran around, trying to find him. Your mom shouted, and you turned to look at her. She pointed to your left, and there stood your dad, hugging one of his players. Your sister went back to your mom, to walk over to your dad with her as you all but sprinted over to your dad, weaving in between sweaty boys and families.
Your dad saw you incoming and held his arms out accepting your forceful hug. You both laughed, your dad squeezing you tightly. Your best friend had finally done it.
"Literally told you you would do it."
He laughed again, agreeing as he laid a kiss to your temple, pulling back with one arm to accept your other siblings into the hug, who'd finally made their way over. After a minute, you took your siblings from your dad so your mom could hug him, and kiss him, much to your brothers' disgust.
After talking with your dad for a little, you spotted a familiar 6'5 frame standing by himself as his teammates walked away from him. You sauntered over, shouting his name when you were in earshot. The brunette quickly turned around, the smile already gracing his face deepening.
"Well hi, coach."
"Congratulations, Cole. You know your catches were pretty legit."
You gave him a slightly impressed face, shrugging your shoulders. He laughed, rolling his eyes playfully.
"You can't win 'em all over, can you?"
You laughed in turn, stepping closer to him. Colston's heart was racing as he looked down into your eyes.
"But really, Cole, you were incredible, serious."
He nodded, accepting your praise with a grin, before he looked around, over-exaggerating a look of being in thought.
"You know, coach, I think I might just deserve a reward, for my quote incredible performance."
Your eyes widened, your heart starting off, faster and faster.
"Really? What might that entail, Cole?"
Shit, he was gonna have to kiss you if you kept calling him that. He was about to take the leap. He knew he had to at some point, and he was on an adrenaline rush, that just chanted at him to do it.
"Well I think it entails you accepting a date with me back in Michigan."
Your jaw dropped slightly, you were dumbfounded. Colston really wanted to go on a date with you?
"For real?"
Colston nodded, seemingly confident, though he was shaking in his boots on the inside.
"Well then, I think we can make that work."
Colston's heart erupted. He literally could not have been happier. He'd just won the Natty, and got his dream girl to agree to a date, holy fuck. You got nervous all of the sudden, leaning up to kiss his cheek, before turning to leave.
"Just text me, Cole!"
He nodded, his eyes following you as you went to go find your family again. His family came back over to him, they'd been gone for just a second but stopped and waited when they saw him talking to you. His family, especially his mom, knew quite a bit about you.
You found your family, immediately grabbing your moms hand to pull her a few steps away. You looked at her with the biggest eyes ever, still in shock over what had just happened.
"What's up, sweetheart? Why are you all, thousand yard stare-y?"
"Mom Colston just asked me out, and I said yes! And then I kissed his cheek! And then I left!"
Your mom laughed, her baby was finally growing up. You'd had a few boyfriends in all your days, but you'd never been proper crushing like you were right now.
"That's so good! I knew this was coming, we just had to wait for one of you to get the courage."
You blushed, hiding your face in your hands. Your smile suddenly dropped, a realization coming to you.
"Is dad gonna hate me?"
"Why would I hate you?"
Shit.
You ended up telling your dad later on in the night, when you were tired and sitting in the back of a restaurant the team was celebrating in. Your family didn't party for too long, having a 4, 7, and 8 year old didn't exactly allow you guys to stay out for too long. Even your parents 19 year old daughter got a bit cranky if she stayed out too late.
When you told your dad, he just laughed. He knew you and Colston had things for each other, he was waiting for the tight end to make a move.
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You were stressing. Tonight was your date with Colston. You sat at your vanity, ranting to your roommate over it. You put on makeup and did your hair, wanting to look cute but not over the top.
Colston had told you to wear comfy clothes, so you were in one of your most common outfits. Leggings and a Michigan sweatshirt. You stared at yourself in the mirror, doubting yourself. You had known Colston for over a year, almost two, but you didn't really know him that well. You wanted him to like you so badly.
"Babe, you look fantastic. He's going to stare at you all night."
You sighed at your roommate's encouragement. But before you could respond, you got a text from Colston. He was outside your dorm building. Your roommate pushed you straight out the door, saying bye.
You went down the stairs quickly, making your way out of the complex. You saw Colston as you opened the door, slipping out. He looked up and smiled at you, his stupid beautiful smile.
"Hey, Gorgeous."
You felt the heat on your face even in the Ann Arbor cold. You smiled, shaking your head as you gave him a spin, showing off your extra casual outfit.
"Even in this ensemble?"
He nodded, his smile deepening. He pulled you into his side, hugging you. You were immediately enveloped in his warmth. You ducked your head down to hide the shock in your eyes. He smelled really good.
When you pulled away Colston led you to his car, opening the door for you before going around and getting in. You two buckled up before Colston pulled out of the parking spot, setting off into Ann Arbor. He gave you the aux, warming your heart. You both knew he probably didn't listen to the same music as you, but he wanted you to listen to whatever you liked.
Smaller Acts by Zach Bryan came on when you hit shuffle on your main playlist, making you smile. You resonated with the song, always having thought that smaller acts of love were more important than any grand gestures. You got to really look at Colston while he drove. He kept his eyes right on the road always, until you got to a red light, that's when you'd jerk your head back forward as he turned to look at you. He was really pretty, his jaw was so insanely defined, he had a strong neck, and the deepest brown eyes. You stared at the tattoo on his left forearm, he was hot, to put it simply.
You drove for around 40 minutes before the car slowed, pulling onto a gravel driveway. You looked out of your window, seeing a large screen and projector, and lots of cars. He had brought you to a drive in movie. You could've cried when you saw the sign reading the movie you would be seeing. Ocean's 11. The very first time you ever talked to Colston, he'd asked you your favorite movie. You said you couldn't pick one, then settled on Ocean's 11 because it was one you'd seen so many times you could quote any scene.
You couldn't believe he remembered. You'd never mentioned it since then. That was the kind of smaller, seemingly insignificant thing that meant the world to you. You jerked your head to the left, staring at Colston with wide eyes. He was dealing with the tickets for a few seconds before you pulled into a spot, then he finally looked to you.
"Cole, I cannot believe that you remembered."
Colston smiled, and on the inside he was celebrating that you loved it. What he hadn't expected though was you leaning over the console and hugging him. It was honestly the sweetest thing any guy had ever done for you, you were beyond grateful for this boy, and it was your first date.
"This is the sweetest thing a guy's ever done for me, I'm being serious."
Though you were mostly saying that about the fact that he'd remembered, the date itself was also amazing. Colston knew you enough to know that you'd have preferred this over any fancy restaurant, and that meant a lot.
"It's the least I could do, coach. You mean something to me, 'm gonna take care of you."
You just squirmed in your seat, getting more comfortable and smiling as you looked ahead of you. You wordlessly reached over and slipped your hand into his, pulling them into your lap.
Colston was so happy he could've gotten out of the car and started dancing. He acted as cool as he could on the outside. You two settled in as the movie began.
At some point, Colston had reached back into the backseat and grabbed a blanket that he tossed into your lap, and a bag of food and snacks.
You traced your free hand over Colston's tattoo, admiring the line work and shading. The movie ended, and Colston's hand stayed with you as you two began the drive back. You fell asleep on the drive, your head leaning against Colston's arm.
You woke up slowly about 5 minutes out from school. You kept your head on Colston's arm, but allowed yourself to carelessly stare at him in your tired state. At a stoplight, he turned to look at you, smiling deeply when his eyes met your sleepy ones.
"Hey, coach. Nap good?"
You smiled and nodded, yawning at him. He laughed lowly, turning his head back when the light went green. You parked outside your building, dampening your heart. The night had been perfect. You sleepily got out of Colston's car, after he told you to not dare opening your own door. He walked you up to the entrance with his hand on your back, rubbing his fingers back and forth lightly.
When you got to the door you stopped and turned around, wrapping your arms around his middle.
"Thank you so much Colston. This was like, the best date I think ever."
He smiled, hugging you tightly. Colston had the best time, obviously you were gorgeous, but getting to talk to you one-on-one without interruptions was his idea of a good time. His insides melted whenever you fell asleep, and before then, he could've swore he was in love while you traced over his tattoo.
You pulled away from him, looking at the boy through heavy eyes. He looked absolutely handsome in the dim lighting of a street lamp. You put your hands on his shoulders, leaning up and kissing him. You probably wouldn't have if your drowzy mind hadn't commanded you to. Obviously you wanted to, but you weren't sure if it was 100% mutual yet, but it was.
Colston's hands went to hold the back of your head, his hands in your hair. He kept the kiss shorter than you would've liked, knowing you were tired.
You looked up at him with stars in your eyes, a smiling fighting its way onto you face. Colston's hands shifted from your hair to your jaw, rubbing his thumb over your cheek.
"I'll see you tomorrow baby."
Your blown out eyes widened at the name, your heart clenching in your chest. Colston saw the reaction, his lips quirking up the slightest bit.
"I'll see you, Loveland."
You let go of him, turning towards the door. You paused for a second, quickly turning back around and kissing Colston again. Colston's hands grabbed at your hips, pulling you closer. Colston smiled brightly into the kiss, giggling to himself.
You pulled away from him, a grin falling to your face.
"You ever gonna let me leave, coach?"
"Thinkin' about it."
"You get inside, gorgeous. It's too cold for you to be out here."
You smiled, nodding at him, letting go of him for the last time.
"You gotta go too, off season just started. You gotta stay on your A-Game Loveland."
He laughed at you, shaking his head as he watched you walk into the dorm complex, turning the corner and out of his sight. You ran back up the stairs and to your room, squealing like a 13 year old as you described your date to your roommate.
Colston sat in his car, texting his mom that everything went well. When he put his phone away, he finally let himself think that you were the girl he'd want to be with forever. It was finally real. The boy just had to be patient.
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Baizhu x fem!reader
Warnings: NSFW // !PSUDO STEPFATHER/STEPDAUGHTER RELATIONSHIP! don't like, don't read // modern au // legal age-gap (Baizhu's in his late 30's, reader's in their early 20's) // drinking wine // reader calls their mother 'mama' // petnames (darling, little girl / good girl) // daddy kink (u call him it a few times and he calls himself it too) // mentions of drugs and aphrodisiacs // begging // oral (m+f receiving) // fingering // dumbification // bad writing (was still finding my writing style as i began writing and its not fully proofread)
Word count: 3.5k... (jeez i went crazy)
A/N: HBD MY LOVE đ„° I love Baizhu sm, been planning this bad boy forever. Please enjoy and make sure to read the warnings carefully and lmk if I missed something â€ïž
'How did this happen again?' You ask yourself as you accept another kiss from the man you knew as your stepfather. It feels so wrong, until you remember how your own mother is a cheating gold digger herself. Virtually your whole life up until a year ago had been on the move. Your mother would marry rich men who owned whole companies or company branches and either bankrupt them and leave or cause a scandal so they go out of business and leave. Over 19 years youâve had a total of 10 stepfathers and you've never been really close with any of them.
As far as you know, the most recent one is the only one out of your stepfathers that has more than one source of income. He owns the only pharmacy in town while also working as a doctor. It must be taking longer to burn through it than normal, you thought, since you're still there.
You feel as if you should be grateful that your mother hasn't ruined it yet, because you've grown fond of life in this family. Your little sister Qiqi absolutely adores you as her big sister. Although your not sure if your mother knows about this, but your stepdad, Baizhu, absolutely loves being able to spend his money on you. Whenever you get off work he'll wait outside for you in the car with your favourite music ready to play. He'd drive around town with you for half an hour before going to pick Qiqi up from school. If you saw anything you wanted while driving, he'd tell you to quickly jump out and buy it with his card.
âSweetie I don't care how much it costs if you want it I'll gladly get it for you.â Is what he'd say if you tried to protest in any way, in the end, youâve just accepted it as him wanting to spoil you. Baizhu was very different to any of your other stepfathers, for one, he's making an effort to bond with you..... Oh and he's young, well, young compared to the others. At only 35 when they got married, he was 2 years your motherâs junior and 17 years your senior.
The 4 of you lived a fairly drama-free life up until tonight, when Baizhu came back home after dropping sweet Qiqi off at her best friend Yaoyao's house for her very first sleepover. He came in and asked you to come downstairs and sit on the couch, saying he needed to ask you about something important. You promptly closed the game you were playing and put the controller back, coming down to see Baizhu in the kitchen with a bottle of white wine and 2 glasses.
âOh? What's the special occasion, Dad?â You asked before sitting back down with him.
âIt's about your mother, (Y/N).â You froze slightly, wanting to ask him if anything bad happened to her. However, before you could speak, he placed one of the full glasses of wine into your hand.
"Do you know if she cheated on any of your other stepfathers, like any one of them?"
âWell I don't know for certain, but I've got a feeling she cheated on all of them, including my father.â You lifted the glass of wine up to the light and swirled the liquid around before continuing.
âRight when she leaves them, I found that either their companies crumbled, or they declared bankruptcy. Some less than 6 months after their wedding. It's happened way too many times to be a total coincidence.â Looking over at him, you saw a small sigh leave his lips as his eyes met yours. The low light of the lamps on the wall adjacent to him made his golden irises glow. âOh fuck that's really pretty.... h-hold on a god damn second, that's your stepdad your talking about, dumbass!â You quickly shook the thought out of your head and took a sip of wine to distract yourself.
âWhy'd ya ask?â
âI saw your mother with someone and they were talking about how long until they can run off together....â You always had a feeling she had an accomplice her little scheme, but a whole ass lover all these years? Baizhu leaned forward in order to put the wine glass back on the counter and shifted to face you.
âThank you for telling me this, my darling.â Eh why the lovey dovey language? He seems to be awfully calm for someone who just found out what a horrible person his wife is.
âDad.... now that you've caught mama, when do you want us out of here by?â
âHm? Why would I kick you out, darling?â Again with the darling! Is this really how fathers express their affection towards their children?
âI-I just thought since she's cheating on you, you wouldn't want her or her child arou-!â He's laughing? How? You thought he'd be annoyed. And yet here he is, not only not giving a toss about the current situation, he's laughing at it.... Why?
âDo you think I'd leave my cute, sweet little girl all alone without someone that loves her like I do? No no no darling. Besides, this is the best time to show you something that I've been planning this last year.â What could that be? You wondered. Come to think of it, from his plans for Qiqi's birthday party to things he's overheard at work, he's never kept anything a secret from you. He stood up and retrieved a piece of paper from inside a safe in the wall that he hid behind his back so you couldn't see what was written on it. As he sat back down, you managed to catch a small glimpse of the contents of the paper, you saw your signature there and what you can only assume is Baizhu's, both written in black ink next to each other at the bottom of the page.
'Oh! He must be holding the adoption papers we signed after the wedding'. You had another quick glance at the paper again before he folded it up and set it down on the table.... What?? You must be hallucinating because your pretty sure the words 'certificate of marriage' were at the top of the page. Hang on, if that's a marriage certificate, then why did you clearly see your signature next to Baizhu's?
âDid you see it, my darling?â Baizhu's words brought you back into the moment at hand, oh, that and his hand resting on your waist. The small gesture causing a shiver to shoot up your spine. âYouâre my real wife. And you have been all this time.â
âHow?â The reality of this situation hitting you like a boulder made your voice go hoarse, coming out like a broken cry. How was he able to hide something so big for so long? âHow did I not notice it?â
âI'll be honest, I only got close to your mother so I could be with you, my darling. I knew what your mother was when I saw her, now she's the only one in the dark about it.â Baizhu's voice broke through the stifling silence around us. This is so weird, youâve always thought your stepdad was a nice man, in personality, heart and looks. And youâve told your friends about how you'd like your future partner to be like him. So should you go along with it?
âB-But what about the wedding night? Didn't you and mama have sex?â
âNope, she ran off after the ceremony, I spent the night in your room.â
âW-what!? How the fuck did I not feel you?â
âNot when you've taken the deep sleep elixir I put in your food. Iâd put it in whenever I knew your mother was going out for the night.â
âOh, so that's why I hardly remember those nights.â
âFuck, you're so cute when you don't know what to make of a situation, darling. I wonder what your reaction is going to be when I do this?â With no warning, Baizhu pulled you closer, onto his lap, and kissed your neck. The bold action made you gasp in shock. While you were distracted, he took the opportunity to catch you off guard again and kiss your lips. The kiss was just as he was, gentle and full of passion, yet demanding. Letting you know that although heâs being gentle, heâs still the one in control. Heâs holding you so soft and tenderly, it makes this kiss feel like a natural part of life. Like your forgetting you two had a completely different relationship before...
That's how it came to you and your stepd- no, your husband making out in the open space of the living room. :)
'This isn't wrong. He's my husband.' You told yourself as you kissed him back. The grip his hands have on the flesh of your hips was so soft, as if he couldn't bare the thought of hurting you. Which, in a way, was true. He couldnât bare the thought of being the reason you were in pain. As the kiss deepened, he felt more comfortable in exploring your body. His hands gently glide up your body before setting on your chest. His hands circle your body to where the dress zipper and bra clasp were.
As his arms pulled you closer, his fingers grazed the bit of exposed skin, making you shiver at the contact. Pulling away from your lips, Baizhu looked at you with love filled eyes and ran his finger over the neckline of your dress before hooking a finger on it and tugging at the fabric.
âMy darling, can I?â He asked, rather breathless from the deep kiss. You could only nod in response until you find your voice. That was another way that Baizhu shows he cares, he was patient when you couldnât get your words out. It was a thing you had struggled with for most of your life. And although it was a small gesture, it was something that mama never bothered to get right.
âY-Yes daddy~â You managed to whisper a response, your head already felt dizzy and the neck kisses didn't help. Hearing daddy leave your mouth mustâve awakened something primal in him. With a newfound spark of lust in his eyes and a tightened grasp on you, his teeth grazed the skin of your shoulders. You reached behind your back to start unzipping your dress, only for your wrists to be pulled away and held back in one of his hands, while the other pulled the zip down slowly.
âShhh~ darling, let daddy take care of you now.â An uncomfortable thought came into your head; âwhat if mama came back without warning to see her daughter, clothes slipping off, on her âstepdadâsâ lap making out with him?â But donât worry, Baizhu has a plan to deal with her if she comes back early. Thereâs no chance heâd allow this perfect moment to slip through his fingers again. After he pulled the zipper went all the way down, Baizhu started to gently draw circles on your newly exposed skin. The heat building up between your legs was getting frustrating, so you started to rub your clit on Baizhu's thigh to relieve yourself. Until he noticed and gently held your hips in place.
âDarling, I thought youâd let me take over tonight.. you know what happens to bad little girls that don't obey their daddies, don't you, darling?â Baizhu whispered, gently kissing the shell of your ear before continuing, âThey. get. punished.â Taping your shoulder blade with each word. Each tap of his finger sent electrifying waves of pleasure down your whole body. You canât help but lean into his touch, drunk on how quickly you crumbled under his teasing. One thing was for certain, however, the pleasure you felt was unreplicable.
âM'sorry daddy.. donât punish me, I-Iâll bâgood, please..!â You plead, hoping heâd be merciful on you. Since nobody can blame you for being needy. After a few minutes of drawing circles on your back, your dress and bra went flying off you, yelping when the cool air collided with your breasts. Smirking, Baizhu gave your hips a squeeze as his lips left a trail of kisses from your jawline down your chest, before latching onto the hardening nipple. Swirling around it with his tongue, he copied the motion on the other with his fingers, tugging whenever he sucked. All night, Baizhu had been focusing on giving pleasure to your most sensitive spots, like he already had a mental map of where he should focus on.
While your attention was taken up by the stimulation to your breasts, Baizhu let his free hand snake down, across your tummy to settle between your legs. One touch of his slender fingers to your puffy folds sent you jolting forward into his neck with a moan. Thing is, that one touch was only light, nothing much to most people. But to you? Mind-numbing. Actually, you donât think youâve ever been this sensitive to anything before.... itâs like your sensitivity to touch became enhanced. Could Baizhu have given you something to do this?
âYou like that, don't you, darling? Good girl. Tell me, whoâs making you feel this good?â
âY-You daddy, sâyou makin me feel goodâ
âGood. Fucking. Girl.â With every word, he swiped the pad of his thumb against the nub of your clit. Your hips subconsciously bucked into his hand with newfound lust. Like your body was chasing after his touch after he retracted his thumb. Baizhu's fingers ghosted over the outline of your clit, prodding at your hole. Easing the tip of his index finger inside while holding you steady. When your body relaxed, letting him know you were comfortable with him inside, Baizhu pushed you to the couch so you were laying on your back with him on top. The hand thatâd been holding you steady now moved from your lower back to hold your cheek softly, catching any tears that fell over your eyes.
âFuuck, you're clamping on me so tight.. Iâve barely even started with you, never thought a little foreplay would be all it takes to get you begging for me so soon, darling.â Donât mind him though, heâs just being all mean and teasing you! He began slowly moving his finger in and out, slightly curving it to graze your soft inner walls. He added a second finger gently, stretching them apart in a scissor motion and continuing to touch places you couldn't dream of being able to touch on your own.
âFuuck~ ur fingers~ s'deep!â It almost felt uncomfortable, keyword almost. The tender kisses Baizhu left along your body made any kind of discomfort you felt fade away. That is until a strange feeling came creeping into the pit of your stomach. A twisting and churning sensation like a knot threatening to make your insides explode.
âHa~~! A-Ahh! D-Daddy, feels weird..!â
âOh? A weird feeling, you say? That's your orgasm building up, darling.â His thumb quickly swiped against the sensitive nub of your clit, âNow be a good little girl and cum for me...â Your eyes peeped open at his words, only for stars to invade your vision as the knot came undone over his fingers and the couch. Your fucked out expression caused Baizhu to smirk in satisfaction, taking pride in being the only person to ever make you orgasm; other than yourself, of course.
âGood girl... â Baizhu glanced down to where you both connected, taking note of how his wrist was now slightly wet... Did you squirt over him? Or was it sweat? This encounter certainly left you catching your breath.. Your body twitched sporadically as your walls finally began to relax around his fingers, and you sighed in satisfaction. Feeling you come down from your high, Baizhu gently pulled his fingers out, awestruck at your essence which was now dripping down his digits.
âDaddy... love youâ You reached your hands out and Baizhu took them in his own, helping your sit up and kissing your knuckles softly.
âLove you too, darling. Cuddles?â He asked, holding his arms out so you could come to him if you wanted. You practically jumped up and slid into his lap, burying your flushed face into his shoulder. âOh, youâre the type to get all cute and cuddly after sexual encounters...â Baizhu thought, but thatâs fine, heâd give all the cuddles you could ever need if you asked. You feel him gently smile on the top of your head alongside wrapping his arms around your middle.
Of course, with all that Baizhuâs done for you tonight, you couldnât just ignore how hard this encounter made him. His dick throbbed against the cloth holding it back, simply begging for him to do something to relieve it.
âDaddy, lemme help, wanna help it..â You attempted to slip off his lap to kneel between his legs, fully prepared to help him. But he tightens his hold on your body, preventing you from moving much.
âNo darling, yâcan help me from here.â Baizhu reassured, moving the fabric that concealed his cock out the way. It bounced back against his abdomen, splashing a little precum over his stomach. Your eyes widened, youâve seen dicks before, (in sex-ed class), but nothing like this. His dick was much bigger than anything you âve seen, and certainly bigger than you think you can take. Noticing your unease, Baizhu gently took your wrist and brought your hand to touch it.
âLemme do it with you, darling... help me feel good too, yeah?â With one arm still holding you tightly, Baizhuâs other hand joined yours, guiding you in jerking him off. Even under two peopleâs grips, his dick still twitched and pulsed against your hand. Biting your lip, you lean your head down to press small kisses and kitten licks to his swollen, red tip. You looked up at him, still with his tip nestled snuggly in your mouth, eyes trying to convey what you want; for him to use your mouth like a fleshlight.
At first, poor Baizhu didnât know what to say; he didnât want to lose his composure and ram into you so hard that it became more uncomfortable than pleasurable, but the look in your eyes conveyed that you were actually begging him to lose it. He let out a long, shaky breath before moving the hand that had been on his cock to hold your hair out of your face. He didnât even realise he was holding his breath...
âTap my thigh twice if it gets too much for you, ok darling?â You nodded and began easing more of him into your mouth. He almost couldnât think straight with just his tip in your mouth, but seeing you slightly struggle to fit him in drove his size kink mad. Baizhuâs fingers raked through your soft hair before setting at the top of your neck, taking control back from you and moving your head along his shaft.
Muffled whimpers and gags mixed with Baizhuâs groans made it easy to lose oneself in ecstasy, so you never noticed the small commotion happening on the other side of the door; never noticed the amused smile on your loverâs face upon realising the trap he and the millelith set achieved itâs intended outcome. Not that you were meant to know about any of this anyway...
âSh-! Shit, on your knees, darlingâ You nodded and slid his cock out of your mouth to get into position, obediently for your husband. Baizhu rose from the sofa, guiding his dick back into your mouth as soon as you settled down. This time, he allowed himself the chance to thrust his hips into your mouth, meeting the pace you originally set. His thrusts started slow and deep, becoming more desperate as the pleasure built up.
âgod.. mâgonna cum darlingâ Baizhuâs hold on your hair tightened, pulling at the strands that were wrapped around his slender fingers. He had to lean against the nearest cabinet since his thighs were twitching so much, his legs mightâve given out on him. You have to say, Baizhuâs groans of raw pleasure were a melody youâd never get tired of hearing. Baizhu abruptly pulled out from your mouth, gently taking your hand off from his thigh to place it on his heavy, aching cock.
âFinish it off, darling.. yâdid so well, wanna cum on your pretty face..â You nodded and dragged your hand across his dick, feeling the way the large bulging vein running along the underside of his shaft throbbed with need. You leaned a little further up, enough to press your lips against the sensitive skin just underneath his tip. Baizhuâs grip on your hair tightened as his free hand grasped his cock, giving it a few languid pumps.
âKeep still, sweet girl,â He could barely get the words out before the tight coil inside his slender body snapped. Creamy white cum painted your face in spurts and globs, a testament to the adoration that Baizhu had harboured for you for so long.
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