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bo0zey · 5 years ago

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Pick your favorite questions from the list.

i will do them all for u 0.o

1. Name cianna [see-ah-nah]

2. Nationality mexican irish german romanian hungarian french

3. Age 20

4. Birthday december 17, 1999

5. Zodiac sign (or your primal zodiac sign) sun: sagittarius; ascendant: leo; moon: aries

6. Gender female

7. Sexuality uhhhhhhhhhhhh idk but i will willingly kiss either gender

8. Your looks (add a picture or describe yourself) /tagged/my-face or u could just google pictures of fat rats

9. What do you/did you study? I’m currently a sophomore nursing major!

10. What's your current job like?/What job would you like to have? I’m currently a microbiology TA and I love it :) My dream job would be something with animals, like a vet tech or veterinarian

11. Your birth order i’m the oldest!

12. How many siblings do you have? 2 younger brothers

13. Do you have good relations with your family? my mom was my best friend, my dad and i get along better now that i’m in college, my brothers and i get along pretty well & we’re staring to get closer now that they’re getting older n growing up n developing their own personalities lol

14. How many friends do you have? errrr idk this is a hard question. i have a lot of acquaintances but i’d say i have maybe like less than 10 real friends??

15. Your relationship status single :D

16. What do you look for in a SO? funny!!!!!!!!!must be humorous!!!!and sarcastic and a little weird w darker sense of humor so we can laugh n be dumb together!!!!!!! also i would like them to be kind to me and those around them bc mean ppl suck. also they have to like animals. also i would like them to be loyal and trustworthy and 110% in love w me. and for physical stuff idk kinda attractive but NOT CONVENTIONALLY ATTRACTIVE like i personally don't really like the typically ‘attractive’ person???

17. Do you have a crush? currently in love w the cute chinese boy who lives across from my dorm room even tho i have never even spoken to him n he is totally unaware of my existence!!!!!!!! hahah oops :D

18. When did you have your first kiss? i mean technically 3rd grade i think but that doesn't really count so like maybe 16????

19. Do you prefer serious and meaningful relationships or casual dating/one night stands? i mean in the long term i would definitely like to have a serious relationship but at the moment i’m only into casual stuff bc my heart isn't ready to be broken again sknfkjdbnkjd

20. What are your deal breakers? errrr i’m not sure....cheating is a no no, ppl that are interested in fucking every single person they see is a turn off, DUMB PEOPLE like ppl you can't even have a proper conversation with bc they're so DUMB, and ppl who r mean/judgmental/arrogant

21. How was your day? ok! accidentally slept thru my math class but caught a glimpse of my crush across campus when he was abt to smoke a cig and i got chipotle n i online shopped a ton from shein

22. Favourite food & drink deep dish spinach pizza from giordano’s & orange vitamin water

23. What position do you sleep in? i fall asleep on my left side hugging a body pillow

24. What was your last dream about? ate a braid of hair and inside the braid was bacon

25. Your fears not going to make it thru nursing school, not being financially stable as an adult, not having a family of my own, probably more but those r currently top 3

26. Your dreams i don't have any idk....maybe having like a house of my own and having as many animals as i want?? and i would like a loving partner with a daughter of our own

27. Your goals survive nursing school and lose 40 pounds and don't die before my cat

28. Any pets? i have a dog named cherry Cola, a cat named Leto, and a betta fish named Perc

29. What are your hobbies? writing stories about people in love, listening to music

30. Any cool places in your area? in my college town??? NO it sucks. in my hometown??? Not really it’s a small lil village with only restaurants and parks. but at home i’m near downtown chicago so that’s cool i guess

31. What was your last awkward situation? the first thing that comes to mind is my FIRST and so far ONLY encounter with my crush. we live in the same dorm building and i was wearing my nursing scrubs and had no make up on and about to go upstairs to my dorm, and then i heard footsteps and i was like ‘hahaha what if its my crush’ AND THEN HE FUCKIGJNG appeared from down the hallway to go back to HIS DORM [which is RIGHT ACROSS FROM MINE] and i literally STARED at him, then threw open the door and RAN UP THE STAIRS LIKE I LITERALLY DIDNT EVEN HOLD THE DOOR OPEN FOR ME AND HE WAS LIKE SO CLOSE BEHIND ME I WAS JUST SO NERVOUS MY FLIGHT OR FIGHT RESPONSE TOOK OVER AND I FUCKING FLED I LITERALLY RAN AWAY FROM HIM I AHTE MYSELF SO MUCH IM SUCH AN IDIOT!!!!!!!!!

32. What is your last regret? errrrr idk i regret a lot of dumb things.......

33. Language/s you can speak English n a LITTLE bit of Spanish

34. Do you believe in astrological stuff? (Zodiac, tarot, etc.) i’m really into zodiac stuff and i have got to say they are pretty spot on in accuracy idk

35. Have any quirks? ummmm ofc!!i am the quirkiest person i know hajnjfxbkjx like if u asked my roommates/friends they’d probably be better at answering this than me bc i don't see anything abt me as quirky but they always tell me i am quirky and do weird things but idk man I'm just existing

36. Your pet peeves err idk currently its ppl that constantly brag about dumb shit

37. Ideal vacation somewhere warm with me + the ocean + the loml + unlimited alcohol

38. Any scars? yeah :D both emotional AND physical!!!!

39. What does your last text message say? ‘ok thats a more than fair statement’

40. Last 5 things from your search history how many carbs should i eat, chipotle bowl calories, is the grim reaper the angel of death, ceftriaxone adverse effects, red man syndrome

41. What's your [device] background? lockscreen is a peach-theme background i made and home screen is my weight loss goals

42. What do you daydream about? the characters in my stories.................and being skinny

43. Describe your dream home pretty brick house??? flowers outside??? 3 floors--main floor, basement and upstairs??? 3 bedrooms n 3 bathrooms maybe??? master bedroom has its own bathroom!!! and open concept main floor. big kitchen and very homey n warm all around. as for like an apartment i want something cozy and aesthetically pleasing and warm

44. What's your religion/Your thought about religion i don't have a religion but if ppl do have a religion then thats not my business

45. Your personality type entj but only bc i got 3% extraverted; i am very closely related to intj tho n i think i fit that one better

46. The most dangerous thing you've done uhhhhhh probably operating a vehicle while high out of my mind. definitely the dumbest thing i ever did 0/10 would recommend anyone ever doing that

47. Are you happy with your current life? its ok but it could probably be better. i want to be done w college and skip to the part where i have a successful career and my own home and i can lay up w the loml every night

48. Some things you've tried in your life alcohol???weed??gummy edibles....

49. What does your wardrobe consist of? sweaters/sweatshirts/leggings

50. Favourite colour to wear? black, maroon, peach, purple, gray, idk

51. How would you describe your style? oh jeez idk i wear whatever i want so like e-girl when i really try and basic white girl when i don't care

52. Are you happy with your current looks? no i hate everything about myself lol

53. If you could change/add something to your appearance - impossible or not - what would it be? more freckles on my face....also be thinner n have longer hair

54. Any tattoos or piercings? my nose and septum are pierced!

55. Do you get complimented often? kinda by my friends but i always yell at them to stop so they don't compliment like as much bc they know i hate it but they still do it sometimes idk

56. Favourite aesthetic? i wanna be an e-girl yo!!!!!!!!!

57. A popular trend that you dislike nobody has a crush on me and i hate it

58. Songs you're currently obsessed with? pied piper by BTS

59. Song you normally wouldn't admit you like. anything by BTS lol i used to like be embarrassed for how much i like k pop but now i don't really care lol #stanBTS2020

60. Favourite genre? rap/r n b/alternative

61. Favourite artist/band/genre? i listen to every genre except country sooooooo yeah i really like billie eilish, BTS, the weeknd, juicewrld, lil nas x, trippie red, post malone,

62. Hated popular songs/artists? i don't rlly like selena gomez or justin bieber or taylor swift

63. Put your music on shuffle and list first 5 only - RY X i.f.l.y. - Bazzi novacane - frank ocean jungle - drake bang! - trippie redd

64. Can you sing or play any instruments? no and no

65. Do you like karaoke? no but i like to sing along to songs when I'm alone

66. Own any albums? haha noooo i got apple music son

67. Do you listen to radio? What stations? errr RARELY i used to listen to r n b stations tho

68. Favourite movie/series? idk donnie darko?? i also just finished tharntype n that was really good. also i liked tokyo ghoul. AND GIVEN IS REALLY GOOD

69. Favourite genre of movies/books/etc i like horror/scary/paranormal/funny movies and i like love stories in books

70. Your fictional crush/es danny phantom, ken kaneki

71. Which fictional character is you? uhhhh idk...

72. Are you a shipper? List your otps, if so frerard, ryden, taekook, mewgulf

73. Favourite greek god? idk they all kinda suck but maybe hades

74. A legend from where you live that you like i don't really know any:(

75. Do you like art? What's your favourite work or artist? i like to look at art! i think van gogh is cool

76. Can you share your other social media? ig: ciannnna venmo: ciannnna

77. Favourite youtubers? i don't really watch youtubers but maybe shane dawson and emma chamberlain

78. Favourite platform? twitter

79. How much time do you spend on the internet? too much time

80. What video games have you played? Which one's your favourite? i once played GTA5 that was fun!

81. Your favourite books (manga also counts) idk i don't really read anymore:/ i was into the hunger games and the twilight series when i was young. now i kinda read online manga and i really liked BJ Alex and killing stalking. and like for online books the unholyverse series, a splitting of the mind, the anatomy of a fall

82. Do you play board/card games? no but i like to play checkers and uno and cards against humanity

83. Have you ever been to a night marathon in cinema? nopee

84. Favourite holiday halloween is cool also christmas is alright bc gifts

85. Are you into dramas? i’ve been getting into thai boys love dramas lol sue me

86. Would you use death note, if you had one? um YES.

87. What changes would you make in the world, no matter how impossible, if you had the power to? everyone needs to be a little kinder and have a crush on me

88. Could you survive a zombie apocalypse? absolutely not I'm not physically fit and don't have useful skills

89. If you had to be turned into a paranormal being, what would it be? vampire duh [or maybe ghost]

90. What would you want to happen to you after your death? i want to see my mom

91. If you had to change your name, what would be your pick? idk something cool ... i love the name Daisy

92. Who would you switch your life with for a week? idk probably kylie jenner

93. Pick an emoji to be your tattoo idk the alien? 94. Write 3 things about yourself - only one of them must be true -im very productive with my time management skills -my favorite color is purple -i don't get nervous when I'm alone in public

95. Cold or hot? cold

96. Be a hero or be a villain? anti-hero

97. Sing everything you want to say or rhyme? sing if i’m good at it but if I'm not good then rhyme

98. Shapeshifting or controlling time? shapeshifting

99. Be immortal or be immune to everything aside from natural death?immortal

100. ..... or .....? ......?

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thatishogwash · 6 years ago

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Rules are Made to be Broken

KuroDai 2019

May 8th, Day 3: Voice Actors AU/Five Senses

AO3

To be honest Kuroo was excited for any type of work that came his way. He treated each job with the utmost respect and dedication. He believed that was a huge part of the reason why he had gotten to the point in his career where he didn’t have to bus tables or stack canned foods to help pay his rent. Not that there was anything wrong with those jobs, but his one first love in this world was voice acting which wasn’t the easiest thing to make a living off of.

Now Kuroo was voicing the Japanese translation of the newest Disney movie. He was playing the companion of the main character and he had been almost completely beside himself when he realized that companion was a slinky black panther with a plethora of fantastic one liners. He was set to buy any and all merch that came out, to watch the movie on repeat when it was finally finished. He had already gone over the lines dozens of times by now, practicing inflection and diction until his roommate threatened to throat punch him if he didn’t shut up.

Kozume was supportive like that.

Kuroo smiled as he was introduced to Michimiya Yui, the petite and perky woman who was going to be voicing the princess in the animated movie. Kuroo didn’t think there was another person in the world who was more qualified for the job. Michimiya was in a long standing animated series with magical girls, she ran the convention circuit quite often and was always in some kind of interview or game show. She was adorable but could be a complete beast when it came to competitions, slapping her cheeks and decimating her opponents. Kuroo looked forward to working with her.

They went around the room introducing themselves and the characters they were playing. There was Oikawa Tooru who was more an on-screen actor than voice actor and was surprising his numerous fans with playing the villain. Ushijima Wakatoshi was playing the deep voiced and disapproving father of the young princess. Shirofuku Yukie had the role of the less than impressed side kick to Oikawa’s character. Kuroo had been tempted by that character but they had strictly wanted a female voice actor and while Kuroo could force his voice to all sorts of tricks there was no way he could pull off a believable falsetto in those high notes she had to hit in the villains main song.

Then there was Sawamura Daichi. Unlike the others, even Oikawa, Kuroo had never worked with Sawamura before who was mostly a video game voice actor. Kuroo had done his research on his co-workers and realized that Sawamura had voiced several favorite characters in games he played with Kozume late at night when neither could sleep. Hearing him speak was like meeting an old friend, as if he was walking onboard the SSV Normandy heading towards their next mission.

Kuroo could understand why he was chosen as the princesses love interest and the main male lead. Oikawa might be the prettiest thing in the room but Sawamura looked like he was one nice tux away from embodying the role of a prince.

The chemistry between Sawamura and Michimiya was obvious, there was an obvious trust there that had to be built up between years of friendship. They flirted well and when they read the lines from the climax of the story, when the two main characters fight, it was believable and made Kuroo lean a bit closer in his chair as they passionately yelled across the room at each other.

When a break was called Kuroo didn’t waste time before sliding up next to Sawamura, gleefully noticing the height difference that allowed him to loom over the rather broad shouldered man. Sawamura looked up when Kuroo’s shadow fell over him, brows furrowed before his features smoothed out and a warm smile lit up his face. Kuroo was thrown off his game, momentarily left speechless.

“It’s nice to finally meet you,” Sawamura had a firm handshake. His voice was low with just a hint of husky undertones that Kuroo always assumed was him putting on a character voice for video game characters that were supposed to be gruff. “I guess I’m supposed to say I really like your work in Tokyo Ghoul or One Punch Man, which I do but I’m pretty fond of Nozaki-kun.” It was horrendously charming and completely unfair.

“My roommate makes fun of me for how often I choose your character as a companion in Mass Effect.” Kuroo admitted, exchanging a bit of honesty for a truth of his own. He didn’t mention that the real reason Kozume mocked him was because of the amount of times Kuroo attempted to woo Sawamura’s character. “I didn’t know you could sing.” Sawamura rubbed the back of his neck, looking off and away.

“Please don’t expect anything too grand, I imagine they will have a lot to fix post-production.” Sawamura said modestly, hand wrapped around his neck as he looked up at Kuroo in half exasperation. Did the man even realize how adorable he was? “I am more than thrilled to be here though if they are willing to look past my shortcomings.” If Kuroo had known Sawamura a little longer he might have made a height joke but he stopped himself. He had a feeling Sawamura had a healthy sense of humor but he didn’t want the other man to think he was a jerk. Only his closest friends were allowed to know that Kuroo was kind of an asshole.

Kuroo had a strict no-dating rule for himself when it came to his co-workers. He never wanted to be that guy who took the friendliness someone offered him and misconstrued it as an advance of some kind. Yet Sawamura truly tested that rule and Kuroo’s self control, which he had always thought was rather good but wavered heavily in the face of Sawamura’s honest praise, childish competitiveness, and smoothing baritone voice.

Then came the singing and Kuroo knew there was no going back.

It was clear Sawamura was untrained but years of voice acting game him a strong control of his voice which he used to implement all the critique and advice the vocal coach gave him as they recorded his main song. The soft rasp of his natural tone conveyed quite nicely to singing. He’d most likely never have a good range but the sheer emotion he put into his every word allowed leeway for his less than technical voice.

“He’s good, isn’t he?” Michimiya asked after she had sidled up next to him in the sound studio. She had clasped her hands together and placed them under her chin, her expressive eyes studying Sawamura as he nodded along to whatever the vocal coach was telling him in the soundbooth.

“I think his instagram is going to become a lot more popular after this movie comes out.” Sawamura’s voice was amazing to listen to but once people realized that the voice definitely matched the looks he was going to amass quite the following. He already had a dedicated fanbase but Kuroo had admittedly done some online research. The gym pictures could have easily made him look like a meathead but were quickly offset by the amount of loving pictures he had of his dogs and how much he clearly cared for his family and friends. Kuroo had tried to find something that would smother this ridiculous crush he was harboring but had only managed to fan the flames.

“He’s kind of the perfect person to play the role of a prince, right?” Michimiya asked after Sawamura had sung through another verse, easily using the advice the coach had given him.

“He is kind of dreamy.” Oikawa agreed and Kuroo let out a small hum of agreement without thinking as Sawamura looked through the glass to wave at them with a goofy smile that pulled a little higher on one side due to an old injury that had left a faint scar on his cheek.

Kuroo finally registered Michimiya and Oikawa’s words and his agreement as they snickered together. He turned to them in dawning horror.

“Why?” Kuroo couldn’t help but ask. Was he back in high school? Being teased once again about a crush on the guy who everyone liked while he hid in the AV club. Admittedly Kai and him forged an easy friendship and Kuroo got over his crush soon after but still.

“It’s ludicrous to watch two grown ass men pining over each other, like we’re living in our own Korean drama.” Oikawa said, adjusting his fashionable glasses that Kuroo was almost positive he wore just because he thought he looked good in them. He did but that was beside the point.

“He’s not wrong.” Michimiya said apologetically, at least feeling a bit bad about their teasing.

Kuroo could have brushed off Oikawa’s words, he was a terrible gossip and enjoyed stirring the pot. But Kuroo had learned that Michimiya and Sawamura had been friends since they were teenagers, they had even dated briefly at one point before realizing they were better off as friends. Michimiya could be just as mischievous as her old friend Sawamura but she would never be cruel.

If Michimiya said there was some mutual pining going on then she must have realized something on Sawamura’s side was equal to what Kuroo was feeling.

Kuroo turned back to Sawamura, who was waiting for the crew to adjust a couple things. He looked up when he realized he had Kuroo’s attention and smiled once again. Kuroo felt a silly smile blooming on his own face as he came to the realization that maybe his old rule could be broken. Just this once.

#kurodaiweek #kurodaiweek2019 #my writing #haikyuu!!#haikyuu #kurodai #kuroo tetsurou #sawamura daichi

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medea10 · 6 years ago

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My Review of My Roommate is a Cat

#anime review #my roommate is a cat #haru #subaru mikazuki #doukyonin wa hiza tokidoki atama no ue

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mikotofubar · 6 years ago

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1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8, 9(!), 10,11,12, 13,17,18,21,23,30,31,32,36,37,38,42 and 46 this bitch is curious 👀

1. What fandom was your first?

I guess Sailor Moon or Dragon Ball. XD

2. Is there any fandom you miss, or wish to return to at some point?

Yes, TG! :”) But I think fandoms don’t die out, since there’re always people who keep them alive! And for that I’m very thankful.

3. Any fandom you would like to avoid at all costs and what reason?

Hmmm, don’t think there’s one.

4. Is there a fandom you are curious about and want to check out?

So many tbh… But often I don’t have the time or the mood for that. XD

5. Any bad experiences with any fandoms.

I think there’re trolls and fights in every fandom. Thus I had negative experiences in some fandoms too, but nothing that big.

6. Favorite anime.

Shingeki no Kyojin

7. What was your first anime?

Sailor Moon! I was 3 when I watched it on TV. XD

8. What anime do you have the most fond memories of and why?

I have fond memories of the animes which made me feel a lot, like Naruto or One Piece, or the animes I watched with my friend, like Rosario to Vampire or Higurashi, they influenced my youth a lot.

9. A character you relate most to.

Saiko-chan! XD

10. Is there a particular character you just couldn’t stand?

Sasuke :”D

11. Is there a particular fandom or anime that inspired you?

Yeah, many! They can give you great ideas for your own stories or drawings (if I’d just put that in action too though…:”D)! Or even help you through personal problems!

12. Favorite video game or game series?

Harvest Moon! ♥

13. Video game you have the most fond memories of?

Still Harvest Moon, and Technomage! And all the other games I played as a kid, like Crash Bandicoot or Spyro! ♥

17. What is your favorite character to cosplay?

There’re many characters I wanna cosplay, but I lack the talent or money to make them. XD At the moment I’m planning to cosplay Gakuto from Prison School, since I think it’d be the easiest and most comfortable cosplay!

18. What’s a character you want to cosplay?

See 17. XD

21. What anime is your guilty pleasure?

There’s no anime I feel guilty of watching! >:3 Except for maybe…some hentai…XD

23. Unpopular opinions about any show or game?

I love Mutsuki Tooru! ♥

30. Is there an anime that ever managed to make you cry? Or that got a real emotion out of you?

Many! I cried a lot watching animes but that’s probably because I tend to weep easily. XD

31. How old were you when you watched your first anime? And was it one appropriate for your age?

I don’t know, is Sailor Moon unappropriate for a 3-years-old? XD Guess I didn’t even understand most of it back then, haha.

32. What was your first cosplay? What did you like about it and why did you want to cosplay as that one?

Mucchan from TG:re chapter 13. :3 I loved their outfit and thought it was easy to cosplay!

36. Most obscure anime you’ve seen.

Hmm, Grave of the Fireflies/ Hotaru no Haka or Mind Game.

37. Any anime you feel is underappreciated, or definitely deserves more attention.

Dunno, Berserk or NO.6?

38. Is there an anime that was canceled, and you’re still salty about?

Phew, so many deserve a reboot or continuation… Prison School, Tokyo Ghoul, Pandora Hearts, Rosario to Vampire, Soul Eater, Ouran High School Host Club and many more.

42. Who was your favorite anime villain? Any reasons?

Does Bertholdt from SnK count as a villain? I relate to his timid and unconfident character,haha.

46. What anime/game/fandom is the most nostalgic for you?

Thinking back, I’d say it’s Naruto. It was a big part of my life back in school.

Thanks for the asks, bitch! ♥

#ask

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fanfics4all · 6 years ago

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Let’s get more Personal!

are you under 18? Nope

do you have siblings?, if yes how many? Yep, one!

can you art? I think I can (I can post something I’ve done if you guys want to see)

can you sing? Nah

can you act? I guess so?

turn ons? Funny, Dom, Not really sure what else to say tbh lol

turn offs? People that are dicks!

top 5 favorite bands? Oof this is hard, right now I guess Set It Off, 3OH!3, Get Scared, My Chemical Romance, and Gorillaz

top five favorite singers? Sabrina Carpenter, Machine Gun Kelly, Jonathan Young, Todrick Hall, and Avril Lavigne

least favorite singers? Meghan Trainor, Sia, Taylor Swift, and Demi Lavato. Those are only a few I could think of.

fave artists? Vincent Van Gogh, Leonardo Da Vinci, Tim Burton, I honestly can’t think of that many right now.

favorite actors? Again I have a few but number one is and always will be Matthew Gray Gubler. Others are Jordan Connor, Richard Harmon, Colton Haynes, Corey Fogelmanis, Rob Raco, Skeet Ulrich, Chandler Riggs, Ross Lynch, Grant Gustin, Mark Sheppard, Cassey Cott, Tom Felton, Evan Peters, Christian Kane, and that’s all I can think of right now.

favorite actresses? Emily Bett Rickards, Ruby Rose, Vanessa Morgan, Dove Cameron, Lilli Reinhart, Kat Dennings, Madelaine Petsch, Madchen Amick, Um I know there’s more but I can’t think of them :(

how may fandoms are you in? Oof too many probably lol

top 5 fandoms? Riverdale, The 100, Criminal Minds, Harry Potter, and Batman I guess lol

on a scale from 1 to 10, how dramatic are you? Depends on the situation but normally like a 3 probably

can you cook? Oh my god! I love cooking! So yes

a random fact about about you? Um I can sculpt and do SFX makeup!

how many places have you been? Not many, like 7 or 8 states and never out of the country

top 6 shows? The 100, Riverdale, Criminal Minds, Arrow, American Horror Story, and White Collar (I watch way more though)

fave movie franchises? Harry Potter, Pirates of the Caribbean, Star Wars, Batman (Mainly 1966), Thor, Captain America, DeadPool, Um that’s all I can think of

Disney or Dreamworks? Both but mainly Disney

top 3 childhood shows? Cyberchase, Zoboomafoo, and Bear in the Big Blue House (Going really little childhood shows)

how many schools have you been to? Four so far

somewhere you want to go one day? England, France, Ireland, Russia, and Canada. Probably more but those are the main ones.

straight or nah? Nah

LGBTQ+ supporter? Well I’m Bi so yeah

favorite school subject? Math and Art

least favorite school subject? Gym, is that a subject?

Food? Yes?

books or Tv? T.V. but I do like reading it just takes me awhile because I have astigmatism and they unfocus a lot so it makes it hard to focus on reading.

Spotify or Pandora? Spotify

what are you listening to right now? Youtube videos!

whats the weather like rn? Hot and a little cloudy

are you reading anything at the moment? After You by JoJo Moyes (The second book to Me Before You)

any family problems you feel comfortable talking about? Oh god, my family is a mess. My dad was an abusive asshole and my mom is an alcoholic (My parents are divorced and my little brother lives with my dad while I live with my mom, I still see my dad and brother but very rarely)

how do you feel right now? Pretty depressed tbh lol

thoughts on trees? Trees are rad, I live climbing them but I’m scared of heights so it’s a fun time lol

something stupid you did once? Smoked too much weed and got stupid high

something random in your backyard? We rent so don’t really have a backyard anymore :(

funny childhood story? One time my brother when he was little he decided to take a nap somewhere and we couldn’t find him ANYWHERE, we were yelling and looking everywhere but we couldn’t find him. We tried to lure him out with marshmallows but that didn’t work and this was going on hours. So we called the cops they came they couldn’t find him anywhere and we were freaking out but then he just walked out and took the bag of marshmallows and to this day we have no idea where he was because he wouldn’t tell us. It was kinda freaky at the time but now we look back at it and laugh.

3 random stories about stuff that you’ve done in your neighborhood? I’ve moved a few times so we’ll go with 3 different neighborhoods. 1. We were living with my grandparents (Mom’s side) and there’s a lot of ducks and we were feeding them so I went to feed one by hand and that’s how I learned ducks have teeth. 2. We were living with my other grandparents (Dad’s side) and they had a frog garden thing that made noise, we were walking up the driveway, they didn’t tell us they got a new one and that it made noise. Me and my dad walked past it and it croaked at us, scared the fuck out of me and I ran away. There were potholes in the driveway and I tripped and cut my knee up so bad. 3. Um my friend lived on a dead end around my block and I would walk over to his place a lot (I was like 8 maybe older) and we road scooters a lot, he could do tricks and he wanted to teach me, I failed horrible cut up my knees and hands and face and scratched up my glasses so bad I couldn’t use them.

top 5 musicals? Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street, Peter Pan (1960), Rocky Horror Picture Show, Hairspray, and Anastasia

musical fandoms you want to know more about? Any really

any instruments you play? No, I played the clarinet in elementary school and broke it haha

do you and your friends ever roleplay or have given each other character names? Does playing a dating sim with a friend count?

favorite comeback? No you

do you have a phone? Yes

have you ever written a story? Oh yeah

O.c.’s? I have a few

S.O.? Ummm it’s complicated

favorite stores? Hot topic, Spencers, um I don’t know, I don’t go shopping much.

are you still in school? No but I’m going back soon (hopefully)

markers or colored pencils? Both but mainly colored pencils!

memes or gifs? Um both!

oil or chalk pastels? Both!

Height? 5’2

Painting? Omg yes, I’ve done some myself, I’m working on one rn and I have one finished (I can post it if you guys want!)

can you give a description of yourself? Short, kinda overweight, colorful hair (changes a lot), kinda big black glasses, hazel eyes, um that’s all I can think of.

description of your personality? A child mixed with a grandma

will you ever reveal your face( if you haven’t yet)? Sure

Anime? Oh heck yes

favorite animes? Owari No Seraph, Future Diary, Diabolik Lovers, Death Note, Tokyo Ghoul, Your Lie in April, Black Butler, Guilty Crown, Shiki, Death Parade, and more but those are the ones I can think of off the top of my head.

K-pop? Yeah!

Ships??? Falice 100%, Bellarke, idk I can’t think of any others right now

ships you dislike? None really unless it’s weird and underage.

Children? I want children so bad!

do you have a library? I personally don’t

winter or summer? Winter

spring or fall? Fall

sun or snow? Snow

long or short hair? Short

ice cream or sherbert? Both

rain or bright sunlight? Rain

clouds & wind or heat & humidity? Clouds and Wind

pool or beach? Pool

how innocent are you? Not very tbh

cake or cupcakes? Both

chocolate or vanilla? Both, but depends

something sneaky you’ve done with your friends lately? Smoke weed I guess?

favorite colors? Black and Red

favorite animal(s)? Red panda, Panda, Husky, Pigs (I had one as a pet) Hedgehogs (Also had one as a pet)

skiing or sledding? Sledding

have you ever ridden a horse? Yeah, my cousin owns two horses so I’ve gone riding with her before

have you ever ridden a train? Yeah but I have a fear of them

have you ever been on an airplane? Yes (Not scared of flying like at all)

Nature? Nature is rad

inside or outside? Inside in the summer/spring but outside in fall/winter

introvert or extrovert? Introvert, I’m so shy

rules/ laws? Um both I guess?

how many friends do you have? A bunch but a small close circle

pants/ shorts or skirts? All three but mainly pants and shorts

Dresses? If they’re weird

video games? Oh yes, I love video games

fave holiday? Halloween

least favorite holiday? Christmas and 4th of July

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sweetheartjeongguk · 6 years ago

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i was tagged by @luvecafe !! thanks so much love!

rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people

LAST

drink - lemonade

phone call - my mother

text message - to my groupchat about the cockroach i just witnessed in my kitchen RIP

song you listened to - i think epiphany?

time you cried - yesterday when i watched a rlly sad video about a little boy talking with his grandfather who was dying from stage 4 cancer :((

EVER

dated someone twice - yes lol shouldnt have but i did

kissed someone and regretted it - not that i know of

been cheated on - kinda?? but this was middle school so none of that shit counts lmfao

lost someone special - yes

been depressed - yes

gotten drunk and thrown up - yes (i didnt even go hardcore on it but it still Sucked)

FAV COLORS

rose pink

baby blue

lilac

black

sunflower yellow

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE U…

made new friends - yes, in school

fallen out of love - nope

laughed until you cried - yes

found out someone was talking about you - hmmm nope i dont think so

met someone who changed you - nope

found out who your friends are - i guess?? lol i been knew who my friends are

kissed someone on your facebook friends list - nope

GENERAL

how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - about 95%

do you have any pets - yes, two (dog and cat)

do you want to change your name - nope, but real talk - i go by a different name on here :) but technically may is still part of my name

what did you do for your last birthday - ate at a restaurant with my family and then stayed home lmfao idk if i went to LA but i think it was just anticlimactic in general

what time did you wake up today - 2 PM oops

what were you doing at midnight last night - watching bnha in my living room (i finished s1 wootwoot)

what is something you can’t wait for - i cant wait for a school break lmfao IM TIRED

what are you listening to right now - nothing rn

have you ever talked to a person named tom - yes, my music teachers name is tom plus i have an uncle tom lol

something that gets on your nerves - people talking during movies in the movie theater

most visited website - twitter

hair color - dark brown

long or short hair - long

do you have a crush on someone - nope (unless bts counts)

what do you like about yourself - my humor

want any piercings - yee,, i only have two rn (both in my ears) so i wanna have a helix piercing)

blood type - i think A+???? i actually dont know lmfao

nicknames - ok so one of them actually has my real name in it so ill just ignore that loooool, angus, bading (my fam was real adamant about me being gay since i was a child pffft in retrospect, its kinda mean)

relationship status - single

zodiac - capricorn // chinese zodiac - rabbit

pronouns - she/her

fave tv shows - brooklyn 99, tokyo ghoul, bnha, sailor moon, modern family

tattoos - none

right or left handed - right-handed

ever had surgery - yes

piercings - two (one in each ear)

sport - lmfao im the most inactive person ever but i like field hockey

vacation - i like going back to my hometown or to LA // i really wanna go to hawaii or to different countries in asia like japan, korea, or the philippines

trainers - uhhh idk what this mean so...none? lmfao

MORE GENERAL

eating - nothing at the moment (i just had rice, chicken, and veggies earlier)

drinking - none but i should drink water huh :))))

Im about to watch - probably more bnha

waiting for - me to get my act together so i can finish my homework tonight lmfao

want - more money to buy bts merch and another manga lmfaaaaaao

get married - in the future

career - psycholinguistics or forensic psychology

WHICH IS BETTER

hugs or kisses - hugs

lips or eyes - eyes

shorter or taller - taller

older or younger - older

nice arms or stomach - i love Arm

hookup or relationship - relationship

troublemaker or hesitant - i guess both depending on the situation

HAVE U EVER

kissed a stranger - not rlly since i kinda knew them ... lmfao

drank hard liquor - a little bit and its DISGUSTING

lost glasses - too many times to count

turned someone down - yes

sex on first date - nope im a dumb virgin lmfaaao

broken someone’s heart - maybe???

had your heart broken - yes

been arrested - nope

cried when someone died - yes

fallen for a friend - kinda ??? i guess you can say lmfao

DO U BELIEVE IN

yourself - to an extent (jins looking down at me in Shame)

miracles - sometimes

love at first sight - i wish but not really at the same time?? bc like my friend said, thats kinda like lust at first sight bc u just kinda like the person based on their appearance

santa claus - nope

kiss on a first date - sure

angels - sometims

OTHER

best friend’s name - natalia // i have four others but i dont wanna spread their names out like that lmfaaaao

eye color - hazel brown

fave movie - fantastic mr fox, your name, isle of dogs

fave actor - i dont rlly have one??

ill just tag five people bc im too lazy to pick out 20 .. also youre in no way obligated to do this !! itd be cool to read some of yalls though so do as you please! love yall :)))

@minnyc24 // @maplelattaes // @jeonpetals // @chims-kookies // @neonjeon

#tagged #about me

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animesavior · 7 years ago

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“I want to stay who I am. I want to be with you forever, Gene.“

- Melfina, Outlaw Star (Ep. 26)

The Toonami Trending Rundown for March 17-18, 2018. We commemorate the 21st anniversary of the better cartoon show, as the block showcases the finale of Outlaw Star. Meanwhile among other great moments, Black Clover begins the Dungeon Exploration arc, while Goku, Vegeta, and Trunks prepare to head to the future to fight Black, and Rustal brings the pain to McGillis and Tekkadan forces.

On Twitter, Toonami would trend as with every show save for Naruto Shippuden and Ghost in the Shell, while Dragon Ball Super also trended worldwide. On Tumblr, Toonami would trend as with Dragon Ball Super, JoJo’s Bizarre Adventure, and Hunter x Hunter.

Unlike last year, Toonami didn’t bring much to commemorate their 21st anniversary (My guess is that they are focusing their efforts for the April Fools event coming in two weeks), instead showcasing an encore presentation of the Exquisite Corpse music video, created for their 20th anniversary by Titmouse.

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Jason however, did mention that there is plenty of material coming down the pipe over the next few years, including “some new programming choices that push us outside our normal comfort zone in the next year”. What kind of new programming? Hard to say. While there have been complaints that the block has been too over-reliant in Shonen Jump works, something that I mentioned on what probably contributed to One Piece’s demise last year, going too off the anime/action path into Network Decay territory has never worked for ratings either, something that was learned the hard way when CN forced Toonami to air the likes of Hamtaro and Wulin Warriors.

While we’ll still see a potential hit Shonen show come every now and then, and it would be a big shocker if the likes of Attack on Titan, One Punch Man, Tokyo Ghoul, and Sword Art Online didn’t return to air their sequels eventually, fans have been asking for more Seinen and Shoujo shows, and there are some action comedies, horror, dramas, and sports anime who could probably fit in the mix. Of course it should be noted that Adult Swim has aired the likes of Death Note, Durarara, and Paranoia Agent back in the day, and Toonami has aired Miyazaki and Miyazaki-esque films whenever they can air movies. On the other hand, due to its difficulty of fitting in an action packed lineup, I wouldn’t really hold my breath for any slice of life anytime soon, if ever and not to mention things that need heavy censorship is a big no-no, so ecchi and other “otaku pandering” material will be as likely as Toonami airing subbed anime, when pigs fly and hell freezes over. Re:Zero has been seen as a potential favorite to join the lineup by fans lately with its dub presently in the works, and some fans have asked for the likes of Food Wars, Erased, Made in Abyss, Pop Team Epic, The Ancient Magus Bride, among many others, so we’ll see what happens there. As always keep “voting with your eyeballs” and supporting Toonami or at least the shows you do like and keep sending Toonami your show suggestions on their Facebook and Tumblr message boxes, as it is the collective viewership who decides what the future of Toonami ultimately is.

Notable news involving Toonami's various programming include:

Toonami released some big news regarding the FLCL sequels this week. In addition to releasing a new trailer, which you can see below, we can now confirm when FLCL will premiere its new seasons. Season 2, FLCL Progressive, will premiere on June 2nd at 11:30pm Eastern, while season 3, FLCL Alternative, will premiere sometime in September. In addition, Kari Wahlgren has also announced that she will indeed be reprising her role as Haruko.

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Meanwhile in Dragon Ball Super news, Toei Animation has released a new trailer for the upcoming 20th Dragon Ball movie of the franchise, set to premiere in Japanese theaters on December 14, 2018. Of course, for those also watching the subbed version, the final episode of Super will be airing in Japan and on streaming sites this upcoming Saturday.

As Black Clover begins the Dungeon Exploration arc on Toonami, the next story arc following this will be the Royal Capital arc at Episode 20. Shonen Jump has released a visual for the next cour in the series that follows those events, which starts with the Blind Date arc, with the sub set to begin this arc in April, and Toonami getting there in roughly 2-3 months.

Following the Toonami run of Lupin the Third Part IV, Discotek Media is presently hard at work on working on the Blu-ray of this season of Lupin, which will be available to purchase on May 29th. Due to contractual regulations by TMS and RAI, this Blu-ray will only have the English Dub and the background music will only have the soundtrack heard in the Italian version. A separate subtitled-only release that includes the Japanese soundtrack, will follow later this year.

And in Sword Art Online news, it has been announced that the side-story Alternative Gun Gale Online is set to premiere on Japanese television on Saturday, April 7. In addition, it has also been announced that season 3 of SAO, Project Alicization, will be premiering in Japan sometime in October. A new visual was also released featuring Kirito, Alice, and Eugeo, as well as a new trailer which you can see below. No word yet on what Aniplex’s plans are regarding simulcasting and a potential dub as of now.

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If you watched Toonami during the early 2000’s golden years, Outlaw Star needs no introduction to you. Originally premiering in Japan in 1998, it eventually was dubbed and made its way to Toonami in 2001 and alongside Cowboy Bebop and Trigun, became one of the big 3 western-inspired animes Toonami and Adult Swim introduced to us in the 90’s and early 2000’s.

Given its status as a Toonami classic, Episode 25 would be apart of the April Fools 2012 lineup on the Toonami revival. Despite fans hoping the series could be ran fully on the modern Toonami, due to Bandai Entertainment’s closure, it would not be until August 2017 when FUNimation assumed the distribution rights and started releasing the long awaited Blu-rays, that Outlaw Star would be able to make its return to Toonami for a long awaited, remastered, and mostly uncut encore run, including for the first time ever, airing the infamous Hot Springs Planet Tenrei episode.

The show did pretty solid regarding social media buzz during it’s 26 week run, as it would trend in the US in some capacity during all but 2 weeks of its run.

Now this is the part of the article where I would say what the future could hold for this franchise, but unfortunately as of now, there is no such future. A 13 episode sidestory, Angel Links, was produced, but didn’t exactly go so well, and there’s presently no legal way to check out the show to our knowledge besides old DVDs. There was hopes for a sequel back in the day, but for one reason or another, it never materialized and considering it’s been 20 years since the show’s end, the demand and will to produce a sequel has largely dried up. But as we’ve seen with FLCL and Samurai Jack among others, if Toonami has shown us anything, it’s that nothing is impossible, and especially considering that reboots, sequels, and adaptations of classic anime hits have been quite popular these days, I wouldn’t be surprised if Toonami or someone else considered some kind of revival one day.

Regardless, considering its Toonami legacy and how well it holds up to this day, Outlaw Star was quite a joy to watch, back in the old days and even today. All I can say on behalf of everyone, thanks for the memories.

As mentioned last week, with the new shows not ready to go just yet, and with April Fools incoming that will likely pre-empt the schedule for the special event in the next two weeks, Toonami will hold off on announcing and premiering said new shows for now. Instead, next week Toonami will be setting things up for these upcoming events, with Space Dandy moving up to 2am EDT, followed by a doubleheader of Cowboy Bebop to showcase its finale at 2:30am-3:30am. Until next week, stay gold as always.

Legend: The shows listed are ordered based on their appearance on the schedule. Show trends are listed in bold. The number next to the listed trend represents the highest it trended on the list (not counting the promoted trend), judging only by the images placed in the rundown. For the Twitter tweet counts, the listed number of tweets are also sorely based on the highest number shown based on the images on the rundown.

United States Trends:

Toonami/#Toonami [#23]

#DragonBallSuper [#6]

#DBZKai [#20]

#BlackClover [#20]

#JoJosBizarreAdventure [#18]

#GundamIBO [#21]

#HunterXHunter [#19]

#OutlawStar [#12]

#SpaceDandy [#7]

#CowboyBebop [#22]

Worldwide Trends:

#DragonBallSuper [#1]

Tweet Counts:

Toonami [8,040 tweets]

#Toonami [5,584 tweets]

#DragonBallSuper [68.1k tweets]

DB Super [2,070 tweets]

#DBZKai [1,260 tweets]

#BlackClover [1,631 tweets]

#JoJosBizarreAdventure [1,893 tweets]

#GundamIBO [1,337 tweets]

#HunterXHunter [2,512 tweets]

#OutlawStar [1,508 tweets]

Tumblr Trends:

#toonami

#dragon ball super

#jojo’s bizarre adventure

#hunter x hunter

Notes and Other Statistics:

#DragonBallSuper: @WhoTrendedIT reported that @ComicBook and @ToeiAnimation started the trend in the US.

#BlackClover: @WhoTrendedIT reported that @maioceaneyes started the trend in the US.

#GundamIBO: @WhoTrendedIT reported that @KyleMcCarley started the trend in the US.

#HunterXHunter: @WhoTrendedIT reported that @TaraSandsLA started the trend in the US.

#SpaceDandy: @WhoTrendedIT reported that @FUNimation started the trend in the US.

Special thanks to @coreymbarnes and others I forgot to mention for spotting some of the trends on this list.

Only Toonami on [adult swim] on Cartoon Network.

#Toonami #Adult Swim #Cartoon Network #Toonami Trending Rundown #Outlaw Star #Dragon Ball Z #Dragon Ball Super #DBZ #DBZ Kai #Black Clover #JoJo's Bizarre Adventure #Gundam #Gundam IBO #Gundam Iron Blooded Orphans #Hunter x Hunter #Space Dandy #Cowboy Bebop

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flowerpotphil · 7 years ago

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Rose Jumpered Breakup

Summary: (From the 5SOS song 'Want You Back') Dan and Phil had started dating, but Phil wasn't sure about his identity. He loved Dan, of course, but every time things got heated he would suddenly close up or go with it just to please Dan. He didn't want to say anything in fear of knocking Dan's newfound confidence, but how can it work when Phil feels the need to hide?

"Phil, you look like a ghost." Dan said, tapping his fingers on the mug that he'd put on the arm on the couch. He just had a long shirt on to keep himself warm, and some boxers, it was a nice sight really, his curls were all over the place and he just looked cosy. "Huh?" "Is something the matter?" He asked, beginning to unfold his legs from under him and get up, but didn't before Phil spoke. "I'm fine, I just got no sleep last night. Rough one." He tightened his grip around his own mug, unfazed by the burning that was beginning to spread. "Didn't I tire you out?"

That's what made Phil want to shrink back, he had to tense to stop himself from cringing slightly. They'd had sex and Dan curled up by Phil and slept pretty much straight after. He, however, had stayed awake throughout the night, mindlessly playing with Dan's hair and thinking about everything. He couldn't switch off. He loved Dan, and he knew he should love Dan even when they got intimate, but he just couldn't. He felt nothing. He felt guilty.

"You did!" He said it with a little more haste than needed, "Honestly, you did. I'm just stressed, I need to make videos and there's meetings and everything else, I just couldn't turn my brain off." It wasn't a complete lie, he had enough to worry about, but the worst thing was Dan. "As long as there's nothing else you're hiding, I'm here for you. You don't have to shy away from me because I'm a mess." That hit hard, if Dan was getting down again then Phil couldn't face up to what was happening. "You aren't a mess Dan." "Come here." Dan opened his arms and beckoned Phil towards him, "Let's just have a lazy day, everything else can wait."

They watched anime throughout the entire day, binging on Tokyo Ghoul instead of starting a new one, it was just a sudden want to watch it. They'd got blankets and snacks to see them through the day.

Phil fell asleep after the 3rd episode, glasses falling down his nose slightly. Dan had his head on his chest, feeling the way he breathed and hearing his heartbeat. He loved Phil Lester, and it was a wild ride. He never thought he would fall in love as hard as he did; never thought he'd be loved so much. People left Dan when he cut them out and pushed them away, but Phil constantly persisted and pulled Dan back to keep him above water. They'd made their life together, and nothing could tear them apart. He thought Phil was just going through some stuff, that he'd sort it out and they'd be back to normal.

Phil woke up about 4 hours later and Dan was still awake. "Sleep well? You look a bit better than you did." He smiled up at Phil, watching him rub his eyes and push his glasses back up. "I feel it, I'm just worn out." Which was fair enough really, they were rather busy. "We can go to bed if you want? Just get some extra hours in before tomorrow." Dan was always up for extra sleep, if he could get it then he would because he adored it. "Sure..."

Phil wanted to stay up and think, but Dan wouldn't go to sleep unless he was sure Phil had dropped off. He was protective like this, if Phil wasn't looking after himself then Dan would put himself out just to do it. Just lately, he'd noticed that Phil was getting slightly more isolated and looked tired constantly. There was something going on, but Phil was the type of person to work through things on his own, but it never did seem as bad as it had been getting. Whenever Dan tried to ask he'd get excuses. "I can't sleep." Phil proclaimed, shuffling slightly so he could move with Dan lying on him. "I gathered, Phil, you can talk to me you know." Dan heard him sigh, a clear sign something was bothering him. "I know, I just, I can't. I want to go on a walk, is that okay?"

Dan knew the feeling.

"Want me to come?" He asked, feeling mildly unwell thinking about how many times he'd just upped and left Phil alone in their apartment with no clue of where he'd gone. "It's okay, it's cold, you should rest up and keep warm. Don't want you losing your voice again." He chuckled after, but it was coarse and felt wrong in the silence. "Make sure you wrap up and take your phone." "I will, just don't wait up for me." Dan groaned slightly as Phil moved from under him, body hitting on the mattress. "Don't stray too far." "I won't."

Phil reached down and picked up his jumper - the grey one with roses on the sleeves - and pulled it over his head. They'd just climbed into bed and threw their clothes on the floor, so it was the closest thing and by far the warmest. His jeans came next, and he could feel Dan's eyes on his back; he knew exactly what he was thinking.

"I'll be back later, just get some sleep." Phil smiled slightly, but it didn't reach his eyes, and leaned down to kiss Dan. It was gentle, sweet, but there was something in the mix that they both felt. "Okay..."

Phil really didn't understand the concept of walking to go through an issue, but in the sunset light he almost felt an ethereal calm and his head cleared of everything it needed to so he would work through his problem.

'I love Dan, but I hate sex. It doesn't do anything for me. He's beautiful, he knows he is sometimes, but I don't want to say I don't want sex with him or it'll make him bad again.. If I want to be happy with someone, they'll deserve sex. That's what relationships can go forward with, intimacy. All I can do is break up with him, start somewhere else and. Not. Get. With. Anyone'

He was sure his eyes were moving with the one-sided conversation flow. Dan did that too. Dan- He loved Dan, he truly did, and that's why he wanted him to be happy. Phil couldn't make him happy, he couldn't pretend like he wanted Dan to have sex with him, or that he wanted sex with anyone. He at least deserved basic couple stuff.

It was dark when he decided he should go home, he didn't know the time but he hoped Dan would be asleep. Although he wouldn't have intentionally slept without Phil being safe, there was an off-chance that he'd drifted off. But regardless, Phil had made up his mind; leaving Dan would be best. It broke his heart, he loved Dan more than he'd loved anyone, but he couldn't keep going through it and go with all the lies.

The lights were on when Phil crept in, it was the kitchen lights, so Dan either had got up and forgot to turn them off, or he was awake. Phil suspected the latter. Unsurprisingly, Dan was sitting at the table with a mug of hot chocolate between his hands, he was shivering slightly too. "You're back." He smiled slightly, but his eyes were glazed a little, "You need to tell me what's going on, Phil.". He did have to, but he didn't want to, he guessed it was best to get it over with then while Dan was expecting the blow.

"We need to break up." Phil's words came out too fast, and Dan's eyes shot wider. It wasn't what he expected, he didn't want it; he couldn't cope without Phil by his side. "What? Phil, no. We aren't breaking up." "This will never work. It can't, I'll just go." Phil was speaking too quick for it to be coherent, he quickly turned and walked away.

Dan wasn't having it, he threw himself out the chair and knocked his drink to the floor. "Philip Lester." His voice was low as he said it, making Phil stop in his tracks. "You aren't going anywhere... We can't just leave this all, we're so good together." Dan rubbed his finger on Phil's shoulder, trying to get some reaction. "It's over Dan."

Phil left. He just walked out. Dan collapsed in the kitchen, feeling his lungs fill to bursting. Nothing could really tell anyone how bad Dan felt, but he dry heaved and and coughed up tears. Phil just left and didn't look back, not even a glance, and Dan didn't even know what had happened to them. All he could do was cry, whispering "Phil..." over and over again before he gave up in exhaustion.

It took 2 days for Phil to come back through the door, Dan was sobbing in their room when he heard the key turn and he was up like a shot. "Who is it?" He called, voice raspy from the hours he'd spent in tears. "It's just me, I'll leave in a minute."

No. Not again.

Without missing a beat, Dan ran from their room and into the main room. "Phil, please, please listen to me." He was pleading, Phil was his other half and he didn't know how to function. He'd spent the time they'd been apart vomiting, crying, and remembering.

It wasn't like Dan had experienced with breakups before, he hadn't really been that bothered, but he felt his heart tearing with each waking moment. He hardly ate, moving from under a duvet just reminded him of who should be there. The smell still clung to the bed, but Dan could deal with it and try and fall asleep. It was pretty easy when he was all cried out and felt horrible, his throat was killing too from the crying.

He remembered running his fingers along Phil's back and joining up the freckles, making him giggle as it tickled him. It was one of the fondest things he did, and it was intimate. Dan didn't care so much for the sex, he loved Phil and nothing changed it. Soulmates were always together, and they were exactly that.

"Dan, I'm sorry, it's not you at all." Phil ran his hands through his hair, showcasing the roses on his elbows. Had he not changed his clothes? "I don't care, please can you just explain what's going on? I've been tearing my hair out wondering why this happened."

It hurt to see Dan's eyes well up, but Phil just didn't have the words until he was getting pulled over into the main room and on to the couch. "You can tell me anything, we can work it out." Dan took both of Phil's hands in his, rubbing his thumbs in slow circles. "You're going to hate me for it." Phil sighed, body deflating slightly. "I told you I'd never hate you, whatever is going on, you're mine."

There was a moment of silence between them, they didn't even notice the noise from the neighbours as they went about their daily life - they had no clue what the boys were going through.

Although loud, Dan and Phil were loved by their neighbours and they got on well. They weren't very sociable, so there wasn't much conversation between them, and the neighbours wouldn't go out of their way to see them. Actually, they had done once, when Dan had been extremely rageful for a gaming video. It was embarrassing when the woman asked if Dan was okay, and when the look told Phil that the woman thought they were having sex, but she was quick understanding when he explained that they were just YouTubers and they were playing games, he snuck some extra views from her too. If their neighbours were asked to describe them, they'd call them happy and sweet, and say that they didn't have to steal their dog and could just ask to have her in their apartment for a while.

They wanted a dog of their own someday.

"Dan, it's nothing, it's me." Phil tried to pull away, but Dan held him on to couch. "Then you at least owe me an explanation." He was trying not to cry, they both were, if they cried then who knows where they'd end up. "I can't give you what you want." Phil didn't really know where to look then, it was sort of embarrassing. "You can, you do! What do you mean?" Dan shuffled closer slightly. "It's... I'm just... Look, I love you, but when we have sex I feel nothing, absolutely nothing."

It was a shock for Dan, one he didn't really understand, but he didn't jump on being hurt. "Why? Has something happened?" It worried Dan that Phil could've been hurt, or that he himself had done something wrong. "No, no... I just don't feel the whole appeal for sex, it doesn't really get me." "So you don't like sex?" "It's kind of like that, I just hate having to lie to you when we get intimate like that, you deserve someone who can give you all you want and more. That person isn't me, I can't even get this right."

Phil's eyes dropped to his lap when he finished his little explanation, but Dan jumped on it quick enough. "Phil, it's not you getting things wrong! You don't feel anything for sex, and that's completely fine. Sex isn't why I love you!" Dan didn't really know how to face it, he was usually comforting and eloquent with his words to people, but it just seemed different.

"But you need someone to-" Phil took his hand away to gesture, a bit lost on how to say it, but it was obvious what he meant. "I have my hand, and... other things." Dan winked, and Phil covered his own face. "Dan!" "What? It's true!" "Yeah, but you didn't have to say it!" They smiled at each other, glad to be back to that then the tension that they'd both felt the past week or more. "Well I did, but anyway, I still love you Phil. You could've come to me about this and I'd have helped you work it out. Just because I'm not not into sex doesn't mean I'm mad at you for it."

There was a bit of a pause while they got used to it, until Dan broke it, "You can say you're ace!" He put on a northern accent for the 'ace' earning a playful slap on the arm from Phil. "I don't know whether to leave you for that." "You couldn't bare." Dan grinned, then took the chance to crawl into Phil's lap and wrap his arms around him. "Guess what." He said. "You're a penguin?" "That's weird." "Well what else was I supposed to say?" "That I love you, silly." "Come here." Phil rolled his eyes, but brought Dan down to kiss him. "I've missed you."

From there, they ended up lying on the couch, Phil clinging to Dan to stop him falling off the edge. "I'm supposed to be the melodramatic one, you ass." Dan said, eyes fixed on the TV. "What do you mean?" "That whole show of leaving me without a second look, like you could leave my fine ass behind." "You've used ass twice." "Ha! You can't argue it!" Dan laughed, but he did it a little too hard and slipped out of Phil's arms and onto the floor. A string of profanities followed with the bang of him hitting the carpet. "Language Daniel." Phil laughed, tongue sticking out the side of his mouth. "My butt! It's ruined!" Dan howled, exactly what Phil was thinking - melodramatic.

"Phil help, you must carry me to our bed and watch over me as I recover." Dan lay down, arm slung over his eyes. "Why should I?" "Because you love me." Dan whined, lips twitching into a smile. Phil had an idea, he stood up and grabbed Dan's ankles, beginning to pull him along the floor. "Phil! Put me down!" "You asked for it." Phil was giggling, then he got to the stairs. "Phil don't you even dare." Dan was close to shrieking. "Give me your arms, Howell." Phil dropped his ankles and went to his wrists.

Dan was one step ahead and tried to scrabble away from Phil, laughing with him as he did. He started running up the stairs, tripping onto all fours and beginning to go up them. "Come here!" Phil followed Dan and wrapped his arms around his waist, holding him still. "No! You caught me!".

Phil clung to Dan's back, making him climb the last few steps with him there. "Phil, I am not a horse!" He was laughing though, and when he got to his room he stood over the bed and shook so Phil fell off, hitting the bed with a soft wail of the springs.

"Happy now?" Dan rolled his eyes and sat on the bed while Phil got himself so he was lying with his head on the pillows. "Of course." And Dan lay next to him, weaving his fingers with Phil's. "I love you, you mustn't forget it." Dan moved so his head was on Phil's shoulder. They were back together, that's all that was ever going to matter.

#dan howell #phil lester #dnp #phan #phanfiction #dan and phil #dan and phil fluff #dan and phil angst #phan angst #phandom #phan fluff #dan howell angst #dan howell fluff #dan howell fanfiction #phil lester fluff #phil lester fanfiction #katwrites

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ofsa · 7 years ago

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In which OFSA kinda sorta switches fandoms and tries to explain it all

So most of this is super duper rambly, and if you don't want to read this entire thing, long story short, is I'm jumping ship fandom wise and this blog is going to start reflecting that.

A lot of you guys have probably noticed that I don't really post anything here anymore-- at least a lot less anime gifs and a lot more original stuff like fanfiction and art. But I can't write and draw as fast as I can reblog, so that's why I've basically disappeared off of Tumblr's radar. Well, there's a reason for that.

I started this blog off as exclusively an anime blog. I remember when I first started this, I was super into the seasonal anime stuff (right around that time that Tokyo ghoul and Zankyou no Terror were premiering) and tumblr was sort of like that output for that episodical excitement.

I also remember that I was quickly unfollowing anything that wasn't anime, as I felt that, at the time, it unnecessarily cluttered up my dashboard.

So I guess you're wondering where all this is going. Well, I'm jumping ships.

I don't even remember the last time I watched a full season of anime. It might have been... Shokugeki no Soma? I actually can't even think of it. I've basically fallen off the radar for anime. So that leads us to the larger question: What replaced anime for me?

I've realized that I've turned into complete and utter kpop trash. But it's not even just a general kpop thing-- its very specifically BTS. So I'm going from the world of weeaboo to ARMY land.

There's also the large question of why I didn't simply jump blogs, and keep this one like a sort of graveyard. And I really can't come up with any rational reason other than I'm simply attached. I don't want to throw this all away. OFSA is my handle for EVERYTHING online. And I don't want to get rid of that. So it felt wrong making a new blog for kpop.

I wrote all this out for two reasons: Firstly as an announcement. I didn't want people wondering who the heck this ofsa is and why they're posting WINGS theories six months too late to these people that are most definitely not two dimensional. But more importantly, I posted this because I feel like I owe the very small amount of followers I have an explanation for why I jumped ship, and this is my apology.

Past this is just me rambling some more about the reasoning for everything and how this even came about in the first place.

My journey into kpop wasn't even on purpose. I was browsing Archive for some reading one night, and decided to try a different fandom on-- specifically kpop. At the time, I was reading mainly CanonxOC pairings, and while Archive is much less abundant with OC firs than fanfiction.net, that was the only site I knew of that had a kpop category.

So I went about my happy way, sorted by kudos and tags containing OC with F/M pairing only, and clicked sort.

It just so happened that the first story that popped up was a BTS story under the name of "To Sleep Perchance to Dream" which was a Taehyung/OC piece. I was happy with any Kpop group, and this story just happened to be the first one that wasn't in second person.

So I read the story. It was nice and fluffy and made me all nice and happy, but it wasn't like the stars aligned and I realized that I was going to completely drop anime forever. I think I tried to find some more OC stories for BTS but wasn't happy with he quality, so I didn't bother.

Well, that was the starting point. It wasn't like I stopped reading anything else. I still read Pokémon and Tokyo Ghoul and tons of other fandoms. But Kpop had popped onto my radar.

I dont even remember when I started listening to it on YouTube. I had already been exposed to it thanks to FBE and youtubers react to kpop, but I had never actively searched it out.

Enter a website called reddit, and a smaller section of reddit, /r/fanfiction. Different fanfiction authors go there to discuss various things, and I vividly remember one of the fairly common posts mentioning a website called asianfanfics.

I recognized that any website called that was guaranteed to be as big of a mess as Wattpad, but I was curious. And I wanted another BTS fic.

Curiosity killed the cat.

It wasn't even like I had struck gold or anything. The first story I read wasn't even BTS, it was EXO. I could barely keep all the characters straight, and the writing was only barely above Wattpad in terms of quality, but it had definitely reignited my interest.

Short disclaimer here: I really don't like asianfanfics. It requires users to make accounts, and oftentimes, authors would require you to "subscribe" to stories to read the full chapter. And that's basically a personal offense in my book, but that's another post for another day. But beggars can't be choosers.

I read a variety of stories on there, mostly gang AU's because it surely beat slice of life, and read a wide variety of stories. They were still barley decent as far as my standards went, but I had already lowered my standards.

Sometime during this whole thing, I got a very dangerous mind set: I can do better than that.

Which really began the decent into kpop. I already had a very clear image in my head at the story. I just had to chose my fandom, which at that time, was BTS. And then the research. OH the research. The story I had/have planned follows the life of the idols. So I had to start learning about them in anyway that I could (and considering I couldn't put a name to a single face in BTS, it was going to take a while.)

So I dived headfirst into the fandom. Bangtang Bombs, reviews, theories, oh lord it was so much. And it still is.

That's where I am now: watching BTS crack videos and slowly planning out this monstrosity of a story. Thanks if you made it this far, and I'll see you guys in the world of kpop.

#ofsa personal #sorry to everyone #I'm not gonna blame you if you unfollow me #have fun with kpop #to those of you who are staying

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sserkets · 7 years ago

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Tag 10 People You Want to Get to Know Better I was tagged by the lovely @jayspants on my other blog but I though this blog was a better place to answer it! Favourite anime/manga: Naruto Whooo boy. If it can hold my attention for longer than the first few episodes then I like it. I mean I've seen all the ones everyone watches when they're 13, but I'm kinda hard to please when it comes to what I'm watching. I guess I liked MÄR a lot but that was never too popular besides the first season on adult swim but man, do I LOVE NARUTO. I've loved naruto since I was 11. I'm going to be 21 here, so that's about half my life. I love that scrappy blonde doof and I love his terrible trash son. I love them. Curse Kishimoto and his plot holes and terrible writing, but I'm still a die hard fan. Favourite Manga: I really, REALLY liked Inubaka. I like animals, so it's really not a surprise? Inubaka is about a girl who moves to the city with her mutt Lupin, and ends up working at a pet store after her dog breeds the owners dog by accident. After that they do all kinds of crazy dog things and encourage good pet ownership. Ive kinda lost touch with the series in the last couple years. I also liked Loveless a lot before I kinda... understood. I'm not in to lolicon. I also own almost all of fruits basket. Favourite Anime: Sooo I almost can't watch anything popular. The fandoms make me sick before I even get a chance to get in to them, in fact I'd start and not be able to finish. I didn't finish Welcome to the NHK, Soul Eater, and I never even got to start Yuri On Ice. I did finish Tokyo Ghoul though, and I liked Beyond the Boundary and Kill La Kill, but I haven't finished those yet. I'm not too good at binge watching things because I have a hard time paying attention. Because I already talked about Naruto, I'll say my favorite anime is Free! Iwatobi Swim Club. Though, for years I was absolutely crazy about Ginga. I love the anime dogs and their murderous ways. I also... really liked Ocha Ken. Which is a really, really cute little Japanese children's show about dogs made out of tea leaves. Favourite video games: MAN DO I LOVE ME SOME ANIMAL CROSSING. I've got all the titles and everything. I've got my fc listed on my header here and I'd love to play with you guys!! I also really like Harvest moon, though since the companies split I suppose it's called Story of seasons now. I have a sickening amount of money sunk in to the series. I liked Ocarina of time too and I still love Pokemon! Favourite TV shows: I really like cheesy paranormal shows. That's my go to. But I also used to watch Scream Queens religiously before it was canceled. I've also LOVE LetterKenny. If you are looking to laugh so hard you snort that's letterkenny. Those are my extent of real adult tv shows tho. I love cartoons!! My top faves are Steven Universe, Adventure Time, Star Vs The Forces Of Evil, My Little Pony, and retro 90s stuff. Last song I listened to: Oh boy I was at a 4 day horse shows and jfc did I listen to me some hillbilly music. I'm super sick and I actually can't remember what was on the radio last. First language: English! But I did take four years of French in high school. I tag (you don’t have to do it if you don’t wanna): @awildcale @kyuutier and uuuuh! I don't know! I'm kinda off my game today with Strep Throat so anyone else who wants to do this!

#ask tag #ask nova #what's my tag for asks

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arcaneranger · 6 years ago

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Final Thoughts - Fall 2018

This season dragged on me a lot, and I attribute that mostly to the fact that I moved right at the end and it put me way behind schedule, but also because a number of shows looked like they were going to really go the distance and wound up with one big disappointment or another.

That’s not to say that there weren’t gems - in fact there were a few - but this was yet another season where my “Hall of Fame” looked woefully light. That being said, I’d really like to get this over with since I have other shows to finish and three more lists to make for the year, so as usual, let’s start with the stuff I skipped entirely:

* Tokyo Ghoul re: Second Season & Gurazeni Season 2 because I didn’t watch either of their previous seasons.

* Senran Kagura Shinovi Master because Senran Kagura as a property is built entirely on half-naked girls with big boobs and that’s not going to jive with me.

Wow, that’s really it? Fall was the beginning of a lot of shows that won’t be finished until sometime in 2019, so the other shows I skipped will appear next year on the Multi-Cour list. So, moving right along, from bottom to top...

DROPPED

* WORST OF THE SEASON: TIE

UZAMAID!, My Sister My Writer (1/10)

We did have multiple entries into the Hall of Shame this season, with not one but two shows being offensive enough that they landed a 1/10 score from me, for an easily identifiable and familiar reason: actively glorifying pedophilia! That was pretty much UZAMAID!’s biggest problem, but My Sister My Writer aged up the target character in exchange for recycling the plots of OreImo and Eromanga Sensei, with all of the bullshit and none of the production values. Happy Sugar Life has even further convinced me that there is absolutely no excuse for this garbage anymore.

* Conception (2/10)

A video game adaptation that strips away the actual gameplay elements and focuses entirely on the main character figuratively fucking a lot of fantasy women to make world-saving babies, and it doesn’t even have the courtesy to look like it cost more than $5 to make.

* Ulysses: Jeanne D’arc and the Alchemist Knight (3/10)

I didn’t get far enough into this one to get to the real garbage (I’ve heard it’s another show I should probably throw in with the worst of the season) but the very first episode bored me to tears with its rote anime nonsense. I’m pretty well convinced that the only way I could ever find a Joan of Arc anime interesting is if it were an adaptation of the Level 5 PSP game.

* Between the Sky and Sea (3/10)

I can’t deconstruct this any better than Mother’s Basement did but it is just the most asinine thing I was subjected to for the whole season. Cute girls don’t fix a terminally stupid concept like “all the fish have moved into space and so now we train teenage girls to be astronaut fishers”.

* Bakumatsu (3/10)

I dropped this one an entire point from when I first reviewed it simply because I had entirely forgotten it even existed and cannot remember a single thing about it except that it was generic.

* As Miss Beelzebub Likes It (4/10)

I found this one’s first episode to be cute but entirely devoid of substance. Also, the poster still hurts my eyes to look at.

* DAKAICHI -I’m being harassed by the sexiest man of the year- (4/10) & Bloom Into You (4/10)

Proof that actual gay people just cannot have nice things, the most explicitly LGBT shows to be made in a while both suffer from the same problem: a supposedly sympathetic character having no ability to take “no” for an answer. True fact: not all gay relationships start with rape, and this is the kind of entertainment that fosters young people into not knowing how consent works.

* ReRideD: Derrida Who Leaps Through Time (4/10)

I guess everybody else saw this one coming before I did? It was the first post-premiere show I dropped because I thought the first episode showed an interesting setup, and the following episodes just completely abandoned the apocalyptic setting very quickly to show that society was pretty much fine, there were just robots roaming the earth like random D&D encounters. Man, sci-fi cannot catch a break these days.

* Ms. vampire who lives in my neighborhood. (5/10)

I can see why this might appeal to some but it’s basically just a low-rent Miss Kobayashi’s Maid Dragon and I wasn’t feeling especially charitable towards it.

* Double Decker! Doug & Kirill (5/10)

I really thought this one could get to be more interesting, but it failed to really commit to being either anime’s Brooklyn 99 (which, for the record, we have, it’s Blood Blockade Battlefront season 2) or being a serious tale about the dangers of Tide Po-I mean, drug usage, and wound up just being an uninteresting thud.

* The Girl in the Twilight (5/10)

This one really could have made it if only it had taken things a little more seriously and not made me wonder why the cast are even friends as they seem to have nothing in common. I can’t believe that the creator of this project was the guy who wrote the script for Punch Line, one of the greatest shows I’ve ever seen.

* Tsurune (6/10)

I literally just finished my write-up for this, but I do not understand why the same company would make both this and a continuation of Free! airing in back-to-back seasons, it just makes this one look like a copycat even if it’s not a bad show.

UNSCORED

* Gakuen Basara: Samurai High School because I’m not familiar with the source material and that seems to be the barrier for enjoyment here.

SPECIAL

* Anima Yell! (6/10)

If you need a reminder, I dropped Anima Yell after the first episode because even though I enjoyed it, I found it too similar to Comic Girls and didn’t particularly want to go through the effort of finishing a show I was already pretty ready to score, even if it was going to be a positive one. I simply didn’t have time.

FINISHED (Note that Tumblr has completely broken and I’ve had to re-edit this portion a dozen times because it keeps randomly bolding paragraphs and losing GIFs, so if anything got lost here, I’m very sorry but there’s nothing I can do about it.)

* Boarding School Juliet (7/10)

A pleasant little romantic comedy that wasn’t what I was expecting from the first episode but was charming nevertheless. Would have been better without the involvement of attempted rape on school grounds in the premiere though. * Release the Spyce (7/10)

A thrilling and surprisingly brutal little spy show that wound up being overshadowed by better shows with similar concepts but was a fun watch nonetheless, even if it dragged in the middle.

* Rascal Does Not Dream of Bunny Girl Senpai (8/10)

I stand by what I said before - this one would have easily scored higher with a better ending, but Bunny Girl Senpai is certainly the most approachable show of its genre and its strengths as a romance are not to be understated.

* Zombieland Saga (8/10)

Another Very Good show that could have been better with one simple change - it’s hilarious and very well-written, but those performance sequences are just awful to look at and the heavier focus on them towards the end did not help.

* Iroduku: The World in Colors (8/10)

A stunning treasure that needed a little more character work for the writing to really impress me, but with a very satisfying ending and a ton of visual creativity.

* Skull-face Bookseller Honda-san (9/10)

A fucking hysterical show scientifically grown in a lab to appeal to me, Honda-san could have been the new INFERNO COP, SAVIOR OF ANIME if more people had given it a chance.

* BEST OF THE SEASON: SSSS.Gridman (9/10)

I don’t know what else to say other than that this is easily the most criminally underappreciated show of the year. A lot of people seemed to be turned off by giant robots fighting kaiju, and those people are dumb.

And that was Fall! I’ve got a few Netflix shows left and I have to finish Classicaloid 2, and then I’ll be all done with 2018, so get ready, I’ve got a few more lists on the way!

#arcaneanime #seasonal review #fall 2018

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snowchuu-blog · 8 years ago

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Play On || 6

So, you agreed to date Jungkook as a consequence for losing a bet with Jimin. It’s just for a week, anyway. It’s nothing serious… right?

⋙ Word Count: 4.9k

⋙ Main Pairing: Jungkook x Reader

⋙ Type: fluff ; fake dating au ; college au

⋙ A/N: Aghh sorry this took a while! Term break is ending oml save me. The ending might make you guys hate me a lot more lol, I’ll write the next part asap hahaha, but hope u guys enjoy whatever this is 😂

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“Why did you suddenly ask if we wanted to go to the amusement park when we’d just gone there last term break?” You asked Yanna, who was sitting on the passenger seat of Taehyung’s car.

“Bruh, we were watching anime and she got bored of it somehow. I didn’t even realise she used my phone to message you guys.” Taehyung replied for Yanna. She was shaking her head at his answer, her long hair swinging around her in disagreement.

“I didn’t get bored of it… It’s just that I wanted to do something with you guys again.” She reasoned out. “Like, Taehyung and I have been spending our Saturdays in his apartment finishing Tokyo Ghoul and–”

“Was that all we were doing, though?” Taehyung teased.

“Taehyung!” Yanna playfully punched his shoulder, but immediately kept going. “Anyway, yeah, I just wanted us to go out as a group. And plus, isn’t this your first day together as a couple?” Yanna turned around in her seat to face you, her lip-less smile reached up to her ears as her eyebrows wiggled up and down to tease you. Afterwards, her beaming eyes scanned the boy sitting beside to you. “Jungkook, I’m doing you a favour. You guys can consider this your first date.”

“I’m pretty sure this isn’t their first,” Jimin chimed in. You turned your head to your left to look at him as he giggled slightly. “Yanna,” He placed his hand on the girl’s headrest and she craned her head to try to face him. “Did you know that I found the two in my apartment right after I finished my shift? They were playing video games, can you believe it?”

Yanna let out a gasp and looked at you. She knew how you disliked playing games, and getting this kind of information put her in such a shocked state. She looked back at Jimin in utter disbelief. “No. Freaking. Way. Jimin, stop lying. Y/N has never even laid a single finger on a controller.”

He only shrugged in response. “Ask Jungkook if you don’t believe me.”

All eyes except for Taehyung (well he was driving. Safety first.) were on the boy to your right.

You had strolled around the shopping centre with Jungkook after your lunch date, but had then mutually agreed to head straight to Jimin’s apartment when the both of you were informed that the meeting place was, again, at the eldest boy’s place. It had always been at Jimin’s, since his apartment was the most convenient place, almost accessible to all four of you.

At first, you’d been reluctant to go straight to Jimin’s apartment because you were going to be alone with Jungkook in there. The thought would have annoyed you weeks ago, but since you had started to perceive Jungkook in a slightly different way recently, you were more nervous than annoyed, and the butterflies in your stomach were now your mortal enemies.

You had braced yourself for an awkward situation, but Jungkook was surprisingly smooth in handling the case. He had asked you if you wanted to play something whilst waiting for the others to arrive.

That was why you had agreed to play. To kill time and to avoid boredom. Not because you digged the game.

“Jimin overexaggerates everything,” Jungkook finally admitted. “I mean like, do you guys consider Mario Kart as an actual video game?”

Yanna slapped Jimin’s knee before turning back around on her seat. “Jimin, you almost gave me a heart attack. But Mario Kart is a good start though. I can’t believe Kookie can make Y/N play games.”

The ride went by quickly, and you’d just been passively listening to the conversations that followed, agreeing when addressed to, and laughing along occasionally. But Yanna’s previous statement echoed in your head without your will, over and over again. I can’t believe Kookie can make Y/N play games.

Neither can I believe it. You thought. The double-meaning that came with her observation dwelt in your mind more than it should have.

The amusement park was now near, and the entrance gate was beaming at all of you as Taehyung attempted to find a good parking spot. Kids, as well as adults, were everywhere and you knew that the place was going to be packed.

After getting off the car and purchasing tickets, all of you entered the park, greeted by the sound of amused screams by the riders of roller coasters and other thriller rides. You were welcomed by the bright colours of lollies and fairy floss in children’s hands and the whole place was just full of radiant smiles that it made you sigh in contentment.

“You okay?” Jimin asked. You weren’t aware of the fact that he was beside you the whole time while you gawked at the things you observed around, and you just giggled and nodded in response. “Guess I’m going to be fifth-wheeling you guys for a whole week now.” He added, which only made you laugh even more.

The whole occasion went by in a blur of screams from ride to ride, and sweet food purchased from every stall you could possibly see around. Sometimes all five of you would go in a ride together, or sometimes maybe without the other couple.

Sometimes it was just you and Jungkook.

He never showed fear and had almost encouraged you to try every single ride that your eyes laid upon. Every time you told him you were too scared, he’d tease you about it, but then held your hand so that you would feel safer.

It was cheesy to think about how Jungkook’s warm hand would feel on yours. Holding hands was overrated as you always thought, but you’d never felt someone’s hand the same way, and it was such a bizarre feeling to crave this kind of touch. Who were you to judge, right? Every time he smoothly slid his fingers to intertwine on yours, almost like he had done it a million times before, your feelings would fizz up, and honestly, you wouldn’t really know if that feeling on your stomach was because of the roller-coaster or because of the way Jungkook was making you feel.

The last time you’d been here in this amusement park was just recently, about a week and a half ago. So the rides didn’t really excite you as much as they did the first time. You had loathed Jungkook then, when he had the guts to smear your cheek with ice cream, and it had triggered everything and only had you ending up chasing him down and drowning him with your slushie as a revenge.

The thought made you involuntarily giggle a little. Jungkook heard it, and turned his head to you as a response. You were walking side by side, trying to weave your way through the crowd to find your three other friends. “Remember when I smeared your face with ice cream?” He recalled, echoing your thoughts.

“It was like a week ago, Kookie. How can I forget?”

“You easily forget things so I thought you wouldn’t remember.” He chuckled. “And sorry about that, it’s just that you’d been ignoring me the whole day that day and I had to make you notice me or get your attention somehow.”

His statement made you look at him. You didn’t know it bothered him when you deliberately ignored him, and it made you blush unwillingly. He wanted to get your attention, Y/N. Don’t you think that’s cute?

“Did you think that attacking my face with a dessert was the best approach?” You countered. When his disgustingly beautiful smile widened, you couldn’t help but blush even more and bite your lip. Why did he had to have such an angelic smile? How could he stir up your emotions in one snap just like that?

“Are you still into cute guys, huh, Jagi?” He teased.

You rolled your eyes as an answer, your memories combing back to not too long ago, when he had acted cute in the University grounds in order to get your attention. It was when you had first started to notice something about Jungkook that wasn’t so detestable.

His hands simply draped over your shoulder and you were lying if you said that it didn’t make your heart jump a little. “Because if you did,” He continued. “Then that’s too bad. I already have you, so I don’t see the point of putting this cute mask on anymore.”

He was acting cute all along?? You had never rolled your eyes more aggressively than you did now. You looked up at him with an annoyed expression plastered on your face. “Were you just acting?”

The way he winked at you as a response was… something you couldn’t really describe without flushing. It was cute yet undeniably hot at the same time, and it only confused you even more. The guts that he had to play with you like that was ineffable, and you almost whimpered at your helpless state. Trying to compose yourself together, you panicked to form a comeback, so that he wouldn’t notice the effect his wink had on you.

“Thought so,” You managed to croak out. “Didn’t suit you anyway.”

His arm slides playfully closer to your neck for a choke slam attempt and you laughed lightheartedly.

Here he was again. Making you laugh against your will. Jungkook: 1, Y/N: 0.

A stuffed figure on a game stall caught your eye and made you stop walking, and you immediately gaped at it as you realised it was a toy puppy. The fluffy brown thing was a grand prize and you knew well how horrible you were at games. You pouted slightly and were about to continue walking when Jungkook tugged your hand back. You blinked your eyes at him.

“Do you want it?”

Of course he would ask that, and you responded by simply shaking your head.

“Lies,” He added and headed toward the game stall, staring at the challenge that he had to do in order to win the plushy. It was darts, the usual carnival stall game, and you knew well that Jungkook would never give up until he got what he wanted. He could potentially get you the toy in just one go.

However, the most unusual thing was starting to occur. Whilst throwing the darts, he would score only outside the red circle but never on it. You knew he wasn’t perfect, since he lost once or twice here and there throughout the span of nine months since you’ve met him, still, it was odd to see the mixture of Jeon Jungkook and defeat. You almost thought that the darts were the ones who weren’t willing to land on the target.

In the end, he only got you a small panda, one you could get in claw machines, and along with the toy came a huge wave of Jungkook’s apologies. The toy was more than enough to make you smile, anyway. Well, he had at least tried. He practically begged the staff to give him more chances, and in the end, the stall keeper just shooed the both of you away. You convinced him that you liked pandas more than puppies, regardless. “Y/N…” He bleated after being forced to walk away from the booth without having won his victory. “I really wanted to get that puppy for you, you know.”

You examined the panda in your hands, the black and white toy smiling up at the both of you. The plushy was holding a crocheted green thing that looked like a bamboo, and you involuntarily stroked it. “Did you really want to get me that stuffed toy, or did you just want to show off your skills?”

“Do you really think that’s all I do, Y/N?” He delivered his question in such a way that you felt like you had offended him, and strangely, it struck your heart to a degree where it made you feel sorry for being harsh. Maybe he did want to get that toy for you. “Do you think I’m only showing off?”

You wanted to apologise… but your ego was the most ridiculous thing. So you just leaned your head against his shoulder, which shocked the both of you, and hoped that it would make up for it. You could almost see his wide eyes even though you were looking straight ahead. It was strange to know how your body could act against your will, and you just immediately shot the panda up in your face to distract you. “I like this panda.” Was all you said before your other friends showed up in your peripheral vision.

You immediately broke contact with Jungkook but you knew it was a moment too late, since you saw Taehyung snickering. “Y/N, we saw that.” He called out.

The two of you walked up to them as Yanna, Taehyung and Jimin also made their way towards the both of you. The sun was slowly sinking below the horizon, and judging by the fact that you’ve ridden almost every single ride in the amusement park, you knew it was time to go home. “Hey, I already miss watching anime.” Yanna blurted out. You chuckled a little and went up to her. “Let’s go home.”

You moaned a little at the thought of your untouched homeworks. You closed your eyes and tried to dismiss the picture of the pile of books on your desk out of your head. “I have so much work to do, and it’s due next week.”

Yanna giggled in return. The both of you walked ahead to the direction of the car park whilst the boys were following you two at the back. “That’s why you shouldn’t procrastinate. I used to do that a loooot when I was in my first year.” You fiddled with the green crocheted thing on the panda again and Yanna’s head turned to look at the toy. “Nice panda you got there. Your bear and flowers are still in my apartment, by the way.”

“Oh yeah…” You recalled. “Do you just want to keep the flowers? I’m like, horrible with plants. It’ll only die immediately in my hands. You’ll probably make it last long.”

“You’re giving her the flowers I got you?” Jungkook asked from behind you, his arm suddenly draping around your waist. Your eyes widened, but you shook off your surprise and just simply nodded.

Yanna was clearly trying to hide a laugh behind her hand. “Y/N,” she suggested. “If you’re startled like that every time Kookie tries to be cheesy then you wouldn’t survive the week.”

The ride home was something you didn’t remember much. You fell asleep throughout the whole trip and was woken up by Taehyung’s loud car horn when a car suddenly tried to cut through your lane. He apologised to you afterwards and muttered a curse to the other driver.

By that time, you were close to your apartment, anyway. So you just stayed awake although your mind was still half asleep and wandering. It wasn’t until Jimin called out your name from the outside of the car did you snap back to your senses and became aware of your surroundings. Taehyung had stopped the car beside Jin’s apartment and Jimin had gotten off the vehicle without you even noticing, You slid over, got off the car and said goodbye to everyone.

You were about to mount the steps to the apartment when you heard Jungkook’s voice calling out your name. You turned around as Jimin hopped back inside the car without shutting the door just yet. “Yeah?” You answered.

His smile was the most heart-fluttering thing, it always had been, and you swore your legs almost melted on the spot. “Call me later?”

You turned around before anyone could catch your smile and reddening cheeks, and hurried your way up to the apartment. Jin’s car wasn’t on the driveway, so you knew your brother wasn’t home just yet. The vroom of Taehyung’s car could be heard by the whole neighbourhood, and you flinched at the sound whilst simultaneously opening the door of the apartment with your keys.

The place was still the way it was when you had left it this afternoon. You sank onto the couch after placing all your things on the coffee table. You had the wrap that you hadn’t finished in your bag, and judging by how you haven’t gotten an “on my way home” text from your brother, it looked like you had no choice but to eat leftovers for dinner.

You turned the television on to drown out the silence that surrounded the apartment. You didn’t have the energy to do anything just yet, so you just sat back and tried to finish your wrap whilst indolently watching whatever program was on the screen.

The memory of the whole day flashed in a blur inside your head without you willing it to. It was funny how weeks ago, you’d never thought this would ever happen.

How could you let yourself agree to this so easily? Was dating Jungkook really a good idea?

Was allowing yourself to have feelings for him… the right decision?

Yet again, you’d let your guard down and tolerated your feelings. You closed your eyes and slumped back, whining a little whilst munching on the wrap. “Why is it so hard to be a jerk to you, Kookie? What am I doing wrong?”

You reached out for your phone, the time on your lockscreen indicating that it’s been thirty minutes past 6pm and you pouted as you remembered Jungkook’s voice before they left. Call me later.

“I don’t want to.” You wailed. “You’re just going to make me… like you even more. I thought I was the one who was going to torture you when we’re together. Why are you the one who’s making me suffer?” You clicked the lock and tossed your phone on the couch. A warm bath would probably be the best thing to do after this.

You just needed something to calm you down before indulging yourself in your numerous workload and essays. And something to clear your mind off of him.

You woke up over a pile of books and neglected sheets the morning after and you blinked at the rays of sunlight seeping through your window curtain. You had fallen asleep doing your work and you winced at the throbbing pain that was now building up on your shoulder. Your pitch-black laptop screen stared at you, and you knew that you had drained the life out of it by not turning it off last night. You just crossed your fingers and hoped that your word document was on autosave.

You searched for your phone through the ocean of books and papers, yet you couldn’t find it. You combed through your mind and thought of where you must have placed it.

“Oh, right,” You sighed as you realised that you had turned it off and thrown it on the bed last night to avoid distractions. Jungkook had been calling a hundred times, too, and you didn’t want your feelings to come up again, when you had deliberately tried to ‘wash it off’ last night.

Turning the phone on again, a wave of notifications made your phone vibrate like crazy. Some of them were from the groupchat, some were from your brother last night, and you almost smiled to yourself as your phone displayed the rest of the remaining notifications under Jungkook’s contact name.

By the way the sun had seeped through your curtain, and by the way your stomach was practically begging for food, you knew that it was already near noon, and you were thankful that Jin’s food was there to start your day off. He had probably eaten breakfast without you, since you would have been woken up by the sound of your name being screeched out from the kitchen.

The realisation of having to tell Jin about your relationship with Jungkook once you open that bedroom door in front of you hit you with a bang throughout your whole system, and it made you flinch back from the door knob. You gulped and put a hand over your mouth. “Oh no.. what do I say?” You thought as you filed phrases after phrases in your head in order to deliver the information the right way. If you somehow say something that implied something different to Jin, he might fire questions at you, and you would have no choice but to spill the secret that the relationship you had built with Jungkook wasn’t as real as your brother would have thought it was.

You exhaled slowly and reached for the doorknob again. Whatever happens… happens.

Jin was idly watching the television and simultaneously playing on his phone, and you tiptoed gently to the kitchen to see what he had cooked this morning. It was pointless, anyway. Your brother could probably sense where you were in any part of this house by the way you breathed. “There’s fried rice on the bowl near the stove. The egg rolls are beside that.” Your brother greeted. “Breakfast is the most important meal of the day, Y/N, I don’t get how you can sleep through it.”

“I’m sorry,” you mumbled. Jin turned his head around the couch and looked at you, and under his gaze, you animatedly piled up as much rice as you could on your plate. Jin laughed and sat back down to his original position. “I think I pulled another all-nighter last night. I regret doing that.”

“I knew you were studying. That’s why when I came home, I didn’t bother going to your room to talk to you and just went straight to bed, just in case I might disturb you.” He chuckled. He had always known how much of a ‘nerd’ you were, even though you only just studied to get a pass.

“I’m sorry,” you apologised again, and shoved a spoonful of rice in your mouth. The piece of heavenly bliss you were chewing was enough to keep you going, but when your brother lowered the volume of the television, you realised that something was up.

“You’re always saying sorry,” he began. “You apologised to me too the other night.”

The spoonful of rice was suddenly too big to push down your throat, and you swallowed slowly as your eyes widened in surprise. “I did?”

“Did you think I was really asleep? Y/N, you came home at around two in the morning. Did you think I could just sleep your absence off?” He replied. You were about to apologise again, but was cut-off. “I know, I know. College parties tend to go until, like, six in the morning. But try as much as possible to go home before midnight. If you come to think of it, you’ll get more hours of sleep if you come home early.” He advised, laughing slightly.

You just simply nodded. He had a point.

He had turned back around and you had almost finished halfway through your plate when your phone buzzed.

Jeon Jungkook : [coming over soon to cook lunch for ur bro (and for you if there are leftovers left LOL) see u jagi ;)]

Almost choking on your food, you look up at your brother again after reading Jungkook’s text. “Hey Jin, Jungkook is…” You trailed off, suddenly conscious about the fact that you hadn’t brought Jungkook up to your conversation yet, and this was only going to initiate your brother to attack you with questions.

“Yes?” Jin perked one eyebrow up, waiting for you to finish your sentence. “What about him?”

“He’s coming… to, uhm, cook food for you.”

Jin’s other eyebrow joined the other as he raised both at what you had just said. “Oh. I have somewhere to go to soon. When is he coming? Now?” You bobbed your head vigorously to reply to him, but your mind just pondered upon the different outcomes that this would lead to. Just imagining Jungkook cooking for your brother was enough to make you roll on the floor laughing, and the fact that he was doing this just so he could date you was incomprehensible.

Your brother must have taken your expression the wrong way since what he asked afterwards caught you off guard.

“And I guess he’s already made you fall for him, is that why you’re smiling like that?” He got up from the couch and walked towards you, and you gulped every single piece of food you were yet chewing. Your heart pumped twice its usual speed, and you wondered if anyone could actually hear the change happen every time that occurred.

Was it obvious for everyone now that you have feelings for Jungkook? Or was it just your brother trying to get to you, to spill out information he knew you were hiding?

You had to pretend that this was real for your brother, anyway. Hence, what was the point of trying to hide your feelings?

So you just gave your brother a sheepish smile; he’d probably not continue to ask you more questions if you’d admit that you’ve already started to like Jungkook. Which you really had, anyway. “We’re, um,” you cleared your throat. “Already… going out.”

Your brother’s jaw almost dropped to the ground, but gained his composure a millisecond later. “About time you had a boyfriend.” He teased.

“Well, it’s not my fault that you guys were going strict on me since highschool. I’m sure mom and dad would be appalled by this when they find out.” You shoved the last spoonful left on your plate and walked towards the sink to wash your plate.

“Don’t worry, I won’t tell them yet.” Your brother laughed. “Just cross your fingers that that boyfriend of yours can actually cook, or else mom and dad… well, all three of us would vote thumbs down on him.” He mockingly frowned and pointed his thumb downwards. You rolled your eyes and shook your head.

You didn’t know why, but you knew Jungkook would actually pass this ‘test’ or whatever this is, or if not, he might actually go further and impress your brother. He wasn’t ‘good at everything’ for nothing. He probably spent all night last night trying to find the perfect dish to prepare for your brother.

“You’re doing it again, Y/N. Stop thinking about him and smiling exactly like a six-year-old who’s in love with her kindergarten playmate.” You rolled your eyes even more at your brother’s teasing and continued washing your plate. “Hurry up and get dressed after that. You don’t want your boyfriend to see you in your pink pyjamas, do you?”

You weren’t kidding when you said that your boyfriend was ‘good at everything’. Now as your brother was slowly nodding, a fork in his hand and a bowl of chicken carbonara on the other, you concluded in that moment that Jungkook had passed the test.

Jungkook scrunched his fist and jerked his elbow downwards, whispering a “Yes!” to himself. Yet again, he had won his triumph. Was there such a thing in this world that he was bad at?

Jin examined the dish using his fork, nodding yet expressing a serious look on his face. “It’s… surprising,” he commented, and it was neither a compliment nor a criticism. Your brother could be confusing like that, and it almost made you laugh when Jungkook’s eyes shot up to him in puzzlement. “This pasta lacks a bit of colour, you could have put mushrooms but…” your brother trailed off, his gaze now wandering your direction. “Somebody must have told someone that I’m not fond of mushrooms.”

You deliberately tried to avoid his eyes, and hid your lips in a closed mouth whilst scratching your head. “Jungkook did some… great research.” You coughed.

“Well, with or without mushrooms, it would still taste amazing.” Jin nodded and the younger boy sighed in relief. Jungkook must have reaally spent all night trying to perfect that carbonara. And your brother’s statement almost made your eyes pop out, since he had never described someone’s cooking like that unless it was his.

The sound of the doorbell suddenly echoed throughout the whole apartment, and it instantly made all three of you look at the door. Jin got up from his seat, and walked towards it. “Ah, they’re here already?”

Both you and Jungkook craned your head to see past the window. “You have visitors?” You asked Jin.

“Didn’t I tell you I was going somewhere later? The meeting place is here this time. My friends won’t be long, don’t worry. We’ll leave as soon as everybody’s here.” Jin said as he turned the knob, opening the door to reveal two of his friends behind it. The funny thing was, his two friends looked like the sun and the moon personified, and you recognised immediately that one of them was Hoseok, since his grin was brighter than all the lights in this apartment combined.

You just weren’t sure of the other one.

Wait… You gulped. Maybe you did know the other one.

“Crap,” Jungkook stepped back. His sudden reaction made your attention shift to him, and you’d never seen him as distressed as you did this very moment. He grabbed your hand, swallowing nervously.

You squeezed his hand back. “Why?”

Jungkook blinked rapidly. Squeezing your hand even tighter, you could hear the slight panic in his voice when he replied to your question with another query.

“It’s… no. Y/N, don't tell me that's Yoongi.”

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