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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "đđźđđźâ" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) âwhy didn't he use đŤľđź?â didn't exist yet. âwhy didn't he use đ?â dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. đđź is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent đđźđđź as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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if youâre ever in the position to choose between giving up and accepting defeat, and actually trying to fight the ancient unkillable god that is about to peel apart reality like a string cheese, remember this: scientifically speaking, you might as well give it a shot!
1.there were trees at the beginning of the world! there were trees so long ago that they predate bacteria that causes wood to decay. when a tree fell, it would lie there in stasis and there wasnât any way of breaking down wood xylem on a molecular level in that way.
2. it seems obvious to say, but wood eating bacteria are literally incapable of comprehending what theyâre breaking down. Itâs just not information conciously available to a microorganism. they donât know what theyâre deconstructing, where it came from, bacteria have no way to even fathom the existence of a tree as a concept.
3. Regardless of the facts above, the world we live in today is a world where wood inevitably decomposes
it is worth fighting the unkillable god no matter how pointless it seems. it is worth taking the risk even though youre trying to accomplish something impossible. the reality in which you live was also once reality in which trees didnât rot. You live in a reality that allows for existence before the possibility of destruction. you live in a reality where uncomprehending microbes break down matter that is so far beyond the scope of their comprehension that it feels comical to specify something so obvious. you live in a reality that occasionally allows unshakeable physical truths to be altered with no warning.
It is worth fighting the unkillable god because trees are so old they predate the source of their destruction, and it still did not spare them. It is worth fighting the unkillable god because bacteria rots unthinkingly, because there is room in our cosmos for destruction without comprehension on the part of the destroyer. It is worth fighting the unkillable god because now and then reality retracts the promise of immortality without fanfare, and when that happens there is no mercy for the ancient. the unmaking is not softer for the desecrators ignorance. for all things, existence is endless until the exact point where it ends.
so you might as well try to kill the unkillable god. it doesnât seem likely, but at the beginning of the world, trees didnât rot. so you never know! you never know
#bazinga!#Iâve been meaning to add these tags for a minute but it was too funny to keep the original line bazinga tag#if you see this i would appreciate this post not be tagged as wornld building#and if you want to use this concept in your D&D campaign#you donât need to show this post or anything#but if you would please mention after the plot line ends that the original post was written all at once in a pretty desperate state#i thought about ginkgo trees while walking my dog late that night#and when i found myself hopeless and completely alone at midnight#I opened tumblr and talked to myself#and hit post#and went to bed#then it got 2000 notes and i woke up to the realization that the entire time I had said bacteria#when i fully meant fungus#fuck!!!#u donât need to say all that just please include the context that this is a very personal post#thank u!#Iâm not mad itâs not obvious from the post that i was ranting into the void
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if nothing else can save america this zero-year-old fairy baby otter with no gender can. chiitan's platform is love. and chaos.
#do you think gritty and chiitan have explored each otherâs bodies#because#they should#anyway 100 per cent recommended twitter account#also chiitan buys ad space on twitter to dilute the reach of all those crypto/commercial ads out there with silly fun instead#the hero this generation needs#long post#chiitan#japan#twitter#please let me know if there are triggers you want me to tag for someone once asked me to tag for politics and i totally get that#trans rights#transgender#non binary#joe biden#kamala harris#us elections#politics
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GARRUS VAKARIAN: DATABASE IMAGE ACCESS. > PT. 1 : 2160, 2166, 2170. > all files backdated according to user preferences: (terran_coordinated.calendar).
#mass effect#mass effect fanart#garrus vakarian#mass effect garrus#castis vakarian#solana vakarian#turians#alien#palaven#artists on tumblr#illustration#art#scifi#video games#milkyart#garrus retro#I want to make more of these so I'm giving it a tag#headcanons go as such:#turians have a downy coat from birth to toddler age after which actual feathers develop - which molt during puberty.#they're the color of the plates since feathers are modified scales! so for the vakarian siblings they're silvery.#child garrus playing spectre - solana already annoyed by it back then. but hey at least he's using sources for his make believe? nerd#first time castis takes him shooting it's a live target. have fun kid I hope this won't awaken anything in you or do irreparable damage#castis voice: I didn't raise him like this!#well buddy someone did.#also - hard to see but the leaves and tree trunks have a metallic sheen :-)#god this took SO LONG ive never done something quite like this before! also wanted to do landscape for once.#social media is so hostile to this format but I think 3 images is a good workaround#will make a detail post later on... the faces are probably getting fried by tumblr :(#oh I gave castis the comic markings. they look way better and imo make more sense. and we donât talk about me:a here
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I want to do this too, so
My BSD headcanons, cuz I have a few
Dazai Osamu
-he/him
-Bisexual demiromantic
-He had so many affairs, mostly with random people, who just met with him in some bar
-Regularly go to gaybars, and normal clubs too- but never had a normal partner
-Just like the op, I hc, he has a crush on Chuuya, but it only developed, when he left the maffia
-Experienced in the bed, but doesn't know anything, how relationship works
Nakahara Chuuya
-he/him
-Gay, but also greyromantic
-He's also stupid for this
-He has a crush on Dazai, but doesn't realized yet (yes, for 7 years)
-He's gentle with women (this is canon) but he also doesn't realized, he doesn't care about them in that way
-He had no relationship, and no affairs yet, he tought he has no time for that
Nakajima Atsushi
-he/him
-I don't have a specific hc for his sexuality, so I write the popular opinion, with mine- Bisexual, with girl preference
-I'm sorry shin soukoku shippers, the bois are cute, but the Atsulucy is cuter (to me!!)
-He's also stupid in this
Kunikida Doppo
-He/him
-Aroace
-Also doesn't realized yet, so he's in the strange phase, where you want to experience these kind of stuff, and you think, everyone struggle with it this much
Nikolai Gogol
-He/him
-Be gay, do crime
-He has a mad crush on Fyodor, but..
Fyodor Dostoyevsky
-he/him
-Aroace (I promise, he's the last)
-He doesn't care
-He knows what's with Nikolai, but he just doesn't give a damn shit
Sigma
-they/he
-Doesn't know anything about their sexuality, me neither
Q
-They/them
-I honestly thougt, it's canon, it was hinted more than once (but it's fact, they didn't say it straight up, so I guess it's a hc then)
Edogawa Ranpo
-he/him
-I ship him with Edgar, but honestly I don't know, so read the op's
Edgar Allan Poe
-he/him
-Also idk, Ranpoe is cute
Higuchi Ichiyou
-She/her
-Straight, and same with the op
Fukuzawa Yukichi
-he/him
-he's asexual, or gay
-It's canon he's 45, and never had any relationship, what can I say
-He's a genderbend catlady, and I love him for that
if Q's gender a hc, I guess I must to write them too
Arthur Rimbaud
-he/him
-gay
Paul Verlaine
-he/him
-gayer
-They are basically canon
-Just they didn't said it straight up, so we should
-They gay, they do crime, good for them (good was for them đĽ)
Izumi Kyouka
-she/her
-with her, it's a little strange to me to think to her as mtf (because she's so young) but I don't have a strong opinion here
Ozaki Kouyou
-she/her
-with her easier, but I don't have a strong opinion here too
-It's just little strange to think them as mtf, to me, but I'm not against that
Herbert George Wells
-she/her
-when I read the 55 minutes, at first I thought, she's canonly trans, cuz Asagiri described her face as "masculine" (and then it turned out she wore a mask)
-And her name is a masculine name
-So idk what's up with her, if she's not mtf (maybe her parents hated her from the first minutes.. or she just didn't changed her name yet)
That's it, that's enough (I didn't thought I have this many)
my bsd queer headcanons since it's pride month!!
| dazai osamu
⢠he/him
⢠labels don't suit him, he doesn't like it and doesn't want to waste his time thinking about it
⢠when he was in the mafia, he wouldn't be interested in anyone (sexually or romantically) - i know a lot of people love to think he had a crush on chuuya in fifteen and i agree tho
⢠however he does like women now
⢠but he's also attracted to (in love with?) chuuya
⢠so here's my take : women are fine, chuuya is finer
| nakahara chuuya
⢠he/him
⢠gay
⢠he loves men
⢠what do you want me to say
⢠men men men men
⢠he does flirt with everyone when he's drunk no matter their gender tho
⢠also i love to think he experienced with both boys and girls when he was in the sheeps
⢠as for his gender, i mostly see him as a cis male BUT i saw that really interesting hc once, saying that chuuya has a female body because he was originally a girl, but arahabaki being a male, a feels like a boy. so idk, ftm maybe?
| akutagawa ryuunosuke
⢠he/him
⢠i'm tempted to say aroace tbh
⢠but it would sound too clichĂŠ given the fact he's kind of emo (no offense bby đĽş)
⢠so i would say, just like dazai, that he absolutely doesn't care about labels
⢠he also doesn't know a single thing about it (tachihara once asked him his pronouns, he confusedly replied "i?")
| nakajima atsushi
⢠he/him
⢠doesn't know a single thing about it either, the orphanage didn't learn children this kind of stuff
⢠i feel like he hasn't felt attraction towards anyone EVER so he wouldn't know
⢠but i like atsulucy, and i like shin soukoku, so why not bi
| yosano akiko
⢠she/her
⢠she loves women
⢠there's no reason for me to think that, i just love her and i want her to love me back ngl
⢠she did try with men tho
⢠obviously she didn't like it
| ozaki kouyou
⢠she/her
⢠i think she loves men
⢠doesn't mean she enjoys it tho
⢠my poor queen
⢠i could be a better boyfriend tbh
⢠kisses girls sometimes
⢠mtf!!!
⢠my best friend told me she hc her as mtf because her referenced author was a man, i think it's super cool
| izumi kyouka
⢠she/her
⢠she doesn't like to think about it for too long
⢠but when atsushi told her he was bi, she was confused and started wondering about her own sexuality (i think it fits since 12-14 is usually the age when you start asking yourself questions)
⢠i like her ship with kenji so i don't hc as a lesbian
⢠but dazai noticed she was struggling with it once and told her she didn't need a label
⢠i do hc her as mtf too, same reasons as for kouyou
| miyazawa kenji
⢠he/they
⢠my little baby doesn't need to struggle with all this stuff đđ
⢠he has a crush on kyouka, but he would be fine if she wasn't a girl
⢠he likes everyone, no matter their gender
⢠also he's my son
| kunikida doppo
⢠he/him
⢠straight
⢠sorry kunikidazai enjoyers
⢠he loves women
⢠he's just your local straight man to me đ˘
⢠he did try to help kyouka when she was confused, even if he didn't know much either
| edogawa ranpo
⢠he/him
⢠does
⢠not
⢠care
⢠at all
⢠is he experienced? absolutely, he's 26 not 15. does he remember what his bed partners had between their legs? not a clue.
| edgar allan poe
⢠he/him
⢠ranpo.
⢠that's it, that's my hc
⢠i mean, look at him, this man is head over heels
| lucy montgomery
⢠she/her
⢠bisexual with a preference for boys?
⢠i don't really know pookies
⢠but she's def kissed a girl before
⢠cute little crush on atsushi, but it's canon!!
| tachihara michizou
⢠he/him
⢠straight but definitely curious
⢠he's kissed boys, i saw him
⢠he's married to me
| akutagawa gin
⢠she/he
⢠bisexual?? straight?? idk, but i ship her with tachihara so
⢠as for his gender, i think he thought he was a cis female his entire life, but when people started being confused on whether she was a girl or a boy, she realized it didn't matter to her (and she liked being called a "he")
| higuchi ichiyo
⢠she/her
⢠straight, in love with akutagawa r. (she deserves so much better)
⢠i don't get why people hc as a lesbian when it's literally CANON that she's in love with a boy đđ
⢠like, i think her ship with gin is absolutely adorable but c'mon
| tecchou suehiro
⢠he/him
⢠does not really care, but i would maybe say he's asexual
⢠idk i just can't manage to picture him being easily turned on or anything like that?
⢠anyway i love him xoxo
| jouno saigiku
⢠he/him
⢠i'm tempted to say straight but my ship wouldn't work if i did
⢠bisexual?
⢠he once said being a cop was a great way to impress women or something, so i assume he's attracted to them in some way
| q
⢠they/them
⢠them being non-binary is, i think, one of the most popular lgbt+ hc in this fandom
⢠i sometimes even forget it's not canon đ
| tanizaki junichirou
⢠he/him
⢠trans
⢠trans trans trans
⢠he screams trans masc
⢠just like for q, him being trans is rather a popular hc in the fandom
thanks for reading!!!
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eiland page..... beloved <3
#i wanted to draw him once n it turned into drawing his seasonal outfits đ ehe đ#fields of mistria#fom eiland#sona#hes there. n i like how i drew him im tagging it#my art#hes been occupying most of my brainspace this week. but not in any like. tangible way. its just thinking abt him without any coherent words#or thoughts or anything really#stuck in that special sort of hell w him rn#lowkey want to do pages like this for every characterhmmmmm not now. but like eventually...#then i can put more of my memes from my mistria pin board to use :D
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i started at my new job so that means they r also employed
full sketch page vvv
#persona 2#as previously mentioned id been drawing all their hair wrong so i acrually had 2 go back and redraw alot.....#realistically i think lisa would get a job because she wants to be Independent but i also think its funny that#shes rich#jun kurosu#tatsuya suou#lisa silverman#eikichi mishina#hes barely here once again#shoukd i even tag maya#i put stupid amounts of effort into researching flower meanings and#japanese car repair tools#only to not use it and just put a png of spark plugs but whatever
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I genuinely love not having a crush like Iâm not over here feeling physically sick over some mid guy being dry to me Iâm literally chilling
#Spring semester of last year was so bad bc I was unironically into 3 guys at once and they were all#Being dry and cryptic to me#And then before that in 2022 I had my horrid situationship#I had a mini obsession arc in dec 2023 over someone but now there hasnât been anyone since#And my palette is so cleansed#When a girl is like I miss having a crush Iâm like youâre literally a masochist#There was very briefly a girl I thought I had a crush on when I realized Iâm bicurious but#I havenât put effort into talking to her bc the idea of pursuing anyone makes me wanna claw my eyes out#Iâm pretty sure I ghosted her by like just not responding to her last messsge actually#Not on purpose but more so bc I realized I was feeling the same anxiety I felt whenever I had a crush so I was like#Yeah Iâm dropping this for now#Iâm also always the most present for my friends when I donât have a crush so idk#Like I donât wanna be consumed by anyone I just wanna chill#The solution to not having normal attraction to people is just to not be attracted to anyone at all#I fr cracked it#I always just crave the butterflies out of it and never an actual relationship anyway#But theyâre so not worth it#Which is why I always get bored of guys whoâre forthright like oh ok you actually WANT somethingâŚ. U donât wanna just have fun#Not for me#I think the guys Iâm into and I typically diverge in the sense that neither of us wants a relationship but they just wanna fuck me#And I more so just want the butterflies experience / to playact couple for like a couple months but nothing too serious#Which is why it never works#Like itâs not that it doesnât work bc either of us wants a relationship itâs more that what we want out of the situationship is different#So lame#Ok this was a lot but I literally came to this epiphany while writing these tags
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I know damn well I misunderstood the assignment but we roll, I'll understand it some day
It's killer and dust btw. If you couldn't tell. Which you probably couldn't.. forgor to say but shhh 𤍠Killers having a convo with himself..
..I kinda wanna change my url but idk to what
#I got this compliment once and I was like :3 bc I like compliments. then 4 days later I recognise the name and pfp on#on a tumblr I rlly rlly like bc they're super cool make super cool art and has super cool ideas and I'm just like woah they complement me s#so I search my notifications to find which post they complimented me on and I find out. they're following me. ummm IJWEHFOIWJ#i just can't get over this bc they're literally so cool what#anyways#I got two whole documents of canon dust things and one ao3 of canon things about killer#so I'm learning a way to do justice to the creators image while still putting my own twist on it bc I love fanon and that's how I grew up#I'm literally so passionate about fanon. specifically Gacha fanon bc it's literally so fun and no one else know that#like. literally everyone just like had terrible experience apparently idk how I didn't experience that#am I the only one who knows these characters still had lore Ben though unrelated to anything canon at all#anyways I'm rambling too much whoops#sans au#utmv#undertale au#sanscest#if u want#killer sans#dust sans#kist#if u want...#LOVE affair#teaching myself to use this tag too but eh#did you know Horror is more likely to be a part of the bad Sanses than Dust#Jesus fuck I rambled these tags to hell
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I've been doing a lot of reflection as of late, especially after this past class.
This past class was about the Torah and Tanakh in general, and the way the rabbi talked about the commandments (specifically the ten commandments) has made me really reflect on how I interpret them, specifically the fifth commandment, or honoring your mother and father.
This is a commandment I have wrestled with for a long time - in fact, it brought me away from g-d at multiple times. I was severely abused when I was incredibly young by my mother, and I used to feel insulted at the implication that I were to honor her while she got to live a better life. It was hypocritical, in my eyes.
But this rabbi surmised that this particular commandment was because parenthood is an act of creation, something that is like the g-d from which we come from. My realization is this: I don't think we're necessarily meant to take even these commandments literally.
I this particular commandment is more of a call to honor creation - creation is a gift, and like any gift, many people simply will not like it and will discard it. The person who abused me created me, but she did not honor creation. She didn't honor me, but I can still honor it.
I have started to honor creation much more. I'm too young, too unstable, not mature enough to be a father (though I fantasize about it), but I create all the time. I create relationships, I create with my hands through crochet. I create memories, I create my world. And I can honor who I am and where I came from that made me who I am. I've been learning one of the mother tongues of my family (Italian, since part of my family originates there) and it was judaism that inspired me to do this.
I don't think g-d wants me to honor my abuser. I think He wants me to remember the Holy action of creation. When I am a father, that act of creation will be Holy, and indeed, I am already joyful about the thought.
I have seen many people struggle with this particular commandment, but I think this perspective helps me personally. I don't think I ever have to forgive my abusers (plural), and I don't think I am commanded to simply because they happened to be family. I am commanded to recognize the holy, to elevate the mundane. In doing so, I will remember g-d. Through creation, I honor g-d and everything he has done for us, for me, and for our collective people.
#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#abuse tw#i am not sharing this for the sake of pity and i also ask not to be told to divulge my abuse story. that isn't relevant#i have been needing to engage with this topic for a long time though and judaism has helped me a bit in navigating healing#but i decided to share this publicly in the hopes it will help other survivors specifically of familial/parental abuse#i know how it feels (in general). it's so lonely and you can really harbor (understandable) baggage about this particular commandment#i have a meeting with My Rabbi (sponsoring rabbi) and i might bring this up. we've only spoken once face-to-face (zoom)#so that might be really Intense to bring up to him but he is very kind and i trust him (which is why he is My Rabbi)#and he has already told me that he WANTS me to wrestle with g-d and His word *with* him#again i am posting this publicly so i can document my thoughts and keep them straight but also with the hope it MIGHT help others#if it even *casually* inspires another survivor i will feel so grateful (though it is THEIR achievement and not mine to claim)#i want us to survive. i want us to eat well. i want us to smile#i will say that this must be a very sudden whiplash in tone from my last post about sex. from sex to awful horrific abuse#my stream of consciousness is just Like This though in the sense that i have very sudden realizations and tonal whiplashes#so you're just getting a very frank look into how my brain is structured and what my brain thinks are important enough to think about#if i seem much more verbose it's because i needed to write this on my laptop which makes typing and more importantly yapping even *easier*
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Very belated Isabeau birthday comic
#Iâd like to think everyone forgot just because he mentioned it once off hand in a random conversation#and that he doesnât care/think to mention it because heâs a middle child with a lot of siblings so heâs just used to it being forgotten#I wanted to get this out quickly but that didnât really happen -_-#I owe Isabeau this due to having a birthday a few days before#in stars and time#isat fanart#isat isabeau#isat mirabelle#isat odile#isat bonnie#isat siffrin#isafrin#isat spoilers#⌠I think?#tagged to be safe
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my offering to my fellow citizens of kremy nation for kremy wednesday! kremy being a diva as usual reference and close up after the cut
#hes so gender#done on freeform#i just go shapes -> colors -> details using the highlighter and pencil and it makes my lizard brain happy#10/10 recommend#the color function is a little annoying#i have to layer and color pick to get the colors i want#BUT#its also color mixing practice soo#i love it when i have fun drawing#you can pry the inner eye corner highlight from my cold dead hands#hopefully it makes up for bald kremy/j#its so cursed#ill figure out how to draw him without a tophat eventually#HAPPY KREMY WEDNESDAY EVERYONE#kremy nation#mandatory kremy appreciation tag <3#kremy wednesday#kremy whimsday#kremy lecroux#once upon a witchlight#legends of avantris#ouaw#ouaw fanart#my art#i just realized his tail looks like a leg#not my intention#but honestly?#slay
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Cleo's cat cafe should have been a (maid) cat(boy) cafe.
#old art so i dont remember what i was thinking when i made this#sorry etho#once again glad that he doesnt use sns because i never want him to see this#ethoslab#mcyt#sketch tag#my art
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Everyone yesterday: Ugh, October?? I mean, itâs nice to know, but we donât wanna wait three monthsâ most of us are busy with school or life by then :////
Peacock:
Peacock: So guess what
#ninjago#lego ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#dragons rising#ninjago leaks#i hate life i hate everything WHY#lego marketing donât mess up something about ninjago release stuff ONCE challenge#difficulty level: impossible#i have to wait. i *want* to wait.#but also i have to be on tiptoes on my own tl#because some people for some reason just donât use the spoiler tag#man. life. why.
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Welcome one and all to my version of the party's loopified designs, featuring my many broken bones and blood stains I especially put into Odile who I tackled second unlike the alphabetical order that I have presented here! I'll have in-depth discussions on each designs and matching practice portraits under the cut but before that-
Siffrin 'barely taller than a preteen' no middle name no last name Loop is still barely taller than a preteen but now that preteen can claim fire to their height!
Alphabetical order GO!
Bonnie, who I've been calling Bonfire (which if that ends up being their name I can imagine Bonnie calling them 'Fire' while they call Bonnie 'Face' to match), was the last of my designs because frankly I knew from the start what their design was going to take influence from and also knew I was going to draw fire :P They were based on bonfires (of course) and also specifically the Burning Man effigies just for a humanoid figure, plus being a chef cooker and a campfire and also a very heated expressive person.
Their flames are hot but not actual wood burning so the Favour Tree (and Mirabelle in the height chart) are not at risk of combusting, they're just incredibly bright-
Isabeau my first design, with influences from @basilpaste 's Lock (with a dressform body) and @nullapophenia 's original version of Husk (the faceless identityless sketch), I have combined them both to make a mannequin it/its loopified design that finally gets to be capital T Tall all for the low low price of being Changed against its will and suffering another bout of body dysphoria that it can't fix anymore :) :) :) When I was referencing mannequins I actually noticed how long their legs actually were let alone how they were perma-stuck in that Barbie-like highheel pose and thought why don't I just curse Isa with something he previously wanted :P
Something something Isabeau actively Changed not only his body but his personality to become someone he wouldn't be ashamed of, yada yada Loopsabeau is back to hating itself and has started to become a person it despises to match (also like a mannequin it's head and arms are technically painlessly removeable :P)
Third in order and third in design is Mirabelle, who technically is the only loopified design with technically hair and clothes, but the hair are the tangled roots of the Favour Tree and the clothes are like the carved hardstone statues of religious figures :P Initially my Idea for Mirabelle was to make her kinda like her statue, with the wonky expression of someone who made it without much mastery over details, not to pit anything against Mira, no, no. Thought about maybe abstract statue design but I couldn't find a version I liked but I did always imagine her statue being weathered in some way, there was a reason why I saved her for third I couldn't pick what I wanted. But then I remembered the broken Change God statues, thought about the 'blessing' that ended up being a curse, and then thought about overgrown weathering and gave her the roots.
I actually looked up Black hairstyles and mostly wondered what specific hair texture Mirabelle had (she wears it in a fro of course, but she has flyaways that aren't coils, but she described her own hair as kinky and :P) so that if I were to mimic hair with tree roots I can get an appropriate matching hairstyle (settled on megatwists). Hah, if Mira has 4C hair, considering how long her hair actually looks, if she to wear her hair in twists she might actually have elbow length hair :P
I spent 8 non-consecutive hours on Odile can you tell? Can you see my hands bleeding my wrist breaking my eyes drooping? Yeah so Odile was again, my second design and it took me a week to recover, and she's a combination of gem and mirror suit with all the little fragments floating around her the 'diamonds' that represent all her family members party plus the ones she originally had in sets of 2. I also put geodes where parts of her body have broken off (inspired by how when the King strikes she can't move, plus also being a glass canon) where when I was actually drawing those geodes that they kinda use the Change symbol?
Circle within a circle within a circle, regardless of how wiggly it is, and at the centre is a cluster of crystals. That was an accidental reference to Odile's mixed heritage but hoo boy what a connection! Her missing pieces are a combination of 'being too old for this' fragility and also 'i didn't want to render more mirrors sue me'
Anyway I am going to put my wrist in a cast and imagine loopified party members with their pre-wish counterparts :P
#bonnie#bonnie isat#isabeau#isabeau isat#mirabelle#mirabelle chevalier#mirabelle isat#odile#odile isat#loop#loop isat#in stars and time#isat#isat spoilers#fanart#i saw someone mention in the tags of my previous isat post talking about the mirabelle chevalier tag#as soon as my grubby little broken mitts grab hold of either a physical or digital copy of the isat artbook#which as has been said by insertdisc5 include the last names of the characters (at least the ones that remember them)#i will not only continue using chevalier but also everyone else's last names in tags#replacing... one of the other character tags#a lot of my thoughts on the designs have been already said#but me and the same isat friends have some thoughts on how the loopified versions interact with their old selves#mirabelle is the nicest but may snap every so often in a 'arent you tired of being kind dont you want to go apeshit' kinda way#isabeau is a bitter jealous asshole who's regressed to being unkind thanks to not having the body it worked so hard to make once#odile is a little cold when talking to herself since pleasantries take too much time plus her 'i will do awful things [for da fam]' ways#and bonnie is bonnie so they're angry and pissed and sad they won't see their nille again but also they and bonnie are friends in the loop#speaking as someone who at bonnie's age didn't really have friends um whether or not i'm projecting i think fire and face can be besties#please enjoy these designs my kitten scratched me so hard i needed a bandaid for the price of angst and i think that's fitting#do i have an attached au to these designs? no. do i want one? maybe maybe i guess there's only so many ways to have an [x] loops au
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Ok it closes out on me when I tried typing it the first time-
Anyway, I'm a sucker for shock value ones, just so funny to me, so how about M'gann being nervous about introducing bf danny and it happens at an inconvenient time! Could go ghost royalty, ancient of space or anything, hell ghost as dragons would be pretty funny, up to you though!
I'm not sure if I did a good job at this, but I didn't want you to wait too long and real life is keepimg me busier than expected, so for now, it's here. I may continue it one day (I also have different version of fill for this prompt, because neither idea felt right, so if you'd like to see I too, just let me know whatever way is most convenient to you)
This wasn't supposed to happen like that. M'gann didn't have a super detailed plan on how it was supposed to happen, but even her vague (thought and rethought every night) ideas were anything but this. It was supposed to be a calm, low-stakes situation. Maybe even make it look like an accidental meeting, Team in civies hanging out around Happy Harbour, bumping into Danny and then she'd just introduced him, perhaps adding âbtw, he is my boyfriendâ almost like an afterthought. This seemed like the best possible scenario.
This was also, as expected with the way hero life is, the exact opposite of what actually happened.
Of course, it didnât start with anything heralding the absolute disaster this day had to become. Kinda accidentally the Team stumbled upon something between a cave and a basement, and in it a group of people, who decided to perform a summoning of a genie so they could⌠wish for stuff. They didnât even look like cultists or villains of any sort, just a group of random adults from seemingly very different backgrounds. Mâgann had a really hard time understanding what actually brought them together other than their wishes.
Which was actually pretty useful when it came to fighting them, because nobody really cared about their fellow summoner, just trying to save their own butt. She kinda wished more of their opponents were so incompetent.
Though, she spoke too soon because in the excitement of the fight, somehow all of them didnât realize that one or two of the summoners⌠actually managed to finish a summoning. It was honestly a little bit embarrassing.
But, it was too late to dwell on all that, as right above the summoning circle appeared a circle in a worryingly familiar shade of green.
Of course, this one time she didnât have any equipment from Danny, had to be when the Team encountered a ghost.
Ghost in question was a beautiful woman, with long hair covering one of her eyes, in a blue outfit that was related to one of Earth cultures, but Mâgann didnât know which, and a bunch of bracelets on her wrists. Martian could make a hazard guess on who it was, based on the stories Danny told her.
âWe donât have time for explanations, I think I know who this is, if Iâm right for the love of everything thatâs dear to you, donât say the word âwishâ out loudâ she demanded over the Mindlink.
Before she finished, Artemis took silver tape from somewhere and slapped a piece of it over Wallyâs mouth. Mâgann understood the sentiment but still⌠it was a little bit too nuclear option.
Desiree (if it was her) didnât attack anyone, looking a bit confused, giving Team a moment of reprieve to plan and for Kid Flash to make sure none of the summoners could make whatever wish they wanted either. Also with the use of silver tape. Djinnâs were always tricky.
M'gann used this moment of everyone getting their bearings to curse herself for not bringing any ghost weapons this time. Any other mission, Team or not, she had something on her but today? Today she had nothing.
Excluding the summoning engraved into clips holding her cape but it was kinda last resort. It wouldn't annihilate everything in one mile radius or something but she didn't want to drag Danny there if he was during a test, other ghost fight or something. She knew better than anyone that he didnât need more distractions.
Conner crashed into a wall right next to her. Artemis seemed to lose her cool when none of her arrows seemed to reach the ghost while Robin was trying to make some counter plans with Kaldur. They couldn't do a thing to Desiree and it was a matter of seconds before she stopped entertaining them and went to the city. It⌠would end badly, most likely. Danny would prefer to get involved before it got that far. YeahâŚ
She really wished she didnât have to call.
âI have an idea, cover for me for a minute or twoâ
âBold of you to assume we can stop her from anythingâ
âI believe in you Wally. Just distract herâ
âMy water attacks seem to be effective weapon against herâ
âThatâs aster! What do you plan to do, M'gann?â
âSummon another ghostâ
She expertly ignored yelling that followed, taking the golden clip off of her cape. She held fabric in place with absentminded use of telekinesis, while she focused on an engraved pattern. Danny's summoning circle wasn't actually too complicated or intricate but she needed to do it just right. And frankly, she just liked looking at it. Physical proof that her boyfriend would be there if she needed it. Drawn representation of who he is, the deepest and truest parts of his soul written in the language that only Universe itself could fully understand.
And it was beautiful. Absolutely incredible. Much better than Desiree's circle, thank you very much.
Mâgann dropped to her knees and grabbed leftover chalk from previous summoning and crouched to quickly draw Danny's seal. She had a lot of practice from all the times she doodled it on a whim just to get something of him with her when she missed him the most. She rarely actually summoned him, again, it was difficult to align their schedules, but she was very familiar with the first step.
And it was really easy from there.
She placed the clip in the middle of the circle, shapeshifted one of her nails to get a bit of blood on the chalk and leaned back.
After a careful, deep breath, she started an incantation, putting as much power in her voice as she could.
âI call upon you guard of Amity Park, I call upon you dearest child of the Ice, I call upon you one favored by the Time, I call upon you vanquisher of the Fear, I call upon you subduer of the King, I call upon you defender and the guide, I call upon Phantom, both worlds beloved childâ
Circle erupted in green light, putting a momentary pause to the fight. Mâgann was still blinking spots away when a figure flung itself out of the summoning circle, right at the Desiree.
âWhat the fuck?!â
Only after the first punch was thrown did Danny turn back to her, with his usual, somehow both gallant and bashful smile, that without fault made her knees get a little weaker. She smiled back.
âHello Starlightâ he greeted, sounding almost casual.
âStarlight?â
âHi Angel. Nice of you to drop byâ she answered in the same manner. Wally tried to yell from behind the duck tape.
âAngel?! M'gann, who is he? Who is she?!â
âI will always come if you callâ he said without any doubt, suddenly as serious as if he was sharing information that could break or make the world.
It certainly worked like that to her world. She actually melted a little on the inside.
âI knowâ
âActually, that's kinda cute. I still have no idea who this is, but you go girlâ
âI feel like it's not the right time Artemisâ
âNot to interrupt⌠whatever this is, but the other ghost is escapingâ Robin cut in âAlso, if you want to make out afterwards, please find the room, Batman and Catwoman are traumatizing enoughâ
Few people snorted, while Danny blushed green. He darted back at Desiree, clearly to escape the embarrassment. Mâgann stood up, totally at ease now, that he was there to take care of it.
âWill you need a hand? I don't have any tech but we have a trick or two up our sleeves!â she asked, projecting her voice so it carried through the cavernous basement without yelling.
âI'm good for now but thanks for asking!â
âMâgann, can you give us anything substantial? Who is this? How do you know him?â
âOne question at the time and let's wait until he finishes, okay?â
She cut off Mindlink before anyone agreed or protested.
âMiss Martian!â
âSoup time!â
With a blast of light, Desiree got sucked in and Danny landed in front of them with a proud grin.
âMy job here is doneâ
âIt truly is. You're getting faster tooâ
âAnd thanks to who is that?â
âYouâ
Danny sent her both an incredulous and playful glare.
âOf course. I miraculously found a ways to not be a mess and don't crash through every wall on my way andââ
âWell, no butââ
âLet me remind you, you're not alone⌠also who are you dude? And where did the other lady go?â Wally asked, right after ripping the duct tape off his mouth.
âOh, well, I'm Phantom, I usually work in Amity Park?â he said a bit unsure, as if calling him a protector was under any question. That just wouldn't do.
âHe's a hero from Amity Parkâ
âThanks love. It's nice to finally meet you all. M talked a lot about you!â
âCan't say same about you, sorryâ
âThat's fine. I know M was agonizing over how to introduce me in the best way possible. I'm really happy it's finally over,â he paused for a moment, with his brows furrowed âDid I do good? This first impression thing?â
âYou're⌠far less imposing that I personally expected after hearing Miss Martian summoning you, butââ
âMâgann how could you hide this from us?â Conner blurted out quietly, and oh, he sounded so utterly crushed. Everyone fell silent, the playful atmosphere gone as if it had evaporated.
âI never intentionally hid it. It wasn't significant enough to mention at the start and when it became important I felt like I couldn't just drop it at you during lunch or something. I always planned to tell you, there was just never the right time nor right words. I never wanted to hide it.â
âEven just me?â
âEspecially youâ
âYou still should'veâŚâ
âYeah, I should. I'm sorryâ
âHow long ago have you met?â
âHalf a year ago,â Danny said before she managed to answer âIt's all kinda my fault actually. I was really set on not getting mixed up with more hero business than I had to back then. I didn't want you or Justice League finding out about me. And when I agreed, it was already really late. I'm sure she'd told you all from the get go if I let her, I'm sorryâ
âWhy wouldn't you want us to know about you?â
âIt's⌠Probably not the conversation we should have right here, over gagged wannabe cultists.â
âValid. Let's call the cops and get going. You two have much to explainâ
âAnd you're sitting eight feet apart until you do!â
Danny leaned in to kiss her, quick and playful, before he jumped back at the demanded distance.
âWell, this still went better than at your sideâ
âAbsolutelyâ
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Also, here is some lil arts for a longish wait, sorry again, I hope this story is yours to your expectations
#dpxdc#dc x dp#dp x dc#dcxdp#im not sure what exact relation would be between mgann and conner#i just feel like they'd be pretty close because they bith kive full time in the base#i have half the thought that conner did have some more romantic or romantic seeming feelings towards mgann#but she pretty quickly established she wouldnât date him#because while he look like a teenager#it's outright said in the show that he didn't exist half a year before the Bialya episode and it just rubs me the wrong way ever since#though this route is probably a bad 3am as i write these tags and come up with this thing#anyway#circle on the clip of Mâgannâs isnât actually just a reference#it's fully funtional and if she used that she wouldn't have to use incantation (danny finds it embarrassing)#but the portal it makes is also pretty small and uncomfortable to go through and she wanted danny to get there comfortably#(he may or may not once turned into a little baby man trying to go through it. it took two hours to get him cognizant enough to even try#changing back hah)#i had fun coming up with it#especially the incantation. it may not be particularly good but im quite happy with it and it was fun to come up with#i hope you like it#wandixx writes#wandixx arts#spearmint ship#have a nice day dear stranger who got to this part
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