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butterflies-and-bumble-bees · 2 years ago

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it has been a day

#i want to scream into a pillow and cry #did i learn from the last time i had coffee??? noooooo #i draank two cups and nearly broke down during art class #cause the tidy good artist kid and and the hyper all over the place ADHD kid #have decided to become mortal enemies since we made them sit at ther same table #and the head art teacher doesn't want to change it #because she thinks they should learn to get along #so i have to listen to them argue as only children on the cusp of middleschool can #and then grab a different adult to take care of it cause i empathise too strongly with both of them to be the bad cop #...i should save this so i can reference it while trauma dumping on my therapist tomorrow #and also my cat escaped like 2 minutes when i came home and i have spent the last hour debating wheter i should try and catch him\#or just let him be #and now i have to leave in 15 min for another thing #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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blewsee · 2 years ago

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they make me so sick in the head it’s actually unreal

#photo insp from that one photo in the cnn article on s2!#i flipped the image bc i wanted to draw crowleys little snake tattoo #idk i thought it was cute #anyways. that new season huh?#crying. screaming. throwing up. kicking the shit out of my pillow.#i love being overly invested in my gay little tv shows #go2 #good omens fanart #good omens #good omens season 2 #crowley good omens #aziraphale #aziraphale x crowley #ineffable husbands #fanart

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rillils · 11 months ago

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Oh, my love when will you come to look for me?

Tom McRae, Still lost | @catws-anniversary

#stucky #stevebucky #CATWS10 #happy anniversary to the most epic love story in all of history <3 #this is an absolute mess but asgdajshakd #i've been staring at it for too long #can't even tell where the mistakes are anymore but i'm sure i'll see them all once it's posted lmao #i just wanted to make a little something for my bois #eh #when in doubt: cry directly into the nearest pillow #*screams into the void*#rillers has feels

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alli-ily · 15 days ago

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HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY 💕💕

i hope i made it in time for it to still be your bday on ur side! i was blessed by ur yuusona debut when i opened tumblr today n then i learned it’s ur bday. i wanted to draw a little smth for u since u r always so sweet n supportive of me heheh (n we r now mutual hii my new moot 💕)

hope u like it n ur bday is filled with nth but happiness 🎉🎉

We're...moots...?

WAIT PAUSE- STOP, GIVE ME A SECOND OMFGGSHAAA I LITERALLY RAN TO MY LAPTOP AND OPENED THE LIST OF THE PEOPLE I FOLLOW AND I AM SOBBING AND KICKING MY FEET LIKE A SCHOOL GIRL RN 😭😭😭‼️‼️‼️‼️

HELLOO??? AM I DREAMING, PLEASE SOMEONE PINCH ME OR SOMETHING⁉️⁉️😨😨

I AM LITERALLY SO BLESSED RN, I THOUGHT YOU WERE UNREACHABLE HELP- 😭😭😭 YOU, OYA AND THE OTHERS ARE LITERALLY MY INSPIRATION TO KEEP DRAWING TWST CONTENTS AND I CAN'T EVEN IMAGINE BEING MOOTS IN THE FIRST PLACE WITH YOU ALL‼️‼️😭😭😭

AND YES YOU STILL MADE IT‼️IT'S CURRENTLY 9:32PM AS OF NOW AND I AM ALSO PANICKING, YOU ART IS LITERALLY BREATHTAKING NO MATTER HOW RUSHED IT IS🤩🤩 AND RECEIVING ONE AS A GIFT ❓❓❓YOU MIGHT'VE JUST BLESSED MY WHOLE YEAR WITH ALL OF MY FRIENDS EFFORT IN MAKING MY BIRTHDAY SPECIAL 😭😭😭💜💜✨✨

This birthday is definitely going to be so memorable because of you and my friends hard work, and WDYM "I hope u like it" I AM LITERALLY OBSESSED HELP 😭😭💜💜‼️AND TYSM FOR THE COMPLIMENTS ACKHSHSHHD I'LL DEFINITELY MAKE IT UP TO YOU AND MY NEW MOOTS TOO‼️‼️💜✨

TYSM AGAIN YUDI 😭😭🫶💜✨

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ryescapades · 2 months ago

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g guys …,,.??:!; GU YSGUYS ….

a little rant in the tags bcs im Emotional™️ and so full of love rn

#yeah so i read the messages on my tree …#what the hell man #WHAT THE HELLLDNWNFBSN #/pos btw #WHY ARE YOU GUYS MAKING ME CRY #ITS LIKE BARELY 8 AM #yall are responsible #for the amount of pillow sheets i have to change #DRENCHED IN TEARS I TELL YA #/hj #i love u guys so much …#CHAT I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH #i wouldve screamed it out loud at the top of a building if i could #but alas im just a shy potato #why do u guys think i usually use ily instead of the full sentence ….#SKJWHDJSJS IM SO AWKWARD AND CRINGE PLS IM SO SORRY #(btw im always down to chat abt anything !! no matter how shy i am to start anything lol)#but yea i pray that everyone here #will get everything theyve ever wished for COME TRUE !!!#kithes and smooches and hugs for u all #i recorded your msgs btw #wanna keep them to myself like a dragon hoarding its precious treasures <3 #u guys r my treasures fr #would want to frame them and put em in my room too if i could hm #or maybe make a scrapbook #wait thats actually a good idea :o #anyways yea i love u guys sm #and i appreciate every one of u here !! thankyou sm for existing !!! and coming into my life !!! <3 #💬 rye rants

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josukespimphand · 1 year ago

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your art circa 2016 (forever ago..) has been super influential on me. welcome back :)

#ANON…….. don’t make me cry rn I’m already going though it because of the jjk leaks but this message is so sweet I kind of want to scream #into my pillows rn in fact I will #it makes me happy that ppl still like my art even tho I don’t get to post as much as I used to ToT #I always feel really bad about it I have sm wips that I could easily finish but just never have either the time or energy but thank you for #sticking around all this time (2016 seems so far away… crazy 😭❤️❤️❤️)#shoutout to you anon this is a mood board made in your honor 🌹#anonymous #tkf replies #I promise to post new art soon!

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richarlisonny · 22 days ago

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#choosing the allie methodology of entire post in tags ily allie #but anyway um what a day stroke week #the way i have just been randomly fatigued for more than a week now idk if it's related to my PMS but my period is late so im fighting for #my LIFE in this bitch of a month #anyway i was logged into my team zoom yesterday and one of my manager's meeting notifs came up #which was a job interview for another position in the company no heads up for me or anything this is how i found out 🙃#anyway she asks to talk to me today and says 'i'm moving positions in the organisation i just found out today'#and i had to pretend to be surprised bc well yes. internal hiring costs less not surprising and i knew she was gonna go on mat leave in #april anyways but now i will be on my own handling this entire project in. just under two weeks time.#and obviously i can apply for her former position (and get a pay rise hm) but like. my contract ends in sept rn no matter what job i go for #here so like. is anyone going to take a seven month position. realistically.#and like her new position is more secure in terms of funding streams and i know she is thinking long term she is having a baby #but like. this was the worst week for me to find this shit out tbh LMAO (painfully) i was expecting to do it alone from april #NOT IN LESS THAN TWO WEEKS and my stomach hurts and my football teams SUCK right now and i want to #bury myself under blankets and scream into a pillow or perhaps cry a bit my head is NOT in the game today or this week #and like just /GESTURES TO ENTIRE SOCIOPOLITICAL CONTEXT WE EXIST IN/#oh they fired nuri at dortmund i just saw press F #but press F for me more tbh he's got football money he'll be fine

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archived-junkissed · 2 years ago

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june 😭😭😭😭😭 did u see the new exclusive fairytale weibo update of jun and the girl cuddling 😭😭😭😭😭 trying so hard to be normal but the demons in my brain are like Your Husband Is Cheating On You

dont worry i have seen it and i have been nothing but ATTACKED by @onlymingyus and @duhnova and it is horrible and hurtful !!!! i am so Upset!!!!!!!

#🌠 : asks #💤 anon #screaming into a pillow crying sobbing throwing up coughing dying falling off a bridge sobbing wailing shrieking #i dont even have any words #only violence #i need to hit something #really really hard #MY HUSBDNAD :((((((((((((#MY BABY MY BOYYYYYYYEYYEEUKRJEEHERN #I AM SUFFERING #i am actually really normal and sane dont worry #i want to hug him :(((( a lot :((((( he :((((#he would be so snugglyn khsbndfjbsjhdgkjNBVFSNSD look at his face :(((((#im going into cardiac arrest

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catastrxblues · 1 year ago

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#i want to throw up #and cry #seriously feeling so unmotivated right now and i have exams tomorrow and have only studied a bit #and i'm really tired but i seriously haven't done much #and this is such a vicious cycle and i'm so sick of it #i miss my old self she would've cared #okay i'm going to try to go back studying now #but maybe after some screaming to a pillow for a sec #nadirants

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rosicheeks · 10 months ago

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i started making that playlist for you the first time i saw your angelic face!

so far it has 165 songs, 9 hours and 46 minutes

i add to it every time i hear a song that is worthy of you 💕

EXCUSE ME?!!!?!?!?!?!???!!!!?!

#I feel like I need to find a gif to express how I’m feeling #cause WHAT #I’m about to ugly cry #what is this playlist called 👀#this is for anyone but if you ever find a song that reminds you of me or one that you just want to show me - send me that shit!!!#music is the key to my heart tbh #it’s so hard to believe these sweet anons #some of these asks I get I’m just speechless and blown away and just ???????#feel so many emotions #and then I go through a denial period #like nah they must be on the wrong blog no WAY they meant to send this to me #but on a serious note I’ve always always always wanted someone to make me a mixtape or a playlist #and just the thought of it melts my heart and makes me want to scream and cry into my pillow #thank you for making me smile and making my day 🥺🥹🥹🥹#(PS when is the wedding 🫣🥰)#ask #anon #fav asks #sweet asks #I don’t feel like this response is good enough but I want to post it and show you how much I appreciate you and this ask 😭😭

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mysticalthingphantom · 1 year ago

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“No,” Regulus shook his head, his voice coming out much more soft. “That’s because I’m a ridiculous person, because you make me a ridiculous person and I want you to see me in everything. Everytime you see the Winged Victory or hear Eros and Psyche, I want you to think of me. Every still life you encounter, every Rembrandt work you ever see, I want you to think of me. And when I snog you again, in front of the Mona Lisa, everytime you see that work in movies or books or reproductions I don’t want you to think of da Vinci. I want you to see me. To think of me.”

art heist, baby!

#jegulus #i'm crying #i'm in tears #i'll never feel happiness again #regulus black i love you so much #i just want someone to do that with me why god #i feel so *screams in the pillow*

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soliel-et-lune · 2 years ago

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spoken word poetry is a religion and my gods are blythe baird, phil kaye, andrea gibson, sabrina benaim, kait rokowski, olivia gatwood and most other performers on button poetry. i love and respect them so much. fuck concerts if i ever get to see these people performing in person i’d cry so hard i love them so much of course they’re on youtube and here are some of my favourites on spotify

#just listened to my grandmothers ballroom by phil kaye and im crying so hard #i miss her more than i’d even like to admit and it’s so hard #im just so sad #andrea gibson’s the day you died because you wanted to #and relapse by blythe baird #sabrina benhaim’s how to fold a memory.#god im so #there was this one called tropical depression idk who it’s by #and this one called eat your heart out was so powerful like i start shaking at the thought of it #and rachel wiley’s poetry about being the fat girl is just *screams into a pillow*#man whatever i want to be as great as them someday #button poetry #figments

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jacklesraised · 10 months ago

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see the reality is i post on my rps usually when nobodys been there a bit and nobody is probably online, but the mental illness in me keeps saying its bc everyone secretly hates me and i dont deserve love, and when i tell a gov doctor that, they basically just say ‘take your antidepressant’s and shut up’ which is also funny when said gov doctor wont refill my fucking antidepressants in the first place

#what i need is smthn for my anxiety and PROBABLY the obviously worsening ocd #but anxiety meds and antidepressants dont mix well #just like adhd meds and anything else dont mix well #which is why i just have a redbull if i need to focus bx it works for a few hours and then i pass out #which isnt healthy but its better than going through the diagnosis process AGAIN bc they dont have my info anymore #its early sad times rn w brina who hasnt gotten an ounce of treatment at all hi #see the other thing is #if i talk about my mental health at all #people will either hate me for being annoying which is what my brain will pinpoint #or feel sorry for me which i also dont want #all i rly wanna do is vent but thats never really an option at all #like yes i know its not normal to want to have a breakdown and cry bc your fucking pillow isnt the correct fluff and wont dluff #i know its not normal to feel like you should die because something wasnt in fhe spot you put it in and was moved slightly #im aware. and the reality is nobody who can do anything about it cares #i have to get an authorization to see a therapist or get meds at all even tho the card claims i dont have to #and the doc tbey gave me wont give me one #they dont allow email so i cant leave a paper trail when bitching at them and my calls go ignored #im losing my mind steadily #and thats not even onto the physical problems #but also the sheer fucking audacity of the website being all ‘oh just go to ERs and UC snd we’ll cover it’ vs hospitals specifically saying #‘we will refuse you if you have Gov Ins unless you have the money to pay out of pocket #if youre on gov insurance you dont have fucking money thats the entire fucking point. you creedy fucknuts go shove tour nepotism in your #fucking eyes and die if anyone doesnt deserve to fuck its you fuckfaces #sometimes i just want to scream esp when this doesnt seem to be most other ppls issues #but then i talk to other women and it is #it just doesnt make sense and i hate it #but i never rly got help on private insurance either so #tbd #depression cw

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frmulcahy · 1 year ago

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Just saw a news story about the Van Gogh museum implementing a shitty AI avatar of him for people to ask questions I’m going to set something on fire

#I just woke up I don’t want to be this depressed rn #how do I kill all ai forever #STOP STERILIZING THE HUMANITIES #I’m literally gonna cry and scream into my pillow like a kid I can’t fucking stand this #art history #vincent van gogh #anti ai

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meownotgood · 2 years ago

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I thought about how I'll get to add lookup aki to my collection next month and nendoroid aki to my collection the month after and my heart started to beat faster

#my connection with these silly little figures...... you don't get it.....#I might cry and scream and freak out when they arrive #I don't care how much it costs me they will be mine!!!!!#also I really want the preorder bonus pin and pillow for lookup aki....#but the design of the pillow isn't my favorite #maybe I'll buy a tiny cute doll pillow for him instead #something cute and fluffy lol #and I'm definitely buying cuter outfits for my aki nendo #will put him in maid dress and bunny costume asap

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cardinalmoroni · 2 years ago

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oh and i'm quite happy with my header btw <3

#ghost band #BARKING AND SCREAMING AND CRYING AND BITING THE PILLOW I went to find the person who posted the photo #and it was ???? gone from the tag????????? I'M WEEPING I WANTED TO FUCKIN BE A GOOD LITTLE SHIT AND CREDIT #anyway if anyone knows who took the original picture please please please please tell me so i can fucking credit it #I dont actually have the original saved so I can't even do a reverse image search I'm a SHAM

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