#i want to recover

[furiousgoldfish]

Do you ever experience stress so long term, that when it gets released, you struggle to function without it?

Your body is washed with relief but it's so intense it actually hurts; you can't breathe, your limbs go limp, you can't force yourself to do anything anymore, you need to lie down, you can't get up, and you can't focus. It's almost like you go from stress right to grief, there is no time for joy, the waves that hit make you feel that you were suffering for so long, that it was so awful it forced your body on edge for weeks or months, you can finally acknowledge how bad it was, now that you survived it. The release of suffering is so painful it makes an actual negative impact.

[ix-misguided-ghost-xi]

Stuck between wanting to recover, be healthy and strong, and then wanting to be as sick as I possibly can.

I want to be normal ;^;

[statementofjoespookie]

"i roll with a group of problematic bachelors and we call ourselves The Squad"

im really sick that's why im drawing sm

[mloking]

I haven't been able to consistently create anything in a while. Since art school wore me the hell out... Yeah I've got a few finished things, but they've been commissions and owed stuff... I've barely been able to make something for myself. I miss creating. I really do.

Is this burnout? Is burnout supposed to last 2+ years? Is this normal? Will I ever be able to make again?

[that-ghost-girl-6]

Relapsed yesterday 💔

I’ll try again.

[hansoeii]

crowley

[ministarfruit]

"...why would I become a monster?"

[lylahammar]

Senshi doesn't often cook for other people 🧐

I was heavily inspired by @fruit00's Senshi drawing for the way I drew him! c:

[eveledoze]

Call me your nymph Praise me for martyr, praise me for sin Call me your muse A sprite or an elf you cry to, then use

let's say this is an alternate ending... drew the sketch of this art before ep7 came out and these were my ideas about possible events. previously the end of the cross was pointed, but after ep7 I drew it as flash drive according to the canon xd would like to thank the people who helped me with this art and supported me, thank you !! close-ups below

[girlyteengirl16]

healing is taking too long what if i just kill myself

[mintybagels]

I’d give anything to hear

You say it one more time

That the universe was made

Just to be seen by my eyes

[clouvu]

Nothing in the world belongs to me But my love, mine, all mine

[ewwww-what]

You’re a piece of work, kid.

[meruz]

just some school pics.. i drew this to print on pencil bags?? hoping they look cute in the end

[that-ghost-girl-6]

Trigger warning below the cut: self-injury (discussing sh recovery and relapse)

Relapsing is very difficult, and unfortunately this is my first time after being a few days clean. Am I gonna let that stand in the way of me and recovery? Absolutely not. There are so many other things I could do to cope with my emotions than hurt myself. I can sing, read a book, blast music and dance along, although I have zero physical coordination. I want to get better. I might relapse once more, or a thousand time more, but no matter what happens I will recover.

[myfandomprompts]

SUNFYRE

This cutie should have been protected at all cost