#i want to recover

[furiousgoldfish]

Do you ever experience stress so long term, that when it gets released, you struggle to function without it?

Your body is washed with relief but it's so intense it actually hurts; you can't breathe, your limbs go limp, you can't force yourself to do anything anymore, you need to lie down, you can't get up, and you can't focus. It's almost like you go from stress right to grief, there is no time for joy, the waves that hit make you feel that you were suffering for so long, that it was so awful it forced your body on edge for weeks or months, you can finally acknowledge how bad it was, now that you survived it. The release of suffering is so painful it makes an actual negative impact.

[ix-misguided-ghost-xi]

Stuck between wanting to recover, be healthy and strong, and then wanting to be as sick as I possibly can.

I want to be normal ;^;

[thesunraysonthebasil]

TW: Mentions of Self-Harm, Cvtting, and overall self-injury stuff

(this is about recovery. No this isn't pictures of my cvts. I need advice)

I need help. So. I gave my bl@des to my gf so I won't have them anymore. I'm actually taking recovery srsly this time. But here's the issue. It turned from punishment into reward. I did it not to escape anything or de-stress. But purely bc it felt good and I think having sh scars makes me look even more pretty. I don't think I'm ugly. I just think bleeding and having cvts/scars makes me pretty. So since it's for pleasure/a reward, it makes it harder. Bc I want to SEE the cvts and scars. So using the usual methods to stop the urges won't work. I can't like. Put a rubber band and use that. It doesn't give me the same pleasure feeling. I'm not doing it as a coping mechanism so it makes it harder to stop. It's a genuine addiction. The typical recovery tricks aren't gonna work this time so I need advice.

[that-ghost-girl-6]

Relapsed yesterday 💔

I’ll try again.

[hansoeii]

crowley

[reinbouxsworld]

twisted wonderland × kimetsu no yaiba (au!)

based on this post here.

I this this on a a japanese song only playlist and a wave of hiperfixation. So heres the context: Yuno (Yuu) and Leona were newly married and lived on his family’s land. On the night after the Town Below festival, Yuno returned home to find not only her husband’s family dead but also her younger brother, Grimm. Leona was the only one still alive, but as she tried to lead him down the mountain, she discovered that he was no longer human.

Silver, a demon slayer, confronted Leona. However, after witnessing him protect Yuno, he chose to spare the newly turned demon’s life, and send the couple to his master, Lilia.

Vil and Rook are the Tamayo and Yuuchiro of this universe. Vil lived more than 300 years only on serving face and hate, nonetheless showed kindness by helping Yuno and Leona after their encounter with the Demon King.

Ace and deuce are both slayers, one ranking above yuu. The three met during a mission, and the two decided to stick by her side from that point on.

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

How much longer 'til your luck runs out?

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[ministarfruit]

"...why would I become a monster?"

[lylahammar]

Senshi doesn't often cook for other people 🧐

I was heavily inspired by @fruit00's Senshi drawing for the way I drew him! c:

[ruporas]

new year! [id in alt]

[eveledoze]

Call me your nymph Praise me for martyr, praise me for sin Call me your muse A sprite or an elf you cry to, then use

let's say this is an alternate ending... drew the sketch of this art before ep7 came out and these were my ideas about possible events. previously the end of the cross was pointed, but after ep7 I drew it as flash drive according to the canon xd would like to thank the people who helped me with this art and supported me, thank you !! close-ups below

[somerandomcockroach]

SNOW BOTS ARE BACK BABE, IF IT WILL BE LIKE THAT EVERY YEAR I MIGHT DIE ONE DAY OF HAPPINESS WHEEEZE (I mean, drawing them like that is so much faster, plus colors, plus snow, plus they all are alive, COME ON IT'S A DREAM) Go smooch @keferon and everyone who makes "everyone is happy" content wheeeeeze

[girlyteengirl16]

healing is taking too long what if i just kill myself

[mintybagels]

I’d give anything to hear

You say it one more time

That the universe was made

Just to be seen by my eyes

[that-ghost-girl-6]

Trigger warning below the cut: self-injury (discussing sh recovery and relapse)

Relapsing is very difficult, and unfortunately this is my first time after being a few days clean. Am I gonna let that stand in the way of me and recovery? Absolutely not. There are so many other things I could do to cope with my emotions than hurt myself. I can sing, read a book, blast music and dance along, although I have zero physical coordination. I want to get better. I might relapse once more, or a thousand time more, but no matter what happens I will recover.

[clouvu]

Nothing in the world belongs to me But my love, mine, all mine