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cw. none, just fluffy content with mother!reader and father!tom. masterlist.
the sound of soft patter coming from tiny feet hitting the floor causes a small smile to lift at the corners of your lips and you wait patiently for your little darling to approach you from your spot on the couch, coffee clasped between both hands as you appreciated the warmth it offered you in the chilly morning.
"mama!" the giggle coming from your two year old causes your grin to widen once she's at the foot of the couch looking up at you with the cutest smile of her own.
"good morning, sugar" you place the mug down on the table in front of you in favour of opening your arms for valeria to jump into. she does so, nuzzling her face into your chest "goo' mornin, mama'" the last letters of her greeting forgone in her soft whisper.
"did you sleep well?" you ask her, pulling her up and sitting her properly on your lap to fix her wavy hair that was falling into her face, somewhat similar to her father in the mornings.
"mhmm" her giggles continue once you place a kiss on the tip of her nose.
"wonderful!" you murmur with affection "why don't we go brush your teeth and then say 'good morning' to dada, okay?"
she beams in response and almost yells "okay" in your face, her excitement to see her father who was currently cooped up in his office, dealing with work since 5 am, palpable. you playfully pinch your nose and swat the air in front of you which elicits more laughter from your daughter.
"come now, we should deal with that dangerous morning breath immediately." you pick her up and head to the bathroom, placing her on the step stool so she can somewhat see her face in the mirror.
"brush time!" you sing song and she excitedly grabs her pink toothbrush designed for children and waits for you to squirt a tiny bit of toothpaste for her.
you watch as she follows the motions you instruct her to do every morning and night with a proud smile on your face and you make sure to remind her to not swallow any of the fruity-minty foam. once she says she's done, you quickly inspect her mouth and take care to gently brush the teeth at the back before encouraging her to spit out the toothpaste. shortly after, you brush her hair back and style two pigtails, adding her favourite accessories which she picked out with enthusiasm "this one, mama!". you then washed her face and dried it off, making sure to get rid of any "eye boogies" which clung to her long lashes.
"t'ank you!" she says once you're done and places a kiss on your cheek which causes your eyes to tear up. your daughter is an angel.
she hops off the stool by using your hand to support her and in a rush hurries to her father's office giggling, making sure to knock 3 times. she hears the sound of a chair scraping against the floor and footsteps approach the door, with a click, it opened and she cranes her neck to look at her father.
"oh, good morning, princess." he greets once he notices that you're too far away to have knocked, and opting to look down to follow your gaze, and sees his adorable daughter.
"good morning, papa!" she mimics his serious expression and tone that he usually dons. it only took a couple of seconds for her exterior to change into a similar wide, teeth-baring smile she gifted you earlier and raised her arms out "uppies."
tom's face breaks into a small smile and he bends low to pick his daughter up to place a kiss on her cheek before throwing her gently into the air and catching her, he repeated it a few more times as he walked over to his desk. he took a seat and sat valeria on his lap as well and let her play with his fingers.
"aww," you voice in disappointment once you enter his office and pout exactly as your daughter was keen to do "mummy wanted uppies too..."
tom rolls his eyes at you, but you notice a begrudging smirk on his face "don't you have work today?"
you groan in response "don't remind me, i want to stay with my baby."
"don't exclude valeria like that, you're a terrible mother."
you deadpan at him meanwhile valeria turns to look at you with a pout and glassy eyes, probably trained by her father to weaponise it by command "very funny, riddle." you join them at the desk and kneel to give your sweet daughter a hug.
"mummy's going to work sweetheart, i love you, be good to daddy and don't miss me too much okay?" at the sight of her lip wobbling, you attacked her with kisses and tickled her sides to get her to giggle which effectively distracted her.
with a huff you got up and crouched to be at level with tom's face "and to my other baby apparently, make sure she's fed and bathed by five pm, okay?"
"yes ma'am" he lazily drawls out, valeria had shifted in his lap so that she's standing (his arm held her up so that she wasn't tiring herself) and hugging his neck, head resting on his shoulder. you took the chance to quickly kiss him before standing up straight.
"bye, my loves!"
"say bye to mummy, valeria" tom picks valeria's arm up to wave at you from the door as you send them a kiss and with her hand, the two catch your kiss.
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#this was intended to be tom focused#but the baby fever took over#i want a daughter sigh#and i want girl dad!tom#tom riddle x reader#tom riddle imagine#tom riddle oneshot#tom riddle#tom riddle headcanon#tom riddle drabble#harry potter x reader
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Dad always said I was like him
Meijack and Chilchuck Tims Dungeon Meshi, Ryoko Kui
^ 1: Moony moonless sky, Fatima Aamer Bilal / 2: Bug like an angel, Mitski / 3: Woodtangle, Mary Ruefle / 4: The Third Hour of the Night, Frank Bidart / 5 & 6: FROM THE MAKERS OF "TWO-MOM ENERGY DRINK," IT'S "LET YOUR FATHER DIE ENERGY DRINK,", Daniel Lavery & Cecilia Corrigan / 7: Batman: Year Three (1989) / 8 & 9 : FROM THE MAKERS OF […], Daniel Lavery & Cecilia Corrigan / 10: Wilt, CJ the X / 11: How Do We Forgive Our Fathers, Dick Lourie / 12: Milk and honey, Rupi Kaur / 13: And My Father's Love Was Nothing Next To God's Will, Amatullah Bourdon / 14: Moony moonless sky, Fatima Aamer Bilal / 15: Someday I’ll Love Ocean Vuong, Ocean Vuong / 16: untitled, Joan Tierney v 17: Drunk, The Living Tombstone / 18: unknown
When your father tried his best to provide for you but he worked all the time and even when he was home he was either tired or stressed and he’s always liked to get drunk to relax and cheer up. When you know he values work ethics and respectability so you grew up to be capable and quiet. And when he says you’re like him you’re sort of puzzled, does he really know you so little, or does he know himself so little? But you like the feeling of your father ruffling your hair so you accept it, and still you stand next to your mother just as silent and just as stoic as her during family gatherings. He leaves again and again and when your mother leaves him nothing changes, really. You wonder if it’s more telling that you know him better than he seems to himself or that you don’t know him as much as you wish you did, or that you don’t think about him all that much these days. Out of sight, out of mind. And he’s never really been there, even when he was there, after all.
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#It’s ok they do get in touch again and he prob at least lives to 40#Alright I’m ready to be normal about chilchuck again#Spoilers#I guess?#dungeon meshi#chilchuck tims#meijack#chilchuck’s family#meijack chils#Web weaving#alcoholism#cw alcohol#webweave#A couple more i liked are like a rearview mirror we’re not as close as we appear line and this french one from#Kristina Gauthier-Landry that goes like hands full of trout running up to you / look what i caught look / how much you love me#And this other one about chocolate coins that a dad arriving from work in middle of the night gives the happy little daughter running up#And it’s so anticlimatic and about transactional relationships and oughh ough it’s a good book#I am Chil is a complex absentee father truther sorry. Idc go see my analyses if you want don’t argue w me here#posts for which i am the target audience#Oh oh another one : So were we close? Or was it just the big things that held us together and the small things that let us fall apart?#The word father rotted in my mouth#Bc it’s left there to rot get it get it………..#Sigh. Like father alike daughter#I’m a truther that she’s more like her mom demeanor wise
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Had to explain to a friend today that No Really I Swear Magneto And Professor X Are Friends And Like Each Other Thats Canon And Real
#snap chats#i forget thats not common knowledge fkPWSJAKA#the domino effect of this convo was so funny tho#i made a joke about if i had 3k i could buy two marvel statues#and so my friend kayla went to go look at magneto ones and then she stumbles upon shirtless pics of him#and amongst that collage theres pics of him and rogue which Of Course prompts the question ‘snap what the fuck is this’#and As Neutrally As I Could i explained what thats about and. The Cacophony Of Disdain LIKE I SWEAR I WAS A NEUTRAL PARTY EODSKSKSK#dont even get me started when i explained the Charles Jr. lore to them dkaPSSKSK def played a part in me beginnin to explain The Cherik Lore#BUT YEAH so after that funny bit i was talking about how 97 repopularized the pairing and my other friend was like#‘wait magneto lives at the x mansion now… him and rogue already seems ooc but…’#so THEN i got into the lore of cherik and he was like Oh Shit I Really Missed A Lot#LIKE GIRL IF I KNEW ID BE ASKED ABOUT THE DEPTH OF CHARLES AND ERIK’S ‘’’’FRIENDSHIP’’’’ TODAY I WOULDVE PREPARED A SLIDESHOW#i tried to be as In A Nutshell about it as i could but Man…. so fuckin funny 😭😭😭😭#bombshell after bombshell i was in stitches really but also getting to explain magneto/prof x lore to friends.. awesome…#he was like ‘damn i missed a lot i gotta catch up..’ understatement of the century girl i had never locked in for a convo so hard before#on that note we mentioned rivals and kayla was like ‘hey did you know hes a LORD MAGNETO now’#and her boyfriend be like ‘oh shit really- wair why am i surprised no duh’ LIKE ???? EXCUSE ME. ACCURATE BUT STILLEKDKSKS#and he was like ‘so do you play anyone else’ and when i said wanda and adam he was like ‘oh wanda makes sense- magneto’s daughter and all’#LIKE OK WE GET IT I LIKE MAGNETO !!!!! FUCK !!!!! I LIKE WANDA TOO DAMN#and then ofc he mentioned the rivals rumors about charles…. Loud Sigh… i hope he gets added one day…#ANYWAY!!! my laptop inexplicably shut down todya and wont turn back on !!! fucking uh oh !!!!#esp cause i wanted to launch my comms again today but my comm files are on my computer….#i hope it sorts itself out tomorrow luckily i dont need my laptop for the rest of the day but still…#this happened to me months ago so im praying and hoping i dont have to get it fixed or god forbid replaced#i fr have no clue why it couldve shut down… all them damn tabs open tbh…. anyways!!! heres to hoping 😭😭
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eh..random pokemon scribbles i found..I LOVE RIKA
#pokemon tag#RIKA IM FROM HOENN..IM AVAILABLE😭 nah i know she's raising a daughter with geeta#in a WEIRD MOOD so i cant draw atm. but i want to before the next witch hat chapter (way too extreme that it's my birthday =_=)#(well it will be in japan time at least when i read it. but still .)#if orufrey genuinely reunite on that day of mine i wont call myself an aries any more. orufrey star sign. things aligned.#Well. ive never felt so depressed about my birthday before and for my services to orufreyism i think i deserve that but its fine.#even if they just look into each others eyes again i swear i will face this next year ahead in life (sigh) (strained smile) with faith#i swear i will genuinely try to believe in life and this world if orufrey exchange words once more this thursday i swear to my soul.
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To whomever wrote this scene:
✨🩷✨I hate you✨🩷✨
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#I feel betrayed#no wonder he never ever uses his mouth during segg both for making sounds and getting anywhere near pc' chest#I will NEVER forgive this mf#THESE BADONKERS ARE FOR YOU YOU FUCKING COWARD#sigh#this half-ass mf he can't work properly like an adult and also can't behave like a good child either#at this rate Robin' biggest character development I could ask for is for him to comfortably drink pc' milk STRAIGHT FROM THE SOURCE#*WWRRYYYYYYYYYYYY*#*sigh*#poor my daughter#You mean I can not have the “nooo you can't give all your milk to our baby I want some too” scenario for Robin and Lya???#*cry*#I was sooooooo gonna draw it but this#this shit single-handedly shatter my dream#screen sharing#dol pc#robin the orphan#dol robin#dol#degrees of lewdity
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The only thing I hate about being aroace is that I can't name my kids after fictional characters I like.
#aromantic#asexual#aroace#like I wanna name my daughter estelle#maybe even hazel#pjo reference#pjo#i wanna name them after pjo characters nimona characters maze runner characters#nimona#the maze runner#imagine how cool it would be to have a kid named ambrosius#or a kid named nico#or even jason#I'm gonna cry#if I do have kids somehow there names will probs be ace and ash maybe because idk I like those names#I want a daughter named yazmin or tori or who knows#it seems so fun giving names to kids#it has a differenr joy than giving names to pets#*sigh*#heartstopper
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battling myself abt whethr or not i wna post abt all my k!nks on dis blog or nottt ໒꒰ྀི ∩ ⸝⸝ ∩ ꒱ྀིა
#iv posted abt most of them but the last 1 def could trigger ppl n i wld hate to do tht..#but also my bio has a tw..#n its my blogggg idk#is it so bad to say that i want a dada who controls what i eat and how much i exercise n lets me relapse into anorexia a lil bit#but like he makes sure im safe and loves me still….#sighhh sry for having fricked up kinks ig#being hot is so hard sigh#!cky k!dd0#!cky k!ddo#4gepl4y#hard kink#!nc3st#z0ophile#b3stiality#k9 r4p3#r@pe kink#pr3db@it#daddy’s wh0re#!cky daddy#1cky daughter#groom m3#gr0p3 m3#tr4uma kink#trauma k1nk#ed kink#ana kink#ana k!nk#ed k!nk#ed k1nk
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#station 19#station 19 spoilers#carina x maya#carina deluca#maya bishop#I wish we could’ve seen that maya flashforward with their daughter 😭 that would’ve been so good#also really wanted to see Carina open her own practice and Maya and their children there to support#but mainly abc I hate you for taking away what was planned for Carina in season 8 😭#so they were really gonna take her away from the OB world huh?#is that the excuse for why greys completely ignored her yet again??#if they really did commit to having her go full on ems that would’ve been so fun to see…sigh
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why the fuck did i write about birds this fucking sucks. i just found out birds only sleep for a few minutes at a time, hundreds of times a day. do you know what this is going to do to my structure? the logistics of their road trip? this is already like three days late and i've been fighting for my life to get A Plot Like Any Plot That Makes Sense out and now the birds fucking sleep for 5 minutes at a time.
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#i should've just bailed and written another story when i had the chance#i'm not joking i've never fought a fiction piece this hard before. usually because i'm not writing for specific deadlines#and not a piece so big. and not one that's gonna be workshopped. i wanna blow them away but if things keep going the way they are everyone'#gonna tell me the pacing sucks and it feels pointless and the characters feel really confused. I KNOW. I KNOW THAT. FUCKK#i'm the type to do about 15 passes before i let someone see my 'first draft' and i'm just not gonna be able to do that if i want to get it#in time for a workshop. every day i delay is making things harder for my classmates y'know?? but i've been writing like 1k words a day#and it's still not done. GUHH#I DON'T LIKE WRITING THESE CHARACTERS THAT MUCH THEY'RE NOT FUNNY OR ENDEARING AND THAT'S MY LIKE.#MAIN SKILL AND VIBE WITH SHORT STORY DUOS. BUT NOOOO I HAD TO MAKE THEM DIFFERENT CUZ I WAS SICK OF DOING#THE SAME DYNAMIC OVER AND OVER. BITCH THIS IS YOUR FINAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TRIED AND TRUE GETS THE BLUE (RIBBON)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#head in my hands head in my hands head in my hands head in my hands head#going to work on it some more. fuckk#the voices aren't consistent and i'm trying to make it clear that this is toxic bird yuri and not a mother/daughter thing but the maternal#themes are kind of fucking with that but they're important and i don't wanna get rid of them but it feels forced cuz im forcing it#sigh. i'm gonna have to cut the yuri. these two don't work romantically at all. what a waste of time.#i watched the entirety of mnthly girls' nozaki-kun in the past two days while avoiding writing. did you know that? the lengths to which i'l#go? anyway it was fun i appreciate fellow creative agony and i uh never knew how they did screen tones and wasn't expecting that somehow#so i learned something new (hooray). anyway back to. fucking. bird story stuff#i'm so mad i hate these two (<- lying. just pissy) i hate this story (<- mostly exaggerating. throwing a tantrum)#eughhhhhh i just wanna lie on the floor and cryyyyyyyyyy (<- completely deadpan irl. not That upset just kind of sick of shit)#i'm so burnt out and it's only gonna get worse. ughh#why can't someone just come in and write it for meeeeeeeeeeheheuhhh (<- would hate that)
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In therapy today, I was talking about how some foods have such an association from my childhood as being *bad* foods and it’s so incredibly frustrating. Specific food mentions and associated negative stigmas under the cut.
For example, I LOVE microwave popcorn. It was one of my favorite after school snacks, but obviously the smell lingers. My parents would get home, smell it, and say “again? Really? Popcorn isn’t good for you. Can’t you just have cut up fruit instead?” Now almost every time I make it and smell it, I’m reminded of that judgment my parents put on it.
Another one was one time when I was a teen and my ED was already “out”, I begged my mom to order dominos for dinner bc she wasn’t sure what to make. I ate too much, and purged. I admitted it to her the next day. She asked “was it the dominos?” in a condescending tone and I just internally rolled my eyes. Like cool now we’re never gonna eat dominos again. I mentioned both of these to L and we both rolled our eyes so hard and laughed. Like it’s sad but also ridiculous. Food isn’t inherently bad!! I admitted that on St. Patricks day we had been day drinking and I got a big salad at like 4pm so I wasn’t hungry for a whole meal for dinner. So I ate almost an entire bag of chips 🤦♀️ and NOT a single serving bag, like a big fucking bag. Felt like such shit afterwards. L was like “as much as I love sour cream and onion chips, I’m sure if you checked in with your body, there was probably a point where it would have said ok, I think I’ve had enough, these aren’t as good as the first few bites.” But when I’m tipsy or high, it’s like I’m completely out of touch with my body. I’m not being ~mindful~ when I’m eating.
It just makes me sad that these memories have tainted some food for me.
#L shared she was never restrictive of her daughters food#they could eat whatever they wanted#and as a result they could listen to their bodies and didn’t always want sweets/junk food#I wish I had that opportunity#how different my life would be without the self critical ED voice judging everything I eat#personal#it’s still hard even though I’m not using ED behaviors all the time#it’s still hard!!#god I want to lose weight before my wedding so badly#sigh
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#well now i want hand/arm tattoos#my parents would be so mad though#*sighs*#ethel cain#hayden anhedönia#preachers daughter#southern gothic#photoshoot
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//i love how i was like "i gotta get more active on my dashes" and then immediately got lost in the sims 3 sauce
#misc :: ( ooc )#//i am so mentally ill about the sims#//i have been playing the same family for literally hundreds of hours#//the mom is scheduled to die in 10 game days#//i WILL cry real actual honest to god crocodile tears when she goes i'm so serious#//she means the world to me#//while i could turn off death/aging i also don't want to#//part of the beauty of life is the ephemeral nature of it... or something#//the story of the town has to continue forward#//the matriarch (morgana) is such a sweet and gentle and caring person tho and the world does not deserve to lose her#//sighs... the temptation to pick her and her 7 children up as muses...#//i get TOOOO into the sims#//i have whole elaborate soap opera narratives going#//when morgana dies i will pick up with a new family in town#//but i have nraas storyprogression which will allow me to keep tabs on her children regardless#//so yay :)#//i am gonna try to marry the daughter in the next family i play to one of morgana's grandchildren#//loop it back around to the original family lol
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How can I create a Mamma Mia au for Trolls
#Poppy would be so good as Sophie but like#Then Peppy would be Donna#And it gets more complicated with the fact that there are two siblings with Viva and the fact neither of them really look like Peppy so#they're most likely both the daughter of the same mother#sighs#I just want abba music and trolls#trolls
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r/regretfulparents is my hellscape. i know most of them are just going through hard times and venting and probably don't actually regret it but like. i genuinely think motherhood would be my most awful prison. the whole sub is like the scariest horror game the internet has to offer for me.
#im just already exhausted of being a mother and i dont even have kids 😭#(i do. hes fifteen and dyslexic and ADHD and my little brother)#(yes mom i did take care of him a shit ton i am not exaggerating it)#(there is a reason he tells people i basically raised him and he asks ME for things before asking our father who is your coparent)#(there is a reason you sigh in relief when i come home from break and ask me to 'whip [my dad and brother] into shape')#(there is a reason i spent my thanksgiving day being bitched at to do everything)#(even though you have a husband!)#(and another grown adult kid!)#(who's actually older than me but hasn't lifted a finger to help the family)#(she always said she'd be like fiona gallagher if anything happened to our mom"#(NEWS FLASH. YOU WOULDN'T BE. YOU DISAPPEARED. I STAYED.)#(even before you disappeared you weren’t allowed to be a caretaker)#(you couldn’t care for him. you were banned for being violent)#(I shouldn’t have been putting someone else’s kid to bed most nights of the week)#(then when quarantine hits and my mom has the time to be a mom again)#(she gets mad at ME for being overly involved and acting out of pocket)#(girl. this is how things work around here you just didn’t notice)#(whenever I come home from school now she completely checks out)#(she makes comments about how she’s glad I’m home so she doesn’t have to make all the decisions anymore)#(because im so bossy! and then I get made fun of for being bossy! you made me like this! you want me like this!)#(I am not your partner I am your daughter)#(my dad is more of a dad and husband in recent years but it quite honestly didn’t seem like it happened until I moved out)#(because he didn’t have to step up and do that shit it was just dumped onto me)#(and no I don’t want to have a kid to be better or something. im done raising kids. im going to be better for myself)#(I know I could do a hell of a lot better. but. im. not. going. to.)#(my childhood was for them. my adulthood is for me.)#(my students will be the only kids I have and that’s for damn certain.)#mattie gets personal
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i need a 4 hour long video essay on ouat but done by someone who actually likes the show
#ouat#like the one video on it along these lines is like. there#but its clear the dude has 0 love for it like he's pointing at it and going “that's fucking bonkers”#which is ok but its not what i want#want someone to please poke fun at the plot holes and drag the stupid shit but coming from a place of love#with an understanding of how complex emma and her relationships are and without a cynical stand to the show's themes of love and kindness#which are honestly it's strengths#ouat is a show that flaunts love prevailing despite the grievances of life as a main theme and THAT'S why it's GOOD#and i need a video essay from someone who understands that#and also little bo peep being a mob boss. peter pan is rumplestiltskin's dad. maleficent and zorro had a daughter but it happened as dragons#these are all fucking hilarious i need someone who GETS that as well#sigh#ill do it myself one of these#days#anchor
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I wonder if after Mrs Winters death, Mark got some sort of small tattoo somewhere with like her name or their marriage date or her favorite flower
#hi👋 im overwhelmingly obsessed with tattoos👋#I think he’d probably have it on a collarbone or an inner wrist or a peck#over his heart yk#OR ON THE INSIDE OF HIS RING FINGER#depending on when he got it though#if he got it short enough after her death and he wasn’t too far into villian work it’d be his inner wrist#cause that’s an easy place to see and he’d want her on display#but if he was a bit farther into the villian work then somewhere often to always hidden#so she can’t be in the light of that disrespect#and so in a sense she can’t see the stuff he’s having to do to protect their daughter#If that makes sense to anyone else#sighs#thinking about them makes me want to lay on a floor and cry#jrwi#jrwi pd#jrwi prime defenders#prime defenders#jrwi mark winters#mark winters#jrwi mark#moomins yapping<3
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