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Who wants to see my Borzoi DogSims and Highland CowBlackwood I love them sm
#the magnus archives#fanart#the magnus archive fanart#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#borzoi dogs#highland cow#silly jonmartin bits and tips#i love jonmartin#they are my second favourite behind azicrow#don’t care they’re my empire#but jmart is my legacy.#yeah#lol#should I do some animation soon?#i think I wanna go out to London and take photos for it#you’ll see what I mean#if I ever post my tma animations
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I actually disliked the direction where I'd recently seen a bunch of the more reasonable S5-critical ML fandom people going. Those discussions and analyses were spiraling increasingly towards demonising Marinette over time, as we were left hanging with the s5 ending for a long time, and the fandom had nothing new to talk about.
I actually liked her flaws.
But then the canon does... this...
And I do admit, it's an in-character way to push Marinette towards a villain arc. Like, if I had to construct a darkfic scenario where Marinette goes evil and try to keep it as close to her canon personality as possible, it would look something like this. Which, I guess, means that it's theoretically easier for me to accept than, for example, S5's occasional incidents of Edgy Murderboy Chat Noir (how is that the same character who had TWO guilt-based mental breakdowns about accidentally cataclysming someone completely out of his control, including the main villain??!). I'm sure there are in-character ways to turn Adrien (or anyone else) into a villain, but Murder-Noir was Not It.
Of course another reason why the writing of Murder-Noir gives me extra heebie jeebies, was how it felt like an abuse apologia excuse, validating Gabriel's accusations for Adrien to not "deserve" autonomy, nor to experience or express any negative, inconvenient emotions. Murder-Noir feels like it's a writing choice directed at child abuse victims in the audience, who related to Adrien. "See, your abuser was right, you're horrible and overly emotional and out of control, so you NEED to be rigidly controlled for your own and everyone else's good!
Anyway.
While I admit that Marinette taking up Gabriel's mantle this way is technically in character, I cannot claim to enjoy the writing choice at all. I liked Marinette's flaws. I wanted to explore them. I did not want her demonised to this extent. She could have been meaningfully flawed without becoming better at being Gabriel, than Gabriel himself was!
After this, the only justification for the lovesquare to stay together, would be as a wish-fulfillment or "reward" for Marinette, and that's not enough for me. When I think about, if there was a real-life abuse victim in Adrien's position (minus the supernatural elements), and then they were friends with, and/orstarted dating someone who repeatedly treated them the way Maribug has been doing (and "repeatedly" is important here, it demonstrates unwillingness to learn from mistakes and be sincere about apologies – S4 was brushed under a rug as soon as Chat Noir superficially forgave!), ESPECIALLY but not only siding with the abusive parent and lying to the victim that the abuse they experienced was "not really abuse" and For Their Own Good, and demonstrated this complete infantilisation and lack of respect for the abuse victim, wanting to see them only as a palatable, innocent fairytale being who's not allowed to be inconvenient, express negative emotions, make informed choices mor generally be a complete person...
Obviously the right thing to do, for the abuse victim, would be to get the hell away from that person.
It does NOT mean that the person is irredeemable. They're just... not owed the abuse victim's forgiveness and continued presence in their life.
And I can't ignore that anymore.
We failed to get an arc about Adrien surviving and escaping Gabriel and healing. He has now been put into a position where, in order to ever be okay, he would have to survive and escape Marinette in order to heal.
I don't like this. It feels very hopeless and bleak and unenjoyable. I don't even think the story is gonna go there and free/heal Adrien (Astruc made it clear that Adrien isn't supposed to be his own character or have agency, he's supposed to be Marinette's accessory and that's never gonna change).
But as far as I'm concerned, any excuse for the lovesquare relationship to get back together after this, would have the unpalatable aftertaste of propaganda to make victims return to their abusers.
I don't like this trajectory!!!
#sorry but this is my point of no return#I mean the s5 finale already was but yeah#also I just keep seeing the fandom's 'acceptable' expectations go down bit by bit over time like boiling the metaphorical frog.#I don't wanna join the frog-boiling expectations for what's an acceptable outcome for an abuse victim.#that's what abusers do!!!#ml london criticism#murdernoir#gabenette#marinette villain arc#ml writing criticism#ml london spoilers#ml london special#lovesquare criticism#abuse#abuse apologism#ml fandom criticism#I just wanna see blorbos be meaningfully flawed without outright demonising them 😭#ml s5 criticism#canon darkfic toxic lovesquare is just not what I came for#I don't even wanna talk about the feligami mess or. think about it. it's just ??? nebulously awful vague blob ??? for me#marinette#adrien#garbage moth#gabriel agreste's a+ parenting#just got inherited by Marinette!!!
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me with my measly 10 dangerous: LET ME IN I HAVE AN AMBITION TO DOOOO
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gymnast kaito x sharpshooter shinichi meet-cute in the olympics au
#kaishin#i can already hear my brain going BUT SOCCER PLAYER SHINICHI RAAAAAAHHHHH#but shapshooter shinichi tho cmoooon CMOOONN#yall have seen the olympic athletes yall have seen the flavor#i saw yeji and yusuf and im like OKAY SHINICHI SHARPSHOOTER#also gymnast kaito this is canon in my brain idc#i would love to see kaito's floor routine like pleaaaaaseeee#also that one epke zonderland london 2012 high bar routine but make it kuroba fucking kaito RAAAAHHH#also also in my mind shinichi would only wear glasses and he'd affectionately call it 'conan'#idk a whole lot about the olympics and either sports so im not confident enough to make hcs#thats why im just yapping here LOL#might binge watch some olympics related videos and articles later idk#yell some hcs for this au at me I'd love to know!!!!!!#dc prattles#ALSO FUN IF KAITO GREW UP IN PARIS AND HE'S REPRESENTING FRANCE WHEWWWW#but it's also fun if kaishin are both team jp and theyret meeting for the first time yippeeee#akai would be shinichi's coach maybe 🤔#also i looked it ip and apparently karate was removed from the official olympic games FUCK but WE DONT CARE BECAUSE#OLYMPIC ATHLETE BESTIES SONOSHINRAN MY BELOVED I WILL FIGHT FOR YOU#anyway sonoko in gymnastics ran in karate and sharpshooter shinichi WOW WOW WAIT MY BRAIN HAVING A MASSIVE ROT RIGHT NOW#oh you just know sonoko does all those tiktoks with a shy but excited ran and completely forced to participate shinichi LMAO#kaishin meet through sonoko ofc 👀👀👀#sonoko and kaito are besties too and are familiar with each other for both being in the gymnastics scene#anyway kaito and shinichi meet and kiss and fall in love#ALSO SHINICHI THIRSTING OVER KAITO'S MUSCLES LMAOOOO#AND KAITO THIRSTING OVER A FULLY CLOTHED SHINICHI POISED FOR A SHOT LIKEEEE#oh they wanna makeout real bad i fear#ALSO KAITO IS THAT ONE ATHLETE WHO KEEPS STEALING THE CHOCOLATE MUFFINS IN THE OLYMPIC VILLAGE LMFAOOOO#the tiktoks of that guy was so funny lol i just know kaito would do the same#you know what maybe I should've just typed this on the post and not on the tags but it's too late now LMAO i want more of them tho omg 😳
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Mr Veils! I based it off of a spectral bat, and it uses the two rings on its largest horns to hang veils over its face :)
#visage: my art#mr veils#fallen london#I wanna do fires next bc I imagine its body type more stocky than veils and doc are#also hearts bc its short and stout in my mind#but that’ll have to wait until my hand cramps go away#if any of these depictions are wrong idc <3 I’m going off what little I know + my first vibes
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well… on the bright side cowboy carter will be getting that aoty
#i blame MIDnights winning that grammy so now she thinks that’s what we wanna hear#it sounds like an ai generated version of being funny in a foreign language which. given the subject matter is very funny#favorite lyric: matty healy telling lucy dacus he’s going to kill himself#i fully gasp laughed#but in all seriousness fave song is so long london#‘you swore that you loved me but where were the clues i died on the alter waiting for the proof’ she remembered how to lock in#also but daddy i love him but even before listening i knew that was gonna be a banger#music#soju shut up
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All it has been 30 days since I met Kit Harington and I am still unwell. 😭 And still so mad my flustered self forgot to tell him how awesome he was in the play. Welp.
#time is really a bitch#I wanna go back to London#mags meets Kit#legit still red faced at my flustered mess#I’m sure he’s seen it all but still#sweetest person ever tho#personal post#Kit Harington#kitten the cutie
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I sketched a few interactions between Cavendish and some other FL OCs! They’re super quick and messy but I had fun with them.
Eddie belongs to @eddie-dearest | Twitch belongs to @capn-twitchery | Alex belongs to @thedeafprophet
Am I bummed that I missed the event where everyone seems to draw each other’s characters? Maybe…
Bonus, Eddie learns about skirt trousers:
#fallen london#fallen london oc#art#digital art#sketches#my art#I do apologise for making so much stuff about my guy but also. I haven’t had an oc that I love this much in years#I wanna parade cavendish around like!!#look at ‘em go!
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HEY ‼️‼️
now listen to me tumblr user, i am talking directly into your ear now. i need you to do me a favor. you will do this for me. i need you to go to bigcartel.com and i need you to ask the bastard working the counter if they have Winds of Blessing: An Akeshuake Travel Zine. if you come back empty handed youll be in big trouble mister. you will never see the light of day.
6 days left to preorder this zine!! 50% of profits go to charity, pls check it out! <3
#I’m going for a slightly offbeat promo method. we all know the Green m&m copypasta right?#if not I’m gonna look insane LMAO#anyway CHECK IT OUT if u wanna see shuakeshu travelling together !! the art & merch is INCREDIBLE & the writing is so touching its amazing!#go buy if u wanna see what Akechi & Akira having a great time at the Tower of London & a less great time outside of the Tower. no spoilers#it’s so fun to write them post-canon I shld do it more often#persona#persona 5#mine#persona 5 royal#p5r#p5#persona 5 royal fanfiction#akeshu#shuake#goro akechi#Akira kurusu#ren amamiya
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#no face journeys.png#i love his crisp white shirts. i love how he cannot hide a single expression when he's talking to denny. i love his big unblinking eyes#james spader#alan shore#boston legal#*#ok let's be silly for a minute. take my hand follow me#going on a date with alan and he sticks a few quarters in the jukebox#and asks you to dance and it's burt bacharach. i'll never fall in love again.mp3#which is so cloying and self-pitying in a sort of lighthearted way he can pretend he's kidding. he can pretend he isn't serious#but I see through you alan middlename shore I know you are so earnest it hurts. I know you hurt and you can't mock your own pain forever#rubbing your thumb against his back. burying your smile in his chest when the next song is paul anka. put your head on my shoouuuulllllderr#so saccharine your teeth hurt. but it's true you love him and it feels the way all the old songs said it would.....#it feels like julie london and the commodores and barry manilow and sam cooke... feels just like bitseybloom's playlist ;)#um. anyway. I just wanna dance with him for a while
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august slipped away into a moment in time…✨
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5th January, 1892
"I think that would be cheating, Pops. If I am honest.” Evelyn has to admit, giving a sideways look to her girlfriend who is half-stooping next to her in front of Professor Ronen's elaborate collection of butterflies.
The Hufflepuff's gaze is focused specifically on one of the winged insects in the tallest glass chamber which sports a mix of vivid colours; rusted red hues on the main part of its delicate, paperthin wings, with black, soft daffodil yellow and an iridescent blue tingeing the edges with spots like blurred ink on wet parchment. Evelyn was never quite sure if the butterflies in question were still alive and enchanted to live inside the glass chambers indefinitely or if they are taxidermy charmed to flutter their wings at regular intervals through some exceptional reanimation spell. The Slytherin is equally never sure which version she prefers.
"Cheating?" Poppy asks curiously, tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear and tilting her head up slightly to look up at Evelyn from underneath those thick, long lashes that Evelyn never fails to find impossibly attractive.
"Yes, well doesn't the book expect you to find them out and about in the real world?" Evelyn replies, gesturing absently in the direction of the butterflies and beyond.
The book, in question, is a one of a set of three spotter guides she bought from Tomes and Scrolls for Poppy as a Christmas present; The Observer’s Guide to British Butterflies, The Observer’s Guide to British Flowers and Observer’s Guide to British Birds. The Hufflepuff absolutely loved them (nearly knocking Evelyn’s glass of mulled cider out of her hand when she pulled her into a hug after unwrapping them) and immediately got to work excitedly filling them in. It was less than three weeks since Christmas and she had already cheerfully ticked off a number of native Scottish birds and hardy flora that can survive the weather, like snowdrops and hellebores. However, given the unforgiving, biting winter weather in the Highlands Poppy had made limited (see: non-existent) progress on the butterflies edition, to her disappointment.
Poppy hums. “I suppose you are right, it wouldn’t be completely honest. Truly, I would prefer to see the peacock butterfly in real life anyway. They must look so beautiful when they fly freely, imagine the colours…” She trails off, her gaze drifting back to the glass chambers and the regular beating of coloured wings.
“I would hazard there are a fair few people who get frustrated with the rare ones and just end up going to the Natural History Museum to tick them off,” Evelyn muses, stepping closer into Poppy’s bubble of space, to look closer herself at the butterfly which had Poppy so enraptured.
"The what?"
“Natural History Museum.” Evelyn repeats, assuming Poppy hadn’t heard her.
“The what, sorry?” Poppy asks again.
“The Natural History Museum, in Kensington, in London?”
Poppy turns her attention back to the taller girl and gives Evelyn a completely blank look and a small shake of her head.
“Is that… muggle?” The Hufflepuff asks curiously. Poppy having grown up completely in the wizarding world and Evelyn in the muggle world they had found plenty of things in the course of their relationship that one or the other didn’t know about. Poppy telling Evelyn she had never used the London Underground being one example that always springs to mind.
“You've... you've never been to the Natural History Museum?" Evelyn couldn’t believe it. How had Poppy Sweeting not been to the Natural History Museum? Regardless if it was a muggle institution, she would have bet a Galleon the Hufflepuff's gran would have taken the her at some point, given their joint love of the natural world, magical and otherwise.
Evelyn knew, at that moment, exactly what they were doing for Poppy’s 17th birthday next month.
#MINI RETURN TO WRITING#well a tiny drabble anyway#tiny future one-shot from 6th year which takes place in the same universe as Kiss me (like you wanna be loved)#its not perfect but heyho#fyi both the natural history museum and london underground were open in 1892#I was planning to save this for post-essay times in july but i finished one of the hardest sections of my work today so CELEBRATE#we are nearly there folks#4000 words of essay DOWN only one tiny section to go#on this one at least lol#then i'll be BACK BABY#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts oc#hogwarts legacy photo mode#poppy sweeting#poppy sweeting x mc#poppy sweeting x f!mc#evelyn caddel#drabble#fic
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London on film
London, England
June 2023
#I’m missing England right now#I wanna go back#my photography#photography#england photography#england#great britain#uk#london#film photography
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firmament chapter 3 is. very long. though admittedly length is relative and mostly just constricted by how many actions every other step in this chapter costs
#i could go without a lot of the talking options costing actions on top of the moon miser raising#(and the optional st8tion visit if you wanna go that route)#but that may just be the waiting-induced madness talking. this has always been a game of patience lmao#i dont necessarily mind it#yin-thoughts#fallen london#fallen london spoilers#firmament spoilers#i am enjoying it so far!! every time the word angel is mentioned my ears perk up. even though it probably isnt literal#it does have. Weird Christian Cult Undertones. which i can take or leave#but on a personal front it's solid for me so far#the scoundrel is. probably unironically having a great time. they're standing on the sidelines in zenith going finally#people know what it's like to see the world with our eyes#with literally everything bathed in violant and sticking like glue you cant get rid of#how does it feel??? does it feel good????? no?????? exactly!!!!!!!!!!!!!#and then they take a step forward immediately trip on a rock crack their head open and die (as is typical of the bat)
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I have GOT to chill before I do something wild like fly to Europe. being an adult with money, a flexible job and fuck all else to do is dangerous
#like i COULD#is the thing#im just not sure i wanna do it alone...#like ill go anywhere in the usa alone (and i have lol)#but international travel is a lot#(id do london or Amsterdam fwiw)
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okay I don't really have any concrete plans yet but I'm thinking tomorrow I will journey to teenage Ray's holy lands (filming location of bbc sherlock's 221b bakerstreet)
#I WANTED TO SEE THAT FUCKING DOOR THE FIRST TIME I CAME TO LONDON BUT IT NEVER HAPPENED#i need to see it. for her#i also wanna go to specifically the viaduct tavern for bfu reasons. and a jack the ripper tour#we shall see......#rayrambles
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