#melting

[sume3luvv]

Thinking about...

༉‧₊˚. o.dazai x fem!reader

now playing...

MELTING by kali uchis ₊˚ෆ

might be a few mistakes cuz sume did not proofread...

pre-boyfriend!dazai who has never thought that such a unforgivable and sinful person like him could be loved by anybody.

pre-boyfriend!dazai who never thought about love until he met you.

pre-boyfriend!dazai who first met you at the bookstore that recently opened down the street, which you worked at.

pre-boyfriend!dazai who requested philosophical and dark books recommendations, catching you a bit off guard.

pre-boyfriend!dazai who sighed in defeat when you had no idea what to give him because you never read that kind of genre.

pre-boyfriend!dazai who blinks in curiosity when you lead him to a brand new aisle filled with a genre that was completely different than what he asked for.

pre-boyfriend!dazai who bonds with you over your guys mutual interests for books, instantly becoming amused by your calm and kind personality in contrast to his melancholic, yet cheerful one.

pre-boyfriend!dazai who made stupid excuses to keep on coming back to the bookstore after the day you two met.

pre-boyfriend!dazai who gave you subtle hints that's he's interested in you, like brushing his knuckles against you by "accident" when he bought a book, or when he'd lean in to see your pretty face closer.

pre-boyfriend!dazai who gave up on giving your oblivious self hints and (in)directly asked you out on a date with that sly grin spread across his lips.

" you know what would be crazy? going somewhere, maybe a restaurant. you and me, together. alone. " " are you asking me out on a date? " you asked, raising an eyebrow. " hm.... I don't know, what do you think?" dazai teased, his voice dripping with amusement.

pre-boyfriend!dazai who takes you out for dinner after saving his money and not recklessly spending it all, or losing it in a river from another suicide attempt.

pre-boyfriend!dazai who walks on the beach with you after dinner, shoulders bumping while fingertips brush against each other.

pre-boyfriend!dazai who stops and takes your hand, pressing a gentle kiss on your knuckle before flashing you a charming smile, causing your heart to do multiple flips.

pre-boyfriend!dazai who asks you to be his girlfriend while the sun is setting beautifully in the background.

pre-boyfriend!dazai who feels a pounding in his chest when you agree with the cutest smile. he can't contain his excitement as he cups your chin, bringing you face closer and kisses you gently.

" you mean it? " he asked, eyes lighting up. " you're really saying yes? " yeah, i am. " you replied with a shy smile. dazai grinned and pulled you into a tight hug. " wow... i must be dreaming. quick- pinch me so i know this is real. " you rolled your eyes playfully. " you're ridiculous. " " ridiculously lucky, maybe. because i'm finally dating the woman of my dreams. "

boyfriend!dazai who isn't afraid to show people that you guys are dating. for example, he would wear those 'i <3 my girlfriend!' shirts if you guys go on a date.

boyfriend!dazai who has his arm wrapped around your waist in public.

boyfriend!dazai who can be possessive in a good way.

boyfriend!dazai who swings your guys arms when holding hands as you guys take a stroll at the beach while watching the sunset.

boyfriend!dazai who believes you're a daydream, a woman too good to be true.

boyfriend!dazai who believes you put him under your spell, and that's why he's so deep into loving you. not that he's complaining, though.

boyfriend!dazai who thinks you get prettier and prettier every day.

boyfriend!dazai who studies your humor to make you laugh in order to see your pretty smile.

" ah! " dazai cries and holds a hand over his eyes. " what happened? are you okay? " you ask, eyebrows furrowing in a panic as you try and pry dazai's hands away from his face. " i just got blinded... by your lethal face card! " dazai jokes, peeking at you through his fingers with a grin. you couldn't help but snort and smile at your goofy boyfriend. " you're so stupid... "

boyfriend!dazai who rants to his coworkers about you, babbling about anything and everything about you. your hair, your eyes, you personality, the way you sleep at night- dazai just loves everything about you!

boyfriend!dazai who slowly opens up about his past, knowing he can't keep the ugly truth from your any longer.

boyfriend!dazai who, despite his flaws, is astonished you still want to be with him after finding about his past.

boyfriend!dazai who brings you to oda's grave with a proud smile and an arm wrapped around your waist as he introduces you to his old friend.

boyfriend!dazai who wishes oda was still alive to meet you.

boyfriend!dazai who melts whenever he sees your smile ignite, knowing that everything is alright.

boyfriend!dazai who feels safe and at home whenever he's around you.

boyfriend!dazai who has trouble sleeping at night, so he holds you close and watches you sleep at night, finding your peaceful slumber calming.

boyfriend!dazai who loves to be spooned at night, burying his face into your chest and listening to the even beats of your heart.

boyfriend!dazai who knows every little thing about you. from your worst to your best.

boyfriend!dazai who kisses you any chance he gets.

boyfriend!dazai who feels the will to live his life because he has you.

boyfriend!dazai who loves his girl more than anything, and feels so unbelievably lucky to have you in his life. maybe god has never treated him good, but one good thing the lord has given to him is you.

a/n: it has been awhile since i've uploaded, so think of it as a treat! i don't what came over me, but i just had a blast of energy and the will to finally complete this imagine that has been in my drafts for centuries (or 2 months).

sume loves all of you guys! (≧ڡ≦*)

[sivon-acidwyrm-collections]

MASSIVE SLUDGEPOSTING GO!!!!

All of the recent doodles with da sludge/tar, perhaps more written and drawn information for you to know about this thing!

A big ramble of it's lore and behaviour incoming here:

First weeks in the Tar Beach

The Sludge is born from a chemical mixture combined with a meal, unintentionally thrown into the Tar Beach as food. With such chemical reactions, developed the energy production between a particular section of the sludge, creating the sentient being.

It didn't stay for long in the Tar Beach, already looking for anything to mimic as it wanted to move out. To be free and think for itself. And explore. But most of the individuals it has seen, it will struggle to stay stable while resembling them. They're either floating, have such incomprehensible physics it's difficult to mimic them without falling apart, or straight up impossible to impersonate.

Which is why it really took a liking for Ena, mimicking her hungover form. And it'll take this form as it's default appearance, making sure it can be actually respected among individuals.

To be or not to be a person

It always sees itself as a sludge, a mixture of a biological mess and garbage. No matter how much it becomes alike to a person, how much it has grown a mind to be read by other mind-readers, gain an actual reputation in cities, it will always be in it's heart, a Sludge. A tar.

It can call itself both a person and a thing. Being a thing does not dehumanize it, it refers to the Sludge directly. But calling it a person is also acceptable as well, since it thinks, reasons and questions like a person would. Despite it's odd birth and existence, it wants to be among people, to belong and think with them.

The Sludge is in the middle of being a person and a thing, it's not dehumanizing or humanizing if you call it one thing or another. Because it's both. It's also why it will always prefer to be called it/it's. No amount of identities set by society would cling to itself, and it decides what it'll like to be labeled. And it'll be labeled as a sludge in gender and species.

The capabilities of it's form

As warnings are applied to the Tar Beach, it will also be applied to the Sludge. One of those warnings is to avoid swimming in the tar, for the inevitability of the sludge to melt you into nothing to digest your nutrients. One touch is enough for it to pull you down to the depths, melting everything off of you to gain any sort of food it will eat.

It is why it should be avoided to attack the Sludge closely, because it can melt parts of your body with it's touch, feeding itself and removing you bit by bit until there's nothing left of you. And cutting it into pieces is... Not much of a good action. It can continue functioning without an arm, because it's a separate, functioning part of itself.

The Sludge can handle slithering through thin spaces, as long as it's eyes can fit through. These eyes are the most stable parts of itself, usually staying consistent in size and capable of being grabbed. It wouldn't like to have them grabbed, so it's more likely that they'll either float through it's body, or eat you when you try to grab it.

Based on it's rate of agitation, it can generate bubbles and foam from it's insides, sounding like it's gurgling or popping when communicating. These bubbles are acidic, as well as foul-smelling.

Since it is capable of shifting its colors and textures (just enough to not feel like a thick liquid moss), it can form complex patterns on top of it's body, appearing more eye-catching, confusing and even pretty to an extent. Though there's a reason why it looks so simple most of the time: it takes energy to shift the colors and keep it stable.

It eats randomized meals each day, but it'll take a lot to be able to look like it wears a dress or garment, since it needs to make itself more varied in texture and colors, which exhausts it's energy faster. Especially since it's not an enormous amount of sludge, but rather medium-sized.

Being with Ena?

It mimics one of her forms, which should raise suspicion of it's appearance and why it chooses to stay in such a form. It could attempt to take her place, to eat her so no one will know where she truly went, anything to kill her. Yet it doesn't. Why?

It's because it wants to live with people. Not take her place, but to live. To exist. This is why it has no problems being in the same space as her, other than being... A little awkward, since how would the other person feel if they're mimicked?

And it also sees Ena as a person, a being to interact with, with unique quirks, behaviour and experience. There's always something the Sludge can learn from her, as she lived way longer and seen more things than it has done.

It doesn't have enough experience to be properly sociable with people, so there isn't much of a problem for Ena to have other than the occasional, bewildered comments of "you ate the most horrible slop and you were fine?! What do you even eat?" whenever she has the Sludge around.

[a-sleeepy-angel]

"Keep those pretty eyes on me while I fuck you, baby."

[doodledrawsthings]

like salmon, i briefly return to Nuclear Throne, once more.

[furiouskettle]

grabs the monster au and runs

[zegalba]

A.F. Vandevorst: Arnhem Mode Biennale (2011)

[scargirltsots]

💋

[warandpeas]

Legacy

[salemrph]

Blushing again over this... Fucking hell. Night of Secrecy was a game changer. 🫣🫠 Melting with this moment so hard:

"I'm hoping your answer is still yes... because I just can't hold back anymore"

[miamaimania]

Dreamscape 🌙꩜: 'Untitled' by Dolores Hazed. Ethereal landscapes and melting figures blur the boundaries of reality. ➤

[zephyraes]

STIMBOARD - STARS

[ x x x - x ⭐ x - x x x ] - [ requested by anon! ] > custom requests: none!

THANK YOUUU BRO I LOVE STAR AESTHETICS i'm so glad I got to do this one!!! :]

[ichimakesart]

Fleeting

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[touloumpenia]

A man’s sleepy/morning/grumpy voice can have on my kneeeeeeeees🧎🏼‍♀️

[iloveabortions]

Francis Alys: ‘Sometimes Making Something Leads to Nothing’ (1997)

[scargirltsots]

Eyes wide open ,

and then mouth

=o