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black-and-yellow · 1 year ago

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Thinking about him

Anyway read Inside.

#hoping to maybe get another chapter done soon #i have an idea for a scene i wanna do with Kayama #bnha #hizashi yamada #present mic #mha #villain!mic #loudspeaker au #creepy crawly au #eri mha #the loudspeaker au is so good actually why is one of the best things i've made a Present Mic villain AU of all things #i was re-reading Inside and i was like #wait this is good #the benefits of having terrible memory is I get to re-experience my own writing all over again

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fereldanwench · 4 months ago

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i think im gonna start another replay with valerie :3

#been having an itch to experience it all over again #i dont even know how many times i've done this now #i miss brotp goodness with jackie #and i wanna see goro's bad ass driving again #and it's been a minute since i got to just explore night city okay i've talked myself into it #t: wench games #oc: valerie v powell #g: cyberpunk 2077

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lightbulb-warning · 3 months ago

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i used to freehand comics all the time as a child and since the part i liked was the drawing part i would just draw panel after panel because i didn't want to stop drawing to think about icky icky words, plus the story TOTALLY still made perfect sense! to me! and noone else, but 'whoooo caaaaares omgggg its not like comics and sequantial art are a communicative meeediummmm lmaoooooo'. i spent my entire childhood telling myself stuff like "oh pfft I know this story by heart- ill SIMPLY remember the dialogue and write it later" ...and. I can't help but admire baby maiora's (call that a minora ba tm tsk) fucking audacity? hubris? confident wrongness? kid couldn't even remember to finish the comics in the first place? INCREDIBLE levels of unearned self assurance, wish that were me, genuinely- what an icon!!! anyway i think i have forever cursed myself

#maiora garrulates #the maiora overthinks the process of writing dialogue saga continues!!!!!!!#im so tired. i have been overthinking this shit in circles i have not been making any progress in any which way lmao!#im bitching and moaning for funsies this is not that serious in the Grand Scheme Of Things i just wanna improve at my fav thing #and ❤️ Unfortunately ❤️ my favorite thing in the world involves learning MY MOST HATED *NEMESIS*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! verbal communication. ew #words are fun! i LOVE words! toys!!!!! im using words right now and i didn't combust!!!!! wow look at that!!!!!!!!!!!!!#putting words in SEQUENCE? multiple times?? filtering THOUGHTS into SENTENCES???? sentences that a character would or wouldn't SAY???#AND THEN THERE'S ANOTHER CHARACTER SOMETIMES???? AND THAT BITCH ALSO HAS THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS????? AND THEY ALL HAVE PERSONAL IDIOLECTS #AND TONES THAT S U P P O S E D L Y ARE IMPLICATED BY MANNERISMS AND VERBAL HABITS AND CIRCUMSTANCES (AND THERE'S WRONG ANSWERS! ALSO!!)#AND THEY'RE IN A CONTEXT!! AND THEY'RE INTERACTING WITH EACH OTHER AND INFLUENCING EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THE CONVERSATION COULD VARY GIVEN ENERGY LEVELS WHETER OR NOT SOMEONE'S FOOT IS FALLING ASLEEP THE F U C K I N G WEATHER #“oh dialogue is easy just say it out loud to yourself until it 'sounds normal' ^^”#screaming crying throwing up NONE OF THIS IS INTUITIVE TO MEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....!#ok dramatics over its out of my system! for now!!!#this is all easily explained bc i just. draw a lot more than i talk to people. so like. OBVIOUSLY i have more practice drawing #so drawing comes natural! talking does not! subsequently dialogue is Hard! No FUCKING Shit Sherlock!!!!! (affectionate)#so yeah. im using y'all (the tumblr void) as practice! hi!!! words at you!!!!!!!!!!#so yeah thanks for baring with me while passing by my corner of the internet #i do love self indulgence this is fun check out my navel gazing actually no do not look at my belly button #anyway i just think this is mildly interesting. some of my writer buds have the same “not good enough” allergy towards visuals #but they use it to be mean2me >:( same bitch that “omg i cant i suck at drawing i can't do this-” does the “uhm. just write? lol.” 2 meeee #we could have peace and love on planet earth and a common experience and yet you KICK miette for being bad at words!!!1!!! </3 heartbreak!!#what the fuck was i talking about even #oh yeah. perfectionism within creatives i guess. LMAO JK i am talking about NOTHIN!!!!G i am just putting Words Out Here ehehehehehe #its practice >;)c #all this bc ive been doodling comics for myself again and im V!! PROUD OF THE ART!!!! wanna share- but DIALOGUE!*⚡sfx!!*....... so! options #a) leaving it blank. no there are NO microphones in the budget. b) leaving blank *balloons* so that the Rythm is there. implied convo!!!#c) ...doing it badly. (tragic)(heartwrenching)(teeny tiny bruise 2 the ego) *dramatic single tear cleches fists * its the only way.........#...we shall see! literally none of this is all that serious i am procrastinating!! <3 playing with my tuoys!!!!!!!! silly time!!!#/all lh! am reaching 30 tags so that is all for THIS episode of the maiora bitches about dialogue saga thank you for joining me!!okilyBuhBY

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samipekoe · 5 months ago

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I think you should know that your art is why I'm getting Fate SR on the steam sale today, thank you for the brain worms.

WAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i hope you enjoy it!!!!!!!!!!! saber and iori are the best to ever do it!!!!!!

#i wish i could experience fsr all over again i still havent played the last dlc bc i dont wanna say goodbye to them WAHHH #you are gonna experience the yearning...for the MOON

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kaylazer · 7 months ago

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back on my bullshit (meeting men im in love with). Ben Schwartz is so kind and tall :-) I didn’t totally freeze like when I met the Jonas brothers but the selfies we took are blurry so 😔

(at least I have these bc I told sam to record the whole thing heheheh)

#also the show was great #I had to slap sam many times bc she was choking from laughter #ben schwartz #bro how did i forget my personal tag for ben #ben schwartz my beloved #me #also forgot me tag #editing tags after the fact to recount the entire experience #so we waited outside for about 10 minutes and I had no expectation of how long it usually takes for him to come out and take pictures #he comes out without a mask which is surprising to me and says ‘you guys wanna take some pictures?’#we all just kinda form a non sensical blob (there’s maybe like 10 ppl total) around him #Brandon Katie and Eugene hang back towards the stage door unsure if anyone wants to chat with them #I’m gushing over how tall and handsome Ben is to my sister who is ready to record our interaction once he gets to me #as I listen to him chatting with the other fans I can’t help but smile and say to my sibling ‘he’s so sweet’ every minute #he meets someone who has a cool sketchbook of the skits from the show that he wants to take a picture of #but they need to write their handle so he says he’ll talk with some others and get back to them #so he does and then later I see the girl ready to talk to him again off to the side #so I tell her ‘you can go ahead and finish talking to him”’ and she’s like ‘are you sure?’ and I’m like duh!#finally it’s my turn and he looks at me and says ‘hi I’m Ben’#yes Benjamin Joseph Schwartz I know #he sees me holding my phone and immediately sides steps to get into selfie mode as I ask him if he’ll sign my Jean Ralphio figure #he steps back to Be in front of me ‘yes of course!’#what insane media training he has #he says ‘I’ve seen this! this is the first one I’ve ever signed’#upon seeing the figure he says ‘it’s beautiful’ lol #he’s concerned that the sharpie I brought will not show up and I mention that it was probably a bad one to bring because it’s pastel #he signs and holds it up (as you can see in the first photo) to make sure it’s visible #he hands it back to me and I thank him and he says ‘do you want to take a picture?’#and I say ‘I would love to!’ and then I hold the Jean Ralphio figure and he looks to my sibling assuming she’s taking the picture #she’s like ‘no I’m just here for moral support!’

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eclaire-went-bam · 2 months ago

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low/no empathy is Minorly Othering in terms of interests (in my experience) because almost everyone i know prefers fiction over nonfiction, because it's more interesting and easier to digest,

but prefer the opposite for the same reasons. nonfiction is MUCH easier for me to parse through. i stress myself out a lot whenever i try to imagine a characters thoughts and feelings, and i end up usually just misunderstanding entirely. oftentimes it's so frustrating i just put a book down and never try reading it again. i understand rhetorical devices, messages, themes, symbolism,,, i understand the book on a technical level when it comes to the artistry of how it's written. but i, for the life of me, in the moment, simply cannot fathom a character's thoughts and feelings

comics are only a little easier bcs they have added help of drawn depictions of thoughts and feeling, but even then it can still be hard. i just can't enjoy the same literature many ppl are into just cus i find textbooks n stuff more easy to read

#when i say it stresses me out i mean it REALLY works me up WAYY more than it ever should #makes me wanna tear my hair out and curl up and scream. i'll be like halfway thru a chapter and then i'll realise the atmosphere #& emotions the characters are feeling isn't x but actually y and then i have to read it all over again to attempt to interpret it correctly #while nonfiction texts are fun to read. the language is rarely ever boring. even in textbooks if you get through the first few paragraphs #of introduction to a topic ; the rest of the section's really fun to read #the information presented as fact is just a lot easier for me to understand #sometimes biographies are stuff are a bit harder. bcs they may describe their emotions during a particular time or something and go into #neigh-narrative amt of personal detail. and usually when i read i want to have Full Comprehension™ so i stress myself out understanding #those feelings. ESPECIALLY if they're feelings i don't really experience #no empathy #low empathy #autism #apd #npd #<- tagging bcs contributes to low empathy. not rlly an npd post tho

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daddy-long-legssss · 1 month ago

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this the type of shit i'm gonna be on this fall

#i really live by the seasons and i need routine in the fall and winter. especially to fight off the seasonal blues.#so i turn to familiar comforts #and rewatching 'peaky blinder' is fall routine i always partake in #god. i wish i could experience watching it all over again for the first time #the story line. the acting. the soundtrack. the cinematography. the overall tone of the show. it's so fucking well done.#and it's a bonus that the soundtrack consists of arctic monkeys and tlsp. and nick cave and p.j. harvey and bowie and others.#it makes me really happy and proud that they exist in soundtrack alongside artists of such a high calibre #and that their music helps to strengthen the show and elevate it to an even higher level #it's impossible to hear 'do i wanna know' and not think of tommy shelby in his office. so fucking BADASS UGH.#i can't wait to relive it for a hundredth time.#peaky blinders #mine

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honeydots · 10 months ago

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i made a laslow book........

#WEEEEEEEEE #consort laslow clearly #im in a publishing class and its all abt book binding and zine making and such #and so. wanted to do a littol experiment hehe #my wrist has been hurting a lot over the last two days but i finished this before then and im so glad i did LOL #anyway i wanna try again with different materials but c:#making my xnlws into real things i can hold. weeeeeeee!!!!!#the things im doing on my social media semi-break. im no less weird have no worries!!!#dots on the soapbox

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skrunksthatwunk · 4 months ago

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household enemy to the yyh watchthrough number one is the olympics. it's taken us a week to get two episodes into the gamemaster fight

#out of three. please the third episode's what makes it okay im fighting for my life out here #it is NOT for lack of trying on my part but theres only a brief window of time when the olympics is not happening #and as it turns out the watchthrough is Not my mom's first priority (how dare she etc)#i do feel slightly bitter that we've gotten through two eps of band o brothers in the same time #we are fighting for the same timeslots yet somehow the hour long show's gotten a leg up??#you don't have time for a 23 min ep but DO for a 60 min one?? explain the math to me please #idk how to explain the vague feeling of betrayal bc it Does Not make sense Nor matter in the slightest #but cmonnnn we were doing so well. and my little bro's starting up school again soon and my dad's gotta go back to work #sometimes eventually (<- hes on medical leave) and my grandparents are coming over next week We're Losing Time Soon #ughhh if i'd known the olympics were happening (<- somehow completely oblivious to this) i'd have accounted for #my mom getting whisked away by the land of synchronized divers and shot putters and whatever the hell #happens in the summer olympics (<- only pays attention to winter olys)#bc that always happens. and *i* have to go back to school in Some Amount Of Time Im Too Scared To Check (p sure it's late aug though) and #when that happens i'll (hopefully) be stuck across town which means we won't be able to do it any time besides the weekends #and i don't wannaaaaa #i know this is the least important problem anyone's ever had like i get that i know but #it's important to me that they sit down and watch this with me. and watching it pull apart and being #the one who's easily the most invested it makes me look all desperate when i ask them for their time and they can't give it #we can only pull this off neatly in the summer and we were so close and now we're losing it right at the finish line #i don't want life to get in the way of this little bubble i've fought so hard to make y'know #and it's childish and embarrassing and whatever but i just want them to have fun with me with this thing i care about a lot #but i can't do that bc my mom needs to watch the judo matches at Every weight class #even though she's recording a lot of them? i don't understand but whatever i know it's her thing im just moping about it ig #i want it to be as perfect an experience for them as possible and it's slipping away from me #and i don't wanna leave this project unfinished when i start school y'know. sighh #i think they might feel like i only want them around when we're watching stuff. whcih is weird bc that's like #The Singular Way we family bonded literally my whole life so idk why they wouldn't get that when reversed #but either way that IS how i wanna spend time with them. i want them to understand this thing that's become a part of me #and i wanna talk With them about it. and so far it's been fun in a way it's never been before. my mom at least seems to really like it #and i want it to Keep going well bc if we lose momentum im worried they'll start finding it tedious. sighh

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funkle420 · 2 months ago

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*takes my last adderall so i can finish all my work in one day*

*finishes one (1) assignment*

*gets distracted and spends the rest of the day hyperfocusing on delicious in dungeon again*

#i rewatched half the anime last night cause i was too tired to do anything else #i even almost got sucked into reading the manga again the other day but forced myself to stop after 1 chapter #def gotta buy hard copies #this is one of if not the only thing i can enjoy multiple times IN SUCCESSION!#actually i was like this with turning red and spiderverse too but #dunmeshi is different.... dunmeshi is special..... my enjoyment of it is more than just the animation or the art.....#ive never felt this particular way about anything but i've always wanted to #in the past my fanart often felt a little forced even tho i liked those things it was hard to get excited about anything #i think dunmeshi is partially responsible for my depression being in remission #literally #the only depression i feel since spring is about financial problems or being lonely #tangible stuff #but it's not the deep internal depression ive felt for most of my life #idk how to explain but like there's layers to depression #the easier kind to heal from is based in identifiable current issues like loneliness or financial troubles or grief or burnout #then theres the kind that comes from complex trauma or i think sometimes its genetic too #i thought that part would only go away once i solved the surface level stuff and could heal thorugh positive experiences to contradict #the pathways my brains formed overtime via trauma #but although ive had a few moments that have helped #i think dunmeshi. moving out of my old apt where i lived with 3 cishet men into an apt with 1 chill roomie. having time over summer to #get used to a self made routine (despite having MANY financial issues and still not being able to spend it how i planned)#all that is mainly what helped!#like for the first time i was getting excited abt stuff!#i still kinda struggle tho with maintaining that excietment #except with dunmeshi!#it's like no matter what my excitement hasn't diminished #thats very comforting #i gotta force myself to engage in more media so i can find more things to love #i have a habit of putting off things i know ill love bc i wanna be ready for it #so that if i do love it ill have the time and energy to get inspired and make fanart

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bimbusbobus · 10 months ago

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I can see on your profile about things you like one of them is Deltarune chapter 1 but what about chapter 2?

Deltarune chapter 1 is an incredible, beautiful, and really cozy game that I have an extremely deep emotional connection with. It’s a wonderful story that just ticks every single box in my head, and I always get a nice warm feeling when I think about it. It has my favorite music. It has my favorite characters. It has Susie and Ralsei’s near-perfect chemistry (they work so well off of each other). It has SUSIE’S FREAKIN’ CHARACTER ARC. It has the freakin’ “Field of Hopes and Dreams” song, my favorite music track out of anything ever. Its story is something I constantly think back to, something that left me as a changed person by the end. Something that I will never forget for as long as I live. There’s so much more than that, and honestly, there’s just no contest. I know no one else in the world feels this way, but… Deltarune chapter 1 is my favorite thing ever.

Deltarune chapter 2 is a phenomenal game that I do not feel emotional about at all. It’s hilarious. It’s got Spamton, the Queen, Noelle, you name it. But none of these characters, nor the areas, nor the music, really made me FEEL as much as chapter 1 did.

That’s all I have to say about that, though. It’s pretty tough for me to ramble about stuff I’m not passionate about. Plus, if I talked any more it’d just be a bunch of half-hearted nitpicks, so…

Deltarune chapter 1 is love, Deltarune chapter 1 is life.

🎵Don’t forget… I’m with you in the dark.

#deltarune #deltarune chapter 1 #passionate rant #yaaaaaaaaaaa #i love this story so much you have no idea #and yea i consider these chapters entirely different games #susie deltarune #favorite THING ever #need to draw a billion fanarts NOW #field of hopes and dreams #I wanna eat the tree candy #and the FOREST!?? and the CARD CASTLE???#SO GOOD #DFDNDMFKF #LANCER TOO. he is awesome.#AND JEVIL #AND THE KING #I love them alllll 💕#I downloaded the original SURVEY_PROGRAM version of this game just so I could experience it all over again

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goldentigerfestival · 6 months ago

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I love the vocal nuance in this exchange, but also posting this for my differences posts because this is one of the changes that infuriates me the most. Yuri didn't threaten Ioder, did not threaten him with a weapon, and just said he'd punch him in a lazy, half joking voice (half joking as in, he really doesn't want to hear that - that's just his way of saying so; but that's not the voice of someone who is super angry and threatening).

My other huge grievance is that this is a recurring issue between them in the dub. Yuri is pretty much always vocally rude to Ioder. Ioder has done nothing to wrong him or anyone and has only ever done good for the people where he's able to.

Yet despite Ioder being nothing but sincere, honest and polite with Yuri, in fact even happy to see him here and there, dub Yuri is outright tonally rude to him leading right up this scene where he threatens Ioder in this dark voice. Meanwhile he's actually just supposed to be… lazily telling Ioder he'll punch him in his Yuri Lowell way of saying "I don't want to hear that".

The dub really just wanted to turn Yuri into this dark edgelord and I hate that for my goofy, silly boy.

#GTF Vesperia Clips #honestly JP Yuri talks abt punching ppl often enough that it's like... this should have been an easy tl #and like honestly wtf is with the dub having Yuri at Ioder's absolute THROAT every time they talk #I'm serious when I say dub Yuri genuinely pisses me off sometimes bc he's an asshole for NO reason #it's not cool. I'm not rooting for him. I'm rooting for someone to punch him in the face for being an ass #JP Yuri would love to do it honestly he's always up for punching ppl it's a recurring theme for /him/#I've never wanted to punch JP Yuri in the face. I've wanted to punch dub Yuri in the face multiple times #that's enough for me to recognize that the dub took more than just ''creative liberties'' with the loc #it SUCKS too bc the dub in and of itself isn't bad. I've said this before but #it really is primarily Yuri and his absolute ATTITUDE problem /and/ the way the dub treats Flynn and puts him down constantly #and unfortunately often uses Yuri to do it... when they're not having Flynn himself do it #all always in areas that never even happened originally. they just literally made it up #still not over how they had Flynn basically berate himself by saying ''like a /good knight/'' at Yormgen #the dub very clearly had a /narrative/ bias against imperial figures/knights that wasn't in the original #what was the reason to drop Sodia calling Yuri ''sir'' at Aurnion? there wasn't one!#but Sodia BaD so we can't possibly let anyone see her character development and have to hide it from dub players!#unfortunately for me the dub not being bad in and of itself truly is trumped by #its treatment of Yuri and Flynn as characters and the way the game narratively directs players #for me it really is THAT BAD that it's stronger than the rest of the dub being just fine #and it really truly honestly RUINS the entire dub for me bc I love Yuri and Flynn and hate seeing them treated like that #I mean literally the whole point of me making those text posts is bc of my love for Yuri lol #and it's so sad and hard to see dub players not get the same Yuri experience simply bc... they don't even know #a lot of people didn't even realize how different he was and like... I get loving Troy's acting #but again Troy isn't the problem here. I don't want a dub that treats my favorites the way it does #I WISH Troy could have voiced Yuri the way he really is. in some way for me it feels very lonely #bc like the casual person I pass by who knows Vesp isn't likely to have not played the dub you know??#so it's like... I wanna talk abt Yuri but we aren't even talking abt the same Yuri #nearly outta tags lol but yeah it just... makes me SO sad that they did all this to those two

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creaturefeaster · 2 years ago

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What’s the farthest you’ve traveled out of your hometown? My sis is currently on her way to Washington D.C for a field trip, we live in Ohio and from here it’s about a 9 hour drive

A few different directions. I live in the very NW parts of Washington State, and I've been down to Arizona a few times in my life-- about 22-24 hours worth of driving. That's probably the furthest distance-wise I've been. (Although I also used to live in Texas, I am taking this question in relation to where I live currently.)

I've been pretty high up into B.C. (Canada) a few times as well, and into the islands too where ferrying can take quite a few hours.

Oh! And in about a month, I will be visiting two states I've never been to before-- Into Montana and Wyoming to visit family. Really excited to go through the Rockies, I've only ever seen them from a distance in Idaho. This will be the second longest distance traveled for me, as it takes about 16-17 hours to get to our Wyoming destination.

I probably elaborated a little more than you asked for, but I really love traveling!

#eastern washington is my faaaavorite place to go #over to spokane about 7-8 hours out. the journey is beautiful #going through mountains and then canyons and then flat nothingness is just the coolest fucking thing #i wanna be able to visit every state one day #right now i have washington oregon california arizona new mexico texas and idaho checked off #basically all of the west coast + the adjacent #anyway i hope your sister had a fun time on her field trip!#i only ever went on one long distance field trip into the islands off the shore of washington #for a week long camping trip. HATTTTED it but thats bc i had so many medical issues at the time it was just a miserable experience #what i would give to revisit and try again though....... man

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daincrediblegg · 1 year ago

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I really can't believe Mike did it to me again. I can't. God damnit. The first watch of Usher is good but the second? OH HOLY COW. And I didn't even feel like I was missing so much the first time. I did a decent job GUESSING some of the plot points long before they occurred. But now it's all like?? OH. OH THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT THIS STILL!!! this was connected to that. It all makes sense. Things that I didn't even realize didn't make sense to me the first time. Seriously. Flanagan Shows. The gift that keeps on giving.

#anyway. I think it should be required before anyone critiques mike's work again you HAVE to watch it a second time #because really. it's insane the amount of shit you can gloss over the first time. second watch is always more elative than the first #like SERIOUSLY. EVERY TIME!!! I have NO idea how he does that!!!#AND IT JUST ENRICHES THE THEMES AND THE EXPERIENCE OF THE NARRATIVE!!! EVERY TIME HE DOES THAT!!!! I'm floored #it's better than random plot twists that happen with no build up. he lets it sit. and I love that #fall of the house of usher #mike flanagan #sorry. having feelings. and feeling eepy. and all I wanna do is talk about how insane mike flanagan is for what he does #and how insane this is on a narrative technical level

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4giorno · 5 months ago

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its over!!!! screenshot of her as the new god as a final goodbye

#i wantes the purple eyes AND the in my name text so this was the only frame possible #maybe one day ill load the final decision and see if m1nthara has an epilogue scene and if all the companions i fucked over #with the miserable hateful choives i made for them have any ending dialogue too 😭#but rn im just happy to put this behind me and soon see them again with love and friendship and hope in their lives #im also glad that i started patho 2 again yesterday to take my mind off of this. im playing it bc i wanna experience it pa russkij #omg daniil is impossible to understand....... i dont rlly understand the voice direction for him to just mumble everything so quietly #it doesnt rlly fit him imo........

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aria0fgold · 6 months ago

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I'm spreading my The Cursing of Chateau Castle propaganda in the meowtuals server, Mirabelle would be so proud of me.

#aria rants #for all my chateau posting... itd truly be over for me once i start writing fanfic for a book that exists as small bits #of information in a game that isnt even about the book at all im just insane bout it #like fanfic wise-- id like to be able to write a story bout how pierre felt when he betrayed everyone and how everyone #(esp josephandre and lady irene) felt when they were betrayed and then write a story bout how they all reacted when pierre #sacrificed his castle and endangered themself to save josephandre when the wound of betrayal was still fresh #so now the team not only saw a friend turned foe turned friend again possibly get into a near death experience #in the span of just a few days after the big betrayal and now they have to see the guy (gender neutral) one foot in deaths door #like-- lady irene would be SOOO ANGRY but an anger that stems from concern mostly and maybe thats also the moment #josephandre loses his cool too-- like what if josephandre for most of the story was collected and is rarely seen distressed #but the many emotions whirling through that moment and the moments before it just clashed and BOI he just loses it #....... yeah its all over yall i wanna write cursing of chateau castle fanfic now

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