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my-creative-hell · 5 years ago

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Lost and Found (Child au)

It was eleven at night, and getting increasingly colder as Grave walked home from her underground shop, the chilling air biting mercilessly at any exposed skin as snow falls from the sky, coating the world in white. The streets were empty, barely lit, the world plunging itself into darkness around Grave as she walks, the cold not bothering her too much as she heads home.

She knew the route well, she used it all the time when returning home from ‘work’. She could do it with her eyes closed if she truly had to, so the lack of light didn’t bother her at all as she passes by other shops and buildings on her way.

She would have made it home as quick as normal, maybe even quicker, but as she was walking on more empty roads, she passed by an alleyway. She had passed it a thousand times before; there was nothing special about it normally. But today, this alley made a noise. A small one, but it was a noise nonetheless.

“This is probably the start of a horror movie… but I don’t care-” Grave mutters to herself, preparing herself as she enters the alley slowly, ready to have to fight someone if she had to, expecting the worst of the alleyway in front of her.

The alleyway was almost completely black, barely any light entering it from the streetlamps outside, or the moon above it as Grave walks in hesitantly. But as she walks in a bit farther, still ready to fight, she can hear incredibly small breaths, which sound ragged and broken as they reach her ears, so small that they almost hadn’t been noticed at all.

“Hello?” Grave asks, worry and fear building inside of her at the noise coming from in front of her in the alley. There’s no answer from whoever it was, but a small cough broke the silence, ringing out in the alleyway. But the pitch of the cough made it sound like it belonged to someone young. Very young.

Grave slowly begins walking towards where she heard the noise, not wanting to scare or provoke whoever it was that was down there. As she gets further into the alley, it becomes evident to her that there are in fact two sets of breathing, both very quiet and strained. She can begin to see something on the floor of the alley, but in the darkness it doesn’t appear as anything other than a black mass.

“Um… do you… need help? You sound hurt.” Grave questions the alley in front of her, her concern only growing. Though no one speaks, the coughing starts again, two sets of it this time, sounding as if they were coming from very young victims, the coughs very dry and strained. Grave can see the black figures on the floor better, and they appear to be shaking.

“You can come with me, if you’d like.” Grave offers as she slowly reaches out her hand, stepping forward slightly. As she does, she can now see two very young and very small children on the floor. They were both curled in on themselves as they lay on the cold concrete floor, neither of them really seeming to be conscious or aware of the world around them. Neither of them were wearing coats or any sort of warm clothing, and their faces were flushed with what could only be illness.

Grave frowns slightly, removing her oversized coat, which still contained the lingering warmth from her, placing it over top of the two very small children. They don’t stir or move, their skin looking very pale, ice cold when Grave skims it with her own as she places the coat over them. She makes a very immediate decision then and there.

Grave gently picks up the two very small children, noticing how unnaturally light they were as she quickly brings them back to her shop. She brings them inside through the hidden entrance, carrying them gently over to the large couch she had inside one of the warm rooms, placing them down gently, the kids never stirring once, almost dead in her arms. Grave sits down at her desk near the sofa, watching the very small children, sadness evident on her face as she does so.

“I’m so sorry you were out there alone…” She whispers, watching as the twins start to gently warm up, though the red flush on their pale faces remains. The smaller ginger one coughs, her entire body being moved by them as they wreck her body.

Grave flinches, not ready for the noise or the image, but a slight twinge of happiness flows through her at the possibility that the kids might be waking up. The slightly larger boy with black hair seems to flinch at the noise too, shifting on the sofa slightly to curl himself up tighter as he frowns.

“Hi…” Grave whispers with a small smile, the small boy scrunching up his face at the voice as his eyes flicker open, looking glazed over and tired, though they quickly fill with something close to fear as his body freezes.

“Oh, sorry!” Grave whispers, sinking behind her desk a little bit as the small boy backs up slightly, looking down at what Grave could only assume was his sibling, before noticing the coat that was still draped over them, looking back to Grave, though he seemed hesitant to talk at all.

“I… you were outside and it was snowing and you looked really bad so I thought… I thought I should’ve brought you in. If you wanna leave, that’s fine.” Grave speaks in a very soft voice so she doesn’t scare the child. “I can give you something to eat.” She offers kindly.

“W-who are y-y-you?” The small boy asks in a shaky and broken voice, moving to what Grave assumed to be his sister in a slightly protective manner, the other child still seemingly unconscious.

“I’m… Grave! What about you?” Grave asks the child, watching as he looks slightly worried, his voice stuttering as he answers slowly, worried about aggravating this new unknown person he was faced with.

“I-I-I’m I-Iden. T-that’s my t-twin… H-H-Hannah.” He stutters out quietly, watching this stranger for signs of aggression or danger as he sits in front of his twin, ready to try and protect her.

“Well, hi Iden. I um… do you want something? Like some clothes or maybe food? I could turn up the heat if it’s too cold still.” Grave offers gently, the small boy shaking out of fear and worry as he backs up into his twin a bit more.

“I-I-I don’t k-know.” He says as his twin begins to stir herself during the conversation, shifting around slightly.

“That’s fine.” Grave smiles at the small boy. “By the way, how old are you?” She questions gently.

“W-we’re s-s-six.” Iden stutters out, Hannah starting to frown as she wakes up more, shifting to be closer to her twin as she does so.

“I…I’m so sorry you were put out there. You’re safe now though, I promise.” Grave feels the rage and urge to yell swell inside of her, but she bites down on it, not wanting to scare the kids, instead smiling as she calms down. Iden still looks worried, and Hannah seems to fully wake up now, revealing her all black eyes to Grave as she opens them fully.

“Hi!” Grave waves to Hannah with an incredibly warm and adorable smile directed at the small child.

“W-what’s h-h-happening?” Hannah questions, looking confused, tapping one of her hands on the sofa the twins are on until she finds Iden, clinging onto him in panic, sounding small and afraid.

“I brought you into my store because you were outside and you were freezing. Also you looked kinda dead so…” Grave explains as Hannah listens to her, though she doesn’t look at Grave, instead keeping her head down and not really moving it to observe the room as her twin had done when he had woken up.

“Um…” Grave taps her fingers against her desk lightly as she thinks on what to say to the small children in front of her. “Would you like an actual blanket?” She asks gently. Hannah reacts to the noise of her fingers on the desk, turning her head to face Grave slightly as she listens, the twins still looking scared.

“W-w-we u-um…” Iden tries to think of what to say, but draws a blank in talking to Grave, too worried. Now the twins were awake, both of them seemed to be shaking.

“It’s okay if you don’t know or if you don’t want one. I just… wanna make sure you’re okay…” Grave speaks in a quieter voice, softer than before to sooth the twins in front of her.

“C-c-cold.” Hannah stutters as she begins to cough gently, shivering slightly now.

“I’ll turn up the heat and give you some more blankets.” Grave states simply as she stands up, walking into the back of her shop to turn up the heat, grabbing some soft plush blankets she had stored, that were way larger than the children themselves. When she returns from turning up the heating with the two blankets, she can see Iden gently holding Hannah’s face, looking like he was checking her over for injuries, looking at her eyes and face.

“Here’s your blankets.” Grave says quietly as she gently places the blankets on the sofa next to the twins. “It’ll warm up in a moment so… yeah!” She says happily, moving away to give them space.

“O-okay…” Iden says quietly as he pulls one of the blankets off, draping it over Hannah, who takes a moment to find the edges of the soft material before pulling it tighter around her in a cocoon like shape. Iden takes the other one for himself, pulling it around him in a similar fashion.

“Do you want me to leave or stay with you guys? The shop will be locked up so nobody can get in until I come back, but if you want me to stay then…” Grave looks down to the floor, fiddling nervously with her hands. “That’s fine.” She reassures quietly.

While both twins still look nervous, Iden goes to answer, though a vicious coughing breaks out from the young boy, loud and dry sounding as they make him convulse with their severity. Hannah flinches at the intense noise; her head turning towards Grave as her worried look increases.

Grave goes into the back of the shop, retrieving some water bottles, holding them out to the twins.

“Here you go.” She offers gently, Iden taking his gently, opening it to drink, though Hannah doesn’t move, looking slightly up at Grave, but not at the water she was being presented.

“Is… is there something wrong?” Grave asks, a small pit of concern in her stomach as Hannah frowns, turning her head down towards the sofa.

“I-I c-c-can’t see i-it.” She says in a very quiet voice as she frowns, not wanting to admit her weakness to this person she didn’t know very well, but not being faced with a choice about it.

“Oh… um… hold out your hand please!” Grave directs the child, watching as Hannah holds out her small shaking hand carefully towards her.

“Better?” Grave asks as she opens the bottle, gently giving it to Hannah, who grips onto it tightly, giving Grave a very small smile as she nods, taking a sip of the water.

“Would you like to watch TV? It’s kinda quiet in here.” Grave asks as she smiles at Hannah, Iden interjecting into the conversation nervously as he sips on his water, his coughing ended for now.

“W-we’ve never watched i-it.” He states in a dull voice. “B-but we will i-if you w-w-want.” He elaborates as he looks at Grave, Hannah nodding gently in agreement. Grave gasps a little bit as she looks at them.

“Never ever? Like in your life???” She asks, surprised by what the children were telling her.

“T-the nuns thought i-i-it w-would make u-us worse.” He explains, sounding sad and more tired as he talks about it.

“Well they’re wrong!” Grave huffs slightly as she turns to switch on the TV, finding a random kids show for the children in front of her to watch. They both look confused as she switches it on, but Iden’s face becomes intrigued when the show flickers on, his eyes lighting up a bit.

“Whoa!” He exclaims quietly, looking and sounding excited, though Hannah continues to look confused.

“Um… we can listen to music after this episode if you’d like? There’s only ten more minutes of it.” Grave offers to Hannah, whose face relaxes a bit as she turns her head to hear it better.

“It s-sounds nice…” She says in a quiet and gentle voice, huddling further into her blanket as she listens to the TV.

“Oh, I’m glad you like it then!” Grave exclaims as she smiles, sitting down on the floor beside the sofa.

“A-are you taking c-care of us now?” Iden asks in a quiet voice as he watches the TV from within his cocoon of a blanket.

“Yeah! I couldn’t just leave you out there alone.” Grave reasons as Iden looks down at her now.

“B-but why… a-aren’t you a k-k-kid too?” Iden questions, looking at Grave from his position on the sofa with a concerned expression.

“Yeah, but I can trick people into thinking I’m an adult so…” Grace shrugs, unbothered. “It’s not that big of a deal.” She says simply, Iden looking sad, hiding inside his blanket away from her.

“But i-it’s a b-burden.” He says in a cracking and broken sounding voice, Hannah nodding silently as she joins her twin with sadly hiding inside their blankets for comfort.

“That is like… an entire lie. Who told you such a terrible thing?” Grave asks as she frowns slightly.

“E-e-everyone.” The twins speak in unison now, sounding very small and sad from within their blanket cocoons.

“Well they’re all liars! You seem pretty swell to me and I really enjoy being with you. I want you guys to be okay…” Grave says in a very gentle voice. Neither twin answers verbally, but a very small hand emerges from Hannah’s closed cocoon, beckoning Grave to join them on the sofa, between the two swaddled twins.

“Oh!” Grave mutters quietly as she gets onto the sofa between the twins. “Thank you…” She says quietly, neither twin emerging from their cocoons, only Iden’s eyes were visible as he watches the show on the TV in front of them, though both twins do gently lean into Grave. After a while of sitting with the small swaddled twins, a faint noise can be heard, a slight grumbling noise, seemingly coming from the twins beside her.

“You sound hungry… what would you like to eat?” Grave asks, watching the cocoons beside her shift slightly, neither twin answering her immediately.

“W-we eat a-anything…” Iden says in a quiet voice from within the warm safety of his blanket.

“Cool!!! I have… m a c a r o n i and a bunch of other stuff so…yeah!” Grave smiles as she flops onto the floor, rolling away from the twins in the direction of the kitchen, Iden emerging out of his blanket slightly to watch her out of curiosity, Hannah turning towards the noise, staying hidden. After a little bit of Iden watching both the TV and Grave, she returns to the twins with two bowls of spaghetti and meatballs.

“I know I said macaroni, but there was other stuff and I didn’t think that macaroni would be enough so… yeah.” Grave sets the bowls down gently on her desk. “You guys can come eat now, I’ll even bring the TV closer if you’d like.” She offers as she looks at the twins.

Iden emerges from his blanket cocoon, jumping gently off of the sofa and dragging the blanket behind him as he walks over to Grave’s desk quietly, sitting down and repositioning his blanket. Hannah comes out of her cocoon as well, keeping the blanket draped over her, though she hesitates to get off of the sofa, not sure where anything was in relation to her.

“Would you like help? It’s okay if you do.” Grave reassures, watching Hannah nod silently as she wraps her blanket back around her to keep her warm.

“Okay!” Grave happily walks to Hannah, holding out a hand for the small child to grab onto. Hannah takes it gently, letting Grave lead her carefully over to the desk where Iden was sitting, helping her on the chair, though Hannah looks at her again after.

“Oh, right. You can’t see the bowl.” Grave sits down next to Hannah at the table, helping the small blind child eat her food properly, making sure the bites she gave her weren’t too big for the little kid. Hannah accepts the help and eats her food faster than Grave would expect someone of her small stature to be able to, Iden eating his very quickly too, almost inhaling the food, making Grave chuckle.

“Jeez, you might wanna slow down a little. I don’t want you to choke on your food.” Grave says, a little pit of worry inside of her, though it was mostly overruled by her current happiness. Iden stops mid bite at her words, chewing and swallowing what was in his mouth guiltily.

“Sorry… w-we were hungry…” He avoids telling her a lot of the truth, looking away from Grave’s face and eyes as he answers.

“It’s okay that you’re hungry, I just don’t want you to choke or something. That o u c h e s.” Grave reassures Iden with a smile, to which he nods, though a slight look of guilt remains as he attempts to eat his food slower. The more he tries, the more noticeable it is that it’s a challenge for him, and that the boy may have still been very hungry, Hannah only being more controlled since Grave was helping her eat hers.

“Sorry if I seemed harsh, I just don’t want you to get hurt…” Grave explains, Iden smiling gently back at her.

“I-it’s okay, w-we’re fine.” He tries to reassure Grave, though what he was saying was undoubtedly a lie of sorts.

“Are you sure? You don’t really-…” Grave sighs as she continues. “If you don’t mind me asking, how long were you out there?” Grave poses the question gently.

“U-u-um-“ Iden seems hesitant to answer the question, not wanting to cause issues with Grave.

“A w-week.” Hannah says in a blunt voice, looking tired and dull when Grave looks at her.

“Afrigginweekwhydidithavetobeaweekimsosorry-” Grave says very quickly, the anger and worry she collectively feels pouring into her voice, making Hannah flinch at the sudden noise, retracting from Grave slightly.

“I-it’s not that b-bad, we’ve gone w-without food f-for 4 d-d-days before…” She mutters the words, almost as if she was now afraid to say them. You can feel the concern coming off of Grave as the pit in her stomach grows.

“That’s not good!!! Four days is way too long to go without food! You need food every single day, you’re little kids!!” She exclaims, increasingly worried about the children, their tiny size making too much sense now. “Sorry for yelling, I just…sorry.”

‘W-we survived though…” Iden reasons quietly, not knowing the gravity of the situation, and not wanting to make any issues for Grave, both twins unused to any worry for them.

“That still doesn’t make it any better.” Grave reasons, frowning. The twins don’t know if what she says is true, frowning to themselves.

“I-it was p-punishment when w-we didn’t d-d-do as we w-were told.” Hannah says quietly, her head turned down to the table the entire time. Grave makes a bunch of sounds of worry and panic as she moves around the room a lot, pacing, feeling angry at whoever allowed this and so worried for these children she could barely understand any of it.

The twins become anxious as they notice Grave’s pacing and noises, worried about what might be going on, shifting in their seats in an effort to relax themselves. Both twins flinch a little when they lean too far back; disturbing something they had honestly forgotten about.

“Were they on crack or something when they had you? Nobody that’s sober would do that! I mean, they would if they were sober but still, what the frickin ass, you’re l i t t l e k i d s! You don’t deserve that! Not at all! You deserve love and care and to be cherished and!!!” Grave begins to wave her arms around faster as she walks around the room at a quicker pace. “You guys are so sweet! Why would they wanna hurt you? You’re so small and you’re too young to deal with this shit!!! You shouldn’t have to!! I’m so sorry they treated you like mouldy shit bags!!!”

The twins looks shocked at Grave’s outburst, not expecting anything like this ever, and unable to process the entirety of what was being said, though the message was pretty clear from Grave. Hannah shifts in her chair again, wincing now, though she tries to cover it up by talking.

“O-our parents d-didn’t want us, w-w-we were r-raised in a foster h-home.” She says quietly, listening to Grave.

“That’s not good!!! They treated your badly!! They made you think that what they did was okay!” Grave’s voice is softer now, still full of concern and worry for the children in front of her.

“W-we probably d-did something w-w-wrong…” Hannah says quietly, trying to get out of the conversation, a discrete and mostly hidden hand pressing against her back as she speaks.

“No! You didn’t do anything wrong!!! They’re just assholes who don’t know how to take decent fucking care of c h i l d r e n. You don’t have to be an expert to know how to care for a child!” Grave reasons, worried for the small children in front of her.

“B-but we a-aren’t n-n-normal c-children. W-w-we’re m-monsters…” Hannah tries again, her face twisted in some sort of emotion and feeling, though it was hard to pinpoint what it was.

“You aren’t, you’re the exact opposite! Hell, even if you w e r e two little shits, you’re children! Sometimes children do rude things, but they don’t always know it’s rude or bad because they’re children!! That doesn’t mean you can just treat them like two grown asshats and then just kick em to the curb!” Grave exclaims gently as she looks at the children, Iden at a complete loss for words as he stares at her, Hannah still holding a hand to her back in a hidden manner as she tries to argue, though she doesn’t know why.

“B-but we-” She tries, not knowing what she could say or do. They had been taught that children should never step out of line, that they had to be taught when they did, in a manner they would never forget, or else it wouldn’t work. It was what they knew. Grave sighs, kneeling in front of the two twins to reach their heights.

“Listen, you didn’t do anything wrong. You’re just two six year olds. The people who had you were butts, but they cannot get to you now. I promise.” She reassures gently, both twins staring at Grave, frowning ever so slightly and looking uncomfortable, Hannah more so than Iden.

“…Sorry…” Grave mutters, sitting down slightly away from the twins, facing the other direction, believing she had done something wrong. Grave can hear a small and panicky breath being drawn by Hannah.

“G-G-Grave?” Hannah calls out to her in a very small and shaky voice, having realised something bad.

“Yes?” Grave answers in a very soft voice, not wanting to upset the small children any more.

“I-I-I’m b-bleeding…” Hannah says in a very quiet scared sounding voice. Grave lets out a small gasp of concern for the child.

“Where?” She questions gently, Hannah pulling out her previously hidden hand, which now had a thin coating of blood over it.

“M-m-my b-back…” She says in a small worried tone, looking as if she was close to tears as Iden looks over too, looking concerned for his twin and checking his own back.

“Oh no!” Grace quickly goes into the back of the shop to get the first aid kit so she can tend to the wounds, Hannah shaking now. Though she can’t see the blood on her hand, she can feel it and is beginning to smell it, making her head feel funny. Grave almost falls over with how fast she runs back with the medical kits.

“O-okay, um… I-I need you to stand up please. I can help you if you can’t do it yourself.” She reassures gently, Hannah holding out her hands in a request for help, tears starting to slip down her cheeks as the pain and fear trigger unpleasant memories inside her, making her shake even more.

“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry, dear.” Grave says softly as she gently takes Hannah’s hands and helps her stand up and get down from the chair, Iden joining them.

“I-its not y-y-you.” He reassures Grave as Hannah stands, looking scared and shaky as the smell of blood grows stronger to her and the small sting on her back becomes a searing pain.

“I’m sorry that they did this to you.” Grave mutters as she starts to wipe the extra blood off of Hannah as she stands in front of her.

“She d-didn’t clean u-up when a-asked to. I-I tried t-to tell them s-she couldn’t see it, b-but they d-didn’t believe us…” Iden explains sadly as Hannah stands still for Grave, not really paying attention to the conversation, looking pale with a concerned expression on her face.

“I hope they’re in jail now… Hannah, I have to turn you around… okay?” She questions gently, Hannah nodding slowly and allowing Grave to turn her around carefully.

“W-we don’t k-k-know where they a-are…” Iden says in a small voice as he watches as Grave lifts the back of Hannah’s shirt, revealing a plethora of scars covering the skin of her back. All the scars are the same straight lines, though some were much smaller and seemed lighter, while others were longer and had clearly been much deeper wounds. The bleeding was coming from two more recent looking wounds which were much deeper into Hannah’s skin, most likely ripping open after being disturbed and stressed by the cold air the small children had been exposed to for an entire week.

“Oh no…” Grave frowns out of worry and anger as she stares at Hannah’s back, the small child still shaking, tear tracks on her cheeks as a result of the memories and sensations that were being forced into her mind currently, a lot of pain building up inside of the child.

“T-they were m-mad so they hit h-harder…” Iden says in a quiet voice as he see’s Hannah’s back, knowing he had two similar cuts on his own, that thankfully hadn’t split open like Hannah’s, though they still stung.

Grave lightly presses a hug onto Hannah, not wanting to disturb the two wounds. Hannah flinches at first, not realising it was Grave due to the mess inside her head. When she does realise, she doesn’t relax, but she accepts the hug, not pushing Grave away. The smell of blood is getting stronger in her nose, and it wasn’t making her feel any better.

Grave lets the girl go, carefully and gently cleaning up the wounds with the medical kit, wrapping them softly once they are clean so they don’t bleed as much. Hannah allows her to do this, being silent, feeling a little better once the wounds are cleaned and dressed, though the smell of the blood lingers for her, making her slightly uneven on her feet as she gets a bit light-headed.

Grave gently picks up the small child, carefully transporting her back to the sofa, setting her down lightly.

“Is this better?” She asks softly, earning a silent nod from Hannah as Iden climbs onto the sofa next to her, dragging their blankets behind him, draping them over them both.

“Thank you…” Hannah says in a very quiet voice.

“You’re welcome, it’s the least I could do.” Grave smiles gently, Iden returning it as he huddles them both into their blankets, shushing Hannah gently when she whines.

“T-those are the l-l-last scars w-we’ll get.” He reassures her gently as she starts to settle a bit more, the pain lessening.

“You’re right!” Grave nods, smiling and happy now that she knew the children were safe and okay. “You’ll be safe with me, I promise.” She reassures, Hannah smiling gently as the pain in her back lessens from sitting down. Iden smiles too, motioning for Grave to join the two children on the sofa. Grave happily joins the two children on the sofa, the twins proceeding to get closer to her, Iden gently climbing over Grave to sit on half of her lap. Though Hannah wanted to join him, she was too tired to climb, so she settles for leaning into Grave carefully.

Grave tries to keep herself from tapping her feet for as long as she can in her current overwhelming happiness as Iden proceeds to bury himself in his blanket and Grave’s warmth, Hannah trying to get comfortable inside her own blanket cocoon. Eventually she’s squirming, looking like she wants to ask something of Grave, but doesn’t quite know how to.

“You okay, Hannah?” Grave asks, looking at the small child with slight concern. Hannah hides inside her blanket a bit more, though her small hands do come out in a sort of grabby hand gesture.

“C-c-can I h-have a h-hug?” She asks in a small voice, unused to physical contact of a positive kind with anyone except Iden, and the small hug she had been given earlier.

“Of course you can.” Grave smiles gently, pulling Hannah carefully into her lap to properly envelope her into a hug, Hannah almost immediately melting into the warm contact. Iden joins the hug gently, finding himself loving it as well, smiling slightly as he hugs them both. Grave has a huge smile on her face, never more happy than right now. The twins wriggle further into the hug, finding that they enjoy this type of human contact they had never really gotten before.

“I-is this what a m-mum is l-l-like?” Iden asks quietly from within the hug, looking up at Grave as he speaks.

“Y-yeah.” Grave says as she tries to hold back the tapping of her feet and the happy tears threatening to spill down her face. Iden smiles gently, looking more innocent than Grave thought he could.

“A-are you kind o-of like our m-mum now?” He asks incredibly quietly, Grave nodding, not trusting herself to say anything incase she cries or cant resist the urge to tap her feet out of happiness. Iden shuffles closer to her, curling himself up slightly as the child gets tired.

“W-what do m-mums do?” He asks in a very quiet and sleepy voice.

“They care for you… a-and keep you safe. And…” Grave smiles as tears begin to roll down her face. “They love you.” She explains gently.

“Y-you’re crying…” Iden says as he sits up gently, looking slightly concerned.

“Y-yeah, but I’m happy! I’m very happy!” Grave reassures. Iden gently brings up a small hand to wipe away the tears he can see rolling down her face.

“S-so you l-l-love us?” He asks in a gentle voice, eyes and face full oh hope.

“I do. I love you so much.” Grave says, voice full of emotion as tears spill down her face, Iden wiping a few of them up, looking happier than Grave had seen him.

“W-w-we l-love you t-too.” He says happily. Hannah doesn’t join in with the speech, and when Grave looks down at her, she can see the small child is asleep in her lap, pressed against her torso, looking relaxed and calm and warm inside her cocoon.

Grave cant even speak right now, only capable of making inhuman noises of happiness, which she makes very quiet so she doesn’t disturb the already sleeping child. Iden smiles gently, using all of his effort to lean his small body forward and up, touching his and Grave’s foreheads together gently, and placing a small kiss there as well as he lies back down in a similar position to his twin, getting very sleepy as well.

Grave cant even process what just happened, her happiness too much to be properly contained as Iden curls up inside of his blanket, a gentle smile on his face as he begins to look very sleepy.

“Goodnight.” Grave whispers softly in her happiness, watching as Iden grins sleepily, relaxing into Grave as his eyes naturally close, both twins now looking very relaxed and calm as they drift into the first proper sleep they have had in a while. Hannah shifts in her sleep, clinging onto Grave gently as a safe presence for her to anchor onto. Grave hugs the two small children close as they sleep on top of her, silent as she doesn’t want to disturb either of them, stopping her feet from tapping on the floor and curbing the happy noises flowing out of her mouth, holding them close as silently as she can, warmth flowing through her as she sees how calm and happy they both look. Yep, she was a mum now, no doubt, and she didn’t mind one bit.

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franeridart · 7 years ago

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hi what brushes do you use to sketch/lineart?

tbh I’m pretty sure they’re the default marker and brush tools in SAI haha

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Oh my god???? You’ve been around for so long???? I think I’m gonna cry thank you so m u c h ;^;

Anon said:Okay, I feel like I'm totally missing something obvious, but why is Kiri crying in the comic where Baku is in his hero costume and pushing his fists together???

Anon said:Okay so I know you haven't drawn it in forever so I don't even know if you still even like it but I just found it so I just wanted to tell you that your bakushimanari art gives me life and it's amazing and your amazing asdfghjkl okay that's all!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m currently really focused on krbk and kmjr so every other ship involving them has sorta taken a backseat for me, but I’m definitely still shipping it!!! It’s such a good ot3, I’m glad you liked my stuff for them :D !!!!

Anon said:Hi this isn´t a ask I just wanted to say I found your blog two days ago and since then I´ve spent two days going all the 110 pages back viewing all your lovely art and it has been a b l a st (I found you through your kiribaku art because it's my otp and I'm so w e ak for it- I love how you draw them so much- I saw you did a lot of bakukamikiri in the past but now you do more kiribaku and that makes me happy lol NOT THAT THERE'S ANYTHING WRONG WITH THAT SHIP!! but yeah, love! Keep on being great!

AHHHHHHHHH thank you for taking the time to go through all of it???? I’m happy you like my stuff!!!! ;O;

Anon said:Oh my god fran i LOVE u thank u for ALL of ur art but esp that comic where bakugo is so inlove(which is most of them -again THANK U- but im talking about the most recent one like the one kiri is saying goodnight and stuff) like oh!!! Thank u thabk u thank u!!!! Thank u so much for blessing us with ur art!!! I love ur art i love YOU thank u u have my full heart 💕💕💕💕💖💖💖💓💓💗💗💗💞💞💞

I’M SO SO SO SO SO SO GLAD YOU LIKED THAT ONE OH MY G OD!!!!!!

Anon said:You fuckin g killed me

I swear that wasn’t the intention!!!!! D: (thank u t h o

Anon said:i might just reblog everything on your blog, your art is amazing *:･ﾟ✧

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

Anon said:hihihi i just wanna let you know that your art and comics and like everything you produce here puts me in a super good mood and gives me a lot of fluffy good feels and that knowing they put you in a good mood making them is also yes good n im sorry this doesn't make sense lololol im just saying thank you for making the stuff you do it makes me and a lot of people happy n idk just means a lot i think haha n i hope you have many good days n yea

gODS thank you so much I’m so so so so glad my stuff can put you in a good mood!!! I hope you’ll have all the good days too!!!

Anon said:I love your arts so muchhhh ꉂ (′̤ॢ∀ ू‵̤๑))ˉ̞̭♡ They always make my day >w

Thank youuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;A;

Anon said:Ahh, I just wanted to say that you're super awesome and such an inspiration!! I absolutely love your art haha, it actually got me into BNHA and the like. This is probably a mess, but I guess what I'd really just like to say is thank you for being so amazing and I hope you have a great day! :D

Ahhhh thank you so much!!!! And I’m glad I could make you decide to give bnha a shot!!!!! :D

Anon said:Jeeezzz i smile like a dork with the happy and in love comic. Dhvskdbslbxks i love the sons, and you for draw. Keep melting my heart ♡

I’m!!!!!!!!!!!!!! happy you liked that one!!!! ;O; making it made me happy so knowing it can make people smile feels really good!!!!

Anon said:Ive stared at ur most recent comic for 5 hours now. Im blessed. Its so cute and wholesome

t h a n k y o u ;O;

Anon said:Your Bakushima/Kirishima fanart makes me want to fall in love 😥

MAN that’s such a nice thing to have said about my stuff!!! oh my g o d!!!!!!!!

Anon said:Frannnnnnnnnnnnnnn stop feeding the horrible hopeless-romantic gremlin inside me aaaaaaaa your art is so cute and sweet

Hahahaha why tho!! Being romantic feels good!!! :D

Anon said:AWWWW I can imagine katsukis mom knowing about his crush on little eijirou and poking fun at him so much bECAUSE THATS SO CUTE

I think she’d be more shocked about Katsuki liking anyone at all tbh hahaha

Anon said:Fran, Fran, Fran, your art gives me life cause it’s adorable and wonderful❤️ that’s it, just had to make sure you were appreciated today!

Ahhhhhhh thank you so much for the good vibes anon!!!!! I’m glad you like my things!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anon said:your childhood friends au just killed me, i am dead. i'm feeling emotional i almost cried they're so cute. i just love them sm ;o;

hECK I’m happy you liked it!!!! It’s such a comfort au for me tbh!!! ;O;

Anon said:Tbh I never even noticed that you don’t usually draw noses o.0

That’s good tbh cause I sort of try to not make it too obvious hahaha

Anon said:Oh i saw you answered an ask abt favorite ships! I'm a little sad that you don't like miritama as much anymore haha but i wanted to ask if you ship kiri//mina?

I am a FOOL how could I FORGET MIRITAMA OH MY G OD I definitely still ship it as much as I always have holy heck they’re so good

as for krmn, I definitely prefer them as friends. Well, right now I’m just really picky about my kirishima ships, lbr hahaha

Anon said:In your headcannon, does bakugo wear eyeliner (like when he's not in the hero suit)?

I don’t really have an headcanon for that! :O I think it’s not in Horikoshi’s intention to draw him with eyeliner ever, and I never draw him wearing eyeliner either, but it’s not like I mind the idea of him using it! So in general I’m like, either way it’s fine, he’s beautiful whatever he’s putting on his face hahaha

#fran answers #brush settings #gotta add this one to my faq :O #all my tools are really basic tbh #i feel like it's not even worth talking about them hahaha #anonymous

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starwriterulia · 6 years ago

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Reviewing Brea's Stuff - BTS Soulmate AU (1/2)

PART 1/2 (Taehyung, Jungkook, Jimin)

HI! \(OwO)/

I want to draw ya'll's attention to one of my friends: @jimin-jungshook-over-literalbae. She's a k-pop reaction/scenario/text writer, and not only have I missed her as a friend so much during my long hiatus, I've also missed her writing. Thankfully, there's a lot for me to catch up on! She asked me to give my opinions on her BTS AUs, and with her permission, I've turned my reviews it into a bit of advertising! If you wanna read the stuff I did, ya'll don't have to scroll super far to find it all. I'll be reviewing each AU from a Reader's Standing (silly, sometimes improper sentences; sO MUCH swearing; caps lock) and from a Critic's Standing (second reading; at least one paragraph). Let's get into this! >o<

—Faith

Written in Order of Whichever Came up First While Scrolling

Taehyung AU (Reader's Standing):

Man, I can't relate with being abandoned at a club 'cause I don't drink, and there's no club in my town, but I love how Y/N is essentially abandoned, ha ha ha! Also, poor Y/N, the only person among their friends who hasn't found a soulmate yet and feels so damn lonely about it. :'(

'...soft masculine voice'—bless you, Brea, for describing this scum as feminine.

'It makes you want to scoff, honestly'—All right then, this Y/N is a bit of a bitch, when it comes to meeting strangers in a club. I like Y/N, already. :D

'...back hitting a wall'—Aw yeah, good going, Y/N. Cornering yourself, good shit.

Strong Tae is hot, like that whole wrist grabbing sequence, ooh.

'Excuse me, sir'—My inner Englishwoman accent has been summoned.

Bitter chocolate on Y/N's tongue?? Where did this come from, hm... HM... hm.

Oh wait this is the soulmate bit. NEATO, I LOVE CHOCOLATE!! Milk is cool too, I mean, I'm vegetarian. If you bring meat into any of these AUs I will riOT.

Internal screaming holy shit it's the gang they're here hi Jimin my baby TwT

Yas to fun dancing with the puppy that is Taehyung

'Your back is pressed against his chest and his hands rest on your hips'—AERUNAWERAWENURAWO cute yes thank you

More chocolate taste, mm, yes. *w*

Holding hands on way to friends = classic, love it.

scREAMING HE CALLED Y/N HIS SOULMATE YES BLESS THIS AU I mean I don't usually read them, but my friendo-burritos are special occasions, OK??

Physical manifestation?? All right, sure. I'm so confused about this because, as I just said, I don't read soulmate AUs.

Love how the flavour of chocolate changes, it's kind of romantic.

*Sees typo at second last paragraph for 'had' instead of 'hand' and holds breath* Save it, Grammar-Nazi alter-ego, it's just a typo.

Super cute paragraph though awoureraelr

'As though he's meant to stay there forever'—Is just too cute, oml.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA THAT LAST PARAGRAPH AND THE LAST LINE OF Y/N MY HEEEEEEEEEEART GOD DAMN SO CUTE UUUUUUUUUUGH

It's over? ;w; It's over...

Taehyung AU (Critic's Standing):

I'll say this here so I don't have to repeat myself, but I don't tend to read Soulmate AUs because I honestly think they're a very basic and beginner's way to write fan fiction. But they're also a great way to practice, so no, I don't hate them, I just don't tend to read them. As you know, I've made an exception for my friend. The first paragraph set the atmosphere very well, and easily stated how Y/N was feeling about not having found their soulmate, yet, and how they're just forced to watch their friends, who already have. The creep insertion, while a common trope, was well executed—I especially approve of how Brea described the wrist grabbing and the little struggle Y/N had.

And then there's Taehyung to the rescue, and for a moment I forgot I was reading a soulmate AU, I was confused about why Y/N tasted chocolate for second. Like the subtle inclusion of Jungkook, Jimin and the other guys, and the dancing section where the taste of chocolate changes according to Taehyung's emotions was really neat. I also loved how Taehyung took Y/N home, and their little kissing moment was the cutest. Not the mention the killer one-liner Y/N delivered, at the end. This was a brief AU, but that's often a good idea, for these kinds of scenarios. If I could improve one thing about this, I would have done... nothing. I seriously can't find anything that I would change, in this. Great job, Brea!

Jungkook AU (Reader's Standing):

Ooh, a Big Bang concert!

OOH, bells to signal soulmate status, that's really cool! Also, cute stumble is best stumble.

'bunny teeth'—Yes, Jungkook is a bunny in disguise, I knew it. *w*

YouTuber Jungkook is a concept I would sell my soul to Satan to see IRL

Ey yo, Seungri! \(>w<)/ Feels like a real concert, lol

Oh boy, whispering...

Awwww group waving to Jungkook's camera, how nice. ;w;

OH BOY JUNGKOOK IS ESCORTED

Oml Jungkook must have been so embarrassed, standing on stage like that, as a mega-fan. Lucky dude.

Never mind, boy was hyped as hecc

Happy Jungkook is best Jungkook, that was so cute to read.

Ye boys and girls, let's go with Jungkook and see what happens next oml this is too cute aaa

iS THIS THE SAME BAR AS THE TAEHYUNG AU?!

Hi Jimin I love you ;w;

Riot for Jimin? Yes, very possible.

beLL RUNG AGAIN GOOD LORD

I approve of Y/N's choice of Daesung as their favourite member

Thank you Jimin for approving of Y/N's choice

Jungkook shooing because he's secretly a possessive puppy, cute

bELLS AGAIN

'pretty damning evidence'—This is suddenly a detective AU? Nice.

'princess'—Aaand now I'm trying not to squeal.

Good choice of bar over apartment there, Jungkook.

Clasped fingers are cute, yes, thank you

More bells, aaaaa

Soft kiss ;w; Ow my heart

Evolving bells? YES.

Seriously this was really cute, I loved it. I love everything Brea writes, tbh.

Maybe that's just a friendship thing, idk.

Jungkook AU (Critic's Standing):

When the story began at a Big Bang concert, I immediately started to recall every bop they ever made, and it made me so nostalgic and happy. Really nice concert vibe, felt pretty alive, for being described in one paragraph. The first occurrence of the bells stole my heart, I'm a winter fanatic and bells are such an iconic symbol of that season, so I really enjoyed finding out that the little soulmate signal for this AU was bells. Not to mention the little confused looks that Y/N and Jungkook gave to their surroundings before introducing themselves with yelling (because concert, makes total sense) was really nice. I also loved how Jungkook was a YouTuber, that's totally something he could be, if his life went a different direction.

Seungri noticed Jungkook, told the guys about him, and they all gave Jungkook's camera some love was neat, too. They got him onto the stage and Jungkook fulfilled his mega-fan dream of performing with the big boys, that was ultra sweet of them (and Brea, I guess). And the excited Jungkook after he returned to Y/N was so easy to picture, it was great. As I said in the Reader's Standing, is this the same bar Y/N in the Taehyung AU was taken to? It was nice to see Jimin again though, hee hee, and I really liked how Jimin and Jungkook talked about why Jimin wasn't with Taehyung—the struggles of being a famous idol, right?

Jungkook shooing away Jimin was also cute, and how Brea mentioned that Jungkook and Y/N just sat with a couple drinks and talked with a little buzz was nice. Jungkook's explanation of how he and Y/N are soulmates was a nice touch, I really can't get enough of picturing how those bells sound. Small kiss from Y/N to Jungkook was super sweet, and yes, YES, I would love it if those bells evolved into like, an entire little melody, ah. This one was somehow very relaxing to read, I enjoyed it.

Jungkook isn't even my bias wrecker and I want to punch him with a pillow for being so cute in this AU, dammit.

Jimin AU (Reader's Standing):

For some reason the picture of Jimin wouldn't load and I'm immediately a little sad because I don't get to see his pink hair and those amazingly adorable cheeks of his. Not to mention his gorgeous eyes and just AERNUOEWATO Jimin is great. ;w;

Y/N is legit me, but I'm reading hentai manga instead of an 'actual book'. Just kidding, I'd be reading Piers Anthony.

Cool cafe, would definitely go there.

But reading sometimes stresses me out, so... I just stick to Piers and other fantasy others who don't write about female leads, sorry, but I really fucking love men. >w<

Aw yes look at that, his pink hair is peeking through, I wish I could reach into this story and touch it, fuck

The Chim just keeps getting closer... and closer... God that's cute, it's so like him, I love that.

'marches his way right over to you'—AEUROOAEUNCOWEASNLU thank you Brea, I'm dying a little

Soft speaking is so cute, good Lord, bless this AU

I'm just excited to read this for a second time, I love Jimin so damn much, aaaa

Just reading with Jimin would be so nice, that one paragraph had such a quiet feeling to it, ah.

Oh no, he went back on tour </3

he'S BACK AND HE TAPPED Y/N'S HAND MY LORD

I would totally jump up and hug Jimin, sorry not sorry, that man needs so much love for being so cute and... A N D *heavy breathing*

Oh right Y/N does it anyway

Awww yes he hugs back ;w;

Ooh, familiar scent and a long hug, that's definitely romantic.

bOOK HANDING OVER INCEPTION. Thank you for that little nod, ah.

I would probably fit in his suitcase tbh I mean I'm 145cm and he's what, 165cm?? It would totally work out, guys.

fiNGERS ENTWINE SCREEEEEEE

Sneaky Jimin putting his number in Y/N's pocket. Wait he's also part of the pervert line, BREA ARE YOU SURE HE DIDN'T TAP Y/N'S ASS A LITTLE? Lol just kidding, but still, nice move, Jimin.

He smells like books, bless

NOT TO MENTION THE KISSES GOOD LORD

That note was so sweet holy shit

Good ending oh my God that was such a nice ending

Jimin AU (Critic's Standing):

How do I write a formal review, again? I loved the book cafe, that was such a natural place for this to happen. Y/N and Jimin meeting week after week, and Jimin inching closer and closer until he literally comes right up to Y/N and all I could think of was a fluffy puppy running, and it killed me. I really liked how Y/N and Jimin established a quiet relationship, that's like, friendship, and friendship is so nice. Then Jimin left and I felt a little empty with Y/N, and I'm just sitting here thinking about how easily you were able to make me relate to Y/N. He came back blond (I refuse to add the 'e' for a male; I'm Canadian, that's just how the French do things, nothing wrong with the more modern/American way >w<) and had to tap Y/N's hand to get their attention, and then there's that adorable hug that just warmed my heart.

Then there was a very well executed explanation of how Jimin knows he and Y/N are soulmates and how he slipped a note into their pocket when they hugged. And I'm completely serious when I say that I would love to just stuff myself into Jimin's suitcase, ha ha ha! The kisses were also a really nice touch, the note was very sweet, and again, Y/N's last say in this scenario as they gave in to temptation and texted Jimin was adorable. Jimin's explanation and the note really did it for me, heh. I enjoyed Jungkook's the most, out of these three, but this was also really relaxing to read.

OK, that's it, for the maknae line! Onto the hyung line. Thanks again for reading, everyone.

#reviewing breas stuff #bts soulmate au #part 2 is coming soon ya'll

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muggycuphead · 2 years ago

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weird flex but ok i guess pt.24

War… Hold up, do we really need a warning for this one? Dunno, but however, watch out for slightly disturbing and kinda…disgusting imagery, trypophobic patterns, as well as ‘necrotic’ (and dark themed) designs I made while having funky fever bc o h m y g o d do I get a little crazier every new quarantine day (and at this point it’s coming to be an usual thing for me, big sad). However, most are made no other than for the sole sake of satire, so y’know, no need to get your underwear in a twist

Friday Night Funkin’ BoyFriend’s Hood – AU fanconcept sketches [XXI]

EDIT 26/10/2023: Updated the drawing with a rescanned, more clean version

1.- Past!Mall uppershot

This was meant for one of the very later pages when I planned BFsH to be a comic thingy –as a furtherward event as you can tell- but y’know, it just remained unfinished except for that upper panel

NF;DL though

2.- BF and GF lost on the mall

Y’all remember that horrible feeling when you’re at the store with ur mom or dad or whatever

And then

Suddenly

T h e y g o n e

Yeah I feel that too bro, the sole idea of getting lost in the mall as a kid is horror movie levels of terror

3.- BF counsels GF

Demon child can get scared too, y’know

Gotta admire BF’s steadiness for GF’s sake though

4.- BF and GF look around for G’s parents

Hey bro, uh

Not wanna be a bummer or anything

But could you p l e a s e put your hands on yo laps or something

Don’t touch the mechanic stairs, please

T h e y ‘ r e f u c k i n ‘ d i r t y w i t h G o d k n o w s w h a t , G e e s u s

Still, for my homegrills: Stay with a man that’s considerate enough to buy you some smoothie to lift ya spirits, let alone holding you close and safe when u need the most help

5.- BF and GF find Mommy Mearest and Stephano

Oh thank goodness he made it

Also, Mommy’s acting up with Stephano there; must have something to do with G’s accidental runaway, but who knows, I didn’t write the actual event down so it’s all left to deduction

6.- Tender goodbye

Said it once

Will say it again

I stand this ship deeply, and there’s no person on this world that can make me think otherwise…except for the funkin’ crew, of course-

#fnfau #au #alternate universe #alternative timeline #alt universe #friday night funkin'#bfsh

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mx-requests-forum · 7 years ago

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[Fulfilled] Failing the Test

Prompt: Changki + KH breaks up with CK to test him, but when he doesn't put up a fight KH starts flirting with other guys + KH gets mad and ignores him & when he asks why CK didn't fight for him CK pats his head and laughs bc he knew his plan all along + office au + no angst

Fulfilled by Moderator ReeLee~

Words: 1755

AO3 Link

"So, I just think we need to take some time apart. I need to... figure things out."

Kihyun waits with baited breath as he stands in front of his boyfriend, doing his best to keep a stoic expression despite the excitement within him. Changkyun hums, nodding his head as if this made all the sense in the world, and Kihyun thinks he's joking.

"Okay, hyung. If that's what you really want."

The breath sticks in Kihyun's throat, and his heart shatters into a billion pieces. His pride plummets back down to Earth, and his jaw practically slams against the floor.

Changkyun... accepts this??? What the hell????

The younger, seemingly oblivious to the older's turmoil, merely reaches forward, pats his shoulder, and leaves the room. Kihyun's frozen where he stands in this dimly lit, shitty little break room, the water cooler bubbling off in the corner and the smell of stale coffee filling the air. He's absolutely dumbfounded, having been so sure the younger would fight for him.

In fact, he'd been so sure about it, he'd made a bet with Minhyuk, the department's busybody. He'd staked his entire relationship on it, claiming Changkyun wouldn't give him up for anything. They'd been through too much to just throw it all away, right? After almost a whole year of flirtatious back-and-forths, of working late at night just to coyly spend more time with the older... After all the questioning, everything they'd risked despite the policy against fraternizing with your coworkers. They'd put their jobs and livelihoods on the line for each other, and this is how it ends??

Kihyun shakes himself out of his mental ranting just in time to see Minhyuk watching him from the doorway, propped up against the frame with an infuriating 'I told you so' smirk on. The shorter becomes conflicted suddenly between punching him square in the nose or screaming at him about how this is all his fault. He doesn't want to make a scene, though, as Changkyun is sure to notice, and he settles on only roughly shoving up against his shoulder as he passes him on his way back to his cubicle.

Minhyuk seems all the more unphased by it, merely snickering under his breath and following Kihyun away from the break room. He branches off, though, strutting off towards Changkyun's cubicle.

"Changkyunie~" Minhyuk calls, his overly sweet tone causing Kihyun's blood to boil as it oh-so easily reaches him over the incessant clacking of keyboards on the floor. Kihyun can just picture it so clearly in his mind. Minhyuk, the supportive friend, slinking his way into Changkyun's broken heart. He'd lean up against Changkyun's desk, run his hands through Changkyun's hair comfortingly, caress his scarred cheek.

It's enough to make Kihyun snap the pen he'd begun twiddling with as soon as he sat down.

No, he won't allow that to happen. He cannot allow his precious Kkungie to fall into the lecherous arms of that other man. He has to get him back, but he can't very well retract all the very good reasons he'd just listed to the younger for taking a break in the first place. No, it has to be Changkyun's decision.

"K-Kihyunnie?" Hoseok's voice suddenly calls from one cubicle over. Kihyun turns to him, noting his raised brow of concern. "Are you okay?" Kihyun hums, merely shrugging a shoulder in reply. Hoseok pouts, this clearly not alleviating his worry. He glances over towards Changkyun's cubicle, his maw flapping open and closed at the most-likely scene of Minhyuk obviously flirting with the youngest on the floor.

"Did you and Changkyunnie break up, or something?" he asks, seeming utterly confused. Kihyun's throat closes up, and he groans in annoyance as he wipes his face with his hands. Hoseok watches, a light of understanding filling his eyes, and he grips the thin wall tighter at being unable to give the younger a hug of consolation.

"Don't worry," he tries, his tone tentative, "I'm sure it'll work out... Maybe you two can talk it out during the staff party tonight."

Kihyun perks up then, having forgotten all about the party. He smiles then, his gaze brightening as the perfect solution to all this comes to him. He swivels in his chair to fully face the older, a teasing smirk setting on his lips. He lifts a shoulder, the movement somewhat slow, and he puts on the sultriest gaze he's ever mustered in his entire life. He knows it works, because Hoseok's gulping thickly as his hands begin to fidget and a bright red blooms up on his cheeks.

"I'm sure something will turn out immensely well tonight~" he assures the older, waggling a brow. He says loud enough for Changkyun to hear, but Hoseok doesn't seem to notice. He's too busy blubbering about work he has to do and ducking back behind his wall.

Kihyun can't help the small chuckle that escapes him as he casually glances around, as if he hasn't a care in the world. He purses his lips in disappointment, though, at seeing the younger hadn't looked or anything. He turns back to face his computer screen, telling himself to not give up.

There's still plenty of time to have Changkyun crawling back to him.

After work, the entire eleventh floor of Starship Enterprises piles itself into the miniscule, hole-in-the-wall bar across the street. Music booms from the grimy boombox in the corner, men in suits belting out off-pitched tunes. Kihyun watches bemusedly from the bar, thinking of how much he'd like to be up there. But, he has a mission, and he can't be distracted by hobbies now.

"Hyung~" Kihyun calls, drawing Hoseok's attention to him as he wraps his pink lips around the straw of his drink and slurps up the alcohol. Hoseok licks his own lips, his gaze strained. "Would you buy me a drink~? I'm just loving this cocktail, but it's just so much, and I wanna be able to do shots for you later~ Oh, I mean, with you..." He throws Hoseok a wink, making sure that Chankgyun sees it from the seat he's currently occupying just behind the older. Hoseok stammers out an acceptance of the request, and he flags the bartender over to order another drink.

"Y-You might want to thlow down, Kihyunnie..." Hoseok chuckles out, his voice thick with nerves. Kihyun hums, batting his lashes as a perfectly bright smile blazes across his features.

"You're so kind, hyung," he compliments, reaching out to grope Hoseok's well-toned bicep. "You're so caring, you just take care of everyone with these amazing, strong arms... You're so handsome, you have one of the best bodies I've ever seen~"

"Th-Thank y-you," Hoseok says lamely, his eyes flitting this way and that as he looks at anything but Kihyun. The younger hums, glancing over at Changkyun's seat. Or, at least, where Changkyun should be sitting. The man seems to have gone, to where Kihyun doesn't know. He looks around, pursing his lips confusedly. "Y-You know, Kihyunnie," Hoseok goes on, "I'm fl-flattered and all by your fl-flirting, b-but maybe you should've be tho obviouth, yeah? The b-boss might see and—"

"Mind if I cut in?"

Kihyun's heart absolutely soars at the familiar bass tone murmuring passed his ear. Hoseok visibly deflates, as the shorter's reaction had been all kinds of obvious, and he mutters something in reply before shuffling off. Luckily for him, though, Minhyuk's looking for a dance partner and pulls him on the floor before he can get to the bathroom to sulk.

Changkyun slides into Hoseok's seat, casually grabbing Kihyun's drink and taking a slurp.

"That's rude," Kihyun nags him, snagging the glass from his hand and finishing it off in one gulp. Changkyun chuckles warmly, leaning to the side to rest his arm on the sticky bar. He props his head onto his hand, a knowing light to his eyes.

"So, how're things going with Hoseok-hyung? You two gonna get married in the spring?"

Kihyun feels as if his dongsaeng has just slapped him clear across the face. He splutters something about it being none of Changkyun's business anymore, and the younger only laughs again as he averts his gaze the arrival of Kihyun's second drink. The older downs half of it in one gulp, his head already feeling a little hazy. Maybe he should switch to water for a while.

"Why doesn't it bother you?" he suddenly demands before he can stop himself. "We've been dating—oh sorry, had dated—for nearly a year, but you seem like you couldn't care less! Aren't you jealous? Don't you—didn't you—care about me at all???" His words just sort of tumble out thanks to his own anger from the day, a feeling that only spikes as Changkyun bursts into laughter, reaching over to pat the top of his head good-naturedly.

"This isn't funny, you brat!!" he shouts at him, full-on pouting. Changkyun sobers up enough to coo, leaning forward to press a kiss to his cheek. Kihyun stiffens, flabbergasted by the affectionate touch. The younger's eyes sparkle with amusement.

"Minhyuk-hyung told me you were going to test me," Changkyun finally says, grabbing Kihyun's second glass and drinking from it as he had the first. Kihyun, however, is sucking in a breath of disapproval through his front teeth, the tips of his ears burning in embarrassment as he begins to mentally plot all the ways he could kill Minhyuk and get away with it. "I honestly was going to let it go on a while longer," Changkyun admits, "but I couldn't stand to hear any of that awful flirting anymore."

"Yah yah!!" Kihyun protests, thwaking his palm against Changkyun's shoulder in retaliation. Changkyun just laughs more, shaking his head.

"Honestly, I just feel bad for Hoseok-hyung," Changkyun teases. "He actually had to put up with it!!"

"You can leave at any time," Kihyun spits at him, more agitated than actually upset. He turns on his stool, resolutely not looking at him. Changkyun bites back his own laughter, giving a soft 'awww' as he leans forward. He wraps his arms around Kihyun's waist and nuzzles his face into the older's neck, kissing at his red ears and swaying a bit to the song playing from the jukebox.

"You know I love your bad flirting, hyung~" Changkyun coos. "I love you." Kihyun visibly deflates, huffing out a breath of defeat.

"I love you, too, Changkyun-ah."

He crosses his arms over his chest, silently vowing to never tell Minhyuk anything ever again.

#changki #monsta x #monsta x fanfiction #fulfilled request #fulfilled prompt #one shot #kpop fanfiction #no angst #humor #fluff #office au #post break up #kind of #yoo kihyun #im changkyun #i.m

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oh-beyond · 7 years ago

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Kyosu-nim’s passion AU - Part 2 (M)

It was time to get the Masters degree in Asian Studies you’ve always wanted…

Xiumin x reader

Professor AU/Angst/Smut

Masterlist

< Part 1

“네, 교수님 ~ Ne, kyosu-nim ~ Yes professor”

He was surprised that you answered confidently.

“내 호버크라프트는 장어로 가득 차 있어요. 그게 내 열정이예요 ~ Nae hobeokeurapeuteuneun changeoro kadeuk cha isseyo. Geuge nae yeoljeongiyeyo ~ Just hearing you breath in my ear sends shivers down my spine. And that’s my passion” you whispered in his ear.

Your turn to paralyse him.

He took 2 steps backwards realising he was playing with fire, not only that... he just felt that he got to close and he did actually feel the burn.

The burn all over his body that ached, he thought he could control it but apparently not. Sweat beads forming on his forehead and his breath got laboured.

“Not so tough now kyosu-nim, it’s clear that you have a quite impressing aura to you, and I’m not going to lie you got to me, perhaps them tactics work for your Korean women. But not here, you need to learn a few lessons yourself in how to approach women. Never too late to learn I guess kyosu-nim.”

He didn’t answer, he didn’t have a comeback, he was doomed, he was ruined. All his world collapsed right there, this was really something he didn’t think it would ever happen to him.

What happened really? You were under his spell, he saw it.

He felt it.

How did you get so strong in less than 2 minutes?

Was it true? Western girls were different?

Most importantly... why was he so affected?

“If you’ll excuse me kyosu-nim, I really have a big project to prepare, I still need to impress you, and I am waisting my time right now.”

And with that you left him, there, alone, standing. He placed his hands over his hips and he scoffed finally when he was all alone and surrounded by books. He shook his head in disbelief.

He had lost this battle completely and miserably.

But was the war over?

The following days were very different from what your professor used to be around you, he avoided looking at you. Not in a nervous way, it was more like ‘not to play with fire’ kind of way. In reality it wasn’t allowed to get close to professors in that way, you didn’t know how it was in Korea but you dropped it too. Minseok seemed disinterested and almost disgusted by your presence, as if it were you who crossed the line, almost were thankful that he didn’t report you, thinking you went to far?

You questioned your behaviour, you played the scene in your head over and over. Where you wrong? Was it too much? Maybe how he treated you was not what you thought it was? Maybe he was just playing the ‘scary professor’ card?

You mentally scolded yourself for weeks, especially when you went to bed and you found yourself looking at the ceiling in the silence of the night, trying to justify what you did.

‘It’s his fault’ you repeated in your head.

‘But I went too far.’

You couldn’t live, it was killing you and you needed peace of mind to focus on your presentation and your finals...

You had to talk with him.

The following day after the lectures were over, you knew he always stayed an extra hour in his office to sort his work and you knew he would be alone. You knew way too much information that you didn't even know how you knew.

You just knew.

Anything concerning your hot upset professor was known to you, just like the way you knew he was ignoring you when you knocked on his office door after you asked permission to enter.

“Kyosu-nim I- I just need a minute please.”

“I don’t have a minute, please leave.”

“Kyosu-nim, I need to apologise, please give me one moment.”

He didn't answer, you exhaled and leaned on the door trying to think what to do. I was killing you, the way he shot disgusted glares during his lectures was agonising. You couldn’t function, you couldn’t focus. It was making you go crazy slowly...

“Aaaah!” you exclaimed when you felt the door behind you opening.

“Very clever of you of course leaning on a door. Why am I not even surprised?”

Oh he was frowning. Again...

“Kyosu-nim, if you wou-”

“I need to go, this is not in my working hours and I have nothing to talk to you about in my ‘not working hours’”

You sighed watching him walk holding his briefcase tightly. He was so annoyed. Oh but you x-rayed him as he walked.

You imagined slapping that ass.

What a random thought when this man was going to mark your end of year project.

He filled them tight pants way too good, Korean fashion for men was sinful. It was just mesmerising. Oh this man...

But it was useless, you guessed you were lucky enough that he didn’t report you. It felt as if you were harassing him at that stage. You had to let go.

You decided to stop by in the grocery store to get something to cook and take with you the following day. You were in the mood of some noodles and rice cakes. To the Asian grocery store then.

You parked the car and headed inside, you bowed at the lady at the cashier and greeted her in Madarin as you always did, she then advised you that the oyster mushrooms were half price today and that couldn’t be better news. You headed to the vegetables section, but instead of being met with the damn mushrooms you were met with his perfectly filled pants.

Kim Minseok was there doing his groceries.

“They are right there were the handsome man is!” she exclaimed motioning to were the mushrooms were.

You smiled in silence and bowed to make her understand that you got the message.

But she didn’t stop... You were losing your mind, you needed to say thank you and make her shut up not to draw attention.

“Xie xie” you whisper-shouted.

“Are you following me now?”

His voice in your ear, his breath hitting your exposed neck. You bounced when your eardrums felt the vibration of his voice.

“Me!? No! I am getting oyster mushrooms.”

He snorted and shook his head, his upper lip forming that signature smirk that formed naturally as he spoke toxically “pathetic.”

Your heart banged on your ribcage so hard that you lost the ability to even stand straight. You watched him placing the things he got on the counter getting his wallet form his back pocket.

Glorious... you envied the wallet.

He paid and left you there standing trying to think how to come from it. There was nothing you could do other than collect your oyster mushrooms. It was pathetic, he was right, no matter what you did this coincidence was going to be really difficult to clear. He definitely thinks you are some kind of weirdo obsessed with the professor.

You placed the mushrooms on the counter and paid the lady, she then gave you a tissue when she noticed tears forming in your eyes.

“Are you alright miss? Boyfriend problems?”

“Uh? No, no no, I am fine just stressed I guess.”

“Take care of yourself, nothing is worth it.”

You left the store and sat in your car, you hugged the steering wheel and cried, you cried loudly and it kind of made you feel better? In a way.

You heard the passenger’s door open and a man wearing a black baseball hat with black sunglasses sit net to you. You were about to scream but...

“운전해요! ~ Unjeonhaeyo! ~ Drive!”

Was it?

“Didn’t you hear me!?”

“Y-yes kyosu-nim.”

You turned on the engine and drove as you sniffed wiping your tears in hopes he didn’t see the pathetic stage you were in as he said.

“You really are crying? For me?”

You didn’t know how to answer that question.

If you said no it wouldn’t sound too nice because he kind of asked but it was already a confirmation. And if you said yes it would sound absolutely pathetic.

“Yeah don’t answer that. I don’t wanna hear it.”

What did he want?

“Take the highway and exit on the second roundabout, I live near the cottages.”

He wanted you to drive him home?

You tried looking at him from the corner of your eye but you couldn’t focus, it was either you drive or you look, both at the same time was suicidal. You cleared your throat several times for him to speak but all he did was rest his head on the headrest and breath heavily.

He was making you lose your mind, your sanity, your shit, your everything that could be lost.

“K-kyosu-nim?”

“Shhh, drive in silence, you annoy me already too much for you to be stuttering.”

O M G what was this torture?

He seemed relaxed and not the slightest affected, also not enjoying your nervousness that he could enjoy. That was the way he liked it all along. Little you knew about this perfect man sitting next to you, but one of the things you knew was that he enjoyed making you nervous for some reason.

“I-w- I turned like you said.”

“Keep driving and turn the first left, my apartment is in the all glass building.”

You nodded silently and kept driving till you pulled up at the parking and waited for more instructions.

“Number 18, park in that spot.”

You drove looking at the floor to find the damn number 18, you questioned why he didn’t give you directions, but well of course he enjoyed making you suffer, didn’t he?

Finally you saw the big number 18 on the floor and carefully parked the car turning the engine off. His eyes were still closed, you appreciated his factions more, his killer jaw, his eyebrows... Kim Minseok this close to you breathing the same oxygen you were.

He opened his eyes and straightened himself “are you done scanning me?”

You just doubled your eyes in size and looked away.

“Wait 5 minutes in the car and then follow me, needless to say that I live in apartment number 18, also obvious that is in the first floor” he began “put this baseball cap on and if you have sunglasses wear them.”

When he placed the cap on your head you were like shaken to the reality of what he was asking you to do.

He opened the door to leave...

“You want me to go to your apartment?”

He sat back and looked at you lowering his sunglasses “what does it look like?”

You just couldn’t reply.

“I mean well you want to talk to me and I want to talk to you but what I want to talk to you about is not appropriate to be handled in my office.”

“Ah-”

“Five minutes.”

He closed the door and the loud thud made your heart race uncontrollably. You took your bottle of water and drank some spilling over your chin and chest.

You watched him walk relaxed, as if nothing fixing his sunglasses running his fingers through his hair to make it breathe again after wearing the baseball cap, and breathing it did, wow. It was dyed light brown and it felt so incredibly soft. You couldn’t wait to feel it with your own fingers.

Why would you think something like that now?

You kept looking a the clock in the dashboard of your car waiting for 5 minutes exactly to pass. That is if you could walk.

When the clock indicated 5 minutes exactly you fixed the baseball cap and wore the sunglasses as he instructed. When the air hit your wet collarbones you shivered a bit dramatically, even your core was throbbing in excitement.

Your hot Korean professor just ordered you to follow him to his apartment. You entered the building and went to the elevators almost running. The wait was agonising as you kept clicking on the button, so you decided to go by foot.

Not ideal when you noticed how much you were sweating and how laboured was your breath was getting.

Apartments 1-10 left, apartments 11-20 right. You walked and counted in your head as you passed 11, 12, 13, 14 almost there, 18!

You fanned yourself before aiming to knock, but you noticed the door was already open.

“Kyosu-nim? Can I come in?”

You peeked inside, the apartment smelled too good, manly but spotless clean, it was so refreshing to know a man living alone would take care of his apartment this well.

You closed the door behind you and leaned against the door you hands at your back, you didn’t know what to do really other than appreciate the glossy white ceramic flooring standing awkwardly.

You then heard steps and saw Minseok standing at the end of the corridor “remove your shoes.”

You bent down and tried pulling you shoes off but you were too nervous, you also noticed his steps coming closer, when you finally rid yourself from your shoes you looked up and watched how he loosened his tie, his frown visible. You stood back up wondering what was going to be asked from you now.

He came incredibly close to you fearless, you pressed yourself to the door as much as you could holding your breath but at this stage you felt his body warmth on you, he was definitely touching your chest with his.

“You are sweaty.”

“I actually dropped some water on myself as I was drinking.”

“Why? Are you nervous perhaps?”

“I am anxious yes, not going to lie about that.”

“Why?” he asked tilting his head.

“Why am I here?”

He snorted moving away laughing on his fisted hand “honey you wanted to talk to me and I am giving you the chance.”

“Oh- oh thank- thank you, oh yes, ahm, yes yes, well I just wanted to apologise, for the other time at the library, I really didn’t mean anything. I guess it got out of hand, I misunderstood and I- I shouldn’t of done that.”

“Ah now you are upsetting me.”

“Huh?”

“I am not your passion then?”

“Wh- I- huh?”

Your whole body clenched, you scratched the door at your back and didn’t know how to act, you saw him smirk and play with his tongue pushing his cheek with it, you even heard little sinful noises as he did that and you couldn’t but gulp.

That tongue must taste so good.

“Well?”

Your shellshocked face was obvious, you really didn’t know what to do, or say. How to act? Was he suggesting anything? Was he allowed? Was this right? Were you imagining things?

“Would you like me to breath in your ear again and send shivers down your spine to see if that is your passion? Noona?”

Oh you trembled and closed your eyes, you were being way to obvious, you were afraid of sliding down to the floor at this stage because you simply couldn’t anymore.

“I guess I will have to try, because silence is a sign of approval.”

Now you felt all his body pressed against yours undeniably. He was pressed to you in a sexual manner. No other way to put it. You felt his hands over yours as in caging them between his for you not to move.

“Look at me” he ordered.

When you opened your eyes there he was, serious and demanding. You felt his cheek over your collarbone his face disappearing at your ear level “am I your passion?”

“Kyosu-nim? I- what do I-?”

“Call me Minseok-ah. I am younger and you are a noona. Call me that here.”

“I can’t do this because I will lose it.”

“Lose it” he confirmed taking your earlobe between his teeth “tell me how is my breath in your ear your passion.”

“Why? Why you doing this?” you asked desperately you voice almost inaudible as your legs rubbed against each other.

“말해봐 - malhaebwa - tell me” he pleaded feeling his nose at your neck.

“Kyosu-nim!”

“Minseok! That is my name”

“Minseok please.”

“Please? Please what?”

“I am very attracted to you and this isn’t helping.”

“Attracted?” he asked detaching himself freeing your hands “how?”

“Why? This is cruel, why are you doing this?”

“I get to ask the questions here, not you!”

You buried your face in your hands flustered. He was killing you in a way you didn’t know possible. It was everything, the fear, the excitement, the shivers, the need.

He took your hands and placed them over his chest, you felt how ripped was inside the dress shirt. He was licking his lips and your mind went hazy. Was he playing? Was he wanting you to say inappropriate stuff in purpose? Like a trap? His ways weren’t very ethical at all... maybe he wanted you too?

“Speak up noona. Say it because you are my student and I cannot say it. I am giving you the chance for you to say it so I can take it from there.”

“Ever since I laid eyes on you... I can’t think, I can’t study... every time I close my eyes your eyes hunt me.”

“More” he whispered.

“Can you show me kyosu-nim? Can you show me some Korean passion?” you asked your voice broken.

That moment his hands cupped your butt cheeks and without commanding you you found yourself jumping lightly encircling your legs around his waist. His mouth connected to your neck and you felt his tongue dart out lapping your sensitive skin harshly.

“Ah, Minseok-aaaah!”

“I am going to show you some Korean passion now” he announced before sucking on your skin.

Your head banged on the door and your hands encircled tighter at his neck, your fingertips digging in his scalp. You felt him moving so you tightened the grip around his waist.

“Min-”

He didn’t answer, he detached his lips to see where he was going and your head fell on his shoulder. You heard his breathing close to your hear and your stomach flipped in a good way. You needed him, and it was obvious by now that he did too.

He stopped walking and you were tossed carelessly onto a bed, you bounced a few times, the reality hitting you as you watched him take off his glasses and undo his tie and buttons never breaking eye contact.

“What does this mean?”

“This means that you better behave if you want to pass and you want your Masters degree.”

“That was blunt.”

“I am a man that likes to be direct, no bullshit, and you had me frustrated enough all this time” he added yanking his shirt off displaying his sculptured to perfection abs.

You covered your mouth as this was nothing like you would have imagined, he was a professor not an athlete, and seeing this, even athletes would envy this body.

He was perfect, a little happy trail and the muscles all in the right place. His nipples erected and ready to bite. He followed by undoing his belt watching you hug your legs that were at your chest and your nose at your knees... your eyes just darting up to keep witnessing the private show.

“You know in how much trouble I could get for this?” he asked before his pants pooled at his feet, the metal of the buckle hitting the hard flooring making you wide aware.

You nodded, your eyes betraying you to look down at his thighs. He came forward crawling his way to the centre of the bed were you were seated. He pulled the cap out of your head tossing it aside, his hand resting at the nape of your neck bringing you close to him, your legs relaxing sliding down slowly.

He bit his lip looking at yours, he felt them with his thumb, involuntarily you opened your mouth and he felt your tongue with his fingertip making him hiss.

“I want to eat you, I want to make you suffer the way you have been doing all this time.”

“I will be a good student. I promise.”

Minseok moved forward crushing his lips on yours electing a gasp from you before he enveloped them completely. He wasn’t sweet in any way, you could taste the frustration that was being built up all this time. Your mouth opened when his tongue poked on your lips, he found your own tongue and dominated the kiss from the begging. He pushed himself forward spreading your legs for him to nestle between them as he kept kissing you hungrily. He pulled away for a second to take a breath watching your underneath him panting made him want this more.

“Noona is so hot, she drove me crazy, I can’t teach when you are in my class, I hate myself for not being able to control myself.”

“If I’m hot you are pure fire, I can’t take it anymore, I want you Minseok-ah” is all you could say.

He pulled your jumper roughly exposing your shoulder, you felt his teeth as his hand shamelessly fished for your breast. You heard him groan when he found your nipple “take everything off” he requested pulling away palming his bulge.

You grabbed the hem of your jumper crossing your arms and pulling it off your head, the sports bra you wore was far from being sexy, but judging by your professor’s gaze he couldn’t care less, he was sloppily helping you to try and get rid of any clothing.

“Off! Take that off!” his demanding voice was making things to you.

You brought your knees back up to cover your chest when you freed yourself completely and Minseok harshly brought your legs to his sides spreading them with the action. Your hands tried covering your torso and Minseok found it cute as well as sexy.

“You don’t want this noona?”

“I do, but it’s just too sudden. We didn’t even talk.”

“The talk is done later. I love shower sex. It’s my favourite thing in the world. And now you know something very intimate about me.”

He finally smiles and that was when you thought the room lit up. You covered your mouth giggling and slowly you let your hands drop so he could see you bare. He gasped when he took in your nakedness.

“Can I touch you now? The way I want noona?”

“Please do Minseok-ah” you responded getting rid off your pants and your underwear. You loved how he watched you like an expectant kitty.

“Come.”

You extended your hands and he took them entwining his fingers with yours pulling them above your head nestling between your legs again.

“Ah wait” you said freeing your hand “you are still wearing this” you patted his clothed butt cheek.

“Noona!”

You nodded and looked away shyly again. In less than a second he was naked, and it was strangely very thick, clean and so well groomed.

“Wow.”

He checked out so he turned around for a second to roll the condom he had prepared beforehand in his nightstand. The view from the back was even better if possible, his butt cheeks were round and firm and so bite worthy. He went back to the position he was in, your hands above your head feeling his palm on yours. And his manhood rubbing right there.

“Foreplay, the best part.”

“I thought the shower was.”

“No that is round 2′s best part.”

He started rolling his hips in a swift way, it was amazing because he was just literally rubbing his erecting with your swollen nub.

Fascinating, this man was just fascinating.

“Minseok you are amazing.”

“I swear I wanted to have you bent in my office desk on that very first day I saw you, I wanted to make you moan my name. I hated you because of how weak you made me” he spoke as he kept rolling his hips.

“Minseok-ah, I am ready, please do it.”

“I want you to suffer a little bit noona.”

“No, just please” you pleaded as you arched your back to get the most you could get.

“Will you let me fuck you in the shower too?”

“Yes, just please.”

“You better let me do it my way then, because otherwise you will fail.”

“Minseok!”

And he thrusted effortlessly shutting your cry claiming your lips again. He was so strong, his thrusts steady hitting that one spot from the first try had you trembling underneath him. He was wild and kept bitting and nibbling everywhere his mouth took him.

He pulled away to watch you lose control, he was so satisfied, the smell of sex filling his nostrils, he growled loudly when you pinched your nipples looking at him “why did you stop?”

“This, this noona, I can’t believe I waited so long to do this.”

“You haven’t done anything yet, weren’t you supposed to teach me a lesson?”

“나쁜 여자 - nappeun yeoja - bad girl.”

“그래, 나야 - geurae, naya - yes I am.”

“Informal speech ha?”

You smiled running your hands over his chest feeling his navel with your thumb and back at his waist trying to bring his closer but he stopped you thrusting from that position so he could see his dick disappearing inside your entrance.

“얼마나 좋아해요? - eolmana johahaeyo? - how much do you like it?”

“많이 - manhi - a lot.”

“Oh noona, noona” he repeated falling over you wrapping his arms around your back to hold you the closest he could.

“Is this good for you noona?” he asked his voice low and affected as he kept his pace.

“You, you are hitting right there merciless since we started. I didn’t know that was possible.”

Oh that drove him crazy, his thrusts went erratic.

“You just fit so well. Yes tighten like that, yes, yes!”

You were seeing stars at this point and your nails dug on his smooth back as your orgasm rushed over your whole body. Minseok was grunting when he released into the unfortunate condom.

“That was... you are the best kyosu-nim.”

He kissed your neck repeatedly over and over.

“누나가 나의 내 열정입니다 - noonaga naui nae yeoljeongibnida - noona is also my passion.”

He killed you with that sentence. Was he for real? You didn’t know what to say, you just froze and he noticed how awkward that made you feel, he stopped kissing you. He lifted his head to see your face and he saw it in your eyes.

Surprise.

“Does noona hate me for this?”

You shook your head “no.”

“I am sorry, I really like you, I am sorry for not controlling myself, I am sorry for the way I treated you, I was trying to take you off my head.”

“Don’t you dare take me off your head. Now let me own my full marks with that shower.”

Minseok finally relaxed and pecked your lips lifting you bridal style to his ensuite bathroom.

*****

“Professor Kim Minseok will not be giving lectures anymore.” announced the substitute professor.

Everyone looked at each other confused and murmurs were heard...

“Why?” asked James.

“He has been fired.”

You left the lecture and took your phone calling Minseok.

“Baby? What happened? Where are you?”

“They found out, one of the university staff saw you leaving my apartment and I have been fired. They fired me noona.”

“No! What? No it can’t be. I will talk to the-”

“No! Don’t do that, they will expel you. Just let it be, it’s my fault, I couldn’t wait till you finished. Don’t do anything!”

“But Mins-”

“I said no!”

“So what now?”

“I will go back to Korea, and I hope you... I don’t know, how are we going to do this?”

“Don’t leave me Minseok.”

“I am not, but I cannot stay here. I cannot even teach anymore. It’s over.”

“I am so sorry kyosu-nim.”

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A/N: Surprises next part... unexpected turn of fate ^_~

Thanks for reading, feedback always welcomed!

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kyulkyungs · 7 years ago

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Elli’s Library

LAST EDITED: 4:09PM PST | 5/05/2020

I HAVE MOVED WRITING BLOGS OVER TO @loveau! This will remain as an archive of my works and new ones will be published over there!

(f) - fluff

(a) - angst

(bp) - bulletpoint

SEVENTEEN

O T 1 3

➸ Kindergarten!AU w/ 95 line (f) : You’re a kindergarten teacher and this year’s batch has some kids who love you a whole lot!

➸ Kindergarten!AU w/ 96 line (f) : The kids this year want your attention, so make sure to keep an eye on them!

➸ Kindergarten!AU w/ 97 line (f) : Some kids this year are quite protective of you! Let’s see what happens!

➸ Kindergarten!AU w/ 98 & 99 line (f) : It’s time to say bye-bye to this year’s class!

➸ Superpower!AU (f / bp) : The boys each have superpowers, which they use for personal gain or for some trickery and pranks.

➸ Robot!AU (a / semi-f / bp) : A world where the boys are robots created by the great inventor Joshua.

➸ {DISCONTINUED} 13 Minutes Before Halloween (f) : You’re heading to a Halloween party tonight and you’re not expecting too much. Better raise your expectations soon. [ How many minutes has it been? 1 ; 2 ; 3 ; 4 ; 5 ; 6 ; 7 ; 8 ; 9 ; 10 ]

S E U N G C H E O L / S . C O U P S

➸ Again (f) : Lapsing - When you experience the day over and over again until you make a connection with your soulmate.

➸ Mr. Grim (f) : [13 Minutes Series] Seungcheol is the first encounter to the Halloween party. Wanna see what he’s up to?

➸ Enemies-to-Lovers!AU (f / bp) : You’re the president of the gardening club and he’s the captain of the soccer field. There’s a domination for the field that separates you both, but there’s also something that brings you together.

J E O N G H A N

➸ A Little Devilish (f) : [13 Minutes Series] You bump into Jeonghan at a Halloween party. Many call him angelic. You say otherwise.

➸ Ripped (a) : Jeonghan is a Creator with cloth. He realizes that he spends much more time around his work instead...

J O S H U A

➸ Lost His Mind (f) : [13 Minutes Series] Joshua joins you outside for some fresh air. He’s a little different. A little different in the head.

J U N

➸ A Sucker for You (f) : [13 Minutes Series] Jun keeps you company outside after Joshua goes back inside. He’s a bit batty tonight. Mainly for you.

➸ Pout (f) : Jun is upset because you’re spending more time with Mingyu than him. He decides to take things to drastic measure.

S O O N Y O U N G / H O S H I

➸ When the Wind Howls (f) : [13 Minutes Series] Soonyoung would rather spend time with you inside and look for a bite to eat. He’s pretty hungry, and you might be able to satisfy him.

W O N W O O

➸ Shattered (a) : Wonwoo is a Creator of statues, and he’s given life to one of them…

➸ No-Brainer (f) : [13 Minutes Series] Your time with Soonyoung has been spent and Wonwoo decides to occupy your time.

J I H O O N / W O O Z I

➸ Pile of Leaves, Bundle of Joy (f) : It’s fall and Jihoon is out to play in the leaves. He’s having a bunch of fun! + “Please tell me you didn’t see me jump into that pile of leaves…“

➸ Unfair(y) (f) : [13 Minutes Series] Woozi bumps into you the first thing after exiting Wonwoo’s room. He’s a little flighty and a little impish.

S E O K M I N / D O K Y E O M

➸ Scared to Death (f) : [13 Minutes Series] Seokmin decides to take you around in search of Mingyu. Along the way he gets set up for multiple scares. That’s okay, though… he has you.

M I N G Y U

➸ Prom Night (f) : It’s prom night and Mingyu still has no date, what better than to ask his best friend?

➸ Quite Pleasing (f) : [13 Minutes Series] Mingyu is making you feel a little hazy. Perhaps you need to satisfy that growing desire. With him there, that’s quite enough for you.

M I N G H A O / T H E 8

➸ My Love (a / f) : Based off the masterpiece My I. Minghao has been fighting with you constantly pretty recently. He’s afraid you’ll leave him after all of the times he’s fought with you.

➸ Something Fishy (f) : [13 Minutes Series] You meet Minghao in the bathroom, and you’re feeling much better than before. Especially now that you’re shore… you’re sure that it’s fine with Minghao there.

➸ Red Wine (f) : Minghao is your new roommate, thought he seems quite strange. You do your best to be super natural around him to make him feel more welcome.

S E U N G K W A N

➸ Time (a) : Lets grow old - Until you are eighteen you grow normally, if you do not meet your soulmate before eighteen you will be stuck as eighteen until you can meet them.

H A N S O L / V E R N O N

➸ Orange (f) : Vernon needs help writing a rap, so why not call his lover to swing by?

➸ If You Can’t Handle the Heat, Get Out of the Kitchen (a/f) : Hansol gets something in an argument that gets too out of hand, leaving you to storm to your best friend, Jihoon. Hansol finds out the hard way why his words cut like a knife.

C H A N / D I N O

➸ “Look Only At Me” (slight a / f) : You’re feeling very insecure about yourself while visiting Chan and he makes sure to distract you from any of those thoughts by showing you a good, loving time.

PRISTIN / HINAPIA

M I N K Y U N G / R O A

➸ Nailed It (f) : Minkyung is a nail artist that you visit quite frequently. It isn’t just pretty nails you go there for, but for a certain pretty girl who you are trying to build up the confidence to hang out with.

Y A E B I N / R E N A

➸ It’s A Promise (f) : Yaebin takes you out for the day. Your birthday! She wants to make sure you feel absolutely special. She wants to make sure you know this as well.

LOONA

V I I A N / V I V I

➸ Robot!AU (f / bp) : In which Vivi is basically a live-in robot friend you’ve ordered online. She was the last one to go and it’s your job to help her after she’s just come back from repairs.

J I W O O / C H U U

➸ Guardian Angel!AU (f / bp) : Supernatural!AU where Chuu is your guardian angel and you find out about her for the first time.

H E E J I N

➸ Baker!AU (f / bp) : Non-idol!AU where you meet Heejin, who works at the local bakery and ends up getting really close you you.

NCT

T A E Y O N G

➸ Fanservice (f) : You’re an idol and you decide to practice on fanservice. Your boyfriend is your test subject, and he couldn’t handle the cuteness.

➸ BadBoy!AU (f / bp) : Taeyong is the school’s local bad boy, and it seems that once he notices you, a girl who stands up to him for the first time, he can’t really take his eyes off.

Y U T A

➸ Enemies-to-Lovers!AU (f / bp) : Yuta can be kind of overbearing at times and tends to get on your nerves quite frequently. He only is so because he’s trying to flirt with you.

K U N

➸ Boyfriend!AU (f / bp) : AU where Kun is your boyfriend and is very soft and fluffy whenever he’s with you.

D O Y O U N G

➸ Reverse-Idol!AU (f / bp) : Reverse-Idol!AU where Doyoung gets to meet you at a fansign for the first time.

➸ Reverse-Idol!AU pt. 2 (f / bp) : Doyoung gets to see you for a second time after the fansign!

➸ Bodyguard!AU (f / bp) : Doyoung is hired to be your bodyguard for the day! He finds you really cute actually... and quite surprising...?

J A E H Y U N

➸ Reverse-Idol!AU (f / bp) : Reverse-Idol!AU where you meet Jaehyun during your trainee days.

➸ Reverse-Idol!AU pt. 2 (f / bp) : Jaehyun spends some more time with you after your debut and gets a little closer to you.

Y U K H E I / L U C A S

➸ Enemies-to-Lovers!AU (f / bp) : You meet Yukhei through the Dreamies and to be honest... it’s not the most pleasant first encounter with someone.

➸ Lost in Translation (f) : Yukhei attempts to flirt with you, an English tutor, in English. Though he finds it much harder to do and complains to Chenle in Mandarin. It should work out just fine, right?

M A R K

➸ First Time for Everything (f) : Mark’s been trying to get his first kiss with you for a while now. Every time he tries, he’s been interrupted. When things get too difficult you take matters into your own hands.

➸ Sibling!AU (f / bp) : Mark is the notorious annoying little brother, but, hey, that’s what younger siblings are for, right?

R E N J U N

➸ Enemies-to-Lovers!AU (f / bp) : Renjun is your neighbor and he always manages to bother you somehow. His most notorious act? Stealing the only swing at the park that you love.

J E N O

➸ Soulmate!AU (f / bp) : You’ve met Jeno in your dreams plenty of times... now comes the time where you meet the man of your dreams in real life.

➸ Sibling!AU (f / bp) : Jeno is your younger brother, you’re his older sister! Let’s see how this pans out.

➸ Sibling!AU [big brother ver.] (f / bp) : Jeno is your older brother and is, in all honesty. older sibling goals.

D O N G H Y U C K / H A E C H A N

➸ Reverse-Idol!AU (f / bp) : You’re Donghyuck’s friend before you became an idol, but maybe he wants to be a little more than that...

➸ Reverse-Idol!AU pt. 2 (f / bp) : Donghyuck takes care of you while you’ve injured yourself. He promised he’d always be there for you... even if you’ve fallen.

➸ Soulmate!AU (f / bp) : You meet Donghyuck in an experience that neither of you expected. Mark my words, the two of you meet in an almost scary seeming incident.

J A E M I N

➸ Reverse-Idol!AU (f / bp) : In which you’re a very confident idol on stage, but a quieter, shyer person off stage. Regardless, Jaemin loves you and you’re his bias in the group.

➸ Reverse-Idol!AU pt. 2 (f / bp) : You meet Jaemin for a second time and he helps you through some shyness for a solo vlive.

➸ Soulmate!AU (f / bp) : Jaemin loves to draw and draws plenty on his skin. Though he never seems to hear from you...

➸ Sibling!AU (f / bp) : Jaemin is your younger brother and you are his older sister, let’s see how that relationship would be!

J I S U N G

➸ Enemies-to-Lovers!AU (a / bp) : You’re practically his shadow, where he’s always seen in the spotlight and you never. When the two of you are finally paired up together as dance partners, everything breaks loose.

➸ Soulmate!AU (f / bp) : Jisung gets himself hurt fairly easily, and as a result of your soulmate bond it shows up on your skin as well...

MISC

F R I E N D S ♥

➸ Sunny (f) : Oooh! Sunny you little fluffball you! I love you a lot, so I decided to write a full blown fic for you. I worked on it as soon as I saw your reblog post!

#elli writes #masterlist #writing masterlist

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le-sejour · 7 years ago

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Folly

Words: 1383

Pairing: some very slight Thomas Jefferson x Reader

World: Modern/College AU

Warning: cursing, mentions of furry porn, seductive turtle, Theatre Kid! Alexander, vague to no plotline: just actual stupidity w some romance if you squint

Prompt: Inspired by real chats and true events. One of my greatest friends seriously makes me think of a modern day Alexander Hamilton... Also, he’s a gold mine of hilarious fuck ups and I’m glad I’m there to witness it.

A/N: sweats I’M WORKING ON THE ORGY FIC, ASSUMPTIONS PT2 aND UNDER ARREST I SWEAR I JUST NEEDED TO GET THIS OUT OF MY SYSTEM and also to let u know i’m still alive LMAO

Enjoy~

MacNCheezy: Hey, doll

You: Yes, T?

MacNCheezy: You wanna make $10?

You: I’m not selling drugs for you, Thomas.

MacNCheezy is typing…

Pulling your [h/l] [h/c] hair into a low ponytail, you laughed as the chat window informed you that Thomas was writing and rewriting his response. It was amusing to see him flustered, even if you couldn’t actually see him. The thought of his indignant huffing and puffing was enough to brighten the already shitty day you’ve just had.

Thomas stared into his phone with disbelief. Here he was, genuinely trying to help a friend out (he’ll end up benefiting from this anyway, but, shh) and you were being impudent! The nerve of some people, honestly.

You: Oh, you would know a lot about the drug market, wouldn’t you, sweetheart?

He considers on sending the message then and there, but knew you would jump at the opportunity to Fight™ so he quickly types in his initial intentions.

But your connection to sketchy trades is not why I’m here. I have a commission for you.

ItsKittenBitch: Oh? Yknow I’d rather fuck a cactus than get into bed w you, baby boo.❤️

ItsKittenBitch: Besides, $10 is cheap, even for a corner street hooker.

ItsKittenBitch: Up your game, Teej, and I’ll maybe consider holding ur hand. 😘

The mocaccino incarnate drags his hand over his face in irritation. Why was he asking you again? Oh, right, you were actually more tolerable than the squad you liked to hang around. And also Jemmy was still too sick to help him out.

You: Will you be serious for once, [F/Name]? I’m in a tight spot.

You rolled your eyes as your fluffy haired friend described the situation to you. He lamented over how he had to take care of James while he was swamped with papers for his major and his part-time gig at a local online publication.

You: So you’re basically asking me to be a ghostwriter for a ghostwriter? 👀 👀

MacNCheezy: Yes, [F/Name], that’s exactly what I’m asking you to do.

You: What do I get out of it?

MacNCheezy is typing...

You: I’m kidding, Thomas. Don’t get your hair curlers in a notch.

You: I know I get $10 for 500 words. I’ll do it.

You: But I’m also expecting ice cream and mac and cheese for this.

MacNCheezy: If you wanted a date that badly, you should’ve just asked, sugar. 😏

You: e w, can you not with the emojis, old man? 😩 You trying to be cool is just... sad. 😔

MacNCheezy: Just give the article to me in 3 or so hours, or you’re not getting ice cream.

MacNCheezy: I hear the parlor down the street is having two-scoop Tuesday and it would be a terrible shame for us to miss it.

You: I can get ice cream on my own, ya kno

MacNCheezy: I know for a fact you like being treated to free ice cream because you’re broke, [F/Name].

You: di s gu st i ng. You exploit my weakness for free food.

MacNCheezy: See you in 3 or so hours, sweetheart. 😀 😃 😄 😁 😆 😅 😂 ☺️ 😊 😇 🙂 🙃 😉 😌 😍 😘 😗 😙 😚 😋 😜 😝 😛🤑 🤗 😎 🤡 🤠 😏

You: s T O p 😫😤

It’s been two hours since you’ve been click-clacking away on your laptop, and after agreeing with yourself that you’ve written a decent first draft, you decided to take a break. Drawing one knee up to your chest, you pulled up your web browser and logged onto your Facebook.

Alenhamner Cameltoe: yo [N/Name]!

You: sup non stop kids bop

Alenhamner Cameltoe: I just thought of something

You: wooooah there slow down don’t hurt urself Alex

Alenhamner Cameltoe: Blatantly ignoring that comment fueled by self-hate

I realized why they changed the plot of Anastasia for the stage play.

You: Uh... they did?

Alenhamner Cameltoe: They did.

Rasputin isn't the villain. It's Ramin Karimloo as a violent Bolchevik.

You: huh. Why’d they do that?

Alenhamner Cameltoe: Because...

In the animation, and this was okay for the 90s, right?

Rasputin hates the Tzar over a power struggle so he casts some magic to make the people unhappy and revolt so they kill the Romanovs.

Basically the entire Russian Revolution is because a wizard got mad.

Not because of oppression. Not because of Imperialism..

But because a wizard got mad.

You stared at the screen in slight amusement. Looks like Alex was in his rant days. (You also suspected he was hopped up on several cups of coffee, but you’d let John worry about that.) You shook your head and clicked back to your word document to begin proofreading your piece. You’ll just let him continue to flood your inbox and read over it when he’s done.

After a few minutes of complete silence sans the clacking of your keyboard, you finally realized Alexander had finished telling his story. You read over your piece to make sure it was to your satisfaction before maneuvering back to Facebook.

Alenhamner Cameltoe: So it paints the Romanovs as the heroic victims of this story.

Nowhere does it mention why they were killed and what atrocities were comitted by the aristocracy on the Russian working class.

The plot actually won't hold up today.

Today's audiences wouldn't actually approve of a story like that.

... also you get awesome historical reference lyrics like this.

LINK

The original animation, if released today would be criticized for historical revisionism.

The link opened to another site. You didn’t bother checking the url because it was probably a lyric site or youtube, so you casually scrolled through your newsfeed while it loaded.

A couple of cat videos and a bunch of overused memes later, you found yourself switching to the fully loaded tab.

Boy, you wish you hadn’t because what the fuck.

On your screen sat an anthropomorphic t u r t l e in a very suggestive pose giving you very real, very unnerving bedroom eyes. Chills ran up and down your spine as you checked the url, horrified at learning it was a fucking furry site.

What the fuck, Alexander.

Hastily, you clicked out of that website before going back to your chatbox. You rechecked the site he gave you, wondering if you somehow misclicked. But no, there the link was, bright as day. To a fucking porn site for furries.

You: WhaT thE fU c K, Ha mi lt o n

Alenhamner Cameltoe: I KNOW RIGHT?!

The play might be even better than the animation!

Wait, what am I talking about? Of course the play is already better by comparison because it plays to a more historically accurate context.

You stared at the screen in confusion. Wait, so... he wasn’t pranking you...? Then that meant...

You: yo if yall wanna be furries das fine w me

Alenhamner Cameltoe: Huh?

You: but keep your porn away from me

Alenhamner Cameltoe: ???

!!!!!!!!!

WAIT NO

THAT’S FURRY PORN

REAL LINK

THIS IS ANASTASIA

You: yo I won’t judge ur weird sexual fetishes, boi. Just make sure it’s safe, sane, and consensual.

Alenhamner Cameltoe: NO!!!

NO THAT’S NOT MINE!

THAT’S A PRANK I PLAYED ON JOHN

GOD DAMN IT I RUINED MY HISTORICAL REVISIONISM RANT

You: L M A O

Greatest fails

Alenhamner Cameltoe: I was trying to gross him out for leaving his goddamned turtles out of the cage again.

You: congrats. you only played yourself. 😂

Anyway I gotta go furry boi, Thomas owes me ice cream and mac and cheez

Alenhamner Cameltoe: I’M NOT A FURRY

THAT WAS FOR JOHN!

FOR JO H N !

Cackling madly, you logged off of Facebook. You pulled up your email account and forwarded your finished article to Thomas. Eh, you didn’t bother to proofread it a last time because you knew Thomas would be anal enough to go through it and edit it himself.

ItsKittenBitch: It is I, your savior, telling you that I have sent the feature to your email and demand compensation.

ItsKittenBitch: Now get off your ass and get ready for our date before I change my mind, old man. JemBuns will understand.

Thomas’ triumphant smirk melted into a fond smile as he pocketed his phone, handing James a fresh box of kleenex before getting ready.

#so i made this thing #instead of finishing one of the many wips in my documents folder #i'll finish them someday i swear #lmao #alexander hamilton imagine #alexander hamilton x reader #alexander hamilton #thomas jefferson imagine #thomas jefferson x reader #thomas jefferson #hamilton #hamilton imagine #hamilfics #hamfics

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jjeehoon · 7 years ago

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wanna one as your fanboys

requested by my fav woojin stan anon lol

have a gif of your man btw lol

a reverse au where instead of them being your idols, you’re being their idols.

a/n: i did some editing on minhyun’s bc this man ain’t quiet,,, he’s literally the loudest out of nu’est smh

jisung:

MEMES. Jisung would be the one fan who’d be turning you into a living meme. Even if you already were a living meme, he’d make you into an even funnier one. Plenty of screenshots of your cute derp faces would be sent to his friends often as reactions, due to the fact that he couldn’t react to their messages in real life. Sometimes, if he were ever feeling especially hilarious, he’d message you on Instagram with a meme he made of you captioned, “notice me unnie/oppa, please!” You’d view his profile when you were looking through your incredibly filled DMs, and you’d laugh loudly at the sight of his clearly male feed. If he met you in real life, he’d spend his time making you laugh with puns and funny faces the entire time, since it was short lived and he wanted to do anything to make it last.

sungwoon:

Sungwoon admired you so, s o much, and no one could blame him, because he believed you were perfect. You were the juniors of his buddies, Kai and Taemin, and at one point, he was jealous that they were under the same company as you were. “So, like, when is your CEO gonna let me into the building to let me see (y/n) - I mean, your group members?” He’d ask them every once in a while. Sungwoon would also be singing along to your parts in your latest hit single while he was with his group of friends as if it weren’t obvious enough that he liked you. Once they finally obliged to him meeting you, his ears would heat up once he saw you, like they typically did when he was embarrassed. You would probably also hear some small voice cracks every now and then while talking to him, but probably because he was tired and flustered, which didn’t exactly click in his agenda. Oh well - you called him adorably handsome, and that’s all that matters.

minhyun:

There were two sides to his fanboy, the fanboy where he’d be smiling to himself when he hears your name on the streets or something, and the fanboy where he’s jumping around the house and happily screaming your new song. Neighbours of his wouldn’t be surprised when they hear his loud voice on the other side of the wall. Minhyun also seems like someone who enjoys making covers of your songs. He was pleased to think that your songs, your angelic voice matched with his light and thin tone extremely well. People who followed him were also your fans and they enjoyed his covers when he occasionally posted them, but the most important thing here is that they literally begged Minhyun to do a (y/n) selca day thing because they thought the two of you looked great together. After crying to himself, ranting to Dongho about it (”they’re like me to you, bro, they aren’t gonna let me live”), and disagreeing with his followers for the longest time, he would post it. And, not gonna be lying here, they were right - the amount of visual in that relationship would be incredible.

seongwoo:

Similarly to Jisung, he’d express his love through memes and other funny things. He’d probably be the type who has a spam account on Instagram where he posts crack videos that he made of you and photos of you making hearts captioned, “have I ever mentioned how much I f u c k i n g love (y/n) because I LOVE (Y/N) SO MUCH”. Probably also in the comments section of your music videos with the most original comments, including jokes and gags without forgetting to mention how great you looked and how wonderful you sounded. Seongwoo would never hesitate to start jamming out to your songs if they ever came on in public, hitting some of the dance moves smoothly while shopping for clothes. He’d draw some attention to the other shoppers, and he’d be hoping the slightest bit that you were there watching him dance as well.

jaehwan:

I don’t know why (lol), but Jaehwan seems like a proud member of stan twitter. Sometimes, he’d be really soft and post acoustic covers of your songs which would cause an uproar in the fandom. He’d smirk once he saw the amount of reposts there were on Twitter itself, as well as seeing his covers on Instagram and Tumblr. Other times, he’d be shitposting just as much as Seongwoo would be. Heck, Jaehwan and Seongwoo would probably be partners in crime, making the dankest memes possible and making other users vote for which meme is better. Jaehwan’s probably also the type to ship himself with you, saying things like, “look at that. Just look at it, Ong, (y/n) and I would be the ultimate visual couple. Ultimate visual, vocal, flute playing couple. No, shut up, I don’t care if (y/n) plays the clarinet. Our children would inherit our talent and beauty and they’d be fucking legends just like (y/n) was.”

daniel:

As we all know, Daniel loves dancing to Signal, so he loves dancing to your songs as well. Like his husband #ongnielisscience Seongwoo, hearing any of your big hits in public means a celebratory dancing spree, no matter what he was doing at the time. At the vet for his cats? He’d be doing the hand movements in the waiting room. Just woke up from a coma? Playing your music gets him back into daily routine immediately. Preparing dinner with his family? He’d be shuffling down the counter to the upbeat melody. Asides from that, he would seems like the type of person to think about your ideal type every once in a while - he thought about how he would make a good boyfriend to you. Of course, he was smart enough to keep his daydreaming to himself; that is, until he meets you in person and just falls for you even harder.

jihoon:

I can honestly imagine Jihoon being your classmate while you’re an idol. He’d admire you from afar while you were with your close friends, he would feel jealous once someone else came over to talk to you about your popularity. He looked up to you greatly and quietly listened to your music both in his free time and, often times, during class. If he was feeling rather ambitious that day, he’d casually start talking to you about your music and your group members if the solo game wasn’t the the thing for you. “Ah, yeah, you know your friend, (group member name i literally can’t think of a name on the spot)?” He’d ask while trying his hardest not to freak out over the fact that he was talking to a celebrity, his idol, to be much more specific. “Yeah. What, do you like them? Wanna meet them someday?” You replied jokingly. He chortled at your statement, mainly because they weren’t the one he liked, but you were.

woojin:

Super big throwback to his cover of BoA’s Only One, there would be low quality footage of Woojin dancing to your song jokingly. Once that circulated around, he’d be an embarrassed mess thinking about how you could’ve been watching the video at that moment. Spoiler alert: you were, and you thought it was absolutely adorable. You even reposted it with the caption “thank you, my fans, for such great content” or some shit and Woojin would be bawling his eyes out like, “I’ve won, but at what cost?” (uh jokes aside,,,) He would upload a proper dance cover and blow literally everyone away, including you. His smooth dancing and his ability to hit every move with precision made you question yourself on your dancing skills. (ok but i’m sure you’d be a great dancer <33) When you reposted that cover of his, he would bawl again, but this time, he shed some happy tears instead.

jinyoung:

From the looks of his Kyulkyung fanboy days, Jinyoung seems like someone who’d defend their idols to a certain extent. If he encounters a troll among your Instagram feed, he’d definitely call them out with a bit of insult, and it’d be brought to your attention. He probably also runs a fan account where he posts photos of you and captions them with cheesy love quotes; not to the point where it’s Seongwoo or Jaehwan-level shit posting, but a regular fanpage that posts fan taken photos as well as performances on music shows and, sometimes, fancams. He’d be thrilled to hear that you and/or your group were coming to his town, but once someone brought it up, he’d act all shy and deny any notions of wanting to meet you. However, on his breaks, he’d go and see you in person, his heart beating quickly when he saw you - all while being the shy boy he was.

also, you’d probably be like, “aw, your head is so smoL I’M CRYIN” and he’d fall over tbh

daehwi:

Daehwi would be the type of fan who would have a fanpage for you, much like his best friend Jinyoung. He’d be the main source of all the girlfriend/boyfriend!(y/n) aus because he honestly thinks that those are the absolute cutest, and he’d make them just as fluffy as possible while trying his best to be accurate at the same time. If you were in a group, he would make compilations of basically anything you were known for, whether it be your evil maknae schemes or your lovely singing parts. If he ever went to a fan sign, he’d be a smiling the mess the whole time once it was his turn to meet you. “Ah, I was so excited to meet you,” he would tell you, his natural overflowing aegyo making you feel all bubbly inside as you have a nice casual conversation with him. You probably ended your meeting with a hug from him as you told him, “come to our next fanmeet,” and he probably melted into a pile of gush inside.

guanlin:

Guanlin would be the quiet yet ambitious fan of yours. Much like Minhyun, he wouldn’t shove his love for you in everyone’s faces, but he’d be much more obvious with those close to him. “(y/n)’s really soft in this performance? Jihoon hyung, look at how wonderful (y/n)’s rapping is. Seonho, look, (y/n)’s just as cute as you are.” Every once in a while, he’d go and binge watch your funny videos, giving himself a huge laugh (which may or may not scare his hyungs). Just like any other of his idols, Guanlin looks up to you greatly. You inspired him to do better at his own talents, and if you were to ever find out about this, you’d be amazed on how fast his improvement rate was. Needless to say, he had a little celebrity crush on you for a lot of reasons, from your lovely personality to your fans to your charismatic presence on stage.

peep euiwoong - i mean

hit my inbox up y’all!! and here is my masterlist!! + sorry if this was a bit shitty lol

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trickstercheebs · 8 years ago

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A Devils Regret

alright here’s the second part to this fic, dont worry yall there’s a happy ending here for these two. once again using @shinyzango‘s 2D Bendy AU for fun times

Henry had been walking in a sullen silence for about ten minutes now..His chest ached horribly now..actually everything on him had taken on a dull throbbing after being thrown about like some childs doll..But he didn’t think mentioning it in his present company was in good manners..Speaking of the little Devil..Bendy had been silent since Henry had fished his page out of the ink..the only thing letting Henry know Bendy was still there was a soft series of sniffles and hiccups..

Bendy felt absolutely horrible..there was no way to put it lightly that what had happened shouldn’t of, that something had gone wrong and nearly cost someone their life. And the more Bendy thought about it, the worse he felt..Something had..overtaken him during the fight, he enjoyed getting rid of those pesky ink blobs like they always did..but when Henry had tried to get him to stop something else inside said no..He watched himself chase Henry down, a part of him even liked holding the animators life in his hands. That part of him made him sick to his stomach..he had put Henry in mortal danger and Henry forgave him!! He had nearly ripped Henry to bits, that part of him had wanted to do it too, but..something let him take the wheel and when he did everything fell apart. He was scared of himself, scared for Henry being here, and scared of what could of happened had he not somehow gotten control again. He was at a loss for what to do..the only idea that came to him made his tiny devil heart ache fiercely, and that was to part ways with Henry.

Henry of course had no idea any of this was going through the little Devils mind..But he had some inkling about what was upsetting him. Henry in truth had been scared seeing Bendy in such a state, even more so that he had wound up on the receiving end of that rage..But he would not place the blame on the poor Devil, judging by how hard Bendy had been sobbing, he had no real want to cause him harm...And therefore something else must of caused the reaction. The only real problem now would be to find out what sent Bendy into such a state..and getting the other to calm down long enough to realize Henry wasn’t mad at him. Looking about he spied a door, one that thankfully wasn’t locked. After everything that happened, Henry thought he could use a rest and some peace and quiet. And while he knew there were no beds to be found, a quiet room with a chair and a lockable door were the next best thing. Slipping inside and locking the door behind him, he was glad to see the normal, almost comforting sight of a basic animators desk and chair..the dim bulb hanging from above set everything into a lazy setting..It’d do nicely for what was possibly going to be a long talk.

Sitting down in the chair, Henry let out a soft appreciative groan that he was sure his legs would of mimic’d if they could. Setting the now quiet paper on the desk he scooted the chair forwards and fell to silence..How was he supposed to start? It wasn’t a easy subject to broach honestly..there was no real gentle way to ask what happened..But before Henry could even try to sound out a single word..a soft voice broke the silence first..

“...y-you should of just left me there on that wall Henry..I’m no better than those..those things dontcha see? I almost....I-I almost k-killed you..just..just leave me here ok? You’re better off without me...”

The little Devil’s voice was dripping with grief and sorrow, Henry could feel his own heart pang softly listening to the others words..They felt that strongly about their actions enough to want Henry to leave them here? No..he couldn’t leave Bendy like that..it only proved to him that Bendy was innocent here..

“...B-bendy don’t say that abou-”

“IT’S TRUE AND YOU KNOW IT HENRY! ..I..I couldn’t control myself..I could of ripped you to shreds and I just about did!”

“ That wasn’t your fault Bendy..you lost control of yourself..Something happened and it made you lose yourself, just calm down and think for a minute..what do you remember before..well it all fell apart?”

“It’s no use tryin to explain it Henry..I’m dangerous to you and I don’t..I don’t wanna hurt you ever again...you don’t deserve that..you deserve to get outta here and live the rest of your life..Not to worry about when some useless ink stain on a piece of paper might stab you in the back like th-!?”

A fist being slammed into the desk was the only thing that stopped Bendy’s self-depreciation spiral from continuing onward, the noise and impact making the little huddled shape jump in alarm. Henry was rarely angry without good reason, he thought of himself as a well grounded man at times..But watching Bendy dig himself further and further down had sparked something he wasn’t quite sure the name of was yet. But he was angry nonetheless..not at Bendy but the way how he was so quick to blame himself for a accident..It had to stop, and Henry had to do something before the little Devil would most likely think otherwise.

“Now that’s enough of that, not one more word alright Bendy? I want you to listen to me, and I want you to remember every word.. What you did was not your fault, and never will be, you understand? You are not just some useless ink stain Bendy, you’re a lot more than that..Now I want you to answer me truthfully here..did you ever feel like attacking me the last few times you..well took on that big form of yours?”

“ ....n-no? But Henry I still hu-”

“No buts Bendy, but see? The last few times you had complete control..Something must of been different this last time you see? Now..what was different from the other times? I want you to think carefully now Bendy..”

“I don’t see why this matters I’m...okay, okay..stop looking at me like that first and lemme think..”

Each time he had heard Bendy protest and tell him it was pointless..Henry had adopted a rather stern glare..The little Devil couldn’t help but do as told when met with that sort of look, but he couldn’t quite understand why..

“Alright...well..there was a lot more ink than usual..it was up to your waist right? So..there were more of those blob things too..But last time there were alot of them too..and I didn’t lose control..Henry I don’t get it..”

“ Well you were right on both parts so far..Whenever you become that bigger version of yourself it’s always to settle a quick fight...But last time took alot longer didn’t it? We were fighting and clearing a path for a little while..”

“...Were we? I..I can’t remember, I was busy fighting all of them..I remember it being fun, knowing you were behind me fighting too..T..then all I felt like doing was fighting....A-and next thing I knew I was about to...about to..”

“Shhh..it’s alright Bendy..I think I know what might of caused this...”

“ Y-you do? What is it Henry?”

“...I think it was time..Or..how long you were stuck like that? Thinking back on the last few times you were like that..it was only for a few minutes at most..But, last time was a lot longer..I think this ink does something to you in that form..the longer you stay like that it might cause you to lose yourself..I mean look at the paper, it’s almost falling apart it’s so soaked....Actually why don’t we fix that real fast..?”

It wasn’t hard to find a blank sheet of paper and a pen to draw another line for Bendy to stand on..With a bit of coaxing he eventually transferred over to the new sheet..Henry could still see that he was upset about the whole event..But there was a slight general improvement at least..

“There..a little bit better. “

“ But Henry..w-what if it happens again? What if the next time I turn I end up finishing the job? ...A-aren’t you scared of me? Aren’t you scared I’d goof up and just..become another one of those blobs?”

“...Bendy..It won’t happen again, I promise you it won’t. And I’m not scared of you either..in fact I trust you wholeheartedly..I know what you did was not your fault, and accidents happen you know. I’m still here and so are you..and I’m not going to leave you behind..now or ever..”

“ ...h-henry...”

Bendy was slowly devolving back into tears again...but thankfully it wasn’t due to sadness. Listening to Henry still having such faith in him..he felt like he didn’t deserve someone like that believing in him, especially when he didn’t. Even after nearly taking his head off Henry still wanted to have him around..the little Devil couldn’t contain the happy feeling welling up in him as it began to leak out from his eyes...He quietly told himself he’d make Henry proud from now on, and that he’d do whatever it took to keep the man safe..

Henry gave a tired smile at last, he had finally managed to talk some sense into the upset little doodle..Along with figure out what had possibly caused the accident in the first place. He’d have to keep a eye out on the other should he lend a hand again..Henry couldn’t think about seeing the little Devil so distressed again..Now that things had been patched up, a long yawn worked its way free of the animator.

“..you tired Henry?”

“ A little bit yeah..I was thinking of catching a bit of sleep before we carried on, you don’t mind do you? “

“ No no, you need your sleep big guy..I might join you even, even Devils need a bit of shut eye right?”

“Heh..right, we should be safe in here for a few winks anyways...”

Shifting some he gently picked the paper up off the desk before shuffling the few pieces of furniture around to where he could comfortably sit in the chair and prop his feet up. Once things were settled, Henry hunkered down with the paper laid over his chest gently..The light wasn’t bright enough to bother him..and thankfully it was just warm enough in the studio to not worry about a blanket..Letting his eyes slip shut Henry let himself relax fully for what was possibly the first time since entering the studio..

“Night Henry..sleep tight..”

“ Goodnight Bendy..”

The little Devil didn’t quite go to sleep as fast as Henry did, instead they remained awake listening to the others restful state take over. The animators hand almost acting as a warm blanket of sorts, keeping the page he was on safely tucked against his chest..It was almost like a hug Bendy thought..comforting in ways he didn’t realize he had needed after all that had happened..Listening to Henrys soft..almost nasally snores he let himself drift off at last for some shut eye...

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Hours later, both had woken up feeling marginally better than when they had gone to sleep..Well sans a few stiff joins and possible bruises forming here and there..But aside from that Henry felt better about things..Specially when he was greeted by that happy little voice he had grown so fond of. A quick peek outside had proved the halls safe enough to walk back out into to continue their “adventure” into the unknown depths of the studio..However before Henry could get too far Bendy stopped him with a odd request..One that found him taking the little Devil back to the ink flooded portion of the hall once more..

“...Are you sure you want to do this Bendy? There’s nothing wrong with avoiding the ink for a while until you’re ready..”

“No Henry..I-I gotta be sure, you know? We can’t dodge all the ink down here..I wanna be sure of things so...so I don’t have another accident an get you in danger..”

“..Alright, I understand..”

It didn’t take Henry that long to return to the spot where it had all happened..Looking down at the piece of paper, Bendy gave him a nod to let him know he was ready..and set the paper down into the ink..At first nothing happened..But slowly a form began to take shape..It wasn’t quite as big, but still rather tall compared to Henry..He got the vague idea Bendy was metaphorically dipping his feet into the waters. Instead of the bulky figure he had seen several times before..was a much slender version, a foot or two taller than Henry was. There was clear evidence that Bendy looked nervous but hopeful as he looked over at Henry expectantly..

“..How you holding up so far lil buddy? Everything good?”

Bendy seemed to stare at his hands for a moment or two, flexing them a bit before nodding and giving a bit of a small smile. Looks like things had gone well so far for the little Devil, Henry thought.

“ Alright..you wanna call it quits for now? ...Bendy?”

Instead of reverting back to his usual state Bendy seemed to want to test his luck fully..Henry watched as the form swelled a bit..slowly becoming the more larger version Henry was more familiar with..When the transformation had stopped..Henry noticed Bendys face was screwed shut in fearful expectation..That feeling slowly crept back into Henrys mind..no matter what form the other took he was still just that goofy little Devil to him..and one that was afraid of himself. Deciding to help out just a bit..Henry reached out to lay a hand on the others shoulder, making the hulking Devil flinch in surprise. Cracking open his one eye he looked down at Henry with what looked like a mix of worry and surprise..

“See? Nothing to worry about big fella..You didn’t have to test it out, but you did..I’m proud of ya Bendy, long as we mind that time limit there’s nothing to worry about right? I’ll be sure to k-ah, Bendy what?”

Something about the words “Proud of you” had made the floodgates open up once again..Henry was..proud of him?? He was scared this entire time..Scared that the second he saw Henry he’d want to attack..But Henry was right after all, he could control it and Henry had trusted him from the get go..Relief had welled up in his heart as it sank in. Henry had absolute faith in him to do his best..even after all that..Henry quickly found himself wrapped up in another inky hug..the Devils head resting on top of his own as fat inky tears rolled down his face.. Henry couldn’t help but smile and comfort the sappy doodle with a few pats and a hug in return.

“ Shhh it’s okay..You did great just now Bendy..I told you it’d be alright didn’t I?”

While he thought it a big comical trying to calm down someone big enough currently to carry him, he was happy things had finally gotten back to normal. Bendy eventually returned to his normal paper bound state and the two of them resumed their walk down the halls. The two of them in much brighter spirits now than before, and now a great deal closer as well.

#batim #2d bendy au #shinyzango #bendy and the ink machine #theres yer fluff kids

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Im crying in the school bathroom rn I seriously love wonho so much I'm in pain why is he my ideal guy in every way he's so amazing and handsome and sweet but whO CARES BEVause he don't kno me haha am I right

big mood all the time im always in pain bc he rly................ doesn’t KNOW i would let him shave off my eyebrows if he wanted 2

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I wouldn't even care if wonho was a high maintenance boyf tbh I'd just sit and comb his hair all day and tell him he's pretty

hdjkfh this was so long ago but i think i was mostly kidding abt him being a high maintenance bf... like he would do so much giving? but i guess the only thing he’d need is constant reassurance that his s/o loves him imo jfdhgjk... i also think he’d b someone who either doesn’t settle down ever or does it very late in his life!

annie 🌹literary queen ❤️ literally crowned with a laurel wreath! not be drum attic but this midsummer nights monsta au is so!!!! give me sistar as the four star crossed lovers then drag me to h*ll and give me this doctor faustus au i'm itching for with kihyun as faustus and k.will as mephistopheles bc i love to watch my faves s*ffer but don't let me rip until i get my much ado about nothing au with the entire cast of starship ent and a lil cameo from giriboy!

(in refence to this monsta x as shakespearean archetypes ask!) fjdshgkjs shh i lov u... why is k will as mephistopheles so Accurate esp no.mercy k will lmao. um u should write all of these? in fact if... if anyone has mx literary aus.... hmu...... i’ll n*t

another thing about that incident is that it seems like the fan doesn't think Changkyun and Jooheon undersood them?? (an extension i guess they assumed they don't understand english very well) and that's pretty problematic. it seems to me that when they didn't respond the fan assumed they didn't understand and kept repeating it, as a joke. but they literally did That to the two with the most proficient english in the group... it's rly a mess all around. it's disrespectful through and through

(in relation to that gross “d*ddy” incident from a while ago) ik i feel like some intl fans think korea is a land completely culturally and linguistically alienated/divorced from the rest of the world or something and while cultural relativism is real to some extent... the idea that koreans are completely unaware of ~outside~ things is deeply racist. like mostly white ppl think that diasphoric poc are completely Different from them? when my mum went to the states 15 years ago some ppl literally asked her if there were newspapers in china lol...

i just randomly thought of monsta x as sesame street characters mostly bc i wanna see kihyun and wonho duke it out as bert and ernie (kihyun w/ the waste paper bin on his head and wonho asking 'where's the waste paper bin' and kihyun saying 'ask me that again and look into my eyes') and also minhyuk being elmo tbh...

JKGHKJDF PLEASe!!!! when will something like this b photoshopped... minhyuk as elmo is... spot on... i remember once elmo appeared on a now-discontinued late night talk show program i used to watch when i was in primary school and he was like “elmo likes wasabi, that’s why elmo has no eyebrows” and idk why ive never been able to forget this????? very lmh. also this made me think of a monsta x muppets au n minhyuk is the pic of ass-gape kermit.... next post of mine will b monsta x as kermit reaction pics

Hyungkyun is such an under appreciated ship. Like, they just get each other so well? Why do people overlook it. ㅠ.ㅠ Do you have a moment that made you ship them? How would you describe their dynamic?

it’s bc they’re intp x intj they don’t rly... Understand each other with minimal effort/real communication lmao it’s very efficient. both quiet lil darlings who aren’t emotionally That Open but enjoy their own little space together sometimes?? their dynamic is like... they’re weird in different ways but they’re v chill together. u can tell hyungwon is super fond of changkyun like he has this Expression when ck does anything at all.... i think these two rly love each other’s personalities bc they’re both kind/gentle/peaceful types and their overall ?? vibe is just highly compatible... they’re absolute darlings... v soft together... i can’t think of a favourite moment but i rly rly love their birthday messages for each other last year like changkyun’s message for hyungwon was like “ur rly cool bruh ur rly such a great person” and hyungwon’s message for changkyun was rly... just him obviously doting on him n finding him cute jksfdhg i lov them a lot :(

soyou: i know how to make hair pretty :))) knetz: dirty fckn iljin why can't she be out there being being PRODUCTIVE in society by having babies and learning how to be a good wife for her future husband ://// smh how dare she be successful now when i'm stuck doing what society wants me to do but also anonymously attacking ppl i don't personally know on the internet bc THATS respectable the irony of ugly knetz is so transparent

The whole thing about Knetz and wonho's "scandalous" past reminded me of something. As a PSA to those people who are so insistent and pushy that idols aren't allowed to have sex/date/be anything but straight: Fuck all of you. You do not own these people, and if you really cared about them you'd be happy if they were happy. Like tbh, if anyone that famous and busy could also balance out a relationship at the same time, I'd be so happy for them. It really bugs me how all idols are supposed (1/2)(2/2) have this squeaky clean innocent image where they have to look and act a certain way and have these stupid fucking dating bans because once they don't meet up to that image their success suffers. Idols already give up so much privacy, and the last thing they need is millions of people scrutinizing every little thing they do. I don't even know where I started this rant from, but basically, GIVE IDOLS PRIVACY AND DONT JUDGE THEM FOR THEIR PASTS OR FOR BEING IN RELATIONSHIPS OR WHATEVER

yeth ty for highlighting the gross obsession w purity and productivity (like the first anon said -- a very confucian sort of ideal)... i don’t rly have anything else to add here i think. also i would fight for soyou i fact i would fight lmh who said she was his ideal type in no.mercy era... she’s rly one of my faves and the way she was slandered for the hairdressing thing was one of the most ridiculous things knets ever did lmao honestly yuk

u a kihyun stan now👀👀👀

im a @fhiz stan it’s the same thing tbh

ahh so i saw your tags on that jh gifset! as one of the few jh stans (or maybe there are way more than i think there are lol) i rly love his "reversal charm." he has a lot of what i lack as a person: a strong presence and a lot of confidence! i respect him so much as a person alth i rag on him a lot LMAO. sorry if this is a bit long winded but i just rly wanted to put this out there ;;

this is rly cute i lov hearing ppl talk abt their faves lovingly it rly... Heals Me. i think it’s strange how underappreciated jooheon is in this fandom especially bc he’s usually the one who catches ur eye first bc he’s so hyped by starship as being a one-in-a-million talented rapper u know? and he rly shines in mvs and no.mercy but............. y does he have the least fansites jkfhdg ?? you’re v right abt the reversal charm thing but i feel like sometimes it’s very overdone like... on lots of shows he’s asked to do aegyo when rly he should be asked to... idk... rap or dance or something?? i actually think jooheon is the most serious member of monsta x sometimes bc he seems to have a sense that he’s.. the pillar of mx if that makes sense? and that’s why he’s always pushing himself and working tirelessly like he feels very Responsible for this group, more than anyone else. idk if that makes sense!!! i love him and i want him to... unwind a bit bc sometimes he looks so stressed and tired but he still feels the need to pretend to be energetic like my heart rly hurts for him :/ this got so emo im sry i do rly love to hear that u respect him sm i love jooheon stans :(

i can see what u mean about jooheon being 1 of the most masculine. (iirc u also talked abt kihyun being that in a post a while ago) like with his face and his physique he really is striking; his body=like that slim,upside-down Y that you'd learn to draw men w/ in Anatomy 101 , but i think.. ,--not that u asked, but,, i think the jury's still out on if he's comfortable w his masculinity with the way he acts feminine lyk misogynistic comedians Can sound like dead ringers for women,? idk & i take +

(not sure if there was a 2nd part to this? there’s nothing else in my inbox so i’m sry if there was and tumblr ate it) yeth i think i meant that his demeanor is the most ~~masculine~~ whereas i think kihyun is still the most... idk... mature-masculine?? if tht makes sense, and i definitely agree w u on that second point! i didn’t think of that at the time but now that i... do... think abt it... ur right and also the way he comes back from it by putting on the >swag demeanor again in an attempt to polarise it is definitely a bit 👀👀👀 he probably doesn’t want to risk his Manly Rapper Image for real u kno? that said it’s ingrained in kpop that behaving cute --> “girly” entails that sort of “comedic” high-pitched voice + compact body language etc.... like i’m not condoning that ofc but i definitely think it’s broader than this particular case! :/ hm

maybe i'd be doing better in school if i could major in kihyunology ;~; i stan him but i def think we still don't know much about him even after all this time after debut. especially when i look at him compared to wonho who wears his heart on his sleeve (bless him i love wonho sm, gotta protect this bun at all costs!!)...but ya it just makes me wanna learn more about him like who is the real kihyun??

i want to write a kihyun meta when i have time... i feel like i Get him a bit more these days but it’s also very hard to put into words bc u kno when u kinda sorta mb get some1 but it’s a feeling rather than anything conveniently expressable gkjdhfjk.... idk if anyone wants to send in some Kihyun Thoughts + Meta feel free! :>> i don’t think he’s actually... as complex as we sometimes make him out to be lol like his behaviour is actually kind of predictable? more on his later

wait is the february comeback actually true? ugh i'm so conflicted cuz on one hand i'm excited if there's really gonna be a full length album, but i also think they need more rest but then there's the matter of getting their first win and idk i'm super psyched but i'm also worried that the boys are being overworked

i still feel like they had a comeback like yesterday lol like looking at their schedules stresses me out bc they do so much..... im glad wonho got to go to his mum’s cafe recently tho! all we can do is have faith in them rn and when it’s time... stream, buy things if ur able to, spread the news and the hype etc. i am definitely Worried abt some things like the competition they’re up against but.... gotta have faith u kno... and i feel like all active idols are kind of... permanently worked very hard but i think currently only jooheon and shownu are a bit Overloaded. also has the date been confirmed yet... it’s february already...

#i planned 2 answer more but im... sleepy...#soon... i will... catch up... and make this blog neater + more navigation-friendly #ask #compilation #Anonymous

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